#cant wait for book 2 and 3!

[noonewilleverknowistealkneecaps]

Why everyone so awkward.

Slowly but surely pulling myself outta art block with the people from that train show.

#Cant wait to get inspiration for Twin peaks as well #infinity train #infinity train book 4 #infinity train book 3 #infinity train book 2 #fanart #drawing #sketch #doodle #art #rymin infinity train #ryan akagi #min gi park #jesselake fanart #jesselake #mt #jesse cosay #simon infinity train #grace infinity train #tulip olsen #one one #infinity train atticus #sillies #my scrunklies

[silenthillbunni]

📖🖊❄️

#journal dump bc i have too much on my mind #1) i HATE my neighbors. theres never one quiet moment. they stomp around and slam cabinets all the time it feels like #2) ​i've been reading more recently even if concentration's hard bc of noise. but i also feel like there r too many books i wanna read #but yeah. too little time. so instead i cant settle on a book and kinda dont even read as much as i want to. a stupid problem really #3) it's crazy to say but i wish i had a part time job. sitting at home 24/7 for 5/6 years has been SO terrible for me. #everything feels meaningless. every day is the exact same. im not LIVING. im rotting away and all my issues get worse. im also so fkn bored #and i dont wanna sit at home and do assignments (even if thats what i technically should be doing) #i want a job to go to which takes me away from home + gives me money #then i can come home and sit and rot and ENJOY it. bc now my lazy time is only smth negative and bad for me :/ #ofc i hate the mere thought of having some soul sucking utterly pointless job and our capitalist society is a slave hellhole. but.. as it is #im not even able to enjoy ANY of my time bc all my time feels bad. plus im only getting poorer and poorer so i cant afford to buy anything #4) im so fkn bored and going crazy from eating the exact same food every single day for the third month now. im sick of it #everything tastes so bland and disgusting. it's genuinely making me depressed 😭 i wanna eat REAL food. im so tired bc no nutrition :(( #i cant do anything except wait for my appt w the doctor next week and hope they put me on a waiting list for surgery.. but ong im sick of it #5) i miss my sisters :/ we live in the same apartment but its like i've completely ceased to exist to them #except when they need to be passive aggressive to me. lol. i miss them. but they just dont wanna talk to me :/ #but tbh. most of all... i just want my health issue to be over so my body can function normally again. #i can face anything in life if i can come home to a cup of coffee nd some chocolate ^-^ <333

[sodrippy]

why do book transfers at the library take so long girl youre making me ration out my current book 😭

#getting a book to a different branch in the same city should not take more than 50 minutes. send a guy out on the metro its not that hard #to be clear im not even super impatient the system here just takes at least 2-3 weeks which i find insane #+ im reading a series right now if it were a standalone book i also wouldnt care so much #trying to find offline activities to do but its like. well cant finish this book too fast #cant start my paint kit bc im waiting to use it during layoff #i could embroider but i won't. for some reason #i also could just paint now it doesnt really matter that much...

[boobersandstuff]

Litcherally can not wait for heartstopper s2 like AHHHHHHHHGGG ITS GONNA BE SO CUTE YET SO FUCKING SAD LETS GOOOOOOOOO!!!

Can't wait to go "awwwwww" and then 5 minutes later go "AHHHHHHHHH EVERYTHING IS PAIN WHY?? WHY!?!? *sobs in the corner*" lmao

#heartstopper #heartstopper season 2 #heartstopper book 3 #also cant wait to see how they treat Imogen and issac with the whole aroace thing #imogen is aromantic and no one can change my mind!!!! #viralpost

[hopelessromantic-ghost]

SHUT UP I LOVE THEM BOTH IM SO THRILLED TO BE ABLE TO DATE THEM BOTH 🥺💞💖💕💗💞💖

#personal #the sword of rhivenia #spoilers #a prince a princess and a bartender 😭 this whole relationship is so funny i love them both #i spent all night reading this & i finally finished it today AUGH I CANT WAIT FOR BOOK 2 #anyways me: *spends the whole first half of the book swearing i do NOT want to be the next crowned ruler* #the sword: Ok. *chooses someone else* #me: 😕 #SKXNSJDNDKSNX i genuinely felt a bit offended like HELLO??? i know i said i didn’t WANT the responsibility but #compared to the rest of my in game siblings i AM the best choice 😤 #now everyone hates richard and richard hates me so 🤭 i’m gonna grab my two boyfriends and split <3 i’m DONE with this family drama

[cells-superhell]

eeheehee I got the lantern!!!! gosh i love basically having saigomo's freaky ass decapitated head as a lantern, it looks so sick!!!!

#cell mumbles #ok to rb #cw body horror #cw bugs #cw scopophobia #roblox the mimic #//bro and the mandibles are animated its so cool!!!!!! #//cant wait to run around using this when book 2 chapter 2 comes out teehee #//or in any book/chapter/gamemode that allows lanterns lol #//this is my new fav lantern besides shiniachi's which i....... dont and will probably never have SOBS #//this one will do though </3 #//not to mention.... it do be kinda fittin my avatars aesthetic tho

[yeyayeya]

*inhale*

AAAHHHHHHHH

#holy shit #fuck #AAAHHHHH #I CANT #ARE WE ACTUALLY GETTING SEASON 2 THIS OCTOBER #because if so #i will fucking lose it #I’m so fucking obsessed with this shit #I’ve started reading the manhua too #I preordered the 4th book a little late so #gotta wait a while #I read the 3 novels finished the donghua and halfway through the manhua #holy shit I ain’t ready for this #yeyarants #sorry mutuals #I will keep talking about this #can’t stop me #tgcf #heaven officials blessing #tian guan ci fu #tgcf donghua #I need this #god did I love the second book #the second book was so good #dude hua cheng and Xie lian look so good #AAAHHHH #hua cheng #Xie lian #hualian

[earlyspringtranscendence]

look at my boys..... everyone look at my boys right NOW.

#hello i love them so much i love them soooo so so much #i do however feel like this is inconsistent with the books description ?? tho i could be wrong #wait no i think im thinking of derek who is not blonde canonically and teft who IS. never mind that tho im disregarding blonde teft #thats not part of my reality thats not my vision i reject it #blonde teft isnt real and cant hurt me #anyway look at them look at keras in the back (presumably) oughhhhhh my babies #sera having short hair also very not what i was envisioning but i love it #ALSO and this is hammered into every corner of the book but i KEEP forgetting it the fact that corin is like. swole as hell #like it makes sense w his dueling history but it does not register he is my little nerd what do u mean he's got arms #jin looks very cool here... baby boy <33 #anyway im not buying any of the merch bc this isnt smth id wear on my body and the 'its not cheating shirt' #while very cool #unfortunately comes from my least fave series in the universe #i dont even know why i dont like w&w as much i just finished diamantine and like it should be hitting every high point for me #like its keras and he's being silly with dawn and he's being thirsty as hell and yet . i cant seem to get into it its very confusing #but omg on andrew's blog the vague little pictures hes posted......... i definitely think whatever it is is a hardcover #so maybe a hardcover re release of sufficiently advanced magic ?? #idk tho bc the spine also had like a bind up type feel to it #obviously its not a bind up of AA so far bc it'd be massive #even if its just the first 2 or 3 itd be massive #but maybe a bind up of wobm ..... except idk it does look like itd be a corin book with that blue on the cover #like realistically it could just be a cover reveal for the next one too but i feel like thats very early #i know he's been working on 4 and 5 alongside each other but still #OUGH i love this universe sm sm sm #recently read

[patriciagracesblog]

GUESS WHO JUST GOT THE FIRST TWO BOOKS OF THE HEARTSTOPPER SERIES TODAY!!!!

#i literally already finished the first book skskshsk #its so good #cant wait for season 2 & 3 #heartstopper #netflix

[noxtivagus]

i love ffxiv so much fr

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #generally i feel very deeply n that's both a good n bad thing #usually i don't really have opportunities to be idk as open or unrestrained abt it as i would be (in regards to affection) #i love fiction.. i forgot the word but yk it helps like. yk let it out healthily bcs i'm also rlly just a creative person at heart #WHY IS WEIGHT OF THE WORLD INSTRUMENTAL PLAYING IN MY HOUSE HAHA WHY R ALL THE LIGHTS OFF WTF #AGHHHHH I'M SHY OH MY GOD FUCK WAIT WHEN IT COMES TO ANY SORT OF LIL STUFF LIKE THIS W ANYONE AT ALL #MY FRIEND PLACED A MESSAGE IN OUR MESSAGE BOOK 🥺 #this was.. oh my god last month 18th i haven't placed ffxiv much at all recently that i've only noticed now #THATS SO CUTE MWAHH i love my friends vv much 😭🫶🏼 ok but wait hermes OH NO I WAS GNA RAMBLE ABOUT HIM AGAIN ^^ #AGHH I CANT CONCENTRATE WHY IS WEIGHT OF THE WORLD PLAYING..... IM CHANGING IT THIS IS TOO EMOTIONAL???? #i love the songs i placed in the orchestrion so much #i might edit it sometime bcs uh 'from the heavens' is too. idk too strong for the rest of the songs i think #1) neath dark waters; 2) your answer; 3) and love you shall find - i love this so goddamn much btw fuck terncliff; 4) from the heavens 💀; #5) voice of no return (guitar) - my fav automata ost; 6) pilgrimage; 7) kaine (final fantasy main theme version) - too ethereal oh my god; #8) radiance!!!! #tbf actually 'your answer' & 'radiance' r battle themes too. along w 'from the heavens' though i'd say they're all rather elegent in a way #i rlly want to put 'apocalypsis noctis' somewhere.. i don't listen to it too often nowadays but it'll always be one of my favs. #& i rlly wna put 'dragonsong' :<< that song is v special to me with heavensward n all. the lyrics r so romantic n beautiful #'he who continues the attack' is so fucking good. i have lovely memories w apollo with the 'the measure of [] reach' songs hehe #'fragments of forever'!! under the stars w alisaie 🤍 oh my god i Need to put 'shadowbringers' n 'tomorrow and tomorrow' somewhere :(( #'a fierce air forceth' & 'a fine air forbiddeth' from my favorite frontlines map. apollo n i always got so many kills n were rlly good ehe #'vamo'alla flamenco' dnc's one of my fav classes n. i love ffix. 'bedlam's brink'.. iconic emet-selch my man. 'the heavens' ward' GRRRR #it's so epic though! 'wind on the plains' n rlly just the other bozja n zadnor related stuff. sm memories. it means a lot to me #'tomorrow and tomorrow - reprise'.. cried the first time it played with alphy in around eulmore. 'dangerous words'; god i love shb #'the queen awakens' i love delubrum reginae so fucking much. n then 'endwalker - footfalls' & 'flow'.. oh fuck . #AGHH THE OTHER NIER SONGS TOO :(( N THE RAIDS. EDEN'S PROMISE AAAAA FUCK FUCK I MISS RAIDING SO MUCH #'hic svnt leones'.. the memories 💀 n the aglaia osts hehe I DONT HAVE. SCREAM FROM PANDAEMONIUM N IN THE BALANCE #THERE'S TOO MUCH SONGS IM EVEN ONLY LOOKING THROUGH THE ROLLS I HAVE HOLY SHIT #shiva n tsukuyomi n endwalker n the auspices n the primals n all the dungeons n the tribes n city states n EVERYTHING FUCK

[scp-69]

imymw (i miss you mark watney)

#im watching the film again before work i love him #would love to reread the book but i do not have the patience i am in the middle of like 3 books and 2 fics already #god im excited for the phm film i cant wait to inject phm into my brain in ~2 hours. it better be good #I LOVE YOU MARK WATNEY!!!!!!! #the martian #mine

[vaguelyhauntedcornfield]

so many shows are being released for franchises I kinda like that im getting burnt out on watching shows/on the franchises PLS one or two a year is more than enough omg

#i can't keep up wwith this much tv #i havent watched the second season of the witcher yet #i stopped watching marvel showws #i havent seen arcane or the neil geiman show that just came out yet #i havent seen the lotr show #im probably not going to watch andor or will only see it thru my parents putting it on #and none of this is bc i dont want to see the shows or i hate them or whatever #IT'S JUST TOO MUCH #I CANT KEEP UP WITH THIS #I CAN PICK LIKE 2 OR 3 SHOWS TO WORK MY WAY THRU THATS IT #my brain cant hold onto that much info for multi season shows ok #like k dramas are ok bc they're one season usually #but these things???? #theyre getting RENEWED #i finish a show and immediately another one is out #i just want some time to breathe and maybe read a book omg #it's like so much that i just dont pay attention to what's being released anymore and im not watching things id probably otherwise enjoy #it feels like theyre repeating the downfall of network tv idk but like speedrunning it #like rn im watching bleach and loosely following mando and ofmd and waiting for their new seasons #and there are a few more i watch like bridgerton that im not that invested in #but like tv in general im just getting so hit in the face by that i dont want to watch

[guideaus]

SOMEONE ON MERCARI SAID THEY WERE GONNA SELL TRIGUN #3 TO ME FOR $10, AND WE WERE LITERALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF TALKING THROUGH IT, BUT THEN DELETED MY LISTING AND SOLD IT IN A BUNDLE TO SOMEONE ELSE

#HE WROTE IN MY LISTING IT WAS ON HOLD FOR ME #THATS NOT WHAT ON HOLD MEANS #IT HAPPENED AND I WAS BLINKING AT THE SCREEN LIKE HELLO #WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF DISHONORABLE SHIT IS THIS ITS NOT A PUBLIC AUCTION #he said 'yeah ok u can have it for 10- wait this guy wants 6 of my books for 45? sure!' #IM #HE GAVE THAT GUY A LARGER DISCOUNT U CANT EVEN SAY HE'D BE MAKING MORE MONEY WITH HIM #I #I WISH I COULD GIVE THIS GU YA BAD REVIEW #god like i ask for holds on things and even if i feel iffy abt it later i still buy bc i felt bad for asking #meanwhile this guy said 'oh a diff person wants to buy more (for less)? sure!' #he sold trigun 1/2 trimax 1/2/3/12/14 for $45... people try to sell just 14 for $80+ #thatd at least be $70 for an in print modern manga... im

[autism-corner]

i wish feelings were real.

#8hours work without any break really. isnt good huh. #who wouldve guessed #=3= #just two more weeks and then i have a weekend for myself. thank fuck. #god i cant wait. #anyway not even rin can save me rn..... thats how bad it is...... #nvm i saw a running dog =w=b peace is back!! #a little. #augh. #sillyposting #i need to think about all the books im getting soon thatll give me a seratonin boost. hopefully. #link click within a week..... gokurakugai within 2~3...... OM also within 2~3....... #rin an len mini's also within a week props...... #augh.... #ive got to go on.

[iced-souls]

You know i want to get into using procreate dreams, cause useful 1 time payment and it has a lot of things you need.

And so Im keeping it because although it has a few things it could use and upgrade whatnot, I know its just started and so Im just waiting for the update that saves the day.

But until then.

BUT UNTIL THEN..

my fuckin GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD—

#its like just 2 or 3 minor things that hurt my brain omfg— #I have a longer video i wanna make but to scroll all the way from frame 1 to i dunno 2000??? #i cant find out how to change it to not stop scrolling as soon as my finger lifts from the screen #so i can’t just swipe real hard and get to the end. i have to swipe and then swipe and then swipe and then— #AUAUUUGHGHHHHHHH #but thats the only big thing really #the other two are just that you can’t edit the brushes yet #so for me when i make a line with the brush i like to use it ends up very wobbly. so like a wave line. i solved it before by editing it #and then the 3rd is just theres a ‘flip book’ thing that shows you frames while you’re on drawing on the canvas #but you can’t turn it off or shrink it #[or at least i cant—] #and so it somewhat blocks the canvas. even more so because it has that blurred black area around it. so it blocks even more accidentally #I saw the reviews and stuff and they said a lot that they plan to change and add things in later updates. this being the start version. #So i know it’ll get better with time #I just have to wait #I know a lot of other people were complaining about it not having the transform tool #Which I also agree thats a bummer but these other ones for me though my GOD FUC— #aaaaanyways— #just me ranting #have a good day #random stuff—

[lildoodlecat]

I've finished tgcf again.. hmmmm yeah they still live in my brain

I'm also, just a little bit, clawing at the walls bc I know that a revised version exists with mxtx (100k longer than the original I think?? Or it's just that there's 100k of new stuff. Hualian..) and I really wanna know what she changed and added

Anyway!! Emotions etc etc I haven't been the same since I read her novels and every time I reread them I lose my mind all over again ✨

#ill take a break to read little mushroom next since that one's a lot shorter and i finally got my hands on the uncensored version of book 2 #love you tgcf mwah mwah i cant wait to have all of you in print <3 #jay yells