#god theyre the worst i love them

[quietwingsinthesky]

of ten’s companions, if the doctor couldn’t handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that he’d have a little more time with them:

rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isn’t her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, she’s both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. it’s a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while she’s with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)

i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that she’s 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and she’s onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why he’s doing this, there’s like. a minute where she’s kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that he’d come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasn’t pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes ‘oh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right now’ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.

donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way that’s definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because he’s gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesn’t explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know he’d take everything you’ve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he can’t live with it, he’s breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesn’t want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.

#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea #also like. i mentioned in rose’s section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her. #but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor #because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that he’s break laws #fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go #doctor who #rose tyler #martha jones #martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god #the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well #i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. ‘oh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me #from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!’ sir go to therapy #donna noble #also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is #remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in #the other room and she. didnt notice. #rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive. #REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE #ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST #donna’s here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is ‘resolved’ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she #keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that he’ll take himself and everything #else away from her while she begs him not to. #angst <3

[skitskatdacat63]

2009 Malaysian Grand Prix - Jenson Button(ft. Nick Heidfeld & Timo Glock)

#gifing jenson podiums is just me frantically saying to myself over and over: #'WHY IS HE SO PRETTYYYYYYY' #his wet messed up hair in all of these....i am unwell... #i have a love hate relationship with wet races #i like them as a race bcs they add an extra element of unpredicatableness #BUT THEY MAKE THE LIGHTING OF THE PODIUMS ABSOLUTE SHIT(at least in this era) #this and the next race(china 2009) are plagued with the worst lighting known to man #and it pains me so much cause theyre both great podiums but the lighting makes everyone look so bad LMAO #like yes ty for letting me see my drivers sopping wet but my god why do you make them look like smeagol(sry thats so out of pocket) #but its impossible to completely ruin jenson's handsomeness so no worries #there were so many cute shots of him peeking out of the car I LOVE HIMMMMM SOB SOB #i really gotta stop making gifsets right before i need to sleep it makes me keep pushing my sleepy time later #hahaha me quickly posting these mere hours before the first event of miami #PLS! ITS NOT THE RACE WKND JUST YET I SWEAR I SWEAR #jenson button #jb22 #timo glock #nick heidfeld #brawn #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #2009 malaysian grand prix #2009 malaysian gp #(2009: 2/17 races watched)

[locustandwildhoney]

The Heralds really just

Gaslight

Gatekeep

Girlboss

#Far Cry 5 #john seed #jacob seed #faith seed #fc5 #god wont let you make memes #theyre the worst people I know and I love them #far cry games

[scribbiesan]

Quick little Herobrine and Steve WIP. Will do more soon. Might be done by tomorrow??

The style keep changing but that’s bc I’m a dunce so

#trash bin art #trash bin post #digital art #quackalacka ding dong #fan art #art wip #minecraft fanart #herobrine #minecraft steve #not a late night post for once #i either have the worst trouble with hands or im a god with them #there is no in between #but ahhhh #i do love how theyre coming out

[ashfdhfgdsfk]

might remake to a new account entirely and change the name i go by

#depresso rant incoming skipp all this if you dont wanna hear it #txt #el/ena might have to become a deadname for lack of a better word sjdhfg #putting the slash because im beyond paranoid now #nothing on this earth is sacred i feel like ive lost the only safe space i had left #would you guys call me some silly name if i asked :-( fuck #shit im so hurt this is the worst #trying to be positive so im not just a huge drag but im so isolated in my real life and as stupid as it sounds #tumblr was becoming a little home id carved out for myself #and i feel like im never going to feel safe here again #but in order to tell you guys about a new blog url ill have to post about it which means they might see it too and uagshfg #and god it doesnt even matter bc my arts out there anyway and a few random 10k+ note posts so theres a chance theyll find me no matter what #and shit i loved so many of my old urls but i cant ever reuse them and i feel like im seriously losing my fucking mind trying to hide #like tumblr and having you guys was the only thing keeping me going through all this shit and it feels like ive lost all of that comfort #this is gonna be the worst fucking birthday ever dude just for that extra cherry on top like i seriously have nothing going for me rn SJDHG #denver and a few lovely mutuals to keep me kicking but oughgf #i feel sick #feel like i need to shower and scrub my soul raw to get this vile ass feeling out #god im sorry to be negative i rlly am i try to keep things cheery round here but im styeadily reaching my limit #and i want to reblog stuff to comfort myself but i dont want to reblog anything in case theyre watching and fuck im so dfjsfgjksfjkgsfkdgh #i could really go for a hug right about now s'all

[snowflakeb0ttles]

killed a big wolf spider in the bathroom a few hours ago and i just went in there again and there was ANOTHER SPIDER!!!!!!! and as i was leaving back to my room youre not gonna believe what was trying to crawl under my bed . thats right. Another Big Spider . someone help me.

#scared out of my gourd right now because my room is how u say. quite cluttered. many spiders may be lurking. awful. cant stand these things #not going anywhere in this house without my flip flops on now i swear to god #the worst part is my room is on carpet so when i tried to kill the last one it refused to die soooo bad it took like 5 attempts #scary scary scary #for the record . i love spiders. i think theyre cool and all. deathly afraid of them.

[buppypuppy]

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#vent post essay ahead lol #having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad. #the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like #i mean im talking abou t me here obviously. #being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like. #it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help. #i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to #like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m #i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s #i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's #it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus #i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li #i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like #ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!! #because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know #and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like . #i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad. #my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik #my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine #makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS #it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well. #i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum #fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri #you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though #so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do #and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode #and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate. #i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day. #jane mary cry one tear

[vellichorsdesire]

okay traditional version of this post :3

#he’s so smitten LMAOO 🤣🤣🤣 POINTING AND LAUGGHIINGG GIGGGLING #proceeds to weep into my bed and cryGod. God i love f/o so much. Ough. #the way there’s only one colored pencil art here because #i HATE the ones i bought. they were on sale on hobby lobby #worst mistake of my LIFE. worstest. it was a good deal but i have not touched those pencils in weeks bro… theyre so bad #the first two and the last one at the bottom right which is my fav are ones of them waltzing… so lovely i will draw them dancing again soon #my art #self ship art

[shitty-quotes]

yall ever just, realize how special your friends are?

#shit quote #shit quotes #shitty quote #love #love quotes #love quote #like my god theyre amazing #theyre idiots your honor #they are everything to me #they all look like sunsets #beautiful and unique #theyre so smart #they mean the world to me #id die for them #no id kill for them #id go thru the worst imaginable things if it meant they were safe and happy #i would gladly be tortured in the most excruciating ways if it meant they were left unscathed #if i could take all their pain away and put it in myself. i would

[potatobugz]

opening untitled google doc #7592 so I can attempt to write something again but ultimately never finish it

#rambles #but ill keep doing it bc. if i dont write i will never learn #i had another homestuck scenario i wanted to write but you see i only have an idea for one specific part #and i have 0 writing experience so i cant write it that well if i dont have a good udea 4 what i want to happen #anyways the premise is that feferi ascends to god tier (more like cod tier) after eridan kills her #& she revives nepeta and equius. the rest of the trolls r like hesitant to revive eridan right away #but feferi goes ahead and revives him anyway bc she has very conflicting feelings & shes like 'i just wanna talk 2 him 38(' #ofc this backfires #eridan waking up & immediately assuming the worst; freaks out and runs away from her cuz he thinks shes gonna [krill] him again #(fish pun bc i saw the opportunity and couldn't resist) #then he runs into kanaya and freaks out EVEN MORE and then attempts to run down stairs & trips on his dumb scarf (affectionate) #and falls down a flight of stairs #ive had that specific scenario in my mind for like a few days now!!! and ive been dying to put it down somewhere!! augh #other cincepts i havent fleshed out include: eridan hiding from everyone on the meteor. eridan and gamzee alliance maybe. #some exploration on how kanaya feels abt this bc i feel like kanaya is always portrayed as angry at eridan but ppl forget WHY shes angry!!! #shes *greiving*. the matriorb was like the hope for their entire race & she was tasked 2 protect it and it got destroyed #its very sad to me. murderstuck as a whole is tragic 2 me because theyre all children and i dont think any of them shoulda died #idk i hope that makes sense #um also eridan putting themself in a cycle of 'not evil anymore i want to be loved now. evil again' cuz #characters who destroy their relationships w others over and over again mean everything to me. self destructive characters my beloved #and also everyone who was revived makes it to the alpha session so eridan and roxy friendship can thrive <3 (i am ill) #and also eridan transgender arc is mandatory sorry #wow i am sorry 4 talking so much down here ive been DYING 2 get this idea out but like #i cant ramble normally in posts i have to do it in the tags or i get self conscious otherwise agh #feel free to add onto this if youd like i think #homestuck #oh also maybe nonbinary roxy too maybe bc i really like nb roxy headcanon and also t4t pale eriroxy so wonderful

[volfoss]

I cannot recommend enough starting game series from the start. Both because if you get used to the clunky gameplay of earlier ones, the later ones will be easier (from experience, going the other way just makes the originals seem IMPOSSIBLE) and also bc it does in fact help w understanding the story. Also because honestly old games are so cool

#twist rambles #like. if i started with the wit/cher three (which i did) and was not patient enough to learn the mechanics of 1. i wouldn't have experienced #my fave game in the series. if i got into kof with like 13 or 15 #i wouldn't want to play 95 or 99. due to them being hard as shit. but im so glad i DID because the plot in those is very good #like. idk i think more people need to play older games when theyre accessible to them. i dont want to see hyper realistic+ #games everywhere. when are we gonna post game sprites that are like 20 pixels maximum and be like wow 😳 i want her #all of that to say. emulating helps a ton w branching out w stuff and idk. just play older games and experience them #i will never feel the stress i felt when playing certain atari games EVER bc those are insane. anyways god. long and rambly but i think more #f/e fans should be lusting after the rly old guys. where is the hype for like saji <- does not know if ppl care abt him or not #or like. barts/bartz. anyways. yes please go emulate and also experience old games. I promise theyre fun and still worth playing #and it will expose u to the worst bullshit mechanics known to man. i love old rpgs and ols trpgs and i wouldn't have known that if i didnt #look into older ones. and thats very cool for me. nes rpgs were always daunting for me. and for me to be enjoying them this much? its cool #sorry. i will ramble in the tags for 50 years. its my job.

[bonerey]

kindof funny to imagine my pre-existing ocs being in wbg... fucking dean pryor playing wbg. what a thought. WOULD HIS MOTHER BE HIS PRIZE? OR HIS DAD? oh if it was his dad he wouldnt even need the fourth challenge he'd kill that man on his own. no actually probably someone from his time working for blu....... interesting thought. oh no do NOT give pryor free access to time travel he'd immediately try to monopolize it. and also get fucking rich. oh my god he could fuck over so many people from his past... MAN. dont give the worst guy ever access to time travel its going to go disastrously. MAN.

#MANN. well he would play it for his wife. if he even knew about the prizes i mean. #OH HE WOULD SO ROPE DAEMOR INTO IT. GODDDDD. codependent dae & pryor arc WHEN. #no thats so funny actually. pryor his wife and the weird guy they keep around for some fucking reason #why is she third wheeling in her own marriage. stop this. #SHE DOESNT HAVE A NAME YET SORRY. but she is the kindest most patient soul #oh my god her and pryor have the most opposite responses to trauma. she became kind to others and pryor- #-became the worst fucking guy on earth. man. they were literally in the same situation. or similar situations? i guess? #dae is motivated by two things: spite and love. #dae why are you in love with not only your boss but the shittest man on earth. get help. #pryor flirting with dae to get him to do what he wants and his wife is like. i do not see. girl. GIRL. #man. the worst fucking polycule in the world. they arent even officially a polycule AND YET. #ALL OF THESE PEOPLE SUCK... yes even his wife shes an enabler. PLEASE get therapy literally any of you omg #... actually no pryor would just lie to his therapist. and dae would blatantly refuse to go. his wife would also lie to her therapist- #-because she doesnt want to 'burden' them. GIRLLLLL. you literally have soso many issues and one of them is called dean pryor #no sorry theyre so funny. theyre so funny to me. what a fucking mess.

[heathenharry]

Sam Kiszka & Hannah Wicklund

📸 AndersonGuitarWorks on IG

#this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me no one look at me for the next 48 hours I swear to god #Sam Kiszka #greta van fleet #josh kiszka #jake kiszka #danny wagner #hannah wicklund #dreams in gold tour 2022 #AND IN ALL HONESTY I RLY LOVE THEM AND THINK THEYRE CUTE TOGETHER SO DONT COME @ ME

[dizzybevvie]

IMPORTANT INFO WHEN I QENT TO ADD YOUR ASK TAG TO THE ASK YOU SENT ME THE FIRST THIBG THAT CAME UP WAS YOR TAG BUT THE SECOND ONE WAS BEVERLIN. MWAH

AHHHHHH DJSDJSBDJSBSJSHHDBDWWKJFVEHRVF HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS!!!!!

#THE FACT THAT YOU CAME AND TOLD ME THIS.... SCREAMINGKSBDKSBKDD BD #when i tagged it as beverly tag to keep it I also saw the Beverlin Foreverlin tsg and got a little giddy #THEY MAKE ME SO SAD RHEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY THEY ARE FROLOCKING THROUGH FLOWERS THEY ARE CHILD SOLDIERS UGHHHHHH #eds Erlin isnt gonna show up for another like 60 episodes now ndbskdbsmbddn #GOD THEY MAKE ME SO PROFOUNDLY SAD #thinking abt when Bev kissed that one boy because he reminded him of Erlin and he was afraid for himself and for Erlin and just did it #for comfort but ended up causing so much more stress and when he tells Erlin hes obviously distraught because hes 15 and its the worst #news EVER #n Erlin has always been trying to prove himself to Beverly and and and and he takes it really well but the actual apocalypse is happening #so hes at the end he just leaves and says 'Im not mad at you dude. Its the end of the world.' AHHHHHH HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN H #but they end up making up and they dance together at the green teen jamboreen and journal together and and and #and theyre best friends and they grew up together and they play arcade games together and and and and and UHHHHHHHHHHHH #this got mildly somber but this is a /pos i adore them they make me so happy #ERLIN TAUGHT HIM HOW TO DO TOUCH HANDS. WHICH HE USES TO BRING ERLIN BACK TO LIFE AND. UHHHHHHH POETRY #WHAT AN HONOUR WHAT AN INJUSTICE ETC ETC #UGH... THANK YOU LMAIFNSKDBNSBDJSBD I HAVE TO KEEP LISTENING NOW I HAVE TO KEEP GOING #faves #THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY THEY MAKE ME SO SAD THEY ARE BESTIES THEY ARE IN LOVE THEY ARE MY GREATEST ENEMIES #I feel sick oh no not agsin disbdkbsjfvdbdbsns #WHAT HAVE I DONE LMAOBFKSBDJSBBDBSIDVS IVE BROUGHT BACK THE INTEREST NOOOOOOOOO #eddie tag #this is ur fsult /j #naddpod #apollo says stuff #beverly tag

[wingsy-keeper-of-songs]

Me: *watching Most Dangerous Game: New York Flavored* This one is leagues better than Littlest Cancer Patient Liam Hemsworth.

Also me: Why is Victor's sister so goddamn stupid and why does that make me so mad??

#honestly the second season is miles (lol bc thats his name) better than the first #no hate on liam but the hemsworth brothers just are not all that interesting as actors #theyre eye candy and thats all there is to them #this guy tho nick he's awesome and he's genuine and you really want to root for him (and I did) #but holy shit the character of his little sister was the worst #she was the stupidest goddamn character like i was amazed she was able to walk and tie her shoes at the same time #the actress was fantastic no hate there but god whoever wrote that character should have just...scrapped everything and tried again #because wow some choices were made and they were not good ones #shoutout to christoph waltz nailing it as usual though still love how he's able to do that #and miles got more characterization beyond 'teehee I do this for funsies because I'm Evil' #christoph waltz #most dangerous game new york

[oflgtfol]

venom is such an interesting dynamic because of how insular they are. like, two beings sharing a mind and body, they have a whole internal world that nobody else is privy to. it's something i adore about the early comics, where the symbiote doesn't ever verbalize anything, and even we the audience aren't privy to their internal monologue - both we the audiences and the other non-venom characters receive the same amount of information about it, that is, the amount of its thoughts that eddie decides to externalize, whether by outright saying "my other thinks this" or just responding to whatever it says in his head. they are so insular that not even the AUDIENCE gets to see inside!

so to me, venom as a whole story, is one that has to be small. because it hinges around this small internal world of eddie and the symbiote, and so the external story can only really work too if it's similarly small

the whole lethal protector era was so good because it NAILED that. just one city, living in the fucking sewers or an underground city the entire time, cut off from the rest of mainstream society both because of their alliance with the underground city and also because of their... very existence as venom. like nobody else wants to be around them. and that's fine, they're fine alone, together. the whole world can be against them but as long as they're together it's all okay.

this dynamic is so great and then add it along with the general villain -> anti-hero arc, and the inherent tension to being the Lethal Protector at all balancing the, well, Lethality, with the Protection. it's so fucking great

and then the future comics just like. keep upping the stakes. they go back to new york. they go back to being a villain. they split up. eventually somehow eddie becomes a literal fucking god. like it's just insane. this is not the venom i started reading. lol

#brot reads marvel comics #i guess its on me for reading comic books and expecting a basic amount of consistency though #like i knew shit would be wonky but at least keep the inherent Soul of the story that you started out with........ #like man i dont wanna fucking see weird cosmic god shit i just care about the deep inner psychology of weird #and fucked up codependent dynamic going on between eddie and the symbiote #like. puts my head in my hands. eddie was ready to commit suicide and then he met symby in the church #as he was begging god for a sign not to kill himself and the symbiote WAS THE SIGN !!! #and they bring out both the best and the worst in each other and cling so hard because theyre both operating under #this need for revenge and murder #and then once they give up that revenge quest. what else do they have left anymore? #theyve both left their lives behind for this. they have nothing left #except for each other. #in the sewers of san francisco in a world where everyone hates them.... they survive together. #AND THEN THE NEW COMICS SMASH IT TO SMITHEREEEEENS #im in my public mourning period right now sorry for complaining so much lately. im mourning #im mourning the comics i originally loved.... have to get used to the new status quo i guess. :(