#eat sleep and cry

[arachine]

this is a psa to anyone thinking about enrolling into nursing school…DONT! 😝

#i haven’t had peace or time to myself #since freshman year #all i do now is study #take exams #eat sleep and cry #I MISS WRITING SO DEARLY #and reading fics but alas…my future calls

[michsmeesh]

hrhhrhrhhh jovier hghrhhh brokeback mountain au hhehjrhjjhgjhkejgdjnhknj its literally 5 am and i just finished these and i hate how they turned out but WHATEVER

i just cant stop thinking about these two and its making me sick!!!!!!!

#jovier #javier escuella #john marston #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #au stuff #will probably draw more for this but for now... #have this little thing jovier nation #my art #michsmeesh #idk this au is just. eating me up from inside #because its literally THEM #im gonna go cry myself to sleep now bye #and tmrw i'll draw more requests #well. #later i'll draw more requests

[cosmicwhoreo]

"God I'm bored. Hope another ship comes by soon…"

#Black pearl cookie #CRK #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #me an Noct came up with a headcanon that she collects ships like they were toy models #but other than that. her life is rather boring #only interspersed with sleeping. eating. breaking shit and crying

[jinnazah]

what kills me is how people here in the west are so …. willfully, blissfully, ignorant of what’s transpiring in palestine. like i have even seen poc, even seen HIJABIS still buying starbucks and i’m like …… i guess dumbfounded at this point. “oh but it’s just one drink” “oh but my one dollar won’t make a difference if i spent it or not” “well it’s not my problem, the middle east is always at war”

are people so arrogant they think they are the exception to what’s happening in palestine? in fact. the victim blaming against the palestinians is insane “well they should’ve just left” “well they should’ve agreed to a ceasefire” “well they shouldn’t have let hamas take over” you guys make me sick to my stomach!!!! my god this rhetoric is so narcissistic it hurts!!!!!

#like i eat and i think of palestine i think of the children starving to death in gaza i think of people making bread from CAT FOOD #i sleep i think how i can’t sleep unless my dog is warming my feet or i wake up groggy without my humidifier #people in gaza can’t even sleep they can’t even rest the killing the violence doesn’t even stop for a minute!!! #i wear my expensive clothes i do my makeup i do my hair i wear mt perfume and i want to cry thinking that like #are the women of gaza not worthy? do they not deserve this level of luxury or happiness? #will the little boys and girls of gaza ever get to play with their moms makeup and ruin it in the process? #i don’t know how anyone can let anything else consume their minds these days #shame on you. may your time also come. may the world look away in remembrance of those you scorned #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #free palestine #free gaza #free the west bank #occupied palestine #israel is a terrorist state

[beanghostprincess]

Sanji has arachnophobia but like. The type of arachnophobia that makes you have panic attacks even if you only see a little, tiny spider around you. And I just know Usopp would love to have a pet spider. They go to an island and Usopp finds a hurt spider and takes care of it because of course he would, and decides to keep it because of course he would.

So, uh, Sanji doesn't like his boyfriend's pet. It's not like he's going to tell him, because what would he say to him? Sanji hasn't told him his fear of spiders is that bad (he definitely knows, though). And he doesn't want to get in between Usopp's excitement of keeping her. So the spider stays and at least Usopp is aware that Sanji doesn't like her, so he doesn't let her go close to him (she's very polite so it's okay).

But Usopp loves having her around. On his shoulder, his head, his hands-- The guy brings her with him everywhere. And the little thing is smart and somehow seems to understand what Usopp says. They're happy. It's cute. Luffy absolutely loves her. Robin is literally thrilled to study her behavior. And Sanji can't even look at her because he will start hyperventilating the second he notices her.

He'd try to get over his fear of her because Usopp wants them to get along but he won't force it on Sanji. Sanji just knows he wants them to be friends. The spider lives in Usopp's terrarium, which he keeps in his workshop, and so Sanji goes there without telling his boyfriend.

And he tries. He really, really tries. He's shaking when he sees her there, even if she's inside the terrarium. He's barely able to breathe when he tries to get her out of there. Again and again repeating the words Usopp constantly tells him "She's more afraid of you than you are of her" (which is bullshit, in Sanji's opinion) and "She only wants to be your friend! She likes you because I like you" (something extremely romantic but Sanji's brain doesn't process it that way).

He's about to call it a day and try to calm himself down before he actually stops breathing for good. But. You know. The terrarium is on the edge of the table that's already full of Usopp's stuff and the tablecloth is long and- And the terrarium falls and breaks and the spider ends on Sanji's foot-

He doesn't want to do it and it happens in instinct and regrets it immediately, but he kicks the spider. He doesn't know where she lands and he doesn't react immediately to it because he's too focused on trying to learn how to breathe again. He sits on the floor around broken glass and dirt and doesn't realize what he's done until he starts looking for her again. It's not even because of Usopp anymore. She's just a spider. She hasn't done anything but... Existing. She shouldn't be blamed for that. Even if Sanji is afraid of her.

Sanji looks around for her without getting up and finds her alive and well and crawling around avoiding the glass, but also trying to stay away from Sanji as much as possible. That breaks his heart because he might not know what she thinks the way Usopp does, but he knows when someone is scared.

At least she's okay. She's alright. That's a relief.

"I'm sorry, I-" He feels a bit stupid talking to her like this, but he knows she gets it. He hopes she does. "It's not you. You're- He loves you, okay? You're a good girl. I just- I just can't."

He feels his chest tightening when she approaches him ever so slowly, but he knows she won't do anything. His heart doesn't share the same sentiment, but he quiets it down. She looks almost apologetically as if she was the one reassuring Sanji and not the other way around. "It must be tiring." He holds his legs close to his chest to make space for her to walk next to his feet. He feels like he's about to pass out, but she's respectful. And nice. And kind of cute, even. And she's Usopp's. Sanji thinks she tilts her little head confusedly. Thinks, because he isn't quite sure if they do that. "It sucks, right? People being afraid of you all the time. I- I can't say I'm not scared but- But you haven't done anything wrong, little one."

She stays there and doesn't move much for a few seconds, until she ends up crawling up and resting on top of Sanji's shoe. The same way she does when she spends her time on Usopp's shoulder. Sanji isn't that afraid anymore. He's overwhelmed and exhausted and really, really anxious, but he trusts her. Somehow.

Sanji looks around the room, his heart clenching with blame. "I'm sorry- For your home. I'll build you a new one. Well. Not- Not me. I don't know how to. Usopp will. Shit, he'll hate me after this..." But before he can start dwelling on it, the spider moves a little on his leg. And It isn't as bad as he thought. If she's going to murder him in his sleep it's a bit deserved after all. But she won't. He hopes she won't. "You know, you're kind of cute." She tries to crawl up to his knee, but it makes him jump a little. "Don't- Not really ready for, like, upper body touching. Please?" And somehow, she listens and goes back to her position. "Damn, you can understand what I say, can you? Smart girl."

And she doesn't say anything, but Sanji takes it as a yes. Both because he likes talking to her and also because he doesn't want to feel so damn stupid.

A few hours later, Usopp goes back to his workshop and finds Sanji asleep on the floor, lucky he didn't touch any shards of glass, and the spider rests on his foot happily. Or at least it looks like that for Usopp.

He'll ask what happened later, for now, it's time to clean the mess without waking up his boyfriend. He's been brave enough for a day.

#i mean not really CANON but this is canon #i've talked about this before i know idc #i saw a spider today i thought about this #and also i have arachnophobia so sanji does too #'spiders can't be happy or empathetic to human-' i do not care she's my friend now #she loves her dads that's sanuso's child #please imagine a cute little cartoony spider #cutest thing ever. sanji makes her food for spiders with. idk. whatever spiders eat #honestly i know nothing about these little bastards i'm too afraid to look for info if i see a picture i'll start sobbing uncontrollably #sanji falls asleep talking to her bc being afraid and crying is exhausting #she can't sleep but she's there supporting protecting him yay #one piece #black leg sanji #usopp #sanuso

[lee-kangin]

dejan kulusevski on the players’ tribune

#dejan kulusevski #tottenham #football #SOBBING MAN. SOBBING AT THIS. the way i started crying reading this … #playing for this club is like being part of a family. ange is brave and he makes you brave. #if we lose we’re going to lose on our own terms. we train for you we eat for you we sleep for you. #YOU 😭 APPLAUDED 😭 US 😭 #I LOVE THIS CLUB i’m never going to stop loving this club ever #rahul.txt

[blubujollyrancher]

furina and focalors are both so tragic, focalors for having power and furina for having none. focalors for wanting to be furina and furina for wanting to be focalors. focalors wanted to be human but was chosen to fill the role of a god, while furina was forced to live and suffer endlessly for 500 years with no power to stop it. i want to cup them gentlee in my hands

#4.2 spoilers #genshin impact #focalors #furina #crying #ifk if this is coherent i took 100mg of benadryl #thats not even a joke #i want to sleep #anyway #love em #dies #oh yrah i didnt even mention my thoughts on neuvi amd furina #they also make me insane #imagine the one constant for ur 500 year long life being just a complete lie #and on the other side also imagine ur 500 year long constant essentially betraying u in front of ur entire nation #although obviously i understand why he did it #they are just so tragic my gods #i like to think neuvi definitely visits furina like near daily LMAO #he's like “miss furina after being informed you have only been eating #macaroni for three weeks straight i have thoughtfully prepared you a three-course meal with ingrediants #selectfully chosen to deliver proper nutrition you have been missing since leaving.“ #“monsiuer it is three am.” #“... apologies” #or somethin HELP

[emily-mooon]

Did a sketch of Jancy kissing in my Titanic AU

(Pose reference under cut)

#I think 14 year old me would be proud #why you ask? becuase when you read shoujo manga religiously at that age all you want to do is draw your otps kiss #add being a perfectionist to that and you have girl internally crying over not being able to draw her favourite FE paring kiss #that was me I am that girl #it may not be a perfect kiss but 14 year old me would think it was amazing #also sorry for not updating the fic in awhile #the drawing bug came once I was done school and lack of motivation to do anything but sleep eat and draw came as well #stranger things #jonathan byers #nancy wheeler #jancy #titanic au

[sourcabbages]

me looking up "klance" on tiktok:

the ghost in corner of my room: thats embarrassing. r u not embarrassed

#im still living on campus these r college student ghosts im talking abt #they have seen me cry and eat ice cream for all three meals #they have also borne witness to me high on no sleep giggling abt space yaoi #mine #text

[peachfuzznygma]

took a 30min detour after work to hunt down the riddler bitty pop. my child, my boy, welcome home

#he’s so tiny i’m going to eat him #didn’t get penguin as the mystery #crying myself to sleep /j #riddler #the riddler #edward nygma #batman

[belleandsaintsebastian]

EXAM TMRW 😵😵😵😵😵

#preparing by. crying myself to sleep. also eating something mildly disgusting #but then. are u even a uni student if everything u cook isn't at least a little bit gross....

[lesbianashleywilliams]

NAHIDA ✿ BOUNDLESS BLISS

「 3...2...1! I spy...a new friend! 」

#*posts #genshinet #genshinedit #genshinimpactedit #Genshin #Genshin Impact #dailygaming #videogamewomen #gamingladiesedit #vgedit #gamediting #usergojoana #userbamf #userbrujah #useradrienne #flashing gif cw #my crap #please dont eat my post i cant take more of this #anyway the akademiya better sleep with one eye open tonight #out of all these demos this one legit made me cry. for obvious reasons.

[goldenhypen]

an engene telling jake to stop biting his lip and jake saying it’s a habit and then another engene telling him not to stop sksjsj; jake watching ‘super’ + dancing to it :’> ; him telling us his favourite track is the fifth track and has a similar mood to polaroid love + shout out, and there’s a song similar to fever, and a song similar to attention please; and despite telling us his favourite track is the fifth, proceeds to tell us there’s between 1-20 songs in the album T-T (i love him); him not being sure if he’s allowed to spoil this much but does it for us anyways :’> ; him speaking in so much english just for us :’> ; despite it being late and him not having dinner yet, he still went live for us for an hour :(

#i ghost for a couple days and now i’m back now that jake’s gone live 😭 i’ll be back soon i promise :’> #i’m probably gonna sound so insane for this but #i got two hours of sleep just for this #and it was v much worth it :’> #sksnsj y’all know how much i cherish his lives 😭 #and knowing he’d go live today…. #i couldn’t just turn that opportunity up! :’>> #i miss him already 😭 #i’m glad he’s finally gone to go eat now :( #hoon and wonie are waiting for him apparently :’> #shut up i’m not crying #:(((( #i love him 😭 #ok i’m going to go back to sleep before i have to wake up in one hour #gn 😭 #em speaks #♡

[aviul]

remember your purpose

#far cry 5 #far cry 5 fanart #jacob seed #fc5 fanart #crusty ass rabies vessel man #this art sponsored by 'getting mad at art' and 'cursing like a sailor all the way through' #i need to eat something #probably also need to sleep but whatever i have a freeday tomorrow #screaming on the inside. why is art hard etc etc

[barksbog]

i'm not gonna say that getting fatter made my cats love me more but it definitely makes them want to sleep on me all the time and i'm really happy with that

#gaining weight was honestly one of the things that scared me about starting T but turns out it's okay #eating more actually helped a lot with my fatigue #i do have to take more naps now tho because especially apophis will cry until i lay down and let him sleep on me and he is basically #a purring weighted blanket #idk just saying if you're scared of starting hrt because of your weight i promise you it's gonna be okay

[urgrossdaughter]

Peoplr are so mean :(( why go and bully someone and say they're ugly. ITS SO MEAN I HATE THE INTERNET

#saw a vid of this women getting sm hate comments :( like leave her alone #im honestly crying at 5am over this. #gonna eat pasta & sleep #live laugh love pasta