#i guess i’m not supposed to do that

[theoryofwhatnow]

well happy birthday to me i guess, i’m officially as old as these fucking weirdos.

#might celebrate by rewatching this godforsaken film #who knows #idk how i’m gonna cope with being older than them next year given that i’ve been in this fandom since i was 15… #the easier solution would be to pull a nigel colbie and blow my face off in front of my former roommate to remain forever 17 but #i guess i’m not supposed to do that #like minds #murderous intent #nigel colbie #alex forbes #like minds 2006 #alex forbes x nigel colbie #17 years old

[goldensunset]

did you know? if you do your laundry you can get your clothes back

#fascinating stuff. let’s see if i (person with the worst executive dysfunction when it comes to doing laundry) remember it #i literally have this issue where i’ll let dirty clothes pile up in the laundry basket for an entire month #like it takes me that long to get around to it #and then- who would’ve thought- i find that i don’t have anything good to wear. strange! #finally did it last night and i’m like ohhh that was so difficult but the payoff finally #augh #peach rambles #hall of fame i guess #shut up about socks. idc. #this was a fun positivity post of sorts it’s about overcoming executive dysfunction #derailing into jokes about losing socks is. it’s not horrible but just boring and annoying #it was supposed to be celebration!! and encouragement!!!

[gloomyloomy]

me, minding my own business:

my brain: hey did you ever notice how zoro and sanji were designed to be connected by the number three? sanji’s name (san) meaning three, and zoro’s three swords and three earrings, being distinctive character traits?

me: i- where did this come from, i don’t even think about them that often..?? what the hell am i supposed to do with this?! hey- hey! come back here!!!

#like please i’m trying to sleep #i’m bothered because we all know oda doesn’t just do shit like this for the hell of it #this motherfucker is very intentional with his character design choices #he even made shanks and mihawk’s heights with a 1cm difference so people would compare them #and the same with king and queen #AND WOW GUESS WHAT #HE ALSO DID IT WITH ZORO AND SANJI IM SO SHOCKED. (NOT) #sanji is 177cm and zoro is 178cm tall #what am i supposed to do with this information #OH AND GUESS WHAT THEY ARE PART OF … #THE MONSTER TRIO #this literally offset me going to sleep by like 20 minutes #one piece #zosan #i guess?

[simcardiac-arrested]

spin it!

#moooom he’s doing symbolism again #You can gleam both upright and reversed meanings for this one!! i think they both fit! #also the pearl colors are a bit wack because of the lighting buuut i’m sure u can tell which ones they’re Supposed to be #myart #five pebbles #seven red suns #rw spearmaster #they are there too. I Guess #rain world #tarot cards #Sometimes u look at a drawing for too long and u just dont know anytning about the world anymore .

[chaoswarfare]

danny falling asleep in weird places part 2! because i’m so tired 😀

#danny phantom #danny fenton #dc x dp #dp x dc #technically art i think #danny needs a nap #me too bro #and a bonus little baby man #for the soul #or what of it i have left #daydreaming about sleeping #my crusty musty pillows #unfortunately i still have things to do #how many people could i get to help with an essay assignment? #if anyone is interested hit me up in the comments i guess #i’ve got about two days to finish it #it’s totally gonna be late #i’m supposed to pick a new law to write about and i haven’t even done that yet:/ #barely read the assignment instructions #instead i am on tumblr:/

[why-the-heck-not]

I have this one leatherjacket (my dad’s old one lol, very oversized on me but hoping in a cool way) that I’ve been meaning to take the shoulder pads out bc I’ve got enough shoulder as is & fits weird with those. But guess when do I decide to do it?

A) when I have ample freetime

B) when I have a very non-negotiable important deadline in a few days that I’m already behind on

#if you guessed B you’re correct #it’s 5:30am on sunday I haven’t slept bc I have to get this thing done today but yes this is a priority for sure #also like it’s not a quick process bc gotta sew it back together by hand bc obv I don’t have a sewing machine (I’m not that art&crafty of a #person) #(thinking I’m gonna go through the pocket and just sew the pocket back up bc seems the safest and one of the pockets is already ripped so #would have to sew it anyways) #WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHY CANT I JUST DO THE THING IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #but like it’s a good leather jacket and I don’t want to miss my chance to wear it this year #but sTILL #it could wait a week #but nnOOO IT COULD NOT NEED JACKET NOW SAYS BRAIN #april 2024 #2024

[alsoyooraiyah]

jem wip… he’s so cute I need a break…

#love and deepspace #lnd jeremiah #his one and only referencr drives me crazy…. #the more I look at his little portrait the more I’m like wow he’s really cute and handsome #I love his brows SO much???? #and his hair is the texture that I wish Rafayel’s is…. #I want to actually do a proper portrait but I also have other stuff I wanna draw tonight… uwaaa #this was supposed to be a quick thing but i guess not but that means he’s gonna be continued later #placeholder art tag

[yourheartinyourmouth]

googling “jobs for gay idiot adhd losers who can’t do math and have no skills and have never been able to mentally and emotionally handle the responsibility of being employed” weirdly didn’t bring back any results???????????

#adhd #hi i have adhd i sound intelligent bc i have surface level knowledge of many things but actually i am not that good at anything and #while i should qualify as disabled no one but other neurodivergents seems to agree #i suck at Being An Employee and don’t think i should have to do something that makes me Actuvely And Emotionally Miserable #for some reason this makes people BIG MAD #including ppl who aren’t supposed to judge you. like therapists #bc protestant morality is a fucking cancer & society at large is terminal #oh well #guess i’ll die #🤷‍♀️ #i’m not good at anything but society doesn’t have a place for ppl like me #we’re just supposed to fuck off and die i guess

[aesthetic-uni]

I know I’m late to the party but Oh My God™️

#uni talks about the universe #hbomberguy #james somerton #I’ve been watching the video in increments #so everytime I pause and think ‘it can’t get worse’ #guess what the fuck happens when I come back #I’ve never watch James somerton but I have seen his videos floating around #but now thank god I haven’t #by the way-no hate to anyone who was fooled by them #how the fuck were you suppose to know that their entire life was a life #anyway I cannot wait for how these people try to clamber their way back #don’t even talk about Blair to me cause holy shit that woman has a lot of skeleton in her closet #I’m pretty sure they all do but I’m mentioning Blair specifically because I was keeping up on the story for her ngl #I do think internet historian is going to come out unscathed #mostly because his fans just doesn’t care #but the rest? not so easy I think #and obviously it’s fucking over for James Somerton #that man is dead. we witness a live execution. and then liked and subscribed

[petrovna-zamo]

#so the official account posted this and then deleted it lol #I’m guessing that means more episodes are coming?! #especially since they took a break last week but have only recoded 5 episodes so far #but maybe they weren’t supposed to announce it yet? #then why ask for guest suggestions… #anyways k looks great in the Polaroids #I’m really enjoying this pod so I hope it continues #in the promo for it k said she’d be down to do more #working girl era #katya #katya zamo #katya zamolodchikova

[sailforvalinor]

Val Is Pretty Sure She Might Be Losing Her Mind, more at 11

#okay so y’all. do you happen to remember Alcott Boy? the guy I had a crush on from school last year (or really the whole time I’ve been in #college honestly) who had Opinions on Little Women #yeah him. anyway I thought I was over my crush on him but GUESS WHAT it’s back and worse than ever #like I only have one class with him that’s once a week but guys guys I feel like I’m LOSING MY MIND like. I’ve never felt the urge to #actually go up to a guy and say ‘hey do you wanna go out with me?’!! like I would never actually do that but the urge is most definitely #there??? and it’s not even that he’s cute (although I mean I think he’s cute) but he’s really really intelligent and funny and very notably #always willing to bring up his faith in class discussions (and this isn’t really the campus for that) and I’ve always admired him for that #(this is also the boy that looked at something I wrote in fiction class and said ‘that’s it that’s what love is supposed to be like!!’ LIKE #) and I genuinely don’t know what to do #like should I be concerned that I feel this strongly so soon after The Boy?? should I be concerned that this might just be limerance??? #my roommate has been offering to talk to him for me and ask if he’s single and is it insane that I’m actually considering it??? #like if I’m going to now is the ideal time—I’ve already had my class with him this week and spring break is next week #and I’m certain he would never make me feel bad if he didn’t feel the same. but if he did wouldn’t he have said something by now? I don’t #know I don’t know I don’t knooowww #but I graduate in two months and I don’t want to regret it for the rest of my life

[hiraethminds]

Amoungus

#I’m supposed to be painting a mural rn #This is what I get paid to do I guess

[why-the-heck-not]

I miss my dear sweet buddy python that u can just sort of fuck around & find out. With C++ it’s fuck around & …

…”so u have chosen DEATH??”

#funnily enough my problem isn’t exactly with C++ currently #it’s this fuckin incomprehensible assignment instruction #even I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing so how can I tell my poor old computer exactly what to do #istg surprisingly big chunk of coding is trying to figure out what the fuck it is that ppl want from you I hate this sometimes #like why the fuck can’t u just make it clear what we’re supposed to do this is stupid enough as is #’’time how long it takes’’ how long WHAT takes ????????? #ppl have been in the course gc asking but guess!! guess!!!!! if they gave a clear answer #’’time it so u can answer the questions’’ motherfuckerrrr i dont know what u want me to answer to bc idk what functionality u want like fUc #but like some ppl have gotten it so maybe I’m just dumb !! :) #very probable I fucking don’t get it #april 2024 #2024

[completeoveranalysis]

[9]

Listen at this rate I would be SHOCKED if we still had time to see that reunion in the chapters we have left. That feels like a whole arc full of potential content and we’re currently Full Steam Ahead on rescuing Sakura. 

Unless the specific time we need to wait for isn’t for quite a while still? So we still have time for other worlds first?

I don’t know if I want that, exactly.

I mean she’s right. 

For example, my desire to not see Kyle Rondart constantly gives me happiness right up until he appears on stage and then it is just the Agonies all over again.

#This too is profound I’m sure #The next desire I’m trying to decide on #Is whether I desire Kyle Rondart to die off screen and never be mentioned again #Or whether he should be killed off in a big dramatic fight #Ooh this is a tricky one #Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle #Tsubasa #Vol 181 #Amaterasu #Seishirou #Fuuma is here too I guess #Listen how many chapters do we have left - 50 ish? #Is that really enough to spend any more time on Seishirou? #I feel like you need the full fifty to wrap everything up at this point #I COULD BE VERY WRONG THOUGH I SUPPOSE WE'LL SEE #Cue next chapter: we travel to the next world and it's just Seishirou's living room #the horror

[glindyupland]

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I will never actually finish a drawing of Jane Doe

#ride the cyclone #Jane Doe RTC #Jane Doe #I’m supposed to be doing audition work #but go off I guess #Glindy’s Posts #My Drawing #My Art #Fan Art #Stage Lights #it’s brain rot your honor

[misspermitted]

Me: puts off writing this essay for TWO WEEKS and spends this entire day staring at a wall doing NOTHING because I should do my essay but I’m not doing it

Me at 10pm: *drinks 7 coffees* I just need two sentences. You can do this.

Me at 10:37: I…….. I am 433.. I am four hundred words……… I am FOUR! HUNDRED! AND! THIRTY! THREE! WORDS! OVER! THE! WORD! COUNT!! WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN!!!!!!!! I HAVENT EVEN FINISHED THE SECOND PARAGRAPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Me at 10:38: I would rather eat my computer than edit this. I will never edit this. I would rather fail university than edit this. I won’t do it.

Narrator: She did not in fact edit the essay. Instead, she sat on the floor, staring at her computer, for three hours, plagued by self loathing for not editing it. Then, finally too tired to write, she fell asleep.

#autism #neurodiverse stuff #its the neurodivergency #neurodiversesquad #adhd vibes #adhd things #executive dysfunction #I still haven’t edited the essay #it’s the morning #I’m making a post about how I’m supposed to be editing it instead of actually editing #it #but hey #it’s better than being consumed by self hatred for not doing it #welp #back to that I guess