#defo doing that from now on

[lozeyart]

A colored sketch commission completed for someone over on instagram!

Was tasked to draw 1998 Bomba, Demeter, and Munk! The person who commissioned me needed to give a presentation at a con that talked about online safety and stalking, and it needed to incorporate a fandom they were a part of! So I got to draw this piece to help with their presentation!

It was SO FUN getting to work on Cats art again, I really (really) missed drawing these characters!

#I tried a different method for how I colored the costumes and it was so much easier #defo doing that from now on #art #fanart #Cats #Cats the musical #cats musical #the cats musical #mycatsart #munkustrap #demeter #demeter cats #bombalurina #cats 1998 #cats 1998 fanart

[iintervallum]

and i kiss her again

edit: the finished version is here!

#cr spoilers #wip #laudna x imogen #imodna #southern gothic #my art #critical role #i'm super behind on c3 but i still think that making this is important #spoiler culture isn't real because i'm defo going to still be hyped when i finally encounter this episode #edit: i'm interested more in the ship now that they're together since it raises some interesting possibilites #since what was holding each other back i feel in the past was this unspoken SOMETHING like imogen was not saying what she truly felt #and now that its finally brought out into the open maybe other things can be brought out too! like maybe for once they can actually disagre #or not be so attached to each other since they now know for sure that the other loves them in the way they love them #essentially the security of a defined realtionship helps them more in the long run if you get me #as much as i love undefined and messy relationships #they can be very very tricky #like qpr work so well because the parties involved define it as such #it cannot work with ambiguity #i'm still holding onto the idea of them being qpp as well as laudna being some form of aspec #though i do acknowledge that thinking your unlovable is different from the inability to feel romantic/sexual attraction #those two can still...exist together #case in point me #i thought for a long time that no one would like me and still struggle with that #but i myself in addition to that find romantic feelings comes after an emotional connection(demiromantic) #so yeah i still view laudna as someone on the aspec spectrum for that reason #but i'm open to people reasoning it as other things too! #like sure i view them as bi4bi but lesbian headcanons are valid as well #just don't be a dick about it and say that its “impossible for them to be into men or masc-presenting people” #we can just have differing opinons maybe #phew i really did a long vent in the tags so sorry about that LMAO

[intotheelliwoods]

Where might I purchase a keychain when they are available? I think he’s adorable. Even if I can’t manage to order one in time, I’d like you to know that I find your work heartwarming and almost therapeutic.

I will be hosting this off Etsy! :)

#asks #2al merch #I still cannot tell how fast these are going to sell out #again I got 30 of them #same is going to go with the stickers and buttons im adding to the deal #30 of everything #15ish friends already have dibs on- #how fast will the remaining 15ish sell when I toss the link on tumblr? who knows #I will defo give some warnings before the drop #if this does well though maybe I can do another round- #maybe sprout keychain next time? #but yeah again #defo giving a warning before the drop #day in advance maybe #and an hour in advance to be safe #and the drop will probably be a month from now if things go well

[feldsparite]

as it turns out there is zenkichi content on this wretched site, but i had to dig through the trash like some kind of small animal to find it.

#hasegawa hell #have 136 bookmarks now which is... At Least Some Stuff but also like #most of that shit's from 3....4....years ago......... #and i'm not even sure if the ops want that shit reblogged anymore....it's kind of embarrassing if i do..... #truly felt like i was doing gravedigging... i'd done it before but it's significantly more embarrassing this time around #at least searching for usopp fic on livejournal was ok because everyone there's defo a corpse. these people now are still alive #they just don't have the zenkichi brainworms anymore

[dreemurr-skelememer]

Idol!Ink AU gives us the vibes you’re on some Oshi no Ko brainrot.

Are you?

(Also, more Idol Ink please.)

HAHAHA LOL LAST REBLOG REMINDED ME TO ANSWER THIS

sorry no doodle (im in bed)

but no!! not really! ive yet to watch it

idol ink AU is very (and i mean VERY) loosely based off the manhwa "Your Smile is a Trap" (I HEAVILY RECOMMEND READING IT)

and has been around for longer than oshi no ko has been around

it's also very much based off the kpop industry and when i was just. randomly binging korean variety shows

it has a lot of good and bad in that regard, esp when it comes to blue and ink in the au, blue being an ex-trainee and ink being a super popular artist (loosely based on IU but i dont know jack all abt her)

also i just wanted to make a BEI au for the sillies cuz i didnt have a solid one. theyre silly and i love them

#completely different from the current idol au circulating rn hehe #but its defo inspired me to pick this up again loke i already do every now and then :3 #id love to talk about it more sometime. though not much really happens #idol ink au #passolyth

[hella1975]

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#be deadly fucking serious rn PLEASE whatttt. that post that's like 'parents will say something that shapes you as a person #but for them it was just another tuesday' like WHAT JUST HAPPENED #basically if you've been following me since i went to uni then you know first year was an... interesting time for me and my mum #we rowed all the time and it's the most unsettled our relationship has ever been and i do truly believe it was just some unfortunate #external factors like me leaving home would rock the boat enough it was always gonna rejig our dynamic #but on top of that i was her LAST child to fly the nest which she hated AND my sister was in germany being insanely dependent on my mum #so i got sidelined a lot which was shitty at the time but i get it now like im still a bit bitter bc being the eldest everything my sister #does is an exciting first and our age gap means typically our academic big moments tend to cross over #so my a-levels happened during her first year of uni so for me a-levels were the biggest thing ever but ofc her thing was bigger #but when she did HER a-levels it was the biggest thing ever and i was /just/ doing gcses etc and germany was the same #like it was JUST my first year of uni bc meanwhile my sister was living alone in a foreign country. so that sucks and my mum was #defo focused on my sister and i wasn't in a position to be like 'hey i know it doesn't seem like it now you've got one kid through it #but going to university and settling in for the first year is still an insanely stressful and lonely time so please pay attention to me' #and all in all me and my mum just STRUGGLED we fought A LOT and not petty rows either they were really emotionally heavy all the time #and basically what's caused this post is that she said about america 'it'll be the longest ive been away from you' #and i know what she meant like a month out of england is the biggest thing ive ever done and im not even in EUROPE so this is huge #but i kinda said like 'im pretty sure i went a month in first year a couple times without visiting?' AND I MEANT IT CASUAL #BC I AM PRETTY SURE IT'S TRUE LIKE I WASNT EAGER TO GO HOME I WENT SOME WEEKS NOT EVEN RINGING #which REALLY shows how strained it must have been at the time. and she responds with confusion so i pointed out that first year #wasn't a great time for us and again still being casual bc it's such a fundamental truth for me that first year was Bad for me and mum #and she just blinks at me like 'what are you talking about' what. WHAT. like i knew she wasn't paying much attention to me then #but it made me MISERABLE for an entire YEAR like boom can testify bc they had to deal with my bs over the phone the entire time #and my mum just. didn't even notice that we weren't doing well. what. what the fuck even..... baffled by this actually #like i am REELING from this i feel like she just tipped the fundamentals of my world with that #hella goes home

[minimoefoe]

kinda want to gif every single ballum moment in order (like I'm doing with 13's era rn) bc ben leaving has brought the fixation back and I'm missing them and it'll be a fun way to kill the time between now and when ben (hopefully😭) comes back bc it will defo take literal years for me to do

but first of all idk where to download soap eps and second of all idk how to be sure I've got EVERY moment without rewatching literally every episode from their meeting to now and..I don't wanna do that right now

#natchats #ballum #eastenders #and like #i AM currently watching from 2008 onwards #so its not necessarily the amount of watching #id have to do thats the problem #i just dont want to do that Now but i Do want to gif now #so its a dilemma #bc i wanna do ballum moments #but also ppl talking aboht them and stuff like that #not just ben and callum in scenes together yknow #IDK !!!!! #ALSO #im like.. #doing this now may be pointless? #like literally right at the end of ballum basically #idk how many ppl will be sticking around now that they're not in the show anymore #not that id be makong the gifs purely for interactions #but some would be nice #tho tbf ive made ftwd gif sets and barely anyone is into that usually and idrc #we'll see #EDIT #with watching from 2008 i was thinking of stopping at 2019ish bc i got back into the show around wedding week #so im like ive defo watched all this stuff and somewhat recently too #but i Could just continue watching so i can defo find every ballum moment #but that is gonna be a LONG time away bc ive got 11yrs of ee to watch before i get their lmao #i guess i dont necessarily have to do it all in the right order #bc its not as easy as it is with 13's era #somwthing about it being all in order is satisfying tho like the idea someone can go through the tag and see their whole story in order. UGH

[weldnas]

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#you aII shouId reconsider your priorities on Iife fr #sit with yourseIf and think why on earth am i writing an apoIogia for a 31 yo white miIIionaire being caIIed out for buying a starbucks #a man activeIiy siIent on a genocide and now parading with a boycotted brand #idk which is sad you caIIing this buIIying or thinking that he's actuaIIy affected by it #man don't even seem to care about peopIe dying #how you guys can stiII do this without even getting the ick amaze #i was disapointed but now i just pity you #IiteraIIy onIy saying this because maybe there is some chance some of you reaIise where their prioritie Iies #but do go on stanning the siIent zionist apoIogist and siIent non boycotter #coupIe goaIs i guess #i am being so so nice caIIing them just that btw #siIence is more than compIicity rn #and they're defo worse than that #not Iike i was ever expecting much from them but maybe some sense from you but i guess same same #we have this saying meamn cheftk meamn chebehtk #which transIate to you can judge a person by the company they keep #which in you're case is a parasociaI reIationship

[boyghcst]

had a convo w my friend abt weed and addictions bc they r sober from alcohol (and yes they’re both diff) but they convinced me to delete / block my dealers numbers and tell my other friends

So I just sent voice messages asking them not to smoke around me bc im tryna detox

#Ngl im anxious and already regretting it lol but also know im doing this for myself and it’s gonna be hard #I just worry im going to be worse without weed and tht my friends aren’t gonna have as much fun or not wanna hang w me as much bc #they wont be able to smoke around me bc im impulsive so I can’t say no #I feel bad asking them not to smoke around me but I just know it’s gonna make me have that craving and wanna smoke #I was also meant to be hanging out w guy on Saturday and we were gonna smoke so im worried abt tht now #like im probs gonna smoke w them but I deleted my dealers number so I defo can’t buy any or ask for a number from my friends #ugh this shit is gonna be so hard idk why im doing this right now but I needed to make this step at some point #journal #edit/ so I ended up deleting the messages I sent them #im just gonna see how this week goes first #I’ll tell them eventually

[hatchetmode]

Thinks about renfield: good movie :)

Thinks about how it's also objectively deeply flawed as a movie and could and should have completely axed the cop aspect of the movie: ehhhhh not the best movie ever but I still enjoy it for what it is :)

#IM NOT GUNNA OVER SELL IT #but its such a good movie to turn your brain off to and just enjoy wet violence and bug eating #when i first saw the trailer i was soooo disappointed to see the cop aspect #was just talking about it with my roommate and she also agrees thats why tumblr isnt eating it tf up rn #but genuinely its such a fun time #the sets are amazing and the world is so fun to look at #i defo wanna redraw scenes from within the hospital and do lighting studies #its just a good time of a movie!! #had so much fun #renfield is mine now hes my guy i kiss him muah

[yioh]

me expecting everyone to love ryangeum and him being the most popular boy only to find out that everyone loathes him 😭

#IS THE ONLY AUDIENCE FOR THIS DRAMA STRAIGHT PPL ??????? #i thought that the main couple was cute for the first episode but now i’m not rly into any couples #i think i find jang hyun kinda annoying idk LOLLLL #like ryangeum and gilchae can do so much better (me) 😔 #in fact the loser in me is actually kinda invested in gilchae/eunae😭 THEY HAVE SM CUTE MOMENTS #but yeah the show stealer for me is defo ryangeum like WHAT a magnetic and alluring character i’m obsessed #he can do all the evil shit he wants im gonna be his number one supporter #but at the same time all the characters in this show aren’t rly good ppl lol apart from eunae

[wodkapudding]

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#media diary #anakin's transition to the dark side can be best explained as ts going from 1989 to reputation aesthetic-wise #the whole love triangle falling apart is like the bad blood / should've said no mashup she did during her reputation tour #band-aids don't fix fifth degree burns #they used to be mad love #now take a look at what you've done (all of you) #they all should've said no at some point #anakin to palpatine in particular #obi wan should have known that word of what he did with her would get back to him :/ #the kenobi series was full on “look what you made me do” #anakin defo had a list of names and obi wan's was in red underlined #looking back (at phantom menace) they should have known he was trouble when he walked in #don't blame me love made me crazy is also a very anakin mood #as is it's me hi i'm the problem #i think he had this epiphany at the end of kenobi #tswift and olivia rodrigo get anakin like no one else 😌 #tbh it's probably what the originals and the sequels lack #i think the reason why i appreciated the han solo movie #was that they attempted to insert a little tswift-esque drama #the hot but backstabbing ex made me respect han solo more #if you're a womanizer i expect you to have a gorgeous on/off bisexual lover for queer shenanigans #and en ex who screwed you over #also for darth maul #lol keeping my star wars opinions in the tags where only mutuals may find them #i love consuming media for all the wrong reasons <3

[fuckrealityfictionisbetter]

I wish I was a tv executive so I could make a British Criminal minds - mainly just so I could make a televised fan fic without people being mad it’s just a televised fan fic

#criminal minds #for starters reid would keep all his background but he actually has a drug problem for more then 5 eps and we see him struggling at crime #scenes that involve drugs #move up the dating his therapist but make it so people in his life are actually concerned that he’s dating his therapist when they find out! #either make it the same but he tries to help her or make is so she never dumped her Fiancé and he kidnaps abs kills her for the affair #move prison to like s7 and have it planned by scratch but when cat finds out she orchestrates it so that some of the womens prison has #to be moved to a unused wing of the mens and makes a riot so that her and spencer meet up and she gets actual preggas #I do want him to date a women who also has a kid from a serial killer yes I want that to be Ainsley from prodigal son but I’ll his that rip #off #next to Morgan my love #have him show more emotions in child related cases #he’s a player who falls in love with a women even though he’s not ready for commitment and when he finally gets his shit together it’s too #late/the job/timing just made them incompatible for rn #thinking a Buck 911 growth kinda thing though I know dereks nothing like buck1.0 #keep a similar SL to the one with that little girl but make her not so… defo gonna grow up to be an unsub u know #he feels he needs to protect the kid maybe they went through something like he did but he knows to save them he needs to let them go to a #good home because he’s on the road so much but he still visits and the kid wants to be an FBI agent because of him #Emily is a Lesbian so help me god #she adopts a little girl with her wife!!!! #she is happy and doesn’t have relationship drama just oops so I have to fake my own death now drama #more practicality added to that SL as well no grenades in cars #and more visits from the other agents she knows from previous jobs #I think hotch having more too do with his own divorce would be good #like it kinda seemed like it had nothing to do with him and it was just a work problem but like idk I’d probabs change that #I like everyone else’s story’s basically just a little change her and there #I wouldn’t wanna make it just a character drama these SL’s are already in the show or would replace others #like the ooo reid had a ✨vision✨ SL will go #oh wait I want reid to be a women #2 Reid’s!!! #or if double lesbian related pregnancy is viable by this poin 1 reid!

[truthundressing]

i love being right😌💅

#i do nawt know where this is from but like thats defo his outfit lmao #@ the weirdo in my inbox saying we're delusional for thinking he'd wear a bodysuit i wish i hadnt deleted ur ask bc look whos laffing now😚

[clownkiwi]

also something something frozen 3 & zootopia 2 (read tags for more of my thoughts)

#rubys clown thoughts #ive seen frozen 2 for myself... it wasnt too bad. and in some ways improved upon frozen 1. but also. idk how necessary it was... #and now we're getting a third one whopeee do you think people will actually get excited about this one #zootopia 2. i mean. at least we're getting another furry film from disney. thats nice #lets hope it doesnt drag back its shoddy race allegories back into this one... #irdk how to feel about furry films trying to make a statement on race issues... its defo a bit iffy

[minimoefoe]

i have such insane nostalgia for the sidemen from like 2016-2018 it's unreal i loooved the sidemen tumblr era what a time. and they're still my faves to this day

#sidemen #natchats #nine years is insane actually #like i remember posting about five years #and at that point id already been into them for two years #its so weird #time do be passing #im not as much of a stan of theirs anymore #like im not really in the fandom #like i used to be #but they are defo still up there as some of my faves #i mainly just watch their joint sidemen stuff now #rather than main channel solo stuff #spare for the odd simon vid #i think the only solo channel im subbed to still is jj's #and i listsn to whats good sometimes #im not subbed tho bc they post a load of clips and it irritates me lmao #anyways #I actually need to buy some new merch of theirs #bc all i have is the old boring stuff from back in the day #they make such cooler shit now