I’m so used to drawing Dragonborn now that it took me 10 minutes to doodle him (his name is Cillian!) but I tried to draw Astarion and it took me 3 fuckin’ hours
Anyway here’s a mini non linear sneak peak of a continuation of “Sweet Sister My Slaughterkin”
As I mentioned in a previous post I have not planned anything for this! I just have a vague head canon that Durge journals and sketches to try and remember things, so I’m going with it.
This is set after the reunion party and he is at Candlekeep with Astarion researching Bhaalspawn, while Astarion researches vampirism.
Cillian’s journaling is not a pleasant experience and he wishes not to remember certain things about his past, and about the atrocities he has committed. But he feels it is a way to take accountability and atone. He feels he must face these things, no matter how sickening. It is probably not the healthiest way for him to manage his feelings but he can’t help it. It’s a compulsion to want to know every dirty detail.
The Absolute crisis and rejecting Bhaal is just the beginning of his atonement. He is feeling a lot of grief and depression. He is disassociated with a lot of it like he is looking through someone else’s eyes, but that doesn’t make it less shocking.
Started as a sketch of durge napping over Jaheira because she is the official mom™ and then it got chaotic. An update from my other cuddle pile sketch.
Petition for more default dragonborn durge x gortash fanfiction.
Isn't he a cutie? Just a sweet, big white lizard who deserves to bask in the sun (and partake in carnage). Also to kiss the Chosen of his Father's sworn foe (forgive him for that Bhaal).
For a good chunk of BG3, I couldnt stop myself from comparing it to Planescape Torment, and thinking that maybe... I should be playing Planescape Torment instead..but then some delightfully fragged up things happened and I really enjoyed that.. so