#but mostly not

[idontknowmyownmind]

Agh! Scrolling through my post, I got the idea, that actually en extend or other version of it, from it

Regressor Cale who already live his life thousand times

And no matter how much he know, how far he goes, it's always end with a bad end

He has regression depression

Each life is different depending on how he acted

There are some life where he just the 'bad guy'

Some life where it end before it began for him

He always came back right after his mother went to Harris village

In one of his life, it's one of those where he just so tired and only want to rest

One thing is different that time, something that never happened before

The existence of his twin brother, Roksu

He is wary but only observes

This life is undeniably better then any life he's going through before

But he couldn't see the end of it because he died before he can see it

He woke up again but there is no Roksu

And the life become terrible no matter how hard he try to do what Roksu did

After a few life, he is back to a life where there is Roksu

And again, he can't see the end of it

He is convinced that Roksu is what he need to make his 'happy' end

During his life, he randomly come back to a life where Roksu exist

After the fifth time, he doesn't come back to that world for a very long time and started to think that the last time will be the last

And when he come back with one of the worse regression depression, he can't even feels glad for it become the world where Roksu exist

In this life, Cale feels more like a walking corpse than a living being

It worry everyone but they can also see how despite how empty he feels, they can see his love for his family

WHAT IF

GoD want to help Cale by giving Roksu and all hints

A temple suddenly appear in *i can't decide where*

Roksu and co. doen't really think much about it but they became curious after hearing about the rumor

How the temple is more like a galery than an actual temple

A galery full of pictures of a certain red haired young master

Anyone who only heard the rumor would think at first that the figure is Roksu

But those who actually come to see will immediately know that that's not true

It's a galery made for Cale

Each picture gave of a strong feeling

They are pictures of those lifes he live

How different those picture from the young master they know or heard of /distant, silent, empty, cold/

The Cale Henituse in the picture is so bright and warm and full of emotion

It's like, whoever see those picture can feels the atmosphere and feeling

Of course there are 'sad' pictures too, but they also full of emotions, so different from the him present

WHAT IF

Roksu found out and demand GoD to let him remember everytime Cale is back

Without knowing that there is a gap between their 'next meeting' in the next life (GoD also not aware of the gap)

Without knowing that after the third time Roksu 'regressed', Cale aware of it

Without knowing that Cale pretend that he actually help and lessen his burden (because the gap is big enough to shake him everytime, for him to wait for a life with Roksu under uncertainty)

#og!cale henituse #cale henituse #trash of the counts family #kim rok soo #au #twin au #rokcale twin au #regression au #cale living his life thousand of times #sometimes roksu exist in those life #but mostly not #idk how to help cale stop his misery

[tumbleweeddesktop]

I just randomly remember that cwn was the one who gave mr that rice soup thingy when he's freezing even though he's told not to and mr just finding this out in his 2nd life... Fell to my knees instantly

#its not funny #nothing abt this book is funny #jk some are #but mostly not #told a friend of mine of this book #they read a few chapters #immediately drops it cs 'I can't handle that much emotional damage' #and ykw I should've listened to them #2ha #erha #ranwan #mo ran #chu wanning

[sunnetrolls]

"... Shockingly, I'm really not looking forward to having the hive all to myself again. Who woulda thought?"

#zavija things #not really open but like kinda? #but mostly not

[wizard0rbs]

this womens event was .... weird and unexpected

#like some good skates #but mostly not #and then also quiet a few mistakes #and looking at the current placements i would not have predicted that at all #coc 2023 #gpfs 2023 #fs season 2023/24 #figure skating #si talks about figure skating

[garbagedad95]

Last month, I had the idea that I was going to make a bunch of black sims this month in honor of Black History Month, but then February rolled around and life is just kicking my ass and everything keeps breaking and going wrong and I just have no interest in anything and no energy to make sims.

Anyway, I guess I'm on hiatus which feels funny to say when I think all but maybe 3 or 4 of the blogs that follow me are very clearly pornbots. I know it's not a unique problem at all, but it does still surprise me anew every time I check tumblr.

#personal #idk it is sort of sims related #but mostly not #anyway i have a crush on my friend cause i'm dumb and i forgot how much having a genuine crush on someone fucking sucks #i feel like i'm 17 again in the worst way lol

[lizhortons]

Why is there so much [redacted] in the adventures in odyssey tag? Seems like all I ever do these days is report spam.

#not aio #i mean sorta aio? #but mostly not

[charlesoberonn]

It's gonna be such a funny mess when Donald Trump dies of a stroke on April 1st, 2024.

Naturally everybody will think it's fake because of the date only to lose their minds (both positively and negatively based on their opinion of trump) when realizing it's real

There will be massive celebrations in the streets and on social media and lots of predictable "don't speak ill of the dead" discourse about those celebrations

Weird evangelicals will pull some weird number trick talking about how Jesus was conceived on April 1st and that makes Trump a sort of messiah and people will make fun of that

The Republicans (after they're done with the faux-sadness and faux-outrage) will stomp over each other to be his successor but none of them will succeed. They'll tear each other apart and have no single nominee for the November elections.

There will be discourse about if Biden and the living former presidents should go to his funeral (they won't, he was a traitor insurrectionist)

The Ukraine-Russia War immediately goes in favor of Ukraine as morale in the Kremlin is reduced. China similarly backs off from its threats on Taiwan.

Ten thousand new memes are made, some sticking around for years to come.

Not a month later a bunch of unofficial biographies of Trump hit the bookshelves, many with new details about just how awful he was.

#the date is mostly wishful thinking but I am fairly confident about the bullet points #10k #20k #50k #100k

[professor-pants]

Genre of character: submissive like a guard dog is submissive

#very capable of taking care of themselves very eager to take care of someone else #would kill a man for even slightly offending their partner #does what they're told #am i on to anything here? #these people come to mind: #crowley #bucky barnes #izzy hands #the doctor #mostly when it comes to clara oswald #ronan lynch #pearl #from steven universe #romeo #except his person is mercutio not juliet #riza hawkeye

[shesnake]

full offence but I do NOT watch movies so I can "turn my brain off" I take this shit so seriously

#and I simply do not believe the majority of this industry and its criticism should cater to the kind of people who do!!!! #d #cin #okay this post has been misinterpreted by tumblr nerds in a way that is mostly harmless but still annoying I'm just gonna mute notifications

[funkbun]

go play bugsnax

#go play bugsnax #sorry The Dragon but i gotta remind ppl what this place is about #(dragons. but also bugged snacks. mostly bugged snacks) #bug game #whatever sure

[mzcain27]

I think game studios should just release their character creators online. For the times when I don’t wanna play the whole game, just the lil dress up part

#yes this is about baldurs gate 3 #no I don’t have a decent computer if any description or a PlayStation #I do wanna play the game but I mostly wanna make my dnd characters for hours #you could literally do it for everything tho #totk outfits and dyes #Skyrim could have it’s 17th release #outfits in shit like assassins creed games #dragon age #fromsoft games #the sims maybe?? #the options are endless pls game devs #video games #nintendo #Xbox #Sony #PlayStation

[charlottan]

#census #mostly online. i have one irl and soooo many online friends<3

[fox-guardian]

"maybe if i dress more boring i'll get gendered correctly by strangers" that's the devil talking

#ramblings with major #just thinkin about it #do NOT listen. dress as weird as possible always #never give up your whimsy for the sake of acceptance from people whose opinions you should not care about #this is a note to self mostly but AUGH

[chromegnomes]

the most frustrating thing about AI Art from a Discourse perspective is that the actual violation involved is pretty nebulous

like, the guys "laundering" specific artists' styles through AI models to mimic them for profit know exactly what they're doing, and it's extremely gross

but we cannot establish "my work was scraped from the public internet and used as part of a dataset for teaching a program what a painting of a tree looks like, without anyone asking or paying me" as, legally, Theft with a capital T. not only is this DMCA Logic which would be a nightmare for 99% of artists if enforced to its conclusion, it's not the right word for what's happening

the actual Violation here is that previously, "I can post my artwork to share with others for free, with minimal risk" was a safe assumption, which created a pretty generous culture of sharing artwork online. most (noteworthy) potential abuses of this digital commons were straightforwardly plagiarism in a way anyone could understand

but the way that generative AI uses its training data is significantly more complicated - there is a clear violation of trust involved, and often malicious intent, but most of the common arguments used to describe this fall short and end up in worse territory

by which I mean, it's hard to put forward an actual moral/legal solution unless you're willing to argue:

Potential sales "lost" count as Theft (so you should in fact stop sharing your Netflix password)

No amount of alteration makes it acceptable to use someone else's art in the production of other art without permission and/or compensation (this would kill entire artistic mediums and benefit nobody but Disney)

Art Styles should be considered Intellectual Property in an enforceable way (impossibly bad, are you kidding me)

it's extremely annoying to talk about, because you'll see people straight up gloating about their Intent To Plagiarize, but it's hard to stick them with any specific crime beyond Generally Scummy Behavior unless you want to create some truly horrible precedents and usher in The Thousand Year Reign of Intellectual Property Law

#hoped I was mostly done discoursing about this deeply annoying subject #but twitter's butlerian jihad is starting to pick up more and more steam on here

[cqcophobiq]

alright listen spiderverse fandom. love hobie’s design, but why’s he’s always in his work outfit in group art or fics even when the others are in casual clothes? punk fashion is so cool. look!! look at the things he’d be wearing when he’s clocked out

#spider punk #across the spiderverse #spiderverse #spiderman #spider man #hobie brown #spiderman across the spiderverse #spider man across the spider verse #spiderverse fanart #astv #astv hobie #look y’all you KNOW he looks cool come on 👀 #and I included mostly black punks for a reason

[taffybuns]

started watching mlp for the first time i dont know why i havent ,anyway

#my little pony #twilight sparkle #rarity #raritwi #this was for my partner mostly cus he likes the pair im still in s1 LOL #doodles