#but nothing really sounds right to me

[tstain-is-an-idiot]

Guess who remembered they had markers???

aaaaaand since its also lesbian visibility week...

#what would their ship name be?? #i suppose since im the only one who even ships any of the dolls i can just make it up #but nothing really sounds right to me #of course i had to draw dotty with the markers #she IS the one with ink spilt all over her after all #(i changed it so she has ink spilled on her instead of paint bc ink seems like it would not come off as easily) #and also because i just really like drawing dotty #and princess is there too ig #“they're just close friends” and it was dotty's idea to get mistletoe so everyone could kiss princess #someone should have told her she doesn't need mistletoe to kiss princess #the raggy dolls #art #raggy dolls #dotty #princess

[aprilblossomgirl]

favorite genre: hurt/comfort a.k.a. soundwin

bonus: that we should've had.

#soundwin #winnysatang #winny thanawin #satang kittiphop #*gifs #april.gif #soundwinedit #my school president #mspedit #it's d-day we are series finally premiering!!! #means i'm gonna meet my qtoey soon #which i would absolutely love with all my being #but nothing could ever replace soundwin to me. my forever and always comfort zone. #thank you thank you for coming to me at the right time <3 #i'm not saying goodbye i'm saying let's still meet every other while #crossing fingers for we are series to have big success and that qtoey will be loved by many many more #soundwinforeverandalways.gif #(i might sound so really cringey here but that's on me)

[worstloki]

Loki in season 2 saying that he did New York because he was soooo angry with his father and brother that he let his emotions get the better of him.......

#BOI #he didn't even recount what happened properly this is ridiculous #they will try to retcon but since i am not watching season 2 i will simply take this out of context #and decide this is how loki explains the events #loki explaining away the sudden development of violent tendencies between Thor 1 Avengers 1 and Thor 2: i was feeling emotional #Thor: you looked really bad are you sure it had nothing to do with some form of coercion or space cult--? #Loki: a guy can't even hold a planet hostage in this day and age without being questioned smh #Thor: wha--I'm just concerned #Loki: and i was having a bad week #Thor: doesn't sound right #Loki: are you trying to make me angry after you saw what happened the last time?? #the Loki show

[skunkes]

doing figure drawing studies because i know thats what i should be doing right now but also ive been in a very insane deranged state for the past 2 months that leaves me like this whenever i look at a man for too long

#talkys #im gonna say some more stuff here which is i dont think its ever going to happen for me which is like #it should be fine right...i dont think im even meant to be in a relationship it sounds exhausting and like another #constant neverending performance... #but its like that one post...''im happy by myself but also where's the love of my life'' #ykwim...i wish i could at least make an informed decision #but that would also be tragic as it'd require me to go thru more heartbreak so i could know for certain #is it better to do it or not do it at all... #anyway ive also been having a hard time putting this into words #but. i like my alone time! i can live with myself. + nothing will ever beat the peace and romance in my brain #but. it also feels so weird to think this way. in the sense of like. yeah. you're only thinking this way because you Have To. #because that's your reality. other ppl don't have to think this way because they are capable of finding love. #other people dont have to reaffirm themself of this in the wake of not ever being desired and valued.... #does that make sense...? it feels really weird. #like of course u have to like being alone and spending time with yourself. you have no other choice lol. you lost. #and also... idk. idealized romances in my brain better than anything maybe i would like to be held just once by another living human being. #🌺

[larabar]

never getting over how. melancholy im here sounds

the chords in the chorus sound a little more triumphant at first but it kinda just sounds like a half victory. the pain of the journey is still there, even at the end of it all. but its alright. i will be with you. im here

#yeah im listening to it again #i dont think any song has had this much of an impression on me. MAN #its a leitmotif too ! while its not all over the place it definitely plays when it matters #when sonics losing himself. when he comes right back. when the journey is nearly over. when it truly is #as well as. gh the strings in the song 'friends' in the final horizon ost #and in the final battle #man when the. the guitar ? synth ? starts playing in the intro for the revisited version of im here. its different in the perfect way #sounds corrupted. still the same just. theres something off #whether thats for supreme and its whole deal with the end #or sonic and his newfound power regarding the corruption. idk #but. augh once it comes to the part. the turning point. the breakdown #when sonic decides its all out or nothing #now or never #and it REALLY picks up. #i dont even know where im going with this anymore its just music and a game with a nice story #but its so good #i love you music ily #sth #sonic frontiers spoilers #frontiers dlc spoilers #rambles #its midnight .

[yashley]

“I wake up Laudna. Laudna, Laudna, she had a dream.”

#critical role #imogen x fearne #imogearne #ygifs #listen it really is about the moments fearne bowls over laura and you're like ......... fearne coming out at the last second for imogen JUST #fearne stealing NOTHING from imogen you know that gay means she Likes her in a gay way right yall are you drivin me to eat the drywall #girl you just know they're baftas they keep tapping eachothers shoulders and making me emote idk what else to say #fearne not understanding Emotions until exandria and being able to steal from imogen BUT AVIDLY choosing not to? ok sounds gay #ashley herself saying fearne didn't take anything from imogen like ok girl still sounds pretty fuckin gay is anybody gettin this #fearne TAKES and imogen's had a nightmare and fearne ABSTAINS? ok dyke #fearne would NEVER just steal something from imogen OK BUT LIKE WE'RE LIVE

[kokitschi]

*i mean theories that go beyond the official in-game solutions and don't consider every "logic error" as just bad writing but as a purposeful part of the narrative

i also don't mean any specific theories but rather the act of making theories, of reading between the lines even when there's no "reward" to come.

#danganronpa v3 #drv3 #danganronpa #kokichi ouma #kaito momota #shuichi saihara #kaede akamatsu #tsumugi shirogane #it sort of irks me when i see people being unwilling to think in this direction considering dr is a mystery series #u gotta go at it with love... with trust... #<- umineko influence fr fr #but like. i also get people not wanting to do that. when most of it really just seems like bad writing #it feels like betrayal to invest so much time in something just for nothing. for getting told ur dumb for being so invested.. #i always admired theory crafters even if they're not perfect. bc they're.. brave #as cheesy as that sounds #also im aware that a lot of these options aren't mutually exclusive but. i couldn't come up with better ones lol rip #just pick what feels most right idk #kitschpolls

[myymi]

oh my god i cant remember a word im going to fucking scream and throw my laptop

#yall know how #when nurses or doctors are telling people that their patient is really injured #and they say some shit like 'due to the injuries they've ___' #WHAT THE FUCK GOES IN THE BLANK #IM GOING CRAZY #NOTHING I PUT SOUNDS RIGHT #i just wanna write before my family gets up please work with me brain #writing things #writing

[tothechaos]

i saw an abba cover band tonight and honestly most of the performance was spent imagining what im sure is some absolutely insane interpersonal drama

#the performance was. fine the band carried it though #I JUST WORK IN ARTS AND CULTURE AND NOW IM A SNOB. I WORK IN A THEATER AND IN A LIVE MUSIC VENUE SO I HAVE OPINIONS. #their mixing was. strange right at the top one of the singers was clearly not getting enough of her own vocals in her monitor #FLASH PHOTOGRAPHY? HAZE NOTICE?? NOTHING???? #so her voice sounded really strained. which is something they should have fixed in soundcheck. #she slayed at the winner takes it all though ill give her that #this has just turned into me complaining but whatever #one guy on acoustic guitar who was doing The Least #the keys guy was pretty good #the other singer was. fine #the musicians though they really killed it theyre clearly insanely talented #and i just. why abba covers? i mean power to you chase your bliss and all that but they were clearly professionals and Really Fuckin Good #NO PRESHOW ANNOUNCEMENT EITHER. HOW LONG IS THE SHOW? IS THERE AN INTERMISSION? WHERE ARE YOUR EMERGENCY EXITS? #also i was a bit grumpy bc my voice is too low for a lot of abba :( and im not good enough to just. match the key or harmonize on the spot #except for the 'super trouper' bits i can do those #my tags are out of order and i cant fix them. goodnight.

[gayofthefae]

Wait you guys......

Mike and Will are in love

No because like they're just...they're just a wholesome childhood friends to lovers slowburn I'm gonna rewatch like "aww you don't know yet".

Like....

Mike and Will are in love.

They fell in love from ages 12-16(?). That's so cute. What the hell. I just randomly starting thinking about it like it's just some show I just heard about or something and I'm like "aw cute trope". What a cute trope wtf. That's adorable. Two twelve year old boys in the 80s and they fall in love over the course of many years as they grapple with internalized homophobia and homophobia in their small town? That sounds like a GREAT show where can I watch it? That's adorable.

Mike and Will are in love. And...that's just the premise. That's just the premise of their plot. If you came up to me after you watched episode 1 for spoilers and you were like "What happens to Lucas? Dustin? Mike? That girl they found? The kid who went missing?" I could just be like "Dustin gains confidence and becomes besties with Mike's sister's boyfriend after they break up, Lucas meets this girl who's introduced next season and they're really good for each other, the girl gets adopted by the police chief and then into the Byers and has a great found family and independence arc, and the boy who went missing survives and he and Mike fall in love!"

And that'd just be like...right. I'd just be telling you what happens.

#byler #byler endgame #stranger things #i'm processing in the simplest way of like #the knowledge that #not in a bad way but #once it's canon it won't be as big a deal #nothing to prove i'll just be like 'omg that's my favorite show bc it was such a wholesome romance. they fell in love from 12-16?? cmon ado #able!' and not need to elaborate #sometimes i think about it not even as an immediate reaction canon but like #when there isn't memory of it being this huge pop culture moment and you just pass by it on netflix #or when you've heard about it because it was on your youtube homepage one day #and you were like aw that sounds like a really sweet premise #i feel like i'm observing myself right now #like it's so surreal i'm just like #that'd just be true #that'll just be true #i am genuinely post-season 5 gonna find as many people as i can who haven't seen it and make them watch it #and keep me posted on their reactions #it'll be my main source of entertainment #motivation to make new friends also #i work a gig job so i'll keep getting great turnover too

[solradguy]

Having ADHD but only having it just enough to get the like 2 symptoms left out of every conversation about ADHD fills me with an apathy that has no practical solution. Rolling up to the ADHD conversation like "Some days I can't focus and everything pisses me off and the best I can do is lay on the floor with music on and scowl at the ceiling until it stops because if I don't then I'll be mean to other people because I have no patience when I get like that" just makes everyone side-eye you because they immediately jump to the conclusion that you want to commit unspeakable acts of violence.

But a lot of people don't know that this is something people with ADHD can experience. The only time I ever see it mentioned is when I go out of my way to find research on it...

#textpost #I'm actually in a really good mood right now and had a really good day but I've been thinking about this for a while #Like I've been to a behavioral specialist this IS ADHD albeit a milder form of it but NO ONE ever talks about the Grumpy Threshold™️- #-in conversations about ADHD. It's always about how it makes people loud and easily excitable #Which are also symptoms of ADHD and I recognize that those symptoms are significantly more common than the main ones I experience #But it would be nice if there was more awareness about the cranky side of it lol #It doesn't make me physically violent or an absolute asshole it's just like being annoyed by everything cranked up to 11 #Turbo grumpy. Low heat simmering frustration #Wellbutrin's helped a lot and I've figured out most of the things that causes it so I can avoid them #(shrill sounds/voices and ASMR are two big ones. *Especially* ASMR) #But some days I wake up and my brain chooses anger and there's nothing I can do about it besides ride it out rofl #Anyway thank you for coming to my TED Talk I have to go to sleep now good night

[orkowhereheshouldntbe]

[ID in ALT!]

Hey everyone,

As of January 20th, I'll have been running orkowhereheshouldntbe for two years. It's been so much fun, and I've learned so much about photo editing and media. But I don't feel like I can keep up with the daily posts anymore, and I don't want to keep half-assing things in hope the spark comes back. In other words, as the bio warned, the joke's gotten old.

That's not to say this blog is going away - I plan on leaving it up, and I'll still take requests and suggestions. I may even make a post of my own here and there when the mood strikes me. But I think taking the burden of daily posts off my shoulders will help.

I could never have anticipated a one-off inside joke like this becoming such a big part of my life, or taking up so much of my time. I'm proud of myself for managing to keep things going this long, even with the breaks I've had to take. And I'm endlessly grateful for all the love and support I've gotten on my posts. I'll have a special video on Saturday, to commemorate the blog's anniversary, and as a gift for all of you.

This isn't a permanent goodbye. It's just a change from how things have been. <3

#notorko #announcement #to clarify: 'daily' posts means making a bunch of orkos at once and then queueing them to post daily. i am not making one a day #honestly my main two struggles have been inspiration and motivation. #bless my friends and family for putting up with my regular requests for the former lol #but yeah that last break i took last year really got me thinking about this blog and how much more i can give to it #and i think cutting things off at the 2 year mark is a good move. a good spot to end things #(even tho i'm not ending things not really. ykwim) #i'm not sure what the 'theme' will be for posts this week. usually i do one but nothing feels right #so i'm just gonna carry on as normal! and do things that sound fun! #if you've read all of this you're a saint. thank you

[bl33ditout]

i HATE my skin. i HATE having a body. i want to go away and just be a ghost

#it's never ever ever ever ever good enough #i fucking hate this plump ass body #i hate how no matter what i do it just doesn't change #i'm STILL getting pimples galore around my fucking mouth and chin area and i just want to give up and cry #i know this might sound really silly to worry about - #i know it's first-world-problems of me to be like this and like don't get me wrong i'm still grateful for a LOT in my life #like a lotta good and positive changes are happening right now irl and it's a wonderful thing #and compared to some people's worries? this issue of mine is minuscule i know #i just feel so disgusting whenever i look into a mirror. that's the truth of it all #nothing seems to work #i just know my body and skin is capable of more than this? i know i can look better but it's like it's so stubborn #it just makes me so mad at myself and depressed #i am practicing ALL of the skincare guidelines. i am on a very restrictive (but healthy) diet and what do i get? nothing #u'm just so fucking tired of looking and feeling mediocre and gross all the fucking time #i hate it i hate it i hate it #all i can see is just every single flaw of mine #tw vent #tw body dysmorphia #tw bdd #tw mental illness

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

anyone else ever get struck with a sudden feeling of distaste or being tired of someone who you usually really like/are friends with for literally no reason whatsoever? or is that just me

#like this has been happening with various people all summer #I'll be like... the thought of this person causes negative emotions that are literally directed at nothing #it isn't anything the person has done I just. feel like I don't care and don't really want to put in the effort with whatever friend #which is really weird bc I KNOW if I DO just put in the effort and ignore that random feeling I'll have fun and enjoy myself!! #bc I DO still like my friends actually!!! I just sometimes feel like I Don't and idk why #Lu rambles #this is especially odd when it's the sound guy bc like. not only have I been massively crushing on him all summer #but he's also one of the few people I genuinely have clicked with here. like we get along. it's cool. I've been slightly in love with him #so why do I now have this weird feeling like I want nothing to do with him/don't care #actually I feel extremely ambivalent about just about everyone right now but for some reason especially him #wait maybe it's PMS actually.... the Leave Me Alone Don't Talk To Me Don't Look At Me Don't Make Me Show Up hormones have hit :/ #...that would actually explain several things from the last couple days. I should start tracking it #ok sorry I'm done externally processing my emotions on Tumblr dot com. bye

[sonknuxadow]

i hate being overly negative about a new sonic project because. while im not against criticizing them and will criticize them when i see fit. i still try to find the positives in everything sonic even the games that are widely labelled as irredeemable garbage. because i love sonic and i hate it when sonic is the punching bag of the internet and i do genuinely believe that every piece of sonic media has at least some good qualities but like. the knuckles series really isnt very good im sorry people are right about this one . and i say this as someone who likes the sonic movies and thought knuckles was awesome in sonic 2 . where did we go wrong as a society

#andthere IS some good stuff in there. but its not enough for me to confidently say the entire show is good. does that make sense ... #like the good stuff was knuckles and sonic tails and maddie #and sonic tails and maddie were only in the show for like 5 minutes max and then disappeared into the void forever #and knuckles is supposed to be the protagonist but the second wade shows up the plot starts revolving aroudn him instead #to the point where knuckles is barely even in the second half of the show #and also a nonzero amount of the good knuckles moments are just him standing around looking cute while nothing interesting happens #its not his fault hes doing his best . its wade and his family drama who are dragging everything down #not to sound like one of those annoying people who gets mad every time a human has any level of plot relevance in a sonic thing #but god. there is TOO MUCH WADE in this show #i did think episode 4 was kinda hilarious despite being wade centric though just because of how absurd it was #but other than that . idk. i dont really care for wade as the protagonist. get this man away from knuckles right NOW !!!

[ikishima]

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#i wish i could just [redacted] #like i'm genuinely so exhausted. there is no point to anything anymore #i can choose between constant endless suffering or [redacted] #so the second thing is sounding pretty fucking good right now and honestly every single day of my life since i was about 11 #its fun that literally nothing helps and i only get worse. yay! #its fun that asking for help is pointless. yay! #its fun that those two prev tags apply to multiple areas of my life. yay! #its fun that no one wants to help anyway. yay! #its fun that no one gives a shit about me unless they're getting something out of it. yay! #its fun that i have no choice but to be completely broken because every attempt to heal is met with more trauma. yay! #its fun that i wasted most of my life with people who would genuinely sell me for a corn chip. yay! #its fun that i have given everything i have over and over again because i never learn and nothing is ever good enough for anyone. yay! #its fun its really really fun i hope i can stay in this world for ever and ever wow wow wow!!! #negative