#i cant believe i deleted that one it was a good one

[kylesgarrick]

im going to kill myself

#WHAT THE FUCKKK #it was probs embrys alts #i hate everything #why cant yall believe in me #i need a new dad #im gonna cry #WHYY #golden gate bridge is gonna get a new visitor #never noticed how good rope would look as a necklace😳 #boutta pull a kurt cobain #pew pew #man #sleep with one eye open #im gonna delete the gaz fic just cus of this #sorry embry

[skitskatdacat63]

Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333 #he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today #this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!! #can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant #i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am' #this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!! #i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;; #okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH): #this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved) #its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph? #but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010) #its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves #seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his #so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better #whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it) #not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh #anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO #its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation #pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!) #i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such #boy king au

[ef-1]

I remember your girl edits from ages ago they were so good 😭 I can't find them anymore pleaseee the daniel one lives in my brainnnnmnnn

I posted it in 2020. How do you even remember that 🤯

here is girl!daniel from that post. i could write a dissertation about her but i wont (yet) also was conflicted about the intensity of her freckles, so here are both versions

#you cant find that post bc i deleted it #i believe max was the focal point of that post then 2 days later austria happened and i was do annoyed i nuked the post #i cant believe youve been here since i was 19 🥹❤️‍🩹 #girl daniel had my HEART okay. only woman #she wore a blazer to the interview bc she wanted to be taken seriously :) #she doesn't want her hair straightened but she doesnt stop the stylist when he starts straightening it bc she wants to seem agreeable :) #later she flirts with the interviewer bc she needs to make sure he'll stick to the script :) #he eats it up :) #weaponised flirting is a honed skill she developed at the v beginning of her career :) learned how to use the smiley girl thing :) #she doesnt know how to use weaponised flirting on people she ACTUALLY likes bc girl flopism representation is still important #when ai 🤝 facetune 🤝 me combine no one is safe #2020 was such a good year for genderbending though #miss ricciardo loml also

[fauvester]

daniel webstHER

#i cant believe I deleted that big tiddy goth gf dan post. self censorship kills #tcgf au #an earth master worth risking it All for #when I think 1840s + goth I got Spanish mantilla. so that’s what I tried to go for but I think it ended up looking more bridal lol #we workin we workin…. #the one day RYH convinces dan to use a female form. he is over the MOON #he knew his breastie - i mean br - i mean bestie would look SO good #fem dan is giving kid 20teens baddie brows and dark lip. with a very prominent nose. and DARK eye makeup

[no-light-left-on]

do any of yall have recommendations for corvosider fics that are not exactly set in the canon of the story? as in alternate takes on the story, full on aus, reimaginations, preferably where the outsider isn't a god? plot driven not pwp. I have an itch

#dh #corvosider #delete later #li.txt #honestly wont be mad even if its canon compliant I jut feel like Ive read all of those #especially post-doto I got sick once and just filtered everything that is post doto #cant believe i might need to write this myself #if you want a reference point for the kinda stuff that Im still down for: endlight. its a thom/daud fic but thats the kinda shit I vibe wit #or wyrmwood witch. thath ones also good. (please update</3)

[oscursed]

Not going to lie at all - I forgot I had another blog for a minute there until I saw a post about people abandoning blogs, which I had clearly done. Until I can get my real life stuff sorted, I'm going to be moving Harry over to my other blog (DENYDEFEAT). I'll move any drafts that you want over there (just let me know) but probably will just start him fresh. Sorry for all the flip flopping but multiple blogs is just not conducive to my life right now - switching between browsers really is like walking through a doorway for me where I completely forget what I was even going into the kitchen for, you know? So, if you wish to interact with my Harry, he'll be over there, and some of you already do follow me there so thank you. I have a lot of other Marvel muses, plus a whole variety of others there. I also understand if vast multis are not your thing (Pretty sure there's over 200 muses on that blog but I am not planning to count again), so add me on discord if you'd like to keep in touch. Otherwise, I hope you have the best of days moving forward.

#ooc / a whole ass yikes #to be deleted / trash #[ not deleting this blog because it's too good of a url tho ] #[ shout out to labwebs for that one i still cant believe it was available to this day ]

[pepprs]

ok. giving myself 4 minutes to make this post and then i finish my homework. i just am so deeply miserable. i really think i made a mistake. i should not be in grad school. i only took a year between this and undergrad and i am still so burned out and mentally ill. im working full time. im only taking one class and this program is supposed to be so good and aligned with what i want and all of that. but i just cant stand having homework. i just cant stand it. i think i am not cut out for academia even though i work in academia. i think i will never get better as long as im still living at home but i have to get better before i can no longer be living at home but i cant get better until im not living at home and every day i still live at home saps away at my will to live quite literally. i should not have started doing grad school without regaining my will to live. without restoring my love for reading and writing that i used to have voraciously when i was younger and less deeply miserable. without recovering from the burnout. i think i made a mistake. i need a masters degree so bad so that i can be safe but i need to not have fucking homework when i already struggle to get through my days without school. i feel so stuck in my life and hopeless and helpless. i dont know what to do

#purrs #i cant drop out or anything because. lol and this class isnt even that big of a deal like i TRULY am freaking out over nothing. but my life #situation is so bad rn bro like i cant get my parents to take me out to drive and i cant get myself to get my parents to take me out to #drive and every day i am guilt tripped berated etc etc and i feel like i am never ever ever going to be able to have my own life where i a #stable and safe and happy. it can happen for other people except for me and my siblings. i dont know. im not explaining anything well. #i just cant do this. i need to not have this one more thing on my plate but i have to because if i dont have a masters degree in my field i #am nothing even though everyone is telling me that isnt true and all of them are credible but im just so mentally ill i cant believe anyone #and icant accept any advice or hope or whatever good about me i just. am stuck. this is as good as it gets and its not even good. #delete later #that was 7 minutes not 4 and i didnt even write anything substantial. nutshell. i just have been so fucking depressed lately oh my goddddd #this is maybe too strong of a thing to say but like. i know it isnt technically neglect if i am an adult but... i think i may kind of be #neglected by my family in some ways a little bit and always have been but like. emotionally. like in the ways in which im never a priority #and the things i need are seen as burdens etc etc. and theres nothing anyone can do about it even myself because im an adult but like lol. #24 year old dependent moment <3 #well there is one thing i can do about it as an adult actually. its called move out. but that requires strength i will #never possess unfortunately due to the inherent flaws in my character and constitution so. guess this is it lawl 🥰 #side note (and i swear im done after this lol): i think i was doing a lot better mentally over the summer. funny how when the semester #starts i get depressed and the depression just gets worse and worse until the end of the semester 😻 funny how this is my seventh year like #this. willingly subjecting myself to this. that should be a clue no? but i love my job and if i could just have my job and be stable in it #would be happier but also im lying to mysaelf and i will always be unhappy but its because of my mental illness not my job being bad or #anything its like. i am just sick in the head with impostor syndrome and thats how i got myself into this whole mess. lol #well that and the not moving out thing which is partially my fault but also because i live in hell as described earlier! <3

[craycraybluejay]

Randomly a post I made in October is blowing up-- hi random peoples who like my good awesome take.

Anyway. I woke up at 4 and i cant sleep and my tummy hurts and i would bet you five whole dollars (im stingy and poor, fuck off) that it was from a nightmare im lucky not to remember and if i fall asleep again i will. like ik i need sleep to function but this shit is stupid and i feel well rested enough to do the important stuff. maybe i should habitually start smoking a little weed before bed-- it (usually) prevents dreams or at least remembering them. excaberated psychotic symptoms vs. ptsd. yay exciting choices. yknow what would really fix it tho. personally destroying the monsters who did that shit -_-. then if i had any "nightmares" it'd be bloody revenge and well then those arent nightmares theyre affectionate mental retellings. happy little dreams. a gory menagerie of evil. yeah yeah violence isnt justice blah blah but if healing requires forgiveness like you say it does then i dont want to heal-- i want to get even. i dont forgive what happened. it was needlessly cruel, an unnecessary abuse of power, and so deeply fucked up that it feels like it came straight out of one of those horror movies people vomit at. i dont forgive the "people" that made it happen, and i don't forgive the people who allowed it to happen, either. i don't forgive you for not caring enough and i don't forgive me for not being wise enough and adult enough at the time to get out of it but most of all i do not forgive the ones who directly did that and the knowing bystanders. god, i hate the bystanders. closing their eyes, shrugging their shoulders, "there's nothing i can do." there always is. sure yeah you think im so cool you care about me so much where the FUCK were you????? why should i feel bad for having to make Me or You decisions to survive. you looked the other way when it was just my survival vs. your biases and simple life. why should i hesitate to be selfish for my life when you're selfish for much less. and why am *I* the villain for wanting to eat and have a roof over my head and be treated with dignity and not be sick anymore but you're not for having all that with ease and still wanting to take more and give nothing? what in the world is the point of your power and nice things if all you do is hoard it and ignore everyone? even people you supposedly "love." i still don't forgive you. you could have at least tried. why are you entitled to protection and safety but i'm not. why are you entitled to your human rights and i'm not. why is it that you're so okay with this ugly picture. and you know what? i'd still burn the village to get you out of the hell i was in when you wouldn't lift a finger for me. because love is stupid like that. real love. anything less is cute bullshit.

#delete later #yes i will eternally resent you for not saving me #i didnt expect it from Them #but i was stupid enough to really expect it from you. to really believe you would #because you love me-- right? #because you don't want preventable horrible things to happen to me-- right? #i don't know what to believe anymore #the memories are coming back and i don't remember a single living breathing person who lifted a finger to help me #i just remember pain. and fear. and hopelessness. horror. terror. all of it #i remember pain. and not just the mental. sickness. hunger. the advancement of my illness from what it was before to what it is now #my body remembers when i forget #the stomach issues used to be not as bad. i still struggled but i could eat and i had some skin on my bones #after. well #after what happened it got so much worse #my body stopped trying to fix itself at all. everything hurts #eating hurts. not eating hurts. when i get anxious i want to hurl my entire stomach lining #i cant fix my illness but revenge will be a dish that doesn't hurt at all #and wouldn't it be nice to have one meal-- one day-- where it didn't hurt at all #i miss before. i miss when i could be scared of horror #i miss what it felt like to eat. it felt so good i think. i can barely remember now #mostly i miss not having this ambient paranoia whenever i talk to anyone or go anywhere or even really touch the internet at all in any way #it will happen again #is what it tells me. they want it to. stay away from them. #dont look at them dont talk to them but most importantly dont be yourself #no-- not that version of yourself either. none of them #they don't care about you. they just want their easy ignorant life and will happily sell you out #i'm tired. #i could settle for a lonely little life but i cant even have that because thats also Bad and also something i apparently #Deserve to be hurt over. i Deserve it see so its fine to do that to a human being #as it turns out the only animal without a soul is human

[joy-drops]

going back in my archive up to 8 years and i have some revelations

my blog was a lot more popular than i remember

brain blocked most of these memories because i was the young and ignorant kind of cringe 

#one good thing came out of my old tumblr era popularity #a kind follower got me a pot and pan set i still use to this day #if that person ever sees this i love and appreciate you #ALSO i had to delete all my old photos of myself #cant believe i posted so much of my FACE #FOR THE WORLD TO SEE #anyways my brain is fried from seeing old interactions with people i dont talk to anymore #my bs

[martinskiseyes]

.

#i really want to start being kinder to myself like i intentionally try to but #its so hard when there is so much rage towards my actions and i've come to the point that i do not see myself getting better long term bc #each time one thing turns out good it doesnt lead to any visible improvement and im back to square one #but still im telling myself 'despite all that despite everything and anything you have to be more understanding towards yourself' #because fr if being hard on myself had any potential to work out it would have worked out by now #another month is passing me by and i cant catch the days #i have to try to be more present. lets start from here and i have to not look at ppl my age and their life pace. i just have to be #here and now and believe i am doing ok #literally i will have to keep this mr groff's note xfhxj that went like i am here i am good and am learning to be a better person #blah blah to delete later #or not #mine

[drbtinglecannon]

FUCKING EGORAPTOR VOICED PAPA TITAN???

#oh god i had no idea it was him. fucking. omg. i cant believe fucking arin hanson was in toh #honestly not sure how i feel about it bc on the one hand he is a good va on the other hand hes kind of a pos that works w a creep #anyway ill probably delete this later i was just so fucking shocked by this i def thought it was someone else

[mothpile]

people will (fairly) make fun of urls that are just long sentences with lost of dashs (stuff like multi-fandom-au-trash-otaku . the like.) but i think we need to start upping the ante and going after people who make their url just somethingthat shits on people. "ooh i hate pan people!! oooh i hate asexuals!! hahaha!!" like. why would you make that your entire online schtick. for the love of god can you act normal for two seconds at least.

#litereally Livelaught love if these things DONT HURT PEOPLE. <-- ONE BILLIONEMPHASIS ON THIS. #i think being a hater is Okay and good even but like For shit like this? #man i cant believe. ''ooo how dare you use a spefic label that makes u feel comfortable'' . ? dude. #🤨 anyways. #delete later #moth talk

[barredandromeda]

i hate change id rather die

#people arent sticking to their usual selves stop messing w my mind #havent talked to some friends in a while and theyre wildly dif and its making me so irritated can we go back to how we were before #my obsession of waiting by the phone until someone messages me first is coming back in the worst way possible #the coincidences with k stopped and i barely even see him anymore and his clothing style is changing??? #hes becoming more normal popular whatever and its so boring please i need a loser boy go back to being that #mb i cant sleep and feelings are coming back but in a weirder way and i have like 2 projects due tmr im not done w and test #i need more friends but in the way of being irl that i can wave at during school and send them videos without talking fr #serenity wake up and come home bro literally ditch school just for me 🙏 believe in u bbg #omg sid is coming back tmr thank god i need my daily walks w him i literally tried w another guy today and it was not the same #bro was yapping ab love whatever idek 😭 told me ab his crushes which good for him ig but i barely know him idc 🙏 #insta wants me to stop liking k too cause it deleted all my past stories ab him when i tried to make a highlight #is it so hard to have everyone obsessed with me all the time. cant people just pay attention to me forever #i forgot what i said in this post whatever im deleting it later anyway #post #erics tag #delete later #cringingg that people know stuff ab me and why i am the way i am. maybe they should all die so it becomes a secret again #literally why did i ever talk anything out with anyone other than serenity thats so fucking stupid no shit shes the only good one #thats a lie i love attention i just hate asking for it i cant even be bothered to say more bro im so exhausted but not in a sleeping way yk #kindividual posting

[darkclouud9]

no red hood so I have to make changes but heehee Pearlie cosplay (kinda)

also I got a fish pen and I was like, damn that'd actually go really well with Pearl bc of the fish she refused to pick up because of her task 🥰

#i tossed between my pink and white gloves for Pearl #decided on pink but they sorta blend in with my skin #once again had to use my door as a backdrop bc the light where i first took a photo mase it so you couldn't see the gloves at all #this took so many tries so many photos #theres one i actually liked. i was smiling for once woag and it actually looked pretty good and i cant believe it. #but itll never see the light of day 🥰 #wearing my favourite shirt. for a while ive thought of using it for a Pearl cosplay bc it has a bunch of moons and stuff on it #i like it #cant forget the hood <3 #<- i did at first oops #also the necklace choker thing has stars on it. i have another one with a moon on it but i couldnt get it at an angle where it was distingui #-shable #my hair is up in a half pony but the hair that was out kept getting in the way so i had to shove my long thick ass hair down my shirt #lol #i tried to paint Pearl over my face. but proportions. *shivers.* #also like how you can see my glasses in the 'silhouette'. they stick out 😭 #thought i had something else to talk abiut but i forgot. may delete later <3 #kinda nervous abt posting bc. its me. and sure ive posted me before. but. this is different. #also idk how people will react to a not 'THATS [CHARACTER]!!!!!!' cosplay. bc. she doesnt quite look like Pearl now does she. #i used to want to work with wigs but i can barely work with my own hair and i dont think i could maintain even one wig #so nuh uh

[diordeer]

౨ৎ HOW YOU GET THE GIRL

“i want you for worse or for better, i would wait for ever and ever, broke your heart, i'll put it back together, i would wait for ever and ever” - taylor swift (smau)

contains: charlie bushnell x fem!reader, where they both star in taylor swift’s ‘how you get the girl’ music video (i accidentally made the bsf so bitchy so have fun with that)

description: we are doing our yearbook quotes… do u guys think “tell me your deepest fantasies: 8-12 hours of uninterrupted sleep” is okay?! or is it cringey bc this is STRESSING me out!!

requested by: anon 🫣

yn.ln just posted on their story

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Direct Messages:

taylorswift: 😘😘

↳ yn.ln: love uuu!

user1: UMMM WHAT IS THIS?!

↳ yn.ln: idk 🤷‍♀️

user2: U AND MISS TAYLOR? GIRL WHAT IS HAPPENING

user3: ugh ur jacket is gorg

iamcharliebushnell: i cant wait!!

↳ yn.ln: im actually like about to combust

bsf: i still think ur lying about this

↳ yn.ln: i cant believe u would think that of me 😢

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taylorswift ‘how you get the girl’ (taylor’s version) music video out now!! with my lovely lovely cast yn ln and charlie bushnell 🩵🩵

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yn.ln this was literally the funnest thing to film everrr!

↳ iamcharliebushnell i miss you!!

↳ yn.ln miss u too 😣😣

user1 GUYS WTH IM GOING CRAZY

selenagomez love u 😘😘 so proud!

user2 THE LONG AWAITED MV

user3 dare i say best music video so far

sabrinacarpenter another release another world record 😍

↳ yn.ln girls unreal

user4 I WANT U FOR WORSE OR FOR BETTER

↳ user2 I WOULD WAIT FOR EVER AND EVER!!

user5 CHARLIE AND YN AND TAYLOR?! I CANT.

↳ user6 my 3 fav people 🫣🫣

user7 im in love with director taylor era

gracieabrams aahhhhh!!!

user8 this music video gave my eyes ecstasy

user9 yn and charlie are so cute together 🥺

↳ user10 kinda ship them !!

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yn.ln i’ll open up the door and say are u insane?!?! (I love you so so much taylor thank you for letting me have anything to do with you, and being a part of this mv!!)

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taylorswift i love our little gossip sessions

↳ yn.ln im always free for one 📞

↳ user2 what i would do for a gossip sesh with taylor

iamcharliebushnell its been a long six months 😢

↳ yn.ln it has and i must see u NOW

↳ user1 and u were too afraid to tell her what u want!!

user6 the editors having a field day with this one

bsf so u werent lying 🤨

↳ yn.ln i told u i wasnt 😣

↳ bsf ok well now u HAVE to let me meet taylor swift

↳ taylorswift 😉😉

user3 yn in the first pic!! 🩵

user4 and the hottest onscreen couple goes to 🏆

↳ user5 and offscreen!!

↳ user4 are they together?!?!

↳ user5 no… but did u see how they looked at eachover in the vid?? No acting can do that 🙏

user7 well now i need a romcom with these two ASAP

↳ yn.ln I WISH

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iamcharliebushnell thank you so much taylor swift for letting me be apart of this project! and thank you yn for being such a great partner to work with😋

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yn.ln ugh i know we are unstoppable

↳ iamcharliebushnell so unstoppable i might do a backflip on stage

↳ yn.ln I BEG

↳ taylor.lautner 🤸

↳ yn.ln i love you taylor

taylorswift you are so so amazing!

user1 anyone else notice how everyone has posted the usual pics for the instagram posts but charlie is only posting him and yn together (and ofc taylor)

↳ user2 their chemistry a bit too good 🧐

↳ user3 IF THEY GOT TOGETHER I WOULD GO FERAL

leahsavajeffries OMG!

user4 taylor told u how to get the girl… you acted out how you get the girl… now you have to go get the girl!!!!

walker.scobell man gets cast as the villain in MY show and now HE gets the music video with his celeb crush 🙄

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↳ iamcharliebushnell walker…

↳ yn.ln 👀

dior.n.goodjohn WALKER HAS NO FILTER LMFAOOO

taglist: @lostinhisworld @lizziesfirstwife @auttumnsayshi @silkenthusiasts @taygrls @kidkrowk @kanojous @niktwazny303 @highfidelities

#charlie bushnell x reader #luke castellan x reader #percy jackon and the olympians #smau #social media au #aesthetic #taylor swift #how you get the girl #instagram

[alanaaii]

Bae-cation w connie. ☆

nsfw 1st smut , choking

You and connie decided to start getting ready for your flight the night before so you could make sure you had all of your stuff. you stuffed your juicy couture suitcase with all of your essentials and non essentials. as you struggled to close the bag, connie just sat there and chuckled. “you packed too much mama“ “no i packed what i needed“

you continue to try different positions to zip it closed. “you NEED to take some of that unnecessary shit out“ you paused. was this nigga getting sassy?

“i’ll slap the tattoos off of you connie, don’t play wimme” he shook his head as he came over and helped you close the suitcase. connie was right. you did pack a lot of unnecessary things, but you was going somewhere you’ve never been before so it made sense. after getting it closed, you and connie made eye contact. “and who tattoos are you gonna slap off?”

something about his intense gaze made you feel tingly inside and out. you wanted to say fuck this mean acting y/n and kiss him on his pink pretty lips—but you had too much pride. “yours.” with a swift motion connie gripped onto your neck (dw u can still breathe.) and stared you down. you basically melted into his hand. you couldn’t keep eye contact anymore, you looked everywhere but his eyes. “what’s wrong ma? can’t keep your eyes on me?“ you knew he was right. you couldn’t. he was toooo damn fine. both of your lips slowly touched as connie softened his grip. a what was suppose to be a quick kiss turned into a long messy ‘n wet kiss. as he released his hand from your neck completely, you pulled away from the kiss. “you can’t kiss me like that mama..i want more” you smirked and grabbed his hand, making him follow you to your shared bedroom. you could barely make it into the room before connie picked you up and plopped you onto the bed. Your lips connecting once again for part 2. you pulled away for a split second to remove your shirt. he massaged over your breast, using his thumb and finger to pinch the bud causing you to moan inside of connie’s mouth as you feel your panties dampen. connie loved your moans, they turn him on so much he cant control himself. he takes his hands and slides your laced panties down—throwing them to godknowswhere. “mmhm you so pretty y/n.” connie felt how wet you were, slowly sliding one finger in. you gasp as he slides his finger in and out of you. you feel your orgasm building up before you were suddenly left empty. “connn” you whined. all of that emptiness turned to fullness once he slid his long tanned dick inside of you. you couldn’t believe how full connie made you. “t-too much conniee” “cmon ma, you know you can take it.” connie let you get adjusted before beginning to thrust into you. at first his strokes were slow ‘n sweet—at first—letting out your pretty and soft moans before he became rough. his thrusts got faster and hitting wayy deeper. you could feel his dick hitting all of your sweet spots. “talk to me, tell me how much you love this dick” connie felt your pussy sucking him in as he rubbed circles around your clit with his thumb. you couldn’t say a word. connie just felt too damn good. “since youn wanna talk, ima make her talk to me” connie sped up his thrust as you began to see stars, you knew you were coming to your end. you felt your blood rushing before you squirted on connie. wetting the bed and his shirt. you repeated connie’s name as if you were summoning him. it felt so fuckin good. after a few moments of silence, connie breaks it. “all good?” you shook your head yes, your eyes droopy and clearly ready to rest. “well better get cleaned up, we got a flight to catch tomorrow.”

i lowkey don’t like this that much..pls let me know if you do because i will either delete this or never make another smut 😭

#connie x black reader #connie x reader #plug connie #connie x black y/n #connie springer #aot x black reader #aot x y/n #aot connie #black reader #connie smut #lanaworks