#but quickly took that back

[caitlyn-kirammans]

SAILOR MOON S: Episode 6 - "Blinded By Love's Light" ↳ "True love is what needs to win. Love... love is everything!"

#sailor moon #smedit #sailormoonedit #animeedit #wlwedit #harumichi #anime #uranep #haruka tenoh #michiru kaioh #haruka and michiru #sailor uranus #sailor neptune #shoujoedit #watching 90s sailor moon again as my comfort show #and now im back in my harumichi era LOL theyre just SO iconic as a pair #5 year old me in the 2000s was confused at first LMAO but i quickly took the hint after a few eps #i think the tagalog version never censored it like the west so theyre pretty implied #ANYWAYS i think im kinda deep into SM and harumichi so i might make more lol sorry arcane the drought kinda gave me some burnout #mine #my gifs

[peachyutdr]

i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D

#undertale yellow #uty #my art #<- ifg #spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad #that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways #CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO??? #i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly #but THE CUTSCENES?!?!? #JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD #ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO #LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER #ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD #BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK. #AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE #n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of #everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS #WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING #AAND THE GROUP HUGG #I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD #AND THE FUCKOGN #THE F U C K I N G #AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD #to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho #and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump #just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece #anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way #this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to #oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig

[socksandbuttons]

Please More bean eclipse au but… it’s sun babying Eclipse! Because he gets over his trauma via babying Eclipse right?

Also the baby carrier is funny 😄

Absolutely love that Sun gets over his trauma by babying the younger brother. In a sense its what they both need. To you and the anon who wanted something nice for Sun and Bean Eclipse interacting. Eclipse is far more comfortable being carried or held by Sun vs Moon actually. (altho like... in terms of who he'd rather be held by. Its KC, then Earth then Sun (Lunar is a contender only Sometimes). Never Monty. Moon is never perferred on this list but always over Monty.) Also just kinda... BY HEIGHT PREFERENCE LOL

Also Bonus!

Bloodmoon's arrival means i finally get to explore Bloodmoon and Sun bonding (This man jsut has trauma between these two where we settle it by Family Time because its obvious its needed and Sun admits this.) Also Bloodmoon being a bully and trying to steal attention and mess with Eclipse.

#Anyway i keep having to remind yall they just tiny. they still how they are just Beaned #Eclipse finally getting issues dealt with to a degree and bloodmoon im gonna hold at gunpoint #u are getting some therapy and proper kc interaction AND SUN THEY DROPPED ONCE AND NEVER WENT BACK ON #'lets make these guys have like that SLIVER of possible redemption and sun doing something about it and never do it' #bloodmoon torments sun sometimes but once bloodmoon discovers eclipse gets annoyed how quickly most took to bloodmoon on his 'ressurrection #(which i HAVE to think about btw. we could go OG bloodmoon route. OR or. ruin is around and made bean bloodmoon to infiltrate) #(however uh. it doesnt work via bloodmoon just straight up forgetting hes suppose to cause problem not be adopted) #but we'll get there when we get there #bean eclipse au #myart

[cathalbravecog]

ended up drawing mary anyway... she's also eepy! and also i wanted to Fish Her Up a bit coz thats fun.... and btw have the song i listened to while drawing the first piece

#i did these without a ref bc #i wanted it to be done quickly (took longer than anticipated as always but eh..) and bc the power went out halfway thru #thought i wouldnt have a chance to post this til tomorrow but hey the internet is back on #hee hee.................................................. #doodles #guz art #deep diver #toontown corporate clash #i now pgo seepity .......znzzzzzzzzzzz

[moonchild-in-blue]

A minute under the blue 🐟🦈

This is a full minute of sharks, manta rays, a sunfish and loads of cute silvery fishies to bless your dash. Take a break here. Breath in. We will be okay 💙🌊

#darya goes to the aquarium #this is one of my favourite videos i took. even if the quality isn't amazing. #again. i had atlantic and drag me under on repeat while looking at this. can you imagine how peaceful that was? #wanna go back so bad rn #(technically i had my ocean blue playlist playing but i quickly just had those two on rotation) #(Vessel's voice was meant to be heard with water. I wonder if he ever goes to the aquarium. I feel like he would love it there) #(because it's so dark and peaceful. you just pop on your earbuds and it's like you're underwater alone) #(sorry I'm rambling a lot oof. Just look at the fishies) #aquarium #oceanarium #ocean #shark #manta ray #sunfish #fish #blue

[humming-fly]

Inktober Day 4 - Ghost Tricked

(here’s the pic I managed to get, apparently sissel is really sensitive about his illiteracy lol)

#it honest to god froze my game the second the picture was taken #and it took me cycling the power 3 times before it booted back up #sorry my handwriting is hard to read just pretend it's part of the joke #inktober #inktober 2022 #my art #doodles #ghost trick #anyways shoutout to aseuki for lending me the game i'm slowly truckin through it lol #or quickly idk depends who you ask

[grymkoena]

Be a flower.

[OC: Valentine Artorius (they/ them)]

#this shirt has me acting up #I'm back from the shadow realm and i offer you these pics i quickly took a few minutes ago. Tomorrow? who knows #Valentine Artorius #nonbinary v #cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk photomode #my oc #cyberpunk 2077 photomode #cyberpunk 2077 oc #cyberpunk oc #cyberpunk v

[corvid-language-library]

I was talking to one of the JTs and she said she covered my classes a couple of weeks back and the kids said they like me ☺️ And then she was asking me for tips on how to make the kids like her!

#treepie teacher time #i was like idk it just depends on the class honestly #like that particular class took a while to crack bc they were SO chatty and gave me attitude when i asked them to do any work #so then i made a seating plan for them #which they hated #but now they've caught on that if they do the lesson quickly then we spend the remaining time playing games #and during the games i let them pick teams so they get to be with their friend #so now they work hard and i get to praise them instead of telling them off #and they still get to chat with their friends and have fun #younger kids i just bribe them with stickers and high fives #i'm kinda sad tho bc i'm switching classrooms next year #but my supervisor has basically promised me i can switch back if i hate it

[daz4i]

bored so i’m looking for shit to overanalyze. anyway you know how nikolai has the 3 diamonds thingie on his eye. and how the diamonds suit can be switched with pentacles in tarot. anyway

upright this card has nothing to do with him (tldr: teamwork, collaboration, learning, implementation. maybe that last one...? if you stretch it) but reversed it’s p much all on point imo. this part^ is more for the doa in general. they literally all have different goals, but like, theoretically, i can see why the other 4 would work on the same things bc at the end of the day it can help them in some way. but not nikolai. he always stands out to me the most in that regard, bc his personal goal is the literal opposite of what the doa’s trying to achieve

this is interesting to me, bc we are first introduced to him when he’s disguised as a government worker that’s definitely overlooked by his superiors, BUT even in the doa he was meant to do his part of the plan then die. he really is basically meant to sacrifice everything for this plan and not even live to see its fruits, and there’s no way for him to further his own personal agenda either

at the end of the day, he went against the plan and saved himself, then went against it again by saving sigma all on his own, AND he’s the one breaking fyodor and dazai out of prison (even if. um. in his own unique way). every time we see him, he works alone. the most he does is drag sigma around with him, but not really involve him in anything actively outside of simple mundane things, never actually letting him in on it

NOW! and interesting thing i thought about, is that the upright meaning of this card is actually more aligned with the plans fyodor has for the doa. his plan relies on collaboration and everyone doing their part. and i thought, “wouldn’t it be funny if fyodor had a 3 of diamonds thing going on too”. and!

this is the card his game with ace ended on! what a crazy coincidence amiright. (i WILL say tho that’s not the case in the anime)

i mentioned a tldr of what the three of pentacles is, but to go in a bit more length, it’s everyone doing their role and bringing their best to the table. everyone is at different levels of experience and skill, but if they work as a team, they will bring the best out of each other.

i think this is def what fyodor’s going for. for example, he thinks sigma’s lack of history is his strength. he sees his lack of experience as something that contributes to his plan, and he’s willing to work with that. if anything, fyodor is closer to fitting the meaning of the three of pentacles

now. the thing about playing cards is they don’t really have a reversed form, they’re always upright. when we first meet nikolai - out of disguise - he does seem to fit that idea, talking excitedly about why he joined the decay of angels. but... we also see that his words are written by The Page. no better way to implement teamwork than controlling your coworkers’ actions!

there’s this theory running around that whenever nikolai has his eye cover off, that means he’s being his true self. if you wanna go into symbolism, you could say that working with a team - the meaning of the upright three of pentacles, or, the three of diamonds, the symbol literally covering his eye - is what’s diverting his eyes from his true goal, and only when he takes it off - becomes the reversed meaning of it - can he be himself and work towards what he wants.

you could also say, to an extent, that his attachment to fyodor is the thing that’s blinding him, and that this is the reason he wants to kill him and be free. to support this idea, he quite literally removes it when talking about it

the thing holding him back from going and achieving what he wants, the thing holding him back from true free will, the one who planned for him to die, the one whose plans involved nikolai’s actions to be written in the book. his attachment to fyodor. that’s why he has to kill him to achieve freedom

i’m not sure how to transition into the next thing, but this official art

becomes even more interesting to me in the context i’ve laid out so far. this is naturally designed to look like a card, one of the royals specifically, and i doubt that’s not intentional

well. we’ve just said that fyodor (or at least, his plan with the doa, which i’d say is his connecting thing to nikolai from his personal perspective) and nikolai are the inverted meanings of the same card. but the interesting thing is how nikolai’s the one upright in this one, and fyodor “reversed”. this might just be bc nikolai’s the more recent character so he needed high quality art to show off his design for the first time, but... ig if i stretch things again (which, tbf, this entire post is one big stretch lmao, so what’s another small one), his goals are more aligned with the protagonists - free will for all of humanity, rather than peace at the price of everyone being mind controlled. also killing fyodor lol. it could simply mean that this reversed meaning is the “correct” one, in the context of the story.

anyway, i’m not sure how to end this post, but i hope you enjoyed this blurb of words and maybe took something from it to add to your own future theories or analysis of either of them/their relationship 😌

#this is. by far my most unhinged post abt nikolai. which is why i'm tagging this one #bsd gogol #bsd analysis #fyolai #you can probably tell i just typed as i got more ideas and didn't go back to change stuff #so i'm sorry for how messy this is lol #long post #dan rambles #this started as me being bored and thinking i'm gonna explain quickly what 3 of diamonds could mean in his context in 5 minutes #but no. i had to turn it into a whole conspiracy. as i often tend to do #shoutout to anyone who read this. took more than an hour to write lol

[niishi]

I've been working out with the VR for 2hrs a day and it's been so great. I love working out so much but I always fall out of it once I reach my goal and I'm so stupid for that. but tbh VR is probably the best piece of work out equipment I've ever had... I'm gonna try to get a small elliptical for my place soon..

#my tshirt is soaked #like i could actually ring it out #idk i wasnt expecting the VR to benefit me like this #im already seeing and feeling results #idk i tend to gain and lose weight rlly quickly which i always took for granted #but now im getting older and i dont think its gonna be as easy as it used to #to get back in shape

[freebooter4ever]

finally getting somewhere \o/

#jrnlsht #you can tell that once the proportions are right i have to quickly go back in and make the style cohesive but #the edgeflow is there #im absolutely having fun at this point lol i am not the quickest with z*modeler but its going ten / twenty times as fast as it took #to make the helmet or skates #and im looking at the helmet like oh i should have done it differently #shoutout to the people who sell old n*h*l equipment online and also thank you geno for being old enough #that his mid 2000s style of equipment is old enough to be online :P #i like how it is softer and streamlined and beautiful it was #i made my own changes obviously but im trying to keep the original basic shape #treating this like its a goddamn fashion garment lol

[fatestouch]

Jinx almost wished that he'd convinced Chercia to stay inside. Almost.

This was a situation that the knight wanted his charge, his princess, his best friend far, far away from. The revelation of Chercia being Princess Allisae and Tahariel's daughter wasn't as much of a shock as it would have been an hour ago--Jinx was able to put a few facts together.

But the more time passed, the less Jinx felt Chercia was actually safe, even with her family here.

He didn't do anything, when Chercia was put to sleep... even though it was close. Catching sight of the figures, hidden, just in the distance... the knight did nothing but hold the princess closer.

Not running, agreeing to leave... but no one would get near her for a while yet.

"Do that again and you'll lose a hand." That's all he says to Wrenn before turning his gaze to Allisae, and then Tahariel. "Chercia wanted to know the truth, I want her safe and away from Prince Tristan. I won't fight leaving. But if she ends up hurt because of you, I won't care if it kills me--I'll make you pay for it."

#v; royal au #Hex IC;; #jinx is an angry fucking dog being help back by a quickly fraying leash #the leash in question being that chia is still in his arms and no one took her from him asjdhkashd

[illir]

oh right i talk abt this sometimes on twitter but never here so

if you want to repost my art, please ask me first. i will most likely say yes, but PLEASE ask! not only for my art but anyone's art, really. it doesn't matter if you're going to give credits or not. some artists don't want their art reposted at all, not even with credits. make sure to ASK FIRST.

same way if you're going to use someone else's art for personal use (icon, header, etc). DON'T DO IT UNLESS: 1) the artist has stated that it's okay to use their art for personal use (check their twitter bio, about page, carrd, etc), or 2) you personally ask them and they say it's fine. if they don't answer, it means NO.

don't treat someone's art as a free drawing you can use however you want!! is all.

#the thing with reposts is a general problem within the art community itself but #in yuumori fandom we've had 'fights' with several reposts account especially on instagram LMFAOOO #it was tiring every time... since they were all being defensive instead of just deleting their posts #there was even one time where a japanese yuumori fanartist made a callout post and asked everyone to report this one acc on ig #and they only deleted the tweets once the reposter took down all their posts #it was... an experience 💀 i didn't expect them to do that lol #fortunately our fandom isn't that big in terms of number of ppl who are constantly active #plus the intl and jpn fans generally get along pretty well too i'd say #so these things are resolved quickly bc words tend to spread fast #it's just sad that this keeps happening #i feel like the only people who get defensive about reposts are people who don't draw #like i hurt my back and arm while drawing this shit's not easy #it can be super draining #people who say “artists are so whiny” piss me the fuck off because it's not like we're whiny for no reason #oh my god that was long jhfjdsk #anyways

[chiropteracupola]

always on the edge of collapse now / absolutely nobody cares...

[flintlock fortress is a collaboration with @dxppercxdxver]

#em draws stuff #flintlock fortress #team fortress 2 #<- decided to go with consistent maintagging from now on. as I nattered about it for 45 minutes at lunch the other day I might as well. #cast your gaze on what I actually do most of the time rather than whatever nonsense it was that I posted yesterday #back on topic to say that it certainly takes a very specific sort of courage to voluntarily have all your teeth removed in the 1760s #which. is what julien did. #sure he's got some very convincing replicas in his mouth now but boy oh boy is it (and he!) unpleasant much of the time #like flintlock fortress itself the teeth thing started as a goof that quickly took on strange and unexpected emotional qualities #this is probably my most on-model drawing of him yet - strange since I wasn't actually able to work from reference in this case! #the precise placement and look of his scar has shifted somewhat since the project started out but I think that's good Design Evolution #it still does what it needs to (emphasize a specific bit of his facial structure) effectively #oh and! caption lyrics from 'bones don't rust' by the mountain goats!

[humming-fly]

tbh im more upset that planet robobot took away mks little blush marks. he hasnt had them since. hal you cowards, give the sword orb his friggin blushies back how in hell did getting cyborgd manage to delete them!!

yeah I noticed that as well! I feel like I saw a post that someone upped the resolution in robobot and they were still there just less visible, but they're def not around in forgotten land unless i've gone totally blind which is a shame (i also prefer the white eyes too so a loss on all fronts lol)

I suppose the options are susie took his whole frikin face off or he started wearing concealer to hide them - given his track record of loosing his mask in fights with kirby I wouldn't put it past him to prep like that ahead of time At All

#meta knight getting ready for his daily ass kicking/face reveal #that's also how he gets his mask back so quickly he just has a stack of them ahead of time #there's def something odd about mk's new face model and it's not just the lack of blushies #like his eyes are Unnaturally flat with no highlights or shading or anything #so hell it might be canonical that susie took his fuckin eyes and he's just permanently partially a cyborg now #meta knight #kirby #katfl #my art #doodles #this style is great cause the lines are so thick i can just slap stuff out on a whim #reply #anonymous

[vargaslovinghours]

Good to see you again ♥

#💟 #Doodles #Art #Edgar #Scriabin #I just wanted to draw hugs ♥ #I scribbled it down as a note so quickly and fervently it took me a minute to decipher it the next day lol #I've said so before but I feel like I've really improved at drawing hugs since I've gotten back into drawing Vargas stuff :D #If I can't draw a kiss I'll draw a hug! Lol #It's fun to draw them close and wanting to be that way 💕 #Limb configuration to be both long enough to wrap around completely but tight enough to the body to show the desire ahh #A lovely expression #I double like how they're running in mirror to each other and then hug one under one over in the same way hehe ♪ #Other than that I had no real ideas to surround it lol - why were the separated? *shrug* #No other reason than to want to be back together ♫ #Why does Scriabin have a bump on his head? Same meta-justification - to give Edgar a reason to fuss over him lol #It's whatever you want it to be and I wanted it to be hugging haha