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yeetthedragon · 10 months

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I just finished good omens and ????? hello???? what in the hurt no comfort coffee shop au fanfiction was that???

#good omens #good omens 2 #my heart 😭😭😭#my sister wanted to watch merlin after i was done #i cannot take any more heartbreak so i said no #god what a rollercoaster of emotions #well done

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tinybro · 9 months

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jasico server was chatting about the cupid scene and jason getting nico's memories blasted straight into his brain and how jason being shot with one of cupid's arrows while with nico and this was just never brought up in canon again and now i'm thinking like...what if that's just how cupid's arrows work? not by magically manifesting love for someone out of nothing, but by giving someone the perspective that'd make them fall in love naturally? jason gets a front row seat to nico's memories and instantly understands him intimately and can trust him completely without any doubt or suspicion

so what if jason, after slowly realizing he's totally in love with nico, just thought back to the arrow incident and it made him second-guess everything? because maybe he's only feeling this way because cupid hit him with an arrow with only nico was around and it's no different than any other god messing with his love life

#i live for anything that drags out the pining/pre-relationship period as long as possible okay #give me the drama of jason frustrated about constantly being manipulated by gods #in love with nico but convinced it's just cupid fucking with him and not wanting nico to get dragged into it #maybe telling nico eventually because he's having trouble hiding his feelings and he doesn't wanna hurt nico by confusing him #which is of course an emotional rollercoaster for nico #hearing jason say he's in love with him only to then immediately hear that it's just godly fuckery #nico agreeing to help jason find cupid to get it reversed because he knows how much it sucks having feelings for someone unwillingly #and he doesn't want jason stuck mooning over someone like him just because he was unkucky enough to be with nico for the cupid incident #whole quest in which nico develops feelings in return and angsts because he's sure jason only feels that way because of the arrow #maybe a slip-up in the middle somewhere with nico accidentally revealing he likes jason back before backpedaling wildly #so now jason has hope despite himself because he'd never really thought it was possible anyway given nico's feelings for percy #and he doesn't like being manipulated by gods but he doesn't mind the idea of being in love with nico #and what if he just gave up on the hunt for cupid entirely and let it happen #while nico feels guilty since clearly it's just cupid arrow magic fucking with jason and he's enabling it #and then of course when they finally find cupid he explains how his arrows work and that he can't just FORCE someone to be in love #no more than hera could with jason and piper by fucking with their memories to push them together #cupid's methods are just way more effective #my tag babble ended up longer than the actual post oh my god #pjo #jasico #my dumb headcanons

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atsukunaritai · 7 months

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「つうか、みっちゃんが一番好きだ。」

「俺が死ぬまで一番。」

— Actually, you're number one for me, Micchan.

— You're number one until the day I die.

永遠の昨日　第３・８話　　　　　　　|　　　　　　　Eternal Yesterday ep. 3&8

#yeah. so. i decided to torture myself by rewatching this show. lost count of how many times i cried. way worse than the first time #knowing everything and still watching it was painful in a whole different way it was a brand new show even though i still remembered it all #eien no kinou #eternal yesterday #jdrama #watching this while it was airing and having zero clue how it was going to end was like a rollercoaster #cus i kept going oh... that looks bad. to oh wait maybe? to oh crap that sounds foreboding. to ohh maybe with this?? to oh shit oh god #and this time around it was all just... the knowing. not the knowing that it's a tragedy but the knowing how mitsuru will be in the future #knowing that koichi changed everything for him and even though he gave him the ability to connect with other people for the first time #he also took a huge chunk of that ability with him when he left #and we don't know if mitsuru will ever regain it #mine #bl drama #bl series #ANYWAY i just had to put my emotions into something so i made these to let it outttt #they're not exactly what i originally planned but i still liked making them and CRYING

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kimbapisnotsushi · 1 year

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Grief was a heavy thing.

It was supposed to be, at least. Tobio had heard it time and time again — how it weighed you down in your bones, sank under your skin, could shatter your heart like glass beneath the overwhelming pressure of it all.

But standing in front of his grandfather’s altar, Tobio didn’t feel heavy. Instead there was a hollowness, wide and aching, thrumming in his veins. His mind was blank; everything around him was white noise. It was all fuzzy and dim, and he probably would have kept standing there forever if Miwa hadn’t tugged on his arm.

“Come on,” she murmured. “It’s getting late. You need to sleep.”

Tobio blinked, tilted his head down at her. Some distant voice inside him noted that he was getting too old and too tall to let Miwa baby him like when they had been kids, but right now he was content to tuck himself against her shoulder as she swept him past people who talked in hushed voices and glanced over at them every so often. Tobio didn’t register any of it, but Miwa’s grip tightened around him.

“Did you see? The parents actually left early. Those poor children . . .”

“I heard the boy was practically raised by Kazuyo, I don’t understand how he can look so cold about this.”

“The girl ran from home as soon as she could, and this is the only time she returns? Completely disgraceful!”

“Such a shameful funeral, honestly, Kazuyo deserves much better than something so improper.”

Down the hall, turn right, out the double doors, past the crumbling stone steps and into a fresh breeze and the night sky. It really was a beautiful temple — the center courtyard was lit by stone lanterns glowing honey-yellow, and the trees and flowers were in bloom. It was one of the smaller ones, which Kazuyo would have liked. Even with all his talent, Tobio’s grandfather had never been one for pomp and circumstance.

“Who cares about tradition?” he had said once, eyes crinkling with a smile. “Just dump me in a ditch and bury me there. Good fertilizer. We can grow bell peppers over my body.”

Tobio’s heart clenched at the memory. He didn’t think bell peppers would ever taste the same again.

Nothing would ever be the same again.

“Nee-san,” he said softly, the first he had spoken the entire day. It sounded alien to him. Like he couldn’t quite comprehend that the words were coming from his own mouth. “What do we do now?”

Anyone else would probably have thought that Tobio was asking a literal question, but Miwa always understood him. She was the only person other than Kazuyo who did.

She squeezed him tight. “We grieve. We heal. We learn what feelings to let go of and what to keep. And we don’t ever, ever forget how much Kazuyo-kun loved us — and how much we loved him.”

Loved, not love. Tobio didn’t know if he could do that. Kazuyo had taught him to love in the here and now, to cherish all the things you held dear and hold them in your heart as you moved forward. He had never taught Tobio how to love in the past tense. He had never taught Tobio how to love somebody who was no longer there.

— excerpt from so long, a character study of kageyama tobio and what his grandfather meant to him

#every so often i'll open the file for this fic and lose my fucking mind #because sometimes i'm like 'god what do i even do here'#'how the fuck could i possibly do justice to the entire emotional rollercoaster that is kageyama's life'#and i don't think i can really #but i can sure goddamn try!!#kageyama tobio #kageyama kazuyo #haikyuu #haikyuu!!#sou says stuff #sou writes stuff

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judasisgayriot · 10 months

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I’m sure I posted the same thing back in s1, but Mika did this for the good omens girlies fr

#I’m not joking this is not only mika’s magnum opus of a song but it’s the ineffablest. everyone say THANK YOU.#thank god that you found me!!!!#good omens #crowziraphale #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #whatever. you just have to know that you are the sun and the light you are the freedom I fight god will do nothing to stop it.#what’s not clicking #I’ve just loved this song forever it’s a kind of silly kind of transcendent emotional rollercoaster #in that way it’s kind of like good omens I guess.#otp: a nightingale sang in berkeley square #Spotify #music I adore

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rezamaulana98 · 11 months

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Welcome back, Hero Girl 💙

This week's Hirogaru Sky episode is so, so good!!

The reunion with her parents, how her family and friends remained supportive for her, Mashiro's very sincere and heartfelt letter to her... Sora's grand return is certainly handled in the best way possible!

#precure #pretty cure #hirogaru sky! precure #cure sky #sora harewataru #god help me #this episode is so so good #what an emotional rollercoaster

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koumeowkami · 7 months

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the whole episode made me feel THINGS from start to finish. akyrmez my beloveds

#family was so so good...#i thought they'd be changing the plot but actually it's pretty much the same #i loooooved the bits with kanata and satsuki bro make them befriend each other immediately ⁉️#nayuta at the end was so sassy GOD i love him and his silly little expressions so much #what an emotional rollercoaster. can't wait for it to get worse <3 #🌸 ; lyn rambles about stuff

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chwejongho-archive · 1 year

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⟣ MAKNAE LINE ⟡ FEVER STAGES ⟢

❄️your winter gift has arrived, @song-mingi!

a series of gifts for mutuals through december!

#ateez #san #wooyoung #jongho #mingi #kazgifs #MISS IRIDA!! MY WIFE/SOULMATE/BELOVED/BESTIE/SOUL'S BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!#first of all. this was my attempt at a colour ombre collage LMAO the effort was there but god knows what it looks like #i remember how fond we were of fever styling especially mingi so thts why i picked the stages!!!#kazgifts #agonising not having emojis to use from my laptop good lawd #there is not much i ca say here that u dont already know but FHDDJD i love and adore every single part of u so dearly #u really are my hearts best friend (our souls r holding hands rn)#i am literally thinkig of u always and u are even an honorary member of my family my mom claims u as a daughter in law via me DHDJDJ #i am sorry for any typos there r bound to b some #ANYWAYS!!!!#i just love u so much i hope u know tht. like forever there is nothing tht can change tht #i am gonna bug and annoy u for life so thank u in advance #for putting up with it [arm flex emoji]#and thank u for still loving me these past (almost) four years regardless of my insanity and emotional rollercoaster <3333333 #I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!#also i had to whip out an entire notepad for this set because #i needed to figure out how to make sure the same member was not touching himself from panel to panel #so like at all times theres 4 diff members DSKDKSD

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peaterookie · 1 year

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Lupin III Chapter 88 Review

Its hard doing manga reviews

BECAUSE MAN, THE FIRST HALF OF THIS CHAPTER SUCKS. Finally gonna give a content warning for: torture, child murder, rape, and zenigata slander please read this review with discretions thank you

I'm just gonna get this over with

So in this chapter, "Lupin and Jigen" capture this guy from the special police task force and basically tortures him until he tells them his true identity.

Lupin's been told to do this from a mysterious shadowed man we never really knew the identity of but he basically tells Lupin that he's being too soft and he tells Lupin to bring the police's son and kill him in front of his dad. So he reluctantly does it, the child gets washed away in the sewer water and gets horribly electrocuted by a wire. yayy.....

So the police guy is very reasonably angry and goes on what is apparently a "blood rage" and smashes Lupin and Jigen with a chained mace i think? Then Lupin finally knocks him unconscious and leaves him there

Then a mysterious woman whos presumed to be working for that guy rescues him from the sewer

Soon after, the woman's fiance returns home and proposes to her and she accept, hm how sweet. Then of course, Lupin comes out of nowhere to ruin everything.

He rips the women out of her fiance's arms and suddenly kisses her and threatens to rape her if she doesn't spill out where the man she rescued and what his identity is ..

She tries to resist and the fiance tells her to just confess the truth to Lupin, which she doesn't and Lupin rapes her :(

I told you, really rough chapter... honestly i doubt anybody's reading this lol

Lupin then just leaves and the fiance gets really pissed at her for not resisting and just telling the truth??? Bro get mad at the rapist not the victim this dude is crazy. And then he leaves probably breakng off from her

The woman is distraught but is approached by the police man who probably found her after that incident. He tells her that he's the one she saved and to dress up and drive somewhere out.

Lupin and Jigen look in the distance and a tear rolls down Lupin's eyes, and he saids that this is the hardest job he took.

The shadowed man appears again saying that now the police man and woman will be hunting for Lupin to get revenge, then... the son of the police guy appears???seemingly unscathed????

THEN GUESS WHAT

IT WASNT LUPIN NOR JIGEN IN THIS CHAPTER. IT WAS ZENIGATA AND A RANDOM DUDE WHO DECIDED TO DO THOSE STUFF JUST TO BLAME LUPIN FOR ALL OF IT

THIS WAS JUST A PLAN THE ENTIRE TIME, A HORRIBLE PLAN!!!

i have no words to describe how much i hate this first part of the chapter, but luckily, its doesnt get worse from here.

Part 2!

Now we get the real Lupgang, who already know of Zenigata's plan and is hiding inside a wrecked ship. Zenigata is attempting to sneak up on them, but Jigen shoots a rock straight towards Zeni's head and the three split off elsewhere

yknow what he really deserves it this time

Lupin enters an empty cabin where he finds that the policeman he captured in there escaped! Him, along with the woman tries to kill Lupin but he successfully convinces them that they were tricked by Zenigata and none of their misfortunes were his fault.

Lupin then returns the kid to the policeman from a balloon, and they hugged,,, sniffles sniffles

Lupin's face looks consistently devious in this chapter idk why

Goemon and Jigen then return wearing policeman outfits but it appears that everything went smoothly so they take it off. wow.

AND THEN THEY GET CAUGHT BY ZENIGATA. He tells the two police task forces to capture Lupin, which they reluctantly obliged like wow ok thanks for being unhelpful

But, Lupin uses the balloon trick on them and leave them floating on the sky. I wonder if theyll get rescued later...

ALSO SEE LUPIN LOOKS SO DEVIOUS GOD I LOVE IT

aaanyways so he only has Zenigata and the shadowed man to deal with (who is now unshadowed and revealed to just be a random fat dude) and he decides to just lift up a giant anchor and hit them with that! Wow genius

Zeni tells him to drop the anchor (but ok you cant tell my babygirl what to do you're my least favorite character in this chapter already) He does it, and the anchor drops Zeni and fat guy down all the way into the ocean... i guess they also got balloon'd without knowing.

the end.

#the second part was worth it but the first part is just horrible god #lupin iii #lupin the third #jigen daisuke #lupin iii manga #goemon ishikawa xiii #inspector zenigata #what an emotional rollercoaster #local lupin manga fan screams about the manga as per usual #this chapter would be the best if zenigata was replaced with a random villain

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collecting--stardust · 9 months

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This weekend was crazy because I spent Friday crying and dying over the fact that cele might not have a seat, Saturday was insane because cele is back on the front row which means parc ferme interview (his thank you ciao is back!!!) and I was so happy I felt giddy all night and Sunday was spent crying and feeling so happy I might combust because after almost a year we got cele back on the parc ferme after a race and he got to be on the top step of the podium (and the 'thank you to everyone who support me at home' is back and his little ciao and he seems so happy and relieved and-) 😭😭😭

#IM TOO EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED TO DEAL WITH ALL THESE EMOTIONS I FEEL SICK #still feeling giddy which may be due to that monster energy god i knew i cant handle caffeine well yet i chose the worst day to drink it #oh austria you may have rights (though you are still a safety hazard to me)#and ai is back on the podium too!! we got cele and ai podium on the same race 😭😭😭#my feelings are all over the place like its Monday and ill be on pm shift this week but my head is still on the clouds #i have never smiled this much in my life lately ahh what a wonderful rollercoaster trip of emotion #i dont think ill ever shut up about this im sorry everyone

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strangefable · 1 year

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TFW a gifset blindsides you full force with feelings about a long dead ship for a long dead oc with an rp partner you no longer have contact with 🥲

#today is just an emotional rollercoaster #but oh my god to see something i wrote years and years ago actually happening to my faceclaim?#what a fucking trip #shocked me sent me reeling #i miss them so bad now and i have no one to scream over it with who was there #so now a dead ship is just rotating on the rotisserie in my brain next to the current ships #🥲🥲🥲#gotta get my hands on that movie and live the nostalgia

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nyxrev · 2 years

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it's on purpose

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it's on purpose

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It's on purpose-

*distraught noises*

For now, as I wait for the next chapter, I want to believe they did it on purpose and every move is built on for another to happen with good reason

Maybe it was done precisely for shock value…maybe.

As usual on the wild ride of One Punch Man, we can only expect the unexpected.

Btw I feel like the new chapter had some strong dramatic shounen action vibes (as if it's not) but really it just felt different.

Like you suddenly feel an ill omen approach, it suffocates the air with tension as clouds rumble with anguish. Stray currents howl with despair of silenced agony and dread pierces your body like merciless cactus needles as shock seizes fear from your very heart.

Ok time to keep myself busy until then.