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dcndrohime · 8 months

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Getting a Vision, is well and all but i'd rather believe no one start in control too easily, rather accumulate experiences and mastery going forwards.

#ooc #its like trying something new and practicing it #till its like muscle memory or something like that #cause for my muse specifically #she was stuck involuntarily getting peeks of people's fears traumas and memories for some time #which intensified that bitterness of hers in the name of the people #towards what Inazuma suffered #even now #there is still so much for her to explore with her Vision #and herself as a person #catch me rambling i guess #mobile

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possessedbydevils · 3 months

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We would all be Rogozhin if Nastasya was real

(other vers undercut)

I was playing with colors and the second one looked a little pink so l couldn't help myself #sorrynotsorry

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quinloki · 3 months

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Reality is often weirder than fiction, because fiction worries about being believed.

#me while informing a commenter that yes #you can be that drunk #but also I knew someone allergic to the sun #someone else I know of is allergic to water #check out some behind the scenes from the show Leverage #cause they down played a LOT of scenarios specifically because no one would believe them.#the world - my friends - she is WILD #quin muses #quin quote

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spiderwarden · 5 months

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Everyone talking about the Grove today and I’ll just say one thing. You’re just picking and choosing which slaughter to partake in.

#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings #[ both are victims and both have children in camp that are killed ]#[ goblins are victims too of the Absolute just like you; just like Minthara ]#[ just like everyone else who was forced to have tadpoles in their faces ]#[ low intelligence doesn’t make them less living creatures ]#[ I can say that cause minth stomps all over them but also asks YOU why you killed the grove if you killed them ]#stomping being goblins #[ my answer is always to impress you and she laughs and says it’s a good a reason as any ]#[ and something like ‘I have done far worse for far less superior people’ Or something like that and moves on ]#[ she loses no sleep over it ]#[ however I need karlach to talk to Minth about it specifically I think ]#[ it will mean more to her in terms of giving shit coming from someone she actually gives a shit about ]#[ the only druid I feel bad about killing is kagha cause she’s not shit to you as a drow ]#[ all I play is drow don’t look at me ]

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raayllum · 8 months

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Been thinking about it as I approach 5x08 in my S5 rewatch but something something "the actual character arcs are wrapped up steadily either prior to or within the finale" spread out across the main cast is brewing

#specifically how it informs rayllum's relationship arc this season #text post #mine #musings for later #doesn't really work for janai & amaya since they're not big Development characters in terms of #Changing tm but hmm. Yeah #dragons rambles #upcoming #cause like 5x01 and 5x08 are Heavily in conversation with each other #like rayla gets a Tiny arc culmination in 5x09 but viren gets the main one #but everyone else except for claudia arguably ends up the exact same they were at the end of the ep as they were #going in #which isn't the case for anything in arc 1 and even 4x09 had some big developments so #just rotating it around in my mind like a rotisserie chicken

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figofswords · 1 year

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yknow those artists who post exclusively original art and yet still have massive followings and consistently get good amounts of notes on all of it. yeah how do they manage that

#preface: this isn’t a complaint or a guilt trip I am just musing #it’s just like. any time I post anything original I do it knowing full well it will get a FRACTION of the attention of anything fanart #and that’s if I’m LUCKY #and like I’ve made my peace with that even though it is really frustrating sometimes #to feel like I HAVE to make fanart to garner any sort of online response whatsoever #but I just. I see other artists manage to get attention on original work and I’m????? tell me your secrets #how do they get people to give a shit. it’s insane. their power #like it’s absolutely well deserved I see some gorgeous shit out there #but I also know that generally speaking people on the internet don’t care unless it’s fandom #so whenever I see something non fandom get popular I’m just fascinated like what is the rhyme or reason #I don’t mean this as a guilt trip btw reblog what you want I don’t care #and I don’t say this to be all WAAAAA REBLOG MY ORIGINAL STUFF #it’s just interesting to me that sometimes people seem to genuinely want to engage with original work #but only in very speciric scenarios and with specific artists #and then the rest of the time it’s like. ‘if it isn’t my blorbos I will not touch it with a ten foot pole’#I want to know what. The logic is. what causes this. why

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bmpmp3 · 6 months

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i dont use spotify but i did end up doing a new install of poweramp almost exactly a year ago because i switched phones so here's what's the top of the "most played" category. i wanna be involved too LOL

#now this is not a list of the things i most listened to - because the way poweramp categorizes plays seems to be like #how many times you specifically click on a song #and i listen to everything on shuffle forever. my method of listening to music is put the thing on shuffle and press next until i find #something i wanna listen to and then put that on repeat #and i dont think poweramp classifies finding something on shuffle nor does it classify repeats as more plays #BUT these songs were specifcally clicked by me a bunch so thats something LOL #not the top 10 because my settings make only the top 8 visible in a screenshot HFJDKHJD BUT if u wanna know #9 was kage asobi (another jump into the new world song LOL) and number 10 was the poet and the muse from alan wake 1 #as u can see i was listening to the liella subunit album a LOT and specifically i was clicking the different songs often #largely cause i was trying to get a handle on the new girl tomoris voice HJKDS but also because 5yncri5e sounds FANTASTIC #especially a little love like kinako and tomori OWN that song they song so so good in it #also for some reason i remembered that portugal the man song from like the far off year of 2010 and it was stuck in my head a lot hjkdhd #triage is great i dunno its just a really fun song to listen to. i was also so very shocked by the video that shidou. is a dad. LOL #mkdr/dscf is just an addicting song so i definitely was aiming for it often #idol is just a very good song also LOL #and hanako by atarashii gakko is so fun everyne should listen to atarashii gakko #also like most of these songs i like partially becaue they make me think of specific ocs but im too lazy to say which ones are which LOL #but thats another reason they were clicked on rather than shuffled to. thinking about.....ocs HJKFSL

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note-boom · 2 years

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Okay, I just read Volume 20 of the manga and I have a lot of thoughts...but one that I really want to spit out is about Akutagawa's death.

During the fight, he CONTINUOUSLY brings up Dazai. How he wants Dazai's approval. How he's going to LIVE and make it back to Dazai. How he doesn't have much time left so he really needs that approval before he expires. Basically, him (ironically) associating living and Dazai together. To get Dazai's acknowledgement is to live.

And yet.

And YET.

His death wasn't an accident, at least not entirely.

Even Fukuchi acknowledged that from the beginning, taking into account the space-time sword, Akutagawa's plan was to let ONLY Atsushi escape.

Did Akutagawa know he would be instakilled? I think he strongly suspected it considering how Fukuchi was doing his best to kill them.

Essentially, what I'm saying is that provided all that context, Akutagawa basically CHOSE to die when throughout the whole fight his only thought was to live, live, live (for Dazai). The arc isn't over yet (and I honestly have little faith this will happen) but I'm gonna hope anyway that this is symbolic of Akutagawa finally letting go of his deep desire to live for Dazai's approval and maybe starting to build something new...a new reason to live?

As in, him choosing death - choosing ATSUSHI - was his way of saying, "Okay. I see only one of us can make it out...I can't fight this man and beat him (which he did say). I won't live for Dazai's approval now. I can't. So I'll instead choose to die so that there is a chance Atsushi can save the world and clear the Agency's name."

Basically, I'm playing on the age old death and rebirth motif to say Akutagawa dying for Atsushi rather than living for Dazai's approval is his way of growing from his past obsessions and perhaps beginning to build a new reason to live (by dying for it heh...).

#look...i know im reaching #but all i can say is that this death didnt feel like the whole redemption by death trope...#and i think akutagawa will come back or something #and yeah i suppose we could also interpret this as aku realising the only way TO get dazai's approval was to die #but i much prefer the more dramatic death to an old view...new life to another? maybe that's just me being influenced by fantasy tropes #and i also want good things for aku #and you got to admit the way he kept on associating him living with dazai and then choosing death at the end was something #his whole reason revolves around dazai so let him pull a yosano @ mori and say 'nope. taking back control of my life bye'#idk what im saying i just know i really want the progression of this fight from aku wanting to live to choosing to die to mean something #that isn't specifically dazai related ya know? except for letting dazai go (this isnt me hating dazai btw. its loving aku)#also yes i only bought volume 20 cause that and vol 1 was the only ones they had. of course i bought the emotionally devastating one #maybe I'll post some of my reacts and show y'all how much i overthink things xD #anyway akutagawa and atsushi in vol 20 broke me bye....#bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd musings #character analysis #bsd akutagawa #bsd atsushi #bsd fukuchi #spitting nonsense #bsd dazai #bsd spoilers #bsd manga spoilers #manga spoilers

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scarletiswailing347 · 6 months

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you can really tell i mellowed out about zam cause i draw him about as much as i do my other blorbos now aka never lol jk

#mine.txt #personal cw #not really a vent just me musing about my brain #i should really train myself to draw according to when *i* want rather than according to when my mental illness wants #cause like as much fun as it is it also has detrimental effects #like for example my more detailed drawings can sometimes take all night and id refuse to sleep until i finish it #cause i feel the overwhelming need to get it done #even tho i dont Want to get it done cause i want to go to sleep #also should be on tumblr less cause ngl it takes up way too much of my time #i like reading (non narrative) words and tumblr has a lot of them #honestly im never gonna solve these two specific problems until i manage to get to the root of them #aka my hatred of sleep and my want to see other ppls experiences respectively #both of which stem from my emotional negligence resulting in a weird existential kind of fomo #but til then i need to set up some temporary solutions cause this is Not sustainable #like i literally wrote this at 1 am even though ive been so sleepy for like 3 hours now #i think the best solution rn is to take up exercise that way id have no choice But to have a proper sleep schedule cause exhaustion #but i Refuse to do that when im around other ppl and unfortunately i have roommates #so gotta find something else

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sad-bastard-emporium · 8 months

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I love infodumping about my ocs and worlds and deciding that just a couple months later I want to change shit so story elements and worldbuilding may be completely inaccurate now. It's fun I'm very indecisive and I've been doing this for years.

#creator musings #I'm thinking of putting Seabrook on an alternate timeline #as there are a lot of things within our modern timeline that I both don't want to tackle with irl events and also feel to direct #I'm probably going to make up my own events and build my world differently to tell different (specifically political) stories #which I think will also make Seabrook and the alternate world timeline feel more fresh #but i'm not quite sure as to what I should alter because there are aspects of Seabrook's story currently that are influenced by IRL events #the war on drugs and the war on terror being two big ones #IDK it's complicated especially since Seabrook's cast is largely immigrants who had moved to Seabrook due to instability in-#-their home countries and opportunity #much of said instability being caused by US intervention #IDK I might create a completely different timeline with events analogous but not actually those events. Been trying to ponder how i'll do i

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glaciescustodia · 6 months

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Columbina and the House of Hearth.

Columbina, alternatively known as Damselette or Lelyah, has a connection to the HOH, even from back when the Director ran the place and all those that preceded them before The Knave took over.

Given her origin as a valkyrie warrioress, she is a born warfare master. She may seem to be the lazy kind and someone who hardly look the part but thats all a facade, considering that up to 3th, they can match and even best the divines, still, all the Harbingers likely can go toe to toe with Celestia.

HOH is where soldiers are made, wheter its employing brute force, psychological methods, medical expertise & so forth, trust in Columbina to teach them further than what they graduated for. One can't be too careful in such an unforgiving world after all.

Teaching aside, she would oft visit by, entertain the children, watch their progress, sing them to sleep, etc. In turn, though her visits are scarce, she likes to see what they do for hobbies, the Fontaine siblings especially and perhaps partake in their hobbies, & in return teach them little things they've always wanted to try, that does not relate to the main purpose behind the House of Hearth.

#ooc #headcanon #lore #meta #muse relevant #Muse: Columbina #i like to think the teaching is split between Capitano #herself and Childe #cause they feel like the frontline fighters than the other Harbingers are #atleast for my Columbina specifically

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tomsmother · 11 months

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My bestie and I are finally living in the same city again and were gonna start succing on SUNDAYS 🥹🥹 she's never seen it before but DONT WORRY once I drunkenly told her the full s1-3 romangerri plot outline AND the jsc kieran *stuff* AND the plot of multiple fics HAHAH cause I'm insane!! and now she sends me RG tiktoks & pics and now we're FINALLY able to watch together EEEEEE��🙏🙏she loves kieran and I love j it's gonna be amazing (I've always watched alone and screamed at the screen so I'm excited to embarrass myself eheheh)

#WAIT THIS IS TMR HAHAHAHA YES!!!!!!!!!#awwwww yay one think about being back in my hometown is i get to spend time with some super important ppl #who ive known forever and literlly love so much nd we just like KNOW eachother ok like we just ARE #and its awesome !!! so looking on the brightside of the situation is good :))) and possible cause of them #and now i can be gerri obsessed and watch an awesome show with my buddy hehehe #AND FUCKING FINALLY A REWATCH LIKE I NEED KELLMAN BACK IN MY FUCKING LIFE #i guess im gonna start tagging stuff? cause i was looking for a specific gerri post and i literally scrolled for so stupildy long #ok i am toms mother....... so what should my tag be....... dont worry im thinking out loud...#mommys musings #??? lmao sure

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cptnpike-a · 2 years

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am i the odd one, or you guys? cause a lot of times i see people apologizing for taking a while to reply to memes, and i’m always like ??? and maybe that’s cause i have a terrible short term memory, but i always forget whom i have sent memes to / when i did.

and i personally see the memes i received as... suggestions and reply to them as i want / as i please, if i have ideas? i delete them sometimes if i don’t see where to go with this / i don’t feel like writing what is there.

yes, memes have become a lot more important than starters in the past few years, there has been a shift in the way a lot of people write, i think. but i still tend to value drafts / plotted starters more, and see memes as something... almost personal sometimes. cause i know a lot of people won’t continue the memes (and even if they do... i don’t feel as obligated to reply to that as i do to a proper thread, as there was no binding contract saying this was a thread that was going to continue). while i love people continuing memes, and i encourage them, like, in my mind, its not a proper real thing yet.

does this make sense???

#⟨ ooc post. _________ ⋆˚ anson mount lovebot.#like especially the last past cause like #sometimes if people continue in an unexpected way ( especially as memes tend to have a less specific setting ) that i don't really vibe #my muse doesn't vibe #i don't see an obligation #once we have both replied #yeah that's a thread #but before that #'cool meme thank you'#but i don't feel obligated to reply #to meme replies people have done #and to replies people have done to memes #and i seriously don't mind any time frame #cause i sure know i won't reply to memes for a while unless i get really inspired

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mar-the-magician · 2 years

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One of my friends has told me they get ASMR from my voice when I talk really quietly

O.O

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