#fuck melanoma

[chronicpain-itsastruggle]

Good news!!! My melanoma tumor came back as the lowest aggressiveness biologically thru genetic testing!!!!!! Needed this good news 😭💕

#fuck melanoma #melanoma #cancer #chronic pain #chronic illness #chronically ill #disabled #wheelchair #chronic fatigue #spoonie #actually disabled #cripple punk #invisible illness

[myk-elric]

“Your trauma is making you a stronger person”

No the fuck it is not but I do get to make funny cancer jokes about myself the rest of my life now :D

#melanoma #cancer #fuck cancer #fuck melanoma #cancer meme #ok to rb #please rb #im in so much pain #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #pain #meme #medical meme #eds #fibromyalgia #Myk talks #medical trauma #humor #dark humor #coping mechanism

[fandomohana]

When you see your dad's handwriting on the old pumpkin carving envelope, and want to cry because you miss him so damn much...

#christina talks #i miss my dad #eight years gone #fuck cancer #fuck melanoma

[faunandfloraas]

inadvertently stopped using my freckle fade cream without thinking.... right around the time i started making gifs of felix.... coincidence?

#positive influence..... #i do wonder sometimes how jarring it must have been for he and lil chris to go from australia to korea #bc i copped shit for being pale and freckly as a kid #i have a core memory of this girl talia wearing a country bumpkin costume with these cartoonish freckles drawn on and she pointed at me #and was like Lol im jessie haha and i was like Okay so you want to fight?? #another time had to do some speech and when i finished and had questions from my classmates and two boys just asked me why i was pale #and why they could see idk i guess my bloodvessels in my legs ??? i didnt even notice like i was just like UHHHH idk ask about my topic #had so many instances like that and they werent terrible but it did make me insecure #like in the 00s here being tan was /it/ you had to be nice and tanned- go lay in the sun and ignore we are number one in melanoma deaths #like it was so consistently the thing... prob why i have so many freckles bc i didnt tan in the sun i freckled #but in both felix and chans aus photos they were quite tanned! #so imagine going from Hey go lay in the sun and get nice and brown ya pale fucker to Do Not Do That. Be pale as a ghost #white as fuck twilight vampire printer paper ass complexion or else you arent the beauty standard must have been so...... odd #idk beauty standards are so fucked and stupid #at least for me it was just like mean it wasnt like systemic. still wasnt nice but its not damaging the same way #but yeah I imagine some of the cultural differences must have been jarring and weird #like when chan said he was glad to get sex ed in australia bc it was comprehensive here and its not something i would have thought about #but yeah he went to school here and there he would know #idk must be hard to be an idol and straddle that line of not wanting to cause any ripples but having your own ideas and beliefs #oh i'd love to talk to him off the record lmao #dont take this as anti korea sentiment btw like australia is also wack #it just must be interseting and sometimes hard... #wow these tags are long SORRY

[microglia]

ive started wearing sunscreen consistently 😁👍

#everyone say thank you trader joes supergoop dupe #melanoma fuck off #jk its already there #im sure

[ecto-hazard]

Nyehehe

#its way too fucking hot here to play this but its worth it #now ill just die from melanoma i guess lol

[sloshi]

Hello all,

I know I have not been as active in a while. There’s been a lot going on, especially recently with my brother. He was diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma and has a brain tumor the size of a tennis ball. He is not doing super great and my mom has started a gofundme for him. He is unable to work, and cannot afford most things for himself. If you consider donating, anything would help, and thank you so very much.

- Love always, Sloshi. Fuck cancer

#cancer #fuck cancer #melanoma #brain tumor

[abowlofpetuniasandawhale]

i do vibe with pro-aging but every time people on this site get mad about sunscreen i am reminded that there will always be a small percentage of people who are so deep in their hatred of something that they will shoot themselves in the foot on principle

#yea i’m once again posting about sunscreen and how it’s not evil anti aging propaganda #don’t get skin cancer yall #i don’t give a fuck how you feel about wrinkles but don’t open your arms to melanoma

[cutual]

im all for body neutrality & letting your skin naturally age or w/e but honestly it does get really fucking strange seeing mfs say "only the privileged show signs of aging" like Wym by that

#theres a lot of deeper insinuations ppl make i could nitpick at but the main issue i see is ppl being anti-spf ? cant save everyone ig #like has anyone ever sat through those lectures on using spf on sunny days lest ye get a melanoma #even so what i semi quoted is just such a wild fucking thing to say like you could have worded it to seem less supremacisty

[chronicpain-itsastruggle]

Third surgery of the year went rocky yesterday. I have cried a lot in the last 48 hours. My mom and husband came with me and my mom was able to stay with all the way up to laying down for surgery bc babe had a therapy appointment i wanted him to go to and he agreed. My nurse was so nice and sweet but she tried and failed once to get my IV in. Then the anesthesiologist came in and was a very quiet man. And he sat and picked and prodded at my right hand for about 30 minutes. He tried twice with a lidocaine shot each time before he finally got an iv placed on the inside of my right wrist the third try, also with a lidocaine shot first. I sobbed the whole time. I barely remember walking to the surgery room and laying on the table. Then i woke up holding my moms hand so confused and then in 10/10 pain in my left arm where they took more of my arm out. I screamed and sobbed in pain. I asked Mom “where is Tyler?? Where is babe?!” I didnt even open my eyes i was crying in so much pain. My mom told me they couldnt reach him and i sobbed even harder, terrified. Tyler walked in abt 3 minutes later. His phone wasnt getting calls and he literally sped from home when he saw the voicemail notification. They held my hands as the nurses pushed a bit more pain and anxiety meds and i sobbed in pain. It took a while to get me to Tyler’s truck. I puked twice before i got home, revisiting the apple juice i had tried right after waking up and coming to. Once home i slept a lot on the couch. In and out of consciousness. Tyler stress cleaned our kitchen building our new shelf for our pantry and even selling our dog crate we’ve been needing to sell. So he was very productive awesomely while i was in and out of sleepy town.

Our dog Jupiter, his timing impeccable as always, had diarrhea and pukey all night so we were up every twoish hours having Tyler take him outside again and again. I woke up each time but had to stay on the couch. It was a very rough night.

Today has been the day after surgery and the pain has been so severe. I am staying on top of my pain meds. And thankfully i have been able to eat and drink just fine. The pain is just incredible and severe. We had to take the bandage off and clean it tonight and i sobbed thru the whole thing in agony. Tyler was so patient and gentle with me. I was so brave and its rewrapped and I’m back on the couch calming down while i write this. Im exhausted and it hurts and im so glad i gave myself a month before i go back to work because this is going to be a long recovery.

If anyone is so inclined or wants to: my cashapp and venmo is @ earnham and literally anything will help. I am having to spend so much on medical supplies and dont know when my fmla will actually go thru. Im also going to link my amazon wishlist eventually with a bunch of melanoma gear for this summer but that will be closer to my bday in June bc thats what ima be asking for this year, is help with anything on my wishlist.

This isnt the point of the post i rly just needed to vent my past 48 hours. Thanks for reading if u did.

#fuck cancer #fuck melanoma #cancer #melanoma #surgery #cancer surgery #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic illness #wheelchair #disabled #chronic fatigue #spoonie #actually disabled #cripple punk #invisible illness #cashapp #venmo

[lovphobic]

sorry to go back to that horrid post but i can assure you you would rather have a scar from a biopsy than to have your loved ones whoever they may be choose how to take care of your body in death because you denied a biopsy because it would scar. shut the fuck up about scars they arent shit in the grand scheme of things

#in your case half the time it probably wouldnt be anything even! just suck it up #sorry im really mad about that post bc my NEW SCAR TO REMOVE A CANCER THAT WE FOUND VIA BIOPSY still makes my days a little more difficult #right now. so. you can imagine how fucking rabid i am #but like id rather have a few seconds of pain bc i bumped it than to have like. let it fucking mutate into a melanoma and lose my eye. GOD

[fandomohana]

Night fourteen, October 14, 2022. Tremors 3. 🎃👻🐛🧨 This is a special one, tonight is dedicated to my dad. I miss you, Fatboy. 💙

Header credit goes to the fabulous, @animatedglittergraphics-n-more 💙

#halloween 2022 #favorite halloween movies #spooky season #halloween #burt gummer #tremors #michael gross #fuck cancer #melanoma awareness

[specters]

the way i have so many possible health problems rn is overwhelming to the point where i'm just like What if i ignored them all forever until i die. like who has the time or money for this

#like i do not have the money to be worrying about all this rn:) #1) ive had this weird spot for quite a while now that i havent gotten checked out that im worried could be melanoma. who knows! #2) im having really bad tooth pains months after my dentist worked on it im like convinced every time #i go in there he fucks up my teeth even more for the fun of it #3) general physical disability issues #anyway. everything is fine #cancer mention

[thebackestofburners]

Please I am begging you all to just wear sunscreen

(Source: https://www.glamourmagazine.co.uk/article/anti-sunscreen-tiktok)

#I say this as a very pale vitamin d deficient individual #This is not about vanity #This is not about beauty #This is about not getting fucking melanoma #Not fandom

[judge-tenderly]

okay let’s do a for and against on how likely it is charles will die before he’s been king for a year

against

he was coronated on the 16th of may, we’re in feb now. it’s unlikely he won’t get another 6 months at least because

he has access to the best medical care in the world. no way this wasn’t discovered immediately - giving him the best chance of success

for

hes sooooo old

trisha paytas’s baby is due in may. may has 31 days meaning it’s pretty much an even split chance that she’ll give birth before the 16th

centuries of incest doesn’t just make you ugly, it also SERIOUSLY fucks your health. the best doctors in the world can’t fix genetics that battered

the press don’t know shit. if it were just a melanoma that could be easily cut out the palace would have said so

if manifesting is at all real he’s fucked

#british royal family #king charles #uk politics #trisha paytas #cancer #okay so melanomas might be more scary to other people but i’m australian we have more skin cancer clinics than gp clinics lmao #but seriously fingers crossed everyone i’m not kidding about the manifesting thing you never know

[h34rt3y3s]

GOD LETS ME LIVE ANOTHER DAY !

#went to the dr she said my mole is completely fine and it's definitely not a melanoma !!!! #FUCK YEA THATS A W FOR ME