#girl what is this

[iactuallykissedsharawheeler]

no thoughts just soft ellie moments

laying back with ellie on your stomach, hands softly scratching in her scalp as she wears it down for once. her eyes rolled back and closed in comfort. you sit up, suddenly, shifting the weight to your hands as you lean back.

she groans at the loss, furrowing her brows, “what?”

“nothing. just wanna look at you.” you say, hearing the dreaminess in your own voice.

her eyes flutter open, a growing grin on her lips, “that's kinda gay, babe.”

you immediately roll your eyes, sure you can see brain, “shut the fuck uppp.”

“oh, did i ruin your moment, baby? i’m sorry.” she lifts and turns, giving you a short kiss. chuckling a little when you trail after her as she pulls back.

she turns, plops her head back onto your lap and hums expectantly. you bring your hand down, moving the hair from the centre of her forehead, and lean down to kiss the spot. her eyebrow inclines slightly, a small smile creeping in. you brush over her cheek, then kiss there, too. then the other. then her nose.

ellie's nose crinkles, her grin taking up half her face now as she stifles a giggle, “what're you doing?”

“can i not kiss my girl anymore?” you murmur eyes running over every inch of her face, grinning at the coy blush on her cheeks.

“whatever.” she mumbles, pretending she's not practically melting under your touch.

author's note; booooo ‼️🍅🍅 sorry this is NOT my best but I like. Thought it? Definitely not double checked and this has been in my drafts LONG enough. I'll try to convince myself to post my bazillion requests later, though!!!!! again pls pls give me thoughts and constructive criticism because... this could have been better probably. or actually, this is amazing and I'm a perfect authour. (delusion 😍) creds to @ cafekitsune for the dividers !!!

#˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ — reine writes ! #girl what is this #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams blurb #ellie williams #ellie williams fluff #tlou2 #ellie williams x you #this is ... something. technically.

[thankstothe]

NORMAL

#house md #gregory house #james wilson #hilson #screencap #s01e05 “Damned If You Do” #girl what is this #the last thing i expected from this show was this constant religious theme #hilson especially always implying the other one is holy of sorts #chase has his own entire niche there too #im vexed tho

[anervousmirrorball]

labyrinth - taylor swift

#girl what the fuck #girl what is this #girl get help #girl stop #logging out cause i cant eben bear to look at the mess that this is #tswiftedit #midnights #labyrinth #taylor swift #taylor swift edit #taylor swift midnights #midnights album #tswiftart #tswift midnights #tswiftgraphic #tswiftlyrics #ts art #tsedit #ts #this was more as a result of me trying to not think about something bothering me and its honestly a mess idek what was going on in my head #i feel like this has been done before but i dont even remember and i tried searching stuff but there was nothing like this #its been happening a lot with me so idk #anyways bye #going to the lakes not gonna come back im embarrassed

[phatcatphergus]

Tubbo after seeing the badboy halo shrine that forever built whilst looking for badboy halos son that forever is holding hostage, “okay”

#girl what is this #it’s not the most normal pilled place I’ve ever seen #-tubbo #qsmp tubbo #qsmp #tubbo #qsmp forever #qsmp badboyhalo #4halo #tubbo live blogging

[mvshortcut]

#GIRL WHAT IS THIS #he walked in like It's Britney Bitch ;) #and then proceeded to turn the kidnapping into a therapy session completely unprompted #he's so lame <3 #mbs s2 #mbs s2 spoilers #jeffers #the mysterious benedict society #mysterious benedict society #tmbs #mbs disney #mbs disney spoilers

[mulderscully]

we might fall

firstprince. ficlet. hammock missing scene. 1k. fluff. inspired by tags by @kinnsporsche and @ninzied on this set 🍃

"We're going to fall."

Alex rolls his eyes, holding the hammock steady so Henry can climb on. "We are not going to fall. My parents use this thing all the time. It's sturdier than it looks."

Unconvinced, Henry clutches the books he brought with him tightly and eyes the strings suspiciously.

"Besides," Alex continues, his expression growing cheeky. "I've seen your ass bounce on a horse for literal hours. I'm pretty sure you could handle it if we did."

[READ ON AO3]

#firstprince #henry x alex #rwrb #rwrb movie #rwrb fic #rwrbsource #red white and royal blue #red white & royal blue #my fic #girl what is this

[suncklet]

he can be u angle or u denvil....

#quickman #quick man #girl what is this #ive actually been meaning to draw smth like this idk why but #its cute UuU something silly #its for my blong im gonna edit again #i actually got reminded of that anime like in the middle of this i listened to the OP on repeat for the entire lineart/flats #anyways

[frenxio]

𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐚 - 𝗪𝗵𝗼 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂?

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐒𝐓𝐓𝐓𝐓𝐓𝐓 (it probably won't make you cry)

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟏.𝟑𝐊

𝐀/𝐧: 𝐆𝐨𝐝, 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭-

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You knew that for generations and generations, the hanahaki disease flows strongly in your genes. Every one of your family members has had it, some died, and some lived. You were no exception, and you were next. However, you weren't expecting it to happen so soon, as now was the time you watch blood and flowers leave your throat in horror. The single moment that you were in doubt that this man you fell in love with were to never return your feelings, the flowers began to fall.

Thoma. Oh, Thoma.

He's the light of your life. He showed no malice and continued to be kind. That's the part of him that you loved most. How much he cared about animals and about other people. Seriously, he should receive more credit for working so hard.

Currently, it's spring. So you and Thoma decided to take a walk under the cherry blossoms. The petals glowed pink, and they quickly fall, just like how your hanahaki disease works. The moment doubt nibbled onto your skin, it continues to eat you up until there was nothing left. Hanahaki gets their dessert even though you never put your life at risk for this.

Suddenly, you started coughing, resulting it letting out petals and blood. Oh no, Thoma began to worry.

"Y/n! Oh dear, are you sick? Are you alright? Do you want me to fetch a doctor?" He inspected you thoroughly. Your expression, the way you awkwardly motion your hands, the way you avoided his eyes. He noticed it. "Should I carry you home? I mean, if you prefer that, then-!"

"No, I'm alright! My throat just itched, that's all."

Of course, you knew him well. An excuse like that could never convince a house husband, a man who carries for other people's wellbeing when he should be caring about his. Due to this, knowing that you were simply nothing but another friend of his made your condition even worse. You had to lock yourself up in your room, cooped up with no assistance. You avoided help at all costs. Thoma bangs on the front door to catch your attention, but you ignore his whimpers as he walks away. Itto, Ayaka, Ayato, Gorou, Sara, Heizou... all were ignored.

Continuously throwing up petals and crimson blood, suffering all alone. You know the cure. Either get yourself to be his or completely wash away all of your memories with him. You had no choice, you still had to confess. If you chose the second decision, you would have to explain to him your situation. He would feel that he was responsible for your disease and do everything he can for you to live, even if it meant to force himself to be with you.

No, you don't want that.

For the third time of the day, you heard a knock from outside of your door, making you flinch in your spot. This time, you decided to listen to the voice.

"Hey, Y/n." It's mom.

"You have it, don't you? The disease that all of us share."

Yeah, I do.

"I've heard from your friends that they couldn't contact you. They have tried to visit you numerous times before and yet you haven't responded." Your mother went quiet for a second to collect her thoughts, then breathed in preparing her speech. "Look, if you're not going to open this door, I'll have you listen to me from where you're sitting right now. I know that things are difficult, I went through it all. I suffered for a month, just like you and I was nearly about to die, but see, I found your dad. I lost my feelings for him while I converse with your dad to talk about things."

And? Your point?

"There's many more ways to lift yourself back up. If you can't get over this man...." she breathed in and out.

"...then check whether it's true that he truly doesn't love you. If not, your second choice is worth considering. Well then, I'll see you soon."

You stared at the ground, hearing the same conversation over and over, repeatedly in your head. Of course, how could you be so stupid? Your delusions that you didn't have a chance with Thoma was because your brain had just decided it never existed. Why not confirm it? You shouldn't be covering yourself in the dark like this. You have to find out.

Steadily and carefully standing up from the ground, your feet shook as you made your way to your closet and searched for some outdoor clothes. "Now that I think about it, yesterday, Thoma said that he's going to celebrate his birthday today with our friends. It should be an hour from now."

It hurts.

Your throat is burning.

"If you ever feel like looking over to this side," Thoma brushed his fingers gently, down the door. "You should come to my birthday party. It would be at six o'clock."

You pulled out your kimono, lacking any unique design. You didn't want attention to be all on you. Although it has been three weeks since you left the house, surely eyes would fall on you despite what you wear wasn't really pretty. Still, you need to hide your face. Put on a face mask and leave the house.

You wore your Japanese sandals and walked your way to Ayaka and Ayato's residence. It was a bit far, but you wanted to go anyway.

Once you arrived, you saw everybody outside, already chatting with each other until they saw you. Everything went quiet. Of course, no doubt, they would be surprised with your condition. You don't know how different you looked since three weeks ago. Probably horrible since you weren't able to sleep in days.

"Oh," Thoma quivered. "Y/n! You made it to the party!"

He stood up and rushed to wrap his arms around you. Seriously, meeting him was your medicine to your disease. It felt enough to recover from this curse.

"Ah, hi Thoma. Sorry, I forgot to bring a present." A sweat drop rolled down your cheek as you rubbed the back of your neck. It was a motion that indicated you felt uncomfortable. By the way Hezou looked at you, he didn't miss that expression your face. Though you covered half of it.

All the adults, including you, raised their glass and gulped down alcohol. Eating a feast, laughing and playing games. It had been a while since you felt this happiness filling up your emptiness, but, who's that woman beside Thoma?

"Everyone! I have an announcement to make!"

He pulled this unknown woman near him, shoulders touching with the biggest grin written across his face. Before you knew it, he kissed her on the lips. "She's now my girlfriend!"

Everybody cheered and clapped. The girl seem to be embarrassed to show her face in front of Thoma's friends, hiding behind him, but he reassured her that nothing was to scare her by holding her hand tightly. He sees her differently compared to you, the weakling.

Heizou continues to watch as you tighten your fists underneath the table, yet keeping up a stiff face. "Congratulations."

A few minutes later, you ran to the back of the house to vomit flowers and blood as tears started to roll down your face. Truly, even in the worst of times, these flowers seem to bloom properly inside your body. They look pretty once you let it all out.

You shakily sighed. "Mother, there's, there's no point."

You wiped your lips with the back of your hand and looked up at the big bright moon. It was looking down at you as if it was waiting for this moment, your decision that changes your fate.

"I hate this. Gosh, I, I hate this so, so much."

You covered your face with your palms, letting all your feelings out. "I am so sorry, Thoma. I am very sorry."

"Y/n! Oh, it has been a while since we talked! How are you feeling? Do you feel any better?" Thoma, alongside with his girlfriend, watched your unmoving back. You stood there like a statue, before turning around with a confused face.

"Who are you?"

#genshin impact #genshin fanfic #genshin x you #romance #genshin impact fanfic #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #thoma x y/n #thoma x reader #lovers #fanfiction #x reader #x yn #x you #x y/n #girl what is this #fictional characters #fictional character x reader

[starlitheaven]

there’s post-nut clarity and then there’s Aki with post-cigarette clarity. imagine being a devil hunter who does everything that Aki wouldn’t do—you infuriate him to no end. you represent so many things that he despises, and makes no move to hide that from you. it disgusts him to see how unapologetic you are about it too, but it also stirs something inside of him. you know exactly who you are and while he hates your selfish ways, he also can’t help but respect your unshakable drive to reach your goals.

little does he know, you enjoy riling him up. he doesn’t seem to understand how attractive he looks when he’s irritated—the way his lips curl up in disgust, eyes narrowing to slits, and that slender jaw tensing at the sight of you. the low murmur of his voice when he scolds you through gritted teeth. or the way you see his large hands twitch as if he’s holding back from putting them on you. you know that there’s a blurred line between hate and love sometimes and the heat in his dark eyes that’s reserved just for you has hints of want in them.

anyway, he snaps one day and you get what you want—to be roughly bent over and fucked by him as his resolve wafts away like the smoke that often slips from his lips. he bites and marks you without realizing he’s trying to claim you. point is, it’s not until afterward that he’s sucking in the nicotine and feeling it ease into his system that he turns to look at you sleeping beside him—naked and bare and too fucking gorgeous—that he realizes what he’s done and with who.

#girl what is this #anyway #aki hayakawa #aki x reader #akiangel all the way and forever but I need him too okay?

[knee-stockings]

EXCUSE ME????

#ignore me #😨 #tumblr ads #isekai slow life #GIRL WHAT IS THIS #I ‘preordered’ this game before seeing this ad. can I take it back #I don’t want it no more

[maxphilippa]

pain so lethal a scorpion might have bitten me

#i am dying rn /srs #girl what is this #i feel rwally bad what thebfuckkk

[ariesbilly]

am i gonna have to put all my fics to members only...

#girl what is this

[thankstothe]

#house md #gregory house #james wilson #hilson #screencap #s08e14 “Love Is Blind” #thay also not straight in a sense that they're incapable of having straightforward conversation #girl what is this #drawing mental diagrams and charts to figure out what house means #he shoots these quips out so fast its sometimes hard to register what he said #so yeah: #“One person who's opinions matter to me is in front of me” #+ #“your theory on my avoidance is dogshit”

[kaylor]

when abby last night was like taylor swift's pr is currently creating this nauseating handbook for a relationship heterosexual teenagers should aspire to and then tree immediately proves her right

#girl what is this #i'm so embarrassed #those are two entire adult people why are you writing about them like they're in a high school soap

[ofwraithsandwords]

I was literally active in this fandom for years and as soon as I acquire a new hyperfixation, they announce that Alucard is being put in a video game. God making a mockery of me.

#hellsing #alucard #call of duty #girl what is this #are you serious #it’s like that old ass meme about how you’re absent from school once and Beyoncé shows up #you’ve got to be joking

[possumteeths]

this came up on my reddit recommended for some reason and bfksbfksdbksdn fascinated with this bitch who enjoys church casual and kia summer sales event couture enough to post it on reddit

#girl what is this #bfkshfksjdjsk i love the idea of some lady seeing these fits and gasping in surprise and being like holy shit this slaps gotta post to r #reddit PRONTO the world needs to KNOW