#i feel worse

[madame-mongoose]

vent art probably deleting later

sure i'll play uno

#i thought drawing would make me feel better #but no #i feel worse #actively trying not tk think bad things #but i cant help it #do you ever just want to explode on people so theyll realize youre a terrible person and leave you? #so you have control over them leaving you #bc you know youll be abandoned one day anyway? #do you ever just wanna kill yourself over it? #yeah. yeah. #head in hands. if i drove everyone away on purpose i wouldn't have to worry about being abandoned #if i have no friends maybe i wouldn't hurt this much #im so scared of losing people all the time #and i know i will lose them eventually #ive already lost so many #whats the point of clinging on like this? #what the point of even trying? #i dont deserve love i dont deserve friendship #i dont do enough #please just tell me you dont want me. just tell me you dont love me. just leave me now so i dont hurt later #sorry for the weird vent just ignore this #tw sui ideation #delete later

[gendervapor14]

just spent two fucking hours watching film gold. why did nobody tell me tesoro's backstory was only going to be a crunchy, 30-second montage. so many people told me i'd like him and yeah i do but WHERE'S the backstory, man. fuck. i'm so mad. i know he's the villain but how am i supposed to get into the story if i can't sympathize for the villain a little like... c'mon....

#i thought “oh i had a horrid day let me watch this movie i'll feel better” #i feel WORSE #there was a lot in the montages but it was SO glazed over #that's TWO HOURS of my life i can't get back #do you know how much i can do in two hours if i'm feeling productive #that's a whole oneshot right there #maybe i'll write a oneshot about how... annoyed i am #for tesoro #he's a dick but he deserves better than 30 seconds #even doflamingo had a longer backstory what gives #genrambles

[doodles-with-noodles]

„Sleeping will help you when you’re sick“ OH YEAH THEN WHY AM I FEELING LIKE SOMEONE HIT ME OVER THE HEAD WITH A SHOVEL

#shitpost #noodles open mouth and shit do come out #head hurty #i just woke up #and shit #i feel worse

[imalsohisheartguard]

Eddie the Banished

#stranger things spoilers #stranger things #eddie munson #joseph quinn #joe quinn #i made this to feel better #i feel worse #MUCH worse #hes smiling im crying

[unclefungusthegoat]

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#idk if its just hormones #but depression kicked in hard this morning #literally yesterday my mum sent me an acting job #and I said the words 'I don't want to put in that much effort' #and it's haunting me #because I don't #I never try #because trying when you have no self belief is really hard #and when the application inevitably ends in failure #I feel worse #because it's more evidence that I'm never going to achieve my dreams #so why bother #also the self tape required having no make up #and my self esteem issues about the way I look kicked in too

[vanillasodaaaa]

I just feel so so so miserable

#i feel worse #i feel numb #i feel sick #i wanna cry #i am crying #i feel cold #wtf do i do

[1ckru5]

1v1 with depression and it's kicking my aas rn

#hating this fr #lady gaga is great rn though #bren out the entire day #in an attempt to feel better #i feel worse #heating blanket > walking aimlessly

[lovedeshecho]

When you know absolutely nothing about a person and now my stomach feels completely turned inside out after hearing about them after a month.

#fucking hell #sad #I feel worse #me #personal

[groovy-apollo]

more ramblings into the digital void

#i feel like a broken record for saying this but #i really do not know what to feel these days #nothing is happening but i still am like this #maybe is it loneliness? #or is it just sadness? #i keep saying to myself thats going to be fine #that im going to get better #that im going the be better #but in reality things are going worse and worse #these medications are supposed to make me feel better and yet #i feel worse #i guess i feel emotionally numb for a lack of better words #i hope thing will be fine someday #but i would be lying if i said that im not starting to lose hope

[redysetdare]

Sometimes...characters being in a romantic relationship is worse.

#text #sometimes it's the most boring way to have characters interact #sometimes it's worse than the chemistry they have as literally any other kind of relationship #sometimes their platonic dynamic is better #sometimes their hostile dynamic is better #sometimes their dynamic is better if it's anything other than romance #because maybe them falling into generic romance is how you ruin their characters. #aro #aromantic #aroace #i only tag these because it feels relevant to why i feel this way

[captainjonnitkessler]

You know I used to think "tumblr's absolute refusal to actually engage with the Trolley Problem in favor of insisting that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is just a short-sighted idiot is really fucking annoying, but I guess it's not actually doing any harm".

Anyway that was before we asked tumblr at large to decide between "guy aiding a genocide but making progress elsewhere" and "guy who would actively and enthusiastically participate in a genocide and would also make everything else much, much worse for everyone elsewhere" and the response was that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and that anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is a short-sighted idiot.

#there is not a third option. it is either trump OR biden #and one of those will be much MUCH worse for palestine #i'm really really sorry that these are the options. i wish they weren't. #but WHAT third option are you trying to take here? what on earth is your proposed outcome #that will actually make things better for palestine? #because letting trump win the election is NOT going to help them #i'm sorry but you need to set aside your feelings and take the option that will lead to less harm to palestine in the long run #you talk such a big game about how people need to be willing to make sacrifices to help palestine #but you yourself aren't even willing to hold your nose and vote to stop things from getting worse? #or did you think 'sacrifice' only meant not getting mcdonalds for a few months? #us politics

[pleaseget-out]

Ugh

#I feel worse #I hope you sort your shit out girl. #you need help I think #this is a new level

[kaoharu]

opens twitter. rts a shit ton of ivantill. closes the app

#✧ chatting ! #I FEEL WORSE

[canonkiller]

god I fuckign love ocs. my characters. my friend's characters. the characters of mutuals ive never spoken to. the characters of artists ive followed and maybe spoken to a little more. the characters of complete strangers I see in passing and think "aw that's cool". if you have ten fans I am one if you have one fan it is me etc etc. I love you

#please please please never give up on your original stories #because - and this is crucial - i. specifically me. want to see them #so know when it feels like nobody cares about them: i am there. and i am caring #felix saidtheblackhorse you are always on the mind i love yo. get worse #not art

[xylitolnovaslover]

guess who is being late for an exam of phonetics :333 / neg / neg

#currant neg #and the wordt thing is that i don't know jackshit #fuck i hate this i hate this i ahte #i feel worse

[i-eated-paint]

Note: eating a bunch of candy does not make you feel less sick

#feeling like i might barf #i thought eating candy would help #it did not #i feel worse