#but i will take 1-2 days for me before

[homosexualcitron]

btw i finished my chapter finally!!!! yeayyy it will let me more time to. well draw (<= man who draws 10 hours a day already)

it was a big chapter so part of me wants to take a bigger break but if i do that it will be so hard to be back at it :(( arrggg i will let me from 7 to 10 days before starting the story board of the next chapter i think,,,

#i will probably use that time to take some art trades as i said some time ago!!! i'll make a post on main i think #i never asked on tumblr sjsdd it's hard to communicate there idkk #but i'm never on twitter nor instagram and it's better like this so #i will ask on artfol as well as it's there that i mostly have interactions with people #but i will take 1-2 days for me before #i worked hard yeay i'm very happy #i started the chapter in january and was doing the reboot animatic at the same time #and i'm finally done with it.. #idk how long will be the next chapter but i think it's gonna be a not too long one? #yeay yeay yeay anyway good thing done!!! :)

[robindaydream]

A Few Days After, Part 1

(some small SLARPG spoilers contained within)

(Part 2)

#SLARPG #Super Lesbian Animal RPG #Melody Amaranth #Allison Goleta #Claire Higsby #HERE WE GO PART 1 OF 3 #I have only been doing this and going to work for the past couple weeks so I hope you ENJOY #I think you can see me get better at drawing these characters as I go haha #they got faster towards the end so hopefully it won't be weeks until part 2 #fun fact the font I used for this is Si Kancil which is also the font I used for The Difference Between Us #art #shipping #furry #note that the title refers to being a few days after the events of the game not my previous comic #this one takes place before that one

[raayllum]

so we both originally hate elves and are the siblings of a monarch of katolis who we lose, and we're devoted to protecting the border and humanity at all costs, even when it comes to sacrificing the personal safety of our young charges, and i'll lie to you and you'll lie right back to me and we both knew king harrow equally well and mourned queen sarai, we both interrogate restrained children who slip up and say "we" when we know they should be alone in their endeavours, when we both respond to loss by being closed off and isolationist and "stoic strong and lonely" only for you to get out earlier than i could even begin conceptualizing for myself, we're both snarky and sharp witted in ways other can find insensitive or callous, "i would've asked you to choose the egg over my own life if you had to" / "but amaya you won't survive [...] she said the rest of us will," we're both taken captive and submitted to the light trial by the sunfire elves, only i kill one sunfire queen and you protect a future one, and we ultimately advocate that "we gain nothing if we throw away the chance to learn and grow" and "no matter where you are on the path, every step forward is a choice" while refusing to prioritize our own personal futures over what we deem is more important in S5 (re: keeping the sun seed safe even if that means risking janai and not killing sir sparklepuff to guarantee your own existence). amaya and viren prequel when

#tdp amaya #the dragon prince #tdp #tdp viren #tag ramble #viren #amaya #the royal family of katolis #mine #forgot how much i loved them #was combing over 1x05 for the viren meta the other day about kpp'ar and was reminded just how much i love these two #it's about the Implications #i wonder if i can incorporate some of how i see their teenaged selves into my varrow fic #cause i really do think they would've gotten along well #before gradually getting on each other's nerves more (amaya doesn't do well at taking his self importance seriously #and then sarai's death really wrenching them apart) #also why it always confused me when fans of one of them really hated the other bc it's like #they are (in a lot but not every way of course) a lot more similar than they are different #esp in arc 1. arc 2 gives more differences/distances #but their own similarities

[kewpiekills]

Usually I don't care for oc x canon but I adore your Nurse x Scout art. Its like Mary Shelley's Frankenstein to me. Someday Nurse will torture that poor twink to death and Scout will be too desperate to say no. Once nurse has permanently destroyed Scout's mind he will regret the loss of this actual human being he's ruined<3<3<3<3<3 More unethical experiments on his gay ass please!!!

YOU GET IT FOR REALLLL!!!!!! i’ve kinda decided Nurse calms down on the twink abuse once he realizes how utterly desperate Scout is, willing to injure or kill himself over and over just for a lick of positive attention. but his intentions were definitely just to fuck with him with no realization his actions would have consequences until it was a bit too late. i’ve gotta actually like, make more of a comic with these two sometime, but you got their dynamic down pat <3

#asks answered #nurse #kewpie's art #also have this sketch of them from my sketchbook to go along with this <3 #i’ve grown soffft. i couldn’t fully commit to abusive yaoi. they mellow out after a bit #nurse’s backstory was he was a totally average guy who like. worked fast food #before being invited by medic to be his assistant. nurse has no experience with 1. nursing 2. sadomasochism #nurse just decided one day ‘oh none of these guys know me i can be insane’ #and then started torturing scout for fun #he didn’t fully realize ‘oh im taking advantage of how desperate this dude is’ until scout’s already a bit fucked in the head obsessed with #him. #but yea :) love these guys. i’ve been drawing too many canon mercs kissing lately. i’ve gotta get back to drawing my guys smooching #and doing… more

[sydmarch]

feel like I might have to try taking a page from the gainer handbook & seeing if I can stomach drinking any amount of heavy cream to meet my base caloric needs for the day bcus this adderall is so not helping my already shit appetite lmao

#like even before i was on it between poor hunger singals + sensory food aversion i was already at like #1 or 2 protein shakes and 1 meal a day & it just isnt cutting it anymore esp when im more physically active when on it #would probably be essier if i could eat before taking it like spme people say hels but im just NOT capable of eating anything until #ive been awake for a few hours already & i cant take it late enough in the day to be when im hungry enough to eat #& not able to be morning person enough to change my schedule & be up for sewvral hours before i take it #like taking it is what helps me actially be Up lmao #texticles

[cowboy-robooty]

me when i read the gay porn genre comics and get mad theres gay porn

#I HATE WHEN THERES SO MUCH SEX UGHHHHWGSJJE #BEING A YAOI HUNTER IS SUCH A GRIND #I CANT STAND WHEN I GO IN AND THERES BAM BAM BAM SEX SEX EVERYWHERE #I WANT THEM TO HAVE SEX AFTER 50 CHAPTERS OF GETTING TOGETHER AND DATING N SHIT #NO MORE SEX BEFORE ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP.... ITS A HARD MF THING TO EXECUTE WELL AND IT AINT WORKING 99% OF THE TIME #so many good yaoi have this as a ball and chain dragging dem dwon... i still love em but like... *cries* #bring me to the universe where all the sucking and fucking stops.... #me fighting in the yaoi wars i cant afford to limit myself to only shounen ai because 1) i do like sex when its established relationship and #has build up and 2) i consume yaoi every fucking day i need to keep my options open #some of these... like... the sex just never ends... the sucking and fucking never stops #its like eating a cake with nuts in it except its 99% nuts with cake barely glueing the handful of nuts together #LIKE GODDAMNIT BITCH JUST LET ME EAT MY CAKE!!!! #A FEW TOO MANY NUTS AND A MOUTFUL OF NUTS (lol) FOR THE FIRST BITE I CAN TAKE #BUT NOT EVERY GODDAMN SPOONFUL!!!!

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

So yeah avoiding my phone didn't work and also meant I sat on the kitchen floor staring into space for about 3 hours before Alfie woke up but hey at least I didn't break anything

Them being around is helping a little but they're also struggling and it fuckin sucks bc I know we're both just. Rotating money stress in our minds

#like. i went out earlier to get bread #just bread bc we cant afford anything else #got just enough in the bank to cover the work thing but since management stjll hasnt gotten back to me on HOW to pay it its like #our electricity is already in debt lol it has a thing where you can go £10 into debt before it switches off #and it usually wont switch off over weekends #presumably bc all but 1 places nearby thst we can top it up at are shut on weekends but anyway #so we're like. okay. it MIGHT last today and if it does thst SHOULD mean itll last till monday. #but then itll be at least a tenner in debt #then we only have to last till thursday but its. do we keep this money thats for The Thing that is once again unclear on how urgent it is #or do we spend it on the Soon To Be Immdiately Urgent thing #and thats not even CONSIDERING food lmao we. i got 2 loaves of bread so we can at least survive on toast for a few days #we got 3 maybe 4 meals worth of stuff still in the kitchen #like...at this point i dont even care if i have to go a few days without eating at all to make it to thursday but its. #its so fucked up those are the terms im thinking in #and this isnt asking for more donations i really cannot take that today im at the fuckin bottom of my barrel #and already feel hopeless and useless and an active drain to everything around me #but its. like. how. why. why is it still like this. why is it looking extremely unlikely its ever gonna change. #whats the point if its all for a few scattered handful hours of actual peace and comfort never mind happiness #tldr yes i am once again suicidal but small s #like in the sense of i would feel immense relief if a truck came at me on my way to work tomorrow and would not step out of the way but #dont have it in me to actually consciously act upon

[nico-the-overlord]

Going to complain about homework real quick. Thanks!

#this packet is 35 pages long I’m up to page 16 #and I can’t be upset at anyone but myself I have been #1. horribly procrastinating on it 2. got till friday to show full thing complete 3. it’s a study guide aka helpful 4. it’s literally copy+pa #ste of previous stuff we’ve done before #and my teacher sectioned it off 6ish pages every 2 or so days so it’s not like it’s a lot of work in little time either #but I am going SO slow at this it’s infuriating #10 or so pages of it in…4 hours or smth? #kinda rounding up here but yeah #this is so tedious also screw quizzlet for wanting me to sign up to see shit I am not giving in #I want to bite my head off at all the review in general for classes cause #yeah it’s helpful but just a lot 😭 #I say this like I’m not taking multiple higher level classes ofc it’s harder lmao #nico rambles

[miodiodavinci]

good news: we have water again ! ! ! a pipe had burst somewhere up the street so the city came out and fixed it today (we still need to run the tap to get rid of the air and muddy water but. it's something.)

bad news: i had to go to my partner's to do laundry and shower so i missed out on work time today (bad) (anxiety inducing) (i don't need this right now)

worst news: i have a killer headache and my throat is suspiciously stiff 👁 👁

#please please please for the love of god ; ; ; #i am begging and pleading do Not let this be a repeat of last semester ; ; ; ; #this is exactly how i felt last time i got sick with covid and i Cannot afford another late start ; ; ; ; #i am. suddenly stuck by The Unwelcome Guest last week cryptically asking me when you're supposed to test for covid #and then saying 'hmm. okay. good to know.' and then refusing to elaborate #i swear. to god if she got me sick i'm #i. can't even say. i'm suddenly struck by such helpless grief thinking about how little i can do to keep her from being in my life ; ; ; ; #we literally Evicted her she all but threatened my older sibling into letting her visit weekly to take care of her potted plants #and then in october last year she was like 'my roommate has covid and i don't have money for a hotel i have nowhere to go :'(' #so the agreement was she could stay for One Week #and basically she has been. on and off our couch since then. #like. only going back to her apartment for 1 to 3 days at a time before spending another two weeks in our house. #with new excuses every time. #and literally Every Time I Say No And Put My Foot Down older sibling begs on her behalf because she's busy hounding and guilt-tripping them #so like. what can i even do if it turns out she infected me with covid because she didn't care to disclose that she was feeling sick #(and decided to come over anyway) #i'm just. overwhelmed ; ; ; #i feel like crying ; ; ; #i'm already busy pre-mourning the loss of my mental health and down time with my internship starting back next week #i don't need to worry about whether or not i'm going to be bed ridden for 2 weeks #and suffer Even More lasting lung and brain and blood and fatigue issues on top of that ; ; ; ; #a a a a a i just. feel like crying a lot ; ; ; ; #i'm already behind ; ; ; #i should ; ; ; try to work more tonight before the inevitability of it all hits me tomorrow ; ; ; ; ;

[doctorwhoisadhd]

did the math and over the course of my winter break i watched/read/listened to 119 dr who things

#ari opinion hour #and i dont regret it one bit. #this is what having a semester where you have (and take this as literally as possible) zero free time does to a mf #im never doing a schedule like that again lmao #oh yea and i also mended... #hmm idk exactly how many things i mended but ik it was at MINIMUM 8 socks 3 pairs of underwear and 2 patches added to my jacket #but yea #things i hadnt seen before: 49 tv episodes (tw dw class) 21 audios (tw 8 10) 1 audioBOOK 4 novels (tw dw) and 1 comic #then 14 mini episodes (farewell sarah jane and captain jacks monster files from s4) #things i HAD seen before: 19 tv episodes (dw tw sja) and all 10 episodes of dw redacted s1 #highlights (not necessarily a top 10 but just things i really liked of various formats): #TV: random shoes‚ captain jack harkness‚ a day in the death‚ immortal sins (torchwood) + the metaphysical engine or what quill did (class) #NOVELS: the pirate loop by simon guerrier + the house that jack built by guy adams #AUDIOS: fall to earth (torchwood main range) + time reaver (tenth doctor adventures) #and then honorable mention to the trickster's brigade episode of captain jacks monster files for making me go Insane

[skitskatdacat63]

There's this nearly 4 hour movie I've been meaning to watch for a while and I was like "ah maybe ill watch it tonight hehe 🥰" and then I remember...quali is at 9 🫠

#i actually despise abu dhabi being the seaosn closer ngl #basically since Japan the race time has suited my timezone pretty well #1 am. 1 pm. 3 pm. 4 pm. 12 pm. 1 am. #<- like look at that. look at they absolutely delicious schedule #every race for the past 2 months has been at an ideal time and ive really settled into it #wow you mean i can sleep in on weekends and actually wnjoy the schedule!? oh boy! #and then they put fucking ad at the end which is at 8 am. who wants to wake up that early on a sunday #it would be fine if it was earlier in the season bcs during the middle i got pretty used to waking up before 9 bcs all the European races #but to have this one at thw end is literally horrible #its really down to timezones but fuck it really does bother me #bcs wow youve made me have zero desire to watch the season closer! thanks!! #id sooooo much rather brazil be the season closer still #like whh do you have to completely switch timezones right at the very end. its terrible #i think ill do waht i did last season and take a bit of a nap beforehand #it makes it much worse that this on a holiday wknd too. yeah bcs i rly wanna spend the last two days of my break waking up in the morning #sry im being ultra salty rn but i really dont wanna wake up for it but i hate missing race events UGHHHHHH #last yr i literally fell asleep during the first lap of AD 😭 #yeah im concerned abt if nando will retain p4 or not but...waking up before 8 am...?? #yeah idk i just rly dislike this scheduling #i actually kinda like AD as a track but its position in the season makes me resent it #catie.rambling.txt

[fantasy-costco]

I got into a car accident yesterday and my very fucked up car is currently parked in front of my apartment and when I was coming home from work today (in my rental car) a kid that lives in my apartment complex who I've never met stopped me and asked what happened to my car. I told him I didn't look before I turned and got t boned (figured it might at least teach the kid to be responsible when he's old enough to drive you know?) and he told me that his friend got into a car accident last year and went to the hospital. I told him that really sucks and I'm sorry to hear that. And he told me that he's glad I'm okay. And then he ran back to play basketball with his friends.

#I'm emotional in general today for obvious reasons but I keep thinking about that kid and tearing up #I hope his friends okay. I'm amazed that he was so kind and caring to a complete stranger. #I'm sort of worried about how comfortable he seemed talking to a strange adult but we are neighbors and he was in view of his house the #Whole time so that's probably fine. #Also for the record I DID look before I turned. Not hard enough I guess. The other guy was speeding but I should have seen him #But since I was talking to a ten year old I figured it was best to 1) take responsibility and 2) show how dangerous irresponsible driving #Can be to you know. Model good adult behavior to the best of my ability. You know? #Anyway I'm fine. I probably have whip lash and my car is fucked but I'm not seriously injured #And neither was the other driver #So I'm focusing on that. #I won't know if my car is fixable until Monday but my parents helped me get a rental and everyone involved is safe #Idk I'm rambling. It's been a long couple of days.

[catboyolli]

now I can see the whales

looming out of the dark

like arrows in the sky

I can't believe my eyes

but it's true

#ongoing gag where the crowd brings an inflatable dolphin and throws it back and forth during 'flying whales' #the quality is shit because 1. my phone is old 2. i bought the tickets like 2 days before the show because i didn't know if i could attend #and almost everything was already sold out. man i should've been down there getting beaten left and right by sweaty metalheads 😭 #anyway. mario plays the drums like a machine and was shirtless the entire night and when the camera was on him and we saw him through #the big screens let me tell you i was Looking Respectfully at the tiddies 💖 he put on our NT football shirt for his boat crowdsurfing bit #next tour I'm not gonna be studying so I will 100% take a vacation day and aim for barricade because I'm never getting assigned seats again #sorry but this is my Band of the Year in my heart even if wrapped says otherwise

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload? #me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃 #listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook #i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort #to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop #being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol #i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like #let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and #make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works #ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil #ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations #bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess #its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively #health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by #medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary. #like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think #of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf #my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its #bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror #when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the #most me coded character to ever exist #unrelated

[wellthatschaotic]

coworker (derogatory)

#she just fucking. IRKS me #so we have the same job. same authority level. yet she acts like shes a lead #which would be fine im ok with others taking charge #IF THEY DO IT RIGHT #shes SO FUCKING BAD AT IT?? #AND. we have senority!! #yes she is older than us physically but we have worked here for months longer!!! #if anyone is in charge (WHICH SHOULD BE THE LEAD) would it not be the guy who worked there longest??? #uggghhhh #she came in late today then was like um youre doing potties wrong youre only supposed to fill half and leave the other stalls for ne #girl then be on time #im not waiting for u im not making the dogs wait for u #so she starts bringing my dogs back (against the rules) (we literally had a meeting last night) #im done arguing. just. fine. whatever. she better have charted or else thatll look bad on me since i brought the dogs out #confronts me later. make sure you fill the potty waters. i say i do. she says yeah but not enough #gestures to a bowl she has filled that is 1) smaller than the bowls in potties 2) TOO FULL #we're not supposed to fill them past halfway so they dont spill #and theyre in the potties for like. 15 minutes. even if they finish their water. im fairly sure its not that inhumane for them to #wait a few more minutes before they go back to their room #THEN. she goes to do feeding. someone is in a meeting where the ipads are (needed to track feeding) #only ipad out is for the front. the front also needs an ipad. so i am instructed to wait #few min later. she comes with an ipad. is the meeting over? no i took it from the front #GIRL. #and she always complains about being in group too much #bestie 90% of the job is group #if you get a day shift youre gonna spend it in group #chill #just. ugh #chaos chitters

[astrxealis]

hiii :333 i think i am alive !! ( small update in da tags )

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #WOOOAGHHHHH HAVENT BEEN HERE IN AGES. WOW> #sorry guys im a straight a student in their senior year of hs... i have been enjoying real life ^_^ i miss it here tho. :( #will be active soon bcs school is gna end. fucking sobbing but we don't talk abt that #i am here instead of working on the uh. 2 group presentations i need to work on. and the 1 Solo presentation............. #which is crazy btw bcs it's a whole research event thing bcs im in stem ^_^ closing remarks heehaw. Just Me. #so i'm proud of myself & for better understanding myself lately but there is still sm i want to do!!! like On here <3 #in a much better headspace and life and etc. its good yay. #anyway hashtag wanna be an astrophysicist (a+ physics? ez. but also ive always loved math & astronomy) astronomer musician #author video game dev (future compsci student! or physics. still deciding.) uhhh psychologist philosopher blablabla phd one day #yay ^__________^ I MISS WRITING ON HERE THO and interacting w moots :P altho idrk how to get back into that shit #anywhere really but it's ok we find ways. man. i miss it here. before i get active again tho i should rlly makes lists to do and Fix stuff. #bye for now yay just a lil update from me !!! ^_^ it's been at least... 4 months? bcs i rmbr not properly saying happy new year on here HEL #raaaaaaaaaaaaa apollo is so back babaey the world is so beautiful & so am I. anyway. u all take care mwamwamwa