#i do a lot of angst can you tell

[hella1975]

you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself

#THIS FIC WAS WRITTEN FOR ME SPECIFICALLY #BURN IT ALL DOWN BY DOROTHYCANFLY ON AO3 THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY TOP 5 FICS OF ALL TIME EVER #IT'S GOT THE BEST DABI CHARACTERISATION IVE EVER COME ACROSS IT'S GOT REALLY WELL WRITTEN DABIHAWKS #THAT FITS BOTH OF THEM LIKE THEY'RE MEAN AS HELL ABOUT IT AT FIRST #IT'S GOT STUPIDLY DEVOTED TOUYA-SHOUTO IT'S GOT PROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER TOUYA #IT'S GOT MENTAL ANGST WRITTEN LIKE A DREAM THE WRITING IN GENERAL IS INSANE #IT'S ACTION PACKED BUT DONE WELL SO THAT IT'S NOT TEDIOUS IT'S FUNNY IT'S GOT TWISTS #IT'S KEEPING ME ON MY TOES I NEVER KNOW WHAT'S COMING OR HOW FAR THE AUTHOR IS WILLING TO GO #IVE LITERALLY READ 300K WORDS IN TWO DAYS AT THIS POINT LIKE I AM ABSOLUTELY FINISHING THIS TONIGHT #WHAT THE FUCK EVEN AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF AFTER THIS #EVERY NEW THING THAT HAPPENS LITERALLY HAS ME GETTING UP TO PACE ABOUT #I CLOCKED OUT OF MY MUM TELLING ME OFF EARLIER BC I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC #DO U KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS BASO JUST SIGNED MY DEATH WARRANT BUT I DIDNT CARE #losing my goddamn mind respectfully <3 if anyone has read this pls yell with me about it #and if anyone knows mha and wants a fic rec PLEASE let it be this one it's my fav mha fic ever and ive read A LOT #it gets quite smutty in the middle but if that's not ur thing the author tws very well and u can kinda just scroll #so that u still get the important character developments without it being just pure smut lol #god this FIC. holding it in my fucking fist and squeezing the everloving life out of it im going INSANE #i cant remember the last time a fic got me this way im literally giggling about it all #HE FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN THEY TOOK THIS MANGLED BLOODY BOY AND SAID WE LOVE YOU #YOU ARE GOOD YOU CAN STAY YOU CAN REST NOW WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HE CHOSE THEM! HE CHOSE THEM! #OVER HIS REVENGE AND HIS RAGE HE CHOSE THEM! IM GOING TO BE VIOLENTLY SICK #like the author LETS DABI BE A CUNT. the first chunk of the fic he's actively not a good person #and his coping mechanisms are shot to shit and we WATCH HIM GROW FROM THAT i have cried several times over the most mundane shit #goddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAKSJFJKAGSFIUAHGJKAKG #mha #fic rec

[whisperinggbreeze]

(Spoilers for pretty much all of TGCF)

Xie Lian was angry. He was angry. He was so angry. He was angry, he was angry, he was angry, he was—

He was not angry at Wu Ming, the boy who kept changing his life and was now either purposely torturing him or failing to remember.

He wasn’t even angry at White No-Face. Bai Wuxiang. He hated him, he hated him, but he was not angry at him.

Xie Lian had stopped being angry at anyone a long time ago. He felt nothing towards anyone.

(That couldn’t be true. He hated, he had always hated, ever since he had been reborn. He hated, he hated, he hated—)

White Flower Collecting Souls had nobody to blame but himself. He was angry. He was angry. But he had always been angry at himself. When he was young, he was angry at others. He was angry at Mu Qing for leaving him, angry at Feng Xin for listening to him and leaving in the end as well, angry at his father, angry at his mother, angry at his Guoshi, angry at the heavenly emperor, angry at the gods, angry at heaven.

Angry at the ghost who had torn down Xianle like a poorly constructed gold foil palace.

But that was many centuries ago. Xie Lian had grown out of his anger. He was only ever angry at himself, and that really couldn’t be considered anger at all.

Anger was foolish, nonsensical, unnecessary. It wasn’t a strong enough word. Xie Lian hated himself, despised himself—

Right, he’d gotten off track. He was thinking about Wu Ming. Hua Cheng.

“Oh dear,” Xie Lian sighed, just now taking in his surroundings and remembering how he’d been screaming and tearing up the room he stood in just a few minutes ago. His throat was raw. He did not feel it. He did not feel anything.

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another extract for the calamity!xl / god!hc au! why did I start on chapter 2 before finishing chapter 1, you might ask? to that I say: please don't ask it'll make me sad :( (I do have the rest of chapter 1 vaguely planned out, so I might post another extract for that at some point)

as you can tell, the POV switches; currently I plan to switch every chapter but that might change depending on what POV fits the story better at that moment

i am slowly working my way through world building and story planning! ill be completely honest, this project was a spontaneous one so I kind of just jot down and incorporate ideas as they come lmao

#sorry for the angst xie lian its in the tgcf fanfic handbook #do it for the fans #you can tell i am not an organized writer #but i am genuinely having a lot of fun with this story so far #tgcf au #tgcf xie lian #tgcf #tgcf fanfiction #tgcf fanfic #tian guan ci fu #mxtx tgcf #mxtx #mxtx fanfic #calamity xie lian #god hua cheng #fanfic excerpt #also did i lay there in bed for 10 minutes trying to come up with a calamity name for xl? maybe #but i kind of like this name #i feel like the flower along with “collecting” souls rather than a more malicious synonym works well for xl #because of how he's underestimated a lot in canon #and seen as very kind and delicate #and then he fucks your shit up

[mobius-m-mobius]

a mr tesseract thought: the tva has so many infinity stones… just sitting there… they might not notice a handful of paperweights go missing

Anon you've got my full attention 👀👀

Absolutely living for all the renewed Mr. Tesseract theories and origin stores going around because he's just too perfect to continue the current story!?? I'd always pictured a Mobius variant eventually entering the picture, having succumbed to the power of the Tesseract after needing to save Loki in some way but never in a million years imagined before now that *our* Mobius could end up in that exact situation...

Plus tbh I almost feel Loki going about their self-sacrifice in such an isolated way, reliving all those centuries determined to find a solution without involving anyone else, had an obviously noble goal but a means in such a misguided way which has almost ensured Mobius will do something similar.

Mobius isn't okay. He's on a timeline that can never be his (partially to escape the memories of Loki by his side everywhere he looks in the TVA and hopefully so that back in the flow of time Loki can at least see him again as some form of company still), looking at a life I think he greatly admires but wouldn't personally want even given the choice, and seemingly the only one left directionless and without purpose with Loki being gone.

It wouldn't be a stretch to think loneliness would turn to frustration (because he's done nothing but repress *everything* in the past and deserves to finally burst and be angry and figure out how to express his emotions), confusion, and finally desperation at the thought he might be the only one who cares enough to burn things to the ground in an attempt to either find Loki again or bring him home. I've been headcanoning that similar to Loki in the last episode, Mobius will start putting himself more and more at risk searching for a solution and cut everyone at the TVA off while doing so to keep them from worrying about what he's getting involved in and stop him, which of course eventually leads right to the Tesseract as potentially one of the only methods left of traveling to what I assume is the end of time or somewhere similar.

Bonus points if Loki is watching every moment, unable to do a thing as the Mobius he knows slips further and further away while experimenting with the Tesseract until finally he can't see him on the timeline at all anymore, and as he mourns a crackle of blue energy opens nearby. Loki immediately realizes what's happened and calls desperately for Mobius, but when the figure who exits steps closer he's all cold, hard lines and an blank, electric blue stare. Temporary amnesia v4.0 let's go but make it even more angsty this time 😂😅 Eventually the Power of Love™ wins out of course but that's pretty much my dream arc for now!

#can you tell this is something that's been on my mind since like... the day after the finale asfjflksk #and don't get me wrong there's every chance the tva gang will reunite and work on a solution together to save the day which is great too lo #but i love angst mr. tesseract and exploring mobius' feelings so honestly feel like he deserves to live his worst life for a while #meaning give in to anything and everything he hasn't allowed himself to do or feel for a millennia or more #also owen clearly enjoys variety in his work and would be INCREDIBLE embodying someone more villainous for a while #thank you so much for this ask btw and letting me get this off my chest even though you absolutely wouldn't have expected such a long reply #well or maybe you did because it's me haha #but regardless tysm again and sending lots of love your way!! hope there's a great day ahead 💖 #ask #loki spoilers #just to be safe even though it's mostly just me rambling as usual lol

[bandtrees]

my opinion on the manga-to-anime mogami arc adaptation changes depending on who im talking to. when it’s people who lament them getting rid of the more brutal parts i have my whole speech about how mogami shouldn’t be this cartoonishly violent strawman who just wants to play dirty and an important part of his character is that, while he’s wrong, he has genuine points that mob needs to hear that help further his development through the season and that’s better expressed when mogamiland is more down to earth and realistic and not just senselessly brutal and knife twisting

however when it’s people who discredit the arc just because of its darker tone and because bad things happen to mob i just go like “YOU KNOW WHAT? THEY SHOULDV KILLED TWO CATS”

#babbles #mp100 #mp100 meta #ig #mob psycho 100 #mogami arc #keiji mogami #picked this from stuff sammi says cuz we go on this bit a lot lol bless em #also it does bug me when people just treat mogami like he’s pulling shit out of his ass #cuz his presence is more than just’bad guy mob needs to Prove Wrong’ #they learn from eachother!!! mogami tells mob advice he needs to hear and mob makes him become a better person next time we see him #obviously not great by any means nor do i even think mogami’s RIGHT but. idk i don’t like ppl just making him #Look At This Wrong Evil Bad Guy Doing Wrong Evil Things n making him like generic angst torture machine #he has a personality and strong morals and that’s a very important thing about him #he’s not just a Bad Guy(tm) you can slot anywhere for Le Angst #sorry i love mogami I have demons.

[blueflyingturtleontheway]

Honestly HOW COME that Mia and Me barely has any fandom on this website it has everything

Started in 2010s? Check

Interesting art style? Inspired by Gustav Klimt's artworks

Magic? Is fantasy world of elves and unicorns enough or should I also mention runic prophecies, dragons and bug people?

Drama? Whatever the heck happens between the main three almost all the time but especially in the first season

There's even a pathetic teenage boy interested in magic, a scrunkly snake sexyman and disabled representation! (Although I'm not qualified enough to judge its quality)

#my post #babbling blue #mia and me #can you see which brainrot came back to me #yes thats because of the movie #and really this show is just so good #and thats the thing its just good #like you can just pleasantly watch it to relax cause its quite wholesome #or you cam delve into all the unexplained lore and angst! #and patch up all the plotholes that dont make the show less enjoyable but do leave lots of room for headcanons #and i have to mention polytheus again because oh my goodness #TELL ME YOUR SECRETS SNAKE MAN #honestly there is so much lore there thats just #never explained #theres a land of dark elves #apparently more than one island of regular elves? #somehow there is only one merchant in the whole kingdom #what even are the manculuses how did they come to exist #where do bug people come from #whats rixels backstory #who created mias bracelet and the book #whos the oracle???? #DOES CENTOPIA REALLY EXIST OR DOES IT EXIST ONLY IN THE BOOK #TELL ME YOUR SECRETS FAIRY SHOW

[kyouka-supremacy]

Anyways. Where is the hurt / comfort fic of newly started dating sskk with Atsushi being his usual kind self always delivering little compliments to Akutagawa including (but not limited to) praising his fighting skills that results in Akutagawa growing increasingly frustrated and angry and depressed and Atsushi being entirely clueless on what he's doing wrong until they finally have an heartfelt talk about it and Akutagawa admits it saddens him because he can't believe any praise in his regards can be genuine because he knows he can't do any good. Where is it

#I like how 1) Akutagawa being deeply insecure about himself and especially his fighting skills #and 2) Atsushi openly admiring how strong Akutagawa is are both things that are canon #Uh! It sure does not have anything to do with them being in love! #I think a lot about the chapter 51 Dazai telling Akutagawa “can you show me that you're at least a bit more capable now”– #and episode 9 Dazai “not to mention that useless ability of yours” #Like Akutagawa has literally been told nothing he does is of any worth all his life #Plot twist but that might actually be also why he's so mean with Higuchi: #being constantly told he's strong and amazing in his fucked up mind only sounds as a reminder of how untrue that is– #and how weak he actually is #And nota bene it's not about him getting angry at Atsushi or Higuchi because he believes they're lying to him #(okay probably a little that too) #but mostly it doesn't matter if they actually believe it or not– #because that won't change the reality that it isn't true‚ that he's incompetent and inept etc etc #So in his mind it only uses of a reminder of how weak he his‚ how undeserving of love he is #So yeah. angst #atsushi nakajima #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #bsd #bungou stray dogs #mine #q. #It's like I always say actually the journey of Atsushi and Akutagawa towards loving each other– #is a journey of Atsushi and Akutagawa learning to love themselves and I think that's beautiful #22/05/22

[non-un-topo]

Lately all I’ve wanted to write is dark stuff, but not in the fun way. I think it’s the mental illness acting up again.

#all jokes aside i can tell something's getting bad and worse. eek... #can't finish a wip for the life of me but i can keep getting ideas for massive stories with a lot of serious elements. #like. when i say 'dark' i don't mean major character death or heavy angst or something that would warrant a dead dove tag #i just mean thematically grim and serious and violent. not very fun to read. #y'know it might have something to do with the music i listen to. hard to say but that might be part of it. #i just cannot do fluff and romance right now. i'm in a weird mood today. #i'm also just very upset that i can't seem to finish a wip and my wrist pain is too bad to draw. might try drawing later anyway though... #you know what. i should just write an original story at this point. #but blorbos... #when am i not gonna be depressed lol

[harri-etvane]

Every.

Single.

Time.

I post a new chapter of this ridiculous not-drabble series thing I started because I ""wanted to write something to mark being on AO3 for year""

I just want to delete it IMMEDIATELY

🙃

#whinging whinging whinging endlessly #i am not good at short form #i can do you a 1k piece of angst and sadness guv #thats ur lot #variety? who is she i dont know her #i keep!!! retreading the same scenarios!!! but with LESS words!! #someone tell me to STOP writing about that PAINFUL press conference from Maks POV

[orcelito]

Honestly I have realized that 99% of my shipping of vashwood comes from trimax. Yea I vibed with it while watching tristamp but trimax is what took my utter heart and soul

It's to the point where I just don't rly enjoy tristamp vashwood that much anymore hfkshfjd like. OK? Those sure are some dudes. Not My dudes tho, sorry.

#speculation nation #i'll still reblog the fanart if it's good. but yea it just ain't what im about anymore. #i feel like the worst vashwood perceptions r found within tristamp only fans anyways #(this post tangentially related to the post i just reblogged) #tristamp only fans see these two and are like 'this is the Angry Buff Dude and the Tiny Pixy Man' #which pretty much erases like everything they stand for? while also supporting racist caricatures. #not all tristamp only fans do this btw but i have definitely seen it much more around there. #meanwhile trimax vashwood is just like. this is an old married couple. theyre so hopelessly Goofy. #the angst is off the CHARTS. the love even more so. #they very genuinely love each other in trimax In Canon and that's what really gets me. #plus theyre pretty similar in height and build. Adult Men!!!! i like this ship for Adult Men!!!!! #idk this also relates to that post i made yesterday about fandom perception of vash being an innocent uwu virgin #despite being 150 or so years old. & they'll also make wolfwood some sex god or whatever #when comparatively hes been an adult for a MUCH shorter time than vash. my dude's still a pretty young adult ok #and you wanna tell me he's got more sex experience than the 150 year old dude????? ok... #lol im just complaining at this point. i have very specific views of my ideal version of this pairing #and a lot of fandom portrayals are starting to bother me bc of it. #so im just writing my own vashwood my own way. rn focusing on vash being a rounded person #yes having some childish aspects. but also some mature aspects. he's a goofy adult. it can exist simultaneously. #looking forward to when wolfwood finally comes in. i hope to do him justice.

[isekyaaa]

Going through my favorite webtoons, my recommendations are (in no particular order):

The Tyrant's Sister

The Villainess Flips the Script!

Mother's Contract Marriage

I'll Save This Damned Family

Marriage of Convenience

Saving My Sweetheart

Bring the Love

Seducing the Monster Duke

Little Miss Sidekick

My Father, the Possessive Demi-God

Honorable Mentions:

I've Reincarnated Into a Handmaiden!

A Talented Maid

Your Ultimate Love Rival

The Fantasies of a Stepmother

A Wicked Tale of Cinderella's Stepmom

Villains Are Destined to Die

For Better or For Worse

#rambles #all of these are/will eventually be romance #looking at my list of faves though i honestly didn't.... realize my taste in romance and relationships were like.... #more relationships of equality haha #for the most part independent and a strong (not feminist strong) mcs #and male leads that for the most part let the mcs do what they want #the mcs are not necessarily women that can do anything and everything falls in their favorite #they're not necessarily headstrong or super smart or calculated #the relationships are not necessarily heavily skewed to one side of the other #i-if u ignore 'what it means to be you' #don't read that one if you dislike angst and no comfort but like the payoff is sooooooooOOOOOOOO GOOD #the honorable mentions are things that i generally did like but had flaws in some way #but still otherwise pretty good #the 'mother's contract marriage' and 'my father the possessive demi-god' have actual non isekai'd/reincarnated kids as the mc #the first one the mc is absolutely lovable and cute but not in a forced and annoying way. you can tell she's a kid but she has depth #the second one is like.... wow. i love the bond between the sisters in the second one and just mc in general. i just really it a lot

[b-rainlet]

In my humble opinion Gwen and the guy she nearly killed with a rock to the face should become best friends

#I actually would've enjoyed Finney dying and another kid taking his place (in that scenario rock child) #And it's like one of those fucked up timeline movies where you follow Finney but then you find out he's actually dead too #And the kid who's been helping his little sister is the next victim #And Finney is they key to finally beating the Grabber only he won't live to see it #Or even having the hug scene play out but Gwen is just seeing things and Finney actually died #Can you tell I live for angst #the black phone #horror tag #(also the Grabber wasn't as hot as expected but the movie was really good) #(Do not go into the tags tho unless you're prepared to block a lot of antis)

[ingo-appreciation]

Soooooo. Genuine blog poll here.

Do y’all like. Need me to tag angst or like. Any other specific character things along those lines???

I was kind of assuming if someone needed me to tag something they’d ask and like that was cool, of course I’d do it, and I. Kind of didn’t get what the big deal with angst was?? Like I’m sure there’s a lot of angst around but I didn’t get why people were so upset over something I thought was just a matter of preference

Aaand today I learned I have a pretty high angst tolerance and I’m not the generally normal experience and I have just been blissfully unaware of this so. Whoops????

But yeah like. Leave a comment, rb, send asks or whatever for shit I need to tag, or if I even need to tag shit, I genuinely didn’t know this

#not ingo #this is literally the aspec experience of learning shit allos Actually Do all over again #LISTEN. I HAVE FRIENDS WHO CANT DO ANGST #AND I WAS LIKE OH YEAH I CAN UNDERSTAND NOT LIKING ANGST I LIKE SOME COMFORT WITH MY HURT AND GENERALLY LIKE HAPPY ENDINGS #it’s just a preference thing they don’t like angsty content #we can have an occasional Ow That Hurt together but nothing too hard n or too often #and lately I’ve been seeing all these things about pla angst and how there so much of it and people need to tag and I was just #so confused???? #like I get telling this to your mutuals or asking someone you follow but I was like #why is there so much stuff about people just having a different preference #AND IT TOOJ TIL LITWRALLY NOW WITH MULTIPLE CONVERSATIONS AND MY WIFE LITERALLY SHAKING ME GOING #NO LILAC U DUMMY THAT SHIT HURTS TO SEE A LOT MORE THAN YOU THINK IT DOES #this is so wild to me I am a fool I have been bamboozled I thought I was the default ish experience

[thedreamparadox]

REALA angst?? Now I'm REALLY interested. Do tell.

Reala spent ~7-8 years brainwashed by Wizeman and is suffering a giant gap of lost time in their memory as a result. On top of that, the reveal that they'd been actively mind controlled and their body used like a puppet hit home that Wizeman is a piece of shit, actually, and they weren't exactly ready for that. Like yeah, Wizeman had been off an on torturing them for give or take 80 years (I never did pick an exact timeframe of how long NiGHTS was in the Ideya palace, it's been a bit, they missed the invention of computers while they were in there), but that was totally their fault anyway.

Most Reala angst that I've got even a vague idea of ever writing if I get around to it is dealing with the fact they were pretty much the victim of very systematic physical abuse along with severe emotional manipulation. Their entire worldview was shattered when they realized what had actually happened with that persona mask of theirs and then reality finally set it. Reala has known nothing beyond service to Wizeman for their entire existance. Unlike NiGHTS (secret rebel, general interest in humans before hand) and Jackle (dodging consequences via invulnerability and Wizeman ruling them out as a viable servant because Jackle got very good at playing up their neurodivergency very quickly), Reala was pretty much a workaholic. Either terrorizing Dreamers, stealing Ideya, terrorizing and eating Nightopians, or napping every once in a while. If they'd known about coffee, they would have been mainlining it just to keep their productivity up.

Reala very much has no idea how to function without orders. They're dealing with a lot. Pretty much the only thing they did on their free time was terrorize Dreamers. They picked a favorite every couple of years and tormented them off and on just to deal with their own emotions which were generally pretty screwed up over their twin being a traitor and all the stuff Wizeman was doing to them but they were internalizing as their fault because Wizeman is the worst dad ever actually. (This is why Reala's lair is connected to Elliot's Nightopia. Reala thought Elliot was a pretty entertaining target to terrorize for no real reason. Kid should be really glad he was naturally good at consealing his Ideya.)

So yeah. Reala angst lol

#from the author;; #i don't have the strongest muse for reala which is suffering #what can i say one of my muse types is #“artificial being with trauma” #i blame the first pokemon movie entirely #my muse pile containing vanitas and the riku replica should tell you a lot #reala has some juicy angst potential. the entire franchise does honestly #reala post JoD is a tiger turned loose in the wild after being in a cage for a decade #has no idea what grass is or what to do with it

[nicolos]

Please talk about your fic! The premise sounds awesome!

Ahh thank you!!

So it's set during the clone wars, with a few small changes because - no Anakin. I'm going with the theory that some of the specific things that happened were targeting Anakin specifically, but Palps had no role in his birth, so he literally doesn't know he exists. Yet. Consequently Anakin is ~~~relatively well-adjusted and with nobody actively trying to ruin his life

Meanwhile Padmé and Obi-Wan have been flirting mildly on and off for years even before the events of AOTC as they grew a little bit closer to each other without Padmé on-planet and Obi-Wan shipbound on Tatooine. They reach the peak of pining during AOTC and uhhhh....never really crossed it, on account of having more self-control and also already being aware of their feelings. That film went quite differently, with Obi-Wan (and Ahsoka, maybe?) on Naboo and Aayla Secura or Depa Billaba or someone investigating Jango, though it concludes more or less the same with the big arena battle and the start of the clone wars.

However. However!

This does mean Obi-Wan has no idea about the clones' commissioning (this will be relevant later)

Anyway the fic itself is like. After months of pining and being repeatedly thrown together during diplomatic and other missions during the clone wars, Obi-Wan and Padmé are having a really bad time trying to not acknowledge or act on their feelings. Then they get into mortal danger.....and just as they decide to fuck it and if they might be about to die then why not-

A random trader ship rescues them. And its captain is very hot and very stubborn, and...very force sensitive?

Idk when I think about the long-term pining means Obi-wan and Padme both have so much to lose so when he shows signs of backpedaling she gets upset. He has no idea if she's speaking to him again. Anakin is just SO charmed w the both of them, and [not immediately, but] the both of them are actually quite attracted to him, too, and if they hadn't sabotaged their own potential relationship they wouldn't have noticed but they DID and Anakin is RIGHT THERE flirting with them (badly)(though not as badly as canon lol)

So naturally they both end up sleeping with him then get upset w each other for sleeping w him (separately). then they all work it out (together).

#also just obiwan without the weight of responsibility on him right after quigons death making him develop differently #and anakin whos doing what he feels he was always meant to do and with a lot less. jedi crisis and existential angst and chosen one drama #padme is also not the same but the changes in her are more subtle - but. shes a little more cynical i think #anyway. anakin challenges obiwan and padmes ideas of the jedi and the republic but from THE OUTSIDE #he has more stakes and therefore put more thought into this because its always been his life #padme works w him in ways that help her feel less like the galaxy starts and ends w this war! #obiwan teaches him a little of the force and in turn absorbs that the jedi cannot be the end all! #can you tell i have so many thoughts #but writing is so hard. i dont want to write. i want it to appear before me #answered #anon #minefic #ty for asking !!! #i have 10k it feels very short lol