#i might be forgetting one somewhere

[coern-art-very-cool-and-nice]

sekai au 👊😔

#my post #hatsune loopku..... #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #isat loop #I was SUPPOSED to make a modern au but look. where that got me #prpject sekai..... #hsatsune miku...... #woaw......... #I haven't planned this yet. I just wanted to draw loop with Miku's pigtails really badly because I came up with the shape idea and went lik #ogguuguuuuGUG #oh bell yeas #actually well I have a little #small group of college students who met via tutor group (by odile) that turned into a book club and maybe band? #they would all suck playing instruments honestly #I made it a sekai au because I needed loop to go SOMEWHERE and went insane trying to figure something out till I finally went fuck whatever #fine #siffrin made a sekai and loop is there. fine. whatever. fine. yeah. fine #I don't know how the timeloop will come in. #I cant have both a timeloop and a sekai at once. #I would forget the other exists #and focus all on one #or it would be too much at once #also its kind of hard to do a timeloop like the one in-game in a modern way? #there's no good rocks to be crushed by that aren't like a collapsing building anyway #OH OH also this might be the last project sekai related art you see for a WHILE #this game hit my brain worse than project sekai I'm so serious #I've burned through almost all of my sketchbook and there are three(3) drawings that aren't siffrin #THREE.

[skizabaa]

Magma doodles: horror Sun design edition! Now with a horror Moon design <3

#skizabaa scribbles #fnaf daycare attendant #sun fnaf #sundrop #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #moondrop #fnaf moon #moon fnaf #fnaf sun #body horror #body horror tw #body horror cw #had to put all these horror doodles in one post because there are just... so many... and there's probably one or two im STILL forgetting #actually I know im definitely forgetting some smaller doodles somewhere but I have no idea where they might be... #magma

[transmaverique]

#i have another paper i need to read still that specifically focuses on transneu/transandro mtx enbies #dht blockers + testosterone is a pretty standard and common strategy for partial masculinization but there isnt really a partial feminizati #n counterpart to that #or rather its more flexible with estrogens than it is with testosterones so theres not #as the article calls it #a standardized hormonal treatment protocol for mtx transneu/transandro enbies #(specificying that bc not all mtx nonbinary people are transfem and not all hrt regimens are transfem or transmasc) #(people love their binaries and i really wish they didnt lol) #hrt #nonbinary hrt #posting this for me mainly #i lost the other article somehow.... i think it might be in my drafts somewhere on a diff sideblog #uhhh i forget when this was published too but this was one of the only medical sources i could find that specifically focused on nonbinary t #*transition #reference

[allthegothihopgirls]

'going to georgia' by the mountain goats but it's about lee everett during twdg s1

#. #i don't have the energy to explain myself on this one #i have a lot of complex thoughts about this that i dont think i can fully articulate rn #twdg #lee everett #oh actually im going to elaborate on one part of this because i might forget #the whole 'crossing the macon county line' repeating part of the song #lee grew up in macon #and i like the emphasis in the song of not just travelling to georgia #but having to go through macon to be there #(having to get over a hurdle to get somewhere) #and to lee the first time they go to macon after the apocalypse begins. thats still his home. #but by the time he leaves and they're back on their way to their final destination #hes gotten closure. and knows that place itsnt him anymore #but yeah theres that one part in the song where it replaces the macon line #with “this is nowhere. going to georgia”. which would be him letting go of macon. and all of his past. focusing on his current self + goal #and with all the verses and everything #i like to think that clementine. whilst softening him up as person #also makes lee unbind himself from his past. most of which he stores in macon #because of not only growing up there #but also feeling the guilt of showing up there again after his conviction #because that was the only place he could still call home #and knowing every good memory he had left was tainted with that one mistake. because all he had nothing else but his home #so yeah. after the apocalypse. before he got the closure in macon #that was the one place he had unfinished business. and its what was holding him back #so being able to say #he's simply 'crossing the macon county line' in the end. not even regarding it as nowhere. regarding it for what it was. #is monumental #even more #its not acknowledging that macon is a place of negative significance for him

[aeide-thea]

poäng appreciation post 💛

#i forget if i said but Baby Sister and i stopped off at ikea on the way back from picking her up at the bus stop on monday #and finally replaced the ruined-by-a-succession-of-cats-(in-ways-both-unsightly-and-gross) Accent Chair in the living room #with a poäng rocker (bc the shape is a little more interesting and less instantly recognizable than the regular chair) in birch (my beloved #also they make fancy tufted cushions for it now! wish they came in more colors but it's a real improvement on sad options past #and anyway it's like. now you can actually sit here in the morning and look out the window at the extremely beautiful view #and the chair actually supports you??? like i could see down the road trying to work out some kind of custom cushioning that's thicker #but the shape of the frame is so ergonomic for me that it's genuinely quite comfortable regardless. bentwood exocorset… #anyway. not a very original post but i just DO really love ikea #like yes it's a mixed bag but also honestly if you're buying particle board— #(i was going to say 'and expecting it to hold up' but. honestly i think it's just. if you're buying particle board period) #—that might be on you. #(like. if you're being pressed in from all sides by budget constraints and immediate need and no accessible better-made used alternatives— #obviously you do what you have to. but it's like buying pleather—you know‚ or should‚ that the material is going to disintegrate.) #but the things ikea makes with decent materials are remarkably well-designed and affordable for what they are‚ has been my sense? #you just gotta shop carefully but like. that's true literally everywhere. #anyway. in conclusion i love my new buddy with its clean lines. …do people name chairs ever. #i've never before had the urge but this one feels like a little assembly-line friend that deserves its own identity. like a star wars clone #(lol what if i gave it a little nametag somewhere hidden. secret identity talisman 4 chairpal.) #(& yes i promise i'm as aware of the‚ uh‚ itself-ness of this tag spiral as you are. :) ) #domesticities

[why-is-prethinker-unavailable]

Behold and become scared… OF

A REPLICA HUMAN HAND!!!!!!!!

UGH???

Why does it have FIVE digits?! That just seems unnecessary!

Get this thing away from me at ONCE. I have no TIME for foolish hypotheticals regarding beings that have MORE appendages than what is normal...

#ask #how-to-idea-properly #//OOC: LOL HEHEHE amazing... this is like that one bit in the simpons where theyre like “ewww mutated hands with FIVE FINGERS?? gross”- #i think i saw somewhere that both toons and suits in ttcc have 4 fingers “canonically” but like! stylization PLUS i might forget too lol//

[keii]

These were taken when I watched the god awful Reincarnated as a Slime movie and fell asleep during the last big fight and woke up in time when they had that bs ending I swear to god that series is not for me LOL The only part I ever enjoyed in that series was when they first introduced the demon lords. Also my lil angel transformed into Futagotenshi!!! I want to get the lucky unchi-kun or debirutchi next. Tho tbh my fave look is when its still a child/teenager, the Kodoten, I love how it's shaped so cute LOL

#it me!! #i take selfies but i keep forgetting to upload them somewhere so might as well dump em somewhere #i might go for the lucky poop since i read that you just gotta neglect it for like five days and it'll appear #plus i can try out my other tamas! #i love the simplicity of the older ones AHHH #x #shrekeii

[circuslollipop]

neeeed a fantasy dark romance where the dynamic is like the briarwoods as in they are both evil and unhinged and (this mostly applies to an m/f dynamic specifically) he's not like. an overprotective Alpha TM who constantly needs to save her

#and #most importantly #they're both in their late 30's at the LEAST #idk why but im realizing that villain couples hit the most when it's a milf/dilf (or a milf/milf or dilf/dilf what have you) #no hate to younger villain couples im sure id find one i like somewhere #i might even be forgetting one i like rn #but anyway yeah this is brought to you by me seeing a dark romance book that looked so so promising to me #and then i read the reviews and yeah it's more of the same dynamic that im growing extra tired of #i should write one maybe. when i think of an actual plot

[thinkingstoned]

thiis probably exisits somewhehre already as liike an scp or horror moviei/game smth cos nno experiiences are 100% individuual bUT notiiced a neighboringn winndow w liight on very low outsiide andn was liike 'huh thats weirid dont remmeber seeingn that before and it looks so far down,??' but liike i was in process of smth andn looked away p instantly, had those thouughts, and went to look back at iit and it seemed……..closer😳

#liike the window itself looked Biigger becauuse it was Closer To Me Than Beffore #ngl i llooked away annd back again Quick to see if it diid it again cos if it diid i woulda been OUTA HERE #I DONT LIIKE LIVING BUT I DONT PARTICULARLY WANA TEMPT WHATEVER HORRIFIC MONSTROSIITIES MIGHT BE AWAITING ME AT THE CLOSENING WINDOW #it felt like the House Attached To It was closer also not jsut thhe window #but is dark cant see the rest of house #ONly Window #so thats thhe part thats like..moving it #like the head #if that makes sensen #anyway #spooky #spoopy #window #stoner thoughts #unrelated but another thing thhat happened when i was on the way to write thiis is i was tryingn to think of a way to Remind myself thhat #i was goingn to Do somethiing but when i dont have my phone one me #cos im p good abbout writing myself reminders when i thiink of things so i dont forget #but sometimes liike if im somewhere without phone for a biit even jjust bathroom/shower/acrross the house for a minute to do somethiing #i aint got thhat on me #and th eimmediate im talkin IMMEDIATE solution i thhought of #waas to try to keep the cartoon network piizza song going in my head until i got somewhere i could do the thiing/wriite it down #which was in attempt to remiind myself about somethiing else that happened today but i kept only remembering away from phhone #it kind of worked but only retroactiively #i had stopped thinkingn of the song partway back to room but as soon as i got settlled i Suddenly Remembered the tiihing #and then also the pizza sonng started replaying #so kind of the reverse of what i wannted #but hopefully if i keep tryin to do it intentiionally itll work eventually #wow such cadence #ok bye

[cookinguptales]

By the way, I've just been informed that the original post that translated the tutorial for the Tabikaeru game has been deleted!

I just created a new game on my ipad (so I do not disturb my beloved Glen on my phone) and I'll have to wait a little while for my frog to return so I can finish up the tutorial, but once he does, I'll post a new tutorial guide. 💜🐸

#tabikaeru #I keep meaning to translate the last few items from the newest update... #I keep forgetting lmao #one of these days I might just see about putting a full translation/guide up somewhere a little neater than how I did it on tumblr #but I first started translating this game eons ago when there were fewer options so #maybe edit the translations onto the images too lmao #my new frog is named Kacchan #short for Kermit lmao

[4e7her]

OK SO

i just made myself a huge like masterlist p much in discord with all my fics in it. i’ll need to put tumblr stuff in it too later but THE HOPE IS. that since i will be able to easily scroll through all of it. (google docs mobile is hell and i usually write on my phone) i will actually be able to SEE ALL MY FICS. and not forget about what i am working on.

i’m also keeping track now of what i currently want to work towards and what i have in my inbox over here. before i was kinda just checking every so often and then forgetting and then checking and then forgetting etc

WITH ANY LUCK. this will mean more consistent posting. i CANNOT promise anything because i am a human and thus flawed. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GO BACK TO WRITING MORE.

i have five twstober prompts left to write and eight requests in my inbox and then i will open requests again. i will NOT be hosting any request EVENTS for the near future - twstober will be the only event i am planning on regularly participating in. i would like to instead focus more on my full fics and my ocs as they bring me very much joy. please ask me about my ocs i will love you forever /platonic. i will also add something to my request rules for asks about ocs because i will take any and all excuses to talk about them

CHEERS I HOPE THIS WORKS BROS. I NEED TO GET A WHITEBOARD OR SMTH FOR A REMINDER IN MY PHYSICAL SURROUNDINGS TOO FOR MY BRAIN

#i am one of those people that likes timeblocking in my calendar #but that doesn’t work for me for writing #i write when the writing mood strikes #which isn’t very often unless i am hyperfocusing or am reminded of my wonderful beautiful boys (my ocs) #white board would be ideal so i can write down like top three priorities for writing and work on those for a week and then cycle through #i think we might have one somewhere #i still haven’t unpacked all the way from when we moved six months ago 💀 #i’m doing my best #anyways tonight has been a lot of ranting #i love writing i just kind of forget about everything that isn’t placed in front of me regularly #so scrolling through years of google docs on my phone doesn’t really work #they’re organized into folders on google drives. but the folders don’t translate to docs. #it’s terrible. #solution? #make a discord server into a masterpost #this is also a useful way for me to store small ideas without clogging up my drafts #fnaf laundry fic has like five pages of notes of fun things that could happen and then has like a chapter or a half a chapter done #so i can move stuff over #and for something in the water #i literally have a whole nother document filled with fun ideas #wyn is my baby girl you don’t understand #i have literally 16 current fics you can’t blame me for forgetting about them if they’re not all there okay

[goldensunset]

Guess who wasn’t awake when they read their notif about the Anastasia Xehanort theory and bluescreened for a minute. xD

lollll

#i’m just saying what you were saying very much struck me as that whole movie #like the whole ‘the common people are tired of this annoying royal family and decide to Kill Em All’ #’so the royal family tries its best to escape the siege of their home and one young child manages to escape’ #’but then forgets who they are since they were too young to remember all that stuff and eventually they return to their home’ #‘not having any idea it was their home’ #tho xehanort clearly remembers the ‘child of destiny’ thing as an old man so it seems kinda reasonable he might remember the other stuff #he knows he left his mom behind so player must have told him he comes from somewhere else #also that he’s a descendant of some important guy #so not a total anastasia amnesia moment #but as for what’s relevant to ml? the part about political strife between the blood elite and the common people? #i definitely think it’s possible xeha was taken away to protect him because they knew (thought) he was the child of destiny #and they needed to protect this baby boy from the political uprising going on #like someone was out there straight up trying to kill him #asks #keykidpilipili #kingdom hearts #kh #xehanort #khml #khdr

[bluebudgie]

suddenly realizes I never finished the goddamn mech i was designing

#i promised yall the (accidental) chak mech and never delivered fnhjenrjeknr #maybe one of these days. if i find the file. but it should be somewhere #no promises made i might just forget again in 5 minutes

[transingthoseformers]

I am an inch away from comparing Megop to Romeo and Juliet and them being absolutely indignant at the comparison.

#transformers #tfp au #tfp megop #tfp Megatron #tfp Optimus #i don't mean one to one comparisons but moreso the vibes #forbidden love_ that one guy who's supportive but in a ''i can't stop you so might as well'' way_ sneaking around like a bunch of teens #a surprising amount of sex jokes and both die somewhere along the way (temporarily) #and the comedy aspect of R&J that people forget #people take Shakespeare more seriously than he would have wanted us to #they are both romeo and they are both juliet and they are both idiots (affectionate)

[theheadlessgroom]

https://www.tumblr.com/beatingheart-bride/716100665025445888/theheadlessgroom-beatingheart-bride

@beatingheart-bride

“Oh...”

The look on her face said it all, and Randall found himself faltering in response: A part of him was afraid that that would be her answer, and her expression only confirmed it. She was ultimately alone in the world-no family, no friends, no one. 

In a way, he could relate: Outside of his parents, he didn’t have any friends...the one he’d had as a boy he’d lost contact with when his parents sent him away to boarding school, and it wasn’t like he was all that chummy with his coworkers, who tended to ignore him and keep to themselves, and his boss was no better. He didn’t have any friends outside of work either; his life just consisted of getting up, going to work, and going home. Again, he was fortunate to have his parents in his life, and was grateful for them, but even so...

Swallowing hard, Randall still managed to put a smile on for her (understanding how she felt, in a way, and wanting to remedy that feeling for the both of them; in a way, he supposed, they already were, given the time they’d been spending together, however brief, and he was grateful for it), suggesting in a hopeful tone, “Maybe...we could be friends? You and I?” 

He gestured between the two of them to underscore this, before adding, his tone as gentle as his gaze as he said, hoping she would understand and accept, “I...I would like to be your friend, Emily.”

#((you're welcome! and i get it; even if it's not your favorite; it was still your first; and i can see how special that'd be!)) #((they always say 'you never forget your first' in the context of a lot of things; and it's very true; even for first musicals)) #((so i absolutely understand the optimism; and again i hope you have a great time!)) #((and true; crazier things have happened! i admit that i've had a sneaking suspicion when it comes to 'phantom')) #((something tells me it won't be forever until we hear the music of the night again; in one capacity or another!)) #((and i agree; alw may not be my favorite person either; but i appreciate him trying to keep 'phantom' on broadway)) #((and if there's anyone whose got the power to bring it back; it'd be him!)) #((so like you said; he might have an ace up his sleeve somewhere in there!)) #outofhatboxes #beatingheart-bride #V:Part of Your World

[crowdsourcedloner]

(from sealrock)

21 and B for the uncommon questions meme :D

21. Why do they get up in the morning?

Nailah gets up to keep busy. She doesn't sleep well most nights and, rather than staring at a wall for a few more hours, she gets up and starts idly taking care of whatever chores are undone around her. She's been caught sweeping, sorting, and making breakfast for any companions that might be awake at the same time as her.

In a more metaphorical sense... she doesn't know. She believed her only purpose was to be the Warrior of Light and save everyone, but now that all that's done... what purpose is there for her in a saved world? It bothers her more than she wants to admit, leading to her losing even more sleep and taking up an excessive amount of Hunt bounties in between story beats, causing her to disappear for long stretches of time.

B) What inspired you to create them?

short answer: i initially made my characters for a mechanical purpose rather than for the sake of making stories about them, but things got out of hand repeatedly when i was easily distracted by story ideas and aesthetic desires...

long answer: lets break this down by character

nohku (relevant to others though she technically no longer exists)

started as the generic fantasy orphan backstory, was my only character for a long time

inspired by wondering about mooncat lore in the shroud and thinking about what would happen should the ixal summon garuda near a mooncat settlement

she was... really all over the place aesthetically and personality wise so i did what hydaelyn would want and sundered her into other characters rather than throw everything out (each of my current characters has parts of her previous aesthetics/personalities/stories)

scrapped due to wanting 1. more consistent characterization 2. a more unique face/race without modding and 3. to one day see a catboy be carried in the arms of a large lion lady

yomi

originally made as a throwaway pf savage healer alt, only to develop into a character to keep me entertained during msq

shes still stuck in stormblood

originally was nohku's post-endwalker apprentice

originally inspired by hingan housing items and ingame eastern fashion, since i couldn't find a satisfactory headcanon behind a hingan looking house in the middle of the lavender beds (where nohku's first house was) and i still wanted a hingan house/apartment since the furniture looks nice

aesthetics include flowers, shortbread cookies, mint, sunrises, and cold tea on a hot day - things that are refreshing and light

personality was made to be as bright and cheerful as possible with minimal trauma, as i tend to make characters have pretty terrible lives and i wanted to not do that again as a challenge

after going through mount rokkon and the four lords questline, i might push her into an auspice/onmyoji role? its a corner of the lore that interests me greatly and no other character really fits in to it...

zezene

originally made to help me learn how to play ffxiv on controller

personality was made to be loud and confident, and the idea of a somewhat benevolent conman/thief similar to robin hood intrigued me as i usually don't do shadier (or genuinely confident) characters

aesthetic inspirations include card tricks, sleight of hand, zidane's outfit, threatening smiles, and mischievous imps

i have yet to find good inspiration for their backstory... but it feels in character for them to not have a static backstory? like they change it every time someone asks? maybe an idea will come in the future

the idea of them taking in yomi and verre only came about once i was set on entirely eliminating nohku from lore

there was a scrapped inspiration of them having more voidsent connections, but this has been removed... for now

verre

originally created for the new server bonus on dynamis

originally had much more involvement in nohku's lore, as she was connected to nohku's father/mentor figure

personality was made to be an introverted engineer, but not really a shy one - someone who has more quiet confidence and knows what they're about without outside influence

aesthetic inspirations include still water, gears, timepieces, the smell of gun oil, the sound of a ticking clock, and glowing screens

also partly inspired by goblins, goblin technology, and general wonderings about the effects of outliving the people around you

there's a big time inspiration/motif that i've yet to really dig into, but its there

her lore developed the most suddenly out of all my characters, and i'd like to add more dalmascan influence/inspiration to her somehow

nailah

she's what nohku will be fanta/name changed into

originally inspired by wanting a less popular character race, as i was tired of seeing nohku clones on every corner and i figured having more concrete race lore could steer me towards more consistent character/personality

bozja and general hrothgar lore were fantastic food for her backstory, as it's inspired by wondering 'hey how can i make hrothgar lore backfire'

backstory is also partly inspired by wondering how neutral intentions can be horribly warped by auracite (technically done through her mother but the effects are relevant to nailah's character)

personality is inspired by defrosting ice queen tropes, the concept of 'masks', feral cats, and the sensation of distance

aesthetic inspirations include drifting smoke, foggy pine forests, cold ashes, hooded faces, and the sound of distant thunder

fordola's echo helped inspire nailah's echo, namely how they're both very sensitive and they somewhat force a sense of empathy on their people

more inspirations could come about in the future (such as ideas based on body tattoos/markings in character creator)

#answered asks #thank you for the ask! #'disappear for long stretches of time' is shorthand for #'i wanna put some writing in this area of the timeline but its not done yet' #it might be a little disjointed to read the inspiration section #...im probably forgetting some inspirations somewhere... #but the tldr is nohku had entirely different connections to verre and yomi #and zen had a complete character rework when i axed nohku #...yeah yomi was made to solve me being a bit of a weeb #and you can really tell who's more developed by how many inspirations there are #(i promise one day i'll have more ideas for zen ;-;) #...i should make tarot inspirations for everyone that sounds like fun #oc: hrothwol #oc: yomi kaifu #oc: zezene zene #oc: verre hyskaris #oc: nohku taalre #...inspiration is no longer a word orz