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#he's not delusional tho dw
cupophrogs · 1 month
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1. Dog day…why did you say when you saw your husbands picture “ he’s alive????” Did you think he was dead.
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"The passage of time is worthless when you there's nothing you can count on, except pain. So I always assumed my past life, and everything in it, was already gone. Hope is a very fickle thing, down here."
(Based on this song)
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nicollekidman · 4 months
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casual regular behavior for a last hurrah when you've decided you're going to break up for irreconcilable differences (staying together might kill the earth at the rate you're going) (it is not a last hurrah) (it gets so much worse)
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mishkakagehishka · 1 year
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your self-shipping fantasies are about your f/o fixing you, mine are ab him trying his damndest to fix me, but instead i just drag him down to my level, we are not the same
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slvthrs · 5 months
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thinkin' of coriolanus and his insane breeding n ownership kink...
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Coriolanus Snow loves ownership.
It's disgusting but he sees you as his pretty little thing that he needs to protect and keep safe. Your body and soul belongs to him and your all his to take care of and to ravish.
Late at night in the comfort of your plush duvet, in your families penthouse suite with adornments worth more than the snow's apartments, Coryo sneaks into your bed. Pressing your body against him, drawing out moans and gasps from your lips. You mewl under his touch and writing in pain and pleasure as his hands dip between your folds to stretch you out.
The last thing Coriolanus wants is his pet to get hurt.
His thumb fervently circles your clit, opening your thighs even further as the boy slips in another finger. He watches your face contort into emotions of pain and pleasure drawing another orgasm out of your, "Your so precious, c'mon give me one more."
And one turns to 2 more and turns to 5 until Coryo finally decides you deserve to get fucked.
It's a privilege, to have his dick inside you, he expects you to be begging and desperate. He berates you, watching you beg like a common whore but in the end you get what you want. In the dead of night with your parents in another room- none the wiser- he takes you, ruining you, for any other man. In his eyes you belong to him and no one can take you from him.
Your moans echo in the walls and skin slap together as Coryo has you bent, with your knees hooked over his shoulders and his dick pounding into you unforgivingly.
The angle reaches all the right spots, all the places your fingers counldn't reach, essentially making it so you can't even cum without him helping you- which was of course what he wanted.
You we be so desperate that you would end up calling Coryo. at the dead of night, crying over the phone at how much you needed him to take care of you, how your "hands didn't feel as good as his" or how you "needed him.' And that's all he needed to here before rushing to your place.
Every single time without fail Coryo would hope you would get pregnant.
He knows it's stupid- your far to young for kids and in reality Coryo would be a horrible dad. But the idea of you, his precious thing, so full and round with his kid.
How vulnerable you would be and how he would protect you, keep you stuck at home, making you play the eager housewife whilst he could come home from some high paying job- able to take care of you three.
Sometimes his mind disgusted him.
One time he thought of some lowlife from the higher districts, 10, 11, 12 even, finding you, perhaps he was a tribute, no matter how- but he thought how the man would try to hurt you and how he could fight him off. How he would hit the man, watch the fear in his eyes as he took his life, keeping you safe.
He swears he never came harder that night. Filling you up and your screamed into a pillow.
Coriolanus Snow loves ownership. And he specifically loves owning you.
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ik coryo seems like kinda an ass in this but i wanted to make smth that as kinda more true to how evil he rlly was- dw tho imma make smth thats a lil more nice n delusional 😭
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kvtie444 · 6 months
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✧.*SHES GOT A BOYFRIEND ANYWAY
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A/N: wanted this to be a chris fic at first bc hes the type to steal ur girl but the public chose against it💔I have more plans for him tho dw xx
Summary: basically sex by the 1975 lolz
Warnings: smut lol, nsfwwwwww, cheating??!!
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"Pull over," I grumbled, gazing out of the window. Leo, my boyfriend, and I had just had yet another argument on our way to a party. He had just started accusing me of cheating, which, well I was, though his own loyalty was questionable. I zoned out, drowning out the echoes of his yelling, only to be abruptly pulled back to reality by a sudden stop – we were at a petrol station.
I opened the door and stepped out, the cool air sending a shiver through my body, just wearing a mini dress. "Call me when you're done being a b-" I cut him off by slamming his door shut and headed toward the station's entrance without looking back, the distant revving of his engine signalling his departure.
Frustrated, I decide to reach out to the one person I know will get under his skin the most—Matt. Me and Matt had been hooking up on the low, but it was fairly obvious with the 24/7 flirting anytime we were near each other. I sit down on the curb as I press on his contact and call. After 2 rings he picks up. “hello?” he sounds rather surprised to be hearing from you out of nowhere.
Seating myself on the curb, I press on Matt's contact and make the call. After two rings, he answers, sounding surprised to hear from me so unexpectedly.
"Hello?" he says.
"Hey, can you do me a favour and pick me up, please?"
“Yeah of course, you okay? where are you?” he bombardes me with questions. "I'm at the petrol station by the high street. Leo's being difficult, so I decided to bail before we headed out," I reply. I hear his front door shut and the jingle of keys as he starts driving.
"I'll be there in a bit," he says, and I can practically hear the smirk in his voice. In a flash, his car arrives. I circle around and hop in. "Hey, thank you," I say in a soft tone, going in for a hug. He envelops me, wrapping his arms around my waist and burying his nose in my hair. "Anytime, thought you might need this" he replies, reaching behind him to the backseat, where he grabs his blue flannel button-up. I look up and smile at him. "You are the best," I say happily as he drapes the shirt around me, assisting me in putting it on.
"Can't believe he just left you here with nothing. The little dick" he mutters before taking a moment to appreciate me. "My shirt looks good on you," he smirks at me. I bite the inside of my cheek before giving him a smile, his cologne on the shirt sending me a wave of comfort.
As he starts to pull out of the station, I throw my head back, groaning. "These Converse are killing me," I whine. "Then take them off," he laughs at me, steering with one hand as he merges onto the main road. I breathe out a laugh as I remove my shoes, tossing them in the backseat. His eyes briefly glance down to my thighs before he places his hand on them.
Heat rushes to my cheeks, and a swarm of butterflies flutters in my stomach. Glancing ahead, it dawns on me that neither of us mentioned our destination, but a familiar route to Matt's house unfolds, and I don't voice any objections.
His hand inches higher, his pinky finding its place beneath the hem of my skirt. Breaking the silence, he remarks, "Your little friend is delusional for not worshiping you and being a little bitch. If you were my girl, I'd treat you like a princess." ,the car still thick with sexual tension. I turn to look at him, only to find his gaze already fixed on me. His hand now lifts my dress whilst still driving one handed, and his fingers delicately play with the waistband of my thong. "And I think we both know that I fuck you better," he continues, pulling and snapping my waistband against my skin, causing my breath to hitch.
I merely hum in agreement, recognizing a recurring pattern of our conversations taking a sexual turn. His thumb traces circles on the crease of my thigh, as I’m sensitive to even the slightest touch, grabbing his wrist. "Please, Matt," I sigh, using both hands on his wrist in an attempt to pull him closer to my core.
"Please, what, baby?" he teases, smirking. "Use your hands," I whine, unintentionally bucking my hips up, yearning for his touch. "Good girl," he says, pulling my panties to the side and running his fingers through my folds. "Who made you this wet, hm?" he groans at my wetness, attempting to keep his eyes on the road. "You did," I reply, throwing my head back as he inserts his ring finger into me, skilfully pumping his fingers. "Fuck," he groans, hearing the slick noises coming from me as I moan softly. Adding another finger, I moan, "Fuck, Matt," grabbing onto the headrest behind me. He uses his thumb to rub circles on my clit, and I screw my eyes shut in pure bliss.
Suddenly, he withdraws, and I open my eyes, whining in annoyance at the loss of contact. His hand now on the handbrake, he turns off the engine. Looking up, I realize we've arrived back at the house. He opens his door without saying a word, and I readjust my underwear and skirt before following him inside. He takes my hand, and we head straight to his room.
As soon as we step inside, he presses me against the door, his hands never leaving my waist. Leaning in, he finally kisses me, the intensity quickly escalating. His tongue slips in shortly before he pulls away, leaving open-mouthed kisses from my cheek to my jaw and neck. I feel him start to suck as he mumbles phrases like "my pretty girl" and "mine."
In this moment, I don’t care about the hickeys ; everything is too euphoric right now. Rising once more, he kisses me, his hand gliding beneath my thigh, lifting me, and moving us to his bed. Tossing me onto it, he climbs on top, pressing himself against me, and tenderly kissing my neck while removing his shirt from my body. The intensity of desire overrides any inclination for foreplay. I reach down to touch him, feeling his already hard member. Swiftly, I lower his sweats and boxers as I subtly move my hips, allowing my dress to ascend. He cages my head between his hands, once again pulling my panties aside.
Positioning his tip at my entrance, he starts tapping it against my clit and gliding it up and down my folds, gathering my arousal. A shared moan escapes both of us as he gradually eases in, thrusting deliberately slow. "Faster, Matt," I whimper, prompting an immediate acceleration as his hips forcefully meet mine, creating a resonant slapping sound in the room. A stream of curses escapes my lips, as he watches himself moving in and out of me. His tatted arm shifts to my thigh, pushing it up towards my chest, achieving a deeper angle. Groaning as I tighten around him, his free hand moves to stimulate my clit.
"Whose pussy is this, baby?" Matt's groans against my ear, his warm breath sending shivers down my spine. "Yours, Matt," I moan in response. A smile plays on his lips against the side of my face as he kisses my jaw. Pulling back slightly, he shifts his hand to my neck. "Mm, does your boyfriend ever make you feel this good?" he asks, his grip tightening around my neck. I moan as he keeps hitting my G-spot. "Answer me," he demands, his hold around my neck growing firmer. "No, he'll never compare to you," I moan. "Oh, fuck," he groans, increasing the intensity of his thrusts.
My legs grow weak as I tighten around Matt. "Matt, please, I'm so close," I whimper. "Taking me so well, let go for me, baby," he responds. I moan as I climax around him, his thrusts becoming erratic as he releases inside me shortly after, muttering curses under his breath.
He pulls out slowly, turning over and leaning against the headboard. Pulling me up, he kisses my forehead while gently toying with my hair.
"I think you should break up with your boyfriend," he says, looking down at me. I gaze back into his blue eyes, no longer filled with lust but now a sense of love.
"I think so too."
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luffyvace · 1 month
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HEYYYY!! how are you?? i hope you’re doing well ❤️❤️
i was wondering if you could do a headcanon/story where reader is like the daughter of Dracule Mihawk but like she(or gender neutral) never met her mom, so when she was growing up Boa Hancock was like their cool auntie that she learned how to be a woman (doing makeup,painting nails, finding her style ect.)
ONLY IF YOU ARE COMFORTABLE THO, BTW I LOVEE YOUR WRITING 💕💕
HIII IM DOING GOOD ANON!! You dear? :)
i do female reader dw!! I’ll be using she/her as well, for reference
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Awhh dadhawk <33
AUNTBOAAUNTBOAAUNTBOAAA!! She’d be the BEST most SPOILING wine aunt EVER🍷💄
Of course it’s alright honey! Alsooo TYSM!! I’m so glad you enjoy 😭💓💓
Being mihawk’s daughter has a lot of perks and literally no down slides. actually I half way take that back. The only down slide is that there’s a target on your head for those who are crazy enough to come for you. But that’s like a mere 00.1% and even then just because they come for you doesn’t mean they’ll get to you 🤡
especially since your the NUMBER ONE swordsman’s daughter.
Also this is really random but you probably meet zoro eventually, perona as well, they obviously stay with you for some time so perona and you likely get close. I imagine you would introduce her to boa and the three of you become a trio. You and Perona are her adorable nieces and boa is your doting, beautiful and totally awesome auntie :3
don’t get me wrong mihawk is a awesome father. He seems like a very responsible man and that he would not leave you out in the cold at the cost of his own life. He spoils you just as equally as boa does and although he’s not the most trusting man on earth, he wouldn’t dare break the bond you two have when he can’t replace it with your actual mother. At this point not that you wanted to.
Never meeting your mom may have taken a toll on your mental health at first, but not to worry! Awesome aunt boa to the rescue!!
The chances of you meeting boa we’re actually very slim, whether you know it or not. As I said Mihawk doesn’t easily trust plus you probably met at a warlord meeting where he has to take you along for one reason or another.
You saw boa and naturally, thought she was very pretty. Mihawk is rather reserved too so you probably don’t see people often in general (til you get older). Therefore, seeing such a ethereal woman made you instantly admire her. You immediately wanted to get to know her—and, luckily for you, she took an interest in the girl who’s mihawk’s daughter!
now idk what you did but she started the conversation, and whatever you replied made her think you weren’t so bad! You two chatted some more and after figuring out you had no mother figure she took it upon herself to raise a cute girl such as yourself to be a good woman. She didn’t exactly want to be viewed as your mother..that would relate her too closely to mihawk, a man, for her liking. So! She’ll be the cool and classy wine aunt instead! 🍷💋
you love your dad, he does his best to raise you as a single father and pirate/warlord/worlds best swordsman. And you truly do appreciate him! But when Boa bashes him for being a man her insults are low key so funny you can’t help but laugh 🗿 (hc that Boa would be good at roasting people on the spot :3)
boa being the coolest aunt she is, she takes you to lavish places (that she rented so she wouldn’t have to bear being in the presence of those indisputable critters society calls men), gets you the most high quality makeup (that her tribe handcrafts—yes they make they’re own it’s a hc of mine), does monthly over the phone (in person when you can) mental check ins (because you love your dad but again, he’s a man, and there’s some things about women men won’t get—vice versa too of course <3)
womanly hour!~ well more like hours, you spend the whole day with boa whenever you can, she’s makes a magnificent aunt and literally never says no to you. She’s like to you how she is to luffy but less delusional platonic <3 you two go shopping and pick out clothes together, her tribe of course also gifts you all the cute clothes you could ever want (again, handcrafted) because boa adores you and they adore boa!—which means they adore you! 💕 You and the Kuja 100% get along and see eye to eye on how spectacular Hancock-Sama is~ 🥰
when your older you probably go over to visit her more often and maybe even on your own! Mihawk trusts that by then he’s trained you enough, plus i think he would have his certain set of rules but not be too strict of a dad.
teaching you how to be a proper woman with Boa 101 ;} only if you want to tho! She’ll ensure your not out here acting like some monkey—surely your not! (unless you are 🤷‍♀️) Still, she teaches you basic lady manners. :) More than anything she knows women is NOT the problem, so instead of going “keep your legs closed ☝️🤓” she says “If a man looks at you lower than your stomach, kick him in that area 😉😘” - Boa Hancock (the woman we trust💪)
AND you already know she’s gonna teach you how to kick as hard a she can 😤😮‍💨👌 which ngl by the time your older your sure to be a master in many Haki’s. You may even have conquer’s 🤷‍♀️ I wouldn’t doubt it you got Mihawk blood in you :P
Growing up Boa has constantly been warning you of men and they’re vile ways. When you become of age she’ll tell you what happened to her (that’s how much she trusts you 💗💗) and you’ll know what she means right away. She will always look out for you but gives you tips on things just in case, and if you ever feel unsafe, don’t hesitate to call her or take a trip to the island of women! The entirety of the Kuja tribe will lay down they’re lives in an instant for Hancock-sama’s lovable little niece <33
I’ve been mentioning this throughout but her taking you to the island of women definitely happens. You love it there and everyone loves you. You have so many Aunts and sisters there it’s not even funny. 😃 You adore each and everyone of them though, just as they do you. You get only the finest of treatment from them and you might as well be one of the Boa sisters. You get all you can eat premium food, the most elegant clothes tailored to your exact size and tastes, you even have your very OWN room in the Palace! Sandersonia and Marigold dote on you just as much as Hancock does the four of you very much do spend a lot of time together. 😊
The Boa sisters/the Kuja tribe teaches you the kuja tribe/survival skills personally. They start with bow and arrow and eventually moving on to haki and hand to hand combat. Now, Mihawk might have already covered this but they’re going over it again 😄 why? He might’ve missed something! He’s a man! (Btw the Kuja girls 100% ask you questions about men no holding back) Anywho, I’m sure you’d do it again even if you know it already because 1) practice 😋 and 2) who wouldn’t want to spend more time with the Kuja pirates?!
💖💖
These girls are seriously awesome 💓 (this low key became a Mihawk diss track written by Hancock but he’ll live- LOL 😂😂🗿)
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genuspsittrichas · 8 months
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Our Love
AN: I'm still getting the hang of writing miguel but hopefully its alright
Warnings: mentions of wounds/cuts, implied bleeding, reader gets a little hurt nothing major tho, its not angst dw, major fluff, might be a little ooc but idc im delusional
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Leaves crunched underfoot as you and Miguel walked through a forested path. Hands intertwined the two of you admired the vivid oranges and muted browns that painted the world.
There was a time when the two of you didn't get along. When an inter-dimensional portal opened before your eyes and a masked blue figure stepped from it asking you to join him in protecting the multiverse, and your only response was to try kicking him back into his portal.
When Miguel -you later learned was his name- found himself on missions with you and subsequently found himself fighting over how to capture an anomaly.
When you were downed on a mission, and you did nothing but refuse his help. In the end you hobbled back to spider society headquarters barely holding your head above your neck while he gingerly held the rest of your body up.
When you insisted on dressing your own wounds, before passing out on the infirmary bed. Miguel shook his head and began daubing at the cuts and wrapping them in bandages. Softly murmuring in Spanish how he wished he could love you. He had grown so fond of you, but he was sure you'd never feel the same.
You woke up in the middle of the night, your eyes landing on a slumped over Miguel. He was seated on a stool that looked much too small for anyone to sit comfortably. The upper half of his body was planted on your bed.
How you stared at him, memorizing every line of his face. Wanting this moment to never end.
Minutes trickled by, becoming hours. You sat there until the sunrise pulled your attention from his sleeping form.
"I wish I could tell you how I feel, that I want to spend every day with you, that I can't wait to see you even if its just for a second, that you light up my world, I wish I weren't so afraid to show you that part of me." You sighed and looked back to the window, the suns reflection on the glass buildings of Nueva York sending an array of colors into the room.
There was a time when Miguel called you into his lab, turning away from you the moment you entered. He asked in a rushed voice if you would join him for dinner, and you didn't miss the flush on his cheeks when he finally turned around. But that was a long time ago.
"Do you remember that night you got injured on a mission and you wouldn't let me help you?" You chuckled, remembering your extreme embarrassment that day. You couldn't believe that you had let yourself get distracted by Miguel while on a mission.
"Too well. I may have been a little preoccupied" He raised an eyebrow.
"Just a little? I wouldn't call swinging right into the anomaly and getting captured "a little preoccupied" mi amor" Your laugh cut through the cool air. Miguel could do nothing but look on in awe.
"Well I had more important people on my mind that day." You swatted playfully at his arm.
"I'm glad that your late night confession cleared your mind then" You whipped you head towards him. You never told him that you had said anything that night.
"Midnight confession?" You pushed yourself in front of him, halting his brisk pace.
Miguel looked at you, a smile tugging at his lips, struggling to keep himself from breaking.
"You didn't need to tell me, I woke up the moment you started speaking." A smile finally spreading across his face.
You could feel the heat rising to your face at the realization that Miguel heard every word that night.
Miguel noticed your creeping blush, and smiled warmly.
"If you hadn't said anything I would have gone about thinking you didn't have an interest in me." He caressed your face and placed a gentle kiss on your lips.
You smiled, leaning into him and Miguel wrapped his arms around your body holding you close. The tranquil lake was the only witness to your love.
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inhalingredbull · 19 days
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Canceling Necromantics :3
Okay so wtf is wrong with him. His excuses "ooo I have ASPD give me attention pwease" right. Your ASPD spoke, didn't it? Did your evil alter come out? 😢😢 "It was my ASPD ya'll", that's why you made r@pe jokes, Nazism jokes, ableism jokes and worse? It's legit the same like saying "Ya'll I killed my family but dw it was just my ASPD, I'm innocent!!!"
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Okay Sigma_gyat_badboi
HELP DID HE ACTUALLY THINK HE'S COOL FOR SAYING THIS THO? Like what's the goal behind this shit? "I just said I threatened to kill my sister and steal from my mommy 🥶🥶" Okay gg I guess, no one gives a single shit bro 😭 He acts like it's an aesthetic to be "bad" or whatever. He's trying so hard to be a "bad boi" but at the same time the type of guy to vibe to sad Bart Simpson edits I'm diagnosed with ASPD by a psychologist, I have an online friend diagnosed with ASPD, someone out of my family is diagnosed with ASPD and my best friend has ASPD: Do they make those jokes? No. It's not the disorders fault they're a disrespectful cunt tbh "People with aspd aren’t unaware of right and wrong a lot of them just ignore it" - is what my online friend with ASPD said, and IT'S TRUE. Don't use your disorder as an excuse for being a piece of shit
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This is some of the shit they said. Idk how people who defend him call him "nice" but okayyy, continue being delusional I guesss
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This is what they girlfriend or whoever this is said. This is NOT about their relationships, yet all their excuses for his behavior are related to something this is 100% not about. Come up with some good arguments or at least lies that make some kind of sense before yapping bullshit
Now to thissss masterpiece :
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Making fun of disabled people, then saying "Accept people with disorders!". Are they even aware of what they're saying or..?
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Some more shit they decided to share
Again, ASPD is not an excuse. When you have ASPD you know what's right and wrong. Sure, extreme boredome causes impulsive decisions but c'mon, this is NOT an impulsive decision
Anyways, euhhh I'm just trying to defend one of the people their gf called out, so don't mind this account I'm using and just simply be aware of that dick, Necromantics. Maybe I shouldn't say dick because he'd probably like that HELP
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THE GIGGLE SPOILERS!!
I am so serious I think they should've killed off 14/TenAgain lmfao. I think it would have been a more satisfying payoff to 10's regen to have him accept his death and actually die but surrounded by the love of his companions.
I do appreciate that he gets to have a happy life w Donna and her family tho. But then like who gets the trauma. 15 better have a lot cos it's not the Doctor without some juicy angst. Love his current chill vibes tho.
The bigeneration thing just kinda came out of nowhere but that's just like regular DW fare at this point lol. And like yeah I am not immune to David Tennant propaganda he is one of my beloveds but I'm just kinda sick of seeing him in Doctor Who now?? Like how many David Tennants are out here running around the universe lmao. I just want to put his era of DW behind me and let 15 shine.
And shine he did!! I bloody love him already Christmas cannot come soon enough I love him. Ncuti Gatwa is just absolutely brilliant and captivating I can't wait to see more of him.
Overall I liked most of this episode (anything I didn't mention just assume I enjoyed). But my brain does this thing where if something doesn't go the way I expected I tend to treat it as bad lmfao so I am trying to be positive lol. 7.5/10 I didn't enjoy as much as the other specials but there's definitely a lot of good stuff
Also OH MY GOD I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THE MASTER AND THOSCHEI. OLD MAN TENSIMM ARE THRIVING IN THEIR DOMESTIC LIFE (delusional) AND 15 IS ABOUT TO MARRY A TOOTH. AND I NEED THE MASTER AND WHOEVER PICKED THEM UP TO BE PARTNERS IN CRIME I CANNOT WAIT. RUSSELL T DAVIES YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE THOSCHEI CANON I BEG OF YOU DO IT DO SMTH RIGHT FOR ONCE /hj
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kunikinnie · 2 years
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hii i saw you had requests open for hcs, i’ve never really requested anything before so i if this is not the format please feel free to ignore it😭 could you do fukuzawa being in love with a reader who works at the ADA (so he can’t confess or anything cause it would be unprofessional etc even tho the feeling seems mutual). kinda angsty kwkwkaksk sorry if it’s confusing, feel free to ignore
a/n: hello nice anon! dw I'm not strict with the format (esp since for now I specified I'm only doing HCs) and thank you for your VERY wonderful prompt! Nothing I love more than pining, angst and Fukuzawa HAHAHA sorry for finishing this so fast currently brainrotting over this man rn
hiding his feelings
featuring: Fukuzawa x GN!Reader
Within the first few years of the Agency's founding, Fukuzawa had already accepted that falling for someone, moreover being in a relationship, was no longer an option for him. Fate had been kind enough to spare him from that trouble - at least until recently.
You were just another employee to whom he shared little time with. Sometimes you'd ask him for advice regarding certain topics, but most of the time the only interactions you had were limited to serving him tea and updating him about work.
He doesn't know how or why he suddenly held an affection for you that was far from what was appropriate. All he knew was that one day, his gaze lingered at you for longer than it should have as the echo of your laughter resounded in his head.
The moment he realized it was the moment he was damned. Aside from you being a mere employee and he your boss, he was far too old to be allowed to harbor romantic feelings for someone much younger than him. It was wrong. If anyone (especially anyone outside the Agency) found out, he would never recover from the fall.
He should nip the problem in the bud. He shouldn't warm up to you, indulge in the little tenderness you showed him, or take the time to talk to you a bit more. But the more he tries to stop himself, the more he finds himself yearning for you.
The only consolation he had was that it seemed that you were completely oblivious to it all. Not returning his feelings would make it much easier for him to quietly get over you.
Until he noticed that you too held a certain fondness for him.
Were you just thankful someone understood your troubles like how a father does? Or did you enjoy being with him the same way he enjoyed being with you? Or was he just being delusional?
He should be hoping that you didn't return his feelings, right? Yet here he was hoping that you did, even if only a sliver of it. Sometimes he'd let himself dream and try to pursue you there.
In the end, no matter how passionate the raging fire was in him, he never found out the answer to any of his questions.
Dazai offered to set you up with someone - some gentleman who's interested in you, apparently - and while you seemed curious, something was holding you back.
Fukuzawa's cold, emotionless words betrayed the aching heart that rose all the way to his throat. "Why don't you try it, Y/N? You might find out he's a good match for you."
He might have been wrong, but he thought that your face darkened slightly at his words. In the silence before you weakly thanked him hung an unspoken pain that he'd never felt from you before.
Perhaps it confirms everything. Perhaps it confirms nothing. But none of that matters now you've finally melted back into the background as a regular employee - just like how it should have been from the start.
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satorugojoswiife · 2 months
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Yeah (maybe this is major copium lol) I was thinking it was titled that because it has chapter 236 in it. So who knows. It’s still insane to me though that Gege just nerfed that fan fav like that tho (although he did it to nanami and nobara🤷‍♀️)
dw anon we can be delusional together <3
and yeah who knows where this is heading. feels like gege is on a speedrun to kill all the fan faves at this point 😭 tbh I'm getting pretty tired of sukuna
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fairyhaos · 9 months
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hi, ate yena ^^ im in my "one-day-before-school" zone where i try to talk to ppl before i have to do normal ppl stuff,,, bc im NOT normal, im in fact an unknown species unknown to this world (delusional)
firstly, i was jumpscared (an hour late) by ur friend request on dc LMAO- like i went into discord moments after waking up and i saw a frq from u, and i was like "holy SHIT" bc i didn't expect that at all. somehow. and ngl good choice on ur part /hj (i have doubts abt my activity on tumblr but not on discord)
and- second which is js a question i asked a moot in vc,,, if u were to audition for an idol company, which would it be? im aiming for kq :3 the ppl js seem rlly cool there,, for an idol company /j-
also i sorta skimmed thru the uji synaesthesia post when i woke up,, i will read it properly soon but i got the gist of it and!! i just rlly love how you do ur descriptions and wordings :(( like,, augh idk what it is,bc the feeling when i read ur stuff? its an indescribable feeling, always positive, not too warm but not like chilly air. just standing in a room full of nice things that please ur eyes,, idk idk ue ueu e.
NO IK THE THING NOW. its like standing in a magic shop (pun half-intended) just looking thru the stuff and you're the shopkeeper,,, ur just looking at this person go 'oooh' and 'aaaaah' at the stuff you're displaying, theyrre reading the writtenm descriptions twice bc they dont catch some words the first time. fantasy au yena when /jjj
bamble ramble OVER,, ill be on dc if yuuou need me ue euue
; weiwei 🌙 (hope you're having a nice day so far ^^)
weiwei sweetie oml!! good luck with school tomorrow everything is gonna go great dw <3
HELP ahh i didn't mean to scare u with it 😭 ill try my best to message u at some point,,, tho my track record of keeping up with messaging people is a bit terrible <//3
hmm idk ive never thought about auditioning before? being an idol looks like something that Does Not suit me at all lmao. but maybe ill agree with u with kq tho! ive seen the way they treat atz (like a little bit) and they look like a decent company i think...?
awh noooo that's so sweet of you omg :((( i had so much struggle with our woozi like actually,, ive been trying to do him for WEEKS and it's only recently that he's gradually revealed himself to me 😭 unlike w jeonghan tho it wasn't like he was hiding from me? more of bc he's so elusive and mysterious he was kind of shifting the entire time and i couldn't pin him down properly haha
magic shop shopkeeper yena haha 💪💪 ill know all of your needs and smile secretively when you find the object that you've been looking for just sitting there in my shelf like it was waiting for you <3
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spaceyflowers · 1 year
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HI ADRIEN!!! I hope you’re having a lovely day so far. 😩💓 TY FOR ALWAYS REBLOGGING, I LOVE YOUR TAGS AND I LOVE RRADING THE COMMENTS YOU HAVE. 🥰🥰🥰 I have a few questions for you, from a fellow writer! 😎🙌🏽
If you were to be sucked into the Lookism webtoon, what would your character be in the story?
Adding onto the first question as a Lookism character, who would be your main allies/friends and who would be your main enemies/foes? 😳
What is your favorite romance trope? 👀
Who is your favorite Lookism character to write for/write about?
Do you listen to music while writing/drawing? And if so, what do you listen to?
I hope this isn’t too much to ask. If it is, I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE. 😬🙏🏽 Wishing you a good rest of your day!! 😘
AWW HI CAT AKA FELLOW WRITER B] + OFC!! I HAVE "UNABLE TO SHUT UP" DISEASE SO IM GLAD U ALWAYS APPRECIATE MY WORDS 😭💖💖 (also apologies for answering this semi-late 💔)
speaking of my disease i went on quite a bit so im putting a cut after my first reply <3
my life in the lookism webtoon: realistically, i think i would be one of the j high student background charas who say funny one liners whenever humor is needed and then im never seen again JSHDJWJD
but if im allowed to be delusional then i want to be a member of big deal that plays an older sibling role to them like jake/sinu does 🫶 i think it'd also be nice to befriend some of the j high kids unknowingly lol
like i can imagine the j high trio showing up during the big deal vs workers arc and spotting me, going "hey, you're the nice person we meet at the cafe sometimes! you're a member of big deal?! you said you worked at a convenience store!" and im just like "well... i do work at a convenience store. on big deal's street. you guys never asked"
and ofc this means my main enemies would be gun, eugene/workers, and prob dg ^_^
fave romance trope: friends to lovers bc im such a sappy soft loser 🤞 also,, i was really sad when i saw u, day, and jann talking about friends to lovers being a bland trope a while ago but i understand 😭😭 i was going to say sumn but didnt want to be the "um ACTUALLY" guy 😭😭😭
anyways all i have to offer for what i had wanted to say is this 💔:
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fave lookism chara to write for/about: hm... kind of a hard choice, but ironically i think it's probably my writing blog's top requested 3: james, gun, and jake. they're all starkly different compared to each other lol but their unique personalities are fun to write!! vin jin's also pretty fun to write bc of how obnoxious he is <3
listening to music while writing/drawing: YES MUSIC IS MY LIFE I WOULD BE LIFELESS WITHOUT IT 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #1 MUSIC ENTHUSIAST FOREVER ‼️ (thus why i am always asking for music reccs lol)
i listen to a wide variety of stuff in many languages!! indie, vocaloid, pop, jazz, rock, etc... unfortunately i am also the "i listen to every genre :] not country tho." guy and im not a fan of super heavy metal either u_u;;
most of the time i listen to whatever i want to fit the mood of what im working on! and since i usually work on romantic stuff (lol) that means ive usually got a romantic playlist/song on loop ^_^
ik this wasnt asked but here's a recc from me to you: finding something to do by hellogoodbye 💖 (this song makes me think of going on a fun road trip with a crush!)
OKAY THAT'S ALL dw about the question amount i had lots of fun answering them <33 !! i hope you have a very lovely day youself, cat!! (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠。⁠*⁠♡
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leejungchans · 11 months
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HES SO ENDEARINGGG but i'm so delusional bc the vids of him explaining why he has a bandaid makes me think of being in a ldr with him and having a video call and you honestly don't notice it's there until he himself points it out like "babe babe i have this bandaid bc i accidentally cut myself while shaving" like a kid showing off that they lost a tooth
RIGHT U SEE THE VISION!!!!!! 😼😼 bf!vernon who updates you on everything like the tiger bandaid on his finger bc he didn’t have the regular ones so his only choice was hoshi’s 😭😭😭 or how he accidentally fell and when you’re like ????well are you okay????????? he’s like yeah dw 🙂👍 “wasn’t drunk tho”
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ncteez · 1 year
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i try really hard to not be possessive even in a jokey way bc i’ve been like that in the past and it makes me feel icky. plus if im delusional it makes meeting them and being normal SO HARD. (shout out the time i met fall out boy… or marianas trench…. or frank iero. it was Bad)
but fucking Go Off. any mingi love is mingi love that i will support 110%
-sycophant anon
(also ik ur (mostly) joking dw lmao)
im delusional as fuck online but still very aware of reality and it doesn't translate to concerts outside of inside jokes with my bestie and stuff. i'm playfully toxic online about idols. like im literally in a 5 year relationship with someone, so it's all a joke. ill admit to being actually toxic when ppl actually get mad about it tho, bc like??? oh you were serious? like bro i might love mingi a lot, and i might say he's mine and i love him more, but it doesn't change the fact that he doesnt know either of us and never will like???? ppl take it waaaaaaaaaay too seriously, and take the jokes as actual insults.
i do actually block ppl over mark lee tho. i don't fuck around about mark.
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lovelykhaleesiii · 1 year
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I wonder what tgc's personality was like as a teenager and if he changed a bit and what he would be like as a dad (in my delulu era with him [just jk-or not])
ughhhh wouldn’t it be a dream to know 🥺 dw nonnie we can both be delusional together 🤞🏻 Honestly tho, I get such a wholesome vibe from him. He seems like he gets along with most people, and like he seems very nurturing. So I feel like (god bless the woman that has his children) when he becomes a Dad, it’ll be so natural for him. I reckon he would’ve been so active and chaotic as a teen, he’s probably chilled out now 🤣
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