#i dont think sun would mind

[zenkaiankokuart]

POV: It’s your first day as a technician at Fazbear’s and you’ve already fucked up.

xD So this is... Zen. Based off my Minecraft OC’s this time! She’s terrified of heights and jumpscares! She’s not actually scared of Moon though.

Her job is to do the small and/or simple animatronic repairs that don’t require a trip down to Parts and Service. Although as she will soon find out, most of her job involves repairing the Daycare Attendant, who refuses to go down to Parts and Services.

At this point Solar Lunacy lives rent free in my brain and @bamsara‘s Sun and Moon designs have become my default. I also listened to the same Sun and Moon song on repeat for like 12 hours as I made this. xD It’s called “Lights On” by Kyle Allen Music for anyone curious. It’s insanely catchy.

#sun and moon #solar lunacy #givin credit where credit is due #i've like absorbed bam's designs and personalities for these two #also that song is a fucking banger #i might as well live in the daycare at this point #i dont think sun would mind #zenkai ankoku #OC #this is why this zen can't be y/n from SL though she's too much of a crybaby like me xD #fnaf #fnaf security breach #sundrop #moondrop

[furbyeggs]

drew a thing or something i suppose

#art #robot #robot wires #robophilia #robotfucker #i dont rlly like the wires for hair thing but i decided to test it out for once #if it looks bad that's because i use kleki #i swear im such a good artist #one of my irl friends follows my on here and i will cry if she sees it #she already calls me a robotwhore and a roboslut soooo #would be very very embarrassing #i swear im normal guys #im normal about robots #i am to be trusted with machinery #machinefucker #i am but a humble robotliker who gets called many many horrid names by my friends #(i tell them i want to take apart sun fnaf and look and his insides and they act reasonably horrified) #im literally aroace and they act APPALLED when i say something SLIGHTLY odd abt robots #IM NORMAL #IM NORMAL ABOUT ROBOTS #i swear #when i was little everytime there was a fictional robot on screen id get sucked in. like i wouldn't be able to stop staring until they were #gone #like id just be staring no thoughts #brain completely empty nothing in my mind but “OMG ROBOT!!” #i still do this sometimes actually but its not as bad #i just think robots are neat! they're cool #(on screen as in whenever i was watcing tv) #wires #do i need to tag this wireplay actually

[volivolition]

suggestion do you have... any wants? like obviously you do but like? suggestion my guy my ourple boy. both the easiest and hardest to write. you need a skill to say something to move conversation along but it doesn't fit any skill in particular? about 80% of the time you can have suggestion say it and it will make sense. but like actually characterizing him... how do i define you dude... what makes your character tick... urgh. i dont get you yet. im trying to understand but you are difficult.

#chemi chats #there are some skills that i just dont understand yet and that just means i have to work on their character study chapter #im reading his bio and i think suggestion is a good manipulator and it's instinctive and he tries not to feel bad about it? #he's clever!! charming!! friends with savvy and drama. planting seeds in the mind and coaxing them to grow towards him like he's the sun. #a crude oil reservoir lying beneath a carefully laid flower bed. taps into the roots. the plants don't know any better than to drink. #he's great at sensing what makes people tick and uses that to his advantage. he needs goals to look forward to so he knows how to best #pull the strings to get them there. otherwise he's a bit aimless. he likes being useful. and since influencing others is helpful #he just keeps doing it? because it's what he's good at. and he tries to convince himself its fun and cool and just cuz hes charming and #it's his role as a skill and manipulation isnt thaaaat bad because it's helpful to them after all... but he does feel bad sometimes. #oh im listening to his voice lines and i just got to ''brother you should have put me in front of a firing squad'' and im sad about him now #but what do you want for short term little guy?? probably for people to like him. he likes chatting with people. i bet he'd like genuine #conversations with no strings attached but there's always some part of him filing information and tidbits away that he can't turn off #subconsciously figuring out things he can hold over them or how he can nudge them into thinking someth-/wait.../ no. no he's just talking. #he's /supposed/ to just be talking stop analyzing them stop falling back into that just have a normal conversation!! but he can't help it.. #hm. this is all really helpful for his chapter. he and empathy are very alike but also different. very interesting... #task: swept up #okay good talk everyone i think i understand him a little better now lmao?? still gotta figure him out some more hes not fully there but ye #also i think he goes by whatever pronoun you think he'd use. just ''oh what do /you/ think i am hm?? what /would/ i use; do you think?? :)' #funny fella. i love you.

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Maybe its just me, but maybe having Loki's ending be that he self-sacrifices himself via basically dedicating himself to be alone while overseeing the branches of the multiverse...is a pretty shit ending, really failing to see the 'good conclusion' vibes here with it.

#hey remember when loki told thor the sun would shine on them once more???? #yeah i dont think the mcu did #given how the mcu proceeded to fuck up thor further and then do this to loki #and hey remember when S1 made the TVA out to be pretty much evil for what they do and they need to be stopped???? #YEAH THE MCU DIDNT REMEMBER THAT EITHER #given how s2 tries to act like they actually good and shit #please ignore that they kidnapped people from their timelines and erased their memories and shit #or just killed them really if not minutemen #like its weird as fuck the one goal sylvie had going for her #and keep in mind i hate sylvie so says alot im complaining about them doing her dirty #was that she wanted to get revenge on the TVA for what they did to her #and yet she ultimately never gets to do that #cause TVA now suddenly good and crap

[aroaceleovaldez]

I really dislike the inherent main plots of TSATS and Chalice of the Gods as they’re being explained to us currently, mostly just cause I feel like they take away from already established lore of the series and other plot points.

There is no way TSATS can go that doesn’t make either Tartarus feel cheap and/or the entire book just feel like Percabeth In Mark Of Athena: 2 Electric Boogaloo. Unless the twist is that they don’t go to Tartarus it is physically impossible. Because either they go to Tartarus and breeze through it, which makes Tartarus as a setting feel cheap and ruins all prior instances of it being used as a landscape of suffering, or they suffer Lots and Lots and it just feels like we’re rehashing the same exact plot over again purely for the sake of treating solangelo the same as percabeth, which doesn’t work because they’re vastly different character dynamics and putting them in the same situation has nowhere near the same emotional weights. Also it makes Nico’s original foray into Tartarus feel null because it makes it feel like his trauma doesn’t have any actual meaning, because why would he jump right back into it? Even with Nico’s character being extremely self-sacrificial, we’re at a point where we’re being told he’s improving on that and this is possibly the one circumstance he would think twice about. AND it makes Tartarus feel overused - Nico surviving Tartarus once? Okay, makes sense, he’s the son of Hades, and it’s cool that he’s the first mortal to ever survive it. Percabeth too? Getting iffy (especially since we see their trip in detail and that inherently means it’s lost a lot of potential oomph, because when you’re going for horrifying a lot of the time less is more) but okay, sure, Nico probably gave Percy some Tartarus Tips after being rescued and they had a literal dues ex machina or two helping them out, and they fell in accidentally so it’s not like how Nico waltzed in there. Third time? And it being Nico AGAIN and Will Solace (who as far as we know has little to no quest experience and most of his experience is being a battlefield medic) and then purposefully going there? Nope. It’s just a poor set-up. Plus “the major gay couple goes on vacation to superhell” is a... questionable plot set-up to begin with, especially when it’s been heavily implied it will be traumatizing for them, and we have already been told explicitly that references are being made to things like Call Me By Your Name so there is a self-awareness about the themes there (also that alone raises questions about how we’re going to be taking the tone of things - again, there’s two ways it can go and both would be extremely difficult to get right). If Mark Oshiro were not co-authoring this I’d be a little horrified. I’m very glad Mark Oshiro is co-authoring this. I don’t believe it can’t be done tastefully, and yeah it’s a situation ripe for symbolism, but it is definitely the kind of subject that would be difficult for a non-queer author to handle appropriately.

As for Chalice of the Gods, we know two things: A.) It takes place prior to TOA, and B.) The chalice Percy has to retrieve has the power to make anyone who drinks from it immortal. ..... so basically, without the book even being out, we are told “If Percy had waited like 20 minutes, all of TOA would be null.” Admittedly, this does give justification for Percy specifically to be doing this quest outside of “college” reasons, and in my opinion, “The gods asked Percy specifically because they have verified he adamantly does NOT want to be immortal” is hilarious. However, adding yet another universe mechanic to the repertoire that nullifies death is annoying as hell, because death as a consequence in the series has been completely ruined since HoO. The more avoiding death options there are, the more every death scene feels completely pointless and avoidable.

#pjo #riordanverse #tsats #the sun and the star #chalice of the gods #forgive me for complaining this was in my drafts and i figured since i was talking about plot changes i'd make yesterday #might as well post this then yknow #while we're on the topic #i'll find something lighter/sillier in my drafts to post later #also my hesitancy about the overarching plot does not say anything regarding my expectations for the actual quality of the book(s) #just putting that as a footnote #could the plots be total shit but the books themselves end up lovely? sure. totally. #i am just personally grumbly about Tartarus' use as a narrative device and how it keeps getting overused #and also the growing lack of consequence in the riordanverse which tends to make any stakes feel automatically low and cheap #mind you i would LOVE if the twist in TSATS is that they end up not going to Tartarus at all #im currently 50/50 on reading it but if it turns out they dont go to Tartarus at all i'd be sold immediately #and i do think Percy being saddled with a quest because he's the only one who wouldn't be tempted with immortality is hilarious #tbh if we had a third plot concept rolling here and we condensed all three ideas down we could just do another 3-short-story book #like Demigod Files and Demigod Diaries #we have options #heck. yknow. if we're talking particularly long short-stories here we could probably roll with two #if demigod files is for the first series and demigod diaries is for HoO we need a TOA one anyways #cause CHB:C and CJ:C and those ones are their own category they're different

[crystalmagpie447]

gahbsmncx

thinking abt

daycare attendant

and wof

#dont mind me #they would both be hybrids i think #oh #also theres eclipse #i think hed be a hivewing #or skywing #maybe hed be a hybrid too #idk #anyway #sun would be a rainwing/sandwing #and moon would be a nightwing/icewing #<- fav hybrid muahaha #*blows up*

[oatbugs]

shaking of leaves by into it over it is genuinely one of the top songs of all time

#the sun is setting later which is a shock because i was too bruised up to celebrate the winter solstice this year #i got lasik surgery just to start a staring contest with the sun. two of my names mispronounced in a row by the butchers. i can still see #arithmetic as construction in space and geometry as construction in time. follow two parallel lines until they meet. #piazza stairs in the sun drinking aloe lychee juice watching young and beautiful people talk about money. notice the small fine lines #forming at the corners of their lips between their brows the sides of their eyes. what is representable for you is necessarily what there #is. subjective necessity transfer to objective necessity. why is this compelling? why are you compelling? would you like to kiss #by the river? would you like to walk 30 minutes to broadway so we can kiss by the river? ar 3³ #ive learned a lot about turner's watercolours but i havent said enough about the ways neurons dance together. about the way all of it is a #process without emotion and how that makes it beautiful. chipped nailpolish on his nails and dark circles under his eyes and a smile that #says i have learned to study the nature of the mind and how intuitions form reality and i no longer want to die. instead of taking #that horrible fall he reads kant to himself and he reads her to sleep and he reads my horrible jokes. #dont think like a psychologist and dont write like a philosopher. dont do maths like a physicist. #ironically read the science of logic. ironically a caffeine adict. ironically drink steriliser for its 74% alcohol solution. #ironically a 1:1 student. there are birds hanging in the archives. orions belt over the red glow of a very normal house. #each time i walk home the stars are brighter. i hope you are brighter too. i hope i am brighter too. i am going to win #that staring contest with the sun. #[i drafted this post on jan30 and forgot abt it]

[daydadahlias]

do you think ashton from mim got in touch with your mom at some point? And if yes, what would have happened?🧐

well i think that my mom would be very supportive of him

#pigeon #anon #im sorry i think im funny #i assume you mean?? his mom maybe?? like get back in touch with his mom #and tbh i dont think mim ash will *ever* talk to his mom again #i kind of dabbled w/ the idea of it in earlier drafts of the outline but it's just unrealistic to think that his mom would change her mind #or her stance on things. like she will... always look down on him for this. and be disgusted by it #i think if mim ash got in touch w/ his mom she would call him every horrible thing under the sun and it would take him a lot to #handle that. so i think it's best if he Doesn't ever talk to her again #and just live in his happy little bubble

[ierogenvy]

i only follow too close when someone is going assholeishly slow. and then this motherfucker had the nerve to try and brake check me AND keep going slow. BITCH!

#dont mind me #oh did you think i would hit you/and or learn my lesson and back off? i have the burning rage of ten million suns the brake check sealed #your death contract buddy!

[yutadori]

omg so my friend goes to this kickboxing place and last month she informed me that they were looking for someone to fill their front desk position which would basically consist of answering emails and phone calls and i was like i can do both of those things 0: they didnt get back to me until a few weeks later and the position was already filled and i was like ah that's fine ): but they said theyd reach out to me if anything changed and i didnt think anything would happen but they JUST emailed me saying that they have an open position again !!!!!

#im rather conflicted because i just secured a position at a bubble tea shop but working at bbt shops gives me majorrrrr anxiety suiddjdksj #so now im like um..... #i would much rather work at the kickboxing place because it sounds fairly doable and i wont have to interact with too many people i think #at least not on the level of a customer service job #im just hoping they get back to me as soon as possible because im at the point where i need to give the #bbt shop my availability 😬 #im tempted to tell them i changed my mind and drop it but what if i dont get the front desk job and then im jobless again..... shskshsksns #im making myself soooo available to the kicking boxing place djdndjsn AND THEIR HOURS ARE V NICE #theyre split into four hours in the morn / afternoon and four hours at night #aaaaa #sun texts

[t1erradelfuego]

#one thing about me FOR SURE is anything rule 63 and lregnancy will have me honking like a geese in heat #just read what was supposed to be the first fic in a series of women in the nhl pregnancy series #but never got expounded upon :( oh no who will take this great and unecessary burden #i wonder WHO... anyways #thinking about exploring everything under the fucking sun #love me a good meditation on womanhood and relationships and what the nhl could look like in this speculative workd #LOVE ME THINKING ABOUT THE DIFFERENT DYNAMICS THAT ONLY EXIST AT THE TENSION OF PROFESSIONAL SPORTS AND ROMANCE #like brooo is professional sports not the most romantic thing ever #you see a thing and you dedicate your whole mind soul body to love it #like. ok now apply that to a sognificant other #now you're in a throuple situation being haunted by the oniprescent prescence of Big Sports #i'm not making any sense but anyways #leon/matthew -> getting knocked up by your FWB while wearing an A #jamie/trevor -> having a baby before we even admit we're in a relationship. also this is like. teen pregnancy help #brady/tim -> starting a family while being away from your own family :( #oh that one would HURT actually #matty/shane -> ooop fwb except you really wanna be a dad but i dont! #at this point i am also wanting to desparately dip my toes into the mo/dylan sandbox #because well. mixed media reaction to dulan's pregnancy and some key voicemails from JOHN #would be so tempting so delicious oh i'm starving #google drive #also i dont go here but boy have i been reading a lot of it #travis/nolan -> no one knows we're fucking and now we have to break the news of pur relationship and baby

[floralovebot]

recently i've been a little obsessed with the character designs in dislyte and naturally i've been thinking of the winx in it and like,,, helia blessed by morrigan... dudes.....

#i already have a design in mind for him to... oh no.... the brain rot..... #i just think that him being connected to war and nature and peace and life and poems and death andandand #like naturally at first i was thinking of apollo for him but i feel like the apollo vibe just isnt there for him #and obviously helios is another given for him but again i just feel like the vibe isnt there #while his name means sun.. he just isnt a 'sun' character yknow? #so i started thinking of gods that have bird symbols since helia does have some bird motifs #and like... the morrigan is just such a vibe for him like it Fits its perfect its literally him frfr #i dont play the game or know any of the lore so i dont know if this would work but tbh i also dont care like dude the Vibe #i dont know if people usually think of the morrigan as one goddess or as the three goddesses so im thinking #of adding like three crows around him in the design? i feel like thatd be a decent nod to the trio?

[kawaiianimeredhead]

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#just had the realization that doctor who exists in good omens #which makes sense cause its just like #normal earth in whatever year it takes place #but like #and of course Crowley doesnt really get around anywhere andbi guess he has the sun glasses #but to the couple of people who have seen both #like the one shop owner #did he ever squint a little at Crowely and just think about it some #did he look familiar #dont mind me #tag rambles #yall my housemate is still in the ER and she cant drive and the other option is asleep and has work in 4 hours #and it would be cruel for her parents or any other option she could use to be woken up and asked without any sort of before mention of it #so i just kinda gotta stay up #and im not tired but i am bored #which is practically the same thing

[lovphobic]

hope your ex burns tbh not only is it so fucked up but also manipulative as fuck kinda making it seem like you'd be dying to hurt them lol also kids?? with this line of thought your ex shouldn't even be allowed to drink much less be responsible for children

TRULY? HONESTLY? she was like ohh i dont know if i can commit to that and this and that bullshit. like ok so somehow being born like this WAS indeed my fault and i did it specifically to hurt you, who was born 4 years before me, who i wont meet for twenty whole years. yes that makes total sense. i gave myself this disease JUST to hurt you.

#another batshit thing she said to me. after telling her i literally cannot drive because my condition has made it so i have had multiple #surgeries on my one eye. ON. ON the eye BALL. and therefore im super light sensitive and THEREFORE would be super super fucking unsafe for #me to drive during the day (sun) and night (people who cant turn their fucking brights off) and she read all this and was like you cant jus #expect me to drive you around everywhere? like YES I FUCKING CAN? YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF AND/OR OTHERS TRYING TO DRIVE MYSELF??? #and then there was this other time where i was ''shutting down'' her suggestions to manage my depression. like go for a walk (outside. cant #be in the sun. live near a highway) or play online games (had horrible internet at the time. physically couldnt do that) and she got SO #fucking mad at me for shooting down her suggestions even though i wasnt doing that at all and giving valid reasons i could not do the thing #she was suggesting. and so i broke up with her! and i never got back together with her! #but oh my god she thought i did! and even though i told her multiple times that i made it clear we were not together and that i didnt feel #comfortable getting back together w her because she blew up on me over fucking nothing. she was like so you were just leading me on? you #dense cunt. i would not do that and the fact you have to ask if i would/was doing that proves you dont know shit about me #another time was when she told me. outright. knowing i am very uncomfortable w the topic. that she was going to. and i quote. 'cut the shit #out of my arms tonight' and then left the dm and didnt say shit for like half an hour. and im just over on my end panicking the fuck out of #my mind trying to reach her get any fucking message out of her begging her to fucking not. and then months later she was like heyyy um your #reaction to that moment was pretty toxic? i was having a meltdown and i literally couldnt respond to you in the moment. LIKE OK? YOU COULDV #SAID THAT IMMEDIATELY AFTER? NOT SAID THE INITIAL TRIGGERING THING TO BEGIN WITH? #she makes my fucking blood boil even to this day. there is so much more i could talk about but i think i have made my point crystal fucking #clear. like. you know what. did i deserve any of that? no. and im sorry for whoever has to deal with it next. #and we werent even together for a year. this all happened from december 21 to september 22. just let that sink in. just for a moment. #snail mail

[drunk-poets-society]

man why is that stupid love song so catchy ugh

#waAtch the sun riIise I DONT CAAAAARE how long it takes as long as I’m with yooou I’ve got a smile on my face SAVE YOUR TEEEEEARS it’ll be #okaAaAaAaay if you’re heeeere wiIiIth me 🤪 so catchy #text #unrelated I might be becoming soft for the guy that introduced me to my current hyperfixation woops welp #it’s been almost a year that’s not supposed to happen 🤨 at least not till the four year mark 🤨🤨 #why am I soft for him! why whyyyy is he on my mind constantly these days :/ #I love and cherish him as a friend but like. no 😀 wtf #it’s not even like I’m especially attached to him or anything he lives like two states away we’ve met like twice or three times idk but man. #I think of him early in the morning and before going to bed and randomly throughout the day why is that 🤨 should I start gearing up #for falling headfirst and then experiencing the first real heartbreak of my life 🤨 but I don’t want to lose him he’s as precious to me as my #other friends. at least my closest ones how tf does a man manage to do that A MAN #I told my childhood friend about him and she was like this is new 🤨 YOU? being soft for someone? absolutely unheard of #oh well we’ll see #life’s all about collecting experiences innit #even if this does end in the worst heartbreak of my life which will be a first #because even if I ask him out and we hit it off it will at some point end and it’ll end badly plus I can’t do long distance at all #(been there done that didn’t work stopped caring though I feel it was mostly bc I didn’t have any feelings for him anyways but I digress) #ok yeah no it wouldn’t work considering my long term plans…….. but like would it hurt. to try 👉👈 I mean I’ve traveled five hours to see him #before that’s nbd for me but then the whole situation will be messy idk idk #I’ll just refrain from thinking about this too much it’ll solve itself #sigh I hate being human and needing to love and be loved ew #Maybe I will bite the bullet and take the risk what’s the worst that could happen he breaks my heart? I can literally kms so clearly there’s #a winner here. anyways I’ll stop ranting now #personal #delete later

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#theres this feeling i get sometimes. i find it very hard to articulate. its part despair and part awe. dispair at how beautiful the world is #all those intricate little process coming together to organize the chaos. i dont kno y i feel it so deeply or y it hurts so much #because its just. no matters what horrible things r going on in the world. ur body is this miraculous collection of chemicals and reactions #mobile containers of water with a history that spirals back billions of years. and you can hear and see and experience and reflect #and when you die the world goes on spinning without you. if we as humans destroyed this planet past the part of our ability to inhabit it #it wouldnt even matter. there would be continued life past humanity. cosmically we r tiny and insignificant and we dont matter #but were beautiful and wonderful and infinity complex and knowing that leaves me in agony. because i want to kno everything right now but #mind is too small and i walk around with the disorientation of someone whos just been hit in thr face ans i cant focus enough to read #cant make the words make sense and i cant justify the time it would take to try. so i sit on my deck. in the sun. crying as i think about #how the light hit the grass in my front yard the last time i was home. how the cliffs in the backyard are ringed with red lines of iron #separated out as the water leached through the sandstone. how every avaliable surface is stained green as organisms reach upward toward #the sun. and its beautiful and i dont kno y im crying. maybe its bc i cant just throw everything aside and chase that feeling. im not #allowed to feel it. im not allowed to talk abt it in the way i want. bc im afraid no one cares as much as me in the same way. bc when i #talk abt what i study its obscure and academic and so far from what most ppl think abt that they get intimidated and dont try to understand #so i just try not to talk abt it. or maybe im just afraid. bc i have my 1st TA meeting tomorrow and i meet with my new advisor friday #and im worried and im afraid i wont b able to do this in a way that doesnt make me feel like im dying. bc i like to b busy and i like having #a strict schedule but if u throw me that knife im going to stab myself with it bc i dont kno how wield it as a tool without hurting myself #sure ill get the job done. but at what cost? whatever. ill try to b better this time. try to hold tight to the wonder. but that feels like #reaching out into forever. knowing ill never make contact. not knowing what im reaching for. #the closest approximation to the feeling i can find is that scene in the terror. where go0dsir is asking if god is there. any god. and it #doesnt matter bc he can see god in the landscape. in an environment that's so harsh and barren that its killing him slowly in the worst of #ways and its beautiful. its still beautiful to him. there is wonder here. and im wasting my time laying in a dark room crying bc i put #myself into a container so constrictive that the surface snaps and i come spilling out as an angry liquid. smearing away into nothing #unrelated