incessantly cheesy gay post below the cut 🧡
dear 2023,
go fuck yourself 🧡
no just kidding !!!!
what a whirlwind year it has been! i have heard new music, old music, music that calmed my chaotic soul. i have made new friends, strengthened old bonds, and fallen (platonically) in love. i am continually blessed w amazing moments, both on this site and irl. i have grown & hurt & healed & loved!!!!!
there are so many of you i could write BOOKS about the love & joy i feel in my heart but to highlight just a few:
forever and always grateful for my leech @losfacedevil !!!! oh how boring, uneventful, and chaotic my life would be without you. through all of my troubles you have remained close & constant. never straying from my side, always there to lend a lot of love!!!!
my darling EB @wildbluesorbit i love u so much!!! it has been an HONOR to travel with you & go on this journey across states!!!!! i’ve been so sappy lately so i’ll save all i could say for calls. forever and ever and ever grateful to call you my friend & listen to your passion endlessly!!!!!
my baby @mountain-in-springtime what would i do without my Moth???? i am consistently inspired by your heart, your soul, your everything. the way you care so deeply for those who surround you has been a shining light of amor for me in my most cold hearted times. blessed and honored is an understatement!
to the absolute LEGEND that is @joshym , thank you!!!! for listening, for loving, for being who you are. i wanna be you when i grow up!!!!! the aura you carry is one full of love, light, and hope. i am honored to call you my friend every damn day !!!
and to my whole heart @theintelligenceoflove , i love u so much i can feel it in my bones!!!! you have reminded me of myself and who i am meant to be. the honesty i know i can trust you with has impacted my whole life. always and forever grateful to know you and love you and have community with you !!!!!!!!!!
there are genuinely so many of you that i consider my best friend, that i think about each and every day that passes by, that have provided me love and safety to be myself. i can only hope to provide even HALF the love that has been gifted to me! you all have shown that the world is bigger than just me and my life. i would not be even kind of okay without each of you, i am forever grateful to know all of you & cherish our friendship 🧡
@sunfl0wer-power @andtherestishistory13 @gracev0609 @alwaysonthemend @alwayzthere @jakeyt @theaudacitytowrite @sembuscuous @wetkleenex-gvf @mybussyinchrist @obetrolncocktails @becinabubblegvf @jake-whatthefisgoingon-kiszka @useremo @jakekiszkasbuttsweat @st4rdust-ch0rds & every other single person reading this!!!!!!
i am forever changed by the power of Greta’s music and the people they have brought into my life and continue to bring me. never have i truly connected with music and a philosophy as i have with Greta. cheers to a great year full of so much!!!! thank you all !!!!!!!!!
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too many of you guys think nico is the loser and not lewis for letting the divorce go on for so long. like they're both losers about each other. emotionally constipated idiots who can't talk about their toxic homoerotic friendship that imploded on itself like 8 years ago and are now making it everyone else's problem. yeah nico's on television or in beer gardens talking about lewis all the time but like every other month some reporter is like "lewis, what's your favorite moment in your career?" and lewis no hesitation is like "oh man, karting, y'know? everything was simpler then" and then spends another six months skirting around nico's name. like this whole thing they're doing in the media isn't some kinda extended foreplay for them. they're both still pressing on the bruise to make sure it's still there!!! every few months, they're literally just asking on public television, does it still hurt for you like it does for me? and like clockwork, someone will release new information about them or one of them will say something about each other (in my heart, he's still my best friend/yes... and teammate) and the answer will remain the same, yes, of course, always.
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I generally don't pay attention to my follower count, but I couldn't help but notice I had a higher number than usual new follows today, and I have to say... it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
I've seen so many people worried that the fandom is just going to POOF vanish overnight now that we know we're not getting another season.
But there are still people joining in all the time!
There's still new fic and art and gifsets to be created. There are still more friendships to be made. There are so many more laughs and tears to share.
There will be meetups and screaming over new BTS footage and hyping up cast and crew members' future endeavors.
This may not be how we wanted our fandom to look like right now, and yes, it sucks. OFMD deserved to go out on its own terms and it's colossally unfair we won't get to see the full story the way DJenks intended.
But that doesn't mean it's gone. That doesn't mean it's ruined. That doesn't mean the friendships all fade away. That doesn't mean we're just sitting here, stagnant, done for.
There are still so many more stories — of the characters, and of all of us — to be told.
A love like ours can't disappear in an instant.
And as long as we have that love, we'll live on forever.
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We can't really go into exactly how and why this is so cruel yet, but I still want to talk about it because it's insane how little perspective Knives has here:
We're shown a page of Vash being medically examined and experimented on in July (at Knives' behest, while he just cooly watches on), entirely against his control, where hes treated as an object and not a person
And after what would be a frankly horrifying and humiliating ordeal to go through, after having his body changed against his will to check his aptitude as a tool of violence and force it to activate for Knives' will, Knives has the gall to just...say this:
Yet he's doing the exact same thing! He's torturing his brother in cruel and humiliating ways while looking him in the eyes!!
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Idk how to describe/explain it but I am a firm believer that sex with Cater would be fun. It would a little (a lot) playful and scandalous. There would be a lot of try not to get caught with him especially in public settings.
YES!!! Sex with Cater is always so fun because he's down to try anything at least once with you, so you'll have a lot of enjoyable times in and out of the bedroom. He's also just someone you can laugh with while having sex. Like maybe the both of you said some really cringe dirty talk, but you just go with it because it's silly and you're having a good time and maybe you're giggling like schoolgirls and the mood may have shifted, but it's fun.
Cater is also so fun to have sex with because he's always so casual and playful, so when he does get serious or more emotional during sex it throws you through a loop. One minute your relationship was defined by quickies and booty calls and emotionless intimacy, but now it's thinking about the future, alluding to marriage, wondering about commitment! I like to think Cater has a fear of commitment because he's so used to moving all the time, never staying in one place for long, which is why he might prefer a fwb relationship with you over a deeper connection. But then he falls in love and suddenly he's :O !!!! Suddenly sex has a whole new meaning, and suddenly filthy words exchanged under the covers are seasoned with romantic undertones hehe.
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