#his dream was the first one they showed

[bl0rbohandbag]

how Idia is feeling rn

#i guess we will see exactly how he woke up from his dream?? MAN IT WAS JUST GETTING GOOD TOO!!! #I KNEW HE WAS GOING TO BE RELEVANT!!!!!! #his dream was the first one they showed #back in the day when the early parts were out everyone made idia saving NRC memes #but then we moved onto silver sebek and lilia #BUT HE IS RELEVANT AGAIN AND HE GETS TO BE A HERO! good for you idia. #twisted wonderland #twst #disney twisted wonderland #disney twst #twst spoilers #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland chapter 7 spoilers #idia shroud #twst chapter 7 #twst book 7 #twst book 7 spoilers #twst chapter 7 spoilers

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance - The World That Never Was

#kingdom hearts dream drop distance #khddd #the world that never was #scenery #my gif #i really love how sora's side of this world is dark and eerie and fully leans into how dreams can distort and twist reality #the city looks mostly normal at first aside from the ghostly fog that seeps down from buildings and drifts along the floor and rises up #but as you keep going the ground beneath you is no longer a street but rather the faces of more buildings that stretch over an abyss #it's no longer the sprawling city you first arrived in but instead an uncanny one way path towards your destination #the buildings now twist and contort and are crooked and grow out of the ground in all kinds of ways that make no logical sense #it's the first time that a sleeping world looks easily distinguishable from the real world. it looks wrong. like a nightmare #meanwhile riku's half contrasts heavily by appearing to be fairly normal #the interior of the real castle never made any practical sense so nothing here feels too out of place compared to how it usually looks #it shows how much more in control riku is in comparison to how sora is losing his grip on reality as he descends further into their trap #cool stuff! love me some environmental storytelling #also i finished giffing every world in this game yippee i'm done (is covered head to toe in blood)

[snepdragon]

hehoo

#snep rambles #ive been meaning to do this for a while #also i dont actually know all of these characters i just pulled some from like. clown wiki and tvtropes #i know OF some #do i even wanna tag this #uhhh ill tag smth #dd jester #jevil deltarune #su spinel #nights into dreams #clopin trouillefou #that one guy is from super paper mario i think but i forgor his name #also i dont even know if tumblr tags still work like only first 5 tags show up in searches i dont think so #not that i care lol #wheeeee #oh yea #marx kirby #fuckit #nonbinary #bc it IS. TO ME #some of those are from one of the final fantasy games but i dont fuckign know which

[luck-of-the-drawings]

smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little. #AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair. #AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother. #GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns. #he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales. #YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!! #you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound. #elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now. #this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

[sparrowofthedawn]

i miss seeing josh pop a titty in the middle of singing a song and giggle afterwards with my own two eyes

#truly a cultural experience #i just miss him really bad and i’m getting severe fomo #i remember crying over seeing pictures of josh in that light purple jumpsuit with his long curly hair #at one of the first shows of the dreams in gold tour and absolutely SOBBING #gvf comeback to me plssss #josh kiszka #greta van fleet

[transmasccofee]

another theory i have is that Saiki doesn’t exactly have a protective “spirit”. instead he has nendou. nendou is basically his protective spirit. Canon supports this and i am weirdly passionate about this theory. like it is basically canon to me.

#nensai #think about it. actually think about it. it makes sense right? #nendou is saiki’s first close friend after akechi and the incident #he shows up before anyone else and attaches himself to saiki for little reason #he gets beat up to protect him #he saves him multiple MULTIPLE so many times both in small ways and really big ones #he’s always the first to defend saiki AND always knows what saiki needs internally- often moreso than saiki himself #he’s basically always around saiki #without him saiki’s whole life gets fucked over and he becomes a whole ass background character #when saiki is trapped in the dream world he meets nendou and is only able to wake up when he finally recognizes nendou #like…like he’s his protective spirit… #this is also why i have a guardian angel nensai au

[blood-orange-juice]

@yokelish reminded me and I can't stop thinking about it again

The Snow Queen's most loyal knight, a boy with a shard of troll's mirror in his eye.

Except that there's no Gerda. There never was a Gerda and there never will be a Gerda. No one will come. And also the troll's mirror might be showing the truth this time.

Or maybe all the Harbingers are like that.

"Perhaps it is fair to say that only those who possess an obsession close to or even exceeding the level of delusion might be willing to join this group."

(from the Funerary Mask description. I do think the mirror stands for something Khaenri'ahn though)

#also something something gnosticism #the world as an illusion #something something certain hindu practices #where you need to first create an illusion of your own to break free from the illusion everyone shares #and in a sense troll's mirror was showing the truth in the original story #just not the whole truth #something something dreams #something something reconciling harsh truths of the world with beautiful illusions #and I know there's tonya #but I'd prefer if she doesn't get to play gerda #no one ever deserves to play gerda #if he's so female-coded he can solve his emotional problems himself #(he sort of deserves to know his sister cares but let's not force her to cross a snow plain and all that) #childe #tartaglia #tsaritsa #fatui #if abyss be thy name I pledge to you my loyalty

[fairy-verse]

Fairyverse is a world where I imagine that background music is always playing; ever so softly, that you can hardly hear it. This is because I personally must listen to music whenever I write, and that music needs to be cherry-picked to fit the theme of whatever story/scene/character I’m currently engaged in.

Now, there are a few tracks I will listen to when I write general information regarding Fairyverse (I have a whole playlist but there are a few musical scores I go back to all the time), and I thought I might share them with you all, so that you may hear the general theme/vibe I’m going for.

I think I will also add the tracks I have (sort of) given to some of my characters as their supposed theme songs in Fairyverse. Is it their actual theme? No, but it is the tracks that sort of just clicked in my mind as being “theirs”, so to speak.

Also, not all fairies will be listed here, mostly just because I haven’t found a specific track that clicks with them yet, but I’ll be sure to update this post when that day inevitably comes around.

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The music of Fairyverse

Harvest – ASKII

Like Leaves of a Lotus – Francis Wells

Windermere – Thomas J. Curran

Windswept – Dreyma

The Darkening – Dreyma

Forgotten Vale – Jeremy Soule + Dreyma’s version

Woods – ASKII

Sibelius: Lemminkäinen Suite, Op. 22: II. The Swan of Tuonela – Royal Stockholm Philharmonic Orchestra

Belshazzar’s Feast Suite, Op. 51: III. Night Music – Jean Sibelius, Slovak Philharmonic, Adrian Leaper

+ All the relaxing scores from Ori and the Blind Forest & Ori and the Will of the Wisps.

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Theme songs

Everdream (Remastered) – Dreyma (Lumin’s theme)

Starlight + Nocturnal – Dreyma (Nightmare’s themes)

Snow – ASKII + In Wonderment of Winter – Gareth Coker (Error’s themes)

Sea Storm – Dreyma (Dream’s theme)

Revelry – M.R. Miller + La petite fille de la mer – Vangelis (Ink’s themes)

The Weeping Ridge + Willow’s End – Gareth Coker (Horror’s themes)

The Windtorn Ruins – Gareth Coker + Northern Lights Alone – M.R. Miller + Orphanage – Hans Zimmer (Dust’s themes)

Light and Darkness – Dreyma (Uncorrupted Nightmare/Nightlight’s theme)

Reflets Du Soleil – Million Eyes (Valonia’s theme)

#aufairyverse #music is a significant part of Fairyverse so I thought it important to show you all the few tracks I enjoy listening to while writing #not all have theme songs yet #Dream's theme is so fitting because he's the greatest singer among all the fairies #Also Starling is the default track I'll listen to when writing Nightmare no matter what au it's for #in my mind that's his track now #Horror's themes are lowkey hilarious because his design will not fit them at all because he's a cutie #but they fit his personality #Dust's themes... oooh they fit him alright #the first one of Dust's themes is a nod to his devotion to Horror #Who is Valonia!? i hear you say? #teehee #flower

[stevethehairington]

so like as a stand alone thing with no prior knowledge of it, netflix's 3 body problem is pretty good! HOWEVER, having read the books it is based on i am INCREDIBLY disappointed. first of all, they anglicized the FUCK out of it. like. the books are written by a chinese author and they are ABOUT chinese characters in chinese society. so the fact that the netflix show took those book characters' stories and created a bunch of brand new non-chinese characters to give those stories to... don't like that. rancid vibes. (and sure, the new characters are somewhat diversified, as in there's a black guy and a pakistani guy, but there are also 4 new white characters too so like.) but yeah they did that which isn't great but they ALSO are like. taking bits and pieces from all three of the books and mushing them into one show? and iiiiiiii gotta say im not a big fan of that either? like. i feel like these books are split up SO distinctly in their time lines — like they literally span a 400 year period — so to smush them all together does it a great disservice? and like the technology and futuristic developments and the space travel and the details of the space societies in the book were SO cool and those are either erased in the show or just aren't able to be portrayed because of they're squishing it all together. ALSO they changed the name of the aliens and i hate it??? like WHY?? the name they have in the book is cool and the one they gave them in the show... sucks. like what.

anyways. it's good if i ignore the books, but if i don't then im super disappointed :/

#3 body problem #mack reacts #ALSO I HATE WHAT THEY DID WITH LUO JI!!!!! #his storyline in the books was SO fascinating #and they ruined it in the show!!! #luo ji did not have friends!!! he was always on the outskirts in college!! #he was a lonely man!!! and he continued to be lonely!!!! and even isolated himself further after becoming a wallfacer #he literally dreamed up a girlfriend #but in the show they made him (a white dude first of all which fuck off) part of the group and made him actively friends with them #which aLSO TOTALLY fucks up his decision to agree to be the one to be sent to the trisolarans #im so mad about this actually

[wyvernquill]

Matthew gives Dream a gift - inspired by this post by @themirokai, who writes excellent emotional-support-raven!Matthew content!

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digital art kept mostly in black-and-white greyscale, featuring Matthew the raven and Dream of the Endless from The Sandman.

Matthew is standing on the table, wings folded against his body and gazing slightly up, holding a necklace with a large sapphire pendant in his beak, which he is offering to Dream. The blue of the sapphire is the only colour in the picture.

Dream is seated next to the table, arms folded, holding a closed book in one hand. He has unruly black hair, very pale skin, and black eyes with a white, star-shaped pupil. He is also very thin and skeletal, and wearing a flowing black robe that leaves his neck, lower arms, and part of his midriff bare, and is held together by a pin on one shoulder.

He is leaning slightly down towards Matthew and has a small smile on his face, seemingly pleased with his gift.

#WyDraws #the sandman #dream of the endless #matthew the raven #image id #go read the ficlet in themirokai's post it's so cute! #maybe i'll draw matthew on dream's lap too #but this one was more urgent #i saw the post and just KNEW i would have to draw this #matthew's such a good boy he just wants to show dream he cares #also this is the first time i've drawn dream properly #as you might be able to tell i'm favouring the style of the comics (even though i haven't read them) #i just think the star eyes are neat #surprised i managed to draw a decent raven actually #i'm not usually this good with animals #ALSO please imagine dream giving a little gift back to show his gratitude #a little collar or necklace or one of those rings that go around a bird's leg #and matthew is sooooo proud of it and shows it off to everyone #he's not vain and doesn't care that much about the bling BUT it's a present from the Boss #hence infinitely valuable

[smartzelda]

Everyone can rip the theory/prediction for season 3 that Nine brought Chaos Sonic back and he's just chilling in Nine's crystal fortress during the robot battle in the teaser out of my cold. Dead. Hands.

#sonic prime #sonic the hedgehog #nine the fox #miles nine prower #nine sonic prime #chaos sonic #sonic prime s3 teaser #All I'm saying is that no one can expect me to believe that Nine was just fine chilling alone in the Grim after s2‚ especially if he's going #to be in there more than an episode (not saying he will be. depends on the structure of the season. but you get it) #Like post meeting Sonic‚ this is the two tailed fox who thought of him and his situation #who in Sonic's absense built up this idea of creating a new home for them both‚ for just the two of them. Who spent Sonic's time away after #finding his place to make home (a goal for him) thought a lot about how excited he was to finally bring Sonic here and show him what he was #working on #This is the fox who wanted Sonic to share in his dream and wanted him to stay in seclusion with him *so badly* that he gave Sonic another #chance to choose to stay with him after Sonic had left to go fight in New Yolk #After that argument at the end of s2 how long do you think Nine would be able to sit in the Grim‚ sitting on the knowledge that he'll be #alone after achieving his dream #‚ before feeling very...lonely #And if being around Sonic makes him feel like he's not completely alone for the first time in his life‚ makes him consider being alone but #with someone else #What does he do when he wants to be alone and yet is plagued by loneliness? Creating robot versions of Sonic’s friends? He's never been #jealous of Sonic's friend count. It's not far fetched to say that he most likely made them in preparation for facing off with Sonic (perhaps #even to make him hurt) #And really‚ if he feels lonely but refuses to be around organic living beings. What better attempt to make it go away than by summoning and #fixing the robot copy of him (You know a robot who is like him but will never betray you or want anything other than what you want) #That's all I'm saying #And tbh I personally refuse to believe Chaos Sonic is done. Especially since his run was short and his removal from the story was sudden. I #think he has use as a plot device yet #anyways I'm rambling on sorry I have terminal brainrot

[myfriendtheghost]

had a GVF dream last night and naturally in my dream I had to log onto tumblr and tell everyone about my experience

so here I am fulfilling the prophecy

#I miss them 😔 #I dreamt that I went all the way to LA to see one of their shows at a small outdoor venue #very intimate and there was no pit !!! It was GA but no pit !!! CHAIRS #and the venue accommodated for my visual disability and let me in early so for the first time in my life I had a good view at a GVF show LOL #Jake was wearing the dragon suit from DIG #I think Sam was wearing his original DIG suit too? it was also black #Danny was wearing his Starcatcher outfit #and Josh was wearing a new jumpsuit that was white and BEJEWELED FROM HEAD TO TOE #it was sooo sparkly and pretty #so then they played a song and it was a cover (I don’t remember what song) and I was like well that’s kinda weird #and then oomf showed up and talked through the ENTIRE SECOND SONG (also a cover that I don’t remember) #and I was like well if he keeps doing this after the second song then I’m gonna tell him to be quiet #BUT THEN THEY LEFT AFTER THE SECOND SONG AND I WAS LIKE 🧍🏻‍♀️ #but then I was like … well that’s the best view I’ve ever had seeing GVF so at least there’s that #anyway I haven’t listened to the boys in a hot minute but I might have to jam out on the way to church idk! #after that I had a different dream that I flew to Texas with my friend and I wanted to go to the American Girl store so I did and he left me #behind and got another flight without me KDHSJSKA ?!???? #I had a lot of random and vivid dreams last night lmao #anywho…. love yall miss yall !!!! #life is finally calming down a bit but my depression is also starting to rear its ugly head again so WOMP #u win some u lose some

[bellarkeandclintashaandsuch]

Night Dream Episode 4

Another great, but too short, episode. They're 30ish minutes, but it's not enough!

But Dream's confusion and reluctance to believe Night likes him is starting to make sense if Night keeps kissing him and then leaving! And just never talking about it?!

Night looks at Dream with the most sincere expression and asks about his love story.

He says Dream's crush must love him too. And it starts cutting back and forth between the present and the stargazing scene. At which point, I was like, hmm we've already seen this. What else are we going to see here?

(Do you know he's in love with you, Night? Do you know you're in love with him? Who knows what?!)

And they're just staring at each other and getting closer to each other's faces. And Night's got his hand on Dream's wrist, and he's pulling him closer.

And then they're kissing IN BOTH SCENES! They kissed during the stargazing scene? They KISSED during the STARGAZING SCENE!

I don't know when that scene happened in terms of timeline. Like was that kiss why Dream was going to confess on Night's birthday?

But then Night stops kissing. And he looks away. And Dream wakes up alone and proceeds to be sad and distracted all day.

Night's so confused that he asks his friend at school about love, too. I wonder who's absence could hurt you, Night? Maybe think back to when Dream was gone for 4-5 years?

And we see Night and Dream staring at one another before Night leaves. But I wonder what happened. Did Night break up their kiss again? Did Dream? Why does this keep happening? How many times have these two kissed exactly? They both looked so sad and confused and hurt, so why?!??

Dream just sadly puts the wound tending supplies away :(

And we're left with Night's pondering face. But what is there to ponder, Night? You are in love with your best friend, buddy. Process that, so you two can be happy, please!

This guy is going to tell Namwan he likes her next episode? Why, Night! Did he really kiss Dream with tongue and then just never talk about it with him? What is going on in this man's head?!

I'm hoping it's a misleading preview. I wonder if maybe Dream tries to push him away again. And that's why he tells Namwan that. If he kissed Dream, and Dream told him that he likes Namwan, actually, then he must like Namwan, right? How many times can they kiss and not talk about it?

Other random thoughts for the episode, could Dream and his friends hear Night and Namwan talking? Did Dream think Night was agreeing to date her, if they couldn't hear? Because she was saying friend, but her hands were saying lover. I did really enjoy the two friends spying on Dream and Night and just going "Is it clear?" Yes, yes it is clear. I also loved Night asking if he would confess to his crush and bringing up how people in novels will try to confess but lose their nerve if they're interrupted, since Dream did plan on confessing to Night but got interrupted and then never did. Granted, the interruption was the death of his parents, so he had a lot on his mind at the time.

I really loved Night being ready to fight those bullies for Dream in the past and now. And how the one guy was taunting them by saying, what, are you his boyfriend? And Night's response was just "so what?" 🥰

#night dream #night dream the series #night x dream #dream x night #spoilers #episode 4 #i have so many questions #when night started pulling his hand away from dream's wrist? ouch 💔 #also night definitely said something in one of the stargazing clips #but we couldn't hear it and there were no subtitles #i wonder if that was an error or maybe it was heard in a prior ep and not relevant now #or maybe we'll hear it later? #i will say i'm excited for jealous night next week #but i hope it doesn't have love triangle vibes #i think there's only two episodes left 😟 #at first i thought they slept together when they showed Dream waking up shirtless #but Night left like that 😩 and now they're both sad 😭

[vegaseatsass]

I have to pry myself off the computer for real but tomorrow will someone please talk to me about Love Between Fairy & Devil now that I've finally watched it a year after the rest of the internet, and how Fairy Danyin is the best character, and Danyin/Changheng is the most lesbian (and/or gnc)/gay solidarity ship ever, and I am so stunned that they textually ended with Danyin admitting her original thing for Gods of War is that she wanted to become one herself - i.e. there was some "idk if I want to be him or be with him" to her Changheng pining - and with her demonstratively labeling Changheng her xiongdi???????? They are bros in every lifetime!! And should go on Chidi/Danyin Changheng/Ronghao double dates!!!

Someone please talk about this with me.... tomorrow.

#also was very into the canon ships. i wanted to hold out forever for xiao lanhua/jieli and i still do love them #but FIRSTLY yes ok dongfang qingcang and his cheekbones and his childlike innocence hidden beneath Devil robes compelled me #SECONDLY when shangque started getting jealous of jieli for thinking another man was stupid #and yelled like 'i'm the stupidest one here!!!' or something to prove he was the man of her dreams. he won me over forever. #ronghao committing all the war crimes for 30k years just so he could see his shifu again also compelled me #he makes an A+ sadface #but i was even more compelled by his ambivalent love for changheng #and i just can't get over how much danyin can be shipped with every woman in the story #who would have guessed it when she was first introduced? #SO many terrifically fun things done with her character #ily qu shui #xiao run died for you and the narrative confirmed that love was DEEP BROTHERHOOD #DEEP BROTHERHOOD!!! not last inning romance like i expected #but just the truest brotherly love which was stronger than anything that mortal felt for fairies he'd been dreaming about but barely knew #ok i think if i tag rambled for this long if i tag this it won't show up in the tags... sorry to fairy devil connoisseurs if it does #sorry but also if YOU wanna talk to me about my important danyin feelings please do feel empowered #clj

[oceandiagonale]

ingo from my dream, who fixed my class’s air conditioning, let me put his hair in little clips to amuse my students, and sat on the floor to watch a geology lesson 🥺

#oceandi speaks #ingo #I posted this on twitter but you know what tumbr needs to see it too #a POLITE TRAIN MAN........ #I'm always thrilled when faves show up in my dreams 🥺🥺🥺 #like omg hi............ #incidentally in an earlier part of that dream volo accidentally summoned a destructive spirit that started to erase the souls of everyone #in the entire underworld from ever having existed in the first place #as one does #I think ingo was there because I'm excited for him to show up soon though

[pebbledrat]

The longer I'm around the more convinced I become that Jill and Michael also had some kinda codependent-besties archetype thing going on?? they may or may not even have been aware of it, but like. they're kind of a matched set, you know? Frequently purchased together, do not separate them

#this is based more on vibe then evidence but like. boy oh boy is there evidence #you could look at how the Lovers archetype affected Raven and Lloyd when they got split up and then compare that to Michael spiraling #idk. obviously there are a lot of factors at play here but like. sort of chronologically- #they were trapped in the tower together and had to stay sane for each other. making up games together. trying not to crack. #she was his first friend. you know? #they show up to the dinner party together. they bring wine and scotch! (she taught him to drink) #(they used to laugh and drink and party together until suddenly they couldn't anymore) #jill takes the chance to admit to lloyd that she worries about michael. to which!!!! lloyd says!! at least he has you #jill and michael's well being has ALWAYS been interwoven #or like. or like. in act 6 in the final battle jill follows her own melody line bc she's ticked and this is personal #compared with michael who doesn't have a personal stake in this other than the playhouse crew being involved! #michael doesn't have his own melody. he sings to the love and a dream playhouse tune bc that's his motivation for fighting #UNTIL jill is in danger!! when Michael jumps in to save her he finally gets his own musical flavor in the song! then it's banjo boy time #idk. there was a lot of loss and multiple different traumas Michael went through after that. but suddenly he's alone again #at least he's not stuck in a swamp or a tower for years but. he's all the way back to square one. he's alone. he doesn't cope well with that #and while he misses all of them he really misses jill. at the worst of it he doesn't even want to reunite with lloyd and david #but like. he's in a real bad way. he's hit rock bottom and he carries so much guilt over not being able to help jill #to the point where even hearing that there's hope is crushing to him bc it means that there Was something he could've done #and he did nothing #he's devastated all over again not just bc he lost her. but bc he abandoned her. he failed her. #we don't have nearly as much about how jill is doing but we do have her song titled Michael about their early relationship #and the way they rely on each other #go listen to that and tell me the narrative wouldn't just eat that up and link their destinies and mental stability #they spent years in level five. you can't tell me they got away with all this unscathed #i definitely think losing son mi was a big part of why michael spiraled but this essay is about jill and michael specifically #hdhjdfhrjrdgtsg how long can post go (challenge mode) #pebble speaks #shaperaverse