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beartitled · 13 hours

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Yay Stanley day 🎉

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beartitled · 3 days

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Can you do some more comics with Francis mosses

I can, but the problem is

That I’m pretty much out of ideas and I’m progressively getting tired of tnmn fandom

Ppl who look at my tags probably noticed that 😓

More of my thoughts under read more for curious ppl

(short answer maybe I will do more, but I desperately need a break from tnmn)

! Just a general warning: this came out kinda long + sort of venty

Originally I planned to do 1 comic drop and move on, but got stuck bc ppl liked tnmn comics and kept asking for more (and still do-)

Generally I don’t mind doing more if the ideas are there, but I want to address this: I’m tired

I know blowing up is usually a good thing and I appreciate people enjoying my stuff

But it’s exhausting to see that tnmn is the only type of content which is relevant, to the point that my own projects or stuff I enjoy are just kinda.. ignored

It’s fair – again my blog is heavily fandom based

(+Tsp were and still is kinda the focus)

But with tnmn fandom it’s a bit… different

Maybe I’m biased and it’s just my negative experience with tiktok comments

Remember this art?

cleaning up transphobic comments was.. um tough

Again, I get that you can’t be in that neat bubble completely sheltered from negativity

Humans are just assholes by nature really/j

So I was expecting the backlash, but not that much

I think maybe tsp fandom spoiled me a bit (in a good way), bc I got a feeling that everyone in tsp was positive of any lgbt+ headcanons and just generally more supportive

(don’t get me wrong, there ARE problems in tsp community too, taking narrators design controversy into account as one of the examples)

Obviously every fandom always has it’s own issues, show me at least one fandom that didn’t have some sort of meaningless controversy or some sort of problematic people in it

It happens

But it leaves a bad taste in your mouth sometimes

And for me personally it only added to not so pleasant experience

The thing I also noticed, when I interacted with other fandoms

Ppl wrote positive stuff first and foremost, not really asking for anything

Here it’s just “hey more. I want more. Do more. Do this character. Do this. Do more.”

The only reason I kept doing more, because likes, reblogs, views – these comics get a ton of attention

there is a audience to please alright

But this thing comes with a pressure tho

and it shows

so let me illustrate

This bookcase

Is my shame

Because I was so rushing, I just copied and colour corrected this bookcase from my diploma comic and pasted it here in hopes for the best

💥IT LOOKS HORRIBLE OKAY💥

Usually it’s normal to take materials used in other projects

the not so normal part is

to leave it like that because your stress reducing tea doesn’t work and you don’t really have time to redraw it

my m en ta l s t a t e i s f i n e ah ah h ah ah

Ok but jokes aside: it’s really tempting, to just abandon everything and produce content like some sort of content farm

But I don’t want to, I’m forcing myself and it makes my art worse

Yes it’s subtle, new people won’t even see this

But I’m not improving

And I don’t enjoy just anxiously popping out comics because everyone keeps asking

I can give it my all to something when I’m passionate, but just “hey I’m getting attention” is not the best motivator

Attention like that does get to my head, I know that I will probably give in again and do more, bc I will compare my posts engagement

But what’s the point of recognition, when you feel.. so numb about it…

Sorry for a mountain of text and thank you for ppl who actually took their time to read it

It’s been building up for a while and I feel like people need to know the reason why I’m not so enthusiastic about making “more”

I’m not necessarily completely abandoning this fandom

I still plan to do ask/suggestions event for STP (I’m just making sure I can dedicate my time to it, that’s why it’s taking so long) and I can add tnmn to the mix

Like STP+tnmn kind of deal

But for now – I need a break

At least for a little bit

#bear answers #vent post #nothing serious just a bunch not so positive thoughts #tnmn #that’s not my neighbor #tnmn fandom #thoughts #fandom thoughts #apologies for possible mistakes/typos

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beartitled · 4 days

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Have you drawn peach peach❤︎yet, from that’s not my neighbour, (he’s bbg💞) you don't have to, I just thought it would be interesting to see (sorry)

+ bonus

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beartitled · 5 days

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THIS IS SO SWEET 💓💞💕❤️💓💞💕❤️ AAAAAAAAAAAAA 💕💓❤️💓💓💞❤️💕💓

I will be weeping in the tags don’t mind me 💥🥺

Hello uh- I may have a bit of a Bear brainrot-

Sooooooooo I drew few doodles-

A bit sleepy rn (it's 22:22 rn as I'm writing this lmao) so there's probably gonna be few typos lmao (22:31 post finished now I'm going to sleep)

I'm just gonna hope it's not gonna post twice

:P +brain empty

Another :P but smol Bear version

I guess arson skkskksksk (I think I'm funny)

Uh oh- seems like someone pissed off Bear! (autocorrect please stop trying to change into passed-) I also experimented with lightning without ref lmao

The claws were fun to draw

Not finished one but uh Bear with axe cuz why not I wanna share cuz doodle (also ignore how that one hand looks so goofy I didn't notice it before-)

@beartitled :3c

Augh my eyes hurt- anyway imma drop some tags in here and probably add more after I wake up lmao

Yep I'm too tired to write anything els lmao

Time to sleep lol imma leave the anxiety for future Amari /silly

#bear reblogs #this got me so suddenly I- ❤️💥❤️💥❤️💥❤️💥❤️💕💞💓❤️💥#it’s me *enthusiastically points* me 🫵🫵🫵🫵❤️❤️🥺#*sob* 💕❤️💓💞🥺🥺this is such a cute and unexpected surprise🥺🥺 ❤️💕💓💞#I’m feeling emotional today *even more bear sobbing*#:Р #💓💕❤️💞💓💕❤️aaaaaaaaaaaa❤️💕💓💞❤️💕#✨✨those look so cute and epic at the same time ✨✨#me being badass 😈 hehe yea I’m angy 😈 *tiny grrr*😈😈#I can’t even describe it bc I keep looking at it and serotonin is developing in my tiny bear brain 🥹#hive content still brings me huge amounts of joy that I can not put into words 🐝#super messy response doodle bc I have to go to sleep too lmao 💥#hope you don’t mind sobbing me hugging u 💥#(btw we might be really close timezone vise)#this expression in the end is quite close to the comic I’m working on 👀✨#(smol update I’m done with line art💥✨)#(I need to finish tnmn comic real quick bc ppl *keep asking*)#(but after that 😈 full on hive comic grind 😈😈 like in the good old days 😈😈😈)#BIG THANK U this legitimately made me so happy ❤️#💕*tiny happy bear jumps*💕#saving this and keeping in my gallery forever ☝️❤️🐻‍❄️

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beartitled · 7 days

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Waiter, More Peaches please!

Anyway I had my fun, back to grind 🫡

Peach peach comic is in the making ✏️

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beartitled · 8 days

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Panda tea ceremony 🍵

Also you can check out this speedpaint ✨

youtube

This post was sponsored by my cringe uni professor👍/silly

(more about it under read more if you’re curious)

Okay so I didn’t plan on posting anything till I draw something tnmn related

But I’m finishing up my semester and one of the requirements to pass my digital illustration exam is

“upload your finished assignment to your youtube channel and generate qr code to it 🤓”

This is literally the only way to submit your work 💥💀

So well

since I’m posting the speedpaint might as well share the art 🐼🍵

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beartitled · 8 days

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Yes of course I have notifications on, your art makes me so happy! I don't remember the chemical name, but I just feel so much better after seeing your art

I'm calling the chemical Bearosterone 🐻‍❄️

Thank you that’s so sweet 😭❤️

#bear answers #ah yes bearosterone #the fifth element on the periodic table ☝️🧪🧑‍🔬#don’t compliment it too much it *will* explode #oh no #💥❤️💓💕💥❤️💞💕💥💓❤️💥💥💓❤️💥💥💥💥

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beartitled · 8 days

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Missed the notification somehow,

Congratulations on 1k! And I suppose happy coming back anniversary?

I've been happy to be part of that number this year :)

You and your art are absolutely stunning, and I hope you have another great year

(It's like Bear New Year haha)

Awwwww thank you 💕💞💓❤️💕💞

I’m so glad you enjoy my art 🥺🥹💕💕❤️

I like the idea of Bear New Year lmao 🎄

It’s exactly like regular New Year, but in April and every present has bear ears 🎁

(also there’s a lot of fish dishes 🐟🐠🐡🍣 bc fish is yummy)

#bear answers #also #🥺do you🥺 have notifications 🥺🥺on my posts? 🥺🥺🥺🥺#did you subscribe wrote a comment and rang that bell? 🥺🔔/silly #(my inner imaginary youtuber woke up don’t mind me)#or maybe I just misunderstood :’D #either way #thank you so much for writing this ❤️#I appreciate you guys 🥹💕💞

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beartitled · 11 days

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Really old comic I found in my gallery lol

#bear reblogs #rebloging bc it’s technically Narry bros content 😈#Barry mentioned ⁉️ 👉🔁🔁🔁🔁🔁🔁🔁🔁🔁#I also just like it a lot >:D #this is such a cute idea I can’t 💕💞💓#you see Narry 👓 Santa is a big chubby man that gives you gifts👓#also #me and my son are cookin #we’re failing but we tryin #don’t mind the burning kitchen 🔥 it’s ok 🔥 this is fine 🔥🔥#🔥🔥🔥🔥everything is under control :) 🔥🔥🔥🔥#Christmas content in April is the best type of content 🎄

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beartitled · 11 days

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Bear you gotta understand i didn't read the tags and didn't know those were oc's and by your comic alone i thought it was a game so i checked the tags to see on which fandom this was because it sounded so good and I AM SO AWED LIKE WOAAAH THIS IS YOUR OWN THING, ITS ADORABLE AND SO COOL LIKE 👏

THATS SUCH A COOL CONCEPT AND ITS VERY VERY VERY NICE I QUITE LOVE IT WILL YOU EVER POST MORE ABOUT THEM?

*tiny sob*

🥺🥹❤️💞💕 I’M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT 🥺🥹❤️💕💞❤️

Thank you so much man, this means a world to me❤️🥺

Again when ppl like my personal projects, it makes me so happy ✨

*tiny happy bear jumps*

I didn’t plan on posting more about them (for now) 👉👈

Bc first - their story is finished

(for now)

(I do have a small idea for continuation, but even if I’ll decide to do it, it’s for far faaaar in the future)

Second

Comparing the reception between my comic and that’s not my neighbour comics makes me wanna curl up in a ball a sob

My next post will probably be something tnmn related, bc otherwise tnmn ppl will make a bear schnitzel out of me/silly

Yea basically ppl really liked those comics

I get that oc stuff usually don’t get much traction + it’s harder to get ppl interested, so it’s to be expected really

But‼️☝️

if you want to send some doodle requests/or like asks for robo sillies, I will gladly do them ✨

#bear answers #I’m still really happy that some ppl enjoyed my resent comics✨#even though this number is not that high as tnmn comics #oc comic #ocs #my ocs #oc story #oc sketch #oc stuff #oc #man I wanted to do one tnmn comic #how did it turned into fandom pressure 💥

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beartitled · 12 days

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‼️ Personal project alert ‼️

I finally finished one of my uni assignments 🎉

Been working on this for a while 🫡

Smol bonus

Ref sheets ✨

This project was kinda inspired by Ultrakill btw 👀

Just because I didn’t do any fanart doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy something 😈

I was mostly inspired by aesthetic and just ya know the vibes of Ultrakill, the comic itself has nothing to do with the game

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beartitled · 12 days

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So

A year has passed 💥

Around this time last year I randomly decided to actively start posting art again

And damn

So much fun stuff I couldn’t even imagine happened

Also we recently hit 1K 💥

I’m not the type to celebrate (anything) really, but just wanted to say thank you for being here ❤️

It means a lot to see that people like and appreciate my art, I’m glad that I can share my stuff like that

I didn’t intend to make some sort of celebration art or some sort of event for the occasion, but I just so happen to have something interesting 👀 (will post it in an hour or so)