#hey wanna see something fucked up

[aiyexayen]

Chapters: 1/1

Words: 8940

Fandom: 山河令 | Word of Honor (TV 2021)

Rating: Explicit

Relationships: Han Ying/Liu Qianqiao/Zhou Zishu

Characters: Han Ying, Liu Qianqiao, Zhou Zishu

Additional Tags: Polyship Week 2023, Polyamory, Under-negotiated Kink, Dubious Consent, Drug Use, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Poisoning, Dom/sub Undertones, Secret Organizations, Undercover Missions, Near Death Experiences, Asphyxiation, (not sexy), Running Away, Starting Over, Dubious Science, Dubious Ethics, in the words of zhou zishu himself:, do you think he is running tianchuang with his dignity?, Set During Zhou Zishu's Leadership of Tian Chuang, Aphrodisiacs, Mild Sexual Content, Mutual Masturbation, house fire, Truth Serum, Deception, Kissing, Getting Together, Developing Relationship, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Trust, Trust Kink, Fluff and Angst, Hopeful Ending, Happy Ending, look in spite of the tags i swear it's sweet, in a fucked up way but look at the characters, Qin Jiuxiao Lives, 5+1 Things, Road Trips, Podfic Welcome

Summary: Five times Zhou Zishu poisoned his lovers, and one time they poisoned him instead.

A story about trust.

#polyship week 2023 #polyshipweek23 #polyshipweek23 day 1 #5+1 things #word of honor #zhou zishu #han ying #liu qianqiao #hey wanna see something fucked up #my writing #my fic

[dyingnerdyprude]

the thing about hey melissa that i find so funny is that there was absolutely no lords in black involved. like all that shit happened without a single colorful eldritch god making it happen.

#like melissa is just truly that fucked up #no deals with the lords necessary #im actually surprised they didnt step in at all #one of them is like “should we do something” and wiggly is like “..i wanna see where this is going” #honestly with the amount of ...dogs... melissa is killing shes practically doing their job for them #hatchetverse #team starkid #npmd #black friday #hatchetfield #starkid npmd #starkid #tgwdlm #hey melissa #dyingnerdyprude yaps

[idolomantises]

ngl, the more I think about it, the more I feel conflicted over how people sexualize my characters.

On the one hand, it would be silly to deny that I don't go out of my way to create aesthetically pleasing/attractive characters because I love to draw what I enjoy, and I love it when people simp for them.

But on the other hand, sometimes it does bother me that people are so fixated on sex and their own arousal that they miss important lore/plot information that I get a bit frustrated

#txt #i dont really mind that people missed the fact that powers had horns but i do have issues with people thinking the scene would lead up to #sex??? lili had a very clearly shocked face but people were expecting them to just. have sex and fall in love #twitter and instagram is pretty respectful to my works but i think webtoons and especially tiktok (good lord tiktok) is where people are #just. like they're not even paying attention because they wanna fuck my ocs lol #its a lot of work to try to give these incredibly short comics decent pacing and dialogue and it sucks when people ignore gestures or #verbal communication because they saw powers muscled chest and went 'oh yeah. its sex time' #i started posting my bugtopia comics to tiktok and these people are so goddamn obsessed with sexualizing everything that i read comments #where people were expecting arachne to peg her FOUR YEAR OLD SON #and its like. hey guys. im glad you enjoy my work but i dont like how you cannot perceive my characters as anything #but something to whack off to #anyways i dont see myself discussing this on twitter because unfortunately people have 0 fucking reading comprehension lol #to this day i get rude messages accusing me of hating people who enjoy lesbian media or finding my characters hot #because i asked people to not call me a fucking f*ggot when i draw to men kissing

[spaciebabie]

shoutout 2 this person in my class who i can tell wants 2 talk 2 me really bad but instead of doing that whenever she has the chance she'll talk 2 whoever else is around and ignore me entirely unless im mentioned by name

#bruh lmao #so awkward. say something you dingus lol #ik you wanna talk 2 me so bite the bullet already #gyatt #spacie spoinks #literally. she was having a conversation with my partner for the project im doing. and like #heres the thing #if im not invited into conversation i usually dont participate #im like a vampire like that #and so like. after they're done conversating she'll just kind of. stand there. this has happened twice now #like dude sdkfjshlkdfj #im not upset by this behavior i have very awful social patterns as well and have been thru this (i am autistic) #am i gonna hafta say something. lol #probably #''hey bro whats up with you. i dont mean like how are you doing. i mean like. whats wrong with you.'' #cant say that its not funny when you say it irl only when the ppl you're talking with know you're not being mean 😭 #also like. this person has been staring at me lol #which like. makes me flustered so whenever she's around i panic and my face fucking turns red its god awful #for awhile it made uhh. my paranoia get really bad im ngl!! #its already bad when it comes 2 being around strangers but this like made it REALLY bad for a few weeks #im more calm now tho. rational brain won over and im chillin #i gotta work up the courage 2 say something b4 the semester is over or this is gonna bother me for the rest of my life sfkjsdhflkjs #i dont wanna put her on the spot #the only time i see her is when im in class #and . doing that interaction in front of ppl. i dont wanna embarrass her ksjfskjd

[benjaminthecoathanger]

my favourite part of bg3 is the emperor romance scene specifically because it randomises which of your party members see you, which for me was wyll, astarion, and… notably tadpole-free jaheira?? which now makes it seem like wyll and astarion woke her up specifically to shame me for my enjoying some late-night calamari

#bg3 #astarion standing over jaheira at 2am like a feral cat: ‘hey jaheira wanna see something fucked up’ #ben leaves the house #that scene for me also happened right before i got halsin’s romance scene #and the day after that i got propositioned by mizora #it really felt serendipitous

[deadinsideart]

Art dump!!!!

These are a little old but still recent!

#my art #art dumb #overwatch #overwatch 2 #junkrat #moira overwatch #junkrat overwatch #professor layton #a hat in time #doodles #i wasn't gonna post these originally bc i thought it'd be boring or bothersome but fuck it #i like them and i dont want them to rot #the last drawings are my first time ever drawimg junkrat #also they'd be besties #like snatcher being a dad to hattie #we got uncle rat teaching hatkid how to make bombs #like 'HEY KID YOU WANNA SEE SOMETHING COOL????' //blows stuff up// #and he'd love the conductor for sure

[milf-harrington]

its so fucking disheartening realising that no one actually sees me as a guy, they just pretend to - and yeah its great being called theo but its less great being lumped in as one of the girls in the same breath

#i dont mind being the only non-girl invited to something (like my sisters hens for example) bc that just feels like a Gay thing yknow #but when the invite is 'hey girls' its kind of hard to consider that you see me as anything else #and i think the worst part - and this is probably the part of me that lacks self respect - is that i get it. #i have long hair i dress 'fem' and the only steps ive managed to take in my transition are wearing a binder and going by a different name. #so sure. but its still gutting and makes me feel fucking /gross/ makes my stomach hurt and my skin crawl #because like. theyll call me theo and a brother and an uncle and a son but?? do they even mean it?? #do they actually believe what theyre saying or is everyone just going along with it because they dont want to look like assholes? #i almost prefer my uncle whos at least UPFRONT about not understanding it #like at least hes honest at least when he calls me a girl i expect it #i just wanna curl up w my nephew and read bc at least he doesnt even understand gender yet #to him i AM just his uncle and thats all he cares about #captain speaks

[butchhamlet]

why is it always my mackers posts that the people fall on like a hoard of vultures. i thought this was the hamlet website but i'm not complaining i love that freak and his freak wife too

#max.txt #hamlet is my play for the agonies of human existence but macbeth is my favorite in terms of like #'hey. you wanna see something fucked up?'

[dhmis-autism]

SORRY. JUST REALIZED I ORIGINALLY SKETCHED THE STUFF FROM THAT LAST WIP POST IN. MARCH.

GODDDD...

#I GUESS MY WRIST FUCKING UP PUT ME FURTHER BACK THAN I THOUGHT #but also like. i was JUST talking about it in chat. i have a comic about the Three Of Them that i wrote in a frenzy in FEBUARY. #by the time i rewrote the dialogue and figured out the ending it was SEVEN FUCKING PAGES. SOLID. #OF JUST SCRIPT. #I STILL HAVENT EVEN FINISHED SKETCHING IT. YOU GUYS ARE NOT SEEING THAT SHIT UNTIL 2024 #sometimes an idea of them will grasp me and i will just write the script out in the middle of the night #I realistically. dont even know if you guys are gonna like my scripted stuff. #the first scripted thing i wrote was a yellow&duck comic that im STILL SKETCHING BACKGROUNDS ON #i could be really bad at writing for them. i could totally not get them at all. #but hey! #we'll see when we see I guess #BUT YEAH UH. SORRY FOR LITERALLY ALL I POST BEING WIPS NOWADAYS I AM JUST WORKING ON LIKE 5 DIFFERENT DRAWINGS AT ONCE #STILL TRYING TO GET MY SPRING STUFF DONE. AND ITS ALMOST FALL. SO :] #I JUST CARE SO MUCH ABT THOSE PUPPETS DAWG I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS FOR THEM #I HAVE!!! EVEN MORE DRAWINGS THAT I JUST HAVENT SHARED!!! bc i either made them for something real specific in the discord #or bc theyre phone doodles and i dont think theyre that great. or bc i made them just for a friend and thats like. theirs now kjdhkjdfhs #a lotta times once i finish drawing smth for a friend ill just never post it bft. so its just like. for that one thing and nothing else #ANYWAYS HAPPY 3 AM IM FORCING MYSELF TO GO TO BED #AND I STILL HAVE THE ANIMATIONS #AND THE FANART FOR LIKE 5 FICS I WANNA DO #OHHH GOD CMONNN BRO IM NEVER FINISHING ANYTHING #my postings

[wren-kitchens]

on a slightly less doom and gloom note, there’s something about empires that just makes people wanna have a corruption arc and spread a bunch of spooky shit around everywhere

#I mean what’s up with that #I get it because like cmon that’s cool as shit #but specifically empires just has the vibe of ‘hey you wanna see something fucked up? BAM your world is covered in creepy shit’ #empires smp

[princekirijo]

Alright in light of all this Tumblr's gonna die AGAIN as I said in the tags of that post I'm willing to give my discord to mutuals who wanna keep in touch and after that I might do something with my Instagram but who knows.

Not gonna delete this blog or stop posting any time soon but it's just a backup/worst case scenario prep

#if i get desperate enough I'll use fucking deviantart LMAOOOOO #<- kinda joking #but yeah this is something else lmao #why does all the bullshit happen when im asleep though fr like what the fuck 💀💀💀 #but yeha im not gonna put my discord out in the open so like if you wanna keep in touch plz lmk #im kinda like. this shit has happened before people keep saying tumblrs gonna die yet we're still here #but part of me is concerned this time #cause like ... where can i post like this again huh #man just when i was trying to get myself back into the groove of posting about captain again :/ #hopefully if all goes belly up you guys will see me in a few years on ao3 or some webcomic forum posting captain 😿 #but hey lets not worry too much about it because its possible to still keep shit afloat

[publicuniversalenemy]

just want to assure all my friends and followers that, even though i havent been active in Ages, im still up to the usual: realizing that im more mentally ill than i initially thought, and calling aggressively heterosexual 80s singers faggots <3

#literally TELL ME that billy idol isnt a fag. you can’t! #also hey what the fuck is up with my brain i stg theres something new with this bitch every week #‘~ooh~ the diagnostic criteria for OSDD fits your brain like a glove’ goddamn girl can you chill? for one damn second? #why is it never that im just Not Like Other Girls and instead im just fucked up??? #but noooo i had to have two specialists very quickly narrow in on that within one fucking week of eachother so idk!!!! #guess this is a Thing!!! #but yeah on a less silly note. spent a While on pluralpedia last night and um. #oh shit folks #things are making sense. #things are seeming Very Obvious in retrospect #(also idk if im Back yet. i wanna be n i really miss this space but also. its just not been Working for me yk) #anyways i hope ur all doing well and also plesae feel free to send me Messages or Posts if u want! #it might take me A Million Years (metric) to respond but i WILL see it and it will make me smile #f slur #whatever the fuck

[rhysnolastname]

Solas says I know a place and takes you to the middle of a swamp where he insults your culture, religious beliefs, and then dumps you.

#yeah im still thinking about this and its the next day #he might be telling the truth about the Vallaslin but my inquisitor did not let him remove it #I’ve played her as very proud to be dalish and believes in elven gods so it would be out of character even if solas says something else #maybe that’s what it represented then but it is not what it is now and she chooses to move forward #about the breakup … this is not the first time a man takes me on a date and dumps me 😭😭 but hey um wtf #honestly my lavellan does love him and is hurt but she has to be so many things to so many different people #there’s bigger things at stake and bigger problem to deal with at this time than whatever he's hiding or lying about #im pretty sure he was going to say something else not about the vallaslin #but his fear is dying alone becasue i saw it in the fade and yet !!!! he pushes everyone away he picks fights with everyone no matter whos #in the party he didnt come to the wicked grace game he never opens up beyond what he has seen in the fade. he is a fixed point #i wanna shake him by the shoulders and YELL WHATA RE YOU DOING you could have it all someone who loves you and a wonderf #a wonderful found family. he is kind and gentle but he is also so full of ANGER and he is so set on things being as he sees them. #Cole cant change because to Solas cole is always a spirit. the dalish are misguided and YOU Lavellan are just different YOURE special #the meaning of the vallaslin cant change because to him it represents slavery and it is in stone to him. things dont change with time they #are fixed. like things in the fade it what it was preserved. he is trying to hold on to a past that doesnt exist that has moved forward. #Solas says you cant change yourself by wishing. but i would say wishing for change is THE required prerequisite for change. a little though #a little idea a little wish that something was different better. but to #why cant you move forward Solas what the fuck are you holding onto so intesely #OKAY WHATEVER IM DONE WITH THIS ESSAY IM OVER IT ITS FINE ITS SO FINE

[cosmicoceanfic]

concocting evil schemes (Avengers Yellowjackets AU)

#me giggling hysterically: hey y’all wanna see something REALLY fucked up #marvel #ocean speaks #ocean’s fic

[frecklystars]

I wanna see the barbie movie again today bc it's helping me A LOT but I already spent money on food and I don't wanna spend MORE money

#woof #[clenches fists] i want to see it again so bad. it is helping me so fuckign MUCH #literally nothing has helped me for a year and then barbie was like #'hey girl i know one of your ptsd triggers your abuser gave you is the color you see in this movie literally the pinkest film of all time' #'im going to fix you im going to make you feel so safe like your abuser doesnt even exist bitch im going to make you love pink again' #and i say yes maam miss margot robbie thank you miss margot robbie while buying ticket after ticket #i have seen the movie every day at least once since its release 3 days ago #and ive seen it a total of 4 times and i wanna see it. AGAIN #i cant tell u how refreshing its been to look at characters and not immediately think that they want to physically hurt me #for over a year!!!! ive had no relief!!!! but then these two show up!!!! and i finally feel some sense of peace!!!! #i dont know how long this will last bc its not a hyperfixation but its at least SOMETHING #even if i only get a week of relief i will fucking TAKE IT #even if all of these good feelings go away in a week i dont care i dont care i just Need This So Bad #i will cherish this however long it lasts

[th3d0nutl0rd]

Whenever people reblog my original posts I feel so honoured and like ultimately yes, I've been on this site since I was an underdeveloped foetus, but now I feel like whenever I post something I'm just offering you all my last withered braincells for you to wear proudly as a badge of honour (by displaying them on your profile) and I think that's amazing. It's beautiful really and that's what I think this site is all about

#connor shut up #i need to stop rambling #im a little delirious tbh #i have a resit tomorrow and I'm stressed as fuck #something about crac de chavaliers and montferrand in Tripoli and the council of clermont #named factors guys #theyre soooooooo important #also theres a guy in my class who looks like per eriksson #i freak out and start acting like that tweaking horse whenever he looms in my general direction becayse i cant be normal #i mean what am i meant to do #he's literally a per eriksson lookalike #hey babygirl wanna see how badly i can butcher the pronunciation of Suabia #i spelled is suaybia #or smth like that #and mr per eriksson looked at me like wtf #fucking swaybia #smth along those lines #d0nut's thoughts #merlin #bbc merlin #tumblrcore #hazbin hotel #stucky #it can be tagged as any of these things bcs i dont shut up about anything ever #god these tags are getting long #if you're reading them good for you #you've become one of my elite employees #good job soldier #ghosts bbc #captain america