#both irl and in like fandom

[ninjautistic]

Idk about you guys but I really love Lloyds little "🤨" eyebrow game he's got goin on,,

#if he looked at me like that I'd be on his bed and on my knees immediately #its embarassing simping over a green lego man who'd be the size of a ant irl #kai may got rizz but lloyd has them EYEBROW RIZZ #i love lloyd i love lloyd i love lloyd i love lloyd i love lloyd #hes my wife...💚💚💚 #im so crazy for him #no one in this fandom loves him the way I DO #if harumi doesnt want him I'LL HAVE HIM #also lloyd can lift his eyebrow on BOTH SIDES and most people cant do that... EYEBROW RIZZ #ninjago #ninjago fandom #lloyd montgomery garmadon #lloyd garmadon #lloyd ninjago #ninjago lloyd #lloyd garmadon ninjago #ninjago lloyd garmadon

[sparkler16]

Hey redacted fandom I’m SO curious,

What’s the audio you have almost if not entirely memorized?

Personally mine is the full stealing your hoodie back from guy audio, I love it sm he makes me so happy

(+ Bonus points add your favorites quote(s) if you have one)

(Currently mine might be “oh you are getting close- Hi! Hi baby :) I love youuu~”

#my bf is the irl im just so in love with both of them #I quote it at said bf literally all the time #and guy in general he is so very quotable??? #anyways I’m so curious pls send tweet #also who do you guys quote chronically if you do? I feel like that could be a whole separate post #I might do that #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted headcanons #redacted quotes #redacted guy #redacted honey #redacted fandom

[waterberry-strawmelon]

just gonna go ahead and say this in advance—

if Riz does indeed come out in junior year, and he says, “I’m ace” or “I’m asexual” when referring specifically to his lack of romantic attraction, aromantic people are allowed to be upset about it.

#because yes of course some people irl say ace to mean both bc that’s how they personally identify #but in fictional media the distinction is necessary. especially with how few canonically aromantic characters even exist in ANY mainstream/ #popular media. #I assure you I’m not invalidating anyone who is ace and they mean that to include lack of romantic attraction. #But to look at this from a MEDIA PERSPECTIVE its irresponsible to do this w/out clarification that they also know the word aromantic exists #because otherwise that’s just a conflation of asexual and aromantic without any nuance #and an erasure of aromantic people who are not asexual. #Plus—name a single fucking time a character in mainstream/popular media has said the word aromantic. #Because I can name several instances where they say asexual. But I can’t think of ONE where they say aro or aromantic. #(Maybe that Isaac kid does in season 2 of Heartstopper? But I haven’t seen it so I’m not 100% sure.) #anyways. #the way this fucking fandom—and ANY fandom with a canon aro character—discusses the aromantic spectrum #is blatantly just to remove their own personal guilt for shipping that character with other characters and erasing their orientation. #because yes aromanticism IS a spectrum!! But when people talk about fabriz and say ‘he can still be ace!’ (Which is aro erasure) or #‘he can still be aro!’ They never SHOW riz still being aro or having any kind of complex relationship with romance. #I’m angry and I’m allowed to be. #I get that a ship you liked may be hard to let go of or something #But I’d be much less mad if all the fabriz fans said ‘yeah I know Riz is aro in canon and he and Fabian would never get together. #I just like to imagine it sometimes in fiction/fanon!’ Then that would be a WHOLE different conversation #Because then they’d at least be acknowledging that riz doesn’t feel romance in canon. That fabriz is something that actively #Goes against the canon characterization of one of those characters—and that’s fine. Just fucking ACKNOWLEDGE IT. #But most of these people either WANT fabriz to be canon/believe it WILL BE canon #OR I guess feel uncomfortable confronting the fact that they ARE erasing riz’s aromanticism so they don’t even acknowledge it at all. #fhjy #fantasy high #d20 #dimension 20 #riz gukgak #aromantic riz gukgak #fhsy

[heraldofcrow]

That endless loop of being unable to express deep passion for stuff my heart doesn’t truly gravitate towards and also feeling a bit left out of “the bigger discussions” because of my preferences is such a funny experience. It’s like being unable to pry my eyes away from one shiny rock on the beach while everyone else is collecting and trading beautiful seashells elsewhere. I wanna join you guys, but this one thing is just so alluring…I can’t. I MUST OBSESS.

I guess I’ll just catch up later.

#lol #this applies to both fandom and social stuff irl #like yes i get a little lonely sometimes being the main one screaming about the Bloodborne Crows around here but?? am i gonna stop?? #just to get more interaction?? Naaaaah #i’d rather suffocate in a flooded grain silo tbh #but i also wish i wasn’t so…narrowly focused…hmmm #i can’t ever make up my mind about this #i am a true infp #personal ish #infp #CrowNotes

[leezuhh]

it's crazy to me that there are people out there who still think that media and fiction do not affect how people think at all

#like that whole 'does fiction affect reality?' debate is so stupid to me cuz it's like #i mean just think about it for a second. what is propaganda? what did jaws do for people's perceptions of sharks? #i think studying the effect that popular media and fiction has on people in real life is really interesting #and it's crazy to me that there are people on the internet who think that it genuinely doesn't #like umm shoutout vit sisler for his paper 'digital arabs' i just read it for my game studies class and it's super interesting #about like orientalization how western shooter games' usage of middle eastern/muslim stereotypes as enemies created both a negative - #- stereotype for people who arent in that group and how it negatively affects the mental health and self-image of the people who are #also shoutout stuart hall and richard dyer they're really cool people and also have some super interesting papers on how representation - #- in media affects people's IRL perceptions of certain groups #i know online this focus tends to lean on that whole shipping discussion but i think it's more worthwhile to look at it on a wider scale #because 'does fiction affect reality?' is not just a 'fandom ship war' discussion it's like. the basis for many fields of study #anyways umm #liza post #actually this is more like a #liza ramble #i love tumblr bc i can write a one sentence post and put my body paragraphs in the tags #it's really late and i am tired ‼️ i wish i could be more concise i just adore my game studies class and visual culture studies in general

[burinazar]

:( patheticposting

nearly literally reduced to tears rn by how overwhelmingly it feels like nobody cares what I make or like or think about and how meaningless any of my creativity and love and effort is

[juniperhillpatient]

what if one of these days I choose violence when I see a particular post many of you love sharing & get blocked by the remaining fraction of atla fans who don’t have me blocked already 🥺

#I’m resisting because I KNOW it’s one of those not talking to me things. like it’s not about me & that’s fine #but it. should be about me #ok I’m talking about that post like azula & jet fans team up sometimes because they hate that the fandom loves Zuko & Iroh & — #I want to stop you right there #I can’t speak for all azula & jet fans #but as a massive fan of both characters & someone who has written many thousands of words about the characters themselves #togehter & on their own. analysis & fic. #I gotta say. it actually has nothing to do with fans or other characters #I simply love azula #I simply love Jet #it’s not out of spite or weird competitiveness on a parasocial level with hypothetical opponents #I simply love the characters #idk that post just annoys me #like why are you so obsessed with Zuko & Iroh fans if you hate them & you hate Zuko & irl h #which is stupid on its own but that’s not the point #anyway!!!!!! #vague blogging

[albaqae]

No I will not calm down because being in the TMNT fandom has allowed me to interact w so many neurodivergent people and I’ve felt so welcomed and accepted with everything I do that I always thought was kind of bad or weird and wrong. And being more educated abt autism and neurodivergence has completely changed the way I cope with panic attacks and unfavorable moments but also has changed the way I see my movements and sounds whenever I’m really excited and it’s shown me that I’m not a sole case, that there are multitudes of us— I just really think that whether or not one is neurodivergent, it’s so so so important to be more educated about stimming and sensory stimulation because it’s been so helpful even as someone that isn’t super sure about where they’re at, and it can also help so many undiagnosed individuals cope in ways that’s specific but doesn’t require a diagnoses to try out. AND even if you’re neurotypical knowing how sensory affects you can help you cope in ways that might feel silly but can be really really effective (playlist w gentle audio stimulation to calm down, textures that feel like you’re safe, foods that feel nice to eat, movements that communicate your excitement) ig it’s just meditation but in a neurodivergent pov it changes a lot and becomes more commonplace and everyday compared to an activity you need to take time to do and are therefore less likely to consistently practice.

Idk man I’m just another one of them queers trynna figure out, like always, where I fit, and I think that this is really important to understand, no matter who you are, and I hope that as we grow up we bring these thought with us to the future.

#I just met someone who also liked rottmnt #THEY NOTICED MY BACKPACK!!!! #and we were both flapping our hands and moving our legs and jumping #and I’ve never had that interaction irl #it just made me really #really happy #tmnt #rottmnt #save rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #bc the tism #tmnt fandom #neurodivergent #coping #alba analysis #rottmnt analysis

[gingerbreadmonsters]

polite and gentle reminder that it is perfectly okay to not say anything about any particular subject, because moralising about events and people that are not real on the internet does not in fact make you a defender of the good and righteous, but instead just makes you and the people around you miserable when everybody inevitably has to hash out the same argument again and again to no avail

#idk how to explain that HAVING an opinion about something does not mean that you have to SAY it #especially not in public spaces both irl and online #freedom of thought is of course your untouchable right - you can think whatever you like about anything #regardless of anyone else's demands #but like..... having an opinion or a moral stance abt something does not necessitate verbalising it #loudly proclaiming your opinion - however right you think you are - does not turn you into a hero or a martyr #everyone just sighs and says 'oh for god's sake we've already been over this' #you can complain about whatever u like in the privacy of ur own dms or discord server etc etc #of course you can #but really..... MUST we rehash arguments that have already happened a million times over..... AGAIN..... #this is not about any one person or any one tag/fandom #more of a general 'aiyahhh' than anything else #🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

[araneapeixes]

just curious what made you start drawing? was it like a hobby from young which made you realise you love drawing / painting your artistic creations? :)

ohh thats such a cool question! I'm really flattered that you're interested hehe so basically I've liked drawing since I was a little kid, that was the way I liked to interact with the world and my thoughts and feelings and people said I was good at it so it quickly became a point of pride lmao. Literally at like age 9 or 10 I remember drawing something at school and other kids said they liked it and if I could do one for them as well, so then I reproduced that same drawing like 5 times..commissions were always in my blood i guess adjkshfjbsk

A turning point in like personal development and motivation was when I was 12 or 13 and got into fandom for the very first time and realised I really really needed to get better at drawing Yoruichi Shihoin from Bleach and I got a Deviantart account which also gave me the opportunity to become inspired and motivated by more skilled artists. So like the biggest things that made me turn art into my MAIN skill and hobby was wanting to be part of these online communities and also love for fictional characters and wanting to draw them gay kiss

#anon #ask #its also worth noting that around 12 i realised i was gay. so that coincided well with how my identity developed around online fandom #and it was really important as a gay kid #to not only be able to draw some anime bitches kiss. but also be able to share that with people #and validate both my artistic expression and those feelings #like now that i think about it. having an online artistic community was to me synonymous with having a queer community #first time i came out to someone irl i was 15 #so those 3 years in between i spent exclusively figuring and developing my identity on DA and tumblr #and all that was built around art #damn!! enjoy this deep dive into my personal history and psyche

[fruitsyrups]

It is laaate it is my bedtime it is past my bedtime. So of course I'm in the notes app conceptualizing fics I will never write

#ahem. bubbline tumblr mutuals AU... #i have the scene in mind where they meet irl / realise they already know eachother (marcy playing music at a performance night type of thing #and pb realises the song sounds familiar... bc marcy has sent her demos of it before or smth like that... #and finn and jake are there cause i love them and also marcy&jake friendship is so real (jake is the one who took them to watch marcy play) #ohhh and pb being good at karaoke mention from jake cause i love that line from Broke His Crown) #sooo. yeah. idk i think its a cute idea 😊 would be even cuter if i would actually write itttt 🤗 <- being passive agressive to myself #oh i didnt even mention the part where theyre both fans of some vampire/vampire hunter show #in my notes this is labelled as the fandom freaks bubbline au #theyre probably not really that freakish about it tbh just a normal amount of fandom obsessiveness. i just like alliteration

[rucow]

my humble era is over, i now claim ownership over my faves and i Will be your voryn/phantom/hircine/fíli mutual. all yuor blorbos are belong me now

#/lh ofc #last year i was so dead set on not jumping on the trend of calling myself the ceo of a specific character #bc it felt rly rude and mean??? i want to share my faves not to hoard them and be an unpleasant overbearing presence in a fandom !! #but i think that. when i put so much of myself into a chara...and i flesh them out and develop them so differently from their canon source #then im allowed to be associated with said character without feeling guilty :') #everyone has their own interpretation of characters and mine just happen to be wildly different from both canon and fanon haha #mainly bc im a raging lesbian and i love all my faves being girlified #ill never refer to them as genderbent and i rly dont like that term #bc it would imply that my faves are cis men in canon and that i change them to be cis women #which isnt true! the whole thing is that i Dont see them as being cis men in canon #most of my faves arent human and the gender roles of irl white societies dont apply to them!! #ik im bad with wording but hopefully u get what i mean 😭 #sorry about the word vomit its just how i am as a person fhshds #txt

[airenyah]

💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌 🥰🥰

Hi dear @airenyah! I miss your Sana Bakkoush header but will recognize your BBS icon and your kind online voice anywhere! 😍 Accompanying this Ask with good wishes for a beautiful springtime day, to one of the nicest people I know who also has a kind and generous heart! 💖

awwwww that's such a sweet thing of you to say 🥺🥺🥺

i saw this ask first thing in the morning after i woke up and it had me all kinds of 🥰🥰🥰

i too miss my sana bakkoush header (she looks so cute in that shot)!! usually i'd just change my icon but this is the first time since i've made this blog a decade ago that i can't change my icon over my header, because otherwise @ranchthoughts and i wouldn't have matching icons anymore and that thought hurts me more than saying goodbye to sana after 7 years 😔💔

#sana has served my blog well but now.. it is time 💔 #i think sana was my first real gay crush?? #except i thought i was straight and kinda just ignored it as i obsessed over isak and even's relationship djcjcjfjc #and i was really attached to the sana header bc of that and i just couldn't bring myself to change it even when i stopped being into skam #and started falling more and more into (thai) bl world #and then i developed a crush on an irl girl from my uni (rip) #and i actually THOUGHT about changing my header when i first watched mafia the series back in september #but at that point i struggled even more to change it bc it felt like it was proof that i'd liked girls too for much longer than i'd realized #bc i'd had that sana header for so long and i was so attached to it (she's INSANELY cute in that header) and so yeah... djfjfjcj #but then i forgot to save my header in my april fool's prank stress and that felt like it was the universe telling me ''it is time'' #''get a new header. this is your moment'' so here we are with my new mafia the series header featuring my boy joong archen djfjfjiv #considering i call myself a bad buddy blog in ''its joongdunk era'' i should have probably gone with a joongdunk header #so my icon + header would represent both the bad buddy blog and the joongdunk era djfjfjic #but i GOTTA promote mafia the series bc it's an actual GEM of a show. easily my fave non-bl series #it had me in tears when i watched it to the point my mom commented on how she could hear my laugh in my room gkfjfjjf #asks #also can i just say... i adore this fandom so much 🥺🥺🥺 #everyone here in our little tumblr corner is so sweet and nice and i just adore all of you sooooo so much 🥺💗💗💗

[jasontoddssuper]

The bio change was in response to me saying Adam is a canon ped0phile because he dated Blake when he was 19 and she was a young kid and he compared Blake to an irl abuse case in a negative way for being gr00med by him to join the White Fang btw

#'i like fictional men'yeah we know and we also know you hate both fictional and irl women and use that as an excuse #oh well at least i got an adam stan to leave the fandom so that's a win for the 'decent human beings' club #also his bio before this was 'i like fictional men.the more insane the better' and i know he was including jason t///odd in that #because that was how he found my posts even though jason canonically kills child predators like bruh💀 #rwby #blake belladonna #blake defense squad #antitauradonna #grooming cw #abuse apologism cw #victim blaming cw #letters from summer

[heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon]

Okay but why are we letting some disgusting simpy vivziepaparazzi gamer bro of questionably indeterminate age who had Octavia as his "channel mascot" for years before switching to Velvette (which.. ew, by the way, make your own damn O.C like everyone else or fuck off) get to decide who the "hottest hazbin hotel character" is when he clearly has no bitches of his own and is probably already on some sort of watch list?

Oh, and it's funny how all the characters he chose are men because you know if he was doing the hottest female vivziepop characters he'd be compelled to put Octavia on there, which is why he knew he could only focus on the men of Hazbin...

Also, it's obvious this skeevey arsehole has absolutely no taste because the pictures he chose are not only terrible but show obvious bias (which, what else do you expect from a covert neo nazi supporter? 💀 Of course the only one with the halfway decent picture is the blonde one.. 💀 ) and Alastor would obviously win if he was at a better angle anyway, but this poll was rigged to begin with like, where the fuck are Husk and Valentino? 💀

Anyway, I copied and pasted this screenshot from someone else just to remind everyone how ayylmao.tv is a shit arse who's got big through monopolizing this fandom via his own brand of vivziepaparazzi click bait and content farming just as much as he accuses that other shit arse nstg or whoever the fuck and vivziepopclub of doing and if I ever see anyone reposting his "content" in the main tags uncritically from now on, I'm blocking them on sight. 💀

For the record, petitprincess1 is obviously another big name vivziepaparazzi content farm masquerading as a fan too but she's not as bad. Just a very annoying block evader and a stalker who can't comprehend when and why people don't like her and then likes to run her mouth about "rudeness" once people decide to talk about disliking her in public.

So our biggest names/sources of informaton in the fandom who aren't artists, are one pewdiepie/logan paul simp of indeterminate age who wants to fuck Octavia... I mean Velvette--- And one annoying stalker bitch who's so entitled to have access to others social media and personal photos and is so detached from reality that she might as well think she is Velvette... 💀

But yeah guys' the queer woman in the wheelchair is the one with the "worsening reputation" in this fandom because some y'all just think I'm mentally retar---I mean I'm ... "mentally disabled" to some of you. But, "not that you 'really know that'" and "nor do you care" in your own words.

And oh honey, I know you don't care. 💀

You cared a lot when me and my friends blocked you though. 💀

And you're still blocked, and you shouldn't be able to see this, so you shouldn't care that I'm still complaining about you now.

Because both you and shamrockshakefootlettice are so goddamn fucking inescapable and annoying. 💀 And it's not only me complaining about it. 💀

#Hazbin Hotel #hazbin hypocritical #vivziepaparazzi #ayylmao.tv #petitprincess1 #mention #undiscribed #Like we're not even gonna talk about #James Somerton #because that's a whole entire can of worms ... #But damn the in fandom publicity for both #Helluva Boss #and Hazbin are SHIT and we need more queer woman (who don't use Ace Ventura gifs or 'joke' about shipping IRL people ...) talking about it. #undescribed #Once again the fan artists and artists who sell fan merch are the only Hazbin fans actually keeping me here sometimes... <3 #Everyone else can should fuck off... <3 #If you're an abled fangirl leave trans men and disabled people alone ... If you're a cis man just leave the fandom and leave Viv alone! <3 #I don't think what I'm saying is too controversial... L O L!!! <3 #bnf bullshit #big name fan bullshit

[vse-kar-vem]

which joker out members have a deep and unhealthily personal attachment to the noah kahan song the view between villages and which of them are normal

#sprry this is such a bad post but im kinda going throigh it ☹️ #listen i was either gonna post this or 'none of you think im weird right. right. do i seem strange and awkward and unerving im sorry :(' #like i can barely talk to a person irl believe me im hyperaware of how i come off online #which is again weird and offputting 😢 and i cant rven use age as a crutch cuz there are people in this fandom younger than i am who are #doing fine #like i just feel so useless im not funny i dont draw that often or like brilliantly i dont have anything to contribute to intellectual #discussions besides rehashing stuff other people have said jn a worse and clunkier way #ugh ☹️ #sorry this turned into the post i said i wasnt gonna make 😞 #anyways to answer my post: #nace: yes (leaving home) #jan: yes (emo) #kris: no #bojan: maybe? i can see it going both ways because he's really quite sentimental ... actually yes #jure ..... hes a tough nut to crack because i really don't kbow much about his personal life #tentative no #vee rambles #was gonna go in the tag but because of the vent it's not. thanks me