#for real though thats crazy

[garaks-padded-bra]

DUDE amanda wong shared your ds9 animation on Twitter!! she’s a background painter for lower decks!!!!!!

AMANDA WONG/ROBERT HEWITT WOLFE IF YOU SEE THIS. YOU SHOULD TOTALLY HELP ME GET A JOB WORKING ON LOWER DECKS. NO PRESSURE BUT PRETTY PLEASE

#for real though thats crazy #i am always so honoured when someone like that interacts with my sillyisms #so so so cool #a bit embarrassing though. with the username i have. #im more than the brand i promise i promise

[buwheal]

hey spamton, do you know a place you can afford to get a decent meal NOT from the trash? you need proper nutrition.

#Passive agressiveness instead of listening!! yesss king neglect your health because youve convinced yourself its fine!! /j #spamton #[you've got mail!] #spamton g spamton #ignore the stray pixel thats not real youre crazy #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #props to this person btw theyve been sending asks for a while in hopes of scoring #this one hit the bullseye #so good job!! this is a good ask :-D #although a bit on the bait side aha #this isnt going to make him upset all of a sudden though loll theres more stuff i want to do with him while hes in a good mood for a while #im deliberate with his wording btw.

[giantenemyrobot]

It's a little ugly sooo use your imagination and pretend it's super awesome and totally done and isn't just pictures of paper doodles stitched together in capcut <3

Song - My Tears Are Becoming A Sea by M83

#where the megop fans at #we got some real wishful thinking happening in this one #i scribbled half of it out during one class #praying no one thought i was crazy #i feel crazy though fr #it made my sister cry (not that thats very hard to do) #transformers #transformers prime #optimus prime #tfp #orion pax #megatronus #megop #tfp megop #tfp optimus prime #tfp orion pax #tfp megatron #tfp megatronus #megatron #megatron x optimus prime #megatron x optimus

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions #ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person #if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully #that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is #not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion #yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something #like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi' #I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad #honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner #and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion #and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully) #but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ? #im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them' #have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf #its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!' #LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333 #ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious. #MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions #ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol #being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless #but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy #and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize #ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people #so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3 #i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE #watch nobody read this fr #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post

[ilyarataka]

i seriously think its crazy sanji spent 2 years on Queer Island then came back parting his hair the same way his mom did and i just start tapping my chin in thought like .. what did oda mean by this?

#realized i can post my deranged sanji ramblings on here and not gaf because its tumblr and it feels like a light just opened up #snaji #he/her sanji is so fucking real to me nobody gets if #like sanji is some flavor of genderqueer that just cannot be described to the average mind #like you gotta be a certain type of crazy to understand my twisted mind…… #sanji vinsmoke #even though thats not her fucking name. #wonder what she would make her last name after disowning the vinsmoke #i mean there is blackleg #yeah… #because like i cant see this chick seriously seriously getting married for a WHILE after the horrors of whole cake island #oh my god i can just fucking talk here 😭😭😭 #HOLY SHIT😭😭😭😭 #sora vinsmoke #more like sora VINGOAT #god…. #bruh sora was rolling in her grave when sanji put on the raid suit #she was like GODDDD FUCKING DAMMITTTTT😭😭😭😭😭 NOT MY DAUGHTER!!

[welcometoteyvat]

jing yuan and yanqing are giving zhongli and xiao if the latter’s canon relationship was Actually fanon’s made up father figure/adopted child dynamic

#idkkkkkkkkkkkkk who looks at zx and is like 'you know what. this is a healthy parent child relationship' #like girl by fitting them into father son boxes you are actively making their relationship imbalance Worse #if you do that and dont shy away from it i respect that but if you say dad/son makes their relationship more wholesome or whatever like WHY #now i wont deny shippers might do that too but i see the dad son version so much i think im just averse to it by default #also because i think father son makes people actively Try to make their relationship something that its not and it erases a bunch of subtlet #subtleties in it. it's the nuanced r/ship -> entirely unproblematic and flavorless r/ship that i hate #also the number of people who'll block if you ship zx. like damn thats crazy you guys really think theyre father son (fake)??? #at their peak they're like. 4000 year old guys who have too much history and repression and some weird entanglement of 'nah im bothering him #too much' and 'gotta protect him w my life' complexes. and then this devolves into theyre never gonna kiss until 3000 more years have passed #listen they just Contain Multitudes idc if you dont ship it just dont make it into dad and son and we will be so gucci #jing.yuan and yanqing are like different i think mostly bc yanqing is actually like a minor and jing yuan is also a normal ish person #plus the light cone and the abouts?? yeah this is an actual like adopted parent/child thing #also good or bad news i caved and am now playing hsr. the plan is to pull yanqing and then go on infinite hiatus in the game 👍 #JWKFLJWEK i dont think theres really any draws for me besides him. personally neutral on turn based combat and the open world isn't giving #the only saving grace i have rn is 1) ive gotten to the part where bron.seele is real and man theyre gay 2) trailblazer trio 3) tall female #mc 4) everyone has way better emoting abilities than genshin 5) su.shang's really cute <3 #the story doesnt really interest me though its like cool but not mindgrippingly interesting #tbf i think genshin is the same way storyline wise (at the beginning) but the difference is that turn based combat isnt really my thing LMAO #ramblings! #zhongxiao #if you want to filter it out ??

[dizzybizz]

men when they pick, idk i've never played

#creature. just a little guy. #the most exposure i have had to pikmin in terms of actual gameplay is that jerma bit where he tries to keep up a voice for a while. #and thats it #i like the critters tho #i just dont know anything about anything #does pikmin have crazy lore. it seems like just the type of game to have batshit insane lore #pikmin #yellow pikmin #my art #also hi i have been gone for a bit #i have been busy with... stuff..... (<- listening to podcasts and not having any motivation to draw even though i want to real bad)

[mikkokomori]

Oh shit, fr? Congrats! Here's hoping you'll find a way to feel more comfortable soon! /gen

Sending affection and support! (And boops, hehe ^u^)

woa........ thank you............ ;; I still feel embarrassed over just now realizing.......

#i think the dysphoria only got stronger after i joined the omori fandom which is so funny #sunny is gender to me.......... he is me fr...... #i dont mind having feminine terms be used on me though is the thing #though i feel like people would think “thats not what a REAL transmasc is!!” #so......... im just projecting onto sunny my own wants........ #wow........... this is crazy.......... #anon asks #sunny talks

[mcybree]

Random limlife Scott rant, GO!

I got this ask and decided that I’d give it my best shot but got so mad on my skim through some of the moments I remembered that I gave up.

#Okay im half joking #I got angry enough for me to decide that writing a post without careful consideration would probably lead to an inaccurate little ramble #I need to like. actually sit down and watch limlife and do a full overall analysis #because the context for how scott acts each season is so important. a skim just wont do #The reason I dont have notes on him to share with the class already is because when it was coming out I was pretending that— #Scott grew as a person after 3l and I wanted to believe that so badly I started making stuff up about memory erasure and limlife being— #dubiously real so that I could look the other way when scott started being weird about jimmy again #I was like yeah they barely remember it thats why scotts being uncomfortably weird about jimmy this season #not because scott doesnt think about jimmy like a person and just wants to hear him say words that make him feel better about his— #rough relationship history #not because the idea of jimmy gaining independence from him makes him feel insecure or anything #sighs. sorry im just saying things. again its been a while since ive watched it so I need to actually. Yknow. Watch it before making posts #Its just crazy how he treats it like proving a point more than actually caring #“I mightve given you the 30 minutes last week if youd said love you” he wouldnt have. he was already leaving when he said it #he’s literally just trying to get him to feel bad about not saying it #pretty sure he kills jimmy in the same episode he lets jimmy kill him. Like. He doesnt really care like that #He just likes to pretend that he does. He is going through the motions of caring #Its like he needs to believe jimmy still needs him. in like a possessive way. Its really weird man #I will say though since I see this a lot: I dont think him singling out tango in the 30 seconds scene was intentional #because if im being honest. I dont think he sees the ranchers as anything serious #He assumes tango was just putting up with jimmy bc he had to. He doesnt think tango actually cares about jimmy #in his mind no one actually cares about jimmy. because if scott struggled to care about jimmy and Scott is known for being an amazing ally #that must mean everyone else struggles to care about jimmy. If that makes sense #rant over I think. tldr limlife scott analysis postponed until I get my life together enough to be able to sit down and watch forthree hour #bree barks so fucking loud #asks

[woolydemon]

for ppl that know my tf fan lore you would think I'd be ryu/kita pilled since I was blur/bee CEO but actually I was driven by my shock/bee instincts to be drawn to ake/kita instead <- none of these words are in the bible

#THERES A METHOD TO MY MADNESS #ok ok ok. ryu/kita. its the spunky bro electric yellow guy and the autistic weird blue guy. thats straight up blur/bee and i admit it #THE BLUE GUY IS EVEN TALLER THAN THE YELLOW GUY. ITS SO BLURBEE #but like for me. i def enjoy ryu/kita a lot but it doesnt make me crazy like blurbee does. nor ake/kita #BUT LIKE OK. THIS IS WHERE ME SAYING AKE/KITA IS LIKE SHOCK/BEE GETS INTO INSANE PPL TERRITORY #ok . for one. ermmmmmmm. shockwave .... was my first goro. #bc he has the whole. false identity meant to decive vs true identity as a villain thing. like gorby #and also i admit. i do have my v specific fan interpretation of him that makes him more sympathetic BUT ALSO THATS LIKE JUST ME. #ITS NOT IN CANON. IM AWARE OF MY DELUSION. i have fun though its ok. i separate fan interpretation from canon text. i have media literacy #the real insane part though is trying to explain why yusuke takes on a bee role. #to preface its not matching in personality. at all. they are nothing alike #its not the personality thats key here. its the role and dynamic he specifically has with shockwave #in which hes kinda a more lighter character that often gets religated as comic relief in the source material #but does have a genuine depth to him that could be taken more seriously but that usually gets ignored #and paired up with the antagonist guy with conflicting identity he pulls out a better side from them #and also they have the capacity to be sooo crazy dramas and toxic yaois and redemption like. whatever. #IM INSANE. IM INSANE IM INSANE. GOD . #i . i . i . im.... idk man i love dynamics #shock/bee still isnt like my top tf:a rarepair. but also ryu/kita isnt my top personba 5 pair . for some inexplicable reason #when i rlly enjoy both these kinds of dynamics but then sometimes it clicks with me more with certain character and a lil less with others #im a complex inexplicable enigma. but also maybe some characters just make it work better for me #i think largely overall though #im drawn to dynamics that have a hint of smth in the source and are expanded upon more in transformative material #anyway blah blah blah all that though #the real consistency is i keep having the same favorite character in stuff and its the blue autistic guy #rando thoughtz

[yume-fanfare]

btw today on super crazy news im actually almost done with the trks filming comic

#like done for Real with something resembling a conclusion thats crazy #i might finish it by this weekend but i also have the deadlines so maybe not #like do u realize ive posted 12 pages already #next is going to be 5 more #couldve been longer but i didnt know how to continue those so i condensed it a bit #but 🤔 i might still add more in the future idk #i do want to share my behind the scenes thoughts and discarded panels though keep an eye on my neocities 🔍 #(will announce when im done) #huhhh actually it'd be nice if i could have the neocities post and the comic at the same time............. #but neocities is going to take longer so idk #ill think about it #mar's midnight rambles

[infizero]

grgrhgahahh i wanna read more pokespe but i cant do it on my phone and im not unpacking my stuff until the morning

#this is not a real issue i am plenty entertained rn and also am going to be going #to bed soon anyways. i just am rlly in pksp mood #im in a pkmn mood in general lol ive been reading reguri fics as previously stated #but also i got back into legends arceus earlier today which i havent played in TWO YEARS. which is crazy #and man i fucking loveee playing pkmn i rlly hope they make the next #mainline game not half baked. i didnt get scarlet and violet bcuz of that :( #i had a playthrough of it in the bg but. its not the same #it makes me sad that im not up to date like i dont know any of the new #pokemon i dont know anything about SV's region or characters or story #i want to though. maybe ill get around to actually sitting down and watching a playthrough at some point #i also want to get caught up with pokespe in my reread so my first #experience w SV might be thru spe. which is weird to think about #thats never been the case for me with a pkmn game before #i mean. in terms of just being familiar w the game not playing it myself #i have not played every mainline pkmn game lol #my first one was pokemon pearl. which i never beat. but after that i #got alpha sapphire which i was CRAZYYYY obsessed with. i played that game to the bone til there was #literally nothing left to do other than grind to lvl 100 for the hell of it #pokemon moon is INCREDIBLY special to me for a number of reasons #mainly that it was my first pkmn game that i ANTICIPATED. i remember watching the trailers #over and over. every time they dropped new info i was eating it up. i remember when the starters final evos #were finally revealed i was so excited. and ofc the INSANITY that was the red and blue reveal. good times #but yes i similarly played the shit out of moon til there was nothing left to do. and it was the first one #where i was INCREDIBLY invested in the story. i cared and still care about the alola casrt #soooooo much they were literallyyy my friends. i drew them sooo much. and ofc lillie was one of my #most specialest little blorbos ever. i was in LOVE with her as a kid. it was serious #anyways and then i played pokemon sword which i also love dearly. i beat the main game but i #actually still havent finished the dlc.... but i also care very deeply about the galar cast and drew them a lot as well #and thats all not mentioning from my years long obsession with pokespe lol. but anyways yes #serena.txt

[vanlegion]

You know, I don't think it would have been very difficult to have S19 be what it will be, and keep S15-17 canon. (S18 still gets cut, if what I read about it was true [since i've only seen the first three episodes])

Like the way I see it, they could start off 19 with the Staff of Charon fight... but like say in the corner, 6 months ago, or however long it would be. They have the epic fight, they win, the Meta suit goes inert and there's some sadness finding out Church is fully gone, then they party to celebrate the planets freedom... then we jump to present day. That's literally how they set up seasons 9 and 10 There could be some kind of background chatter or bullshit banter going on about how Tucker not begin able to find the Meta helmet because he used the suit to fool the cyclopes. (During this fight he distinctly said "Man I wish I had my other suit!") Grif could find out what the message from Locus was that he never opened to read. They could find out what was going down on Chorus that the Luttenits alluded to. Maybe something weird with comm signals on Chorus? Maybe people are going missing? Maybe reports of minor crime? What if Locus was saying he intercepted a message about some Pirates who raided Iris while everyone was gone? Explains why The Meta helmet is missing. All of these minor background lead ins. And then the main start up of the season, main conflict, things progress. But you know what would be truly a Divergence of Expectations? That this new Meta, has now become the personal foe of all of Red Team, because not only did those three toss him off a cliff with a fucking car attached, but also because maybe, just maybe, it's not Tucker under that gear. Maybe it's someone who has a personal vendetta against Tucker and Simmons . . . being as it was those two who blew him off the platform into the abyss.

#rvb #red vs blue #lavernius tucker #dexter grif #richard simmons #sarge #im talking about Felix #it's like Grif said #No Body No Death #He felt into the clouds #Maybe that Fuck landed on something #I dunno #Point is #he also has glowy glowy magic sword #but thats just spitballing and its prob just Tucker going crazy from all the Voices #THOUGH i do think that kinda sucks cause #have all the AI in one is like a bad thing i feel #I kind of want my theory of Church sending all the Fragments to different people to be real #but also this is just me grasping at straws #cause GDI 15-17 were GOOD #We go so many good Character moments #So many GOOD animations #Wonder if they'll use them again - or similar ones to them #Cabooses little heart to heart with Simmons still gives me feels #1230AM rambles

[doebt]

Im this close to blacklisting mcr just because of how 21 pilots 2015/16/17 tumblr vibes it has become lately OMG I love them im having fun too and most impoetantly THEYRE (the band) having fun but its like this vibe i cant stand.. Is it jusg me am i being an asshole right now. its not about popularity its just about vibe and like the cliquey way of saying stuff and how everyone is making the same earth shartering 4000word meta posts about this or that or anything😭 I mean shartering SHATTERING but i love that typo

#I loveee mcr top 2 favoeite band and has been since literally age like 12 or 13 Like its not even about them though its like this fandomy v #fandomy vibe... Also the like WORSHIP of ppl in the band is really uncomfortable to me i cant explain it TBH. i Loveeee gerard theyre ob #obviously doing some really awesome subversive things that should be acknowledged and celebrated But i cant explain it #Omg like someone just say u know what im saying rn because i feel crazy. Im not even complaining really its just bizarre #I wish u could enjoy a band anymore without it being like a fandom thing honestly its just me being weird but yeah #Also idc about any of this it makes no real difference its just sooo weird to me to see like i never really thought of them as #Idk like this type of thing/havjng this type of vibe associated...its a very online like Twitter tumblr phenomenon so really thats on me #for being here LOL. At least im not on Twitter i cant even think abt that #I canf articulate this very well tbh its also sort of niche. whsteberr

[themyscirah]

"I want you to be better, but I can't make you that person."

Doctor Aphra (2020) #31

#absolutely crazy. i love it 👍 #absolutely need to read the sana comic after this btw #also sooooo excited to see what terrible decisions aphra will make in response to this #bc lets be so real we all know whats coming #way too many emotions for aphra she needs to go destroy her life or commit war crimes or whatever she usually does in this scenario #the war crimes days are behind her though #commit regular crimes i suppose. like more than usual? idk. very pumped #aphra no 31 issue of all time #sana starros #doctor aphra #chelli lona aphra #sw comics #star wars comics #star wars #panelposting #the subsequent love confession and breakup... iconic #also them literally being ex girlfriends is sooooo shdishshss #i mean thats all the women aphra talk to her number of exes is actually insane but like. ahdjahdshsjshc still #also also womp rat of a person is soooo <333333 #likes yes got it in 1 she sucks soooooooo bad. and yet i love her. #the brainrot is very much active hehe #blah

[hefcumin]

I started reading what happens next and I need an update right fucking now

#what happens next #i was a weird homeschooled nerd running in circles like the ones depicted in the comic i can't believe there are people who write about thi #the adventures in Odyssey reference was too personal all of it all of it was too personal except not the murder #but sometimes the drama at that age felt criminal sometimes it was actually criminal cause you know but never like murder #i love that this comic exists its just so fucking crazy to read through it and be like hey i know these people we do not talk anymore hahah #sometimes its just too real like way too personal #my community was so much stricter and religious mostly i mean most people definitely my family #but it changed in high school and thats really what it was like #the online parts the irl parts its like reading a close friends diary #i can't get enough of it i never though id find media this personal this is so important to me #whn #i just read all 5 chapters in like an hour and it may be the first time but it will NOT be the last #its just so close to home