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shiftingparadise · 1 year

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I NEED another soft spot 🤭 it was so bussin also just take your time no rush ok you got alot of request 🫶🫶🫶

OKAY, so I kinda combined it with another request, so I hope you still like it. God, I love writing these 🥹 I'm so glad you guys are asking for more parts. Anyway, I hope everyone's doing fine. Have a great day 🤍✨

Warnings: smut and a little bit angsty, just a little bit

Word count: 4538

“Both of you?”, you looked across the table. “Don’t worry, darling. Phinks will take care of you”. “B-but why both of you?”, you ignored Feitan’s attempt to intervene. “And Phinks? I barely know him”. “Darling”, Chrollo stopped while pouring you some more wine, “I need Feitan with me this time. I’m sorry”. “A-and when are you leaving?”, your eyes darted toward Feitan. “Tonight”, Feitan coldly replied. “And for how long?”, your eyes now focused on Chrollo. “A week. Maybe a little bit longer”.

“A week? Alone? With Phinks?”, your heart dropped to your stomach. “He’s … nice”, Feitan tried to hide his discontent. “He’ll be here shortly”, Chrollo added, “Be nice to him, okay?”. “Whatever”, you pushed your food to the side, “I’ll be upstairs”.

“Darling”.

Ah. There it was again. The hint of threat in his calm voice.

“What?”, your eyes fixed on the table.

“Be nice”.

It was ages ago since he hurt you. Since they hurt you… But you knew that tone. That lingering smirk on his face; telling you that there would be consequences if you disobeyed him.

“Y/N?”, Feitan’s cold voice burst through your bubble. “I’ll be nice”, a lump in your throat. “Good girl”, Feitan slowly walked behind you, “Don’t worry. We’ll get you something nice”.

You closed your eyes as his hands softly massaged your shoulders. You didn’t want them to leave you. You didn’t want to be left alone with someone you barely knew.

“And we’ll call, darling. So, stay close to Phinks, and don’t be a brat”. “What if Hisoka-“.

You didn’t mean to sound so fragile, but you couldn’t help it. You were scared. Scared that something was going to happen.

“Don’t worry. We took care of it, "Feitan kissed your temple carefully. A gesture he rarely did. “B-but-“, you tried to protest, to make them stay.

“Darling”, a small smirk on his face, “Enough”.

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“And don’t let my darling into this room, Phinks”. “And make sure she takes these every morning, " Feitan signaled to the neatly stacked vitamins on the table next to you.

“Ugh”, a sigh you couldn’t contain as you leaned against the kitchen counter.

“Darling?”, Chrollo turned his head, “What’s wrong?”. “Nothing”, you shrugged your shoulders. “She doesn’t seem too happy”, Phinks gritted his teeth. “Don’t worry, we told her to behave”, Feitan’s cold eyes pierced through you.

“I can handle a brat, little Fei”, Phinks obviously forgot his boss was standing in front of him. “A brat?”, Chrollo coldly added. “Sorry boss, I was talking about Fei-“. “You’re here for her safety. If she needs something, anything, you’ll make sure she gets it. Understood?”.

“Boss”, the blonde bowed his head in agreement.

“That being said, if she does decide to act out of place-“. “You’ll call us first”, Feitan interrupted, “And we’ll tell you what to do”.

“Right, Fei”, Phinks clenched his jaw.

It was obvious the blonde didn’t like being ordered around by Feitan.

“Come here, darling”, Chrollo signaled you to come over. With heavy feet and a pout on your face, you obeyed. “We’ll be leaving now. Behave, okay?”. “Hm”, you wrapped your arms around his waist, pulling him close, “I’ll miss you”. “We’ll miss you too”, a soft kiss on the top of your head.

“I’ll get you something nice”, Feitan carefully placed a strand of hair behind your ear as you turned around. “Thanks, Fei. Please come back soon”. “As soon as possible”.

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Chrollo and Feitan were already gone for a couple of days, and you wanted nothing more than to have Phinks gone. You hated him. You hated the smug look on his face, the way he scoffed every time a snappy reply left your lips…

“I’m bored”, you sighed as you once again opened the fridge. “So?”, Phinks stood against the counter, his arms folded as he watched you.

You didn’t know if it was in your head, but you could feel him staring at you. You could feel his eyes gliding from the top of your head to your back.

“What the hell are you wearing?”. “Chrollo makes me wear this. He likes it”, you rolled your eyes. You still hated the little black nightgown he made you wear. “I can see why. It barely covers anything”, Phinks scoffed before walking to the couch in the living room.

You decided to ignore his reaction. You knew it was revealing, but you didn’t want to wear your clothes until you went to sleep.

“What are you going to watch?”, you stopped in front of the TV, already earning an annoyed smirk in response.

“You, apparently”.

“Don’t get your hopes up”, you rolled your eyes as you sat down next to him. “Don’t worry, you’re not my type”.

You didn’t know why you felt so offended. You could feel the heat rise to your cheeks.

“What’s wrong, darling?”, a smug look on his face, “Can’t stand it when someone doesn’t worship you?”.

“If I’m not your type, then why do you keep looking at my breasts?”.

“I-I’m not!”, the blonde immediately sat up straight, angry eyes now staring into yours. “I think you are”, you smirked, “Can’t wait for Chrollo to call. He deserves to know what a pervert you are”.

You would never tell Chrollo anything like that. Not after the last time you did. Back when you were still scared of Feitan. Even though you were his darling, he was still a cruel man. One step out of line, and the consequences could be very painful.

“H-hey, stop it!”, a red blush on his cheeks. “So, what are you going to watch?”, you folded your arms. “I don’t know, a shitty movie”, he angrily picked up the remote.

“Okay”, you slowly stood up, “I’m going to bed”.

“Wait”, a serious look on his face, “Boss wants me to check the rooms before you go to sleep”. “You don’t have to-“, “Wait here”, he grabbed your arm, “I’m not kidding. Boss will kill me if something happens to you”.

You rolled your eyes, but you waited nonetheless. You would be lying if you said you weren’t scared. That clown got to you.

“It’s safe, you can go”. “Thanks”, you quietly responded. A sudden anxious feeling washed over you. Something you didn’t understand. “Night Phinks”. “Goodnight”, he coldly replied before he sat down again.

Why? Why were your hands sweating? Why did it feel like there was no air anymore?

“S-shit”, with shaking hands, you opened the door to your room. “H-huh?’, your heart racing as you noticed a tall figure next to your bed. “H-hisoka?”, the name got stuck in your throat. Your hands nervously turned on the light.

“W-what?”, tears building up in the corners of your eyes. There was no one. Your mind was playing tricks on you. Were you going crazy?

The air. Why was there no air?

“I-I can’t breathe”, you hastily walked towards your window, but your legs gave up halfway.

You couldn’t move. You couldn’t scream. You couldn’t breathe. Were you going to die? Was this it? Did someone poison you?

“Y/N?”, Phinks knocked on your door, “I heard something, are you alright?”.

You wanted to respond, you really did, but the lump in your throat wouldn’t allow it.

“Y/N?”, Phinks raised his voice.

Somehow,his voice seemed so far away.

“I’m coming in”.

You didn’t want him to see you like this, but if someone did poison you…

“Y/N?”, a hint of distress in his voice as he saw you curled up on the floor. “What’s wrong?”, his hand immediately on your waist, his other brushing some hair from your face.

“I-I can’t-“, tears kept streaming down your cheeks, “I-I don’t want to die”.

“What happened?”, his eyes scanned the room, “Was someone here?”.

You couldn’t talk, so you shook your head in response.

“Ah, I see”, he carefully picked you up, “Are you scared?”.

You hastily bopped your head up and down.

“Heart racing? Think you’re going to die?”.

“Y-yes”, you hastily nestled your head into his chest. “Don’t worry”, Phinks carried you to your bathroom, “You’re having a panic attack. You’re not going to die”.

A panic attack?

“Is this the first time?”. “Hm”, you bopped your head up and down, your hands tugging at his shirt. “Control your breathing, okay?”, he carefully seated you inside your tub. “D-don’t-“, you desperately reached out for him once he let go. “I’m here”, his voice never sounded so soft before, “Stop crying, okay? It’s fine. You’refine”.

With blurred sight, you watched the blonde turn on the tap. A panic attack? This wasn’t a panic attack. It couldn’t be. You were going to die, you could feel it. Hisoka was here and-

“Here”, Phinks checked the temperature, trying to ignore your sobs. “Feel this”, rough hands grabbed yours, “Try to concentrate on this feeling”.

“H-huh?”, you could feel your eyes widen. “Just concentrate on it. It feels nice, doesn’t it?”. “I-it does”. “How many bottles of shampoos do you have stacked here?”, he chuckled, “Can you count them for me?”. “A-a lot”. “Count them”, his large hands softly massaging yours as the hot water pours into the tub. “Seven, no.. Eight”.

Finally, your sight wasn’t as blurry, and your heart wasn’t jumping out of your chest anymore. You could breathe again.

“That’s it”, a smile on his face, “Good girl”. “A-are you sure no one’s here?”, your voice still shaking. “I’m sure sweetheart, I checked twice”. “O-okay”, you softly pulled your hands back, “I-I’m fine, thank you”. “You’re not”, he closed the tap, “You’re shaking”. “Sorry”, you pulled your knees to your chest. “Don’t”, he stood up, “I’ll leave you to it, try to relax”. “L-leave?”, your eyes darted towards the blonde. “You can’t take a bath with your clothes still on”. “I-I don’t need a bath-“, “You can’t go to bed with wet clothes either. I’ll be just outside the door”.

Your heart sunk to your stomach once you heard the door close. You didn’t want to be alone, not right now. With careful steps, you got out of bad. Right, you didn’t have another nightgown here.

"Phinks?”, you shyly called out, hands wrapped around your waist. “What’s wrong?”, he slowly opened the door, “Can I look?”. “Y-yes”, you shivered, “I need a new nightgown”. “Are you an idiot?”, he hastily grabbed a towel and wrapped it around you, “You’ll get sick”.

Why did your heart flutter when you felt his big arms wrap around you?

“T-thanks”, your cheeks red as you looked up at the blonde.

Why did he look at you like that? Why were his arms still wrapped around you?

“I-I’ll get you… You know. Uhm-“, he nervously stuttered. “T-thanks”, you turned your head to the side, not wanting him to see your pink cheeks.

A strange feeling rose to your stomach. You hated him, you truly did, but you used to hate Feitan too. Was something wrong with you? No, you were confused, that’s all. You had a panic attack, and you missed Chrollo and Feitan more than anything.

“Here”, Phinks’ arm appeared through the door, “Get changed. I’m tired”. “Thanks”, you gently grabbed the piece of fabric.

Why did his hand feel so soft all of a sudden? You swore they felt rough minutes ago.

“Is there something wrong?”. “H-huh?”, you popped out of your trance before noticing your hand was touching his.

You felt embarrassed. How long were you standing there?

“S-sorry”, you hastily shook your head before pulling your hand away. .

You immediately closed the door again before putting it on.

“Ready”, you closed the door behind you. Phinks was sitting on your bed, patiently waiting for you. “Good”, he cleared his throat, “I’ll be downstairs if you need anything. Goodnight”.

“Night”.

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“H-huh?”, you woke up in the middle of the night, sweat dripping from your forehead.

You could hear it. His evil laugh, the cards flipping…

“N-no”, you pulled the sheets to your chest, “G-go away, please-“.

You didn’t want to get poisoned again. You didn’t want to die.

“Leave me alone, please”, you cried out, arms safely wrapped over your head.

Footsteps.

“No, no, no”, tears streaming down your cheek, “Get out, leave me alone!”.

“Y/N?”, a concerned voice broke through the darkness, “Who’s here? Where?”.

“H-hisoka, he-“.

“Hisoka?”, Phinks’ voice sounded steady, “He can’t be here. Chrollo took care of it”. “B-but I heard him. He was laughing and-”. “Sweetheart”, the blonde rubbed through his eyes, “He isn’t here, and even if he was, I wouldn’t let anything happen to you”. “B-but last time-“. “Look”, he slowly sat down on the edge of your bed, “I’ll sleep on the ground, okay? If anyone enters this room, I’ll make sure you’re safe”.

“O-okay”, you wiped the tears from your cheek, “Just don’t leave me alone, please. I’m scared”. “I’ll stay. Just get some sleep, okay?”.

You watched as he took a blanket out of the basket next to your bed. You didn’t know why, but you couldn’t sleep. You never felt so scared in your life.

“Phinks?”, you opened your eyes, heart once again racing. “Phinks? Are you here?”. “Hm? A low grunt next to your bed. “I-I can”t sleep”, tears already streaming down your cheeks. “Why? I’m here”.

You couldn’t ask him to… You knew that, but you felt so, so scared.

“C-can you please sleep next to me? Please Phinks”. “Y/N”, Phinks quietly responded, “You know I can’t do that”. “W-why not?”. “Boss would kill me, and Feitan too”. “B-but I’m scared. I w-won’t tell him. I promise”.

You could see the blond study every corner of your room. Probably to make sure there weren’t any cameras.

“Fine”, he clicked his tongue, “Move”.

You hastily shuffled to the other side. Relief flooded over you once you felt the warmth of his body next to yours.

“Thank you”, you quietly whispered, your back facing his.

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You slowly rubbed your eyes as the sunlight kissed your bedsheets. “10.30?”, you frowned, “Never sleep this long-“.

Your heart froze once you realized his arm was wrapped around your waist, his head resting on top of yours.

“P-Phinks?”. “What?”, he snapped back, obviously not realizing what was happening. “Y-you’re… Your arm-“. “Huh?”, you could feel his grip loosen, “S-shit”, he immediately let go, “I’m sorry. Please don’t tell boss. I didn’t mean to-“.

But you liked it. You liked having his body pressed against yours.

“I-it’s fine… You can hold me. I like it”.

You were playing with fire. You knew that.

Without responding, he slowly placed his arm back around your waist. “Thanks”, a content smile on your face as you shuffled closer to him.

Was it because you were lonely? Because you missed Chrollo and Fei?

“Want some breakfast?”, he tightened his grip, not ready to let you go. “Please”, you gently intertwined your hand with his. “Got to let me go, sweetheart”. “R-right”, you cleared your throat. “Avocado toast?”. “Perfect”.

---

“Boss called, he’s coming back today”.

A few days passed, and Phinks kept sleeping next to you – because you asked him to. You didn’t know why, but sleeping alone wasn’t really your forte after what happened with Hisoka, and well… You enjoyed Phinks’ company. Chrollo and Feitan didn’t need to know, right? After all, you were just cuddling each other.

“Right”, you took a sip from the smoothie Phinks made you, “I’ll get changed. He’ll be back soon”.

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“Darling”, Chrollo dramatically opened his arms once he saw you, “I’ve missed you”. “I’ve missed you too”, you eagerly nestled your head against his chest. “And you too, Fei”, you now wrapped your arms around Feitan.

“Phinks?”, a smile on Chrollo’s face, “Thank you for taking care of our darling”.

That tone. Something wasn’t right. He knew.

“You enjoyed his company, darling?”. “Hm”, you slowly nodded.

You couldn’t talk. They would hear your shaking voice.

“Enjoyed it a little too much?”, Feitan widened his eyes, his aura flooded with anger. “Are you accusing me of something, little Fei?”, Phinks’ frowned.

His heart must be racing. He must be nervous too, right?

“Fei”, Chrollo calmly raised his hand, his eyes locked on Phinks. “Tell me, Phinks”, a dangerous smile on Chrollo’s face, “Why does she smell like you?”. “I don’t know boss”, Phinks humbly lowered his head.

“What about you? Do you know why, darling?”.

This isn’t good. You couldn’t lie. They’d know.

“I-I asked him to sleep with me. I-I mean, in one bed. N-next to me”.

“Why?”, Feitan’s aura exploded, but his voice was calm as ever. “I-I had a panic attack, and I was afraid, and I thought I saw Hisoka and-“, you rambled, unable to catch your breath.

“So”, Chrollo interrupted you, “You asked another man to sleep next to you?”. “Y-yes”, your heart dropped to your stomach. “I know I said you had to listen to her, Phinks… But sleeping next to my darling? Touching her?”. “H-he didn’t-“, you tried to intervene. “Lie again and I’ll remind you of whom you belong to”, Feitan was suddenly standing behind you, his nails digging into your arm.

“Sorry boss”, Phinks loudly swallowed.

“And you wanted more, right?”, Feitan tightened his grip, his lips hovering next to your ear.

You couldn’t lie. They’d know.

“Y-yes”, you closed your eyes, tears streaming down your cheek.

You were scared. You could see Chrollo’s threatening smile, the way he was looking at Phinks…

“Let her go, Fei”, Chrollo kept looking at the blonde. “So, darling. I guess you need to be reminded whom you belong to, right?”.

“P-please, don’t hurt me-“. “On your knees”, Chrollo nodded, “Show Phinks whom you belong to”.

“Huh?”. “You heard him”, Feitan’s umbrella on your shoulder, “Knees”.

You didn’t even try to disobey.

“Boss, I know she’s yours”, Phinks’ eyes locked onto the ground. “Strange, you didn’t seem to when we were gone”, Chrollo gently stroked your cheek, his eyes still looking at the blonde.

“What are you waiting for?”, Feitan smirked, “Show us what you wanted to do with Phinks”.

With shaking hands, you opened his belt.

“Were you wet when you thought about him?”, Chrollo looked down.

No response. You couldn’t.

“You already have two men who are willing to give you everything you need and more. Are you really saying you need a third?”.

“N-no!”, you looked at him, with glossy eyes.

“Prove it”, he softly grabbed your wrist, placing your hand on his member. “Show Phinks you’re mine”.

It was embarrassing, it really was, but you liked it. You liked the way Phinks’ breathing got heavier, the way you felt his eyes burn at the back of your head when Chrollo guided you.

“Tsk, she’s enjoying this”, Feitan’s brows pulled together, “Look”.

“N-no”, you tried to protest once you could feel Feitan lift your dress with his umbrella.

“Darling?”, Chrollo gently pulled your face away from his member, “Sit down on the couch and spread your legs”. “C-chrollo-“. “We know you’re enjoying this”, Feitan grabbed your wrist, pulling you behind him, “Sit and spread your legs”.

You knew your panties were soaked. You couldn’t help it. You sat down on the couch, your legs wide open.

“Ah, I see”, Chrollo chuckled, “Were you this wet for Phinks?”. “N-no-“.

“Look”, Feitan signaled the blonde to come over, “This for you”. “F-fei-“, Phinks tried to protest, but once Chrollo raised his hand he obeyed nonetheless.

“Look Phinks”, Chrollo sat down next to you, “She’s this wet for you”. “Boss, I’m sure-“. “Tell him”, Chrollo turned his head to look at you, his digits softly stroking over your panties.

“I-I’m this wet for you”, you turned your head to the side, trying to keep yourself from moaning.

“Tsk”, Phinks clenched his jaw, trying to keep his hands away from his hard member.

“Ask him”, Feitan stood in front of you, his hand wrapped around your cheeks, “We know you want it”.

“H-huh?”, you looked at Chrollo. “Ask him, darling”.

“Please”, your voice shaking, “Make me feel good, Phinks”.

A sudden silence filled the room. He didn’t want to, right?

“Don’t worry”, Chrollo looked at his Spider, “You can fuck her”.

“Hmpf”, you quickly placed a hand on your mouth as you felt Chrollo push your panties to the side, one finger slowly pumping in and out of you.

You were willing to beg at this point.

“Are you this wet for me, sweetheart?”, the blonde signaled Feitan to move.

“I-I am”, an innocent look on your face. “Then why don’t you take your panties off for me?”.

“See, darling? He wanted to fuck you too”, Chrollo slowly removed his hand from your panties, “Be a good toy for him, okay? Phinks is one of my strongest members. He deserves to feel good”.

“I-I’ll be good”, you let your panties fall onto the ground.

“Tsk, good? You’re a brat”, Feitan coldly sighed while sitting down next to you.

Was this a dream? You were sitting between Feitan and Chrollo, while Phinks was going to-

“Here, we’ll help”, Chrollo gently pushed your leg to the side. Feitan coldly looked to the side before doing the same.

“Shit”, Feitan slowly sat down on one knee, “So pretty”. “Hmpf”, you wanted to press your legs together when you felt his tongue against your clit, but Feitan and Chrollo kept your legs in place. “And sweet too”, Phinks smirked. “You sure boss?”, a serious look on his face.

“Do with her as you please”, Chrollo coldly replied, “Our darling gets whatever she wants, but you’ll still get punished after this, Y/N”.

God, you hated it when he called you by your name. That meant he was being serious.

“I know”, you looked at the dark-haired man, “B-but can Phinks fuck me now?”. “Tsk”, you could feel Feitan’s nails pressing into your soft flesh, “Impatient brat”.

“Don’t worry, sweetheart”, Phinks dropped his pants to the ground, “I’ve been thinking about this ever since I saw you in that short nightgown”. “P-please”, you looked at the blonde.

He was big. Bigger than Chrollo or Fei. For a second you were scared it was too big.

“Ssh”, Phinks cupped your cheek with one hand as he slowly pressed his tip against your entrance, “Y-you’re so tight, fuck. I can see why boss and Fei share you”.

“Wait until she comes”, Feitan glared at the blonde, “Bet you can’t keep yourself from coming once she does”.

“S-shit”, Phinks slowly thrust in and out of you, “Could come right now. She’s addicting”.

“Darling?”, Chrollo placed a small kiss on your temple as you tried to keep yourself from being too loud. “Tell him what you are. Talk to him like you talk to us”.

Talk? You couldn’t talk. You were a mess.

“F-feels so good, P-phinks”, your hands on his chest, “Y-you’re so big, s-so deep-“. “Shit”, Phinks grunted as he felt you clench around him. “Y-you can do whatever you want to me, Phinks. I’m y-your cumdump, your little toy-“. “No”, the blonde chuckled, “You’re divine, and right now, you’re my goddess”.

“Tsk”, Feitan scoffed. “Fei”, a threatening smile on Chrollo’s face. You knew this wasn’t how he expected it to go.

“I don’t care what you want to be. You’re nothing less than divine”, Phinks placed a kiss on your cheek, “Can you turn around for me?”. “H-hm”, you nodded as he pulled out. “F-fei? C-Chrollo?”, you looked at the two men who were still holding your legs.

“Hands and knees”, Chrollo stood up, “Fei and I are going to use that pretty mouth of yours, right Fei?”. “Hm”, Fei coldly nodded.

Within a minute, Phinks was thrusting in and out of you, while you tried your best to keep Fei and Chrollo happy.

“T-that’s right, darling”, Chrollo’s hand was wrapped in your hair, “Look at me while Phinks takes you”.

“S-She’s going to come”, Phinks chuckled, “Come for me, sweetheart. Show me how much you enjoy this”. “Don’t you dare stop”, Chrollo grabbed your jaw, “Keep sucking. I’m going to stuff your mouth while you’re coming”.

God, you never felt this good. You couldn’t think straight anymore. It felt as if the world around you disappeared.

“Good girl”, Phinks placed a sweet kiss on your shoulder. “S-shit”, Chrollo smirked, “Be nice and swallow”.

“Move”, Feitan signaled Chrollo, “Want to fuck her but guess Phinks get the honor to come inside her. I’ll fuck her later”.

F-feitan”, you tried to keep your head up, but Phinks felt too good. “Don’t worry, sweetheart, I got you”, the blonde wrapped his hand in your hair, lifting your head so Feitan could easily fuck your mouth.

“Good girl”, Phinks’ lips brushed over your ear, “You’re so good for letting Fei use you like that”.

“Darling?”, Chrollo smiled while putting his pants back on, “Make Fei finish. I want you to talk to Phinks”.

Right. You knew just what to do to make Fei come.

“F-fuck”, Feitan let his head fall back, “J-just like that”.

Two minutes was all that it took.

“So good”, Feitan brushed some strands of your hair from your face, “Now be good one more time, okay?”.

“Talk to him”, Chrollo handed Feitan his clothes, “He’ll come within minutes”.

But you didn’t want him to come. You were enjoying this way too much.

“P-Phinks? C-can I lay down on my back? I want to look at you”. “Whatever you want, sweetheart”.

You loved it. How sweet he was. How gently his hands wrapped around your waist, turning you on your back.

“K-kiss me”, you shyly asked, your hands wrapped around his arms. “Boss?”, Phinks kept his eyes locked with yours. “Whatever she wants”, Chrollo held his arm in front of Feitan, who was ready to punch his friend.

You weren’t used to this. To a kiss so gently and so sweet.

“Phinks?”, you looked at him with big eyes, “I-I want you to come for me, okay? Can you do that?”. “S-shit”, Phinks let his head rest on your shoulder, “Y-your voice. I’d do anything for you”. “I want you to come with me, Phinks. I want you to come inside me”. “I-Inside?”, Phinks’ eyes studied yours. “Please”, you loudly swallowed, trying to keep your orgasm away. “Don’t you want to know what it feels like to breed me?”, you gently stroked his cheek, “What it feels like to come inside me?”. “I-I’m going to-“. “Ssh, it’s okay. You can come. I’ll come with you. You want that? Want to feel me clench around you while you fill me up?”. “Fuck, you’re something else”, he crashed his lips against yours, his thrusts getting sloppier. “Ready, sweetheart?”. “R-ready”, you wrapped your arms around his neck, “I-I’m coming”. “S-shit, me too”.

Was this your best orgasm yet? You were a shaking mess.

“You okay?”, Phinks eyes studied yours. “N-never been better”, you smiled back.

“See?”, Chrollo helped you sit up straight as Phinks put his clothes back on, “Such a good girl”.

“F-fei?”, you searched the room. “You know him, darling. He gets a bit jealous sometimes. He’s going to need more attention than usual today”.

“Phinks?”, Chrollo looked at the blonde, “Try not to tell this to the others. I think three is more than enough to share her with”.

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rynfushiguro14 · 2 years

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Can we like……bring back Feitan’s speach impediment in fics with him???? Not just speaking in short sentences but like similar to the 1999 Fei👀

#feitan smut #feitan fluff #feitan x reader #feitan x y/n #feitan portor #hxh #hxh feitan #hxh fanfic #hxh smut #hunter x hunter #phantom troupe x reader #phantom troupe #feitan

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gretavanheatabove · 2 years

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soft boy youtube time

hey! this is my attempt to put out some non-toxic feitan content. he is very special to me and i imagine him being very sweet and sleepy and hgjgfjvkj i hope you like it

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“hi baby! what are you up to tn?” you texted feitan as you warmed up your car.

“playing league with phinx. come see me soon?” he replied in a heartbeat.

“bringing groceries love you”

“ik ;)”

“die”

“never🖤drive safe”

you chuckled quietly at his reply. you’d just left the grocery store before heading towards the apartment you’d been sharing with feitan and phinks while the owner was… away. indefinitely.

your tires slushed against the wet pavement, turning in the direction of your shared place. when you arrived, you scooped up your bags and entered the security code in the door, and a panel scanned your eye before the door opened with a satisfying click. kicking it shut behind you, you quickly unpacked in the kitchen and tucked away your reusable bags. the only item left out was a bottle of sangria you’d swiped from the upscale restaurant you’d been working undercover at.

you collected two of your favorite mugs in one fist, and the bottle of wine in another. well, to be honest, the mugs were already in the house when you “moved in”, but the previous owner had a cute collection. kicking your shoes off on your way down the hall, you passed phink's open doorway to see him glued to the screen, playing with feitan from one room over.

you opened fei’s door with a nudge of your knee. he sat hidden in his tall gaming chair, only the sound of his mouse clicking gave away his existence. in front of him sat 3 large monitors, which he liked to use all at once for some reason. the room smelled of black coffee and the toasted coconut scented candle you got him last week.

“yeah, they just got back.” he spoke from his throne. he’d probably heard the moment you pulled in from here, though you tried to be quiet coming up. you emptied your hands on your nightstand and made your way over to his chair.

“hey.” you pressed a kiss to his temple. his eyes flickered your way then back to a screen with a crinkle and his lips curled. “you want wine? sangriaaaa?”

his nose crinkled and he hummed. “sangria… so sweet. sure, i’ll have some.” he began clicking away again. “please and thank you.” he tossed in.

“sure,” you grinned, moving to grab the bottle and present it to him. he glanced over and in one quick motion, popped the cork.

you returned to the mugs, one with care bears and the other an intricate floral design. you poured them most of the way full and sat at the foot of the bed, by feitan’s desk. setting the mug down next to his mousepad you ran your fingers up his exposed arm. he wore a white t shirt and black sweatpants, his hair half up in a little bun secured with his favorite scrunchie. he shivered a little at your touch.

“how’d everything go tonight? did you have a good time?” you usually tried not to pry too much about his “work”, but tonight had been the first night of the auction, which he’d much been looking forward to.

he paused and reflected before replying. “it was okay. i didn’t get to do anything, but, i got to see blinky in action again.”

you smiled softly. “there will be another chance, i’m sure of it. how’s your match going?”

“good, though shal keeps cheesing like a pussy. yes, i know you can hear me. you’re a pussy.” you could hear shalnark through feitan’s headset, trying to defend his strategies.

you laughed and pressed a kiss to his cheek before laying down on your stomach with your laptop, your face at the foot of the bed. “well, good luck with that.” you sipped at your wine and opened up your browser to youtube, ready to catch up on your subscriptions.

feitan didn’t touch his wine for a few minutes, likely forgetting about it in the heat of battle. when he finally did take a sip, he smacked his lips and made a funny face. “so sweet. wow.” eventually, though, he adjusted and sipped more and more.

you grabbed a fuzzy blanket from the end of your bed and wrapped it around yourself, getting quite cozy as your belly grew warm and your head grew foggy. you giggled at the funny video you had on, the wine making everything sillier than usual. feitan glanced over at you and wished his match would be over already. he’d missed you all day, and could use some comfort after things hadn’t gone as planned today.

he looked you over, suddenly very jealous of how comfortable you looked all wrapped up in the blanket. your cheeks were a tone matching the rosiness of the drink in your hand, your eyes glued to the screen with a toothy grin. he turned back to the screen, and having lost all interest, spoke into his headset. “i’m out. best of luck.” he turned his pc off and stood to stretch his legs. he gave his torso a twist to crack his back, rolled his head side to side, and finished his first mug of wine. he moved to the table the bottle was set on and topped his care bears mug off.

he plopped down next to you in bed, laying his head on you as his eyes found the screen. he took a deep breath and let it go. “what are we watching?”

you rattled off the title of the video playing, “okay but does your keyboard sound as wet as your girlfriend at my house last night?” you both giggled at this, his bun loosening in a beautifully messy way. the video was over in a moment, and he pointed to the sidebar.

“oh, play that.” he moved to show you what he wanted, but in order to prevent his wine from sloshing, couldn’t reach far enough. he began chugging to remedy this issue.

“what, the sims speed build?” you suggested, giggling as he finished off his drink.

“no, no, that one.” he reached over and pointed to ‘jujutsu kaisen but there’s no context’. you clicked on it and it began to play. his fingers quickly found your scalp as he began to massage it. he had really missed you today, and though he may not be quick to admit it, he had been waiting for you to come comfort him after his rough day. he had really adjusted to everything going the way he wanted, so it was really bumming him out.

you melted into his touch as you both cracked up at “nice pitch!” you sipped at your drink and your eyes fluttered shut. the pads of his fingers moved with the perfect amount of pressure, never scratching or hesitating in his movements. he wanted your comfort, but instead of asking, he simply offered it to you instead. he was feeling very warm and fuzzy inside, cracking a big smile and nuzzling his head into you.

“missed you so much today,” he mumbled, removing his fingers from your hair. the absence was cold, so you turned to face him. his cheeks glowed pink, his lips curled up revealing his front teeth. receiving his affection was always heartwarming. it’s an honor to be one of the people he opens up to, and definitely one of the only people to see his teeth. they were quite nice teeth, the bottom row was charmingly crooked and there was a very slight gap between the front two. nothing you would notice from far away.

“i missed you too, buddy!” you leaned in and kissed softly, tasting his strawberry chapstick. his tongue flicked over your lip and you parted them, allowing yourself to taste the sweet wine on his soft tongue. he sighed contentedly and pulled away.

“we should finish that bottle.” he rolled onto his back to reach out for the wine on the nightstand, his knees bent and feet up in the air. gripping the neck of the bottle, feitan rolled back and took a sip before passing it to you. your fingers grazed over his in accepting the wine and they caught your stare for a moment. yes, he’s done some pretty horrible things with those hands, but they look so lovely wrapped around the cool glass, among other things…

it was your turn to sip when suddenly feitan released another contented sigh, this one much bigger than the last. his eyelids were heavy over his eyes, but he was determined to stay up as late as he could with you. feitan leaned over to pick another video, an older bjork music video. he was quite a big fan of her work and had seen each video a handful of times, but he still liked to revisit. you passed the bottle back and forth over a couple of her music videos, and the sweet drink quickly disappeared. the only trace being the empty glass and the way you’d lean into each other, cheeks pink and teeth sparkling.

eventually, you had stopped paying attention to the screen and instead nuzzled into the soft cotton of his t-shirt. he draped an arm over your back and pulled you close, catching the scent of your shampoo. he hummed happily, grateful to be so warm, in a soft bed, with a soft person who cared so much for him. it wasn’t too often he could feel so relaxed and let his guard down, but the wine and your presence always helped him to turn off his “work brain”, as he called it.

and so, retinas burning from the full brightness of the screen in front of him, he fell asleep.

#feitan #feitan portor #feitan x reader #feitan porter x reader #feitan x gender neutral reader #gender neutral reader #gender neutral pronouns #feitan fluff #fluff #hxh #hunter x hunter #hxh fluff #hunter x hunter fluff #phantom troupe #phantom troupe fluff

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kentofication · 2 years

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✩ — characters : feitan portor.

✩ — synopsis : you and feitan going to a park.

✩ — genre : fluff.

✩ — word count : 0.1k+

✦ taking feitan to the park would be so hilarious.

✦ imagine feitan scouting out the playground and a group of kids come and ask him if he wants to play with them.

✦ of course, he denies their request but you force feitan too because he would be so nice with children.

✦ at least you thought so.

✦ he started chasing them around the park at high speed and efficiency. all of them tripping on their own feet, crying and pouting that they lost to a 5'1 grown ass man.

✦ feitan would try to run away from the children but they would find him and force him to play different games.

✦ you and other mothers would sit at the bench and just eye at the pack of gremlins.

✦ "so, which one is yours?"

✦ you would smirk and point at your little devilish boyfriend while the other mothers would just eye at you.

✦ once he was finished torturing playing with the kids, you two went home where he told you all of the torture you would endure that night.

✦ and boy was it fun!

✩ — a/n ; for god help me please (imagine him just tripping on the grass and landing face flat on the grass).

#feitan portor #portor feitan #feitan fluff #hxh imagines #hxh drabbles #hxh scenarios #feitan imagines #feitan drabbles #feitan headcanons #hxh headcanons #feitan scenarios

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thedancefloorsilly · 1 year

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trying to find sfw hxh fluff writers is so rare nowadays but like am i surprised ??

#me when evil characters get portrayed as such 🤯🤯#hxh #hxh x reader #hxh fluff #feitan fluff

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cantthinkrn0-0 · 1 year

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Feitan X Reader X Phinks (Non binary Or Fem reader)

You open your eyes to see your two boyfriends sleeping on either side of you Phinks snores so loud on your right but Feitan on your left looks dead and does not move at all like hes a statue and is not capable of moving but all in all you decided to sneak out of the silky sheets you were once laying on and make your way through your luxury apartment in yorknew and into the big kitchen as you were trying to get eggs out for breakfast you were "Rudely" interrupted by one of your boyfriends pulling you to him by your waist and and putting his head on your shoulder you gasp out of shock and and then get a 360 pulled on you and before you know it your on the counter and Phinks is between your legs before you could ask whats wrong Phinks quickly stopped you by cutting you off asking what your making you try to answer but Feitan pops out of nowhere like fucking marry Poppins- tells Phinks "what do you think she/they are doing "WELL I WAS JUST ASKING" *more Feitan and Phinks fighting*as they were fighting you seemed to have slipped away from Phinks grasp and jumped down from the counter and hit your head on your way down after that everything was just a big ass blur you ended up waking up in your hella silky bed sheets AGAIN with a really bad headache and end up seeing Phinks and Feitan dumbass 1 and dumbass 2 siting on chairs near you after that they just climed in bed with you it had apparently been 8 whole ass hours sense you fell.

#feitan fluff #phinks x feitan

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bwabys-scenarios · 13 days

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Can we see a chubby!reader who maybe doesn't know that Feitan is part of the phantom troupe, so she doesn't think Feitan can carry her but then he proves her wrong (maybe with a little bit of angst because she's self conscious, and then comfort because Feitan loves that there's more of her)

Idk if that made sense

Perfect

Feitan x Chubby!Fem!Reader

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warnings: insecure reader, a bit of internalized misogyny

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You had been dating Feitan for nearly a year now, and you still knew so little about him. His whereabouts while he was out of town were a mystery to you, and you had no idea what he did for work. All you did know was that he didn’t have a normal job.

When you jokingly asked him if he was in the mafia, he scoffed. “Mafia bunch of puss- wimps. Not part of it, not by long shot.”

You were a little perturbed by his answer, but couldn’t help laughing at the way he censored himself for your sake. He seemed to see you as some kind of delicate princess, closer to a porcelain doll than human. Feitan was always extremely gentle when touching you, his hands almost hesitant when making contact with your skin.

This was something you didn’t understand. Throughout your life, people viewed you as bigger, tougher, when in reality you were quite easily hurt, both physically and mentally. The topic of your weight had been a sore subject…

But your Fei wasn’t really good with reading social cues.

“Eat good. Here, for big girl.”

You stared at your boyfriend as he used his chopsticks to drop an extra egg roll on your plate. In your mind, you know he meant nothing by it. He was friends with larger people like Uvogin who ate tons to keep up his strength and figure.

But your heart felt hurt. You pushed your plate away and huffed. “Hmph.”

He was bad about assuming things, even if you knew it Feitan wasn’t being malicious, it still hurt your feelings when he assumed random things because of your body type.

But what you didn’t know, was that Feitan wasn’t assuming anything. You were his girlfriend, he had to provide for you and make sure you ate well. In meteor city, having meat on your bones usually meant you were well taken care of, and all he wanted to do was make sure you ate.

Feitan, though… he wasn’t good at communicating that. Or communicating at all, really, so he just stared as you pushed away the food. He scoffed, slightly offended that you turned down his offer.

“Why huff? Being brat.”

You sniffled, standing up and storming off. Feitan wouldn’t let this slide, he hated seeing you upset.

The dark haired man caught your wrist, squeezing with just enough force to catch your attention. “Why act like this? Made you mad?”

You pouted, puffing out your chubby cheeks. “Mmph… it’s embarrassing. You’re thin and I’m not… aren’t girls supposed to be dainty and small? Isn’t that what you would prefer, someone you could easily pick up?”

You wiped the tears from your eyes, not daring to look back at your lover.

But you didn’t have to look, because he turned you around and began lifting you with ease. Once you were in the air, he held onto your ass, squeezing softly. You squeaked and immediately wrapped your plump thighs around his waist for support, your cheeks burning with embarrassment.

“See? Easy. My little bunny.”

He held you in his arms, not straining or struggling in the slightest. It was like you weighed nothing at all to him and it was… relieving.

“Can’t understand? You… are mine.”

He huffed, sitting down with you in his lap, his arms wrapped around your waist. “We clear?”

You snuggled him, burying your teary face into his neck. “Yeah…”

Feitan tried to be a bit more sensitive with you after that, and made it a point to carry you around and show you off to his friends. It was a little embarrassing… but you felt loved and beautiful.

And that was all you needed.

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luffyvace · 4 months

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HIIII hru !!! may i please ask for some feitan fluffs hcs 😩 i love this tiny man with all my soul

IM DOING GOOD!! YES YOU MAY!!! I ACTUALLY HAVE SUCH A DEEP ROOTED LOVE FOR HIM I DONT TALK ABOUT HIM OFTEN ENOUGH💥💥

(omg this reminds me i’m supposed to be doing the whole troupe and chuuya x male reader- i’m so all over the place but the point is another dabble of feitan hcs will be here in the future! 😋)

also ooc/fanon him since this is fluff :)

tw: death…and torture (i use “unalive” instead of d!e/k!ll)

alrighty so you said fluff headcanons and it’s highly likely you’ll get fluffy feitan if you’ve known each other for a long time (since meteor)

i’m going to dabble in reader that is both in and outside of the troupe because i can :)

so for reader that’s in the troupe first of all no pda

hardly any weakness was displayed besides sadness/anger or mourning (and some funny moments)

theres no need for cuddles during business

unless your like uvo and simply don’t care

then it annoys the crap out of him <3

it’s not like he doesn’t want your affection—just not in public

will cuddle you in private tho

y’all usually sit there in silence or read together

he can be a little spoon or big spoon it doesn’t bother him

he tries his best but he’s never let anyone else so close to him before

if you introduce something to him and he likes it he’ll do it back

because why would you do it to him if you wouldn’t want it done to you right?

im gonna assume you have either a apartment which you unalived the owner of or y’all live in meteor still

he’ll let you choose really he doesn’t care where you stay

he’d even unalive a high status person to steal their mansion if that’s what you want

your obviously strong and have some sort of nen if your in the troupe so he doesn’t bother worrying

although if your like kortopi he’ll stay vigilant for you

even though you can use nen to defend yourself as well

btw if your not a pda person the troupe is grateful

aint no body wanna see allat-

he doesn’t know how to cook or clean and since your both from meteor so i hope you learn or already know how

otherwise y’all eat what y’all can when y’all can

whether you steal a five star gourmet meal or just wait for the next opportunity like a vending machine

i don’t advise you ask for a pet by the way

he’ll tortu£ it and i’m not talking about strapping it down or anything

just purely scarring them 😭

if you be firm about him stopping he will

unless it’s a big scary dog or smth

then he’s more likely to take em under his wing and train them to be vicious

will scare people with said animal

for stay at home reader…. (most of these also apply for troupe reader<3)

i say stay at home bc with his portion of money you could buy anything you want

if you tell him what you want u can get it for free cuz he steals it

but

if you want to take a bath together it would take more than a god to convince him

seriously he sees no reason in it

once you do tho

at first he is on one end of the tub and your on the other

as time goes on he’ll let you lean back into his chest as he scrubs your hair

he lets you play in his hair

don’t tell ANYONE

he don’t like vulnerability so if you tell someone he won’t do it for like 2 weeks

you think he’s never gonna do it again until you crawl into his lap while he’s reading on the bed and ask really sweetly

he’s all yours after that

HIS HAIR IS SO FLUFFY!!

and yes he lets you play with it :)

you get to put it into all types of styles!!

especially since it’s a decent length!

not really interested in playing in your hair

he tries but the rubber band always ends up tangled in your hair

if you kiss him goodnight he will start to initiate it as well

thats one thing he will forever reciprocate

loves your humor

no matter the type

but he especially loves when you laugh at his dark jokes

youve seen him smile before 💖

warms your heart knowing no one else gets this side of him

not judgmental of your looks for obvious reasons

yall got bigger problems

dismisses anytime you degrade yourself

he be speaking facts

”the way your hair looks gonna unalive you?”

”your pimples will st^b you while sleeping?”

no? you goofy goober so why does it matter

don’t argue him on this

genuinely doesn’t like the idea of you being hurt

by him or someone else

dont expect anyone who does harm to you to see the tomorrow sun

even if you plead for them don’t waste your breath pleading you need to be saying goodbye

real loyal partner

as loyal to you as he is the troupe

you and the troupe are his forever commitments

no matter what he could never stop loving you

you guys practically never argue

hes not necessarily hotheaded but will say what’s on his mind and if someone disagrees he does it anyway

thing is he compensates with you💗

if he knows your nitpicking he ignores it but if it’s genuinely something you don’t like he won’t fight it

also he cleans up well if you don’t like to see blood/gore in your place after he’s done t•rturing someone

he respects and listens to your opinions and feelings

would love if your a sadistic person as well but he understands if your not

also if your not in the troupe he teaches you nen

only the troupe knows your together and where you stay for your safety

your safety is definitely on his priority list

truly cares about and loves you

enjoy!!!! i’ll prob come back and read my own hcs bc I LOVE HIM

thank you for this request i loved writing every letter of it♡

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imavillainok · 1 year

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Family Photo

Portor Family

Feitan x Psyche !

And the Portor Twins !

♡ Lucas & Lucy ♡

ー ♡꒱・！Artist！ : jackyart93 (Instagram)

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awoogayanderes · 2 years

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HOW YOU START DATING FEITAN

➪ other notes : i’m watching hxh again so expect more content on it and if you wish, send requests

- you’d have to be in the phantom troupe with him, otherwise he wouldn’t care for you at all

- he didn’t really like you when you guys met, then again he doesn’t really like anyone

- i feel like feitan would want someone who is kind but also not too nice

- you’d have to be strong but not stronger than him, he would envy you and hate you

- now, feitan has never been interested in someone romantically

- he can’t afford to have strong feelings when he’s a torturer and a troupe member

- no one really bothers him so he’s obviously annoyed when he notices your presence around him a lot

- he would probably tell you to fuck off and ask if you have nothing better to do than bother him

- “don’t you have someone else to bother?” his eyes give you a death glare

- “mmm no i don’t think so,” you absentmindedly say as he rolls his eyes

- when you don’t quit despite his insults he has no other choice but to ignore you

- he respects chrollo and wouldn’t go against his orders of not hurting another troupe member

- but he’ll tell you that if he gets the chance to, he’ll let you die

- for him to actually start tolerating you, you’d have to impress him

- so during a mission, you defeat a strong opponent with just a flick of your nen

- now you earned his respect

- doesn’t mean he likes you, but now he doesn’t care if you’re with him or not

- as deadly as it sounds, pester him but don’t overdo it

- if you pester him long enough, he’ll start wanting your presence around him when you’re not with him

- by now, he’ll start giving you more responses, you’re slowly coaxing him out of his bubble

- there are times where he complains about hisoka to you

- “stupid clown should learn his place,” he tsked looking at you waiting for your response

- “it seems like the boss lets him do as he pleases doesn’t it,” he hums in response

- everything is pleasantly okay until on one mission, your opponent gives you a hard blow that would have shattered your ribs

- you had already fought two strong nen users, which meant you were losing a lot of blood

- so when he saw you spit out a lot of blood and fall to the ground his eyes widened and his hands tightened around his sword

- when you weren’t getting up afterwards he realized that you could die

- you weren’t weak by any means and he knew that, so after defeating his enemy, he ran towards you

- you were breathing slowly, not wasting any more energy before machi could help you

- he crouched down, putting one of his arms under your torso and the other arm under your legs

- he lifted you up and you hissed in pain as he started running towards your hideout

- “feitan, you don’t have to do this, you could have just called machi,” you say, not really knowing what to say as you lose more blood

- “shut up idiot, you’re losing too much blood,” he curses at you

- when machi finally treats you, you’re out cold, resting and feitan just watches you

- this was the moment where he realized that he liked you and actually cared for your safety

- this is where the self sabotage starts

- he’s mad at you and at himself, how dare you make him feel like this and how dare he let himself have those emotions

- he basically goes through the five stages of grief when he realizes that he likes you, he would get even more distant than he was the first times he met you

- when you try to talk to him again, he’ll tell you to leave him alone and that you’re weak for letting yourself almost be killed

- he’ll bring it up everytime you try to talk to him and eventually you snap at him, “if you think i’m so weak then why didn’t you just let me die then,” you scowl at him

- “because- because- because- just fuck,” this is the most you’ve seen him angry at you

- “what? do you like me? is that why you saved me?” you tease him and when he doesn’t respond you realize that he likes you

- “fei-” “shut your mouth” “i like you too” he looks at you confused and perplexed

- “okay” is the only thing he says before leaving

- he would never ask you out, which gives you the responsibility to ask this short man if he wants to date you

- “feitan don’t leave this time, all i want to ask you is if you want to be my boyfriend,” you ask as he stares at you for a minute or two

- when you’re about to say something, he cuts your thought of train, “okay,” “okay” you respond back smiling a bit

- even when you start dating him, you have to let him come out if his shell for him to actually open up to you

- but that’s a story for another day

#written by terra #sincerely terra #engraved with tenderness #hunter hunter #feitan portor x reader #feitan fluff #feitan x reader #hunter hunter imagines #hunter x hunter

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millenialfanfictionaddiction · 2 years

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Being a Hunter and Mentor

to Gon and Killua

*it's was the most generic hxh gif I could find 😅

Hunter x Hunter characters (probably a large variety of them) x gn! Reader

Warnings: light Swearing, Hisoka

A/N: I'm currently on a HxH fixation because I've binged the entire series 😃 I wanted to try my hand at some headcannons because I have zero self control ✌🏻 back to the regularly scheduled programming Thursday!

Honestly YN, I'm not sure which job is scarier

Being a Hunter or dealing with everyone else who is also a Hunter 😐

Because like, it's a lot

Like I'm exhausted just watching the anime I can only imagine how you feel

Let's just say you passed the Hunter exam on your first try 💅🏼

Honestly ✨️MATERIAL GWORL✨️

You've been a pro hunter for about 5 years now

Love that for you

It's a lucrative business and you absolutely love your job

You meet all sorts of interesting people and get to do some amazing things

One of those interesting people just happens to be Ging Freecss 🙃

At first, he seems like a nice guy and I'm sure he is

But then he ruins it 😐

"YN when my son comes looking for you, I want you to make his life miserable. Teach him but make him miserable"- Ging

You 👉🏻👁👄👁 pardon

First off all, this man's has a son ✋🏻

Not only that but he wants you to make his child's life miserable?

"Wow dad of the year much?"- you say

"Never claimed that YN, just please do this for me. I owe you one"- Ging says before he disappears just like he did from Gon's life

OH BURNNN 🔥

I'm so sorry Gon 😭

You can't tell me he wouldn't be all "ITS OK MY DAD IS THE COOLEST :D"

NE WAYS you continue on your life's path until you "accidently" bump into a less than friendly white haired boy

"Watch out!"- he yells

"Excuse me?"- You 😃 🔪

"Killua apologize! We are so sorry!"- a black haired boy says looking at you

Boy does he look familiar 🙃

"Quite the temper you got on you there kid. No worries, it would take more than a child to knock me over"- you

"WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME??"- Killua, giving Bakugo level anger issues 💥

"I mean we are children technically. I'm Gon by the way"- Gon says extending his hand

Finally the prophecy has come full circle 🔵

"Ahh yes, Ging's son. Nice to meet you, I'm YN"- you say

Gon 👉🏻😐😳🤩 you know my dad!

"I do! In fact, you're dad told me that when I meet you, I'm suppose to make your life miserable" you add

Gon 👉🏻😃 whet-

"But since your dad is kind of a jerk, how about this? I'll show you a few things and send you on your way"- you say

Gon 👉🏻🤩 yes please!

Killua 👉🏻😐🙄 whatever

*intermission*

Dear YN it's me, the person writing this headcannon set, just making sure you are ok because like do you know what you are getting yourself into??

Well I guess we all have to learn the hard way sometimes 🤷

*intermission over*

You begin your journey with Killua and Gon

Surprisingly, everything is going smoothly

🎶 don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious 🎶- me singing to myself before I ruin your life 😅

You see, at first, everything WAS fine

You meet Kurapika and Leorio

"Wow Gon, that's awesome that YN is training you!"- Leorio says

"Yeah and that you're getting closer to meeting your dad finally"- Kurapika adds

You were training the boys in their specialized Nen abilities

Helping them to strengthen them as well as teaching them more about the world of hunting

You were walking down the streets if YorkNew City when you sensed a strange presence 🤨

"Dont be alarmed but someone's watching us. Just walk normally and don't look suspicious"- you say as you walk with Gon and Killua down the street, turning into a side alley

"Alright show yourself"- you say, gearing up for a battle

"Oh no it looks like I've been spotted"- a creepy clown looking man says emerging from the shadows

You 👉🏻😳🤨

"Who are you? Sorry buddy I don't think the circus is in town right now"- you

Oh good one YN 😜

The creepy clown man just laughs

"That's Hisoka YN, he's a hunter too"- Gon says

"Oh I've heard of you before"- you say, squinting your eyes at Hisoka

"All good things I hope" he says smiling at you

"Honestly no but I judge people on my own interactions not the opinions of others"- you add

"How noble of you YN"- Hisoka says 🤡 🔪

Hisoka totally knows who you are and let's just say he's weary

See I forgot to mention that you are not only a skilled hunter but in incredible Nen user as well

A specialist 💅🏼

Your ability is known around the Hunter world and you are one tough cookie

Your training for Gon and Killua is much like how you learned to train

"So... we just run..."- Killua questions

"Run yes but also while producing aura. Now go!"- You shout

"But YN, aren't we going to run out of energy quickly"- Gon asks

"Sure you will"- you shrug and set your things down

Killua 👉🏻🤨 so what's the point?

"The point is you do what I say"- you add

Please Killua is ready to fight you YN 😭

However you aren't as tough on the boys as Ging had wanted

You never were one to do as others asked YN 🙄

So you not only taught the boys but you nurtured them as well

Kindness goes a long way, even in the world of Hunters 🥰

Unfortunately for you, kindness doesn't extend to most of the underground of YorkNew City

Namely a certain group 👀

Or shall is say Troupe...

Look at me rhyming 😏

That's right because it's just Gon and Killua's luck that they would walk right into the Troupe's hands

Honestly 🤦 have you taught them nothing YN?

"Well I guess I should probably go and rescue them?"- You think as you head in the direction of the Troupe's hideout

You didn't PLAN for this to happen but you can't say you're disappointed

What fun training am I right??? 👍🏻

Thankfully the whole gangs here when you enter the Troupe's hideout

"Alright give me my students back"- you say as everyone watches you waltz in like you own the place

The troupe 👉🏻😐😲

Chrollo 👉🏻 😏 interesting

Gon and Killua 👉🏻😬😬

"How- how did you find this place?"- Phinks asks

"Oh its really not that hard, I put trackers on Gon and Killua so I don't lose them. I'm always losing things"- you say shrugging

Same YN, BIG SAME

"Want me to torture them?"- Feitan asks

Chrollo puts his hand up before you interject

"Don't bother, I'm only here to get these two"- you say walking up to them, studying the nen thread binding them

"Well this is unfortunate. I'm going to need someone to remove this nen thread"- you say

"You can try-" Machi says before she watches her Nen thread fall to the floor

Gone and Killua just stand there 🧍‍♂️ 👁👄👁

"Impressive YN"- Chrollo finally says

"A Nen ability like that is superior"- Illumi adds emerging out from the shadows

"Chrollo Luciler and Illumi Zoldyck, how nice to see you again"- you say standing up and peering at the two men

"YN it's always a pleasure"- Chrollo adds as Illumi nodds

"Well I'd love to stay and catch up but we need to get these two kiddos to bed"- you say pushing Killua and Gon to the door

"It's like 2pm YN!"- Killua growls

"Do you want to get killed? No? Then shut it!"- You whisper yell at the boys

"I'd love to fight you YN"- Hisoka says emerging from behind a large crate

Well would you look at the time ⌚️

"I'd love too BUT unfortunately I have plans so let's do a rain check"- you say, practically hauling Killua and Gon under your arms and out the door

I AM SPEED 💨

"Why don't we go after them boss?"- Franklin questions

"Now is not the time. Not with YN there"- Chrollo says smiling as you quickly leave the warehouse

"Seriously can you two please not"- you say as you finally make it back to your hotel

"YN you were awesome! Can you teach me more about your Nen??"- Gon says 🤩

Please the golden retriever energy ✋🏻

Killua just huffs 😤

You smile, knowing these boys are both going to be amazing Hunters 🥰

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shiftingparadise · 1 year

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Moarrrr mooooaaarrrr soft spotttt it'll never be enough nothing will ever be enough 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑

Aaaa, I get so happy when you guys ask for more. I hope you like it 😇. This one's kind of different, but I really think it fits the story. If you guys have some ideas, feel free to let me know 🤍

Warnings: angsty

Word Count: 2115

‘Where? Where is she?’, Feitan’s eyes were fixed on Chrollo’s, his breathing heavy. ‘I don’t know Feitan’.

How did this happen? Feitan was in his basement, cleaning up his mess like usual while Chrollo was in his study, reading a book… They would’ve noticed an intruder, right?

‘Someone’s been here’, Feitan let his digits feel the soft fabric of your sheets, ‘Someone took her’.

‘Feitan?’.

Chrollo almost whispered his name, but he never sounded angrier.

‘Boss?’, Feitan walked towards the opposite side of your bed.

‘When we find her, don’t murder whoever did this’, Chrollo whispered with a shaking voice, his eyes wide open in anger.

Feitan couldn’t believe this. He didn’t want to believe it. The spats of blood on the ground made clear that whoever took you, hurt you. Something neither of them could forgive.

‘How could this happen?’.

‘I don’t know’, Chrollo turned around, his anger growing by the second, ‘But whoever did this knew about her’.

---

‘P-please’, you whimpered as you felt a cold hand stroke across your cheek, ‘I-I haven’t done anything-‘. ‘You’re his darling, right?’.

That voice. You recognized the buttery, warm voice. This wasn’t a stranger, but the lack of vision thanks to the blindfold made it hard for you to know who.

‘Don’t know what you’re talking about’. ‘Sorry’, a familiar chuckle, ‘You’re their darling’.

This couldn’t be a stranger. Only the Spiders knew about your existence, Chrollo made sure of that. So, unless someone talked-

‘H-hisoka?’, your breath hitched at the realization. ‘Hm’, he sighed happily, ‘You’re smart for a pet, aren’t you?’. ‘Why are you-‘.

‘Because I want to fight Chrollo’.

You pulled back your head in fear as you felt his digits lifting your blindfold.

‘W-where am I?’, tears streaming down your cheek as you scanned the room. ‘Oh, this dump? It’s nothing, just an abandoned factory’.

You followed his every move as he smugly played with his cards, his eyes gliding over your body.

‘Where are my manners…’, he slowly stood up, ‘You must be cold’.

Cold? You couldn’t feel the cold, even if it was the middle of the night and you were only wearing that stupid nightgown.

‘So sorry about that’, he kneeled in front of the chair you were sitting on, ‘Let me clean that up’.

‘G-get away from me’, you tried to sound brave, in control, but you failed miserably. ‘Be nice, or I’ll make you bleed even more’, he smirked as he wiped the blood from your cheek, ‘It’s your fault anyway. If you hadjust listened to me instead of making all that fuzz-‘.

‘Why would I follow a fucking clown?’.

Too far. You went too far. Just as you did with Feitan at the start.

‘My, my’, Hisoka stood back up, his height towering over you, ‘Quite a brat, aren’t we?’.

You wisely kept your mouth shut this time.

‘I’m a magician, but I’m sure a dumb little pet like you doesn’t know the difference’. ‘They’re going to kill you’. ‘I sure hope they try’, his eyes lit up at the thought, ‘But in the meantime, let’s have some fun, shall we?’.

---

Chrollo let out a sigh as he heard his phone ring.

*4.50 AM: Lost something? :)*

*4.51 AM: Oh! I found your precious, little darling <3*

*4.51 AM: She’s a little cold :( :( :(*

*4.52: Don’t worry!!! I’ll keep her warm for you (or should I say the two of you?) >:) <3*

‘Hm’, Chrollo tried to keep his composure, his sight blurry as his grip around his phone tightened.

‘Boss?’.

‘Fuck!’, Chrollo threw his phone against the wall of your room. For the first time in his life, he lost his temper.

Feitan never saw his boss like this. He never lost his cool or his confident smirk, but right now his hands were shaking in anger, his breathing heavy…

‘Hisoka?’, Feitan coldly asked.

‘Hisoka’, Chrollo’s eyes darted towards his second man, ‘That fucking prophecy was right’.

---

‘What’s wrong? You were so chatty only minutes ago’.

Even though you were used to more pain - thanks to Fei - it still hurt. The cuts his cards left in your soft flesh, the blood that slowly dripped out of them… It hurt, nonetheless.

‘You know…’, he continued as he faked his concern by wiping some blood from your cheek, ‘Those pretty eyes of you are tempting me to run away with you. You’d be the prettiest pet I’ve ever had’.

‘D-don’t touch me’.

Well, this just feels 10 times worse than your first night with Chrollo.

‘I can only imagine how mad Chrollo would get if I used his little pet’.

Sick. It was sick, the way his eyes lit up as his tongue rolled over his lips.

‘S-stop’, you closed your eyes as his long fingers slowly glided over your arm onto your shoulder, lifting the strap of your nightgown. ‘Heard you beg Chrollo many times to stop… Seems like you enjoy his touch now’.

‘This isn’t the-‘.

A nauseous feeling took over when his tongue grazed over the cut on your cheek.

‘Hm, so sweet’.

‘S-stop, please’, you sobbed as you tried to break free from the ropes around your wrists, ‘Please, I haven’t done anything wrong. Chrollo will fight you now, no matter what, so you can let me go and-‘.

‘Ssh’, he coed as he brushed through your hair, ‘You don’t get it, do you?’.

‘W-what?’.

‘I want you to see how I kill them. I want my little pet to see who her owner is. I want to hear you cry and beg me to stop when I kill your precious little ‘Fei’ and Chrollo’.

---

‘Ah, you brought the whole family?’, Hisoka opened his arms when he saw the Spiders, ‘I only want to fight you though… And well, I guess Feitan too, with your ‘darling’ and all that’.

‘Let Phinks bring her to safety, and you’ll have your fight’, Chrollo responded, his heart racing with adrenaline when he noticed what the former Spider did to you.

Feitan couldn’t take his eyes off you. Images of all the possible ways he could torture that clown started running through his head.

‘Can’t do’, Hisoka raised his arms, ‘I’m going to keep your precious darling. Just wanted her to watch when I kill you’.

‘What’s stopping us from killing you?’.

‘If one of your little spiders comes closer, I’ll kill her’.

Chrollo’s heart sank when he saw the bruises and cuts on your body. He hated the way your head was hanging low, the way your knees were pressed together, sobs escaping from your lungs…

‘Fine’, he nodded for everyone to back down.

They talked about this. His Spiders knew what to do if something went wrong.

‘Fei or Chrollo?’, Shalnark sighed as he watched them. ‘What?’, Phinks looked at the blonde. ‘Who’s going to lose his temper first?’. ‘Fei’, almost all of them agreed in union.

‘Do you think we’ll need to intervene?’, Shizuku looked at the ceiling. ‘Not a chance’, Machi sighed, ‘Never seen boss this mad’.

---

‘There you go’, a gentle touch, but it scared you, nonetheless. ‘C-chrollo?’, your lips trembling in relief. ‘I’m not the only one here’, Chrollo gently wiped across your cheek. ‘F-fei?’, you tried to look over your shoulder when you felt someone untying the ropes around your wrist.

‘What should we do boss?’, Phinks’ yelled from the other side of the room. ‘Let him run, we’ll get our revenge. Right, Fei?’.

‘Hm’, Feitan coldly replied as he looked at the cuts on your arm.

He knew he sounded calm and composed, but inside his heart, there was a hurricane. He wanted to run after Hisoka, to make him pay, but Chrollo told him this was going to happen. Chrollo knew that if he brought his Spiders, the fight would never be ‘fair’ in Hisoka’s eyes, because Hisoka wanted Chrollo. He didn’t want Feitan, or Shalnark, or Machi… He wanted Chrollo’s blood.

‘There we go’, Chrollo smiled as he picked you up from the chair you were sitting on, ‘Let’s go home’.

‘Boss isn’t boss anymore’, Franklin grunted. ‘And Fei isn’t Fei anymore’, Phinks added, a confused expression on his face.

No one would’ve thought this would happen. No one would’ve thought the two most heartless men would care so much about one person. All the spiders’ eyes were fixed on Chrollo and Feitan. They watched as Chrollo gently caressed your cheek, as Feitan’s digits ran over your body, his eyes burning with concern…

---

‘What?’, Feitan lifted his head from the backseat. ‘Nothing’, Machi rolled her eyes, her hands on the steering wheel. ‘Can feel you staring at me through the mirror’. ‘You’ve gone soft’.

For a minute, the only sound that filled the air were other passing cars and your heavy breathing as you slept on Chrollo’s lap.

‘Only for her’, Feitan replied softly. ‘Only for her’, Chrollo added with a smile, his fingers gently brushing through your hair.

---

‘I’m so sorry’, Chrollo clenched his jaw when Feitan took off your nightgown, ‘I should’ve protected you’. ‘Not your fault’, your eyes fixed on the ground, arms wrapped around your stomach.

‘Bath’s ready’, Feitan closed the tap, a lump in his throat as you hissed when the warm water greeted your soft skin.

‘Here-‘, ‘Don’t touch me’, you pulled your knees to your chest, ‘Don’t act like I haven’t been here before’.

You didn’t know why venomous words flowed from your mouth; you didn’t know why you wanted to hurt the two you cared for most in this world.

‘Darling?’, Chrollo tried to brush some hair from your cheek, but you immediately pulled back. ‘You’re fucking hypocrites. Both of you. Pretending to care when both of you tortured me in ways that were much worse than what Hisoka did to me’.

Silence.

‘You know what went through my mind as he hurt me?’, red-stung eyes found Chrollo’s, ‘I thought that it was nothing compared to what Feitan did to me, to what you did to me’.

Feitan? You never called him that. It was ‘Fei’.

‘I see’, Chrollo replied as if his heart didn’t break into a million pieces, ‘Well, I’ll be in my study’. ‘Basement’, Feitan added coldly.

You watched as the two men closed the door. You didn’t want to hurt them, you really didn’t, and you hated yourself for saying such things.

‘I’m going back-‘, Feitan turned around once he heard your uncontrollable sobs. ‘Don’t’, Chrollo held him back, ‘She wants to be alone. We should at least give her some privacy’.

---

‘Fei? Chrollo?’, you softly called out to them. No response. With careful steps, you headed downstairs, ‘Fei? Chrollo?’.

‘Darling?’.

Both men were sitting on the couch, staring at the TV.

‘What are you watching?’, a guilty tone in your voice as you sat down between them. ‘I don’t know, some cooking show’, Chrollo tried to keep himself from hugging you. ‘Hm’, you carefully laid your head against Chrollo’s shoulder, ‘I’m sorry. I didn’t mean what I said’.

‘You did’, Feitan answered, ‘You don’t have to lie’. ‘No, I didn’t. I was never this scared of you, or Chrollo’.

‘It’s fine, darling, why don’t you lie down for a bit? Get some rest?’.

You let your head rest on Chrollo’s lap, your feet on Fei’s.

‘Thanks for bringing me back home’.

‘H-home?’, Chrollo widened his eyes. ‘This is our home, isn’t it?’, a content smile on your face.

‘Our home’, a small smile on Feitan’s face as he repeated the words in his head.

‘Get some sleep, you’re safe now’, Feitan gently stroked your leg.

‘I know’, you smiled as you closed your eyes.

---

‘Huh?’, you lazily opened one eye, the sunlight greeting your sheets as you looked across the room. ‘Chrollo’s room’, you frowned.

Everything hurt. The cuts, the bruises…

‘Y/N?’, Feitan’s arm slowly wrapped around your waist. ‘F-fei?’, you widened your eyes as you immediately turned around. ‘Hm, get some more sleep’, he pulled you closer. ‘W-where’s Chrollo?’. ‘Out’. ‘To where?’, you nestled your head into his chest. ‘Went to see someone. She’s probably going to have dinner here tonight’.

She?

‘A woman?’. ‘Hm, she has some great nen-ability boss wants’. ‘O-oh’, your heart stopped as you realized the feeling that washed over you, ‘Here?’.

‘What’s wrong?’, Feitan never failed to see right through you.

‘Nothing’, you forced a smile on your face as you wrapped your leg around him, ‘Is it okay if I get some more sleep?’. ‘Of course’, he placed a small kiss on the top of your head, ‘I’ll be here when you wake up’. ‘I know’, you tightened your grip around him, ‘Thanks Fei’.

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kimbap-r0ll · 11 months

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Hi again! I have another Idea and yes It’s feitan again I’m so sorry I love him and you do him wonderfully. Okay so my idea is either a a baking Date or picnic which ever is better for you. And as we are talking to him He says like I love you for the first time. Like during it he realized how much he liked y/n but when asked if he said it he Denys it even though y/n heard it clear as day. sorry if this doesn’t make sense .

Hi, thank you for the ask! It makes sense, no worries!

Feitan x reader - three simple words

He hated the idea of staying in one place for too long, it wasn't something he was used to anymore. However, after the troupe decided to split up and meet up again after a month, Feitan was forced to spend time alone. He asked Phinks and Shalnark if he could tag along, but they said to him "don't you have a date to take care of?"

Feitan was found with you during the month off of troupe duties. He spent most of the day reading your book collection and watching you do your daily activities. Finally, after you got fed up with him quietly peering over your shoulder without any mention of doing things together, you decided to do a stay-at-home date. Besides, it wasn't like he wanted to go out for dinner ever (he would ask if the two of you could just steal food instead).

"What's all of this?" he asked, pointing at the multiple boxes and containers sitting on your kitchen counter.

"Oh, it's what we're doing today! You and me, we'll be baking!" you smile at him, setting down the last few tools needed to make some delicious desserts. Feitan looked at you with confusion.

"Does it look like I bake?"

"You can always try something new? I saw you reading the baking book yesterday," you pointed out.

"...fine." Feitan glared at you, but you knew he wasn't upset, maybe a little embarrassed over something trivial. He did want to keep his deadly-torturer status alive and baking didn't always fit the image.

Both of you got started, deciding on making something simple because it was his first time. You asked him about sweets back in Meteor City, and he said they didn't have much but he did enjoy these cookies he would find from the collected food items or from the caretakers of the place. After some thorough details, you found out he was describing chocolate chip cookies, a staple for childhood memories.

"I didn't know you had a bit of a sweet tooth," you said while grabbing the flour.

"Not that I love them, I just remembered it from childhood," he replied. Of course, Feitan wasn't the type to enjoy sweets, that was Chrollo's job. However he did enjoy the occasional bit of sugary sweet goodness.

While he read you the ingredients you measured everything out. He would correct you from time to time when he didn't think you did it correctly (as if he knew how to bake though). For the eggs, he was surprisingly persistent on cracking them himself. Once it was all finished, you shaped the dough into little balls and placed them onto a tray and popped it into the pre-heated oven. It would take a few minutes before the whole flat that you lived in smelled like cookies.

"You haven't baked before, right? How is it so far?" you asked while sitting in front of the oven. It was a habit that you got into during your childhood, watching the cookies rise and expand was quite fun when you were younger. Feitan didn't answer right away, but he did give an approving nod.

"Meteor City didn't have a lot of opportunities like this, but we did try baking once," he said after a long pause. "Chrollo suggested it."

"How did it turn out?"

Feitan chuckled, shaking his head. "We almost burned the whole building down, sadly Chrollo was the only one that knew how to read the book and he read the time wrong."

You looked at him, he was smiling softly to himself, something extremely rare. While you wanted to tease him for looking so cute, you knew he would immediately go back to his deadpanned look so you kept it to yourself.

"We should do this more often," you suggested, leaning onto his shoulder as he was sitting next to you. He didn't push you off anymore, likely he was getting used to physical affection.

"...It would be nice," he replied, even quieter than he was talking before. "Because it makes it feel like I'm back home, I love you for the comf—" he stopped. Wait, was he getting sentimental? Emotional? No, he couldn't be talking like Chrollo, he hoped that his mumbling was bad enough that you didn't catch him, or maybe that his grammar was bad that you didn't understand him but with the way you suddenly straightened your back and whipped your head to look at him said otherwise.

"Wait, wait you just said...did you just say you 'love' me?!" you were grinning, you looked so happy that he felt his face redden.

"No, I wouldn't say some sappy shit like that," he quickly snapped back, he was getting pouty, a dead giveaway that he did in fact tell you those three words.

"Noo I heard you right I'm sure of it," you teased him. He gave you a quick glance but continued to glue his eyes onto the cookies that were baking in the oven.

"I did not, you didn't hear me say that."

"Then what did you say?"

"It's like home, that's it."

"No. you trailed off more than that!"

"I did not."

"Did so!"

Before the two of you could argue more the oven sounded off that the cookies were ready. Feitan stood up and opened the oven and because of how flustered he was he was about to grab the hot tray with his bare hands.

"Fei wait your hands!"

You ended up taking care of the cookies as he was sitting awkwardly at the counter. Thankfully he didn't burn himself because you pulled him back, however he was more thankful that your attention was on something other than the soft moment he got earlier.

The cookies looked amazing, however the sweetness was even better. It was a warm buttery taste that Fei had forgotten about, he was sure most of the troupe didn't remember how it was like to eat something fresh like this too. However, he was sure he was finding it sweeter than usual because you were with him, though he would never admit that nor make the mistake of letting you hear him say "I love you."

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