#god. god. i cant fucking take it

[infizero]

literally never felt more personally connected to a character than lake infinity train they make me ill

#that bitch is aroace ambigiously transmasc. send post #god. god. they srsly drive me insane im tearing up just thinking about them. #''i am a PERSON!" goodbye.walking into the ocean #THEIR STORY MAKES ME CRAZYINSANE i cant take it i cant take it. book 2 is so fucking good i'll never get over it #seeing them struggle in a system that doesnt view them as a person. that doesnt care about who they are or what they want #only what they can do for others. and them having to fight so fucking hard to get out of that and find a place where they can be themself #without being hunted down by the fucking police for it. finding someone else who accepts them and loves them and wants to help them #and just. just the fact that lake goes the whole thing looking the most transmasc i think someone could possibly be #while being referred to with she/her and by a name they don't identify with bcuz they haven't thought of a better one #and by the end they've renamed themself fucking LAKE of all things #IT LITERALLY STARTS WITH THEM SHAVING OFF ALL THEIR HAIR AND DITCHING GIRL CLOTHES LIKE. WHAT MORE DO I EVEN HAVE TO SAY #DAWG THEYRE LITERALLY THE REFLECTION OF A GIRL AND EVERYONES TRYING TO FORCE THEM TO LIVE LIFE AS THAT GIRL #like the stuff with being tulip's reflection and everything and lake trying to escape that identity. its sooooo transmasc #god. god. i cant fucking take it #serena.txt

[mipexch]

I WAS MADE FOR YOU // YOU WERE MADE FOR ME

#ultrakill #earthmover #1000-THR #v1 #violence layer #god. they mean so much to me #what the FUCK is up with the violence layer #theres so much shit. its so good. ohhhmyyy gggggg #their dynamic is insane to me. i cant just make one piece #gen art #object loving object... #weapon4weapon......... #take this comic as you will though #it is meant to be taken both seriously and thematically while also having that. little sprinkle of oh. doomed yaoi/yuri. you get it #by 'i have never wanted anything more' it was mainly to describe v1s instict to take the earthmover down and kill it- #but it can mean whatever you want it to mean

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

warlock wizard Wally scribbles... Thinkings! oh and a bonus bard-ish Barnabys in the corner for flavor

outfit ramblings:

first of all that is a Terrible rendition of what Home looks like in my head. i just needed to fill empty space </3

the staff was the toughest part honestly. bc it Had to be paintbrush-themed, but then halfway through scribbling i was like "oh shit. there are only so many ways to draw a paintbrush-wizard-staff and Weevmo already hit it out of the park." so if you're seeing similarities! you're right! i tried to make it as different as i could! there is Inspiration from their marvelous design, however accidental or subconscious! Apologies!

he gets a pointed hood instead of a hat because a) it looks great on him! and b) it has less of a chance of messing up his hair! also c) it helps muddle the difference between Wizard and Warlock. typically hoods have evil/duplicitous connotation - blur the lines! i want his long gloves and forearm wraps to have the same vibe. his neckerchief is a big help in hiding Home's seal!

his layered (loosely apple-themed) capelet (which the hood is attached to) has a nice high collar & hides the details of his loose shirt - eye embroidery! and some flowers on the shoulders but yk, mostly eyes. on one side of the shirt buttons has open eyes, the other side they're closed! there's also one big eye on his back!

his belt buckle is two halves of an apple! he wears tall thigh-high boots w/ low heels to feel Taller! he has a book-holster hooked to the back of his belt, which holds his grimoire! and he has a lil thigh-bag that has been magicked to be Bottomless and warps size! he can fit pretty much anything in there! canvases! paint! apples!

his half-skirt thing (idk what the word for it is!) is really plush, like a quilt - his capelet is the same fabric. soft, cozy. sometimes he'll use the skirt thing as a blanket in a pinch, or as a picnic placemat!

is his outfit a little Complicated? is it annoying to replicate? yes and yes. but im a maximalist at heart and Nothing But The Best for the blorbo <3 layers my beloved <3

#i know ive said it before but whenever i make an au its essentially an Exploration in a sense #and this fantasy au ~Bog Edition~ is basically me going #'so wally and his house huh. whats up with that' #and maybe im taking it a bit to the extremes #since home is pretty much warlock wally's god??? sorta? loosely?? #well it literally gave wally life and a body. so. #and it also literally took the place of his heart - wally Cannot live without home #they have a fun 'we cant exist without each other now' codependent very devoted kinda unhealthy relationship #wally sometimes has to do terrible things for home #and home will do terrible things in return for wally. even when wally doesnt want them to #and they both love each other very much <3 what kind of love is it <3 fuck if i know! theyre Weird About It though #its the only dynamic an ancient lovecraftian horror & the puppet they gave life & tethered itself to can have!!! #wally wisely keeps home & his 'warlock' status a secret from his friends for as long as he can #they just dont understand his & home's bond smh #scribble salad #welcome home #wh fantasy au #gonna have to workshop barns.... #i need to balance the fantasy + hes a distinguished fella + bard #hence the hat. the hat stays. #gotta find the right vest... #and then everyone else if i feel like it.... #outfit design is so Grueling but i refuse to keep it simple #there have to be LAYERS it has to be IN CHARACTER i have to put ALL THE EFFORT INTO IT

[erzvolnes]

playing dredge. sailing around at night. see another ship on the water blaring its horn and beelining at me. think wtf and start heading back to the dock bc im not prepared for whatever this interaction is gonna be. the ship is much faster than me but thats ok, im pretty close to shore.

ship gets within viewing distance. the horn sounds kinda off. the lights in the windows don't look much like windows any more. there's a weird and distinctly un-ship-like shape under the water.

it's not a fucking boat. it's a fish pretending to be a boat. a big fucking fish chasing after me trying to trick me into thinking it's a fellow fisherman. when i get into range of the dock it shies away from the light and darts back underwater so fast it's like it was never there. i close the fucking game and never open it again.

#I CANT STAND THIS SHIT I HATE SCARY GAME THAT CHASES ME IN THE DARK #I THOUGHT IT WAS ANOHTER SHIP I THOUHGHT IT WAS A CHARACTER WHO WANTED TO TRADE OR SOMETHIN #BUT NO ITS A FUCKING. BIG BEAST. PRETENDING TO BE SOMETHING ITS NOT #dredge #god. #its time for bed i cant take this any more

[tianhai03]

felt like drawing kiryu how i dressed him up in gaiden... i havent drawn him in like 2 years i think. feels good to be back 🐉

#yes i put the hockey mask on him because of jason. yes im never taking it off. i love the mask so much #its like rggstudios knew that i got into friday the 13th recently and so they made that an option in the game im forever grateful #anyways. the game's great. im like 10 hours in and im still on chapter 2. i almost went broke multiple times bc i bought too much clothing #for kiryu to wear. 10/10 i cant wait for the ending to absolutely fucking destroy me emotionally <3 #yakuza #ryu ga gotoku #kiryu kazuma #allyart #god i wish i didnt have work so i could play gaiden all day. its so fun..........................

[absurdumsid]

ok screenshot redraws but with bisexual lighting because i said so

Fell! Sans belongs to Fella/Vic Murder! Sans belongs to ask-dusttale Alien Stage belongs to VIVINOS

#im going #im going INSANE #its 12am #sanses stage au #utmv #fell sans #murder sans #dust sans #dustard #<- THEYRE FUCKING DOOMED OH MY GOD GRAAAAH #sanscest #sans au #i cant fucking take this i cant i cant #i GENUINELY I I I I #THE IMAGERY IN MY HEAD IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME GO CRAZY GRAAAAH #maybe the bisexual lighting is actually symbolism who knows #<- i sure dont (blatant lie) #sid art #<- i didnt forget that AT ALL

[sunnibits]

no bc the fact that we went from THIS ^^^^

to this,,, I feel so fucking nauseous I’m gonna be sick

#something something blind loving devotion turning into utter despair and pain and brokenness and grief #and EXHAUSTION #he’s just so tired. you can tell. he’s so fucking tired. #izzy hands #ofmd #like… I’m not saying he was happy before… it’s not like he was healthy then. but GOD. god. #I still cant believe ed rlly hurt him so bad that even izzy is giving up. I cant.. I cant take this…..

[sluckythewizard]

THEY could give me the surgurey i need (inspired alot by evojellys designs for em. GREAT STUFF)

#THE SUCKENING IS S O COOOOL GUYS VIV N VEX ARE SO FUCKING COOL AND FUNNY... CHARLIES FLAVOR OF DERANGED IS JUST #SO PERFECT FOR THIS CAMPAIGN.. I LOVE HOW HE DOES HORROR AND EVIL AND SCARY AND AAUAUUUGHGHGUUHGHG #their teeht arnt spiked like normal vampires but theyre sharp n smooth like a Beak. in my beautiful heart #ALSO UGHGHGH BIG SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 7 BUT #THAT THING WITH THE MAP. WITH THE DEMONS N VAMPS. THEYRE KEEPING TRACK OF THEM. #'so viv. was that one of mine or one of yours?' IS THIS A PET PROJECT OF THEIRS OR SOMETHING. ARE THEY PULLING MORE STRINGS THAN WE THINK #IS ONE TUGGING AT THE DEMONS AND THE OTHER TUGGING AT THE FANGS? PITTING THEM AGAINST EACHOTHER SO THEY KILL EACHOTHER? #AND THEN ITS EASIER TO TAKE THE BODIES FOR THEIR FUNNY CREATIONS?? IT PROLLY WASNT EASY TO GET SUPPLIES B4 EDWARD CAME INTO POWER #BUT OH MY GOD.. POOR EMIZEL.. THE MEMORY OF HIS CREW WAS TAKEN AND THEN HE WATCHES A BUNCHA THEM GET HORRIBLY DISMATNLED N DISTORTED #HE KNOWS HE CARED FOR THEM AT SOMEPOINT N HE KNOWS THE MEMORIES WERE TAKEN BUT HE JUST. CANT. AUAUUGGUAHGUAHGUAHGUHG #THAT SUCKS SO BAD FOR HIMMM EMIZEEEELL EMIZEL CMERE BABY BOY ILL SMOKE U OUT BOY. GET AWAY FROM THOSE EVIL GUYS I AM BETTER N CAN BE TRUSTE #viv n vex are so cool...theyre fuckin CRAAZYY N SCARYYY BUT ALSO. SO FUNNY... I LOVE A PUNNY JACKASS... 'LOOKS LIKE YOUVE BEEN: DISARMED!' #'IVE MADE THAT JOKE 6 TIMES AND ITS STILL FUNNY EVERYTIME' i gotta draw more of their bullshit... #im already doodling up the 'YOU CAN CALL ME MOMMY!!' bit. i gotta draw more o the monstors n the horrors too... especially emizels sire UGH #I LOVE VILLIAINS THAT ARE SO GENUINELY SCARY BUT SO FUNNY... charlie just does evil ppl like no one else idk what it ISSSS #okayokayoka y im normal im. relistening to the ep n im at the edward part. oh my god. i actually love him. he actually makes my skin crawl #IM DONEthats my rambles for tha day. back into my hole i go. also i have comms open. cmere pspspss i need moneyyy heyyyy cmereeeee #check out my main artblog. GO!!!

[puppyeared]

man

#maybe im being pessimistic abt this. im not saying u should wear a mask every waking moment of your life god knows i cant #but also. hell no i dont trust u if anything i distrust u ppl even more after how things played out for the past 3 years #like there are situations where it might be inevitable catching covid. most of my family members are nurses and in constant contact #but there are also a ton of ways to make that risk low as possible like masking and wearing a face shield and having sanitizer #for me its not enough to just say oh we're in a small group and we're all vaccinated #motherfucker your kid is sick from preschool EVERY TIME WE VISIT. of course ill be wearing a mask she gave me covid last year #also no the fuck it isnt seasonal the cases go up because lack of caution makes the virus spread and mutate especially around times when #ppl gather. add that with virus transmission in cold weather and its a matter of different factors increasing the risk of spread #im also tired of ppl not understanding that i wont be their responsibility if i do get sick. maybe they can help me recover #but at the end of the day the risk of death and long term health is all on me. i cant change that #the govt barely gives me accommodations what makes u think theyll do anything for every individual case of long covid or worse #im so tired. im so tired #i dont even know if its possible to want this to be over anymore i just wish we didnt have to deal with this in the first place #ALSO COUGH INTO YOUR SLEEVE SERIOUSLY HOW IS THIS SO HARD TO REMEMBER #oh its just a cold/dry throat its not like i have covid or anything. no!! its basic hygiene!!! how is this so hard to understand!!!!!!!!!! #and no this isnt abt whether people have the means to protect themselves this is me bitching abt my relatives not taking me seriously #vent #my art #myart #doodles #covid 19

[soups-archive]

Im in love with the implications of tape 1 of Roier's lore because he either:

1) Was legitimately turned into a rat by the federation, which, beyond the goofy fucking model, is genuinely frightening body horror that I think roier (the guy not the cubito) has the full capacity to explore knowing his rp abilities.

or

2) He was hallucinating getting turned into a rat because of all the drugs he the feds are pumping him with. This comes with the extra terrifying implication that the feds ARE actually experimenting on him, but what they're actually doing to him is being obscured by the effects of the drugs.

Either way it's fucking horrific and I love it. I can't wait to see what he has planned next.

#qsmp #soup speaks #roier #tw drugs #tw hallucinations #god i hope hes hallucinating because genuinely there are so many sick ways he could portray that #he could continue the rat storyline but have it get more and more absurd as a way to communicate to the audience that its all fake #or he could have the set up be the same as this stream #with cucurucho taking him out of his cell for testing and each test or experiement being more absurd than the last #with the horrible implication that shit is being done to him but we just cant see it #unreliable narrator type shit #we could even get little peaks of reality before the big reveal of whats actually happening #like #!!!!!!!!!!! #its so good im so hype for the next tape #i missed the feds being a genuinely terrifying fucked up threat

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

saw @chez-cinnamon's absolutely BANGER butterfly!Howdy design and couldn't resist! two fluffy flutterbyes <3 solidarity

#still unsure of Why this was the only pose that came to mind but! who am i to deny the brain what it wants #i also have no idea what it is about butterflies and mullets + extra fluff #it just feels Right. #oh also if you haven't checked out chez-cinnamon's Real World au uhhhh Go Do That!!! #its fun! its funky! its fresh! its got a lot of great art! its got a Comic! #emphasis on a Lot Of Great Art! #i will admit im emotionally invested in the plot. its reeled me in. im Fascinated by it #also(x2) i Cannot get over how swagtastic that butterfly howdy design is #like!!! look at it!!! the colors the patterns the WINGS agh the wings <3<3<3 #truly a unique and creative design that im totally not jealous of ahaha what- #kidding im Kidding. or am i... i am i am #scribble garnish #yassified howdy <3 #welcome home #alrighty its officially 2 am i needed to be asleep uhhhhh three hours ago #gonna queue this up and conk out. while lovingly thinking of chez-cinnamon's butterfly howdy my fucking GOD #cant get over how Gorgeous he is #the facial patterns.... the colors.... immaculate #top tier design i am Taking Notes #ok ok sleeping now. Sleeping. snz snork mimi and all that. etc

[mrpsychokiller]

god. we're fucked. we're actually genuinely completely fucked. my mother just said she got her paycheck cut. in january she's only receiving half her paycheck and in february she's not getting anything. all that we have is going to rent or we'll be homeless and that's it. we don't have money. for absolutely anything. we dont know how we're gonna pay the bills. i dont know what to do

#god god god god god god i thought it couldnt get worse. it did! it fucking did! #now my mom os having a panic attack and god knows how great life is when mom is upset #i cant take commissions because im too depressed to draw and its not like theyve have ever been enough to pay literally all our bills #i dont know what were gonna fucking do

[fried-manto]

K-komahina..?

#the one sided ness of this ship makes me so ill #how can ppl actually be attracted to this like god #yall self inserting as hajime or what #GOD i like it too ugh #might need to play v3 soon or I'll start simping for naigidodito komaedugh #cant betray kokichi sorry #sdr2 goodbye despair #komahina #sdr2 #my art #nagito komaeda #hajime hinata #i take back hajime totally has a fucking crsuh on this wet pathetic love starved cat of a male

[muchmossymess]

"There is no place for magic in Camelot." NOOOOOOOOOO MERLIN NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

#THE CRY OF ANGUISH I UNLEASHED AAUUUGGGHHHHH MERLIN BABY NOOOOOOO #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I NEED THE CANON DIVERGENT FICS NOW PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD MERLIN YOU FOOL #crying sobbing screaming #MERLIN YOU ARE A FOOL A FUCKING FOOL YOU FUCKING IDIOT YOU ARE A FOOL AND I NEED TO GIVE YOU A HUG #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ok its ok im ok its ok im okay its all fine im normal we are back we are swell its okay #AUGHH I CANT TAKE THIS FUCKING SHOWWWWWWW AAAAAAAAAAAAA SCREAMING CRYING AGAIN #im. so. okay. #bbc merlin #merlin bbc #merlin emrys #merlin #emrys

[avacdavra]

Blessed be the Daughters of Cain

#i remade her from scratch whoops #and i made her tattoos!!! most of them are there anyways #got the hands and face/neck stuff and some arm/leg but ikkkkk i missed some she has so many and is literally always adding so!! fuck #sorry #ethel cain #preacher's daughter #american teenager #and crush #that one is two hairs i edited into one in paintnet shhhhhhhh i cant do meshes #also god bless TOOL mod for those bleacher shots lmao #how do people take not shit pics tho i cant ever get Good stuff like some mfs make Magic idgi but kudos to em #my sims #my cc #if i ever upload her tattoos for dl i can if anyone needs or wants em but! i am not great w making HQ shit they kinda grainy srry #uhhhhh #sims 4 #ts4 #the sims 4 #i do not know how to tag

[kalmiaclown]

SHUT THE FUCK UP I'M PLAYING TOYS ‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🧸🪀🧩

#I swear to fucking god the mh brain rot is real #yes i did buy an official makeship plushy of hoodie on ebay for a bajillion dollars just coz i love him shut up #i cant STAND him (hes all i think about) #biting the bars of my enclosure #somebody take my autism away from me nostalgia will be the death of my pea brain #hoody mh #marble hornets hoody #hoody #mh hoody #hoody marble hornets #hoodie mh #marble hornets hoodie #hoodie marble hornets #marble hornets #wally plush #wally darling plush #wh wally darling #wh wally #wally darling #welcome home wally #welcome home #shitpost drawing #shitpost #my art