#i just yell my thoughts into the tumblr void

[kindlythevoid]

Y’all, y’all, I know this is (among many, many other things) the talk-about-your-fanfics site but I physically cannot talk about them without being prompted. However, because I am dying to talk about them, I have decided to do it in the format of an ask game.

What story (stories?) are you writing rn that you’ll most likely publish next? ∩(´∀`∩)

What story (stories?) are you writing rn that will most likely linger in your head for an undetermined period of time? (*´▽｀*)

What tropes do you like writing about the most? (´▽`ʃƪ)

Lore dump about the OCs (see tags for options)! (∩˃o˂∩)

One individual fun fact for each OC in the tags. ヽ(‘ ∇‘ )ノ

Longest fic you’ve written (published or not)? ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

Shortest fic you’ve written (published or not)? ‹•.•›

Fic that is near and dear to your heart? ♡

Top three fics you’ve written (in author’s opinion)? ♡♡♡

Story Moodboard of choice (either you or author picks the story; author makes). (◡‿◡✿)

OC Moodboard of choice (either you or author picks the OC; author makes). ❀☉‿☉❀

Write another line in your WIP (rude, productive, but okay). ◔̯◔

Drop a playlist for a story! ♪♡♪

Umm… yeah, so feel free to reblog to use the ask game yourself!! Fingers crossed all those nervous writers get to lore dump, yeah?

#for purposes published here means put on Ao3/fanfic/tumblr/etc for all to see #Not published like book published #Although good on you if you’ve gotten published-published!!! #I really hope this is how you ask game #Gahhh fingers crossed!! #Anyway; here are my OC options: #mara #kirsi #aay’han #do sole survivors count? #Yeah I’ll have them count #Sole survivors Nate and Nora #Okay admittedly I don’t have a ton of OC options but each of them get me excited to talk and/or write #The crew of the judgement day #woops almost forgot them even tho each and every one is an OC #just yelling into the void #ask #is this how you ask game? #originally i thought you could copy + paste the fun emoji guys but then i realized that was a lot of work so voila! numbers!!

[fanficlerontheroof]

"the lady bone demon? how did she catch up to us already??"

"oh, no"

"OH WUKONG"

"macaque?"

"oh that's a relief. i thought it was someone important."

then. wtf-

was this look

like?? im not the only one seeing that right??

he's like. hiding his smile like he's secretly glad to see his old lover friend again. or at least happier to see him than the alternative-

and then he's also looking down to the right like he was lying (or maybe he's just looking at the scroll? idk)

like, that's not the look of someone taunting an old enemy they deem insignificant and weak enough that they'd be considered a relief to fight when they themself are in a weakened state

that is the look of someone missing their friend. that is the look of someone reminiscing on all the old memories they shared. that is the look of someone pushing their memories aside because they need to protect their friends from someone they don't know anymore. that-

...is also the look of someone who is REALLY proud of their comeback.

interpretation is everything folks

#nah but i rlly thought i was onto something there #he just looks mildly constipated #this was just me rambling like #yelling my thoughts into the endless void that is tumblr will help me look normal about my obsession with this show #lego monkie kid #lmk #lmk macaque #lmk sun wukong #shadowpeaches #analysis #rambles

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

DUDE MY YEARS LONG CAMPAIGN TO RECRUIT SEAWEED BRAIN PODCAST FANS THAT I CAN NERD OUT WITH IS STARTING TO WORK WHATS GOING ON AHHHHHHH EVERYONE CALM DOWN STAY CALM STAY CALM RED ALERT RED ALERT

#me when i weasel my way into getting people to like my special interests #I LOVE SEAWEED BRAIN PODCAST TOP TEN BEST THINGS ON THE PLANET SO MUCH UNBRIDLED JOY AND BEST FRIENDSHIP #just finished pacing around outside earlier listening to their newest episode #its taking me literal hours to get through because i have to pause every 15 minutes to just. yell at the empty air about my thoughts #literally tumblr represents a tiny fraction of my analysis brain so much gets lost to the void (ie. my bathroom mirror) #bro my bathroom mirror is EDUCATED on so many things #its seen some shit #literally what am i yapping about #this is why i could never guest on a podcast because i would literlaly not be able to stop yapping #anyways #LIVE LAUGH LOVE SEAWEED BRAIN POD #percy jackson #pjo <3 #percy jackon and the olympians #percabeth #percy series #pjo

[victarin]

kind of obvious maybe at least to me that sun was my favorite & so i knew exactly what kind of characterization i wanted to see more of from him (and how i should write him or whatever) so ive Struggled w characterizing moon a Ton BUT ..... i think i know now . ohhoh

#talking #// im complaining a shit ton after this tag just ignore it #if i can stop having my brain yell at me for not drawing good for like an hour i would be SET to draw a comic. #need to get in the zone again where im not expecting anyone to see my art so it doesnt have to be good and so i can just write whatever #without censoring it/worrying over if people will like it #<- debating cutting down on my tumblr activity a ton bc of this #like popping in rbing a few things every few days and then leaving #bc tbh i already deleted the mobile app and its doing wonders for my brain. no notifs nothing to click on just me and my mentally ill mind #<- pls dont send anything about/comment on this btw this is just me throwing my thoughts out into the void

[mantasunray-art]

Bea i fear we're entering the TW dnf era once again, but on a real note it baffles me how people will preach progresism but the moment a man implies he's in love and that loved person is a man it turns out that the ship seems to real so they start to back off and try to "callout" srs dnfers, like I said on priv people love to defend dream's queernes until is about him actually being queer publicly and not only that, people are so bold that they want him to represent them and project their labels that he's never said he felt confortable onto him

anon you put it perfectly. and most of the base for dnf is just,,,, factual information based on how they act and word by word from dream's interviews and songs. and the last part is SO true but that is a story for a whole new conversation. it's part of a bigger issue of people online to change narratives to make the narrative fit them and victimizing themselves. i saw a tiktok that had great examples of this phenomenon: like there will be a person showing tutorials to make cute hairstyles and someone will be "well but what if i'm bald". ofc it's not that simple because those identities are invalidated in many environments it's not like being bald but the general issue is created by this excessive individualism of our society (esp online)

edit: i wanna add about the "i fear we are entering the tw dnf era once again" and yeah there is an interesting dichotomy between there being more srs dnfers than ever before but also there being more people who openly complain about dnfers than ever before

#ask bea #negative #im just a discourse blog atp but i love Thinking and having thoughts about those things #and i like the tumblr format that i can yell my thoughts into the void

[number-one-hog-hater]

I wish tumblr would let my blogs have different follows for different blogs :( I just want to be able to keep my interests separated

#prolly making a psych sideblog but i dont want my following feed to be a mix of psych and sunny i wanna Bounce Around #its me gron #im having thoughts and want to yell them into the void #not fixated but its my favorite show and i wanna talk about it #gdjskshk #its Frustrating #im just venting cause i like to complain #oh fuck you tumblr i know what im gonna do #following is for sunnyblr tags is for whatever im into at the moment #cause i Never use tags #get fucked tumblr

[mikauhso]

The thing I like most about tumblr I’m realizing is that it basically has its own built in fact check/updating system. Because posts just get passed around and subsequently updated as stories progress so you have these nice reblogs of multiple posts that each add more context to the event up to the most recent update. Like that one post of Tumblr getting legal action’d for suppressing queer content being continually updated and me finding out there’s apparently been effort to fix that as soon as tumblr got bought out by some other company in 2019. And if I get anything wrong here pls reblog and feel free to add some info

#tumblr #tumblr lawsuit #you know the one #that one post that’s being passed around again #but that’s my thing is that it’s such a cooler system of historically archiving something and still using it like #I don’t have to make a 15 post thread for context I just reblog and add my own thoughts onto the branches of information from the trunk #of the base post #also I just found out tags have character limits #which is hilarious bc I’ve now just realized tags serve the same function as tweets #that is they’re fun and searchable and taggable but you can also just yell into the void

[clitfisto]

horseshoe theory except its how tumblr usage correlates with boredom

#no tumblr use: either too busy to be on tumblr or so bored i put my phone down and found something else to do #primarily original posts: either engaged enough that im having interesting thoughts or so bored im just yelling into the void #primarily rbs: bored enough to be on the dash but not so bored im at the top refreshing every 10 seconds

[logically-asexual]

literally broke down crying at the idea of opening up to someone i usually don’t open up to. i think. im doomed. to never have friends.

#i have one (1) friend i can be vulnerable with #and i tried talking to them about this issue i have #but i didn’t feel like they understood #so now i’m losing my mind because there’s no one i can talk to #apart from yelling into the tumblr void #and i thought well there’s this other friend. i could try with them #and just the mere. hypothetical scenario in my head. #just me trying to think how i would begin such a conversation with them #made me cry badly #i am not okay #vent

[yellowshulker]

i think starting uni post-covid and living at home is the worst combination in the WORLD actually

#its so difficult to make friends because like #for one nobody talks to each other #like lectures are dead silent and pretty much everyone sits alone #or like. if they do sit with someone they only talk to them in that lecture and nowhere else in my experience LOL #i thought we all hated each other but i imagine a lot of us just like #aren’t used to being around so many people after covid still? #and like i guess it also sort of took out the chunk of time where we should’ve been socialising and having fun in a way #but then i face the living at home stuff #so i don’t even have like flatmates i see daily or something #which makes it so much harder #and i can’t join societies because to be fair all of ours look a bit rubbish but simultaneously a lot are like late evening #and i commute so that’s a nuisance for me #i dunno man it just SUCKS a bit at the moment like #i love doing stuff alone but sometimes i wish i had friends who wanted to do stuff too like #i have friends but none of them wanna do things #and i love my friends a lot but i wanna do things !1!/)2£2 #yelling this into the void of tumblr i have to get it off my chest ok #lonely uni students out there i am with you we are holding hands

[kindlythevoid]

Me, when my mutual likes/reblogs only certain memes and various “moods”: Ah! Old friend, how kind of you to stop by! What are we, but ships passing in the night? Do you see me as I wave on yonder shore? Do I see you, through the mist of time and the fog of space? What luck that our shouts have reached each other’s respective boats before sailing into the unknown, bound for greatness and buoyed by joy! Farewell, old friend, farewell! Until the next time our stars align, may the wind be swift and pleasant in your sails!

Me, when someone who follows me goes through and likes/reblogs all of my analyses and shitposts alike even though we are not mutuals: *expects them eagerly* *pats head* *gives cookie* *lays out fresh straw* *waves excitedly as they go through* *makes leaf piles for them* *sings a lullaby* *hides in burrow when viewed* *puts up a wanted poster when they leave*

#yes this is because one of my mutuals reblogged a meme after seeing this one follower make like five different notifications #They (might) know who they are and I love them #That goes for all my followers who I don’t follow back #I love you and welcome you but for unforeseen reasons I cannot follow you at this time #Just know that your notifications are a treasure your presence a delight and your comments a gift #As for my mutuals #You deserve all the presents in the world #In place #you have my love #and my memes #and occasionally my asks #just yelling into the void #tumblr thoughts #tumblr

[luuukaal]

It is very rare in a piece of media where I really like one of the main characters HOWEVER in The Hazel Wood and The Night Country I loved Alice and Ellery very much and I hope they’re incredibly happy and not only that I enjoyed every important character it was an amazing experience

#finally posting something original on tumblr because I’m going insane #I will scream into the void about these books!!! they’re my favorite!!! #I want to talk about these books so bad they’re very dear to me now and I just #I’ve accepted my fate of screaming into the void about these #tumblr is the void and I will yell. #very fun stuff #I need to get my thoughts about these books out

[floweryfandomnerd]

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#will delete later if I remember to just need to yell into the void #why is my art doing so badly on here lately aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #I thought it was just cause I was drawing for other fandoms and not just shuake #but even my shuake posts are doing so bad compared to how they used to I'm ????? #Like I think my art has gotten better yet it's just getting so little interaction #it is so disheartening like I might as well just stop sharing it idk #I love drawing and wouldn't stop but like if no one even likes it then idk the point in sharing it #and this is just like ugh #self pity but whatever. I want people to like my art enough to actually share it and say something nice about it #also saying this on main instead of my art blog to not guilt anyone ig feel free to ignore this #but it's frustrating #every time I think I'm happy with my art regardless of how well it does my brain likes to remind me that it isn't happy actually #which is so dumb!! cause I DO like my art. I like drawing it! and I like learning things about what I'm drawing too!! #but if something does bad on tumblr then suddenly I don't like it. adhd rsd how I loathe thee #also like my art has been doing better on twitter than tumblr and yet twitter does not offer me the same serotonin as tumblr this is bs #why would 200 notes on tumblr make me happy but I barely care about what I get on twitter as long as it's above 50 #and yet it is twitter giving me the 200 notes wtf #it's not even doing bad on twitter why is my brain beating me up on this I swear to god #if anyone read this thanks for caring ig lmao #but fr like can my brain stop being a bitch about this #the twitter people are liking the art even if tumblr isn't really. chill out #anywayyyyy I have shouted into the void now thank you #I think I should stop drawing and play breath of the wild for a while #it would fix me <3

[cescalr]

I LOVE HOW YOU TAG PARAGRAPHS THEYRE FUN TO READ!! /gen

Thank you!!! I love to ramble!!!

#i'm so wordy. i am SO wordy. i never ever fail at a minimum word requirement #but oh god the second my uni says no MORE than 2000 words i freak out. what do you mean no more than 2000 words. does less than 2000 words #and tumblr not yelling at me about tag length even exist? #is it possible to not type out an entire paragraph when i have even a single thought? do people really go around with one word sentences in #side their heads all day? do you see a cool thing and go oh cool thing! and move on #instead of oh cool thing! this reminds me of my very specific brainrot! #which is to say chronic inability to shut the fuck up #so i'm glad. you are entertained lmao #that's all i intend! i'm literally blogging tumblr is a blogging platform. the point is to put my thoughts out there! throw them out! into #the void! the dark abyss (i use the goth rave dashboard theme so this is literal) and hope #just hope i get like a call back. a little nod. and i got one <3 thank you <3 #also (genuinely) i'm assuming /gen means /genuine but like it could also mean /general or some kind of acronym like pos (piece of shit) so. #am i right? im not. up to date. the last time #i paid attention to txt spk and it's ilk was like 2015 #i make assumptions but i am Often Wrong (i still don't know what tfw stands for my brain just goes 'time for when' and it's like 'yeah that #sounds legit' and i'm like 'what the fuck are you talking about? time for when? that doesn't even make sense. #why do you think that sounds legit?' #but i'm asking myself that question so i dont' get an aswer. ah well #you can tell i should be sleeping rn. i get even more verbose and use words like ilk when i'm tired. hence: sleep time now yes. #but again; for real all jokes and minor japes aside: thanks! i'm glad i'm really not just shouting into the void for nobody to hear here.

[sureuncertainty]

so I think that instead of moving FOR his job, the reason why Gene (and the kids) moved a lot was because he was going from job to job and could never hold one down for very long. So every time they moved it was like, oh THIS is it, we won’t have to move again bc this job is gonna work out, and then each time it.... y’know, DIDN’T work out and things got worse and yeah :(

#win rambles #being trans and disabled makes holding down a job hard in the 70s and 80s i would imagine? #that makes two of us #i posted some of these thoughts to instagram too but wanted to just yell them into the void #i wanna talk about my stories on tumblr more tbh i just don't feel like most people are listening or care

[scindapsusdreams]

Why is it that I crave freedom when I hold myself back? I've clipped my own wings, I chastise myself for deviating from the norm, I can try to blame how others treated me or how I've been raised but really it's just me at this point. I've learned to curb my behavior, I find myself craving danger, craving risk-taking and friends that will help me step out, but I know I will never let that happen. There is too much at risk; my future, my finances, my health. 'Why risk it?' is what I've been told since birth, but what have I sacrificed for this life?

I've built my own cage and now that I've reached another milestone in my life I can feel the bars from my childhood pressing against my growing identity. It's ridiculous, it's crazy, I'm being dramatic, but is it really so bad to want something more?

I think I'm going to be forgotten by the people I've cared about up until this point. It's already happening.

To all the people feeling the same: Hi. I love you and you are capable of getting stronger. Sometimes all it takes is a simple hello to the right person to change how the world feels. May you find safety and comfort wherever life takes you next. <3

#Yelling into the void #sorry for this #kinda sad #but tumblr is kinda just a thought dump website #so #I think I'll be remembered for my kindness #but that still feels kinda lame #idk