#don’t mind me i’m projecting

[wigglebox]

Found you ☀️

#spnfanart #destiel #destiel fanart #dean winchester #castiel #wiggleart #rolls up 1000 days later with an empty rescue #I’ve always had this scenario in mind but I never knew how I wanted to draw it and actually it was gonna be quite sad at first #with Cas being taken away by the empty #but the other night I wanted to draw him getting rescued lol #so I’m like I must do this inbetween my other projects #also #the final image is of them being back in the room they were in 1518 #because to me I don’t want their first kiss to be in the empty #but back home #sorry for the long post lol #I have to figure out how to get this thing on Twitter

[m1d-45]

You know, I've been thinking. The stars in our world often look quite dim, especially in areas where there is light pollution. Suddenly, I'm imagining that in the Imposter!AU, the Creator looks at the stars at night, captivated by their brilliance. Perhaps Scaramouche or Mona (Whichever you prefer, you may also just write another character you think fits this scenario :D) find them. The Creator looks at them, then back at the stars.

"They're very lovely, you know? The stars never shine this brightly back home. It's a lovely sight..."

They smile. "I'm happy that I'm able to see them, even if it's in another world. I appreciate you letting me look at them before I die."

Perhaps the character takes pause... And sits next to them.

It's a lovely night.

in the stars

word count: ~1k

-> warnings: violence, blood, both of those in your future so technically you’re not hurt yet, not written for mona mains, sorry, didn’t work with the plot :/ also diona/klee/qiqi/nahida/sayu mains are on thin ice with this one. questionable plot. barely edited.

-> lowercase intended

taglist: @samarill || @thenyxsky || @valeriele3 || @shizunxie

< masterlist >

the stars never lie.

mona clutches her catalyst to her chest, wide eyes turned to the sky. she whispers to them, hoping they’ll change, shift into something she’ll understand, anything.

they don’t.

her head lowers, inspecting the book. thrilling tales, the spine reads, the cover a simplified dragon with a sword through it. she tries to read into it, to try and pick apart the motives behind the weapon, but all it returns is a simple needlepoint.

a compass. one she’d followed ever since she caved into the pull on her catalyst, one she’d followed out of the city at dusk and into the plains, hiking up starsnatch cliff at its behest. her twin tails had lost some of their curl on the journey, her hat flopping sadly. it was late, later than she’d normally be awake, and she stumbled once on a rock before quickly catching herself, checking to make sure you hadn’t moved.

you, sat at the peak of the cliff. you, surrounded by cecelias, face turned to the stars. you, who turned at her short cry.

“are you alright?”

she couldn’t bring her hands to shift her catalyst into its attack position. her hands, free from their usual gloves, dug into the cover of the book, shaking both with the chill of night and with… she couldn’t tell, couldn’t pin whether it was fear or nervousness, or something else that blurred the line between panic and excitement.

“just fine, thank you.”

her voice was harsher than it should have been. she could tell you were being genuine, the way the water in the air shaped around you like it wanted to cling made that clear enough, the stars shining down on you as if you were the only being on the planet.

the stars never lie. so why were they saying you meant no harm?

you turned back to the stars, your hands shifting back to weave into the grass between the cecelias.

"they’re very lovely tonight. the stars, i mean. they never shine this brightly back home….” against her better judgement, mona glanced up. the sky was particularly clear, constellations shining down unhindered. “it’s a beautiful sight.”

orders from the knights echoed in mona’s head, orders extended from a god she’d never met. she knew the knights wholeheartedly meant what they said, truly believing the words they were told, but you…

hesitantly, she brought her hand in a circle in front of her, scrying for your constellation. you didn’t have one, unsurprisingly, and she relaxed slightly in the knowledge that you didn’t have a vision.. still, there was something strange about the empty space where yours would have been. swapping the sigils and rotating the outer edge, mona decided to read your future.

all the air was sucked from her lungs, the images depicted in the water making her mouth dry. the water warped and bubbled a dark color, as if it itself hated to show what it did.

you were on your knees, tight steel chains wrapped around you and latched onto hooks in whatever you were sitting on. in front of you stood the favored, the creator’s most prized, their weapon drawn. their form was taught with anger, nearly seething. it was strange, so uncharacteristic that it froze the astrologist in place for a moment.

no matter how fiery the disposition, vessels of yours were calmer after being wished upon, heart stiller for being by your side. they, the most prominent on your team of them all, should be at most handling such a severe situation with a tick in their jaw and quiet fury in their eyes, not…

she watched with sick horror as the favored attacks once, your chest caving once, twice with hitched attempts at breathing before you slumped over, blood trickling from your neck. the favored stepped back, weapon dismissed, and mona closed the illusion before it played any further. she hadn’t meant to look all the way to your death, only a few-

…only a few hours.

her hands shake where they’re still clasped in front of her, the remains of her scrying circle swirling in her palms. you didn’t even have a day.

she let the water fall, sending it towards the cecelias around you, willing them to stand brighter as she approached. she couldn’t bring herself to summon her catalyst, not now that she knew what your fate held.

the grass was damp beneath her, seeping slightly into her nightclothes. you didn’t say anything, simply passing her a flower that you had been twirling in your palms. she willed it to heal, restored the color to its petals and the strength to its stem, then passed it back. she had no use for it, not when you…

you chuckled as you took it, staring down at it for a moment before turning skyward once more. mona followed your eyes up, spotting a well known constellation directly above you. nearly perfectly straight up, glowing like a beacon, was the constellation of the favored, six stars making themselves prominent against the dotted sea of night.

“beautiful, isn’t it?”

she swallowed, eyes flicking down to you. you were still watching the stars, probably tracing the shape of the constellation above you. unknowing of what it spelled for your fate, unknowing of the warning written above you.

mona settled into the grass a little more, taking her hat off her head so it wouldn’t fall when she looked up again.

“indeed, it is.”

#genshin sagau #genshin self aware au #self aware genshin #sagau #genshin #sagau impostor au #genshin impact #mona #mona megistus #sagau mona #sagau mona megistus #another fool with too many names smh #ANYWAY anon you are so right actually #and with mona? her character is criminally underutilized (i’m a criminal as well) #she can instantly tell intentions; tell truths from lies; literally just a scroll through her wiki lore page aiskksjd SHES SO INTERESTING #like…….. ugh….. i don’t have as good a grasp on her character as i’d like to because she’s so cool… so interesting and so many POSSIBILITIES #meant to post this forever ago sorry #but my mind made me write a 6k piece on the fatui harbingers soo…. :)) #yeah i’ve been. i started a new project that can’t really be posted bc it’s vvvv self indulgent so requests are even further sidelined UGH #mmmm procrastinating requests even though i have no reason to

[sciderman]

You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.

But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?

because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)

#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting. #Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project. #peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance. #me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away. #take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me. #sci speaks #I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually. #all my relationships have been. pretty short. #and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t. #a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak. #but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing. #because I really don’t know. #I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days. #I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely. #I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time. #and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it. #it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything. #I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless. #but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no

[inga-don-studio]

Carbonation angel

AKA the first thing you see after nearly drowning while being attacked by an entire room of evil killer grampa clones

#🎃 Cryptid sighting #rccc 2023 #RCCC #HLVRAI cosplay #Tommy Coolatta #🎃 Photographic evidence #I’m gonna crash soon (and do this all again tomorrow- though prob not in cosplay since I didn’t finish the headcrab zombie) #But it was a good day at con #And if the other con guest who recognized me from my DIY Black Mesa passport blog sees this- #-that legit blew my mind & means a lot!!! I was in that brain fog of being out in the vendor hall so I don’t know if I got it across- #- but meeting someone who knew me from here & that project made my weekend!!! #Misadventures around Portland #Also I’m embarrassed that it took this long for me to think of framing a photo w/OCC’s Foucault pendulum as a halo #Also also Starry would make a perfect name for Sunkist’s puppy. Just sayin’ #‘Um … do you want a soda?’

[readingbythestreetlights]

(x)

part two of the jenson congratulating nico saga :))

#yeah i think about this video a lot #“the last two hours where you’ve been watching cars go round in circles—we’ve been living life” #one day i’ll make a passion project movie about racing and it’ll end with the part of this video where jb says that :)) #i could talk about this clip for hours #this whole video honestly #but instead i’ll just squeeze some of my thoughts into a couple tags #the congratulations is so genuine i’m sorta maybe crying don’t mind me :(( #i also enjoy the fact that dc wasn’t even planning on bringing up nico when he said ppl “less” important— he was just trying to switch to #the other coverage #but jenson still congratulated nico 🫠🫠 #jenson button #nico rosberg #princess cake #622 #f1

[onejellyfishplease]

Let’s take role call.

Open Your Shell to Find Your Wings: Donnie gets mutated again partway to a beetle

The Connections of a Soul: Donnie looses his physical body

Unmutated Donnie au: Donnie gets, well, unmutated

… I’m sensing a theme here

#why am I like this #why can’t I leave him alone #Oh there was also that future au where he became a cyborg #damn that’s four #this is why no one wants to be my favourite character #I project myself onto them #and me does not like their body… #so rip #ignore that rant in the tags actually #imma just #tw body dysphoria #don’t mind me #oooh new tag #jelly rants #<- there we go #lovely #anywho #I’ve become freaking possessed by unmutated Donnie #expect a new update tomorrow #I’m holding myself back from posting #because I need to sleep #…but it’s almost finished #tell you what #I’ll finish this rant here #and you can see if I was successful #and see if I post the next part in an hour or nah #if I do then I’ve failed #and please tell me to go to sleeep

[mossflower]

i need to write so bad

#but if i don’t sufficiently plan my writing will be bad and i’ll get bogged down and stop #i can sometimes wing it but it’s a mystery story. not very wingable #i mean what i actually need to do is sleep. alas i am rotating characters in my mind #sometimes the planning is fun. i’m enjoying the worldbuilding bits #love creating insane pseudoreligions and culty groups #and the magic system has been ready to go for ages now #i’m happy with the characters too!! imported a couple from my unfinished nano project and it’s made everything much easier to deal with #it’s literally just piecing together the plot and pacing and figuring out what needs foreshadowing where that’s tearing me apart #’write a mystery book’ i said ‘it’ll be fun’ i said. i don’t hate it in all fairness #it’s just proving much harder to plot than anything else i’ve written. let’s call it a learning curve #writing tag

[robertsbarbie]

wait i forgot to tell yall the absolute highlight of my day, and probably year, and probably existence because it was genuinely the kindest thing anyone has ever done for me

#i had to act like i was not crying in class because it shook me to my core #this one professor of mine great guy probably the only reason i have not given up on the graphic design program #starts class discussing our projects for the semester #and says both projects are brand new never done before #and one of them was a music project #where we get to choose the artist and create an entire spread of everything for them #lp/ digital campaign/ website/ spotify mockups the whole fucking nine yards #and this is a man WHO DID NOT KNOW WHAT MUSIC PACKAGING WAS OR ENTAILED UNTIL #I ONE DAY WENT ON A RANT ABOUT IT IN OUR FIRST CLASS TOGETHER #and who has asked me multiple times about it since and my amateur concert photos #and i’ve given him shit for cutting a different music project in the past #and this motherfucker looked at me (i’m losing my fucking mind at this point btw like full on #everyone in the class was looking at me after the announcement) #and this motherfucker looks at me ‘you got your music project buddy don’t let me down’ #and it just kinda struck me that this clown of a man A) listens to his students and proposes projects he thinks they’ll be passionate about #but B) that he listened to me and i’ve just i’ve never had that things like this are always dismissed #and this motherfucker listened and formulated a whole ass project to help me #like that’s so fucking insane to me #eris: text

[starshine-valley]

PART TWO I WASN’T SUPPOSED TO POST THIS BUT HERE IT IS ANYWAY-

MI2ERY’5 MYSTERY (pronounced as Misery’s Mystery or 25, Misery’s Mystery)

“An online group made by those who feel as they have no other choice.”

Members:

“This still isn’t good enough for me.”

Akito Shinonome: One who’s never satisfied

“Maybe there’s no better option than to hide away.”

Honami Mochizuki: A lonely but kind honor student

“I know I can make this better if I just try!”

Airi Momoi: A hardworking ex-idol

“That song was so wonderhoy~!”

Emu Otori: A energetic girl faced with a setback

Four members who haven’t met face to face stumble into a SEKAI.

“If you share your true feelings, a hope will shine through.”

Sekai: Abandoned Sekai (an old, abandoned and worn out event area)

Virtual Singers: Miku and Rin

Relationship Chart:

“Likes her vocals yet doesn’t like it when she tries to pry.” <-> “Shinonome-san, you could use the extra help…”

“I like her bright energy! She seems more of the outdoors type.” <-> “Airi-chan~?! I used to watch you all the time~!”

“She’s kind of annoying but her lyrics…” <-> “Shinononome-kun’s art is wonderhoy! Can you teach me?!”

“Momoi-San certainly acts different when not on camera.” <-> “reliable but… seems unsure and unconfident…”

“She’s Ena’s friend, was a fan before she quit.” <-> “I heard from Ena what happened.”

“Emu-chan, I saw it, it’s okay, I’m here for you.” <-> “I’m glad you’re by my side, Honami-chan!”

Leader: Akito Shinonome

“I can’t mess this up again. Never again.”

#pjsk #project sekai #prosekai #proseka #prsk #akito shinonome #emu otori #airi momoi #honami mochizuki #colors were… a choice #not a good one but a choice #WOO I’M DONE OMFG #have some akito angst for y��all #find a way out has been burned into my mind guys #anyways #akito is to me what tsukasa is to most fans #but like i don’t kill off ena or wtv #Mix n’ Match Swap AU #it’s my favorite unit guys #like 3/5 of my favorites per unit #they’re in the same unit. i promise it was a coincidence #they just need haru and enanan

[reverecurrent]

isn’t it so ironic that my WHITE rich privileged professor of my women and gender; transportation class is filling me (a queer, poor, transportation disadvantaged student) in her class ABOUT vulnerable ppl.

#i’m fuming #she’s not responding to my email either #i wanted to ask her to raise my grade or at least explain why she graded me like that #i genuinely don’t think my report was bad at all #she has insane standards in her head that i can’t seem to meet #and mind you i’m a pretty good student when it comes to writing and the arts #like. how do i get an A+ in another writing project and then immediately get an F on a project of hers in the same WEEK #i cited sources i organized the ideas i did a clear proposal #but she’s mad cause i don’t go to her stupid class #sorry i don’t care for your classes that drag on and on and repeat common fucking sense #and mind you this is woman will assign a whole entire book to read for one week and the next week 2 scientific papers and so on #like. respectfully it’s not that deep #dull ass class #UGHHHHH #.txt

[zainmalik]

the fact the flag is not just the guardian of the gays but the guardian of the lgbtq+ community

#i’m reminded of the multiple stories of louis making sure to use the right pronouns for trans people and give them gender euphoria #his bright smile last year when a trans fan thanked him for helping their trans journey #as a trans person ​that means a lot #“​thanks for the flag love“ about the lesbian flag #nodding at and pointing at lesbians for louis signs #him writing bisexual rights in a fan’s fitf copy #signing pride flags #the rainbow lights #acknowledging the rainbow projects for the first time in his tour video #polari and ferricadooza #smiling so hard and being happy for queer contestants when he was an x factor judge #the story of him being very happy for the lesbian couple at x factor who were getting married #so many other instances #they may have seen small but in the great scale it’s huge #it’s the little things. the small actions. actions speak louder than words #don’t mind me i’m just very emotional #logan.txt

[mixedbag-o-beans]

weird thing i noticed watching Good Omens 2 that someone has probably already pointed out. so in hell we see tons of people, how come we never see anyone in heaven? does anyone actually go to heaven?

#good omens #good omens 2 #i’m sure someone has an answer for this already #is it like the good place where it’s impossible to get in? #cause heaven is toxic and unreasonable #like crowley’s comment about angels only seeing in black and white #not being able to see the blurred bits #no person is wholly good or evil #just some wishy washy shmorgash board of both #is heaven like “one spec of evil ruin the whole batch #don’t mind me projecting my religious trauma into a fictional show #good omens spoilers #just to be safe

[dreaming--ghost]

#i’m having a blorbo moment don’t mind me #touhou #touhou project #yuyuko saigyouji #my art

[musedriven]

I love this kid but I honestly don’t think he himself knows what he’d do if he actually did succeed in catching dark. I don’t know if he even knows exactly what he wants himself in his success. I know what he hopes to happen; he hopes to be rid of Krad by containing the ‘black wings’ properly. But in capturing dark he also must capture Niwa, and in stripping Niwa of dark he is stripping Niwa of an aspect of himself and Satoshi… I don’t think he can do that to him. I also genuinely don’t think he wants to fuse the two back into one artwork or if he could at this point since they have been separated for so long and influenced by the two bloodlines. And if they did fuse back into one, satoshi has no idea what he’s going to DO with the artwork. It’s not like an art piece can be tried as a criminal mastermind. And he does like Niwa! He does! He just also knows everyone around him meets a dark fate ( Krad ) and he can’t let anyone else get hurt. I also think a part of him knows already that even if he does succeed in getting Dark, then he’d have to face the fact that Krad isn’t actually going anywhere still.

#;; satoshi // the one thing in this world that truly ever gave me joy. ( aes ) #don’t mind me just rambling about my boy while I lay in the bathtub #bc I’m trying to think about it and like? #maybe I’m projecting myself a bit but I don’t think he knows what he’d do if he actually succeeded! #and I feel part of his failure is absolutely tied to how he does like Niwa and how he views him in this mess #but I also think he does self sabatoge at times too. because he just. doesn’t know exactly what he is trying to accomplish

[kvothes]

shakespeare had sooo many men acting as women who dress up as men and i came along four hundred years later, said aight, and based like most of my gender on that

#i’m working on a project don’t mind me #personal #shakespeare #okay to reblog #pride tag

[vampswritings]

okay so in the mummy / adventurers au that I’m totally not letting stew at the back of my mind -

what if instead of a quippy Xander as the troublemaker/Jonathan stand in I made it Giles’ weird so “hasn’t been listening to all this occult stuff” (she’s a liar she loves it) surrogate daughter Buffy ??

#give them the gilmore girls jess and luke storyline #shes a distant family member who is under his care #they learn to love each other #okay maybe I’m in season 6 for my rewatch an im projecting - she’ll be his daughter bc I said so #I’m just yelling into my void don’t mind me #rambles