I kind of fucking hate how much alcohol fills me with the extreme need to sink my teeth and claws into a girl, but I have no reasonable outlet for these needs
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Man I always so sad that I am skipping Pummel Party Saturday, because it's looks fun. But I literally can't stand drunk people so I can't watch it ever. :(
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sorry about the recent absence!! all you really need to know is that i was just getting drunk a lot, doing a lot of drugs and having a pregnancy scare. with my not-so-fun little bender over, i'll have a lot more time to write :))
a loki fic is in the works and i'm also thinking of a poly!steddie fic because i feel like i've been neglecting them two <3
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I've got pit bull energy. A vicious mutt to those I'm unfamiliar with, a loyal hound to those I hold dear. I've been trained this way. I put up a fence. I want you to reach your hand in. But I'm afraid of being hurt. So I bark and gnaw at the prison I've created for myself.
Set me free...
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Also not drinking for a while has been so nice I hate so much how I feel today I’m so depressed and anxious
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Whomever invented Four Loko is a sick bastard -.-
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I Hate Alcohol.
[A little poem about my hatred for alcohol, so I will be talking about drinking, someone being drunk, etc. If that isn't something you can read right now, maybe check in again later and I could have a poem more suited for you. Take care! <3]
A little bit ago, I turned..
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My mom's boyfriend asked me how I'd feel if he married her. I almost told him I'd only accept it if he stopped drinking. I hate how alcohol makes him act.
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My mom's boyfriend is so drunk right now that he's mad. He's gone in and out of the house slamming doors probably 12 times tonight. I don't know what's happening but my mom is crying and something broke on the kitchen floor.
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One of my mom's friends has been in our house almost every day this summer. He just got a divorce and I wonder why. He brings whiskey with him.
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My mom has been single for a couple of years now. I think it's better this way, though. I'm okay without a father figure, even though it means we don't have much money.
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Today I learned that my sisters' dad isn't my dad, so we're half-sisters. It's okay though, he isn't around that much anymore anyways. I used to call him Dad when I was little though. Now I call him Lester. I called him that one day when we saw him in jail and he sounded shocked.
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Two police officers came into our apartment tonight. They accidentally looked in my sister and I's room and they shined their flashlights at me. It was really bright and it hurt my eyes, he said he was sorry. The next day Dad was gone.
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I went to see Dad in jail today. He says the food is bad and that the mattresses are really uncomfy. I asked why he's in jail and he says he was driving when he wasn't supposed to. That doesn't really make sense, so I think it's because he drank those blue canned drinks that taste really bitter and bad. The ones I'm not allowed to have
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I had a really scary nightmare tonight. I walked out of my room to look for Mom and Dad so I could lie down with them to sleep better. I see Dad in the kitchen illuminated by the refrigerator light. He's drinking out of a glass bottle.
A little bit ago, I turned..
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I just got home from my birthday trip, my mom and her fiance went to our family's cabin while I was gone. I can tell they aren't home yet because there's no whiskey in the freezer. There were a lot of drunk people at the music festival I was at for my birthday.
I fucking hate alcohol.
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i have been hungover all day today. i am never drinking again
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