#i hope ur doing okay benny!!! <3

[pxltown]

we miss u 🥹🥹🥹

helLO sir fakey i am here! i am alive! and i miSS U GUYS TOO 🥹🫶🏼

#luv u!!! #im crying thank u for thinking of me <33 #my brain has just been a lil silly a lil goofy #i hope ur doing okay benny!!! <3 #💌 #kingfakey #pxl.msg

[thatdeadaquarius]

I have recently come to the conclusion that if my Genshin Impact account was self aware, my Bennet would be slightly even more unlucky than a regular Bennet. This is due to my birthday and since its coming up I've been brainrotting for the past few days. Let me explain:

Bennet's birthday is February 29th, aka Leap Year. This means Benny only has a real birthday once every four years, which is bad enough. But according to canonical game lore, when he doesn't have his actual birthday, he celebrates it on the 28th.

My birthday is February 28th.

Now, I'd like to think that in your typical SAGAU the creator's birthday is a BIG DEAL. I'm talking festivals, parades, feasts, gifts exchanged between friends and family as well as gifts offered to the creator! The whole nine yards! An entire world partying from sunrise to moonset.

So with this in mind, Bennet's birthday would either be celebrated the day after the biggest holiday party in Teyvat (meaning everyone who attends would be all partied out) or during my birthday (meaning that everyone would be focused on ME instead of Bennet, which is just unfair! He can't even take pride in being born the same day as the creator b/c he was born the day after!!!!).

Anyway, if I was isekai'd to Genshin and worshipped as a god, I would simply give Bennet his own holiday. Poor kiddo deserves a win and if it takes me telling my acolytes quote, "Everyone will to celebrate Bennet's holiday. No exceptions, no excuses. And if his holiday party doesn't end up a success, I will destroy all of Teyvat and then myself. :3c" then so be it. That last statement is a joke, but watching everyone try their absolute hardest to give my adopted little brother the best birthday possible would be worth the fear of the vague threat of the world's destruction in the eyes of my worshipers me thinks.

If you add to this brainrot, please feel free to ignore that last part if everyone panicking over the possibility of apocalyptic destruction makes you uncomfortable. Likewise, don't rush this out by my birthday if you don't have time. I'm also in college and have multiple assignments due both before and after my birthday so I know this upcoming week will be hellish in terms of academics. So don't push yourself, okay?

So yeah. Thanks for reading! Hope you have a nice day!

JOKES ON YOU IM DOIN THIS FIRST BC ITS NEAR UR BIRTH WHEN I SAW THIS - HAHAHA (also timezones r wack so hope i timed it good enough for u lmao)

HOPE ALL UR ASSIGNMENTS VANISH / R SUPER EASY AND TAKE NO TIME AT ALL TO DO SO U HAVE MORE FREE TIME TO READ MY BIRTHDAY GIFT TO YOU ANON <3

Have a pretty miku hatsune gif <3

YEAH SO U ENTERED UR BDAY INTO GENSHIN U KNOW THAT RIGHT??

WELL SINCE THAT WAS THE BASICS OF THE GAME/AT THE START-

TEYVAT HAS KNOWN YOUR BIRTHDAY AS LONG AS LIFE HAS LIVED ON TEYVET LOL

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So if it's your birthday and you have been isekaied to Teyvat in time for it,

or been there for that long bc how does one un-isekai themselves?? anyway

and its like,, pandemonium.

bc idealistically u surprise these bitches around/close to ur birthday, so everyone's gettin in that festival mood and then BAM- itd be like if the spirits/demons showed up irl for Halloween randomly one year, like- ???!!!

so everyone's just

"well we usually have a lot of fun/praise the highest being anyway, hoping they'll hear us thru whatever barrier's between us (coughstupidcomputercough), but now... we've got to go harder than any century before guys, they're actually here, nobody panic, this isn't a drill- somebody fucking grab the champagne- "

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So for a second, imagine the sweetest anyone has ever been to you.

now imagine another person does something just as sweet for you, now add another, now add another, now add-

yeah i hope u got a hoddie so u can go to sweatertown when u get too embarassed/shy, bc the compliments??

"I really like your voice btw, this may sound strange but it was always so comforting pulling those all nighter for another akademiya project, and just hearing you joking around or humming, what felt like only for me or to keep me company ;) " - Lisa

"I hope you don't mind me doing this, as I wasn't trying to invade you privacy when I came upon this knowledge, but I thought it would make a useful gift. I know you were frustrated when you came here that there wasn't as much cosmetics so I used alchemy to aid your cause, this is some color changing nail polish-"

-Albedo has gotten u ur exact foundation shade, concealer, a skin clearing serum that works 100x better than any skincare routine u had going/or not lol, and if you dont really wear makeup or do skin care, he has a backup of all ur fav perfumes/colognes that u wish u had in ur old world (he heard u ranting abt wanting those scents/stuff u liked like cherries or sandalwood etc.)

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bc even if ur not the type to feel that way when ppl do things like that for u, i promise u will be by the end of your birthday week.

everyone in teyvat wants your first in person birthday to be perfect,

ESPECIALLY the allogenes, or the playable characters

doesn't even matter if your FTP and dont have a single character outside of the beginners,

(they all had access to things like your voice, your actions, your social media, yae miko may or may not have personally printed off enough copies of a book full of any selfies/pics with you in it to reach every corner of teyvat ahem, she means what- nothing at all my beautiful god-)

anyway that is to say, your birthday month is generally really bountiful, both in festivals and teyvat itself, regardless if its dead winter or scorching summer

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but for the sake of ANON'S BIRTHDAY-

You have now been forcibly converted into a Pisces - gasp - from this moment on,

ik tragic im an aquarius 😔,

Bc this is anon's Teyvat rn and we're just living in it

(genshincharactersaboutyoubelike-)

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You don't know which authority figure to thank first for helping organize your week so you can go to a different city's festival for you every day of your bday week, it must have been hell to make 💀

(rip ningguang alhaitham jean and ayaka/ayato yall will be missed 💧🙏)

U kind of worked ur way backwards actually from game release country's dates, like Sumeru, Inazuma, Liyue, Mondstadt

Bc when they asked if u had a preference u whole heartedly spoke up in front of a room full of arguably the most influential and powerful people on the continent, in the world really- well besides you-

"Mondstadt would be a great festival to have on my actual birthday! After all one of my best boys Bennett, also has his birthday that day too!" :)

...

.....somewhere in the Wolvendom wilds Bennett shivers with a bolt of anxiety,

Razor is confused and asks if he's ok, he gives a shaky thumbs up,

"yeah i just... got the scariest feeling.. like something bad's gonna happen on my birthday this week... haha probably nothing!... probably..."

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So everyone's been pretty chill and happy for Benny to be so favored/spoiled by you, esp since ur sharing ur bday (most ppl think ur a saint bc of this)

But for some pretentious assholes, who think traditions should be adhered to, they kinda dont even like the stuff ur changing-

"Oh well, if you don't just celebrate Benett's birthday with mine, and really anyone else who's bday is also mine, I'll just ruin your country ;) "

...

Some ppl get ur joking, like alhaitham would never believe u,

But these poor old fools, coughsagescough,

R just like-

"...an eldritch god is angry with us."

Needless to say u get ur way,

And poor Benny is just like, shaking in the corner, he can't tell if this is more unlucky or the luckiest he's been lol

(He's also one of the allogenes who did not rlly get ur joke lmao,,, also Itto💀)

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If your somehow not overhwhlemed by gifts and acts of service on ur birthday,

Benny is.

Benny is for you.

Lol, he's like gonna make himself sick bc he cant just say "No thanks" to all the ppl giving you food, but end up giving him some too by proxy

He cant even count how many candies and baked goods are weighing down his pockets

Oh did i mention you've just like, linked arms with the little guy and dragged him wherever Mond's citizens r dragging you for the birthday festivities :)

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While he was mostly just in shock all day, Benny does take the time to tear up and thank you for sharing your birthday*

(*both of your birthdays, u correct him all day)

Jean, Barabra, Diluc, Kaeya, Amber, Traveler, Razor Sucrose Fischl and Klee (and Varka + older adventurers/his dads)

are all super happy to finally see the poor kid get the biggest break ever for his birthday finally

Esp after they saw the last few... yknow... non-existant ones... bc he only has a bday every 4 years lol

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Nearly starts sobbing publicly when u give him a present for his bday too :')

And after you all do a big toast for an evening bday dinner, u hug him and he actually cries a little, and he squeezes u back super hard

"I always thought I was too unlucky to get a birthday like this, but I guess if even a god like you hasn't given up on me, I shouldn't give up on me either, thank you for the best birthday I've ever had Your Majesty!"

:')

♡

(Tho Klee did sneakily give u and him some of her best and brightest bombs as a bday gift, so he did get a little singed but he barely noticed lmao)

♡

I hope my ass writing/ideas was a decent bday gift anon! :0

I love Pisces sm, i hope ur bday was/will be incredible anon!! :) <33

Safe Travels,

💀♒️

♡the beloveds♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

#HAPPY BIRTH #happy bday anon! #hope this ask makes ur day a little brighter w/ some benny :) <3 #genshin sagau #my asks #sagau #genshin imagines #genshin sagau ideas #gender neutral reader #genshin isekai #genshin impact #genshin god reader #genshin impact scenarios #hope u like it - my writing isnt 10/10 but i got ideas ig lol #genshin platonic #platonic genshin impact #bennett #benny boy

[azurdlywisterious]

Okay okay okay I have a good feeling about this time!

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📻 not-another-guy-podcasting reblogged thecoolerscrewdriver

👄 thecoolerscrewdriver

If ur getting stalked by a “legendary” scorchbeast, ur best bet at getting out of that alive is chugging some nukashine and praying that it’ll be kinder to u then whatever sick supernatural force sent u a literal dragon to slay while overwmcumbered

👄 thecoolerscrewdriver

Why the fuck did I go to Grafton???

#bestie it was the nukashine #also have u found new razorgrain plants for the base?

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⭐️ therealprimmshady reblogged big-mt-head

🧠 big-mt-head

⭐️ therealprimmshady

Sir what is this?

🧠 big-mt-head

I’m conducting research

#a day in life of a science deputy

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💸 mrhouseownsmysoul reblogged uh-ohthemisery-2

💸 mrhouseownsmysoul

Still running from your problems Dalcia?

🏃‍♀️ uh-ohthemisery-2

Still gatekeeping the strip, Suzie?

💸 mrhouseownsmysoul

The securitrons do that for me actually

🏃‍♀️ uh-ohthemisery-2

Really? Those things are so easy to hack

💸 mrhouseownsmysoul

Oh I know

#didn't have time to scrape up all those caps #there was revenge to be had 💅

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🏃‍♀️ uh-ohthemisery-2 reblogged big-mt-head

⏳ start-startover

I hope Jason and the others are doing well…

💸 mrhouseownsmysoul

Wait, you knew Jason?

⏳ start-startover

You knew Jason???

💸 mrhouseownsmysoul

Mhm! Jason was one of the sweetest people I met out in the wastes. Helping his flock helped me find the strength I thought I had lost long ago

👄 thecoolerscrewdriver

Cringe

⏳ start-startover

Shut the fuck up we're bonding over a saint over here

💸 mrhouseownsmysoul

What did Jason mean to you, Deja?

⏳ start-startover

He was the man that saw the good in my heart that I myself was too blinded by guilt to see

📻 not-another-guy-podcasting

Cringe

💸 mrhouseownsmysoul

Who the fuck let you two in?!

🧠 big-mt-head

@.uh-ohthemisery-2 what does "cringe" mean here in this context?

🏃‍♀️ uh-ohthemisery-2

This post is a train wreck

#so queue better run run run

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🍀 luckiestbastard

You guys are getting screen time?

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📻 not-another-guy-podcasting reblogged thecoolerscrewdriver

💎 fleshnbloodnshelfh8

how to be a good person?

💥 mygenderis-c4

my brother in christ if u have to ask tumblr you're just doomed

🏃‍♀️ uh-ohthemisery-2

Have you tried hunting legionaries for sport?

💎 fleshnbloodnshelfh8

Killing the paradise falls slavers did nothing. Even freed the slaves too

💥 mygenderis-c4

Oof. Not even for freeing them? What did you even do?

💎 fleshnbloodnshelfh8

Blew up a town

💥 mygenderis-c4

What

🏃‍♀️ uh-ohthemisery-2

What

🍀 luckiestbastard

On accident, right?

💎 fleshnbloodnshelfh8

Well...

🍀 luckiestbastard

Right???

💎 fleshnbloodnshelfh8

About that.

📝 mrrocherwasmytather

If it isn't the kid that blew up the sweet little town of Megaton! Great story, by the way.

🏃‍♀️ uh-ohthemisery-2

What the fuck???

#wow this guy’s a piece of work #<prev the guy that blew up the town? #prev #nah the reporter

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🌌 azurdlywisterious

Oh, there you are danny

#dashboard simulator #unreality #fallout new vegas #fallout 76 #fallout 3 #henri wesson #suzie fromme #dalcia o’deorian #felix barnstar #deja vult #harvey wallbanger #sir of big mt #ferrero geneson #fo3 danny

[hunn1e-bunn1e]

hai hai Benny !! ^_^ how have you been fairing these past days :3c? I’ve been avoiding tumblr again out of (very childish) spite !! however i simply had 2 check in w/ one of my fav authors/accs u.u !!

personally i feel lik i’ve been moving in slow-mo ~.~ what with the cold weather (not sure if it’s cold where ever u might b but i digress ,:3) .. in any case i hope u r well !! ^_^

since ur reqs r open again, i’ll be considering shooting one in but i’ll hold off since i wouldn’t wanna ovr work u !! ^.^

-🫧

Hi, 🫧Bubbles Anon! It's been a while since I've heard from you!

I'm doing okay, besides my job kicking my ass with how they're shifting my hours around mid week.

Don't worry about me being overwhelmed or anything, I'm alright with accepting any asks that you feel like sending in. Take your time though.

— Benny🐰

#hunn1e bunn1e's ask box #ask box #answered asks #answered #answered anon #🫧 anon #🫧bubbles anon

[jegulusofwesper]

My 2020 songs according to Spotify

Tongue Tied - YUNGBLUD, Marshmallow, blackbear

Parents - YUNGBLUD

Original me - YUNGBLUD, Dan Reynolds

Medication - YUNGBLUD

I think I’m okay - YUNGBLUD, Machine Gun Kelly, Travis Barker

Teeth - 5 seconds of summer

I miss having sex but at least I don’t want to die anymore

Heathens - Twenty one pilots

Die for the hype - YUNGBLUD

Youngblood - 5 seconds of summer

Nice to meet ya - Niall Horan

Me! - Taylor Swift, Brendon Urie

Hope for the underrated youth - YUNGBLUD

Turbulent - Waterparks

Im so tired ... - Troye Sivan

Into the unknown - Panic! at the disco

11 minutes - YUNGBLUD, Halsey, Travis Barker

Stupid for you - Waterparks

My oh my - Camila Cabello, DaBaby

Now or never - Julie and the phantoms cast

Braindead! - YUNGBLUD

You’ll be back - cast of Hamilton

Sucker for pain - Lil Wayne, Wiz Khalifa, Imagine dragons

Amnesia - 5 seconds of summer

Doctor doctor - YUNGBLUD

Satisfied - cast of Hamilton

Vossi bop - Stormzy

Mama do the hump - Rizzle Kicks

Castiel sabotage - YUNGBLUD

High hopes - Panic! At the disco

Blonde - Waterparks

Put a little love on me - Niall Horan

Machine gun(F**k the NRA) - YUNGBLUD

These days - Jess Glynne, Macklemore,Rudimental

Year 3000 - Busted

Night falls - Cast of descendants 3

Anarchist - YUNGBLUD

My songs know what you did in the dark - fall out boy

Somebody to you - the vamps

This town - Niall Horan

I love you, will you marry me - YUNGBLUD

Wake up - Julie and the phantoms cast

Guns and ships -cast of Hamilton

Hey look ma, I made it - panic! At the disco

Loner - YUNGBLUD

No judgement - Niall Horan

Pass me by -R5

The boy does nothing - Alesha Dixon

Psychotic kids - YUNGBLUD

The anthem - Good Charlotte

Classic - MKTO

City of angels - 24K Golden ft YUNGBLUD

California - YUNGBLUD

Alexander Hamilton -cast of Hamilton

Don’t stop - 5 seconds of summer

Na na na - My chemical romance

Weird! - YUNGBLUD

Kill my mind - Louis Tomlinson

She’s kinda hot - 5 seconds of summer

Watermelon sugar - Harry Styles

iSpy - KYLE, Lil Yachty

What’s my name - cast of descendants 3

Party in the U.S.A - Miley Cyrus

Rain - Aitch, AJ Tracy, Tay Keith

This band is back - Julie and the phantoms cast

Polygraph eyes - YUNGBLUD

Farmer refuted - cast of Hamilton

I write sins not tragedies - Panic! At the disco

Royal - Waterparks

She looks so perfect - 5 seconds of summer

Don’t lose ur head -SIX the musical

Baseline junkie - Dizzee Rascal

Thank u, next - Ariana Grande

Ladbroke Grove - AJ Tracy

Glad you came - The wanted

Drag me down - one direction

Angels & demons - jxdn

21st century liability - YUNGBLUD

Easy to hate - Waterparks

Black and white - Niall Horan

Miss Jackson - Panic! At the disco

E-girls are ruining my life - CORPSE

Watch what happens next - Waterparks

Good girls - 5 seconds of summer

Take a hint - cast of victorious

Waiting on the weekend - YUNGBLUD

Roses - Benny Blanco, Brendon Urie, Juice WRLD

Easier - 5 seconds of summer

FRIENDS -Anne Marie, Marshmallow

I’m not okay (I promise) - My chemical romance

Shotgun - George Ezra

Bored in the house - TYGA, Curtis Roach

Introducing me - Nick Jonas

Bright - Julie and the phantoms cast

Best behaviour - N-DUBZ

Die a little - YUNGBLUD

My shot - cast of Hamilton

Heartbreak girl - 5 seconds of summer

Playing with fire - N-DUBZ

Kill somebody - YUNGBLUD

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #yungblud #5SOS #blackbear #marshmallow #2020 #spotify wrapped

[hqrbinger]

I hope you get Jean soon! I would give you mine since I don't use her(I have her almost at c6 since Mihoyo won't stop giving me her when I lose my 50/50) 🤦‍♀️ but Mihoyo is stubborn and likes their money and I doubt they'll ever imput a gifting system 😠

My Mondstadt team is Benny boy, Diluc, Albedo 😍, and Eula

And my Liyue team is Hu Tao😍, Xingqiu, Zhongli, and Ganyu

I bet you can totally tell who my favorites are on each team lmao, granted my Albedo is not built as a main dps. I have my friendship levels up on all of them but Eula(she's soooo close, though)

-Rebby 🥰

THANK YOU FOR THE LUCK <3333 im sure she will come home now with all the well-wishes ive gotten for her today

i swear if im forced to lose my 50/50 on hu tao's banner while going for her c1 then it BETTER BE JEAN !!! i have mona + keqing both at c1 and qiqi at c2 now... BUT NO JEAN OR DILUC. WHERE. WHERE ARE THEY.

ALSI WTF ALMOST C6 ???????? IM CRYING THATS SO HIGH EFWILWUHEFSDF the things i would do for a c6 jean-

anyhow UR TEAMS ARE SO CUTE !!! i love the national vibes u got goin on, and u have good taste in faves ;) HU TAO MY GIRL <333 LOV HER SO MUCH !! i used to be an albedo supremacist back during his banner, but i lost him to mona <//3 but ig it was okay bc otherwise i wouldnt have had my guaranteed xiao HAHA

I WISH U A SPEEDY FRIENDSHIP 10 EULA !!! I LOVE HER NAMECARD SOOO MUCH !!1

also, if i may ask, what server do u play on? :>

#˗ˏˋrebby <3ˎˊ˗ #⊹·% FLOATING MIRROR #°.✩┈┈∘*curse does things #⊹·%HEADSPACE

[scepterno]

Hi!!! I hope you’re doing okay :] !!

I kind of forgot the mini script I was gonna type out but!

I really like your work! I think your art style is really cool??? I love how you can replicate styles as well?? gaaaa ur just!!!such a cool person, and seeing ur growth/progression?? *gestures frantically* you can see what I’m talking about I think!

I forgot the rest of this! but I think this is enough words?

I hope good energy + vibes come your way!

- Benny :]

Hi Benny!!!! Thank you!!

I think replicating art styles has always been a strength of mine at the sacrifice of having no finite recognizable style of my own. It’s a tradeoff, kind of. One that I’m honestly fine with because it helps a lot in getting the job I want in the animation industry (which is just drawing characters on model in special poses). I hope good vibes come your way, too! <3

#Anonymous

[ohtheseboysilove]

Timid little creature [Ben Hardy x F!Reader]

Words : 3, 000 K +

Warnings : smuuuuuut (reader’s on the pill)

Summary : Reader is very shy and need a little push to try new things in bed.

Note :  I just hit 400 followers so I thought a littler smut with our Benny boy could be a nice thank to you my cuties !! love writing about shy!reader, I used to be very timid so it’s easy to do it ! Maybe I will write more about it, we will see ! Hope u enjoy this one love :)))) And thanks again for ur comments, likes, reblogs and messages, love u 🥰✨✨✨

🌼Requests are open🌼☀ Masterlist ☀

@/none of these gifs are mine xx

You hummed happily as you jumped out of the bus, walking toward Ben’s flat. You and him were seeing each other for the last four months and every thing was more than fine with the blonde, he was funny, smart, kind and incredibly handsome. His blond curls and greenish eyes made you head dizzy the first time you saw him, his well defined abs were just the cherry on the top.

It wasn’t rare that you slept at his place on the thursday night as it always the day where you finished your shift late in the evening and his place was way closer than your own flat. You knew he had some mates around tonight but he told you to come anyway, you used the copy of the keys he gave you to entered in the building then in his flat. The sound of the t.v was blasting as the boys were apparently playing video games, you scrunched your nose at the thick smell of cigarette, pizza and sweat, a typical boyish evening. You gently patted Frankie’s head and took your shoes off quietly, you were a bit shy, okay maybe super shy and you didn’t know all of Ben’s friends so if you could avoid to meet them with your work look, it would be better.

“Come on Ben, you pussy ! That the third time in a row you lose !”

“Fuck off Jeff, you’re a cheating bastard !”

You giggled quietly at your boyfriend’s voice, he took the video games very seriously, you could picture his red face, frowning like a grumpy baby.

“You lost, you know the deal Benny Boy. A shot and a bed question”

You stopped in your track, curious to hear about the rest of the conversation. You stayed in the hallway, still hiding from Ben and his friends, waiting for the bed question, you cheeks flushing a bit. The blond groaned and gagged a bit, probably because he took his shot.

“Go on, what do you want to know ?”

“Alright, (Y/N)’s hot”

You cheeks burned at his comment.

“I knew you were checking my girl last time, you better stop that” Ben warned him but you heard the amusement in his voice.

“I was about say that I bet (Y/N) is loud in bed, the shyer are the most savage in bed”

You bit the inside of your cheek, chuckling awkwardly. Thanks god no one seemed to know you were here or you would have been so embarrassed. You were rather timid and private person. Chatting about your sex life with Ben’s friends was the last thing you wanted.

“Well...she’s not really...vocal” It was true, you were a bit ashamed of the sound of your moaning so most of the time you stayed quiet. “I mean she’s shy, really shy, even with me ya know ? I wish she would be more comfortable around me, especially in bed” His friends let wolf-whistles echoing in the room and you gulped quietly, you didn’t know Ben was bothered with your timidness.

“Aw Benny, come on are you saying she’s boring in bed ? It would such a waste, she’s a gorgeous girl” Your breath hitched in your throat as you waiting for Ben’s answer. He stayed silent and you felt like a tone of brick just fell in your stomach. Did Ben just confirmed he found boring sexually speaking ?

“I didn’t say she was boring !” You pinched your lips furiously, the embarrassment rushing over you. You and Ben had sex for the last three months and you didn’t even notice he wasn’t having fun like you did. You felt incredibly stupid. “She’s just...fuck, I sound like a real asshole, she is an incredible girl and I like her, a lot but in bed...she’s even shyer” You were sure you face was crimson by now. “We don’t do anything...exciting. Always the same kind of boring position, last time I tried the doggy style but she was so tense, we ended doing the missionary like every time. I don’t want her to be uncomfortable, that definitely not the point of having sex”

They kept talking but you weren’t listening anymore, too embarrassed to focus on something else than Ben’s words. Boring. The worst part ? He was right, you never did something new in bed and until now you never thought about it. You needed some time to get comfortable and trying new sex positions was a bit out of your comfort zone. You put your shoes back on and grabbed your bag before silently leaving his flat, you were too ashamed to face Ben tonight. You quickly texted him saying that one of co-worker offered you a ride home, promising to see him soon.

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The two following weeks you couldn’t bring yourself to have sex with Ben. Your self-esteem was too low to even took your top off in front of him. Of course you wanted to sleep with him but knowing now that you weren’t an interesting lay made you even more timid than usual and the blond quickly noticed your weird behaviour. He knew you were a sensitive girl so he didn’t push to talk about whatever was bothering you but tonight he had enough, he was feeling a bit put aside as you didn’t tell him what was wrong.

His hand was slowly rubbing your thigh as you were currently watching the t.v in the sofa, he glanced at you but you didn’t react, you eyes glued on the screen. He tilted his head and let a trail of light kisses on your exposed shoulder, biting gently the thin skin. You sighed quietly at the nice feeling and didn’t push him away when he moved to your mouth for a hot steamy kiss. Soon you ended up laying on the sofa under his broad body, your hands lost in his hairs as you were in intense making-out session. You moaned lowly when his hand brushed on your clothed nipples, your hips bucking involuntary into his.

“Should we move to the bed room ?” The husky voice of Ben gave a shiver as he warm hand palmed cheekily your breasts, his hard bulged throbbing against your thigh. “Want you so bad, love”

You froze as his fingers found the zip of your jeans, immediately pushing him away. You sat and cleared your throat awkwardly, giving him a small smile as he looked at you questioningly.

“I...I’m feeling a bit tired I think I’m gonna go to bed”

“Okay, what’s wrong (Y/N) ?” You pretended to be confused and he shook his head. “I know something wrong for days now, I thought you would talk to me at a point but you still hiding in your shell” You blushed furiously and stared at your fidgeting fingers. “Hey, it’s me, you can talk to me you know that, right ?”

His voice as soft as he gently caressed your burning face, turning your head toward him. You didn’t were it was coming from but you were a bit frustrated about his words.

“Coming from someone who complain about our boring sex life to your friends, it’s pretty amusing” His eyes widened at your sudden burst of confidence.

“How–“

“I was in your flat the other day and I heard the conversation” You shrugged and gave him a little smile, pretending you weren’t hurt.

“Oh love, shit, I...I shouldn’t have say that, fuck I’m so stupid” He sighed deeply, running a hand in his messy hairs. “I didn’t...it wasn’t– I’m sorry...“

“I’m not mad Ben, you are right, I...always stay in my comfort zone, it’s hard for me to try new thing” He nodded quickly, relieved that you finally opened to him. “Even if I want, I just...I always think about the worst things, like you wouldn’t like that or I would embarrassing myself because I’m very clumsy and– I overthinking everything”

You lowered your gaze under Ben’s intense staring and melted against his warm touch on your even warmer cheek.

“(Y/N), I know how you’re feeling, I was timid too when I was younger and I’m still not the most comfortable in public but that my job so I’m sued to now but I really like you, ya know ?” He brushed a sweet kiss on your swollen lips and felt your heart puffed at his words. “But I want you to be comfortable around me, I would never judge you, about anything. You can talk to me about everything (Y/N), anytime”

You nodded timidly and he smiled softly.

“I just wished you would have talk to me rather than chatting to your friends, it was...embarrassing to hear.” You murmured.

“I know and I’m sorry. It won’t happen again” His voice was confident and you smiled back, your finger tracing random patterns on his hand. “I just...I didn’t wanted to push your limits, I was planning on waiting a little bit longer before talking about it but you’re totally right, my comportment was stupid and disrespectful to you”

“Thank you Ben” You replied. You tucked a strand of hairs and blinked nervously. “I...you know, I do want to try other things with you, I’m just...not sure what to do ? You’re so much more experienced than me and I don’t want to ruin what we have with my hesitation...”

“Hey, ‘s alright love. It’s just me, no need to feel nervous” He pressed a delicate kiss on your jaw and you couldn’t repress a shiver. Your fingers softly grazed on his neck, bringing his mouth on yours for a soft yet long kiss. “We don’t have to do anything right now (Y/N)” He murmured weakly as your tongue teased his lower lip, your hands tugging at his soft hairs.

“I want to” You said in a low tone, heart beating heavily against your ribcage. There  won’t be the perfect moment for to finally pass over your shyness so why no try right now ?

Ben grinned and followed you to his room, hands tangled together. You both fell on the bed, hot kisses exchanged, his shirt and pants flying somewhere in the room as well as you tight jeans and he quickly ended up between your thigh, eating you out like a starving man, earning muffling moans from throat. He made sure you were wet enough before stopping and looking adoringly at you.

“Do you think being in charge would make you less nervous ? You decided what we do and at your rhythm” He gently rubbed your clothed back as you nodded timidly, not capable to keep eyes contact with him, your shy nature never far away.

“What...what I’m supposed to do ?” You asked with a low voice, he or every men you frequented were always in charge and you didn’t have to ask this kind of question to yourself.

Ben chuckled gently and pushed away the locks in your face. “What do you want to do, love ? Just...whatever you feel like doing, don’t put too much pressure on your yourself, kay ?”

A small smile curled on your features and swallowed tightly, thinking about what to do next. Ben patiently looked at you, his beautiful green eyes dilated with lust, his swollen lip trapped between his teeth, you could have cry of how pretty he was.

“Can...can I ride you ?” You blurted suddenly, a spasm of boldness rolling through your system. You already saw scenes in movie where girls were ridding their lover and you thought that was super hot but once again, too shy to propose the idea or afraid that Ben would laugh at you.

“’f course you can” His voice was huskier than usual and the effect on your words on him was more than visible, his breathing increasing immediately. “’s super hot”

You giggled shyly and kicked out your panties before hesitantly straddled his thighs, pressing your hands on his bare chest to keep your balance. He happily let you be in charge, an encouraging smile on his round face. Your bare core was right behind his covered throbbing bulge, both of you panting at the slight brushing.

You cleared your throat and shakily unbuttoned your shirt like if you were a shy virgin, Ben, feeling your hesitation and nervousness, sat back, lowering a bit your body to reach your hot neck, kissing it teasingly. You sighed as his teeth sunk in your skin, making you shivered but not enough to hurt you.

“Smell divinely good, love” You threw your useless shirt somewhere in the room and focused back on the beautiful man in front of you. His hard cock was pulsating painfully against you, still restricted by his underwear and lightly tugged on it, asking for the permission to take it off. “Please” He cried when you hand hovered over it, brushing it in a teasing way you that he didn’t know you had in you.

“Lay down Benny” You whispered as you gently pushed him to the bed before taking you bra off, exposing your bare breasts to a marvelled Ben. He licked vigourisly his lips and caressed slowly your hard nipples.

“They’re even prettier from this view” He hummed appreciably and you blushed even harder.  

You finally tugged down his underpants, freeing his aching member, already dripping from pre-cum. He whined at the gesture, his beautiful features twisted in a mix of relief and pain. You started to stroke him, gently and slowly, savouring every little noises coming from his plumpy lips with burning cheeks. You already gave him handjob and blowjob, of course, but usually you were on you knees, at his mercy. This time you had the power and it felt great.

“Love, if you– oh fuck, I’m going to come really soon if you keep doing that” He managed to say. You admired how some of his hairs was stuck with the light coat of sweat on his forehead and one of his arms bended behind his head, showing his strong biceps tattooed, he was truly gorgeous.

You bowed and pressed a kiss on the little blue vein popping up on his muscle then slid your hands on his torso to slowly raise yourself. Your finger, trembling a bit, from excitation and nervousness, grabbed softly his hard length and lined it with your enter, giving a last glance at Ben before slowly sunk down on him. Your head fell back as his shaft stretched deliciously your walls, your mouth opened in a perfect O shape.

“Holy shit, love, feel so good” The blond breathed as his eyes devoured every inches of you, his two large palms found their way to your waist.

After few seconds you gave an experimental rolling of your hips and the pure ecstasy on Ben’s face could have made you come here and right now. So you quickened your pace, lifting your body a bit before slamming back on the blonde, your eyes closed and mind lost in pleasure.

“Ben” You cried as the pressure in your lower abdomen increased heavily at every movements. Your lip roughly trapped between your teeth to muffle your moaning but when the blond hit a particularly sensitive spot you can’t contained the loud groaning coming from the back of your throat.

You immediately opened your eyes, crimson with embarrass and Ben stared at you with so much intensity, you slowed your movement, already sure that you were ridiculous and broke the atmosphere.

“I’m sorry...I–“

“What you’re sorry for sweetheart ?” Ben cocked his head and squeezed your hips. “That was bloody hot, please I want to hear you more, love” You hid your face in your hands but the blond immediately pushed them away, kissing each of your palm. “I’m serious, you can’t imagine how it’s turning me on to hear you moan, so fucking hot”

You swallowed nervously but the look on his face gave you enough confidence to keep going. You moved again, adding two fingers between the both of you to rub your clit and left your mouth hung open as the noises of pleasure escaped freely.

“Yes, dove, just like that, sing for me” His hands glued around your hips helped you keeping the quick pace as you felt your orgasm coming closer. “So, so hot, my love ! Look at you, tits bouncing up and down, shit, you’re fucking perfect” His praising boosted you as you moaned louder, your walls clenching ferociously as your orgasm washed over you, eyes rolling in the back of your head.

“Shit Ben, that was...” You panted heavily as your movements became sloppier, most of them coming from Ben’s hips, bucking against you, chasing his own release. “Something else” You couldn't put words on it but you were grateful that for once your fought against your shyness, it was more than worth it.

“I know, love. Bloody amazing you were up here” In a last shaking movement, the blond cum inside you, swearing loudly and you couldn’t take your eyes of from him, looking incredibly pretty and aroused. You never saw him so panting and satisfied than right now. “I’m so proud of you, dove. Did you enjoy being on top ?”

“Yes” You murmured timidly the steamy and boldness moment was gone, you shyness was back but you knew you will certainly doing it again. “Very much”

“Me too” You slowly moved from him and cried at the sensation of emptiness, he grabbed your waist and put you close to him, breathing heavily. “Can you think next time we can do the doggy style ?” He asked with an amused smile, savouring the immediately timidity painting on your face, he loved making you blush.

You hid your face in his shoulder as you giggled childishly. You pressed a light kiss on his sweaty skin and nodded quietly, earning a massive smirk from your boyfriend.

“Can’t wait to see this pretty ass of yours sticking up in the air just for me” He slapped playfully your bare bottom and you gasped, surprised but amused.

You sighed deeply and nuzzled comfortably against Ben, drained out of all energy but very proud of yourself.

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