#hight thoughts

[born2weird]

Sometimes I just want to be naked in a sauna with a bunch of hairy men

#thoughts #hight thoughts

[littlespanishfly]

Everyone wants a Latina until they experience the entirety of us🙄

#personal #up close and personal #hight thoughts #dazed

[sushiandplutonium]

So much has changed

So it has been over a year now, last time I posted was in Feb 21.

I wanted to write a blog post remembering all that has happened since then, but the post became a bit of a script for my next therapy session. Here it goes:

This is what happened to me over this 1 1/2 year that I've been away from Tumblr:

So i'm single now. I went back to therapy. I am very very slowly starting to realise that I need to focus on myself. I've heard this throughout my adult, professional, love, family life:

My mum keeps telling me I need to buy a house, car, whatever. All she's trying to say is that I should focus on me. On my longtime stability and success.

My bosses usually ended up telling me I need to figure out what I want to do, if I want to continue at my career path or if I want to go down on a managerial role.

My love life is basically me gravitating towards people to whom I yield my entire life-protagonism. Shrink tells me I always prioritise my partners over me, the people I actively get close to (my 'friends') are always the people with whom I don't need to have a big personality, I can just be there, so they end up out-shining me.

Lately my ex-husband and I have been fighting a lot, I felt like I had changed and I have started to stand up for myself. Amongst other things, the relationship was put to too much pressure and collapsed. I, left confused over the boiling pot my head has become recently, got stunned over what had happened, what that meant for my life, what I would do...

I got in a fight with my then closest friends because I got myself too involved with them and the situation we were in. And that left me stunned as well.

I developed friendships with people that are easily become the spotlight in social events.

I started dating someone who is a lead singer in a band, a true-hearted Leo! Interestingly enough, I'm also a Leo and that should be the opposite of the stereotypical Leo trait of wanting to be the center of attention. I'm not even in my own center of attention.

Anyway, I have written enough arguments for the next paragraph.

My next milestone in life is going to be: to move to Germany in 2023. For that I'd need to: improve my mental health to a level in which I can organise my head and have motivation to do what is needed to do what it takes to achieve this goal

A rough sketch of a plan is:

Study for interviewing: algorithms, practicing, having introspection moments about my recent career such as my highlights, my comeuppances, the interesting things I've done, etc That would build my confidence to do the next step;

Finding and attending job interviews

Getting a good offer

Back with learning German?

I'm not sure about timelines. Ball-parking 1 month for studying, 3 for interviews, then around 6 months until I'm there. So we're talking about a year.

Realistically, what could I expect if I take something like Ritalin or a focus-booster, anti-anxiety and/or anti-depressants? Is it a 1 month or a years-long kind of thing?

Anyway, to help with this plan, I'm intending to write constant updates to this blog. Weekly maybe? Or even daily, if that's not too ambitious of my part.

I'm hungry now.

#weed #hight thoughts #personal #life goals #new me who dis

[mugwot]

making the funky little guys funkier

the them

#i keep to my personal brand of everything can be made better by way of furrification #a bull a red panda a black kitty a crane and an ambiguously besnooted beast #three separate people called odile a Duck i dont know why is it something with the beak? #loop is a lion ;3 #may or may not have candy #loop was supposed to be a quick funny sketch and then the background happened boo #had to take away bonbon's hat for the sake of composition #it adds like half a head of hight to them #ngl when i first saw isabeau i thought he was a cool butch lady and instead got a surprise nice buff man #the fact that he is not a himbo was shocking #also this game made me want to try a fish head what the hell #does the skull crunch? #in stars and time #furry art #furry #isat #siffrin isat #isabeau isat #mirabelle isat #odile isat #bonnie isat #loop isat #the whole gang is here #my art

[pepsiprophecy]

Σ>―(〃°ω°〃)♡→

#genshin impact #gaminet #is that what we call them #look i have an explanation for the slight hight difference #shoes off #lmao #i really thought i could finish this today when i'm dead tired #🤙 #le shit

[andi-o-geyser]

Oh, you’re mentally stable? You sure about that?? *sinks your tomb*

#tlovm #tlovm spoilers #the sunken tomb #this came to me in a vision #and by that i do mean starring at a blank google doc with sleep dep suffering #i think im soooo funny until the hight of sleep dep sets in and then i need to fucking nap like pffft my sense of humour cant handle that #critical role #the legend of vox machina #tlovm s2 #tlovm season 2 #legend of vox machina #lovm #vox machina #cr1 #vex'ahlia #vax'ildan #sunken tomb #andis thought geyser

[beartitled]

*Hands your Narrator a weapon* Go cause chaos among the Paraverse, my little friend! *Runs off into the distance*

Thierry and @vellichorom sona cameo 🎉

(robbing buddies?💰👀/silly)

#bear answers #I dunno I just randomly thought of a bank robbery #the’re the same hight they do crimes together #tsp #tspud #tsp fandom #the stanley parable #tsp narrator #narratorverse #tsp fanart #tspud fanart #tsp artists appreciation #tspud narrator #tsp paraverse #paraverse #tspud fandom #tspud au #tsp au #tspud art #tsp the narrator #tsp art #tsp meme #tsp comic #narrator tsp #tsp ultra deluxe #the stanley parable narrator #narrator design #the narrator

[lilac-udon]

#mythical au #thought a joke #basil: should i wear high heels or cut 7cm of your leg to get the same hight as u

[skylerfurmaniac-deactivated]

HELP WHY Y'ALL SNEO'S SO SHORT XDD

IM WHEEZING

#GKDNRDSGEDHSIGED #I THOUGHT 12 FEET WAS LIKE THE NORMAL HIGHT #LMAO #yes i use the height thing for ref LEAVE ME ALONE #sky's random rambles

[laevanders]

Nerdy Prudes Monster High 💀

#this piece took A LOT of time #and i regret it #bit also love it #i think i messed up the hight a little bit #explanation of the characters bc why not: #Richie: “wanna join the swin team?” + blie hair + color pallet #Steph: Stylish queen i think theyre similar #Ruth: Frankenruth #Pete: Honestly to pair with Steph but victorianesk looks good on him #Max: come on look at him in act 2 #i jist thought there was mode blue in Ghoulia's pallet lol #Grace: it was the one whos left #but mummys and religios imagery idk #hatchetfield #nerdy prudes must die #nightmare time #digital art #fanart #artists on tumblr #my art #starkid #monster high

[moeruyami]

If Jimmy get 1 million by the time of the Barbie movie release, I will download a crack version of Photoshop and I will edit EVERY SINGLE SHIP this man have I mean every men he is shipped with in Barbie dolls. Pretty sure all of them suit being a Barbie.

#solidaritygaming #jimmy solidarity #random thoughts #I will regret this probably #It's been a while since I thouch photoshop though #don't expect hight quality. XD

[littlespanishfly]

Home is where my vibrator is 🥹

#personal #up close and personal #edibles #hight thoughts

[lycoris-artcorner]

Okay, but with how the finale was going it would be much cooler and impacfull to show the big offline ray more in detail to dig into despair of situation than just go straight up to 'hey we can save them with magic rock and pretend nothing bad happened'. Especially considering how much build up it had. Such a missed opportunity here, ngl they had me, I wanted to feel it through

Or better, IMAGINE if they made it closing scene. That would be such dope cliffhanger to end season on, but NOPE 😭

Never thought I'd be unhappy to see a happy finale but here we are

basically robbed of feels

#Hilarious how kids cried for a bit and. went right to denial #Guess writers had no choice but to speedrun whole thing for whatever reason #It kinda feels throughout all third bunch of episodes #I wonder why tho #transformers #earthspark #incoherent thoughts #tf earthspark #transformers earthspark #Tfe #Let someone die #Hight up the stakes #I'm begging

[samwinchcster]

i don’t wanna sound corny but i’ve been on antidepressants and antipsychotics for a week and i won’t lie i’m actually kinda hyped about getting out of my flop era

#like i thought getting medicated would be rock bottom for me but i have hight hopes about this 💛 #also hi hello if you haven’t unfollowed me #i’m gonna be active again now i promise #esmeralda.txt

[andi-o-geyser]

damn i cant wait for the legend of vox machina season 2 where they *checks smudged writing on hand* kill that box

#i think im soooo funny until the hight of sleep dep sets in and then i need to fucking nap like pffft my sense of humour cant handle that #no thanks ill pull another all nighter #tlovm #the kill box #the legend of vox machina #critical role #tlovm spoilers #vox machina #cr1 #andis thought geyser

[trekkitkat]

My go to with fandoms is to pick the parts I like, ignore the parts I don't and just have fun with it. It's not a tenet I base my life around, it's a story I use for entertainment.

#thoughts #seriously though #I've seen people get so up on their hight horse about fandoms #It's entertainment #Fictional entertainment #Find what parts you like and just chill