#but alas. The Noise

[nellectronic]

add “friday night parties” to the list of things I am NOT gonna miss about living in a dorm… I mean noisy neighbors were already on there but this specifically bothers me on so many levels

#see normally I’d just put on my noise cancelling headphones and it’d be whatever but #I am so determined not to fuck up my piercing #and I really don’t wanna tell them to shut up bc it sounds like they’re having fun and I’m in an especially too nice for my own good mood #and! I do genuinely earnestly want them to have fun. I am NOT a hater!! just bc I never got to do any sort of partying and never really #wanted to anyway doesn’t mean I’m gonna project that onto anyone else #but on the other hand friday nights specifically are sacred to me #as the first night of the weekend where I get to sleep in and the first night I don’t have to worry about assignments due the next morning #and also as a kind of religious thing #I don’t really observe shabbat anymore but I never was able to get used to the friday night = party time association #and I don’t particularly want to!! friday nights are for chillin and I like it that way. #anyway all this to say I am trying to enjoy my chill evening and there is NOISE and I’m not gonna do anything about it (at least #until Official Quiet Hours start) but I absolutely will complain #I convinced my mom to get a library card and give me the number so I can read books on libby #(would have gotten one myself but idk if I qualify for one at the library near my school and I’ll be gone in a few months anyway) #and now I am TRYING to read lockwood & co book 1 #(yes it is technically a middle grade series. yes I am twenty two years old. if the show is anything to go by it’s a more accurate #portrayal of teenagers than any media I consumed as an actual teen. let me live) #but alas. The Noise #and yeah I know noisy neighbors are not exclusively a dorm thing but I can’t imagine a normal apartment will be nearly this bad #also to be clear this is not a weekly occurrence #I don’t actually think these particular neighbors have given me any issues before #which is part of why I’m feeling so patient with them… probably too patient tbh #I should probably delete this later #probably shouldn’t post it at all but oh well. what’s the point of life if you can’t share every minor annoyance with #a bunch of strangers on the internet? #screams into the void

[ato-dato]

Cartoon character lookin ass

#i feel like Greg would say ´who goes there!?´ if he heard a strange noise in the dark #anyway #the script books gave us some insight into their sleepover #this scene was actually planned as well Jesse Armstrong told me himself guys #succession #succession hbo #greg hirsch #tom wambsgans #tomgreg #art #artwork #my art #fanart #digital art #comic #fan comic #illustration #if I had the time and energy I’d draw a bonus comic of Greg lying on the floor next to a still very confused tom going mimimimimi #but alas

[thunderpot]

I show up to yet again bring the moshang word... This time the moshang word of my precious Haze!😌

If you haven't read 'To Fill in Empty Spaces' GO READ IT!! And if you already had, GO REREAD IT! Ayooo I made some fanart for it bc this fic gave me lifeeee I am so weak to sun/moon stuff, this fic lives rent free in my heart forever 🥹

#moshang #mobei jun #shang qinghua #hazefic #listen I love it so much urgh #the universe #the setting #everything in it #GO CHECK IT OUTTT #also the imgs have some noise thanks to glaze #alas it be the world we live in ç-ç

[wimbledon2008]

many books may try to be captive prince but there's only one c.s. pacat

#often imitated but NEVER duplicated #finished a truly abominable capri ripoff last night that i forced myself to read because i paid $6 for it on amazon dot fart noise dot com #the plot was deranged but promising and there were moments of intelligence but it was so poorly written i wanted to off myself #in the hands of a better writer (c.s. pacat) it really could've been something #alas #reading bad fantasy or romance or m/m will only make you appreciate the brilliance and talent and EFFORT of good authors even more #cat you will A L W A Y S be famous #this is why i should only take goodreads recs from kj charles #captive prince #c.s. pacat

[canisonicscrewyou]

“Oh yeah sure you can crash on our couch!! Matt Smith just has to keep you company.”

“What”

“Oh you know.”

“I mean- uh- I guess that’s okay… But can you turn the lampshade around?”

“Oh yeah sure! :) Are you ready for bed?”

“Can- can you turn it… Again….?”

“?? Haha yeah okay :3”

“I… Uh.. Y-Yeah that’s fine I guess…”

“Okay awesome!! If you need anything else let me know!! The light does have to stay on though!! Goodnight!!! <33”

#yes my brother got me the 2014 Eleventh Doctor Sonic Screwdriver Lamp for Christmas #yes the shade itself has become kind of a meme in my apartment #I had this same one in high school but alas it got lost to Needing To Move Out Of Hoarding House ASAP #originally my plan was to get or make some kind of dr who esque lampshade bc I just like the screwdriver base a lot(it makes noises) #but. I kind of like how intimidating it is sometimes. staring ya down. #believe me when I say I’m only just realizing how very Dr Who Centric that ENTIRE area of my living room is #not pictured is the Dalek hanging from the ductwork #also almondmilk cameos #this is dumb. but. #dr who #doctor who #eleventh doctor #matt smith

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye

#cats #love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face... #since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed #Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor #I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase #looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me #a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful #I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold #and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only #concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other #less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need #background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something #and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav #orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I #love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac #is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless #you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t #he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree. #I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol #One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic #to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite* #THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat #had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything #about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me. #It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able #to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat #basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp #and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:| #ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh

[beatcroc]

something something stages of grief

#okay lethal league released its grip on me enough to get back to working on these im going #i think i might hace showed a couple of these already i dont rememeber its been like two months its fine #the rouuhs WERE already done before i'd gotten sidetracked but im glad cleanups here went well regardless. like these ones a lot #if i had KNOWN the noise update was coming i would have tried to get this done before release. alas #climate for it feels Off now................oh well what can ya do

[soupforsoup]

I have to let you know that I appreciate your blog for being one of the few that talks about the 5th Doctor's era at all, but also for making me genuinely want to check out said era for the sake of Adric.

AHHHHVDJSKABSMSK oh my gosh thank you!! Definitely do go enjoy, I love the fifth doctor's era he's a deceptively tragic little fella. There are quite a few really great classic who/5th dr blogs, if you don't already know them check them out: @englandhatepage @corvid-ae @timelordian-disaster-126 @fivebroken @visgae @fivenyssateganadric and tons more!!

Adric genuinely is one of my favourite characters, not just in who but of all time, and as someone who struggles w empathy, not only do I relate HARD, but he's one of the only characters that still reliably makes me recreate this at 3am thinking way too hard about him

he's such a great little guy and I love overanalysing every single little thing to do with him, he's a bitchy teenage boy who's a genius and thinks that makes him an authority on everything but also he's desperately insecure, loyal to a fault, cares so so much and just wants a place to feel loved and where he belongs and him and the 5th doctor are so alike it literally drives me insaneeee

Thank you again for this ask it really brightened up my day!!

#I'm super sick rn so this was really sweet to get in my inbox #maybe one day I shall be able to make a coherent post about adric #and yet alas another day goes by where all I can summon up is vague snarling noises followed by tears and gesturing emohatically at him #cause just look at him!!!! see him and you will understand!!! #adric of alzarius #adric #classic who #fifth doctor #asks

[the-acid-pear-art]

(Original)

#my art #artists on tumblr #doodles #pizza tower #the noise #noisette #pt noisette #pt the noise #this has been on my wips for months no lie #and its worky at spots but ALAS WHO CARES im done w this finally

[disegnidipizzo]

brain blast and track art for Oztar from @/vasterror's latest album MAGNUM OPUS

give it a listen, its HOO HOO

#vast error #magnum opus #laivan ferroo #ve laivan #ve white noise #ve kheparia #my art #homestuck #idk do people usually tag that in ve stuff? #anuwau- this was a fun event #hoo hoo if theres other occasions im coming back to u ve team everyones been so nice and cool and creative and BRAIN BLAST #alas i can finally post this

[kris-mage-fics]

So we have a mouse in our apartment, which scared the living daylights out of me! Not because I'm scared of mice, but I just assumed we'd never see one in here. (We are on the third floor, and we've lived here for close to 13 years and have never seen one.) The landlord is going to bring over some poison but I'd really rather not use it. I don't know, maybe that's dumb, but it's just a little guy trying to live it's life and not be cold. I really don't like killing critters. Of course if we want to catch it that means we have to get something ourselves. Which is a pain when you live quite a few km from any stores that sell live traps and don't have a car. I'll have to talk to my partner and see what if he's up for a trip to the store or not, but he's at work right now.

#at least now I know what the weird noise we've been hearing the last few days in the kitchen by the radiators is #and why Jade keeps staring at the radiator with great intensity #which is funny because she's a terrible hunter -- good thing she isn't a farm cat #she's caught all of two bugs in 12 years I really don't think she's going to get the mouse #I've literally never had to deal with a mouse where I lived so I'm at a bit of a loss here #like I know if I see a scorpion to just catch it in a jar and put it outside #but there aren't scorpions here #I know if we end up using the poison I'm going to cry because my heart is a stupid fucking marshmallow #I wish there was like a little mouse sign you could make that said “don't come in here or you will die” so it would just leave #or I could talk to it and tell it that #but alas I can't actually talk to animals

[hydn-jpg]

how do cats make themselves look so comfy while sleeping?? they always look like they're having the best sleep

#i'd like to experience the levels of comfort cats do but alas i am a human person unfortunately #i am also a light sleeper so literally the tiniest noise wakes me up :/ #can't remember the last time i actually felt fully rested #in my next life i would like the be reborn as a cat or perhaps a rock #hydn.txt #cats

[peachteakitty]

That's what makes them heroes. They go anyway.

#amphibia #amphibia spoilers #my edits #I can't believe I'm able to post this #it's 8 minutes!! i didn't expect it to be that long!! but i put my all into it!! #the first half is from 4 months ago. i wasn't going to finish this but i decided i should!! #i tried my best to clear up any background noise from the Bluey audio but alas its not perfect #Anyways i love amphibia so much #i cried so many tears over this show #and also Bluey too #but i watched Curry Quest and after i cried i was like 'holy fuck...amphib i a..' #hopefully it's good!! i like it :D #The music used in the background are both scores by TJ Hill :] #The narration is from the Curry Quest episode of Bluey S3

[getoutofmytardis]

unfortunately i cannot ‘she’s just like me fr!’ my way outta every overstimulating experience 😪

#i literally feel so guilty abt it bc like. tf can they do about it i do the exact same things smh #just like. can u maybe not chew right in my ear and be sniffing n snorting #anyway! cod bless noise cancelling ear phones #alas they do not cancel everything 😪 #memes #autistic memes #idk how to tag memes anymore #my silly little brain #also god shit fuck it’s so embarrassing when i can’t stop my body from flinching at noises

[andromedasummer]

i graduated :)

#my face #me #my pets #jasper #opal #im totally exhausted and slowly coming off the brink of a shutdown cos the ceremony was a lot and #i lost one of my noise cancelling headphones #the staff were lovely they lead me back in to look for it and the band even got involved when they found out why i need them #(autism and sensory issues with sounds = headphones playing music/a constant tone necessary for my functioning) #but alas :( not found #i do have a degree tho which is nice #AND A TEDDY BEAR WITH A MATCHING HOOD LIKE MY HOOD #anyway time to get a few more photos and then shower get into pajamas and lock myself into isolatipn #in a soft soundless space for many hours

[microwavedautism]

Holy shit why is there so little content on ao3 about tav/women??? The poor f/f tag is so empty compared to f/m and m/m, and even in the f/m tag (with over 2000 fics!!!) There's like.. 100 that aren't about fem tavs and the guys.

Where is the ao3 love for Karlach and Shadowheart and Lae'zel dude 😭

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #I am making sad bisexual man noises btw #I wish to love the women but alas there is no love to be found