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crimeronan · 4 months

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favorite thing from the latest rewatch is how genuinely furious hunter is at luz in eclipse lake. for an ep where they don't interact at all there's SO much mileage god he's SO MAD it's SO CHARMING. you all know i love grumpy bitch hunter the most. after eda's "bad but sad boy" comment he's like "ugh, if i EVER see that human again >:(((((" and amity's like "Watch It" i can't stop thinking about it. hunter like luz and i were friends for like two hours and then she TRICKED me with her WILES by being NICE TO ME in a way that NOBODY ELSE EVER HAS BEEN and i am so so so mad at her because i'm projecting my anger at myself onto her but will never admit it. i hate her so bad i'll never trust her Again she Ruined My Lifeeeee she's so annoying and i didn't like her at all the whole time!! i had a moment of weakness!! i'm gonna threaten her life a bunch to amity and actually mean it bc i'm that desperate. fuck luz noceda foreever for Real she's the Worst Thing That Ever Happened To Me >:(((((

and then when they meet again in hollow mind, his response to luz full-on tackling him is just. to yell at her.

and then stomp around grumpily kicking rocks about it.

harmlessly.

mad wet cat style.

#hunter you love her so much already you dumb dumb dumb boy.#i know you dont know it because youre busy being insane and having problems. but Oh My God.#you DUMB DUMB DUMB BOY.#i love life partnerships that start out antagonistic. they r forever my bread and butter. they give me life.#toh #horrible mindscape trauma pals #shitty idiot repression gang #hunter toh #luz noceda #eclipse lake

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shitpostingkats · 7 months

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*SHAKES YOU AGGRESSIVELY*

TELL ME ABOUT YOUR “Zarc is an incarnation of The Supreme King” THEORY I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT THIS YOU HAVE GOT ME HOOKED I AM OBSESSED WITH THESE FIRE TAKES YOU ARE SPITTING OP

Jaden and Yuya are now my favorite dynamic of all time, and now that I’m being shown the similarities I’m wondering if it’s really just a coincidence GX and Arc-V are my absolute favorites out of all the Yugioh series this is insane 👀

Hehe. Gladly <3

(Uh. This got long so it's going beneath the cut for the sake of people's dashboards)

Well, first off, there's just a lot of similarities between Zarc (the original Zarc, before he split into the Yu-bois) and Jaden. Both can talk to duel spirits, both start out chipper and are driven to the edge by grief, both split into various personas/people (Jaden with himself and the supreme king, Zarc obviously into the Yu-bois), both fuse with their ace monster(s), and both carry the title of "Supreme King". Most interesting, to me at least, is how both shape a lot of their identities around what they think people want from them.

Zarc was content to be an amazing duelist, but felt pressured to put on a good show, to be more brutal. Jaden, more subtly, constructs most of his personality off being easygoing, chill, and carefree, because he internalized that his emotions are dangerous, and people would rather deal with happy Jaden than the emotional disregulation mess that he actually is.

And both of them, when they get overwhelmed, adopt a mentality of "Well, the world might as well burn with me."

Jaden, rather than feel his grief, locks off his own trauma behind a brick wall and goes on smiling. Yuya, rather than deal with his dads disappearance, does the same.

I'd also like it noted that supreme king Jaden and supreme king Yuya have yellow eyes.

And some teal/orange eye asymmetry

Honestly, even dragon form Yuya and the Supreme Kings armor have similar silhouettes.

Mostly its in the spikes on the shoulders and elbows, and the fact that Zarc Yuya forms a weird chestplate (and that this is the same art team and visual style)

Another thing I get hung up on is that both Jaden and Yuri have super poly. In GX, Jaden had to go through an entire arc of misery to get that card, and Yuri just? Has it?

So my little headcanon, is that in the original timeline, before the dimensions were split, Zarc had the spirit of The Supreme King, able to command duel monsters and wield The Gentle Dark. Unfortunately for everyone, he got a teensy bit traumatized before he could enact his destiny of defeating The Light Of Destruction. Using his powers, he fused with his dragons, nearly destroyed the world, etc, etc. When he split, the Supreme King couldn't just split into four the same way the rest of his soul could, and so while the dimensions split, the past was rewritten to attach the power to a different soul, with a different guardian to boot. Similar to how the timeline got all borked to set everything back to a late nineties world of duel monsters.

Which would make Yuya 1/4 of an alternate universe version of Jaden. And I think there's a lot of fun to be had with that idea :)

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bewitchedmold · 3 months

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Knowing almost none of the jjba pt9 lore got me feeling like that stupid fucking ant

#jjba #jojo bizarre adventure #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jjba pt9 #jojolands #pt 9 #Jojo pt 9 #jjba jojolands #i barely was able to comprehend the pt 8 lore dawg😭#saying the word lore is giving me trauma bc of game theory #ill miss matpat #He raised us all🙏#barbeque bacon burger #Pov an otome game where your pet worm got hit by a bus but got reincarnated into some anime boy

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crabussy · 1 year

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I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy

#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen #hi guys #got another load of trauma from school #and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now #had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way #I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much #I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM #I have no adults I can go to about this #whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind #whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears #she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly #when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt #the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you #I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her #the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities #I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since #vent tw #trauma tw #listen to my gibberish boy #ggod I hate this school

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fisheito · 3 months

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HolyAdhhrShert IT'S ACTUALLY OLIVINE??@!!,,,,?@,@?@@?@,??

I ffidid not expect that either what is going on over at nuca HEAdquartees

#no i'm still not ready to look at yakumo i'm not looking at my dash yet i am only llooking at. ium. my activity page #but i couldn't escape the official announcement for the update in-game so!!#imagine my surprise when they LEGIT LISTED OLI AS THE SECOND CHARACTER #AHAHAHA SLUTTTY POSE FTW OLI YOU REALLY MAKING A BEAUTIFUL BRAND FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR SPINE #me going :O! oh!! my nice boys!! together in a nice dreamy fairytale landscape ☺#me aLSO going WHY WOULD YOU REPEAT ANOTHER COMBINATION FOR THEM? STOP THIS TOPBOTTOM SEGREGATION #I THOUGHT WE WERE GETTING SOMEWHERE WITH THE EDMOND GARU QUINCY COMBO #YOU REVERTED TO YOUR STRANGE LITTLE X AND O GAME #i love my nice boys but let them mingle 😭#i guess these two went thru too much trauma in the sorceror's trials so um now it's time for a nice break #give these two some time to actually get to know each other better #not under the threat of immediate bodily harm and death. sounds pleasant! let's go!!

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satansleftnutcheek · 7 months

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Just had like the biggest brain realization about Astarion bear with me I think I'm onto something here. Spoilers ahead for those who don't know about his "condition" or haven't heard about his tragic backstory™

I think people generally overlook the bite scene in favor of focusing on how it reveals Astarion being a vampire, how it can benefit the player if you're trying to romance him, or find an easy way to get him out of your party. I would like to note that there’s nothing wrong with this response! I did the same in my play through because I already knew he was a vampire due to spoilers. I just saw the scene as Astarion looking for his equivalent of a sandwich when it happened.

But why does Astarion bite Tav of all people?

The obvious answer is because Tav's the protagonist. Any important character scenes will happen to or involve them because they're the player character. It's the nature of how RPG stories are told. However, Larian Studios has put a lot of thought into this game, so why not dig a bit deeper?

Assuming Tav has everyone in their camp when this scene is triggered, Lae'zel and Shadowheart are off the menu purely because if things go wrong they'd immediately kill Astarion. Not good! If things go wrong with Karlach he could possibly smooth talk his way out of it. After all, she's a very kind person who goes out of her way to help people. But she's also twice his size and could snap him like a twig, which is not a risk worth taking.

Wyll isn't nearly as much of a threat as the other three, if it came down to it, Astarion could probably take him in a fight. The main problem here is that Wyll happens to have a habit of killing monsters, which would make talking things out really difficult. Astarion's relied on skills like persuasion for the past 2 centuries so he'd probably want to have his best skills be viable options if things go awry. Halsin, much like Karlach, is twice his size and could kill him with ease. Hard pass on that! This leaves Gale as the last, and really only, viable option. I mean look at him, he's frail as hell, always having the lowest HP in the party, and his weapon is a stick. Worst thing that could happen to Astarion is a bonk on the head.

So then why Tav? Why are they the one Astarion bites?

Now Tavs come in a lot of varieties. The player could be doing a Dark Urge run, they could be playing as the embodiment of pure evil, the kindest soul that is second only to Jesus, or somewhere in between. However, the one thing that unites them all is their power. They're the leader of the party and the others (to varying degrees) respect them. Tav is the one that chooses where the party goes, who they help, who they kill, and even how they'll have the tadpoles removed. In a way, Tav controls the party.

Remind you of something that Astarion openly talks about wanting?

For two centuries Astarion hasn't had autonomy, respect, freedom, resources, or control. What he's learned from those centuries is that power always gets you what you want. If you want freedom you need the power to control others. So while biting Gale would be the easy answer, it doesn't have the perk that biting Tav does.

If Tav wakes up during his biting attempt, Astarion could smooth talk his way out of it. If things go okay and Astarion gets to keep his head, he'll have gained more of Tav's trust. This in turn would give Astarion greater power over them as they'd be easier to manipulate, which in turn gives him more control over the others. If he ends up killing Tav then that technically would open up a power vacuum in the party. Whoever fills it would have all the power and control that Tav has. I don't think any of the other characters would let that happen though. Astarion's the person who you don't want to be the leader because he's clearly performing this role for his own self-centered reasons. Also seeing as this scene generally happens early in the game, nobody likes him enough to just let him become the leader.

Now if Tav lets Astarion bite them things get more interesting. It's a possibility that never occurred to him, but he isn't going to turn it down. First of all, it establishes Tav as an easy food source. Astarion has a consenting snack that in the future, might let him bite again. If that happens then Astarion's food source becomes far more reliable and surviving becomes significantly easier. Tav's consent also reveals how much they trust Astarion. From his perspective Tav's shown too much of their hand. Astarion's simple plan to manipulate Tav for the sake of his security has become child's play at this point.

All this being said having Astarion choose to bite Tav over Gale reveals so much about his character. While Gale is the safest choice to make, Tav's position of leadership is what entices Astarion to bite them over Gale. After experiencing two hundred years of mental and physical abuse, Astarion values power so much he'd be willing to risk his ability to not become a mind flare, and his life, in order to gain it. All because this is what he learned from being Cazador's slave for 200 years.

#slaps astarions head #THATS A LOTTA DAMAGE #you think you understand the story and know know how deep his trauma runs but then you write an essay and suddenly youre crying AGAIN #astarion please god get some help #somebody give this boy a hug #larian studios if you thought of this then i hate you for being so good at what you do how DARE #i havent even finished act 2 yet and astarions story is only getting sadder and richer and damn its written so well but OW #fuckin OW #astarion bg3 #astarion baldurs gate #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate iii #baldurs gate three #baldurs gate astarion #astarion #im officially gone there is no me only bg3 #is now when i admit that ive never written an essay analyzing something i love unless it was for class #the brainrot has never been so real

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etoiile · 3 months

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chigiris hard to write for bc hes SO INCONSISTENT.

i dont think he has a type. i could see him being into the calm and collected and also the sweet and bubbly.

he's very feminine and hair care and skincare but he also gives big dick energy.

hes composed and soft-spoken, but also stubborn and sassy.

the list goes on but you get it. hmm this is giving me a fic idea actually...

#ami's chit chats 🤍#LOLL #but fr tho #chigiri just isn't consistent in who he is #you cant peg him down as any character type #he is his own character type #like bachira is the energetic sunshine boy #rin is the emotionally constipated rude trauma boy #kunigami is the heartfelt honest genuine boy gone rogue #and chigiri is just #chigiri #hes a category of his own #like i cant write “he peppered your face in kisses” bc thats js not him #but i also cant “he felt too nervous to give you a kiss. he was so scared that it might make you uncomfortable”#so then im like “oh hes bold and direct” but hes also “chigiri's face had a rosy pink dusting to it at your words”#so then im like “oh hes cute lil shy sweet boy” but hes also “hell no. get the fuck away from me."#DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN #HES SO CONFUSING TO WRITE FOR #LIKE CHOOSE WHO YOU ARE AND STICK TO IT #but also i kind of enjoy how hes just his own cateogry #chigiri is just chigiri and thats all #chigiri hyoma

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problemcore · 2 years

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late night avm doodles. i like these guys.......

#avm #avm fanart #avm purple #avm red #avm green #avm shorts #BOY ITS SO HOT HERE. UGHHHHH. summer is killing me #dnoodles #ay ay ay. anyway. these guys have been living rent free both on alan's desktop and my brain #i still dont have designs for blue and yellow. despite the fact they're like second and third favorites of mine lmao #(purple is most favorite tho <3 this guy can store so much trauma)#anyway when i make human designs. i HAVE to give them the most transgender swag possible i simply gotta.#purple's outfit is like. literally just an alternate version of one of my own favorite outfits. i have a yellow hoodie instead tho.#shows how much i project onto this guy.#sometimes you just gotta draw your favorite characters being comfy and wearing sweaters when youre suffering 32c degrees weather #i also have traditional doodles. might post them. might not.#about green's design. i just NEED to make his fashion sense. nonexistent. its so much funnier #like he's great at everything he does but he absolutely cannot dress himself up. i call it the teruki hanazawa effect.#red is just a little guy i rly love drawing red :)#also the red and pig doodle is based on the bit around the end of the episode The Witch. he's just carrying him on his back :)#why does SC have a halo? well i've decided to give the hollowheads halos in my human designs >:)#yeah okay im done. thank u for reading :) i like these guys a LOT

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mythology-void · 26 days

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watching S2 of ATLA and why did no one tell me zuko had them pretty pretty man titties

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 2 months

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holding charon in my hands like 'you could have been so fucking cool'

#random thoughts #fallout #he's so inconsistent #'i am no one's errand boy' and 'if conversation is what you wish then i shall provide it' should not be coming out of the same mouth #god just. give me a contract. gimme gimme gimme #give me a charon whose inherent confrontational self-serving nature conflicts with his people-pleasing desires inflicted on him by trauma #obviously his contract doesn't end with combat duties since he must provide conversation if you desire it #he can't disobey because it makes him freak out. itching under the skin. throwing up. literally make him physically ill #if you try and make him come with you when your party is full make the other party member say he can't come with not him!!!#god i may just write up a contract

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taitropa · 11 months

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kanej haters don't have taste as we know. but one of the biggest things they cannot comprehend about their dynamic is how much kaz values having leverage over people to get what he wants and yet he never once uses anything against inej

#( imagine the significance to a girl with history and trauma like inej. )#( when your childhood was torn from you and replaced by a life that dealt in nothing but disrespect toward you. )#( and along comes this boy who puts a knife in your hand and tells you that you're dangerous. )#( when you've spent years learning that you were nothing more than what you could be used for. )#( along comes this boy who swears he won't make you happy and he can't promise you'll be safe. )#( but he gives you a knife. and then he gives you your freedom. )#( and he doesn't give you flowers but he gives you everything else. )#( if there's one thing she can count on from kaz it's that he won't tie her down. )#( he lets her go. he gives her room. respect. IT'S RESPECT. )#( show kanej’s background is……..concerning. i guess it explains the antis. but not really. pick up a book. pick up the bible—SOC. )#( and then tell me kanej is toxic. because you cannot. )#( because they are not. end rant. )

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thinkingofausername · 11 months

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#jason out here giving me career paths and ideas #when i think about it the way i latch onto characters' trauma makes me think he's not far off 😂#i literally downloaded the app to give characters therapy 😂#if the writers won't give my baby boi peace you bet your ass i'll try #jason todd #red hood

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sluttyfranzkafka · 1 year

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In the intro I never read before in my Kafka collections the translator -after an unsympathetic summary himself- says his colleague after reading Letter to my Father said "it's his dad I feel sorry for". I'm making a DNI for these two people ONLY.

#kafka #if you read letter to my father and your first takeaway is to pity the father thats a red flag i didnt know i could even harbor for someone #and i have to go right now immediately and do not ever contact me again #didnt like how this translator went on and on to condemn the way franz gives his father no options and how he has no voice of his own #hello???????#WE'RE the freaks reading his 50 page letter to his father processing lifelong trauma #at least acknowledge that WE'RE the absolute fucking freaks here #and yeah weird how there's only 1 voice in a private letter to someone else weird how that works #doing the sims -10 while reading that do not look at me or my boy again

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boo-moved · 9 months

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Reached the point of rage

#I don’t know what it is with seeing fantasy games get giffed and the mc is a white woman with thirty mods to make the character look plain #Like I know I’m being a hater #But it’s everywhere and everything #Oh lemme guess. You are romancing Asta/rion 😐 and are playing a human or elf with cleric or rogue?#And have a mod that gives you a white or silver ponytail #With pretty dresses and another mod that takes away all the wrinkles and natural marks of the companions?#Tell me- what are your thoughts on Lae/‘zel? Would you give her a chance like you did vamp boy #Sorry. I saw a lot of this in the Dra/gon Age fandom and it’s activating the instinct in me #Elyan vents #AND A LOT OF THEM DONT CARE ABOUT HIS TRAUMA AND INTIMACY ISSUES THEY JUS WANNA FUCK #HE IS SO MUCH MORE THEN THAT HE IS TROUBLED AND HAS ISSUES WITH INTIMACY HE DESERVES A SLOWBURN #he’s my bestie and I love him

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