#things aren’t letting up

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

mmmmmMMMMMMM

#sigh #I wanted this break to be nice and relaxing #just allow myself to recharge maybe do some silly personal doodles #but we finally got the quote from the mechanic and it’s #it’s bad but it’s either get this repair or get an all new car we can’t afford #this whole month has been a terrible downward spiral and I’m #trying so hard #I’m not well #things aren’t letting up #I have no motivation to do anything enjoyable #nothing feels enjoyable #I just #I want to sleep forever #I don’t want to deal with this anymore #I still can’t seem to get a job #Q’s job is mentally destroying him because of the things he’s now being exposed to #but he’s been trying to get a new job since mid April #I #no longer feel any hope that things will get better #Christmas? #I feel no Christmas joy #I feel no joy #I picked a shit time to get off my meds but #I don’t know I’m tired of taking pills #there’s nothing wrong with needing them I get that but I just #I didn’t want that anymore #sorry I just needed to yell into the void before I lose my fucking mind #I’m fine things will be fine they’re always fine in the end they have to be

[thoughtsaboutbats]

Titans Tower had a sign that says “days since Robin tried to become a supervillain” that didn’t get past a month the entire time Tim was Robin.

When Damian got there he was pissed cause he thought Tim/Tim’s Titans put it up to make fun of him.

#batfam #tim drake #damian wayne #teen titans #Obviously most of the attempts aren’t act attempts #but everytime tim says let’s do [really fucked up thing] they set it back to 0

[emry-stars-art]

You know when babies are so tired that they’re fussing too much to sleep until you put their head down on your shoulder or something and they pass out immediately

Baby shark has been swimming for a long time with no way to take a break. Hello Whalemack 🐋

(More on Whalemack here)

#whalemack was just swimming #wait what’s that floating up there #it’s coming closer falling through the water #oh there’s fins #and a body and arms and that’s a mer #so Wymack goes to check and it’s a baby shark that is MUCH too still #and he’s been around for a while he knows things #he knows baby shark mers aren’t supposed to be still #so he catches the baby in his arms and holds him so he can sleep #without waking up every minute needing to breathe #TT #and he continues taking care of Andrew whenever he finds the shark/Andrew lets him help #unrelated. realistically I know mammal mers would have short hair or their hair tied back #so it’s not IMMENSELY HEAVY #but I wanted to give Wymack gorgeous flowing locks #just once #as a treat #anyway #next post will be royal au or something else I promise #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #david wymack #mer au #sharkdrew au #oops all mers au #sharkdrew #whalemack

[buggiebite]

Long Day at School

Daddy! Peeta makes my heart melt. Figured everyone needed some of him to withstand the winter.

#dad bod! Peeta does things to me that I can’t explain on tumblr sorry #bc you can’t tell me after 20 years he doesn’t look like a dad #he’s in his 40s let him eat cheese buns and complain about his back hurting #and I just know the toast babies would hang on him and want to be held constantly #he’d want to hold them constantly #que walking into the bakery and he’s got both kids on his hips and he asks how he can help you #but my personal little heacannon for this pic #the school and bakery aren’t too far apart so he picks up the kids if Katniss can’t (she’s hunting #and he picks them up after letting them play with their friends for a few minutes #in this pic toastbaby girl is probably 5ish and toastbaby boy is a baby so he wouldn’t be in school yet #I headcannon the siblings are 3ish years apart #but Peeta picks up his little girl from school and she’s not chattering about her day like usual #she falls asleep on his shoulder before they even leave town #her name is Willow #but he calls her so many endearing names #buggiebite #the hunger games #katniss everdeen #everlark #fanart #peeta mellark #thg #katniss everdeen fanart #district 12 #katniss mellark #katniss and peeta #toastbaby girl #toastbaby

[i-am-church-the-cat]

I didn’t want to hijack the person’s post bc I don’t care what they think but I am a defensive bitch so we’re talking about this

Logan and Oscar met when they were 13/14. The next year they were on the same karting team together but didn’t race each other directly. This would be the last time they don’t race each other until 2019 when Logan moved up to F3 and Oscar was still in Formula Renault. They had a championship battle in F4 and F3, they were teammates in 2020, they haven’t raced each other since then which has been the biggest gap since they’ve known each other.

That still doesn’t mean they’re friends though. You know what does? Them literally saying they are.

Oscar saying “I’m quite close with Logan Sargeant” on that podcast. The Miami GP 2023 post. Them playing paddle together. Logan in that interview where they asked about “Loscar.” Now the podcast episode.

They aren’t forced to be around each other, if anything they’re so busy they don’t have time to hang out, yet they still seek each other out when they have the opportunity. Obviously we don’t know anything about their personal lives but at the very least we know they’re friends?? Not brocedes level of friends, maybe lestappen level of friends cause I don’t think they’re actual friends either, definitely not galex level of friends but that can also be attributed to the fact they don’t talk about themselves a lot, compared to Alex or George who post everything about their lives.

Like, have you ever seen them interact? They’re chilling they’re casual but they are friends. Whatever you think about their dynamic they are at least that.

#just wild take to make to me #logan and oscar: yeah we’re friends #random person on the internet: i don’t believe you #yeah the fandom might be exaggerating it that’s what we do #but it’s not like we’re just making shit up ?? #‘logan and oscar aren’t actually friends’ and i couldn’t let that slide #logan sargeant #oscar piastri #loscar #maybe a problem is that some people who like loscar don’t know The Lore so they just go off of what they believe from this year #also is there any marketing thing where it’s just logan and oscar? #like there’s the FOL videos and now the podcast but we never see them interacting directly #can you even tell if someone is friends or not until they’ve been forced to do challenges by a social media managaer who gets a fourth of #their salary? /j

[ohitslen]

They would be so insufferable once they got together I’m telling you right now

Request by @molten-rainbows!💖✨✨

Uni-fying the requests because.

#worst double date ever when those guys keep getting denied access to many places for a second ride #for context! they aren’t the biggest fans of pda actually #they got lost inside the haunted house that also worked like a maze of the sorts. Meryl and Milly got out first and waited for them to #come out. but they never did. Meryl asked for security to look for them and they were caught in a place they shouldn’t be at #when asked abt the hickeys. they say they were hiding from someone who was chasing them. Vash covered WW mouth and he bit his palm #so Vash bit his hand in return. and bc they’re losers they kept going until things started to escalate and well #things ended up like that. and now they can’t get into the haunted house again. #Meryl considers not letting them be too far away from their line of sight because they are bastards separately and how together they are #somehow even worse. Milly won’t really interfere but would stop them if they start anything in public #which they wouldn’t. but they all know that would be a consequence #I cant for the love of me draw with at least a little bit of context behind it even if it’s just three panels OQJWK #without AA i make so many mistakes but whatever #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #vashwood #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #trigun fanart #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #millymeryl #the girls finally OQNWM #lenssi draws #Trigun Uni! AU #take the color palette as a grain of salt I have zero consistency. also the style I guess

[chirpsythismorning]

bylers when over 350k people don’t have the exact same thoughts and opinions as them

#byler #stranger things #byler tumblr #i know some of us have been singled out or humiliated by others on here insisting we’re delusional for our theories #and so you compensate by doubling down and telling everyone else their theories are actually headcanons and yours aren’t #or maybe you are someone on the other end who is fed up with bylers reaching and are sick of group think having a place here #some advice: just let the show be whatever YOU want it to be #if you think everything you analyzed is right and everyone else is wrong #congrats #you are as pathetic as the rest of the fans who think the exact opposite and also think they're right and you're wrong #we are one of over 350k ppl with differing opinions and thoughts and experiences guiding us to coming to the conclusions we do #i don't mind ppl giving different perspectives to things even if it goes against my analysis (just don't be an asshole about it) #i have changed my mind about certain aspects of the show bc of this and i have changed other peoples' minds as well #without all of us being able to say what we think we would not have near the evidence we do now #but what comes with over 350k people in one space also comes with some semblance majority that feels a certain way about certain things #it's never going to be perfectly even across the board #what is believed and what is agreed upon will always be shifting as different people say their peace and as the show itself progresses #and hell even if you're the 3% that feels a certain way about something and think the other 97% are setting themselves up for disappointmen #bask in your perceived glory WHEN that time comes #but in the mean time... me personally? #i think it would be quite embarrassing if i devoted my time on here to telling everyone else their theories are wrong and mine are right #only to end up being the one that was wrong #let ppl set themselves up for disappointment #save the celebration for when you actually secure that win #for now #id rather be on here discussing my theories/reading others' theories that aren't rooted in tearing everyone else's down to feel superior #all of this is to say it is never worth making ppl feel like shit over a fucking tv show… I’ll never get that #and this is coming from someone who has no (current) plans to say i told you so (not even to that redditor that has a 2 year timer) #bc until s5 comes out... #crazy together

[mazojo]

In the Ultimatum Vanessa outing Xander as ace when we don’t even know if they wanted the label to be out themselves was kinda weird champ

#last thing I’ll say for now I am on ep 4 I am sorry I can’t stand Vanessa #like cool for Xander if they are or aren’t but it should have been Xander the one to say it instead #of Vanessa saying it in a sort of gossip session kind of talk like um maybe let’s not put our partner ? #out** #very weird very toxic let her say it when she feels like it don’t just use it as a way to instigate drama or reactions #Xander break up with Vanessa challenge #the ultimatum queer love #the ultimatum

[quibbs126]

So it is canon that other dessert creatures have different kinds of jam as blood

So my headcanon that dragons have grape jam has a leg to stand on

But also it makes sense for Choco Werehound Brute since black forest cake is made with cherries

#this has been an old headcanon that I never really wanted to let go #and this somewhat validates it #or at least opens it up to the possibility #since they aren’t Cookies by this logic they probably don’t have strawberry jam #also related is a personal headcanon that Dark Cacao has an unusual amount of grape jam in his dough #in place of strawberry jam #but that’s a whole other thing #anyways #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #random stuff #theory #headcanon

[sprout-fics]

Google search: How to make fanfiction fun again

#I’m probably just hormonal or something stupid #but I’ve been getting really depressed about this blog recently and I’ve been thinking more and more about deleting and starting over #or leaving it as an archive and abandoning it #I get so stressed about posting and nervous about interactions and it’s ruining the experience for me #and I know it’s my fault because I’m just fucked up and in need of so much more therapy than I currently have #but at this point I’m forcing myself to have fun in here #it’s not coming naturally #and I have a really really hard time letting go of things that once brought me joy #so I’m kind of hanging on hoping things will get better but they aren’t #I’m not making any decisions yet #but I am going to start backing up my stuff and crossposting to ao3 so it’s all there too #and I’m sure someone is going to come and tell me this is the wrong reaction #so I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything

[tinned-beef]

i woke up this morning and thought to myself, ‘i need to make something.’ and then i spent the majority of today working on this:

it’s five’s mittens from redaurorarora’s fic seven types of love ! here’s the excerpt i took to make these:

anyways here’s the start of what will (hopefully) be a little series of me recreating little things in tua fics. i thought this would be a fun little thing to make and i’m pretty happy with how they turned out!

#i freehanded this so they are NOT matching but that’s the point anyways #also the colors aren’t exactly right i just used what i already had #the orange yarn is a completely different yarn size than the others but yk what. it’s something klaus would do anyways. #anyways i WILL be wearing these i think they’re so fun #if anyone has ideas of things i can make please let me know!!! #my next idea is something from comes and goes by hujwernoo #exciting! #btw if anyone knows if redaurorarora has a tumblr could you let me know so i can tag them <3 #the umbrella academy #tua #my rambles #my doodles #<- technically it’s not a drawing but it’s still art #ALSO yes i know the kittens are knitted in the fic but i do not have that much belief in my knitting skills i’m a lot better at crochet #MITTENS* #edit: i’m realizing that the pattern on the blue mitten got messed up? at the top? #i’ll check it out tomorrow morning idk what happened there #i skipped a row or something

[god-u]

people on twitter are being real weird about chance.. that man is dead so idk what the point in some of those posts are now. if anything i’m really keeping his family in my thoughts. it’s crazy seeing anyone my age go out like that and i’ve lost family the same way. i’ve lost friends from shootings and more. it’s okay for people to feel shock about something like this. you aren’t better than anyone for saying you don’t care because he was *insert -phobic* when you probably have family who disregard your own identity for the same reason but you’d still cry if some shit like this happened to them because of the little good you experienced with them even if the bad outweighed it

#many of whom are still supporting artists who let their music and movies play in israel or constantly listen to abusers #so it’s okay when YOU separate the art from the artist but if you don’t like them then everyone has to hear it?? #saying this as someone who is trans and clearly affected by racism and misogyny #things chance was dumb enough to support before being exposed #if you don’t care just don’t say anything #but you really aren’t as moral as you think you are #if my mom passed of course i’d cry despite being subjected to her abuse growing up and her still denying my identity #that man was not an abuser even if he was shit in other ways as far as i know #it’s easy to keep quiet and literally just say nothing #you can acknowledge both things or simply not speak at all #it’s not hard but we also aren’t going to dismiss the fact that he had terrible beliefs #chance perdomo

[cleocatrablossy]

#my art #it’s mako mermaid au time let’s fucking go. but I ignored the iconic tail design from the show for reasons of fun. #grian #pearlecentmoon #geminitay #impulsesv #jimmy solidarity #goodtimeswithscar #cubfan135 #so pretty much how it starts is: Grian Pearl Gem Impulse and Jimmy are all mermaids. Scar and Cub work at a marine tours/museum type place. #cub’s in the museum area and scar leads diving tours off the mainland. they decide to look around the island to see if there’s anything the #should propose adding to the museum or tours. they spend the night and Scar falls into the moon pool. he gets dragged back to the surface #and figures it was a really weird dream so he and Cub go back to the mainland. meanwhile Gen Pearl Impulse Grian and Jimmy are freaking out #about what to do because a random human just fell into the moon pool during a full moon. they end up getting kicked out of the pod to go fi #this mess. Pearl ends up getting a moon ring from (undecided likely mermaid watcher character) and they end up getting legs via magic. #shenanigans ensue. it’s summer so they’re pretending to be tourists. and no they aren’t trying to track Scar down to kill him. just make hi #not a mermaid anymore. he probably won’t die from it. cub ends up finding out about the whole ‘scar is a mermaid’ thing pretty quickly and #decides to help out. especially with the whole hiding it while doing diving tours thing. more characters do appear but this lot’s the main #cast of the au. #by the way. fishy order is: sand devil shark- epaulette shark- orca(not a fishy)- clown loach- eviota sigillata- and guppy’s

[her-midas-touch]

byler doubt is kind of a bitch sometimes but then I remember how will and mike’s relationship was constantly set apart and highlighted specifically in a different way than with the rest of the party. Like this is so obvious with how soft season 2 byler is, mike being the one paying the closest attention to him, noticing when he was too quiet, being there for him and so protective of him. The crazy together moment. And the swingset memory being the best thing he ever did, hello?

Like, the moments we got with the rest of the boys are definitely not as intimate.

Their relationship is slow buildup but it’s actually such a constant focus throughout the seasons. Like especially with how their relationship is treated with the s3 fight. I mean, weirdest thing here would be why they would put a byler fight in an episode right after the m*leven fight in such a way that it draws attention to how differently the relationships are handled. M*leven, like a joke, something they’re both pretty unconcerned about and byler getting a whole ass dramatic rain fight and mike “you can’t leave now it’s raining” wheeler biking all the way over to apologize.

It’s also funnier if you think about it from what I remember it was lucas who gave mike a lot of advice and stuff post break-up and about making it up to el and hence actually giving him a nudge in that direction while with will it was his own conscious decision to make sure he was alright.

Not to mention how el mentions to max that she doesn’t even know what she likes yet pleaseee— that girl’s whole character arc is discovering herself as a person, building familial and platonic relationships—she wasn’t ready for a romantic relationship, much less after she had been in a lab most of her life and didn’t have a proper sense of romance relationships yet either. Their relationship in s3 is the one that holds the party back—like, lumax was there too but there definitely wasn’t an unhealthy codependence.

El found comfort in mike as he was one of the first people to give her that sense of security and safety. She found a lot of comfort in the idea of mike, the idea of a relationship and feeling secure and all the love that came with it rather then mike as a person himself. And that’s pretty obvious with how mike can’t exactly be himself around el, like spending all of s3 trying to be mature, “not kids anymore”, apparently outgrowing dnd just for him to immediately get back into it with renewed fervor in s4??

And with the m*leven love conflict being paralleled with byler patching things up lmaoo though they both took different turns; one with mike not being able to reassure el whereas with will he was all “iTs hAwKiNs iTs nOt tHe sAmE wIthOuT yOu” and specifying that the rest of their friends were great but not him likee.

And to top things off being in love with mike is such an important part of Will’s character arc, I mean, why go through all the buildup, parallels, subtext and using the painting as will’s means to push mike away yet notably having el still lose despite mike’s monologue, that too not giving them a scene where it’s shown that everything was resolved between them even though they’re a main couple if byler isn’t endgame? In fact that would leave a lot unexplained and also give will a super queerphobic and unsatisfactory storyline.

Like you have a whole separate gay stoner road-trip subplot with byler in s4 while el’s character growth almost recurrently takes place when she’s apart from mike—do I even need to elaborate? So many thoughts but anyway, that’s it for now

#byler #rants and rambles #just way too many thoughts and no one to share with irl so #and tbh it hasn’t been very fun lately with everything going on :(( #but like byler is precious to me and I just want it to be fun again like its such a shame how fucked up things are rn I’m soo torn 😭 #but at the very least we deserve positive queer storylines and romantic arcs that aren’t doomed to tragedy so #whatever happiness the ship itself brings you don’t let anyone take it away #the characters themselves will always have a special place #will byers #mike wheeler

[averagepsychouser]

Some of y’all need to know it’s okay for villains to be inexcusably fucked up like you don’t have to make headcanons justifying why you like them

#fallout new vegas #fallout nv #caesar’s legion #courier six #vulpes inculta #fnv vulpes #fnv legion #saw someone headcanon that legate Lanius wouldn’t beat his slaves like this is the same man that kills his own soldiers #let men be fucked up in the head #this also goes for women but there aren’t female villains in fallout I dont think #actually I can’t think of any female villains in general #good thing I have the power of literacy and writing so I can make anything I want happen in fics

[danidoesathing]

in hindsight Buck Vernon is such a funny character. like his whole story starts off with his ass getting dumped but not even realizing it. he goes across the country searching for her and doesn't have any luck until he goes to a random fortune teller (who later admits to scamming him) and takes her vague bullshit to heart which leads him to get caught in the middle of a wild drug ring and he may have accidentally set off a war between said drug dealers and a gang of arsonists that was founded by an undead biker dude. he once bumped into said undead biker dude at a night club while running from the cops. he can see/talk to ghosts and it's never explained why and he doesnt even make a big deal of it. he ends up finding a corpse in the middle of the road and goes "well shit someone has to bury the guy". when said corpse gets up and asks for a smoke buck just. gives it to him and starts having a chat with him. he cant lie for shit and gets caught like every single time but still manages to get out of every situation alive. he once beat up a drug dealer in the back of an arcade. he got black brained which kills every other character it happened to and just. didnt die somehow?? he's killed at least two people and doesn't even blink. when he found his ex and got dumped a second time he just. got up and walked off with a bullet wound in his leg. he presumably lived and proceeds to write weird sad love songs for the rest of his life.

hes the most pathetic noir protagonist ive ever seen. there's something deeply wrong with him. i want to study him

#Edit: I FORGOT ABOUT THE CANON HALLUCINATIONS #he also vividly hallucinates and it’s just an aspect of his character #the ghosts aren’t hallucinations because they know things buck has no way of knowing so he canonly can see ghosts #hes so funny who lets him be like this #whats wrong with him #buck seeing a corpse get up and start walking around: damn this would make a good song #ok but seriously though why can he talk to ghosts #like he can just do that. why #I might be wrong about the first part but honestly vide noir is way funnier if he has no clue. like lee left him but didnt tell him shit #imagine going through all this shit for someone only to found out they weren't missing they just ghosted you #its so funny #also how did he even survive getting black brained. like yeah yeah cosmic ash can bring you back from an overdose but #buck didnt have that. he just?? decided not to die??? #at this point god wont let him die #vide noir #vide noir movie #buck vernon #dani speaks #lord huron