.ᨘ۫.ꪶ 🩵 ۪→ 𝗗𝗘𝗣𝗧𝗛 𝗢𝗙 𝗖𝗛𝗢𝗜𝗖𝗘𝗦 - Hwang Hyunjin x reader
( 𝗦𝗨𝗠𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗬: ) You've planned your future with Hyunjin at a prestigious university in Seoul, but your parents seem to work to your disappointment.
( 𝗣𝗔𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚; ) Hwang Hyunjin x Fem¡reader
( 𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗥𝗘; ) a little angst at the beginning, fluff at the end ^-^
( 𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦; ) possible trigger, family Issues, insecurity.
( 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗𝗦 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧; ) 1.111 (approximately)
⊹₊˚ʚ❛Masterlist❜ɞ
( 𝗔𝗨𝗧𝗛𝗢𝗥'𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘; )
🤍 ۪→ Finally brought a chapter of my love Hyunjin! Remembering that English is not my first language, so forgive me if I have any spelling mistakes or the writing is a little formal ❣️
🤍 ۪→ Enjoy the chapter and I hope you like it.^-^
Her chin rests on her legs that are pressed against her chest, her hands trembling as she gazes at the letter she has so anxiously awaited these past few weeks. Her heart was pumping faster and harder as the anxiety seeped from her body, causing her skin to break out in tiny beads of sweat.
Opening it, her breath hitched and mixed feelings grip her heart. Happiness, sadness, anxiety maybe? Did not you know. You fought for it, it's common to feel happy. So why do you feel like crying?
It took weeks of studies and a lot of effort to pass the test. Her parents forced her to skip even a few meals so she wouldn't get "distracted", according to your words. It was exhausting, despite always doing her best to be the first in everything that - academically speaking - she does.
You take a deep breath, perhaps because your brain has convinced you that just a little more air will make your nervousness go away - which didn't do much good. In search of a little relaxation, her legs unconsciously take her to the kitchen in search of some water. After drinking at least two glasses, your hands rest on the island countertop as a sign of tiredness..
You look for your cell phone that rested a little far from you on the bench, seeing that it vibrated. The screen was already lit, the name "Jinnie🤍" being spotted by you, a nickname affectionately given to your boyfriend Hyunjin. You sigh wiping your face so you could be at least presentable to talk to him, even if he couldn't see you.
"Hyunjin?"
"Hey my love. I called because I wanted to ask if you wanted to meet me today. What do you think?" - he asks, his voice with a tone of tenderness that he always kept when talking to you.
"...Maybe, I needed to talk to you."
"Talk? What happened?"
"It's best to speak in person. When can you come?"
"Maybe...now? I'm out here." - He laughs amusedly, it was like him to randomly appear in his apartment, mostly weekends like now, because that was when her parents were away on business, usually.
"Okay, wait for me there." - you hurry towards the door, slightly smoothing your hair to at least look presentable. "Come in." - you try to smile, but it looks kind of desperate. Hyunjin frowns as he puts his phone in his pocket. He wraps you in his arms quickly, giving you no chance to back down. You welcome him, fitting perfectly into his embrace, resting your head on his chest.
"What happened? You're definitely not okay."
" I want to talk to you." - you walk away, closing the door and guiding him to the couch. When they sit down, he reaches out to hold your hands, realizing that the subject was not very comfortable for you. He smiles encouragingly, waiting for words from him.
"I... I- remember I told you I was thinking of going to university?" - He nods, waiting for his continuation. "I passed."
"What? Really? Ooh, congratulations, my love." - he hugs you happily, squeezing you proudly. But, feeling your rigidity, he gently pulls away. "But...why don't you appear happy? Wasn't it your dream to study with me at Seoul University?"
"That is the problem. I even took the exam for Seoul but...my parents forced me to go to Oxford."
"O-Oxford? In the UK?" - Hyunjin stares at the floor for a while, as if he's hyperventilating. You shake hands that haven't let go yet. He seems to react to the signal, looking at you with distant eyes. Her heart sank when she saw his disappointed face.
"You... you should go." - he answers.
"But-"
"Look, if you really want to go, there's no reason for me to stop you. Of course, it hurts to think about spending a few years away from you, but I can't deprive you of your decision. The choice is yours, not mine."
"My love..." - your eyes water more and more as you watch Hyunjin wipe away the falling tears. "Thank you for supporting me but... that's not what I want. You're right, going to Seoul University is my dream. I want to be close to you and I love Seoul too, you know? But at the same time, I don't want to let my parents down."
"...I completely understand how you feel. But, if you really want something, you can't compromise your future and dreams for your parents' dreams. It's in your hands, if you need to, confront them and know that regardless of the outcome, I'll be here. Because I'm the one who promised to be by your side to face all problems together with you. I love you, dear."
"I love you much more. Thank you so much, you know, for not giving up on me." - you lean your face in, brushing your nose against his, thus depositing an Eskimo kiss as a sign of your affection for him. You sealed your lips then, a simple but very loving kiss, causing a feeling of need for the other to tighten in your chest.
"Never."
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A year has passed since the moment when you had to make the most decisive choice in your life. You breathe in the fresh spring air that hovered over the Seoul University campus, smiling when seeing the familiarity that I felt when seeing the young people strolling through the green grass of the place while enjoying their youth with banal conversations or subjects about the next exam.
You feel Hyunjin's comforting arms around your shoulders as he sits down next to you on the bench, placing a kiss on your forehead before you rest your head on his shoulder.
Sometimes you catch yourself thinking about what it would be like to have chosen to travel to another country and live completely differently, but, seeing what Hyunjin's gaze brings over you and how much her arms bring a sense of pleasure and nostalgia, you couldn't help but think you made the right choice.
⊹₊˚ʚ❛original by:: @hyunjinners . Like × reblog❜ɞ
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