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May I request 1 with Ethan? Maybe angst with a fluffy end? Thank you 💜
(sorry if you got this ask twice, internet is being a bitch)
sorry that it took me so long but now I should be back to posting more regularly now, I hope you'll like it 💕
#1. “I don't want to be loved very much, I just want to be loved.” + Ethan + angst/fluff
Ethan rolled on his back, still panting. He wiped his forehead and grabbed the bottle of wine with a wide grin on his face. As he turned his back on you, you saw the red claw marks you left only minutes ago. You couldn’t hold back a smirk, but it quickly faded away as a wave of sadness washed over you. It was a very clear and good arrangement. You always found each other attractive and were sexually compatible with your likings and fantasies. You liked experimenting and wanted to avoid all the drama that relationships bring. Just fun, nothing else. 
It worked, at first. Messages in the middle of the night, desperate calls, rough play without consequences and so so much fun. He was good, there was no question about that. There was always this electric tension in the air whenever you two were together, and when he finally asked you to stay overnight, Ethan made your wildest fantasies come true. 
But even though you tried your best, you started falling for him. Slowly but surely. The small things he did, the kindness and care he was providing after your meetings, his little quirks and habits, how he hummed while making you snacks, how he brushed his hair with a focused face after the shower, and how he liked to carry you to the bath. You knew it was his way of aftercare, the way to keep you comfortable because he was a decent man. You wouldn’t say that your standards were so low that basic acts of kindness were enough to win you over, but Ethan proved you wrong. 
Besides your usually nighttime encounters, you sometimes saw him at different events, and parties, among common friends. He was always smiling when first noticing you, the way only he could, kissing your cheek while holding his big hand on your back. Not even once he treated you with indifference and coldness. But you knew that you had no chance of keeping him to yourself. Ethan was a free spirit, and it wouldn’t be fair to him to try to tie him down. That wasn’t a deal you both agreed to.
Ethan took a big sip and rolled on his back again, handing you an open bottle.
“Here, I left you some.” He said with soft eyes and a smile.
You sat up, pulling the covers higher to cover yourself a little. Now when your breath came back to normal, the cool night air was giving you goosebumps. You took a sip and swallowed hard, enjoying the sweetness of the wine. Ethan watched you and put his large, warm hand on your back and rubbed your skin slowly, You hummed quietly, feeling that you were getting warmer again. He knew exactly what you needed. Every time.
“Shower and some food?” He offered, placed a soft kiss on your shoulder, and pushed your hair back. You hummed in agreement. 
You stood under the hot, steaming water, feeling how your sore and tense body is relaxing again. For a moment you forgot about the gaping hole in your heart. The need you knew won’t be fulfiled. At least not by him. And you didn’t want anyone else. A few tears rolled down your cheeks, you almost didn’t notice them. You dried yourself with a towel, got dressed in one of his old tops he left for you and joined Ethan in the kitchen. 
He just picked up the pizza he ordered and brought the box to the living room. He sat on the couch and smiled at you, patting the place next to him. You sat down and crossed your legs. He studied your face for a moment.
“What is it? Are you alright? I didn’t hurt you, have I?” He asked with genuine concern in his voice.
“No, I’m alright I promise.” You lied and sent him a pale smile. Ethan frowned and moved closer, placing his hand on your thigh.
“Hey…I can see something is up, you were a little absent lately. Work? Home?”
“No, I…It’s nothing, just too much overthinking, that’s all.”
He still kept watching your face and how you tried your best to fight tears. You lost the battle.
“Cucciola…” He whispered and pulled you into his lap, cuddling you softly to his chest. “Please, tell me what happened…”
“It’s…I thought I can do it.”
He froze. It took him a few moments to clear his throat and go back to stroking your back.
“You can’t do…what?” 
“This…” You whispered.
“Can I do something? Maybe I said or did too much, I didn’t mean to…” The way he was gentle and concerned made you fall apart even more.
“It’s not that I…I think I need something you can’t give me.” He sighed and kissed your head.
“You deserve to be loved cucciola, so, so much.” You felt his heart beat fast against your ear.
“No… I don't want to be loved very much, I just want to be loved.” 
Ethan placed his hand on the back of your head and forced you to look up at him. He smiled softly and brushed your lips, swollen from crying. He leaned down and kissed you, so gently, so slowly, that it made your heart skip a beat. Ethan broke off the kiss and stroked your cheek with a smile.
“Don't you know that you're already loved?”
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pink-andwhite · 10 months
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ethan landry mocking you >>>
"oh it's too big baby? that's so cute." then proceeds to fuck you harder, making sure to shove that extra inch in there each thrust.
"too much? oh you poor thing.." wraps his hand around your throat and fucks you faster, definitely rubs your clit too.
"you're all done sweetie? that's too bad, im just getting started." proceeds to fuck you through 4 more orgasms.
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letsgetrowdy43 · 6 months
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Undivided attention—
Request: Luke has been simping over this sweet brunette girl who has the cutest dimples when she smiles. He decided to keep it a secret because he wanted to enjoy her all to himself. So he’s been rescheduling hanging out with his friends and brothers.
This is not my best work, but I'm pushing myself to write something!
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from Luke: Can't make it tonight. Swamped with homework :/
from Mark: Boo you whore
Luke was greedy when it came to her. He would scream it from the rooftops if it meant that he could cherish her and love her away from the chirping and the pestering of his team. So he kept her his little secret, not because he was ashamed or embarrassed of her, but because he liked the privacy and the luxury of keeping her all to himself. No annoying roommates, no older brothers, just her and him in a little bubble of love without any outside voices.
Luke grinned as Y/n made eye contact with him from across the library, his phone buzzing in his pocket from the boy's complaints about how he's grown flakey over the past few months. The notifications died off as he turned on Do Not Disturb and joined the girl prettily sitting in the back of the library.
There was an array of textbooks in front of her as she ushered for him to take the seat next to her, smiling shyly under his loving stare, "you feeling okay Lukey?" she asked as he leaned in to press a kiss to her cheek. "M' doing just fine," he grinned as his thumb ran over the soft skin of her face, dipping into the dimple of her cheek as her grin made it grow more prominent.
"Let's get you caught up," she mumbled, trying to get his adoring stare off of her and onto the notes she prepared to help him get caught up in anatomy. His gaze stayed fixated on her as she organized her notes, awaiting his full and undivided attention.
"Luke" she whined and gently grabbed his face to make him look at the book opened up in front of them, "pay attention please." Luke shook his head, pulling himself out of the little trance he was caught in, "sorry," he grinned as she smiled back, "you're just too cute," he mumbled as her cheeks began to blush a dark red.
His hand came up to brush the face framing pieces of hair out of her eyes and tucking them behind her ears as she stared at him with no trace of amusement. "Stop distracting me, you need to study," she mumbled and looked from the books back at him, a pleased look on his face as he leaned forward and placed a short, but hungry kiss to her lips and then pulled away pointing at the book. "Okay, I'm ready to learn."
She stared at him, her eyes a little hazy from the surprising amount of loving he'd been giving her, flushed cheeks, as she fought off the lovesick feeling in her chest, "uhhh, okay, um where to start," she stalled and flipped through her book.
A laugh left Luke's lips as he dug through his bare for his laptop and books, giving her a second to collect herself before they actually started to study.
It was about half an hour later when she pressed a kiss to Luke's jaw as he got a question correct, and then a gasp erupted from across the room. Dylan and Ethan who had been sent on the mission of finding and trying to convince Luke to go out instead of spending his night in the library, but the sight of a pretty girl leaning up against him pulled a reaction out of the two boys.
"You skipped on boy's night to kiss your tutor?" Ethan whispered loudly as he and Dylan stood in front of the couple. Luke looked at his teammates unamused as the girl hid her face in his shoulder, praying that the blush would die down and she could hold a normal conversation without acting like some caught teenager.
"This is Y/n," he smiled as she looked up at his best friends with a nervous smile, "my girlfriend, not my tutor," he said watching as Dylan's face dropped with confusion. "You hid this from us?" he asked with a dropped jaw, "didn't even tell your best friends?" Luke shook his head at Duker's dramatics and turned to Y/n whose dimples were on display as she grinned at his roommates who were now bickering.
Ethan stopped his petty fight with Dylan to look at Luke, "please stop eye fucking her, there are people trying to study," he said watching as Luke looked at him smugly and sat back in his chair, arm wrapping around his girlfriend to pull her into his side as Dylan looked between the two of the distraughtly. "How long has this been going on?" "A little over two months," the girl finally spoke up as Dylan's eyes went wide. "I can't believe you Hughes, you really hid this from us, your roommates for this long!"
The people around the room were staring at the scene causing Y/n to shrink in her seat of embarrassment, Luke laughed at how shy she suddenly grew and then back at the boys, "Okay you guys gotta go, we need to finish studying." Both Ethan and Dylan looked taken aback at that statement as their brows furrowed, "Study?" Ethan laughed and then turned to the girl he just met, "What have you done to him?" "Oh fuck you, go home," Luke said and shooed them away as both Dylan and Ethan said their goodbyes to Luke and the girl before heading back to the sophomore house to tell Mackie and Mark the news that Luke wouldn't be going out.
"Sorry about them," Luke said kind of embarrassed as Y/n shook her head and grinned at him. "they seem lovely," she said while pressing a kiss to his shoulder before flipping to a new page in her notebook. "You'll think less highly of them once they're all in a room, or once they've had a few beers," he mumbled and looked back at her who was still smiling up at him.
Those damn dimples, he thought to himself as he squeezed her thigh and tried to focus back on the terms list in front of him.
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virgin ethan being in his first relationship with you and being so inexperienced. before you he had never even held hands romantically before. when you kissed him for the first time he almost came in his pants. he’s so easily worked up and so sensitive, and you’re constantly finding new ways to take advantage of that.
the two of you were sitting in his bed, watching some obscure horror movie on his laptop, when you started to get bored. he was entirely engrossed in the movie, but you were just sitting there and staring at him, dirty thoughts taking over your mind.
you adjusted your position and inched your way closer, leaning against him. your mouth soon found his neck, pressing light teasing kisses all over the sensitive skin. you smirked to yourself when you felt him tense up beneath you.
“w-what are you doing?” ethan asked, his voice quivering.
“nothing,” you replied, continuing to kiss his neck.
wanting to test the waters, you lightly bit down on his neck, causing the most erotic noise he had ever made to fall from his lips. you stretched a leg over his lap, moving to straddle him so you could get a better angle.
with the movie now long forgotten, you leaned in to kiss him. nothing you hadn’t done with him before, but soon it became more desperate. hungry. ethan felt his cock twitch as the kiss continued, your hands burying themselves in his hair and pulling him closer.
you tugged lightly, making him whimper beneath you. you knew right then and there that you would do absolutely anything to get him to make that sound again. you swiped your tongue over his bottom lip, slipping it inside his mouth once he parted his lips, deepening the kiss.
your hips started to subtly grind down against his, and you were now aware of the very prominent bulge in ethan’s sweatpants. he whimpered once more, his voice breaking slightly, and he moved his hands to grip your hips, holding you in place as he began to thrust up against you.
you pulled away from the kiss, desperately gasping for air, and you smirked at the sight below you. ethan’s eyes were shut tightly, his head tilted back and his lips parted, small grunts and whimpers falling from his mouth. he didn’t even seem fully aware that he was practically humping you from below, holding you in place as his hips moved desperately against you.
only when a loud moan slipped from his mouth and he through his head back in ecstasy, spilling his load into his boxers, did he realize what had happened. his face instantly flushed red as he looked up at you nervously, almost like he was scared that he was about to get scolded.
“i- im sorry! i- i didn’t mean to-” he blurted out, seeming both very nervous and utterly embarrassed.
“shh…” you said softly, running your fingers through his hair comfortingly. “don’t apologize, my sweet boy. you did nothing wrong.”
“but i- i-”
you nodded, still smiling sweetly. “i know, baby. you came in your pants. it’s nothing to be ashamed of.”
you leaned closer to whisper in his ear, “in fact, i found it insanely hot.”
this was supposed to be a blurb but i got carried away, oops -_-
tags: @wenvierismycomfort @hyeyulove
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prettybabybaby · 1 year
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Perv! Ethan jerking off while on the phone with you, possibly while you're crying to him about how your date stood you up or something.
again, not exactly what you asked for but this is what came out so.
¡ 18+ only ! ¡ minors do not interact !
content: murder, dark!ethan landry, fem!reader, male masturbation
¡ scream masterlist !
your breathing was short and shallow, the strain on your throat clear even over the static sounds of the phone. he could picture you sat in the small space between the post of your bed and your closet, knees up and teary face tucked between them. he pictured your bunched up skirt that had undoubtedly slipped down your legs, pooling around your hips and exposing a sliver of your delicate panties. he let himself wonder what kind you wear.
ethan struggled to keep his own breathing level and push down the whimper that wished to voice his pleasure. his grip on himself was tight, loosening slightly with every twist of his wrist as he kept a slow but steady pace.
“i just,” you let out another sob, “i wanted it to go well. i got dressed and everything…” your began to sniffle again, “and he left me there. all alone. no text… nothing.”
“i’m sure you look gorgeous,” he forced out when you began to cry. god, why did you sound so perfect when you cried? “f-fuck, he, he wasn’t worth your time, beautiful.”
blood was rushing south in intense waves, stiffening his cock almost painfully and causing crystal beads to dribble out of his tip and down his shaft, lubricating his strokes that were becoming more and more frantic.
“i’m still so worried, e,” you whimpered, “with the killer loose…”
ethan glanced around, pumping furiously as you continued, “it’s so scary, isn’t it? anything could happen, no one's safe." you were. "not even him... god, i hope he's okay."
his grip on his phone tightened, trembling as he worked to restrain himself, the task much harder now that he was so close. his hips began to lift, meeting his fists as his eyes flickered around the scene in front of him. the empty eyes, the crimson liquid pouring from parted lips, and the still chest of your lover. your sweet voice confiding in him, trusting him with your concerns and feelings of pain when he was the cause of all of this made him shiver as his cock pulsed in his grasp.
he had gotten jealous, he had followed your date home, stalked him, plotted his demise right under your nose. and here he was, plan executed and not an ounce of remorse. in fact, he'd go as far as to say he enjoyed it.
ethan chuckled, humorous and breathy, "yeah." he couldn't hold back a strangled moan when your sobs started up again, little hiccups disrupting them.
"e," you whimpered. the whine of his nickname had his hips thrusting pathetically, lip tucked between his teeth and grip tightening. "please." his stomach fluttered, orgasm just over the edge. he forced his eyes open, only managing to crack them open, but the bloody scene in front of him was still visible. lifeless and unmoving. no longer a threat.
"i need you..."
his teeth punctured his plump bottom lip, filling his mouth and flooding his taste buds as he came, sensitively trembling as spurts of his seed shot out of him, a thick stream falling down and over his fist.
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coryosbaby · 3 months
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Loss of Innocence . Ethan Landry x fem! Reader
18+, MDNI !!
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Small hands against familiar brown curls. A hand snaking across your waist. The smell of boy’s cologne and soap. It’s all permeating your senses as you press against your best friend and kiss him. He’s warm and so much bigger than you, lanky and gorgeous. Ethan.
You can’t even remember how you both had gotten here. It was a regular night— a Saturday, movies and popcorn, a comfortable silence and the occasional joke in between.
And then the next, your hands are travelling over Ethan’s fit back, your crotch grinding desperately against his as he presses his lips to yours. His tongue grazes your lips, teasing but not quite wanting to go inside the warm canal of your mouth. His shirt had been thrown somewhere across the room, and for that you’re thankful. The gym has done your friend some good.
“Ethan,” you breathe, as his hands hover over the clip of your bra. “Wait.”
He obeys your commands, looking up at you with furrowed brows.
“Is something wrong?”
Shaking your head, you pull away with a small smile.
“Just wanna move this to my room, that’s all.”
He nods, lower lip coming in between his teeth.
“Yeah, yeah. Okay.”
It’s simple like that, at first. Gentle. But the moment that the both of your clothes are off, the tension in the room grows thick. Ethan’s on top of you now, bare cock rubbing up and down your folds with impressive patience. Your hands are smoothing over his muscled shoulders, hips grinding against his girthy length.
“‘M so wet,” you mutter, whiny and breathless. “So wet for you, E.”
“I know,” he replies. “I know, baby.”
His large hand grabs your much smaller one, making you wrap your fingers around his shaft.
“Put it inside,” he murmurs, kissing your cheek with unbridled sweetness. “Put my dick inside you like a good girl.”
You mewl, feeling the slippery skin of his cock— the first one that you’ve ever touched, heavy and sticky— and you rub it up against your slit. He hums, looking down with furrowed brows as you press his thick cockhead into your entrance. Your mouth drops open at his size, a burn accommodating from the stretch. But you don’t mind it. It makes you hungry— cock hungry, a completely brain dead slut.
He’s halfway in now, and your tiny hole is bigger now. Adjusting to him, inviting him deep inside, snugly burying him in your most special place. He looks down at you with a primal stare. His mouth drops open still, showing the signs of his utmost pleasure.
Your wide doe eyes lock with his, and slick drips down your thighs.
Gaze flitting down. Full, pressing to the hilt.
“You’re so tight,” ethan breathes, cock kicking as he gives you time to adjust. “Takin’ me so well. Like a good slut.”
It’s not a word you ever thought you’d like to hear out of your angel’s lips. But a heavy, high pitched moan reverberates throughout the room.
“‘M your slut,” you whine to him, pressing your lips to his jaw. “Fuck me, Eth. Please fuck me.”
He lets out a groan, leaning back on his haunches so he can grab ahold of your hips and pull your spread thighs over his.
“Yeah?” He gives a teasing thrust, then another. Slow, gentle. Then a harsher one that makes you keen and lift your back off the mattress. “Like that, baby? Want me to pop your little cherry like that?”
You nod eagerly, though you know he’s probably already done it. The little remnants of blood on his cock can vouch for that.
He grits his teeth, pulls out. Takes hold of your waist, fingers splaying over your hipbones, and thrusts you down onto his cock. Tears well in your eyes, and with an arrogant smirk he does it again. Fucking you onto his cock — not fucking himself into you, like you would’ve originally thought. Instead, he’s using you like a fleshlight.
“Oh!” You cry out, fingers digging into your sheets. He hits a spongey spot inside you, making you clench desperately around him.
“Awww,” Ethan coos, biceps flexing. “Is that it, pretty girl? Your little princess spot?”
“Yes,” you whine out, hands moving down to his thighs. Squeezing the muscled skin there, your eyes roll back as he repeatedly slams against it. “Yes yes yes..”
Sweat drips down his brow, tongue running over his lips. His abs tense as he pounds your dripping pussy.
“Wanted you like this for so fuckin’ long,” he says. “Always teasing me, lettin’ me see those little panties that you wear under your skirt. God, you needed this, didn’t you? Needed my big cock in your needy little pussy?”
As his fingers drop to your clit, you try to nod but you deem it impossible. He rubs circles into your swollen bud, exactly how you like it.
“You’re gonna cum,” he demands. “You’re gonna cum all over my fucking cock.”
Tears finally drip down your cheeks, a sob racking through you as you do exactly as he says. White hot heat creeps up your body, toes curling as he helps you ride out your high. Fucking you still, he leans down and captures one of your nipples in between his teeth. Drool seeps out of your mouth, cunt puffy and still swollen from arousal. His tongue runs over the peak of your areola, leaving it spit slick and pebbled.
“Such perfect fuckin’ tits,” he mutters, merely to himself.
Mouth open, drool still pooling, you let Ethan grab you by the throat and drip his own saliva onto your tongue. He does it slow, watching the way it hits the warm muscle. Slapping your cheek, he demands, “swallow.”
Your throat bobs as you taste him, gulping him down and opening your mouth back up so he can see.
Watching with glazed eyes, his hips stutter and he groans.
“Fuck, princess. I’m gonna cum.”
“Mmm,” you whimper out, brows furrowed in pleasure. “Cum inside me. Please, please, I need you to fill me up.”
With one last thrust, his cock shoots a nice, warm load into your gaping pussy.
He watches, transfixed, as it drips out of your hole and around his cock. Clenching, you milk him for everything he has until his grunts are bordering on choked sobs. When he pulls out, watching his load pool in a small puddle underneath you, his cock twitches. Pressing a kiss to your mouth, he turns you over onto your stomach and lifts your ass up against him. Your brows furrow, and you look back behind you.
“Eth?”
“Shut up,” he growls, tip probing at you once again. “‘M not done with you yet.”
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toxicanonymity · 1 month
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You wake up cold in the middle of the night. You grope around behind you to find the blanket and reclaim some of it from your man. You tug at the blanket, but he's hogging it and you can't get enough to cover yourself. You scoot back against him and grumble that you're cold. He drapes it over you and spoons you. You're too sleepy to notice the fabric is smooth and different, or that his arms are bigger. Everything's bigger. He's warm. You drift off in his arms, wrapped in his robe, and your boyfriend’s body is getting cold on the bedroom floor. 
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orphicdreamers-wp · 4 months
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Crowded Room — Ethan Edwards
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Summary; In which Ethan never thought of you like that until he saw you show up to a party with a football player
Content Warning: 18+ Content, Smut, oral sex(f receiving), p in v sex, filth, slight degradation, hair pulling, choking, used of ‘sir’ ‘whore’ ‘slut’, mirror sex, unprotected sex(don’t be silly y’all), creampie (🫣), breeding kink, mentions of birth control, religious mentions(really quickly), JJ McCarthy getting caught in the crossfire, possessive JJ, cheating(? not really, reader and jj have gone on like 2 dates) loosely based on Lovin On Me By Jack Harlow
Pairing; Ethan Edwards & Fem Reader
You were tucked beneath JJ’s broad shoulder as you entered the fraternity house. You guys were immediately greeted with the smell of alcohol and marijuana. JJ’s grip on your hip tightened as he pulled you closer to his body. You two mingled with various athletes and a few of your sorority sisters as you made your way into the kitchen. You smiled softly at Ethan as you saw him pouring some concoction into a plastic cup as your voice came out softly, “Hey Eth.”
Ethan had been in your Ethics in sports class since freshman year and for some reason your professor always paired you two up for partner work. You would be lying in you said that you didn’t notice how attractive the hockey player was. He had the biggest and softest brown eyes you’d seen. He always had on that stupid hat and his beautiful dark hair sticking out. Anyone with eyes could see that Ethan Edwards was an attractive guy.
Ethan had never seen you as anything more than a friend. You were kind, funny and the first sorority girl he’d met that truly understood the concept of hockey. You had always been a friend to the brown haired hockey player. But you stood a mere five feet away from him, clad in a low cut cropped cheetah print top that accentuated your breasts perfectly, like the shirt was molded around your body. A fair amount of your stomach was out until it met the short leather skirt that had Ethan’s pants constricting his lower hips.
Ethan had never thought about it before but in that moment all he was thinking about was bending you over the counter and fucking the shit out of you, without a care in the world that JJ McCarthy seemed to be staking his claim on you in the kitchen. The way you said his name made him feel ridiculous for never thinking about you in this capacity. But surely you’d never thought of him that way right?
Ethan raised an eyebrow ever so slightly as he saw the grip JJ held on your hip. He could see the intensity of the hold by the skin visible between the hem of your top and the your skirt. He also noticed how JJ’s eyes were glued to him as you watched him intently. Ethan pressed the cup to his lips, “Hey Y/N, McCarthy. Didn’t know y’all were a thing.” You went to open your mouth to say that you weren’t, that tonight was your like 3rd date, when JJ spoke, “It’s new, right babe?” Your heart was beating up into your throat as you nodded, “Yep, good seeing you Eth. I have to use the ladies room.”
You looked up into JJ’s piercing blue eyes and unglued yourself from his side. You slipped out of the kitchen, feeling overwhelmed by JJ’s sudden influx of testosterone he’d felt the urge to show. You walked down the seemingly never ending hallway. You entered the bathroom and went to shut the door only for a hand to stop you. You looked up, taken aback as Ethan stood in the doorway, “Are you okay?” You felt your throat clam up, “‘M all good Eth.” Ethan shut and locked the door to the bathroom behind him as he leaned against it while you stood in front of the mirror, “Your a shitty liar Y/N. What’s going on in your pretty little head?”
You let out a nervous laugh, “I don’t even know. I’m not dating JJ by the way.” Ethan laughed heartily, “I gathered, you looked like you just shit your pants when he called you babe. Most girls don’t have that reaction.” You laughed, “Can I be honest for a minute?” Ethan grinned, “I’ve never known you to not be honest. What’s up?” You giggled nervously, partially tipsy from the bottle of Pink Whitney you had pregamed with at your sorority before leaving the house for this party.
“I’m kinda nervous being alone with you right now.” Ethan frowned, immediately feeling bad, initially believing he’d made you uncomfortable, “I’m sorry if I’m making you uncomfortable. I can go.” You shook your head, “No it’s not you. Well not like that.” Ethan raised an eyebrow as he walked across the room and stopped next to you, “What’s wrong then?” You laughed slightly, “Being alone with you makes me nervous because your hot and I’m tipsy but I’m pretty sure this is how a handful of my wet dreams have started.”
Ethan laughed breathily, “So I make you nervous with my fleeting sex appeal? Good to know.” You rolled your eyes, “See this is why I should have kept my mouth shut. You never take anything seriously.” Ethan stood in front of you, keeping you from moving away from the counter. He placed a hand on your bare skin, “Trust me pretty, I’m taking this very seriously. Hop up on the counter for me.” You pressed your back against the mirror as Ethan dropped to his knees.
Your breath hitched as his warm breath traveled up your legs as he pressed soft wet kisses up your legs. By the time he reached your knees, you legs spread further giving Ethan easier access to your thighs and soaking core. An pornographic groan left Ethan’s mouth as his lips neared your burning core. He looked up at with his beautiful brown eyes lit up by desire, “Is this okay?” You groaned at his question, “God yes, please.” Ethan pushed your skirt up further as he pulled your panties down in one swift motion.
Your hand’s immediately flew to Ethan’s head, removing his hat and setting it near the sink as your fingers threaded through his hair as his tongue met the bundle of nerves that had a coil forming in your stomach. Ethan hummed as he pulled away, “So wet for me. Such a whore, letting me take you in a bathroom.” You felt yourself clench around the air as Ethan’s fingers slid inside of your dripping cunt. You felt a unrecognizable moan leave your lips as you clamped your legs around Ethan’s head as he began to lap up your juices as you came down from your high.
You breathed heavily as you leaned your head against the mirror and panted, “Holy shit. I can’t believe I just did that.” Ethan laughed, “Don’t worry it’s hot.” You rolled your eyes, “I cannot believe I did that. Oh god, I’m like a total whore.” Ethan pressed a kiss against your lips, “Sorry I just really wanted you to stop talking.” You groaned as you pulled him into a passionate kiss, your core clenching as you shamelessly grinded against him. Ethan pressed his hands on your hips, “Are you sure?” You reached down to unzip your skirt letting it fall to the ground as you pulled Ethan into you, “I’ve never been more sure of something.”
Ethan groaned as he pulled his shorts down and kicked them to the side. You hummed to yourself as Ethan rummaged through the drawers in search of a condom, only to come up empty handed. You groaned as you pulled him by his shirt to you, “I have an IUD, please just fuck me Eth. I need you inside me so badly.”
Ethan practically groaned at your words, “Such a desperate little slut for me. Just begging for me to fuck you raw in a random party bathroom. Didn’t peg you for a freak.” You groaned as you clenched your thighs together, “Damn it would you just fuck me already or do I need to have JJ come do that?” Ethan scoffed as he turned you to face the mirror as he adjusted himself behind you.
You felt a sharp breath leave your mouth as Ethan slid into you. Your chest tightening as he bottomed out inside you. Ethan’s hands found their way to your hips, fingers digging into your skin, harshly enough to leave bruises. A groan leaving his mouth, “You feel so good. Clenching around me, such a little slut.” You felt your eyes roll into the back of your head as Ethan’s hips began to move rhythmically. As sharp gasp left your lips as Ethan pulled at your hair, bringing your back pressed against his chest. A soft groan emitted from Ethan’s lips into your ear. You smirked pridefully, “Did I just hear Mr Ethan Edwards who has a reputation for never moaning during sex, moan?” Ethan rolled his eyes, “Shut up before I pull out.” You whines lightly at his words, “Please, alright fine sir. Just don’t stop.”
You felt Ethan tighten his grip on your hair, “Call me that again, please.” You grinned, learning Ethan’s soft spot in bed. A soft moan leaving your lips as your eyes screwed shut as you fell into the bathroom counter, “Oh god right there. Don’t stop please sir.” Ethan’s hand found it’s way around your throat, holding just tight enough to make you feel pressure but loose enough your air supply wasn’t compromised. You clenched around Ethan’s cock as he pounded up into your pussy.
You let out a pornographic moan, “Shit, I’m so close. Don’t stop.” Ethan groaned as he breathed heavily, “I’m there too. I wanna cum inside you so bad.” You groaned at his words, previously believing it was impossible to become more wet, “Cum in me Eth, I need it. Need to feel you inside me.” Ethan groaned, “I could get your pregnant right now given the chance.” You let out another moan as you felt the coil building in your stomach burst as you clenched around his cock. Your orgasm triggering Ethan’s as he came following you.
You leaned against the counter, ass bare in the air as Ethan’s cum dropped down your thighs. You finally caught your breath and grinned as Ethan got a few square of paper towel and began to wipe his cum off of your legs and helped you back into your skirt and panties. You sighed as you two made your way out of the bathroom. A sinking feeling built in your stomach as it hit you, you’d have to explain to JJ where you’d gone off to for nearly an hour.
The sinking feeling dissipated when you found JJ sprawled across the couch with a redhead perched on his lap making out. You let out a sigh of relief as Ethan draped his arm on your shoulder, “Back to another crowded room we go.” You had expected him to enter the room and abandon you to go back to his teammates and brag over the easy lay he got, but he intertwined his fingers with yours and led you over to his friends. A small smile forming on your face as he sat down and pulled you into his lap as he watched some of his teammates play beer pong.
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Hi! Can I request no.4 (if it's still available and nobody snatches it as I'm writing this 😂) angst+smut with Ethan? Say yn and Ethan are friends who have feelings for each other, but neither will make the first move. Ethan is helping yn move apartments and accidentally comes accross her old notes about suicide in all the clutter (given he never knew she was suffering. Can also be about depression, if you're not okay mentioning suicidal thoughts). He asks her about it, she breaks down, blabs about being in love with him, and then the nasty (or fluffy, it's up to you) sexy time 😌
there it is, I hope you’ll like it. I’ve decided to end it with fluff because it felt right. I was a bit unsure of this idea at first but it turned out to be very touching and personal (at least to me), I have to admit, so thank you 💕
#4. “I smile because it’s easier than explaining what is killing you inside.” + Ethan + angst/fluff
“Can you please hand me this box?”
You looked out the window and pointed at the giant package sitting in the backseat of Ethan’s car. He grabbed it and gracefully carried it inside. 
“That’s the last one. Was there anything left in your old flat?” He asked, wiping the sweat off his forehead.
“Just the nightstand and one box in the bedroom, I think.” You scratched your forehead and sat down on the chair heavily. Ethan looked around and sighed. 
“I’ll go and get it, you stay and rest a little. Maybe order some food? We deserve a good rest.” He smiled and placed a soft kiss on your head. 
“Thank you, really.” You watched him leave with a smile. If he only knew how much he meant to you.
Ethan arrived at your old flat, he strolled through the place, whistling quietly. He checked all drawers, shelves and corners. You were right, the only thing left was the nightstand and a small box. He chuckled at the tape you wrapped around the drawer to keep it closed and intact while moving. Sadly as soon as he picked it up, the tape gave up and the drawer swung open. Some of the things fell out: a collection of pens, tissues, an old candle and a notebook. Ethan didn’t mean to read any of it, yet the notebook fell on the ground and landed on the last written page. He picked it up and glanced. Ethan sat down on the edge of the bed and sighed heavily. The last entry was from only a few days back. You described how stressed you were about the move, and how anxious it was making  you. There was also a sentence he noticed that filled his eyes with tears.
“Dear god…” He mumbled and closed the notebook. 
It felt wrong, but he was glad that it happened. At least now he knew how poorly you really were. That your happiness was a facade, a mask you were pitting on to avoid questions. That you were so close to giving up.
Ethan packed everything back into the drawer and taped it again. He packed all your things into the car and left, unable to stop thinking about you with heartache. You welcomed him with a box of pizza and a wide smile.
“hey you, got everything?” you asked and walked to him to give him a hug.
“Yeah, you’re officially done.” He tried to smile but the words he just read kept ringing in his head. 
You were eating in silence, you sent him a suspicious look and frowned.
“What is it? Did you find some weird sex toy under the bed?” You chucked and put the pizza slice down. “Ethan talk to me, you've been really weird since you came back.
He took a moment to gather his thoughts and cleared his throat. He looked at you with worry and love in his eyes.
“I wasn’t snooping, but the drawer opened and your notebook fell out.” He started quietly and watched you freeze at his words. “It opened at the last entry and… I’m sorry but I’ve read it.”
Your smile slowly faded away, and you bit your lip, feeling the tears filling your eyes. He moved closer and took your hand in his. 
“Darling I had no idea…I’m so sorry you had to be alone with…” His voice cracked and his big brown eyes also filled with tears.
“I smile because it’s easier than explaining what is killing you inside.” You looked at him with a faint smile, letting a tear roll down your cheek. He squeezed your hand harder.
“If I only knew…you know you can tell me everything right? I would never judge you, you’re so damn important to me, the idea that I could lose you…” He looked down and shook his head. 
“Ethan…” You gently grabbed his chin to look into his eyes. “It’s been like this for a while. It's hard, I have to admit, but…you can’t blame yourself for not doing anything.”
“But how could I miss that? I’m supposed to be here for you, support you…”
“You are the only reason why I’m still alive.”
Your words were echoing in the room. He looked at you as if you were the most fragile and precious thing on the planet. As if you were about to fall apart in front of his eyes. 
“My love…” He mumbled and knelt in front of you.
Ethan cupped your face with his big hands, wet from tears. He tucked the string of your hair behind your ear and leaned closer. He pressed his lips to yours and kissed you, gently but with so much passion, as if he tried to kiss your pain away. As if he tried to take some of your sorrows. He stood up and picked you up, holding you tightly. he sat on the couch, with you on his lap. He held you close, so close that you could feel his heartbeat. He kept stroking your back, and your hair, kissing your head softly. 
“I love you so much, you’re not alone, I’ll never let you deal with this alone…” he mumbled, sniffling quietly.
You trusted him, and for the first time in months, you felt peace and a glimpse of hope.
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Hey so I was wondering if you haven't already if you could do one where ethan is masturbating to the thought of the reader and the reader accidentally walks in on him and just smirks you can decide the rest I really love your work. ❤
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Ethan can’t help himself when he finds something of yours, but he’s interrupted when you get home early from class.
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Ethan always stayed at your apartment. He liked it, it was comforting. It always smelled like your perfume, just a little messy, but he always cleaned up when you were gone. Todays mission was your room.
You were gone at one of your classes that you hated because the professor sucked, while Ethan was off. He tidied up your bookshelf, the organized your drawer before his eyes caught the view of your underwear drawer.
He had talked to you about how he was a virgin and how he hadn’t had many sexual interactions, especially when you had some that you weren’t too happy with. You both agreed to take it slow, but in reality he truly didn’t want to.
He opened your drawer, gasping at the many matching sets of lingerie made from holsters and lace and garters. He stared, grabbing the bright red lace panties with garters attached to it makes his mouth drop. He could see the bra attached to it, and it makes his jaw drop and his pants tighten around his cock as a result from getting hard.
He takes a deep breath, checking the time; still an hour until you got out of class. He looks around, quickly shutting your window before jumping onto your bed. He laid out the lingerie, too afraid to rip it or mess it up if he wrapped it around his cock.
It doesn’t take him long to lay against the bed, humming as he slipped off his pants and boxers, knowing he’d be hella embarrassed if you ever saw him wearing boxers. Around you, he always tried to wear briefs, but this was the exception because he would’ve taken a shower before you got home.
He exhaled shakily as he wrapped his hand around his cock, pumping himself slowly to get used to it. He never thought he’d fuck himself with his hand thinking of you wearing a red gartered lingerie and how you would fuck him.
You had said before that you had done blowjobs before, would you start with that? Rub your tongue along the bottom of his shaft, be a little minx and drag your teeth along his sensitive tip? Cruel and keep your thumb over his tip to keep him from cumming?
His hips buck at the thought, thumb sliding over his tip as he stared at the lingerie. Oh, he wouldn’t even take it off of you, he knew how expensive it must’ve been. He’d watch as you slid the panties off to the side, barely slipping a finger or two inside of your pretty cunt before straddling his hips and taking his cock.
He’d whine as you took him raw, no previous stretching besides your fingers and watch as you slowly sank down onto him. You had said before that the one time you took cock with no prep besides your wetness hurt, but you loved it. You had also said that taking dick with no protection was part of why you waited so long to get in a relationship, wanting to make sure you both got tested for whatever and started a strong, long lasting relationship from there.
He whined as he pumps himself, the thought of being able to fuck you for the rest of his life made him groan out loudly. Fuck, how many times could he fuck you in a row? How many times would you let him fuck you? Would you take charge like he thought you would?
“Well, you’re just getting it all, aren’t you?”
He gasps loudly, sitting up at the sound of your voice. “Y-Y/N!”
You smiled at him as you leaned against the doorway, slowly walking forward after setting down your bag. “I like these Spider-Man boxers.”
He blushed madly as you slowly take the lingerie, smiling. “Oh, this one is my favorite. It was a gift from my best friend, and I don’t think I’ve worn it yet.”
He basically whimpers, nodding as you start taking off your jacket. “Wh-Why not?”
You hummed, already kicking off your shoes and socks before stripping off the rest of your clothes. “I haven’t had the right person to try it on for. Is that you, darling, are you the right person for me?”
He nodded, out of it as you take the cum splattered lingerie with a giggle. “Yes, yes, please, I’m… I’ll be the most perfect person for you, honey.”
You giggle as you easily pull on the lingerie, humming when it doesn’t fit right. “Give me a second, E.”
“I-I’ll help you,” he says quickly, sitting up. "Tell me what to do."
You smiled, nodding down at him. "Well... why don't you fix the straps for me?"
He does, adjusting the straps on your shoulders and the garters on your thighs before you pull away, spinning around and looking down at your body. "Does it look good on me, Ethan?"
He nods immediately, head lulling up and down. "Y-Yeah, you look so good, you look so pretty."
You giggle as you fixed it just a bit, looking down at him. "Well, are you going to just keep staring at me or are you going to do something?"
"I just... if you'll let me, Y/N."
You hummed as he sat up, quickly tugging on his shirt. "Take this off for me."
He nodded, quickly taking off his shirt as you smiled down at him. Your fingers trailed over his chest as he gasps, shivers running down his back as you pushed him down against the bed. "I think... you should let me do the work first."
He nodded, gasping as you straddle his hips, lifting yourself over his cock. You hummed as you stared down at him, more specifically his dick, pumping him softly as he bucks his hips up against you. A giggle falls from your lips making his eyes roll back, your thumb flicking over his tip as you pulled your panties to the side and roll your hips against his tip. "Guess it's good that I got off last night, hm? No need to stretch myself out, just need to sit on your cock. How does that sound, darling?"
He nodded, head bobbing. "I-It sounds so good, so so good Y/N. B-But what about protection, do we need it-?"
You hummed, a fake pout on your lips. "You don't want to fuck me raw? Don't want to cum inside of me?"
He shakes his head. "No! No, of course I want to! I-I got tested, for everything, I just... I want to make sure it's good for you."
You laughed, slowly sinking down on him making him groan loudly, gasping. Your eyes rolled back as you rolled your hips, placing your hands on his chest as you whimpered above him. "Y-You never said... you never said how big you were, holy fuck, Ethan!"
He gasped as you leaned down, pressing your lips to his head before moving down to his lips. He whined underneath you, his hands finding a place to hold at your hips, eyes rolling back as he bucked his hips up into you. "Pl-Please, please, please, please, please... I want it, I want it so bad."
You giggled. "What do you want baby? I'm already sitting on your cock, what else could you ask for?"
He muttered sweet nothings into your skin, shaking his head. "I-I want to fuck you, please? Please, my darling, I want... I want to fuck you so bad."
You hummed, nodding slightly. "I guess... I guess you can fuck me."
It doesn't take him long to push you over onto your back, his hips immediately rolling into yours as he groaned into your ear. Your eyes rolled back into your head as he pushed a hand into your hair as he starts whispering into your ear. "F-Fuck, fuck darling, you feel so good. Your cunt is so, so good, I swear, you feel so good around me... I don't want to stop, please."
Maybe that was how you got here, your favorite set of lingerie stained with cum that flooded out from your pussy, Ethan still hard above you as he bucked his hips while fisting his cock. You panted underneath him as he attempts to get himself harder to push into you again.
Your nails scratched against his back as your body bobbed with each of his thrusts, eyes rolling back and his name falling from your lips like a mantra as he whimpers into your ear. "A-Am I doing good? Please tell me I'm doing good, please please tell me."
You shook your head, hands pushing into his head and pulling on his curls. "Yes, fuck yes, darling, you're doing so good. Can't believe this all came from you trying to be sneaky."
He pauses, panting above you with a shake of his head. "I-I wasn't trying to be sneaky-"
You laugh. "I think you were, that's why you closed my window. You know I always keep my window open. Didn't want me to hear you?"
He couldn't come up with something else to say, a loud whine leaving his lips as you giggle. "I-I'm sorry..."
You hummed, kissing his hair. "You don't worry one bit, darling, you don't have to be sorry. You just get me a new pair of lingerie and I'll forgive you... maybe even put on a show."
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can you do Ethan Landry and reader where Ethan’s insecure about his size? But in reality it’s actually pretty big?? Love ur work btw 💗
"look, it's fine. i don't want to pressure you into anything. if you're not ready now, i can wait. it's entirely up to you, okay baby?" you said, placing your hand against ethan's face comfortingly.
he smiled and leaned into your touch. "it's not that. i just- i don't want to disappoint you."
you tilted your head in confusion. "what are you talking about, baby? you could never disappoint me."
ethan's face flushed red and he looked away, inadvertently pulling away from your touch. "i- i know you've been with other people before, and i guess i'm just worried about how i'll- you know, compare?"
you smiled softly, reaching out to turn his head back towards you. "you don't have to worry about any of that. i know you're not very experienced, i'm not expecting you to know what you're doing."
he shook his head, blushing even harder. "no, it's not that. it's just that i'm- uh, small."
"oh. ohhhh," you said, finally understanding what he meant. "well, even if that's the case, i don't mind. i want to be with you, i don't care about your size."
"are you sure?"
you nodded, placing your hand on top of his. "i'm sure. it's fine baby, i promise."
he sighed, biting his lip nervously. "alright, fine. i'll show you. just please promise that you won't make fun of it."
"i promise, baby."
ethan lifted his hips slightly, and slowly slid down his sweatpants and boxers, revealing himself to you. your eyes widened when you finally saw him, he was only half hard and he was still the biggest you had ever seen.
"holy shit, ethan," you said, feeling your mouth water slightly.
he closed his eyes tightly and turned his head away in embarrassment. "i- i know it's not much but-"
"are you fucking kidding me, baby? you're delusional. i've never been with someone this big before, i'm not even sure you'll be able to fit in me."
"wh-what?" ethan asked, taken aback by your words.
"i guess it won't hurt to try though, right?"
tags: @nowitsmissing @hyeyulove
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cupidsarrcws · 1 year
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ethan landry is a boobs guy, through and through. he loves how your boobs look in your clothing, especially when you wear those crop tops that he loves so much.
he does that thing when your cuddling where he’ll just rest his hands in the underside of them, holding them gently— chuckling under his breathe as you shiver due to his cold finger tips.
he also loves kissing them, feeling the soft skin on his lips, biting down gently on your hard peaks to hear a soft moan fall from your lips (which only gets him more riled up).
god forbid if you had a pool day with the others, because no matter what you do (or what you tell ethan), your chest is scattered with hickeys and love bites.
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this is me trying L. Fantilli
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Luca Fantilli x fem!reader
synopsis - You just want Luca to know that you're trying.
wc - 2.5k
contains - cursing, academic burnout (self reflection...), crying, not feeling good enough, reader has an older brother, um suggestiveness??? (reader makes one joke), that's it! LMK!
an - im so sorry i kept you guys waiting... but happy thanksgiving, forgive me im so thankful for you guys. this was a bit more self indulgent than my other fics... THIS WAS SO LATE BECAUSE i wrote 2000+ words then they didn't save and so i literally cried over it and couldn't write for the rest literal week whenever i came back to it i was upset, like i was that sad guys. and i really don't love this because it just isn't as perfect as the first one i wrote was. anyways hope you love this!
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i've been having a hard time adjusting. i had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting.
You were sick. Not like physical illness, go to the doctor and get medicine sick. You were sick of waking up every day, going to the same classes, eating the same food, coming home, sitting alone in your dorm, then falling asleep and doing it over again. But you couldn't afford to do anything else at the same time. If you wanted to get the grades you needed to pass your current classes, you were going to have to work your ass off.
You were always considered gifted. You took advanced classes all of high school, attending college-level courses in your junior year. Even in your freshman year at Umich, you passed with flying colors, but now, now it was different. You don't know why classes were so much harder now, and it was especially hard because everything had always been so easy.
Even with all of this, you had Luca. Luca had been your boyfriend since October of freshman year. He'd always stood by your side no matter what, but now it felt different. He'd never seen you like this, struggling so much with things you were known for being good at. You remember him telling you how proud he was when you had gotten a 98% on one of your final exams last year, you were worried he wouldn't be proud anymore.
As a child, you were conditioned into thinking that better grades meant better treatment from your parents. Your brother had been a star student always until he'd slacked off senior year and ended up going to a college he was way too smart for. When that happened, your parents decided you wouldn't be like your brother. You would go to a good school, and get good grades, and in exchange they would love you, at least that's how it felt.
i didn't know if you'd care if i came back, i have a lot of regrets about that.
All the love you'd ever known was for a price, your parents', your boyfriend's, even your brother's it was like you had to be good enough before they would consider you lovable.
You never felt this from Luca, but you never gave him a reason to think otherwise. You'd always been this smart girl for him, a girl he bragged about to his friends. The girl he could go to for help in classes.
You didn't mean to be pushing Luca away, but you were so stressed and didn't want to bring him into it.
I know I already said you weren't sick like an illness, but right now you felt gross. You were stuffy and coughing and had a pounding headache, but you had assignments due at 11:59 pm and they couldn't wait. It was 9:03 pm and it didn't look like you were gonna get any relief from class work for a while longer.
pulled the car off the road to the lookout. could've followed my fears all the way down.
You didn't even know you were crying until you saw tears fall onto your iPad screen, where you were currently writing notes for a quiz you had tomorrow. You felt completely helpless. You couldn't stop and let yourself wallow, because you had to get moving on your study guide.
You dropped your Apple Pencil and just buried your face in your hands, rubbing your eyes till you saw stars. Your pity party was interrupted by your phone ringing. Your phone was on your studying do not disturb so if someone's call was coming through it had to be Luca's.
You quickly tried to steady your breathing before swiping to answer the call.
"Hi?"
"Hey. So, what's with you totally skipping my game? You know that meant a lot to me."
Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. How did you forget? You were the worst girlfriend ever.
"Oh my God, Luca. I'm so fucking sorry, it completely slipped my mind, oh my God, I didn't even know. I had a really long day, baby, I'm so sorry."
You were trying not to cry even more, you didn't want Luca to think you were a crybaby. Crybaby. That's what your parents called you whenever you got like this, too much for them to love.
and maybe i don't quite know what to say,
Luca just sighed, upset. He was upset with you, and you couldn't fix it. You could hear rustling on Luca's end, and another voice. All of a sudden you were seventeen getting a call from your nineteen-year-old boyfriend while he cheated on you, while another girl laid with him.
but i'm here in your doorway.
You didn't think Luca would do that to you, you really knew he wouldn't. But that one part of you was just screaming that you'd proven yourself unworthy to him, that he was done.
i just wanted you to know,
"I just, I don't even know anymore. You haven't consistently talked to me in weeks, every time we do speak you're in your head, and you keep pushing things off and forgetting. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong here."
Fuck, you couldn't stop the floodgates now. You quickly sniffed, holding the phone away from you so he wouldn't hear, soaking the cuff of your sweatshirt sleeve with tears before trying to respond.
"No, no Luc, you're not doing anything wrong. The last month has just been tough, I just don't know how to tell you. I'm trying Luca, I am, and I'm sorry. I know it doesn't fix anything and you still have every right to be angry with me, I understand why-"
this is me trying.
"Hey, it's whatever, just don't worry about it."
No. No this couldn't happen like this. He couldn't be checking out of your relationship right now. You needed him, even if you didn't know how to tell him. You accidentally let out a whimper when you tried to speak, before shakily breathing a deep breath and trying again.
"No, it isn't. I'm not being good to you. I just- Fuck Luca I'm sorry I didn't mean to forget, and I'm not meaning to be such a bad girlfriend I just, there's just,"
"Just what?"
"I don't know how to tell you! I don't want you to think differently about me Luc. You've never seen me like this."
Your trauma was truly shining through, you were terrified of Luca thinking you weren't smart.
"Are you like uninterested now? You could just tell me, not lead me on! Not just ghost me!"
"No Luca! I love you so much, I'm in love with you. I just-"
You cut yourself off, letting out a stressed sigh, rubbing your eyes when you felt the tears prick in them.
i just wanted you to know,
You didn't know what to say, it was so complicated. Every time you ever tried to talk about this with your family they shut you down, told you you were wrong for feeling like you did, and you didn't want Luca to think those things too.
"I just can't do this stuff anymore,"
"What?"
this is me trying.
"I'm just not smart anymore, and everything is so hard. And I don't know how to talk to you about it 'cause I don't want you to think I'm not smart, but I don't think I am anymore."
"Oh, baby."
Luca was stunned, his girl was going through something and he was upset with her over a hockey game. He thought you were beginning to distance yourself from him because you started to be uninterested in him. He never would've assumed you were doing it because you were scared to talk to him. He never would've assumed you were scared he would think less of you.
"Hey, it's okay. Everything's gonna be alright, okay? How about I come over? We can talk more about everything and I know I'm not the brightest guy when it comes to all of your stuff but I could try to help. That okay, pretty?"
"Yes. Please, Angel. Need you right now."
"Okay, give me a couple minutes, I'll be right there. I love you, okay?"
"I love you, Luc."
Luca let you hang up, taking a deep breath and sitting for a moment just to take in what had just happened. He had a bad feeling in his stomach now, knowing how you were hurting. He quickly recovered and got up, putting his shoes and a hat on backward before leaving his dorm.
He walked fast through campus to get to your dorm building, the cold motivating him further. When he got to your dorm building, he quickly went up the stairs, taking two at a time, and to your room. You were in a single this year, so he wasn't worried about a roommate being bothered by his presence. He knocked on the decorated door gently, bouncing on his feet waiting for you.
they told me all of my cages were mental, so i got wasted like all my potential.
Luca could've sworn he felt his heart break when he saw your face, the exhaustion mixed with sadness wearing you down. He didn't say anything before jumping to wrap his arms around you, just holding you for a minute. You clung to him so tightly, you'd missed him so badly while digging yourself into a hole of isolation.
"Hi sweet girl."
You could've started crying again. He held you gently but firmly, and it was all you ever needed. You felt yourself relax for the first time in two and a half weeks.
and my words shoot to kill when i'm mad. i have a lot of regrets about that.
"Hi Luc"
You sniffled, and Luca just melted. He pulled away from you just a little, pulling his arms away so he could cradle your faces in his palms. You brought your hands up to rest on his wrists, rubbing your thumbs back and forth.
"I missed you, pretty."
You missed him like a little kid. But it was your fault you were ever apart.
i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere.
"I missed you. 'M so sorry I isolated myself from you, I'm so fucking stressed right now. Everything is hard and it's scary 'cause it's never been hard like this for me, and I-"
fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here,
"I know baby. It is scary. College is just scary. And you are like the smartest girl I think ever so I know it's like even scarier for you when things don't make sense quickly, but it's gonna be okay. Because you have your amazing, talented, stud of a boyfriend to help you."
pouring out my heart to a stranger. but i didn't pour the whiskey.
You gave him a look, laughing for the first time in many days.
"He is pretty amazing, and talented, and hot, isn't he?"
i just wanted you to know, that this is me trying. i just wanted you to know, that this is me trying.
He nodded reassuringly, before putting his hands on your hips and pushing you back into your room, closing your door behind him.
"Damn, you just got here."
"Shut the hell up."
You laughed as you climbed up onto your bed, pulling Luca up next to you after he took his shoes off.
at least i'm trying.
"So, about this class. What do we need to learn?"
You explained how tonight you only really needed to do two things, finish a paper that was 75% done, and do another assignment that if you could figure out how to understand the concept, would be done in no time. You both snuggled close together while looking at the paper, Luca helping you through sentences you got stuck on. You finished the paper quickly, then pulled up your notes for the concept of the other assignment.
and it's hard, to be at a party when i feel like an open wound. it's hard to be anywhere these days when all i want is you.
At one point Luca took your laptop to read through the notes so you just turned over and rested your head on his chest, before seeing his gorgeous hair covered by a stupid hat grabbing it off of him, and putting it on your bedside table.
"No hats in my room."
"What? Since when?"
"Since I want to see your pretty hair, not the maize and blue hat I see every other day."
Luca just laughed, shaking his head and running his non-scrolling hand down your back. Luca somehow understood the concept and reiterated it to you in a way that made everything click. He was your good luck charm, you knew it. Everything made sense with him.
you're a flashback, in a film reel, on the one screen in my town.
You made him lay on your chest with your laptop resting on his back while you completed the assignment. One hand was in his hair while the other was gliding across the keyboard. You finished it in 20 minutes. And your chest felt so much lighter after you hit the submit button.
You closed your laptop, sliding it onto the floor before putting both of your hands into Luca's hair.
"I knew you could do it, baby. You just needed someone to tell you that."
"I love you."
"I love you so much."
Luca's arms around your middle tightened, and he moved his head to look up at you.
"I know you feel like you have to be this perfect person, baby, but I need you to know you don't have to do that for anyone, especially me. Because you are everything, and I can't take care of you if you're scared to talk to me about how you're feeling. I know your parents and other people make you feel like if you don't do good at school they will love you less, but you need to know that you could flunk out of school, and you would still be the most important person to me, okay?"
i just wanted you to know, that this is me trying.
You were crying. You pulled him somehow closer and hugged him so tight, pulling away after over a minute to give him a good long kiss that expressed your gratitude. Because you were, so fucking grateful. This boy had seen all of it, and still chose you, and would continue to choose you until his last breath.
(and maybe i don't quite know what to say,)
"Thank you, Angel. You don't know how much hearing that means to me. I love you, so so much."
"You're everything. I see that you're trying, and that is always gonna be enough."
i just wanted you to know, that this is me trying. at least i'm trying.
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rafeysbafey · 5 months
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rafeysbafey’s fic recs
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- rafe cameron
prompts/blurbs
mean!rafe x crybaby reader
gentle sex
fics
live like a kook (enemies to lovers)
pillow talk (mean!rafe)
perfect (fluff)
first kiss (mean!rafe x innocent reader)
mean!rafe soft for reader
enough (angst)
dealer!rafe (fluff)
vanilla (illusions to sex)
smuts
“i’ll make it fit” (hate sex)
caught in public
indebuted (dark!rafe)
soux chef (pogue!reader)
smut
praising (dealer!rafe)
hate sex
series
untouchable
don’t blame me
the trip (enemies to lovers)
- jj maybank
fics
undercover (fluff)
opposites attract (mafia!arranged marriage)
smuts
breeding kink!jj
stuck with you
mocking
the art of going all the way
- ethan landry
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how you get the girl (smut at end)
ghostface!ethan
let the games begin (hogwarts au)
secret mornings
hazy
smuts
can’t get rid of me (dark!ethanlandry)
bratty!reader
smut
diary (brothers bestfriend!ethan, enemy!ethan)
jealous boy
- draco malfoy
smuts
enemies with benefits (hate sex)
- theodore nott
prompts
“my love language is bullying people” (fake dating)
fics
you’re the best i ever had, you’re the worst i ever had
- miguel o’hara
smuts
la apuesta
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perfect morning
obsession
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- coriolanus snow
smuts
ways to destress
ride
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bedsyandco · 2 months
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I WANNA RIDE ETHANS ABS
wrote this for you nonnie!! cause me too🤭
-> there’s a hint of degration and an undertone of humiliation in this so beware if that’s not your thing!! also not a smut expert so, poorly written smut !! and language warning!!
Ethan’s abs drive you insane. And of course he knows he’s caught you ogling them when he’s walking around the apartment shirtless. He’s seen the way you squirm in your seat and clench your thighs together. The way you bite your lip while running your eyes up and down his upper body.
So neither of you were surprised that you started grinding against his abs when you were making out one night. Bare pussy on his toned stomach, legs on either side of him, pussy leaking all over his stomach cause his abs were rubbing against your clit just right.
“Fuck baby, look at you. You’re making a mess,” he says, grabbing the front of your sleep shirt and pulling it over your head, throwing it across the room.
“If you’re gonna use me to get off I might as well enjoy the view no?” Ethan says when he sees the way your cheeks redden due to the attention he was giving your tits.
“mmm it feels so good Eth, can I?” you ask and Ethan scoffs
“Now you wanna ask permission? After you’ve already grinded against my abs like a needy little slut the last twenty minutes? Might as well finish what you started,” he says, squeezing your tits with both hands before moving them to your hips and slapping your ass, prompting you to get a move on.
You move your hips forward, Ethan’s hands helping your movements and you moan when your clit bumps against his abs again. Your cheeks heat up at how much this is turning you on. It’s a little embarrassing getting this needy and desperate just because of some defined muscles.
“That’s it baby, just like that. Fuck, I wish you could see the expression on your face right now,” Ethan says, watching the way your mouth hangs open and you try to keep your eyes from shutting.
He lies back, one hand going behind his head and the other wiping his stomach briefly before going over your leg and behind you, grabbing his cock and giving it a few strokes.
“Oh, fuck,” you whine, throwing your head back and clenching your eyes shut
“Cum for me baby,” he groans, his voice raspy and breath coming in fast pants
You continue rubbing your throbbing clit against his stomach while you cum, his own release causing his stomach to clench deliciously as you feel him cum on your back, it dripping down to your ass
“Fuck baby. That might be the hottest thing you’ve ever done,” Ethan says and uses the hand at the back of your head to pull you down to his chest, holding you close.
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orphicdreamers-wp · 4 months
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I want to send a request for the umich boys. So every Sunday they have a “family dinner” where the friend group comes over with their girlfriends and they make an actual good dinner every Sunday night. Readers cooking and her boyfriend rutger gets handsy, so they sneak away and come back just in time for dinner, and just in time for the boys to tease rut about the hickeys on his neck
Get Your Lovin On — Rutger McGroarty
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Summary: In which your boyfriend gets handsy while you guys are cooking
Content Warning; mild suggestive content(making out & hickeys), cussing, established relationships, UMich hockey players teasing Rutger & Reader
Pairing; Fem Reader x Rutger McGroarty
A soft laugh left your lips as your boyfriend placed a kiss on your bare shoulder, “Rut, we’re cooking.” Rutger placed his hands on your hips, “Well how am I supposed to focus when you look so pretty?” You hummed, “Tell you what, finish your task of cutting bread for garlic bread while I finish checking this lasagna and we’ll talk then.” Rutger grinned as he pressed a kiss against your lips, “Yes ma’am.” You grinned to yourself as your boyfriend returned to the other side of the kitchen and went back to the task in front of him.
You had turned lasagna and put it back in the oven, setting a timer in 45 minutes to take it out, when you approached your boyfriend and wrapped your arms around his waist, “So how about we go talk? In your room.” Rutger smiled widely, “I’ll meet you up there.” You grinned as you walked out of the kitchen. Luca munched on a handful on grapes as he watched you whisper something in his friends ear and then magically you both left the kitchen.
The moment your boyfriend entered his room your lips were interlocked. Your hands found their way to Rutger’s hair like they always did. His lips lightly sucking at your neck eliciting a soft breathy sigh to leave your lips, “Rut, as much as I love this, all our friends are here. So we can’t do anything more than this.” Rutger looked up at you and smiled, “This is all I need. To be in my girlfriends arms.”
You smiled, “Keep talking like that and you might be getting lucky when they’re all gone.” Rutger grinned, “You say that like I shouldn’t be excited.” You grinned as your lips attached to your boyfriend’s neck. Leaving small hickey’s across the base of his neck. Rutger let out a breathy sigh as he nuzzled his head into you chest. You grinned at your boyfriend as you laid your head against his pillows, “What’s going on in your head pretty boy?”
Rutger shook his head as he traced shapes on your bare arm wrapped around him, “Just thinking about how lucky I am to be with you. Sometimes I think about how crazy it is that your with me.” You furrowed an eyebrow as you sat up crossing your legs over each other, “Why’s that so crazy Rut?” Rutger blew out a breath, “Your perfect, your kind, smart, hilarious, the easy going person I’ve ever met, you have an energy that people gravitate towards. Also your the most stunning person in the world. And I’m just me.”
You smiled at your boyfriend, “I think you are the most amazing person I know, your considerate to everyone, your extremely kind you’d give the shirt on your back to a stranger if you thought they needed it, you are the most reassuring person I know. You say things that make me melt into a puddle because of how sweet you are. You have the prettiest eyes I have ever seen. Your laugh makes me feel so safe, and the way your looking at me right now, makes me feel like I’m the only person in the world. I don’t know who I’d be without you.” Rutger grinned as he placed a soft peck against your lips.
Rutger sighed as he melted into you, “We should probably head back out there now. Before they get any ideas.” You laughed, “I’ll be right down. I just wanna fix my hair.” Rutger nodded as he kissed you and headed out of his room. You walked into the bathroom he and Ethan shared and ran your fingers through your hair straightening it. You did your best to cover the hickey’s that were prominent across your collarbone. You made your way to the dining room where Ethan and Mark where prancing around in matching aprons Luca had bought them as a gag gift for Christmas. The two boys were tasked with bringing all the food to the table from the kitchen.
You slid into your seat in between Rutger and Ashley, Mark’s girlfriend. Luca sat directly across from Rutger with a smug smirk on his face upon seeing Rutger leaving his bedroom adjusting the collar to his shirt. You guys sat around the table laughing over whatever had happened in the week since you all had dinner together. You had been reaching out to grab your cup when your hair fell to the side revealing the growing purple hickey on your neck, it was only visible to Ashley and Luca, who both decided to say nothing even though they had both noticed.
You and Ashley were engrossed in a conversation about the professor in your shared public relations lecture. Rutger had thrown his head back as he burst into laughter. Luca grinned to himself as the hickey’s planted across Rutger’s neck was now visible to not just him but the entire group, “So that’s where you snuck off to Rut.” Your eyes immediately widened as Ethan walked over to your boyfriend and pulled his shirt away from his neck, “Damn Y/N you sure do mark what’s yours. Mark look at this!”
At the call from his best friend Mark waltzed over and tried to bite back a laugh, “Hold on she has some too.” Ashley moved your hair to the side revealing the maybe two hickey’s on your neck compared to the many on your boyfriend’s neck. Mark burst out laughing, “I knew Y/N had the power behind closed doors.” Your face was beat red as your boyfriend and you burst into laughter. You jokingly smacked Rutger’s arm, “We need to get our own place.” Rutger nodded, “Agreed.”
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