#feelings aren’t forever

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

#feelings aren’t forever #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #emotions #glad to know you #sit with the suck #this too shall pass

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

mmmmmMMMMMMM

#sigh #I wanted this break to be nice and relaxing #just allow myself to recharge maybe do some silly personal doodles #but we finally got the quote from the mechanic and it’s #it’s bad but it’s either get this repair or get an all new car we can’t afford #this whole month has been a terrible downward spiral and I’m #trying so hard #I’m not well #things aren’t letting up #I have no motivation to do anything enjoyable #nothing feels enjoyable #I just #I want to sleep forever #I don’t want to deal with this anymore #I still can’t seem to get a job #Q’s job is mentally destroying him because of the things he’s now being exposed to #but he’s been trying to get a new job since mid April #I #no longer feel any hope that things will get better #Christmas? #I feel no Christmas joy #I feel no joy #I picked a shit time to get off my meds but #I don’t know I’m tired of taking pills #there’s nothing wrong with needing them I get that but I just #I didn’t want that anymore #sorry I just needed to yell into the void before I lose my fucking mind #I’m fine things will be fine they’re always fine in the end they have to be

[felidaeng]

my disappointment upon learning this pokemon was an evo and not a regional variant was immeasurable

#pokemon #applin #dipplin #nearly the exact same silhouette as applin. and apparently there’s two of them in there! but you can’t even see the second one #i do like that it and the duraludon evo preserve some elements of their gmax designs so that those forms aren’t completely lost forever #but ohh dipplin feels incredibly underwhelming #pokemon sv #meepmorps #still very much experiencing post-af burnout so these are preddy rough

[darlingod]

Love was never a game to him (Cardan BYYOUIAMFOREVERUNDONE Greenbriar) LOVE HAS NEVER BEEN A GAME TO HIM AND WAS ALWAYS ONLY A FOREVER

#the cruel prince #jude duarte #cardan greenbriar #jurdan #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #queen of nothing #tfota #perhaps another reason why he was so reluctant of his feelings toward Jude #cause he knew he’d be forever undone #and mortals aren’t forever #but he ain’t ever met a mortal like thissss #in tcp he’s all: go back to where u belong🙄🫣 #and here he’s like: never leave me I will love you forever

[badgal-noriri]

a love that feels as easy as breathing.

#I wrote that in a journal entry a few months ago #but I think I’m just now realizing the magnitude of that #I said it out loud for the first time #and it was in that moment I realized I was gasping for air before #feeling suffocated #and smothered #I didn’t think feeling free would feel this calm #it’s so beautiful #and necessary #I’ll remember this feeling forever #even if we aren’t meant to be for that long #so thank you #for simply showing me this exists #that this is possible #& I am deserving of it #<3

[petrichormore]

u know what i think is interesting tho. q!Bagi suggesting that q!Bad kidnap Fred. is she mad he kidnapped an innocent worker or is she just mad he lied to her about it?

It’s fascinating that some islanders disapprove or act disapproving of q!Bad’s actions but aren’t willing to actively do anything to stop him nor get involved nor snitch. Which is fair, i mean, the only people they can snitch to are the federation and the belief that islanders come first is probably the correct one; and none of them can really stand up to him even as a group - q!Etoiles perhaps being the exception. but just. Hm.

#‘Bad is wrong to kidnap a worker but I’m still going to let him cook’ seems to be the thought process #like they won’t get their hands dirty. they know it’s a line they aren’t willing to cross #but if someone crosses it for them? they’re willing to condemn the morality of that person buuuut #apparently not quite enough to get involved #and I’m not blaming them for feeling like that it’s not unreasonable #and sometimes q!Bad even gets encouraged to do what he’s doing #by the french and by q!Cellbit most notably #it’s just. interesting. #nobody on this island is the person they were when they arrived #qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #q!forever isn’t really in the group of islanders that feels this way but. i do get a feeling #that he only cares about saving the worker because it would be tied to saving q!Bad from himself #and thus proving the rage q!forever was experiencing pre-risus wasn’t completely unstoppable #there are very few islanders that I think actually care about Ron lmao

[aesthetic-gem]

we should not be surprised that mr. bad “forever can’t be with anyone else because he was dating someone” boyhalo is acting like that to mr. forever “we can’t let skeppy on to the island or bbh will only be with him” player. they both just want each others attention lol

#i feel like everyone is like i can’t believe bbh is like this as if both him and forever aren’t both like this lmao #MY bbh and MY forever #amusing to me #qsmp #badboyhalo #bbh #forever player #4halo

[yuukimiyas]

g’mornie!! ໒꒰ྀི ◜ ‧̮ ◝ ꒱ྀིა its another lovely day in april!! i hope you all have the v best day EVER!! <33

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals! #tw mental health! #hi hi hiii ik i said i was makin my way back here !! & i am!! i just was hit w a lot of personal/emotional stuff these past 2 wks :’< #& i wanna jazz up my theme & do sm more on here !!! but the depression!! ໒꒰ྀི ◞ ‸ก ྀི꒱ა #i got a lot of super sweet askies & i bawled readin them w my bf bc i feel like a shell of a moot :// #i hope you guys aren’t too mad at me !! i do v much miss you all literally ALWAYS ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ #i go into work today at 1 so i hope i can do stuff on here !! #i MOST DEF have inboxies to stop by!! ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ‎꒱ྀིა eep!! overwhelmed!!!! but i forever have sm love for you all!!! #i totes understand those who unfollowed/uninterested in my bloggie :’< but i hope to bring sunshine back to your dashes soon !!

[kicktwine]

talks to a dragon talks to three more dragons immediately hits purchase on stormblood/shadowbringers/endwalker

#HI!!!!!!!!!!!! #I feel like I cheated yoshi p somehow. it was 10 dollars less when I clicked buy than it was advertised for. All in all 35 dollar game #Sub not included #odd …. Oh wait it’s taking forever to download. whatever I’ll wait for bunny ven retainer I will #play game #ok the dragons aren’t the only reason the reason is I’m having a lot of fun and I foresee myself wanting sb immediately BUT ALSO #I want. To be past level 60 #how dare you level cap me. a black mage #i will be overleveled for this you just try and stop me

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

#bat #feelings aren’t forever #this too shall pass #emotions #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery

[kazieka]

chronic pain thots in the tags

#so I went for a walk earlier this week!!! at the park!!! #and nothing hurt #and my last podiatrist visit went really well and the bone is healing well #and yet im like. a little hesitant to talk about it on here #bc i spent a lot of time in my 20s absolutely convinced that this was a chronic pain that was never going away #and was only ever going to get worse and worse #and now it’s just. gone #and while im ecstatic about that i feel kind of?? guilty?? #cause like. there are SO many people who live with chronic pain worse than mine was #and they aren’t going to get the cutting edge surgery that I got #who have pain there is NO magic bullet for #but it’s in my nature to want to share good news after being in so much pain for so long #and I WANT to talk about how there are calluses on my feet I thought everyone had that are suddenly softening and going away #i WANT to ask what I should do with my collection of canes now that I don’t need them to go grocery shopping #but it’s just. like. maybe this is disrespectful to everyone who won’t ever get that relief #man idk. it’s a weird space to be in #to think you were gonna just be in pain and limited mobility forever and then have it fixed over the course of less than 1 calendar year #and now suddenly i don’t ‘qualify’ to be in chronic pain discord servers anymore #man I just. i dunno. post over

[boomerang109]

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#i really don’t mind that im the kind of aspec where idk if a relationship is in the cards for me #but it’s so hard trying to figure out my life and just knowing I’m no one’s first choice #and so much of that is just the societal bullshit around independence #but like. it would just be so much easier if i could just get in a relationship and then be like okay now you’re stuck with me #cause rn everything feels so much and so overwhelming and there’s absolutely no one there who has to deal with it other than me and that’s #so unfair. humans aren’t built to go through this life alone #but all I know is that im a burden and I can’t ask for more #I truly have yet to come up with a post graduation plan that doesn’t sound like it’ll make me wanna off myself and isn’t that just great #like oh yay the freedom of being out of school #so I can do anything I want except I don’t want to do anything I just want to disappear forever krjfjfjejsjeje #to delete

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

Do vitriolic anti-tomgreg posters not realize that no relationship of any kind in Succession is healthy, cute, wholesome, including tomgreg, and tomgreg shippers know this and that’s why we like it?

We may be ✨ media illiterate ✨ but you’re social media illiterate 💋

#tomgreg was the last thing on my mind in the finale but now that it’s seriously bothering ppl i’m gonna poke the bear lmao #i just wanted to live in that kitchen sib cooking scene before it All Got Bad(der) forever #anyway i’ve decided there’s no wrong way to like succession. none. discourse is over we won #no wrong opinions everyone gets a trophy the end #succ #succession #tomgreg #tomshiv #kenstewy #conwilla #romangerri #tom wambsgams #greg hirsch #shiv roy #i feel like mostly tomshiv shippers get this mad and i have no idea why when everyone got what we wanted (suffering) #except kendall stands but we knew he was doomed c’mon #kendall roy #*stans not stands #people are allowed to like things that aren’t just the main ass themes like!!

[apollos-boyfriend]

icarus i need you to know that i have only seen brief clips and gotten osmosis attachment to these eggs but literally seeing everything about bobby brought me to tears, your talk of animation family and their connections really made me forget the rampant egg death (which is fully on me but nvm) and bobby's death and his goodbye is literally the worst this server is causing like cat5 psychological incident on the tumblr community, we cherished it while it lasted but i will never stop hoping for simply more time :((

it’s okay i am breaking into alex quackity’s house as we speak and forcing him to revive bobby and all the other dead eggs 👍👍

#muse talk #anon #it’s so. the effect these eggs have had #forever and cellbit were talking about it #how you KNOW they’re fictional. they’re characters played by actors #but as fictional as they are. your FEELINGS for them aren’t fictional #and in the ccs case. the time they spent and bonded wasn’t fictional #it was real. so it HURTS. it hurts like a motherfucker

[manicpixiedreambens]

but honestly what’s the fucking point of anything anymore

#my therapist would be disappointed in me #the good one anyway #because on one hand we’re not supposed to chase approval from people because that’s really caustic #But on the other hand we aren’t supposed to isolate ourselves from all human contact forever by assuming everyone hates us #but like… what is there to like? #Every single time I’m reminded that I beat to a different drum and while that’s okay #People cannot keep track of what I’m playing #or they just don’t like my songs #Probably because I suck #And I guess that’s fine in the end because we all die alone anyway unless we decide to do something about it #But it makes you feel a sense of ennui when you realize everything is so hollow #A real call of the void feeling #these are thoughts

[mothicalspoken]

Yes i know Marcy isn’t confirmed to be sapphic but she is also the best representation of someone hopelessly in love with their best friends that i have ever seen

#The wanting to be with them forever. The fear of being rejected by them. The whole “light in the darkness”’schitch #That damn prom poster. The implication of romantic feelings hiding under the surface #Like Anne and Sasha have their own thing going on and Anne is probably the reason Sasha realized that she’s bi #but Marcy’s dynamic and feelings about Sasha and Anne is something I’ll never get over. She expected them to be there when she woke up! #her worst fear is them not wanting anything to do with her anymore! Her relationship with them is the literal light in the darkness and the #thing that allows her to fight back against Aldritch!!! #Tbh when I was first watching the diner I saw Marcy do that leaning over the table with her chin in her hands thing towards Sasha #and then the “best friends for life” thing later and was like. Oh. You’re in love with aren’t you. I know the signs #As a person who is. Just a little too attached to their best friends who they moved away from- #Marcy wu #Amphibia #sashannarcy