#burn all the bridges you want

[hoeforcheol]

I texted her cuz we’re all pissed and now she’s suddenly coming over. I wish her luck bro

#this fucking girl man #I’m so glad I finally decided to be done #she’s just gonna keep disappointing everybody #my poor mom started crying cuz this whole thing stressed her out so bad #I cant believe her #I’ve been mad about a lot of shit #but I’m fucking furious #how fucking dare you hurt my family like this #when all they’ve done is show you love #I’ve done shit I can’t take back #I’ve hurt her before #but my family has done nothing but love her #I honestly hope you’re reading these posts bro #cuz you’re Fr fucked up #burn all the bridges you want #but don’t be shocked when no one wants to rebuild them

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

She can't keep getting away with this!

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#poorly drawn mdzs #MDZS #season 1 #wei wuxian #lan jingyi #lan sizhui #little apple #I think little apple deserves to cause more mayhem. As a treat #I love how despite her hating wwx they both have the same 'burn all bridges' mentality in gusu lan #little apple would have been able to escape gusu lan if she had thumbs. What the hell is *your* excuse wwx? Huh? #MXY's asscheeks too dummy thick and it keeps alerting hanguan-jun? Sounds like a skill issue #I was too ambitious with wanting to have this scene be on fire. Its a better version of #the fourth comic but still...i have much to learn about the ways of drawing fire #much to learn about drawing in general actually B*( but I'm getting there! #i hope you guys enjoy the preview of wwx showing a little more skin. We still have eons to go until we’re at the dilf era outfit #but its on the roadmap #EDIT: HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMENS DAY!!!

[mattodore]

you want to play bitey?

#okay... sleep time for me. i leave you all with this <3 originally posted it to pillowfort but i'll share it here too #if you're like river didn't you already do a bitey edit before? #the answer is yeah back in may but that was when i'd just started editing and i don't like the way it looks plus theo's all wrong #so i wanted a new edit of him looking up at matthias like this with his updated sim and his pretty doe eyes... #river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 screenshots #simblr #the sims 4 #sims 4 #...............................was gonna hit post and leave but i'm staring at this like i kinda want to make it my icon? #i'm a bit attached to my current icon i won't lie it's so pretty and theo has glasses and everything #but look at his eyes here......................................... #i'm so serious if theo looked up at me like this i would do literally anything he asked. if theo says let's jump off a bridge well! okay! #i love him dearly <3 but. i gotta go seriously i have to be up by six!! i'm on a strict schedule now!! #when i log back in i'll show what this looked liked before i edited it bc ykw... i think i'm getting pretty good at editing now #not where i wanna be just yet but! still proud i think <3 but yeah yeah okay gn

[oatbugs]

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago. #(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year) #(hed come across the bridge on a lake) #we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared. #it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much. #and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine. #she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

[cat-mentality]

Love doomed Team Soulfire.

Because they all love so very deeply don't they? They love their children, they love their friends, they love their homes, they love the little peace they have found in the Island.

They love so deeply that they just want to go home.

But love can be a curse.

Love can lead to nothing but pain and disaster when that love blinds you.

The Entity says that their children's lives are at stake, that they must win if they ever want to see them again, that there is a cursed team and they cannot lose, that their lose is death to their children. And Team Blue cannot risk it, they cannot allow themselves to let their children be put at risk in case they are the cursed them.

For love, they would do anything.

And that was exactly what they did. When other's are getting their resources, when they are thinking about what to do, how to proceed, Team Soulfire already knew, they knew they would do anything for their children, they would kill and they would die.

Surely everyone else was on the same page wasn't them? Their deaths meant nothing as long as their children could be saved.

Love blinded Team Soulfire.

Love blinded them to the pain they inflicted on others. Made them unable to realize exactly what they are doing the moment they spilled first blood, because that? That was the moment Purgatory began.

Not when they landed on the desolate Island, not when they were separeted on teams, not when their children's lives were considered a prize in a twisted game.

That first death? That started Purgaroty. Because what Team Blue didn't realize was that not everyone else was blinded by love as much as they were, that for others killing wasn't their first goal, that for a brief moment people thought they could fight against the system, that they could try in other ways.

But after that? Oh no, there was no turning back from that.

They didn't realize that when you kill someone over and over and over and over again, without mercy, without pause, without thinking about the sort of pain you are inflicting on them, it doesn't matter why you are doing it. They wouldn't look at you and see a friend, they wouldn't see a person who just wants to go home, who just wants to end this hell.

They will see a murderer.

They will see someone who sees their suffering as a means of gaining points, they will see someone who doesn't care about anyone else.

They will only see betrayal.

They will only see a enemy.

You cannot burn your bridges and expect to find a way home. You cannot stab the people around you, even if you do it for love, even if you believe yourself to be doing it for good reasons, and expect them to open your arms to you when you need it.

Team Soulfire loves. They love so deeply, so intensely, so very much.

And their love doomed them to be hated. To be viewed as the ones willing to do anything, to kill and betray and destroy anything the others have. Their love blinded them to the suffering they inflicted upon the others.

And the most painful thing?

Team Soulfire does not realize others are not playing the game as they are. That when they try to even the scoreboard, when they try to make things "fair" they are just feeding an uncontrollable fire, they are just scattering the ashes even further, they are hugging the broken pieces of what once was and they don't realize that the blood coating their hands.

Oh my darlings, how they put so much faith in a verbal agreement about the safety of the egg statues. How they love the children so much that they could not imagine that others wouldn't see those stones the same way they did, that they wouldn't be petrified that there was the slight chance that hurting the statue could hurt their children, how they believed that people would feel the same, would respect it as much as they did.

But of course they didn't. Because Team Bolas Rojas has been stabbed in the back from all the sides multiple times, they could not phantom the idea of trusting the people who have hunted them for sport, who have killed them for points in their own home, who have done nothing but hurt and betray them, they don't look at Team Soulfire and see friends just trying to go home, trying to protect their loved ones, they just see the people who hurt them multiple times.

And Team Green Ninjas agreed to not kill the statues, they truly had never any intention of finishing the job, but at no point their ever promised they wouldn't try to win, because at the end of the day they too worry so fucking much they couldn't imagine the possibility of not trying to win to save their children.

So that leaves Team Soulfire isolated, burned by love, forever to be distrusted and hated and avoided because of the actions they took in day one, because they believed that anything done in Purgatory was done for love and would be forgiven because they all have the same goal, they all want the same thing, because they believed people would understand their motivations.

And they did! They do!

It just doesn't matter.

Because the hurt they caused is too deep to be soothed by that.

For love, they have caused what seems like irreparable amounts of pain.

For love, they doomed themselves to be the villains in the eyes of everyone they know.

#listen im not going to point fingers in the main post but like #im a firm believer that bbh is the reason team blue is fucked #like sorry if you have mister 'i will kill everyone for the sake of the eggs and be cruel about it i don't give a fuck' on your team #ofc people are going to want to deck your ass when they see you #because he is part of your team so the logical thinking is that you agree with him when he is just hurting you and your friends #and aint nobody just going to accept that #mf burned his bridges and his team's bridges all in one that is a special talent if i say so myself #i think i will do team green in a different post hang on #qsmp purgatory #qsmp analysis #team soulfire #qsmp #what hits me the most about team soulfire is that watching them is like seeing traumatized people trying their best #but for others povs? they are just a bunch of motherfuckers and i would deck them in the face without hesitation #because they don't mean to but they were so very cruel on the first day #and now no one is willing to offer them a hand when they need the most #doomed themselves trying to do the right thing #i hope things get worse for them #disproportional consequences and all that shit #you started something you could never predict and now it's destroying you and everything you ever loved vibes

[professor-doc-emeritus]

There's a lot of reddit refugees/AI bot accounts here and on other websites that are spreading AITA posts around, but not sharing the required-reading post that's necessary if you want to engage with that content without becoming a goblin

#reddit #am i the asshole #AITA #AITAH #196 #there's sorta 3 main things you NEED to be thinking about with every one of those posts you se #1 everyone is trying to paint themselves in the best possible light #everything from the information they choose to present to the way they phrase their sentences is written to make you think OP is correct #2 every story you see there no matter how thorough is ultimately incomplete #intentionally or not its just impossible to get the full scop of a situation in the bounds of a reddit post #and most importantly of all 3 #the audience does not care about finding the best possible solution or the fairest possible judgment #they care about getting the best story #so many of those posts jump to divorce or no contact or stupid reddit revenge schemes because people want catharsis #they want a win they can get vicariously through others #they don't care if their solution inadvertantly ruins your life or burns a bridge that could have easily been mended

[martyrbat]

its so funny recognizing yourself in your parents and by funny i mean im going to be sick

#i hate my mother. i love my mother. i will always be her child. i will always be a stranger. i hate my mother. i love my mother. #like same woman who points a gun at me on the regular and mocked and laminated my suicide note when i was a kid to pass out at a family bbq #and the same reason i have such bad body image issues and chemical scars and burns. #but also. thats my mother. its the same woman who married a stranger because her two kids were homeless under a bridge after #my bio dad stole her car. its the same woman who held my hair back when i was sick as a child. who made cookies when i was depressed. #its the same woman who i had to talk down because she wanted to kill herself before she hit me and called me weak. #i miss my mother. i dont know if i ever had a mother. i love her. i need to move and never be around her. #its so difficult when you KNOW she has mental illness that runs in the family too. i know what impacts her behavior and how alike we are. #i know its not an excuse for the consistent abuse she still puts me through. i know this. i know i shouldn't feel guilty for my feelings. #i dont know what my feelings are. #i hate my mother to the point ive tried to kill myself to not be around her. i love her more than anyone else. #when your mother is a prophecy of all you might be as youre a reflection of all she could have been *family guy death pose.jpeg* #anyways. sorry for the rant heehee i am normal and going to bed before i craw out my skin and into some yellow wallpaper ^_^

[coquelicoq]

i have so many strategies and policies for writing work emails. and the thing is i used to think they were all super self-evident, until i started training people who did not do ANY of this and it all had to be explained. i was like, i don't know why clients love me, maybe because i'm adorable? but then i discovered i actually had to tell my coworkers to say "thank you" in emails and was like hmmm. maybe it's because i'm adorable AND i say thank you in emails. further research is needed.

#i'm writing a document right now as a reference for a coworker who's going to cover for me when i'm on vacation #and part of it is about emails cuz i thought i would provide some text to use in response to really common requests #which somehow ballooned into advice on general email etiquette (of which i have a huge amount) #but i'm going to have to edit it down because i am afraid it sounds condescending #like to tell a person who knows to say 'thank you' is so condescending but! ime lots of people DON'T know to do that! #i'm just trying to be like 'please don't burn all the bridges i have spent the last 12 years building with my clients xoxo' #but honestly if they suck at it then my clients will just be glad when i'm back lol #my posts #i do think it is at least partly adorability though because a lot of these people last saw me in person when i was like 25 #i did not want to be adorable but i was. i know this now. i was adorable.

[fluffypotatey]

Since I very sincerely doubt Uther managed to kill ALL the Dragonlords (they're knights, not the KGB, and it was a lot easier to disappear back then) imagine them returning to Albion from Rome or whatever to find Cousin Balinor's only son is ruling Camelot and the Druids, is best friends with an immortal knight and one dude that's been raised from the fucking dead, is bonded to THEE oldest dragon they've ever heard of (and who is also nuttier than squirrel stew) and a semi-feral hatchling that barely listens to four (4) people max and hisses/bites/claws at the rest, and oh yeah, is married to a fucking Pendragon.

Family dinners must be a hoot and a half.

oh to be a fly on the wall when they finally make an audience in Camelot. oh to see Merlin's face morph from apprehension to wonder to exhaustion to horror because they're telling Arthur everything they know.

#obviously these guys arrive post battle of camlann and post magic ban being lifted #they heard about the new king of camelot being the once and future king wanted to see that for themselves (they have so many questions) #they create a dragonlord support group for merlin #honestly my question is when exactly did the dragonlord population start dimishing #sure okay we can say during the Purge and Uther isn't one for mercy so he would totally go on a warpath...but they're dragonlords and yet #they lost to a mad king who only had knights on his side. #theory: dragonlord population was dwindling long before the Purge #other kingdoms in Abion were growing suspicious and wary of dragolords and their ability to “control” dragons #many kings felt threatened by it and sought to exterminate them #paranoia for magic prob been around long before the Purge (twas only the catalyst for a century long tension bt royals and sorcerers) #think WW1 kind of tension between kings and dragonlords: kingdoms were beginning to stabilize/unify; territories were drawn out #oh bro i am now actually very interested in exploring the events leading up to the Purge #my theory: Ambrosious the king said to “unite” Albion that first time had issues with gaining fealty from dragonlords #dragonlords saw themselves as neutral ambassadors but Ambrosious saw them as threats; they reached some treaty but the animosity stayed #every line of succession you have a king seeking to get dragonlords under their rule and dragonlords refusing #then maybe a king or so before Uther less heirs for dragonlords occur; less eggs hatch or are allowed to hatch (kings find them and keep #the prized eggs in their vaults full of treasure blatantly ignoring the very sacred and important dragonlord customs) #but then the Purge comes and now many dragonlords are hunted down and killed and many leave to never return #so yeah maybe Balinor was the last dragonlord on Albion by s2 finale but not because they all died but bc he was the last one who stayed #and lived since everyone else now reside elsewhere in the world refusing to rebuild the bridge the kings had burned #bbc merlin #dragonlords #headcanons #asks

[bonebabbles]

im curious, do you think there is any good way to portray a redemption by death? like, can a character truly be made a better person by dying? or is it just an all-around bad trope? i vaguely saw what the authors were trying to do with tom and sandgorse's situations, but they just sucked too bad and gave it the absolute wrong effect imo

I think there's a way to make anything work! So I won't say "NO NEVER." But personally, I have a big bone to pick with it so I avoid it

A redemption death doesn't give the character time to meaningfully change, imo, or truly make up for their actions. That all has to come before the death itself. And even the very idea of giving your life up to "redeem yourself" just... sits uncomfortably with me.

Dying never makes a person better. It just kills them. A person who's dead is not changing nor growing.

So Tom and Sandgorse... what their deaths are supposed to do is re-frame everything they did before that point. With no apology on Sandgorse's end for how badly he hurt his son or wasn't there for his mate, he was a good enough person to die for someone else and thus must be forgiven. Tom thrashes two women and they both die because of him, but he was still willing to heroically throw his life down for his child, and so he is 'worthy' of being avenged and honored.

No growth. No change. No acknowledgement. The death is supposed to add sympathy to them, while there's no actual reckoning of how they hurt their victims. Not even a real consequence. "Their intentions were good, and this is proven through the ultimate sacrifice." As if that changes anything. It doesn't.

I think if there's an decent example of a redemption death in warriors, it's Bluestar's. I still have problems with how it believes Stone and Misty have to "forgive her" for some reason, REALLY don't like the fact that this series has always equated redemption and forgiveness... but that aside? Just focusing on Firestar, ThunderClan, and Bluestar?

I think what makes the moment so strong is that it is a moment of clarity through her cruelty arc. We saw the heroic person she was at the start of TPB. We know that her actions are coming from anger, spite, and paranoia. That is never shown as a thing to be excused. But while she's wrapped up in her own misery, Fireheart is being the leader she isn't.

And her last life is a return to form, spending it the way she is supposed to, as a leader, and as his mentor.

Her arc could never be about 'growth' because... she WAS a great leader. She WAS selfless, long ago. Her redemption death is a return to that, and a plot necessity. Bluestar and Firestar cannot both exist.

But, anyway, it's generally a trope I'm not fond of. I think that nearly anything can work in the right context, but I think it's so situational that I personally avoid it when possible.

#And plus... #THIS is very personal taste #but it's so unkind. #I don't really like writing or reading deeply unkind fiction #I believe strongly in the idea that the most important step you take is the next one #There's nothing a person can't come back from and it's never too late to be better. To stop hurting people #I think that love and kindness are actually their own rewards #When a character redeems themselves through death that's it. they never have to face the consequences of their actions #burned bridges and distrust. Loss of power or control. Toxic environments of their own creation #Being a miserable person HURTS #and I think 'deserving' can be a bit of a loaded word #(not that im not guilty of using it myself) #the better way to think about flawed characters is-- *would* they ever truly change? #Would they *want* to? Would they ever be able to properly introspect? #Would they be *capable* of listening to an outside perspective? #and for clear sky I feel that answer is a STRONG no. To all of those. And I think that's shown clearly in the post 'redemption' narrative #redemption isn't about feeling Very Guilty about what you did. It's not about suffering. You aren't better because you're in pain #If we were FORCED to go through a Clear Sky Redemption I wish so badly that he lost his power #because he clearly can't handle it #actual consequences for his actions #but anyway #I ramble in the tags once more

[erabundus]

apologizing  to  ren  can  be  an  incredibly  tricky  endeavor  —  not  because  he  refuses  to  accept  it,  but  rather  because  one  of  his  PET  PEEVES  is  when  people  apologize  as  a  way  to  soothe  their  own  discomfort.  if  you're  actually  sorry,  then  admitting  as  much  should  be  an  expression  of  intent  to  right  one's  wrongs.  (  it's  a  promise  to  take  accountability,  but  it's  something  that  needs  to  be  followed  through  on.  )  if  you  tell  someone  you're  sorry  because  you're  not  happy  with  the  situation  and  you  just  want  it  to  be  over  with,  you  don't  actually  regret  what  you've  done  —  you  just  regret  the  fact  that  it's  become  an  INCONVENIENCE  to  you.  words alone don't change a thing. and  if  you  try  that  with  him,  he  will  absolutely  not  hesitate  to  verbally  eviscerate  you  over  that  perceived  lack  of  remorse.

he  doesn't  actually  care  that  you're  sorry.  he  wants  results.  he  wants  change.  he  wants  you  to  do  better  —  and  instead  of  wasting  your  time  talking  about  it,  that  energy  could  be  better  put  towards  ACTUALLY  making  amends.

#𝟎𝟎𝟒 : 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥. ◟ hc .◝ #( obviously this doesn't apply to issues too miniscule to really bother with ) #( but if you actually mess up majorly he doesn't want to know how bad you feel. he wants you to actually go do something about it ) #( though this is assuming he actually feels inclined to forgive at all ) #( because he loves to burn bridges and tend to his grudges like a little spice garden )

[adxmanial]

I’m glad I must have cultivated a good following because I’ve heard of a lot of mutuals and people I follow losing hundreds of followers for supporting Palestine but I’ve dropped maybe 5

#I’m glad you all have your heads on straight #I unfortunately burned bridges irl with people for supporting Palestine #but at least I know you guys got my back #and fuck those who leave for it I don’t want you here anyways

[mycological-mariner]

Reenactment is so fun. I’m going next week.

#I can’t believe I was so nervous I nearly didn’t go #everyone was so lovely and nice #big wedding going on which was some added comedy #next week it’s a 5+ hour drive to upton! big event! #I’ve not got my firearms lisence so I can’t partake in the battle #but I’m very happy #going from a small campsite of 9 to one with hundreds of people is gonna be #uh. #I’ll burn that bridge when I get there #for now! I’m so excited and I’m so SO happy I went! #I’ve got my job as fight choreographer I might borrow a sword #it was such a blast #my body is ruined #talked about the Franklin Expedition with a guy in his 50s for a while that was so much fun #’DID YOU KNOW —‘ ‘OHMYGOD DID YOU HEAR—‘ ‘I WANT TO REALLY SEE THE SHIPS!’ ‘SAME!!’ #talked about Cornish mining history <3 #got very excited to tell people about the underwater mines at Levant/Geevor/Botallack #and all abt Hannah Snell #I MET SOME ARCHEOLOGISTS! #AH!

[blindedguilt]

I ship Caim and Inuart because Caim seems like he can be a bit of a softie (in his own way) when it comes to him and Caim and Leonard because toxic yaoi

//REALLLLLLLL godbless anon

//Cainuart is probably the best this fandom is going to get in terms of the "Ship something that's not Kaian" challenge (And don't get me wrong, I ADORE that ship!!! ...but there's more u could do if u aren't a coward 😈) though I'll be honest, it's never REALLY struck a chord with me?? I don't dislike it and it IS cute, but I have trouble getting interested as great of an idea as it is (THE WHOLE DYNAMIC AS FAR AS THEY'RE CONCERNED AS KIDS IS SO????? Arranged Marriage Fiancé x Arranged Marriage Fiancee's Brother is so...... but considering how lukewarm i am on inuarts character as a whole mainly with his role in the plot which is odd, he used to be my favourite lol i think that's why I'm not TOO invested despite the ship itself being really good

//AND THE SWORD FIGHTS!!!!!!;!;;;

//BUT ON THAT SAME NOTE ITS PROBABLY BECAUSE (and im realising this JUST as im typing this) I GENUINELY JUST WANT MORE FUCKED UP SHIPS IN THIS FANBASE

//like i want evil, fucked up shit!!!! Drakengard is all ABOUT evil fucked up people and their evil fucked up bonds together!!!!!! i dont want to back out at the last second and say "it all led up to them being wholesome, in the end!!! in this dark world, they at least have each other 😀" NO!!!!!!

//I WANT ""RELATIONSHIPS"" THAT ARE EVERY BIT AS EVIL AND FUCKED UP AS THE WORLD, THEIR CIRCUMSTANCES, AND THE PEOPLE THEMSELVES

//THEY WILL UNHEALTHILY PROJECT ONTO EACH OTHER

//THEY WILL HURT, MAIM AND ABUSE EACH OTHER (??? or one will, unless we're talking about 1.3 which hoohoohoo boy!!!!! hoohoohoo boy fuckinh babey!!!!!!!)

//THEY WILL FUCK WITH EXTREMELY, EXTREMELY DUBIOUS CONSENT ON BOTH ENDS THEY DO IT AS A FORM OF SELF-HARM (in the form of "Hates them and themself so much they think they deserve it and/or might as well accept it as karmic punishment" and "Hates them and themself so much for the idea of getting attached (and at the same time hating the fact the other can't reciprocate at all as much as they hate the concept that they would) the least they can do is make that their problem in the only way that benefits him, too")

//ill be honest, it might as well be noncon at a certain point but I've been having revelations lately that i dont have to care!!!! and i don't!!!!!!! I COULD TALK ABOUT THEM AND HOW ENDLESSLY TOXIC THEY ARE AND HOW THEY HAVE ENDLESS POSSIBILITY TO MAKE EACH OTHER BETTER BUT BECAUSE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT ABOUT THEMSELVES WORKS AND WHAT DOESN'T THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT DRAGGING THE OTHER DOWN THEIR PIT OF ISSUES INSTEAD FOREVEEERRRRRR i may be on ic hiatus but anon!!!! please tell me about the toxic yaoisms forever i am OBSESSED and ALWAYS willing to hear i love them

//AND I HATE THE DRAKENGARD FANBASE FOR NOT HAVING MORE EVIL, FUCKED UP SHIPS IN GENERAL I DON'T WANT JUST BORING VANILLA WITH A HINT OF "QUIRKY" CHARACTERISATION I WANT DEPRAVITY AND SELF-HARM AND EVILNESS GRAAAAHGGGGGGGJHHHHHHHHHHHHH RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

//HATE HATE HATE FUCK FUCK FUCK‼️‼️‼️‼️

//also anon i apologise if u were the one who sent the one ic ask!!! I'm not currently doing ic asks at the moment but I will save it, just for you <3

#||Reply||:Anonymous #{/finally am out of my 'dont wanna be Problematic and Fetishise people's trauma' stage and back into my} #{/'WAIT. HAS IT IN FACT NEVER BEEN THEIR TRAUMA I'M FETISHISING? I'VE BEEN FETISHISING MY OWN ALL ALONG??? IT'S NOT ABOUT THEM???? 🤯} #{/stage} #{/burned a few bridges to get to realising im not a horrible person for enjoying media however i want WITHOUT being ashamed or trying to} #{/'re-contextualise' it or whatever but the sea closed behind moses when he got to the promised land so whatever} #{/BUT ANON} #{/I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM TO BE HERE I DON'T HAVE TO APOLOGISE OR CONSTANTLY FEEL ASHAMED OR ON THIN ICE OR ANYTHING ITS LIKE IT} #{/IS HOW ITS SUPPOSED TO BE!!!!!! FUN!!!!!!!!! and it is omg :'))))) #{/one of these days I will finish that Caionard fic.... one day..........} #{/so which beatdown do you think was worse: when caim realised the goddess was in a different fortress} #{/or when he realised he was officially competition with a 6 year old}

[bunnyb34r]

I really wasnt expecting that anti-apple post to get notes sgdgdgdg I feel so validated 😭💕

#marquilla #i mean androids could be better too but at least theres variety and you can customize it without 'jail breaking' #also we can have ad block on our phones 😎 get fucked 🤙 #teslas and iphones are two things tech bros (gender neutral) loooove to have and it's so funny in a cringey way like okay enjoy your death #trap on wheels and your gonna break in 3 years phone. you got me! im a broke bitch! 🙄 #BaldBastard has both as well as my aunts husband well he rents them when they rent cars but it's like yall are so lame agdgdgdgd #like im sorry but you could be the coolest person on the planet but the second you have either or god forbid both of those you turn into a #fucking loser sgdgdgdg (and again im mocking apple elitists not people who happen to own iphones and are normal ab it) #he didnt get to rent a Tesla last time they came in and he was SO MAD they gave him a hybrid car not a tesla bc he wanted 'the Tesla #experience' and i had to literally bite my tongue to keep myself from saying 'oh you mean burning to death or drowning bc the self driving #system crashed into a building or drove off a bridge?' SO HARD SGDGGDGDGDGD i was like 😐 agsgdggdgdgd #oh or did you want the tesla experience where you rearend someone on the highway and are thrown out the windshield bc theres no #crumple zones? that experience? #they ofc all have apple watches and are CONSTANTLY checking them for notifications its so fucking rude

[itspileofgoodthings]

power went! to my head! and I couldn’t stop! ones I love tried to help so I ran them off! and here I sit alone! behind walls of regret! falling down like promises that I never kept!

#and I. feel like. my castles crumbling down. and I. watch all. my bridges burn to the ground #and you don’t want to know me—I will just let you down #you don’t want to know me now!