#i guess thats my piece lol

[lorephobic]

your first thought being that you want to kill a real person who died fighting the nazis for having a “meaningless” death is absolutely batshit. you cannot be surprised people are not happy with you when that’s your opening musing. it’s outright disrespectful and even if you were joking…jokes are supposed to be funny.

i think i’ve already explained my stance here, but i guess i’ll use this ask to go over it civilly and with the detail that it deserves, since apparently we are making this into a big deal.

• this was not ever meant to be seen as my mota thesis. after watching the ep, i had already posted a long thread on twitter explaining my thoughts, as well as talked to my other friends who were watching the show and aired my grievances to them. that joke should not have been the first thing that i posted to tumblr, but in my mind, it was supplemental to the many thoughts that i’d already typed out and shared.

• i did not anticipate that post being seen by that many people outside of my small circle, many of whom had already heard my full thoughts on twitter & discord and wouldn’t have misconstrued my meaning and frustration with the show. as i’ve said since, #mota is my personal tag for the show, i didn’t think people were using it as a main tag and i would have never tagged it with that if i knew that people outside of my followers, and the niche that i’ve created on this blog, would see it.

• the joke itself is being misinterpreted entirely and i know it’s not like. funny, but my intention with it was never even to be disrespectful to the irl curtis biddick who i have no personal qualms with LMAO. it is not his fault that he died the way that he died, but it IS the show writer’s fault for not doing anything to make that death meaningful and impactful to the television series that is supposed to be entertaining. i misspoke when i said the the real life curt’s death was meaningless (obviously bombing the nazis is important) but i genuinely only said all of that to point out my own deranged frustration with barry’s role in the show. i don’t actually wish any harm to the real curtis biddick, the joke is supposed to be on me for being insane enough to want to warp time and space to create a better story for curtis because the mota writers in eighty years are not going to do him any favors when telling his story. which of course gives me more (& better) barry content. which is all i ever wanted from this fucking show.

• i made that post in a moment of frustration and my anger that should have gone toward the writers (and did in other forums) definitely hit the wrong target here. i understand why people are mad about it but i think it’s been such a disproportionate response to me making an unfunny joke in the tags of a post that was taken out of context and only my friends were supposed to see. if you don’t like what i’m posting then ignore it?? if you actually find it offensive, then tell me to my face so we can talk about it?? idk. dragging me thru the mud in front of ur followers is so weird !

#mota #mota discourse #asks #i guess thats my piece lol #sry i thought disrespecting us army vets was the norm around here #i never imagined that THIS is what i would be cancelled for on tumblr dot com LOL #BUT AGAIN I WASNT EVEN TRYING TO DISRESPECT HIM #and if i did then who fucking cares SKDJDHDGD #like r we really going to fight over??? military propaganda????? #mota (and shows like it) r sooo dulce et decorum est pro patria mori ykwim #I KNOW THE NAZIS ARE THE BAD GUYS #BUT THE MILITARY IS STILL BAD #IS THIS A HOT TAKE??? HERE???? ON TUMBLR DOT COM??????

[todayisafridaynight]

#ryu ga gotoku #rgg #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #daigo dojima #ryo aoki #masato arakawa #snap sketches #im annoyed looking at this jaGELARKGJ #I LIKE MY LNIE ART BUT .... just nthing was clicking with me rtying to shade this #i only meant for this to be a quick thing today but i ended up mulling over it for longer than i wanted so im just throwing it out there #every time i make a rendered drawing of aokis office it always dark as hell like bro PLEASE you have a lamp #theres like ONE instance where i dont make it dark and it was in that goofy Rumor Mill comic #LIKE EVEN THAT COMIC ABOUT ARAKAWA BEING DEAD IT'S DAYTIME YET I STILL MADE IT DARK VJLAKJVAE #ridiculosu. #moving on ive wanted to draw them playing chess for months i just kept. Not Knowing How To Do It #whats funny is that i initially was planning an entirely different thing but i was thinking about that too much i got stressed #so . thats why i worked on this. and then i got stressed over this 💀💀💀 #speaking of chess ive always wanted a chessboard birthday cake with edible pieces .. that a lotta work tho ... #i love chess ... am i good at it probably not but i still lke to play it on my phone sometimes .. #guess ill work on that other thing now that im free and i know what i wanna do now that ive slept on it ... lol ... #mk bye i dont like rendering

[cloudysarts]

this show would be good if literally everything about it was different

#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW #i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe #been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected #you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns #for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft #i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way #theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting #but theyre not so. here we are #anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol #but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it #anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK #Hazbin Hotel Redesigns #Hazbin Hotel Critical #Angel Dust #Husk #Huskerdust #I guess. #genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK #im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong #EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <

[cicada-candy]

Okay, so this. Isn't really what I set out to do?? Bcs I still don't have a like. Solid idea in my head for what a witch-er version of jb would look like?? I guess?? But I still wanted to do Something, and I blacked out, and this was in my files.

Also mephisto's laugh was written backwards on purpose but I retrospect it just kinda looks like a scribble lmfao so make of that what you will.

Textless versions under the cut:

🎵🎶Why do I keep making comics when i have no idea what im doing🎶🎵

And also have Real People Things to do.

Eh whatever I had fun lmao

#I said Monday and it is currently 00:28 Monday so uh!!! Sure lmao #my art #alot of things id do differently if i redrew this but yk what i ✨️learned things✨️ so #i like the art of the first one more but i think the second one reads better panel to panel #ghost rider #fanart #hyper-hellfire #marvel comics #johnny blaze #mephisto marvel #also ik my signature is ✨️Bold And Bright✨️ i was tryna hide how busted that face looks #accidentally Barbara Streisand-ed myself #and am far too lazy to re-save it #might edit it later idk #tw blood #cw blood #tw self harm #okay i have one (1) cohesive thought and it whos FIRST PLAN when they hear that a loved one is terminal is Mhm Yep lets go /Sell My Soul./ #probably not someone with no experience thats for sure #this is also kind of a precursor to my last piece i guess lol

[good-beansdraws]

I just wanted to sketch him and it turned into a whole thing 🔥 A freckle version under the cut, it's what he deserves lmao

#milgram #milgram project #fuuta kajiyama #kajiyama fuuta #the background is just some cut pieces from the mv #thats definitely my favorite video of them all and not just because im biased with the knights lol #im glad the perspective turned out okay #i was working with a reference but i was still iffy how it was going to come out 😅 #i thought id be going crazy for my knight ideas but i guess i wanted to do this first :)

[rainowbenstyls]

faith in the future x

inktober day 5 (read tags if ya want)

#mayday mayday ipad down but im almost done! #edit: uhh this is kind of different from the first idea i had #since i had so many and im sure there's more to do here i just decided to leave it like this jss #i have so much uni work but decided to spend my free hours doing this🥰 #anyways kind of inspired by the mv for btm #i accidentally drew him skinny jeans but theres no loss in that #mmm what else #thats the lil stick he grabbed at the end #i dont know if you get my idea all interpretations are welcome djkd #i liked this better than my other first digital inktober piece #i guess thats it #1 am time to sleep for my 6 am class ha:) #larrie inktober #WHY DO I WRITE SO MANY TAGS #inktober #tracksintheam #trackinghappily #also does the caption make sense kdjjkd i should change it idkk #flame #edit 2: i did change the caption lol hope nobody saw it<3 #wait i wanna change it again fuckkk

[anomalouscorvid]

No scribbly lines or little line hatching.

interesting! so, based on these, i guess the near-'opposite' of my style (or just something fairly unlike it) could be something along the lines of......

#and putting this side-by-side with some of my other recent pieces there's definitely a difference even if it isn't the exact opposite lol #i guess the true opposite would be even further simplified.... a blob of a bird in comparison to how i usually draw them #but yea it was cool to hear about this. honestly i didn't pick up before on how many elongated critters i draw but like... yeah. #art #digital art #drawing #digital drawing #i suppose the true opposite would also not involve as much of analogous colours. #but like.... thats very much an `i will stop doing this when i am dead` thing. not even this challenge will pry that away from me........

[nmzuka]

2022 art summary hghghgh (sorry I have such a problem that its all RibbonCobra I just always go hardest with art of them) it's nice seeing my attempts at improving with lighting at least

putting links to each piece under the cut

January February March April May June July August September October November December

#zuka doodles #drawings #art summary #art summary 2022 #I could have done my art trades from this month #cause I went really hard on those and really really like how they turned out #but it was too hard to pick between the two #so keeping with the ribboncobra theme I guess #since thats all my art pieces every month lol

[origamiyoda]

time for another night of not drawing and watching VODS from 2 years ago.

#and eating another thing of Luigi's Naturally Flavored Real Italian Ice (Lemon) #I kinda just realized i havent actually. drawn anything in a while. Like I havent done a big piece since like october. aghhhhh #im gonna frow up #I havent posted anything super big on my artblog in a while & its stressing me OUUUT. #its just been requests & doodles AND I KNOW THATS FINE. I like my doodles but like. GUHHHH #. wgatever. seasonal depression is kicking my fucking ASS this year in particular. #runs off and dies in an explosion #I DONT. i know my worth isnt defined by how much or what i make or whatever. but like. #I dont DO anything else. Drawing is all i got man #If I cant do that then like. what am I doing lol ! #whatever. sorry #vent #<- i guess #delete later

[tsukasageorge]

ranked pretty much all of my finished art on my computer and a couple sketches. can you tell i like hunter x hunter

#ben jumpscare in there #raey draws #not a real art but i AM drawing godbless #raey spam #more elaboration on some: the killua & leorio one is Fine i guess i just don't like it #also stopped liking making it about halfway through & you can kinda tell #the blue killua piece has 2 different rankings bc i didn't understand lighting but the actual drawing was pretty good #look ok the group picture w omori is in special tier cuz it would be so good if it weren't for sunnys goddamn neck #i really have to fix that one of these days lol #but aside from that i really like it #the mari picnic one i liked the sketch way more #mari herself looks good but the background and the picnic basketand the literally everything else.... #i do like the gon being beat up drawing BUT there are like 2 pixels that weren't colored in and it annoys the hell out of me #was kinda debating whether or not to put a couple of the pieces in draw that i like in special tier #technically the haircut aubrey piece is supposed to be in special tier cause it fits the requirements #(draw that i show people who haven't seen my drawings before) #but ehhhh #i like the alluka one better ig #also if you're curious about the purple eyed abomination on the bottom thats a Really old art #was supposed to be a cross between phil tpn and yashiro nene (i did not choose these characters) #looks like trash rubbish horrible. its so funny

[thunderboltage]

How tf do you read him

#lmao i..i guess thats the point #but thats honestly a bit unnerving lol #one piece #borsalino #kizaru #i my me mine #pirate warriors 4

[lorephobic]

keeping up with awards season has truly turned me into such a vitriolic and bitter person i think the academy should explode and there should be no survivors

#been watching so many nominated movies recently #to try to understand why saltburn is losing #but its just making me love saltburn more and hate the award shows that dont recognize it #i think it’s label as a shock value movie really killed it when thats obviously not what it is #like its so fucking beautiful and thoughtfully filmed #frame composition was taken into account in every fucking shot #but no cinematography nom #and the score is so amazing with big orchestral pieces that swell in the perfect moments #i still wake up with felix amica in my head #but no score nom #and not even to mention all of the incredibly talented actors who put so much love and work into this movie #who absolutely deserve to be recognized but they arent. #because it’s a shock value film. #and all of oliver’s confusion and heartbreak is overshadowed by viral cummy bath water tiktoks #its just so unfair lol #i could go on but. whatever. fingers crossed for baftas i guess.

[grimmjowjaegerjaquez]

the thing about it is like. It has to be grimmjows decision. To want to interact with people in a normal way that isnt just trying to beat their shit in. It has to be his decision to try out some lowstakes shit thats much more chill than what hes used to and more just... Boring i guess. It cant be something thats forced on him or its weird.

#bleachposting #um. thats my piece on that i guess lol #anyway i would think thats why nelliel and harribels attempts to '''''domesticate''''' him for lack of a better word #would fail every time #but if he just has someone whos like ''its ok man take ur time'' #itd be better #is this projecting? idk. but it feels better to me if its this way #otherwise i think hed get p resentful and be even less willing to try the next time

[b4kuch1n]

Every time I think I’ve got a new hyperfixtation I see your art on my dash and I’m I’m dragged back into to Pokémon sword and shield. I love your art so much and the way you capture this sort of splendor and movement.

thank you so much!! tho I'm...? sorry? for dragging you back here haha. what can I say but that pokemon's world is a nice one to hang out in!

#ask #kitsuna21 #bakuspeech #man I do have to thank swsh for all of the things it made my art do... #these last three years have been kinda insane for my art lol. like I kinda like my art now. and I kinda know what to do to #get something specific out of a piece. thats fucked up! that cant be real! #but I got here. and pretty much in the last three out of the like dozen of years Ive been drawing for. its so scary #guess that's the power of loving some characters in such a specific niche way that you have to do everything urself fkdjfhskj #I'm really glad tho that my swsh art has found such consistent company... makes me feel good abt my ability to sell ideas haha #thank you again for the very kind ask!!

[swordsonnet]

submitted my rusty fears entry. now it's time to either relax or panic, not sure which yet

#like an hour before the deadline lmao #ughhhhh i hate submitting my writing #its like one of the worst feelings in the world and thats only slight hyperbole #i keep going through the text again until it all sounds like complete bullshit #and then i just hit submit anyway but i get so anxious about it lol #i dont think i have any chance of winning but i just wanted to finish something that i'm like. kind of happy with #and seeing as me/cfs has really been kicking my ass lately i think just producing any half-decent piece of writing #was a pretty lofty goal #so props to me for getting there i guess #(rusty fears is rusty quill's horror writing competition in case anyone didn't know)

[gyahyahyahayhahayahyahyahyahyaha]

im feeling like thebiggest idiot on the planet rn cuz all this time i coudla been doing this and i only thoght to do it tonight.....im like so mad im gonna be kickimng myself over it for like ...........ever... maybe. like isaid i can make up for lost time

#i was watching a show that like sucked #and by some divine revelation i though tto open up openmpt and start fucking around with my samples n instruments and #i spent the rest of the watchtime of that particular show piecing together this likle tune n it was fun. it actually enhanced my enjoyment #of the show #naot to suck my own dick or anythiner but listening ot my own lil thing as i was piecing it togehter made it all like. better #biggest bestest idea i ever had #i was tearing up the entire time thru watching it but only because like this headcold is kicking my ass and also cuz its kickign my assi #cannto got to sleep #so i watched the rest of the show and it sucked and got worse as it went on #but the song was like sorta coming together. not really i hit a wall and im not sure how to like progress past what i have so far #aanyways that was fun i should do this more #thats why im so mad about it cuz like i coulda been fucking aroudn with this shit while watching other stupid bullshit that ive watched b4 #like for as long as ive had open mpt on this computer i coulda been doing this #and i am and will be kicking myuself over4 the fact that i only thought to do it TONIGHT #oruorhgoagudg #wahwtever #better late thn never #i guess..................................................................................................................................... #at some points i would go as far to say it was better than the shows ost LOL