#bolis me

[syndhrome]

2 godine ❤️‍🩹

#ljubav #raskid #depresija #bol #nedostajanje #nedostajes #bolis me #slomljeno srce #zauvek #zaborav #ljubavni citati #tekstovi #poezija #pesma #citati #djordje #neprezaljena ljubav #prva ljubav #prava ljubav #aforizmi #balkan #tekst #ljubavni tekstovi #poruka #decko #volim te #najvise #na svetu

[bolithesenate]

What happens when a Jedi Initiate dies?

It cannot always be prevented, the galaxy is a dangerous place, especially for children, and the Jedi are still only mortal.

Accidents happen. Illnesses exist.

Tragedies do too.

The Crèchemasters are highly trained to prevent that, of course, but they too are only mortal. They too can fail.

The death of an Initiate is a heavy burden, for the entire Temple. It doesn't happen often, but when it does it is a heavy burden. It is from that burden that one of the Order's most sacred traditions stems from.

They may die an Initiate, but they will not join the Force without guidance.

When an Initiate dies, they automatically gain the rank of Padawan – no matter their age. They will posthumously be taken in by a Master and be gifted a braid and a lineage. If they already found their crystal and built their saber, these too will be taken care of by their new Master.

Some Masters of such Ghost-Padawans, especially those who had a bond before their passing, will live the following years as if they had a living student. They will not take on another until the Force or they themselves deems them ready, at which point the High Council will hold a honorary Knighting.

Because while the Order might lose an Initiate, no Initiate will ever be left alone.

#a bit of #star wars meta #for your consideration :) #inspired by the concept of ghost marriages #and my staunch belief that the jedi are found family galore #for a people that has one of its core tenants be 'there is no death only the force' such a tradition would simply make sense #star wars headcanons #star wars #me writing #random boli thoughts #the jedi #jedi order #jedi padawan #also you know the inherent tragedy of other padawans of the same master having a lineage sibling that never was alive to meet them #and the beauty of them still counting as full members of a lineage #jedi as found family #to put it in ao3 terms :)

[sca-rian]

Trafficblr 2022 AO3 Wrapped

Dive deep into the tags and ships you loved the most this year, brought to you by Tumblr user @sca-rian! (inspired by this bird app thread)

Data collected from both the Hermitcraft SMP and 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series* tags.

(*Note: this data does not take into account that some works contain both tags and therefore would be counted twice when looking at each tag individually)

First, let's look at the ratings! In total, the tags combined had 3.709 Teen And Up, 3.362 General, 1.293 Not Rated, 756 Explicit and 694 Mature fics.

In 2022, you loved and made many blorbos suffer! Some, however, were the ones you wrote about the most. Let's look at who those poor souls were!

Of course, in 2022, you also got attached and wrote about many different duos. Regardless of your preference to writing them as romantic or not, it's clear that two specific block men stole your heart!

This year, you may have written and read many different things, but looking at the most popular tags, it's clear that we have an established pattern—suffering, first and foremost.

Your fanfic taste doesn't fit into a single recommendation list, but we want to try anyway—by clicking here, you'll have access to a Google Forms where you can send your favorite fanfics of the year!

... And that's a wrap! Our very silly, likely inaccurate 2022 retrospective is done. Now, I'd like to use this space to thank every single one of the writers who took their time to write HC/3rd Life/LL/DL fanfic this year; I hope you can feel that your work, passion and creativity is loved and appreciated <3

And, of course, a big thank you as well to all the readers out there! 2022 was the year I got back into writing, and that wouldn't have been possible without the support of such amazing people

(tired of typing with proper capitalization why did i do this. this post was very fun—if not a little annoying—to make, and maybe i will be back in the future? with more silliness? i definitely learned a lot about the silly goofiness of collecting useless data......)

#boli talks #trafficblr #hermitcraft #3rd life #last life #double life #dlsmp #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #graphic design is my passion #guys i suffered so much. #had my phone. cracked editor app and a dream #i TRIED #wrapped #llsmp #also dont ask me how tommyinnit got in there. im not even sure myself hes supposed to be there but i mean....... #scarian

[shierak-inavva]

au where celebrimbor has a crush and annatar decides it’s free real estate

#my ocs #celebrimbor #annatar #sauron #elowen anairiel #elowen lenbereth #feels SO WEIRD to use those tags dmvkdmdn #incredibly peer-pressure-driven art this week folks #there’s an au to go with this but the jist is sauron uses tyelpe’s crush as fuel and plays himself #the fact i drew these is so wild and yet here we are #please don’t come for me silvergifting fans i love u #stg devi and boli bullied me into this KNOWING i can’t do anything by halves

[charmwasjess]

ill gladly help you procrastinate u know that

23 & 17 👀

Boli, you are simply magnificent. I've spent upwards of thirty minutes not working while I was writing this up. 17. there should be more of this type of fic/art This isn't a problem so much as a good sign of the thriving fandom economy where people are writing big, rich, interesting stories - AUs, fix-it, time travels, what ifs - and I read those fics avidly. But I've been really craving the old "slice of life" one shot recently. Let me hang out with your dudes (gn) just doing their thing for a couple thousand words. Small moments, ordinary daily things. I love it. Same for art. Little domestic snapshots just get me. This is also a chance to say something I like about your writing specifically, Boli, because you incorporate a lot of this kind of scene into Mud fic while balancing the bigger plot elements. Thinking of that great bar scene. <3 23. ship I've come around to Syku is probably the big obvious one here since I spent so long (decade) waffling on writing Dooku in any kind of romantic thing. Then, reason slipped from my nerveless fingers and shattered. I dissolved About Them. But you poor people watched that happen to me in real time so I won't go on and on about it. No description can match the experience of watching me daily embarrass myself on here over them.

You know what one I weirdly have come to love? Obimaul. At first I was like "oh sw fandom, you'll ship anything lolol" and then I watched the Maul Clone Wars episodes and I was like... okay... okay... yeah, so, I get you want to specifically murder him and everything, but the way you're keening "Kenobi" right now...

It's kind of really fucking sad? Like Maul is this person who had been literally broken in half, and that's before you get to the metaphorical damage of being essentially enslaved by Sidious his whole life. I mean Maul's origin story makes Dooku's kid trauma look like a trip to Disney World. This person who fundamentally does not know about love, having been fed a diet of pain and hate all his life, getting into the murderous jealous one-sided sexual obsession with Obi-Wan, which is part inability to distinguish hate from lust, and part a pure desire to be Obi-Wan because he's representative of everything that was taken from Maul. He embodies every chance Maul never got. The (loving) Master. The community of people like him. The family. It's so dark and doomed and fucked up, but also so sad.

But I realize I'm not here to talk about shipping normal things, since my problematic main ship somehow manages to be both a Fridging and a Kill Your Gays trope...

#thank you thank you Boli this was so fun!!!!! #still playing if anyone else wants to keep me from my dayjob #kind of went off about Maul there for a while sorry about that #obimaul

[seventh-fantasy]

9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

Tagged by @howdaretrashships thank you!! <3

3 Ships You Like: "like" hm. "three" only hmm. :( anyway I'll limit these to dramas AND one ship one drama only: 1) dihua from 莲花楼 mysterious lotus casebook; 2) xiao dingquan and xu changping from 鹤唳华亭 royal nirvana; 3) anran and mu ze from 覆流年 lost track of time

First Ship Ever: um. pretty sure it's a pairing from a Channel 8 (local sg) drama I watched as a kid.

Last Song You Heard: oh.. I was just listening to the newly released OST of the upcoming DJT series, so I'm now on my Thai playlist. the last play is Violette Wautier's Kam Welah ข้ามเวลา from Prom Likit OST <3

Favorite Childhood Book: I was not an avid reader as a child like the majority of tunglr dot com seem to be, regrettably... but I loved Horrible Histories

Currently Reading: main ones in the current routine are my slow but steady reread of 中国哲学史 - very close to the end, and also very close to the end of Kate Buford's Burt Lancaster biography after a looong time. (I just read extremely slow.)

Currently Watching: trying to finish up the last quarter of The Starry Love 星落凝成糖 - hopefully very soon so I can move on from it lol. on top of the regular movies routine, have been taking my time with first full rewatch of Royal Nirvana, and recently started my first full rewatch of Mysterious Lotus Casebook (I very rarely do full drama rewatches so this is just a special time in my life lol)

Currently Consuming: ribena

Currently Craving: a new satisfying lakorn (i was replaying a Ratee Luang OST last night and now desperately need lakorns back in my life again!!! - you've caught me right in my lakorn mood)

Tagging (the usual note about consider yourself tagged if you see this etc etc): @bocje-ce-ustu @redemption-revenge @angryundies @seeorseem @mademoiselle-red @tytangfei @bemybabymp3 @karinyosa @valancystirling48 (also bonus tags @markiafc @ananeiah @dtriad)

#love tag games but my LEAST fave part of it as a >10 year blog with many inactive moots got to be tagging ppl #pls just take it that everyone is included pls. very hard to pick :((( and boli server ppl consider yourselves automatically tagged #tagged #my posts #about me #howdaretrashships

[invalidname19]

“~Cause you know two heads are better than one~”-

#just has a boli de tamarindo 🤤 #shit was so good #that wood clone jujutsu must be useful 👀 #like you could be at work and sleep at the same time #like 😌 must be nice but then there’s the chakra issue 💀 #unless you’re hashirama… you’re good #what else can I type here to offset the weirdness of this drawing 🌝 #you can catch me doing this every time when I drawing something like this #hashimada #hashirama x madara #hsmd #if you know were this quote from... damm 😭 🐉 #i dont know what else to put there. I could type out my will but it wont have the sams effects yk 🙄

[calcedon79]

Serenno Art Galerie

@bolithesenate

Do you think Dooku would hang a picture of a spine wolf in his gallery?

#dooku #my contribution to the SAG #bolis virus #me having thoughts

[glasseater-3000]

spemam ih u sms sa 14 nedo bog da on izgubi

#s/he speaks #dora 2024 #boli me kurac kolko ce me to kostat ak on pobjedi

[hinsaa-paramo-dharma]

Okay, ye waala toh thoda serious lag rha hai-

#I have to give a speech today #And tayari sab ho gyi hai but panic aa raha hai ab #Bro there is even a guest coming?? And so many people?? #Maine life mein bus do hi baar speech boli hai and dono hi itne serious times nahi the #You can say ki maje maje mein di thi vo sab #Yeh toh Bhai bhayankar lag rha hai #Pray for me-

[sjajnas-blog]

#buns #hairstyle #long hair #short hair #girl things #boli me vrat

[propalitet]

Ljudi koji ne glasaju nemaju pravo žalit se na stanje u državi lol, očito ti ne smeta kad ni mrvicu truda ne uložiš u mogućnost promjene <3

#Dosl boli me kurac #Kao reci da ti je ok zivjet pod vlasti hdza i to je to a ne sad neke pseudo revolucionarne teorije o tom kak glsanje nista ne radi #op

[bolithesenate]

because I always make true on my threats I don't

Mortis-arc adult Ahsoka because I love her, she is my wife that went to war and never returned 😢

#if rebels ahsoka has 1000 haters i am one of them #if she has 1 it is me #if she has none i am dead #diney is allergic to character design that actually FUCKS #the nly thing they did remotely right was letting her facial markings grow with her #but even then #ahsoka deserves actual fucking montrals and lekku #random boli thoughts #star wars #my art #star wars fanart #ahsoka tano

[badthing72]

Nisam unutar vremena,

niti sam potpuno izvan njega.

U neprekidnom toku jednog ogromnog trenutka sam,

svaki oblik kao da je usklađen sa bojom čudnog sna,

čak ni pero koje leti na vjetru nije toliko lagano kao ja.

Moja glava je beskrajni mlin koji melje tišinu.

Osjećam svijet ukorjenjen u meni,

plivam usred tame.

§M

#§m #i miss you #nedostajanje #san #bol #bosna i hercegovina #nedostajes #nemir #misli #duša #ljubavi #univerzum #usamljen #fališ #sjecanje #slomljena #smrt #sudbina #bespomocnost #dušo moja #još jednom #missing you #ponovni susret #otišao si #poezija #boli me #sloboda #suze #svemir

[inkedmyths]

Day 7 - Malachite + Faithful

A god and their faithful acolyte

#inktober #inktober 2023 #art #my art #eternity campaign #ming yingying #britney kingsman #boli bingwa #NAMES NO ONE ELSE BUT ME AND FIVE OTHER PEOPLE KNOW #dnd campaigns amiright guys #ink arts

[marrelica]

Jebla me ona anketa za praznovjerja sta ju napravise uopce, reko budu samo mutuals glasali hihi haha hoho, 30 000+ GLASOVA IMA??? znate kolko glupih amera sad imam u svom dvoristu (tumblr notes), cu da se objesim

#boli me duoe sta nikad niste culi da ak sjedite na cosku stola se necete zenit #da bog da vam drzava eksplodirala #<- zali se na gluposz i svjestan je toga #al kolko poruka 'OP tvoja mama je ovo izmisljala' sam dobio doslovno stavize mi metak u celo #i onda stave ono machbeth praznovjerje pardon sta nisam theater kid GO AWAY #dosl dodam other opciju oni i dalje preglupi da ne dodaku svoj strucan komentar