#i miss working at my desk

[justsomesara]

Finished cleaning up Persephone 🥳✨

#loreolympus #lore olympus #lore olympus fanart #persephone #hades #persephades #animation #2d animation #traditional animation #pencil test #captains log day 137 #i miss my wife tails #i miss working at my desk

[lionbearfox]

the silly.... shes everything to me

#nahida #genshin impact #my art #new top contender for favorite nahida ive ever drawn #i missed drawing sillyhida.... shes just a goofy lil guy #gonna print this one out at put it at my desk in the lab office #i continue to be normal about nahida (<- bold faced lie) #anyways. for those of u interested in commissions i am working on figuring it out #and hopefully price sheet will be up sometime this week :) so keep an eye out! #id in alt

[puppyeared]

people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime

#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head #around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working #as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of #how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol #i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were #pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family #i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by #ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me #or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made #you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm #im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help #wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career #i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades #but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard #yapping

[enden-k]

clearing my old desk for my new one makes me realize 1) minimalism is my greatest enemy 2) i love cute stuff 3) i might like al-haitham genshinimpact a little bit

#i love decorating and collecting things i find pretty and like 😭 not too much its overwhelming but also not like. placing only two things #also i removed all my kvthm merch and im already missing my lil haithams staring at me w his 😐 #i wanna place my new desk sooo bad but i have to go to work later so i have to hold it back 😩 #babbles #tbd #also idk if i should post new setup later?? now i forgot to take pic of the old one before i cleared it AHAH

[southernsolarpunk]

I got a desk fuck it sketchbook spread

Hell yeah.

#my art #sketchbook #back pain you can’t get me no more #I missed this #haven’t had a desk to work on since 2020

[actualsunflower]

him

#him #sunflower's art #nick valentine #this is from uhhh. porn. not joking #but ill probably never finish it bcs i hated the way jay came out so uuhhhhh hehe nick #fallout #fallout 4 #nt happy with it overall tbh. idk just not feeling it i guess... new set up and im trying to get comfortable but it's not working #im sitting at a desk instead of sitting on the floor and drawing in my lap... i miss the floor...

[anglerflsh]

assignment is due on sunday and she given better points if you hand it in early which is fineee it's finee it's not at all terriblepractice it's. fine

#[.txt] #not even a 'you will lose points if you hand it in late' which is understandable #but. essentially the only way to get a full grade is to hand in the thing /early/. so what's the point of giving us a week to do it! #at that point it's as if the deadline is on wednesday if you lose points by turning it in On Time but Later in the week. eugh #uni tag #complaining tag #I mean also bad on me because I barely worked today. I'm missing one entire castle research. Because the video she gave us for it is broken #laying my head on a desk about it good fucking god I don't want to do this assignment I get weird just thinking about it #i'm still going to do it I just need to get the mind to actually change castle I'm doing this on because that video is useless

[whump-queen]

hi hon! it's been a little while, I hope you're doing well! 🫶🏽

- 🐘

hey love <3 I am doing okay!! my god— between working 6 days a week and @demondamage crashing through my front door and to taking over my house for an entire weekend (more on that later…) i legit haven’t even had time to look at my notifs—

but today when I get home Ill hopefully have the time to actually sit down and properly answer my asks and messages that I have been hoarding~

you are all so wonderful for continuing to follow and interact and send me stuff even though i’ve been less online lately !! please keep sending things! I love you! a bitch is ffuckwn busy but I love you and plan to set aside time and spoons to be able to give messages and asks the attention they deserve and answer you properly!!

#me using this ask to post the psa I was gonna post anyway <33 #to all my friends and mutuals and besties on here— #my delay is not purposeful!! I legit just am spread so thin holy shit #but I miss posting constantly I miss beaming my unhinged thoughts into yall brains at an alarming rate so #thank you for this ask <33 #and i’ve gotten more asks from the last few days that I will answer !! #I am not ignoring you on purpose I love you guys so so much #ok I’m legit writing this at my desk at work I gotta do work stuff now agaahahaahahrhfh #but first lemme post this meme from my drafts~ #answered asks #akias asks #🐘 anon #💘💘💘🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕 #mutual appreciation

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work #blocked it all out #my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer #breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries #they just diagnosed her two weeks ago #so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends #because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well #but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work #on top of my fulltime #which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it #but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this #for the coming four months at least #so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT. #i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes #then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe? #which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week #which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc #i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer #came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry #but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat #bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.” #“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.” #and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually #but seeing her anger made me see my own anger #and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic #i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more #so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise #doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal #and i am not joking #so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back

[glamphantasm]

Look who's home @rubystarraven 💙

Thank you for enabling my bullshit!

#peparing to sit on my desk & glare at me so i actually do some work. #miss em #obey me #obey me lucifer #i love it #weirdly emo about it all

[risingsunresistance]

feels weird to not have much to post, i feel like i basically disappeared off social media compared to how i used to post but. there is simultaneously so much going on (things that are boring/heavy and not fun to post about) and nothing at all going on (i have not been able to play anything very much and havent been watching anything besides random documentaries i stumble across), leading to me having nothing to say lmao

i did finally write down a bunch of hypixel worldbuilding headcanon junk instead of having it only be word-of-mouth between me and ark lol. only 1700 words, i can do better 👍 it was literally only about admin magic, what exactly it means to "hack," what a server is, and limbo kjgfhk. i might make a big post about the limbo section one day :]

#things that arent worth having their own post bc it's boring normal life stuff #I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!! i've only worked one day but i had a lot of fun #and i like my coworkers. im scared of tomorrow tho bc my manager who has been guiding me around isnt gonna be there #so second day in and im already on my own DFGHKJG it'll be fine......... #also I GOT MY DESK ORDERED LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO. SOON I WILL BE BACK ON THE GRIND I WANNA PLAY SKYBLOCK SO BAD #i've only been able to play on weekends or at ark's ;-; pain and suffering i need somewhere to sit #also fun fact. remember how the house was full of mold. well there was ALSO a gas leak for the past couple weeks #my existence is a miracle #im blaming all past behaviors on this. im normal now dont worry 👍👍👍 #i think i already mentioned this but my snes power cable is missing and i need a new one Pain And Suffering #on the brighter side of my old games. i found by gbc! AND THE BATTERIES STILL WORK SOMEHOW LMAO #i can finally do a miserable gen 2 shiny hunt yippeeeeee #trying to find my gameboy copy of tetris attack but i dont see it anywhere 😔 #uhhhh yeah that's about it i guess. been busy with sorting out work stuff and money problems and Everything Else #currently taking care of health stuff i havent done in years. time for dentist today wahoo #gonna try to get an eye exam soon. it's been like. a decade- #im not sure my vision is still 20/20 im having trouble reading some things digitally #billboards are fine. electronic ones are not those are just smudges #i dont know enough about eyes to know what that could be #chat

[isfjmel-phleg]

It is another Struggle Wednesday :/

#random personal stuff #for some reason my boss has decided in her absentia to communicate only through phone today #and my family switched recently to a provider that apparently hates the building I work in #no calls or texts except in certain very specific places that are not the various desks that I am required to be at #I am very grateful for the new phone but still feel kind of resentful about this change because it's making my life a lot more difficult #so I missed a call from her #and then she somehow managed to call our work phones at a time when I wasn't around? somehow? #so the sky is falling #this could have been an email

[stardustedknuckles]

Logically I know that pain behind my sternum that only occurs when I'm sitting down (goes away as soon as I stand up or lie down) is pretty clearly reflux related. Pressure on the abdomen make acid go wheeee up the throat.

But the sheer inability to sit in combination with how quickly it came on (fine to sit during break, suddenly not fine on the train or in my chair at home) plus the complete inability of pepto or pepcid to stop it has my brain running in all sorts of circles. Am I just doomed forever to go a little crazy every year when the weather starts to stay above 60. Could we not.

#Like do I have an ulcer or erosion in the esophagus - who knows! #But it needs to go away by the time I have to sit at my desk and work tomorrow #Chronic-les #It's been a while since I've needed that tag and I haven't missed it

[devilsskettle]

trying not to be upset about how i’ve been scheduled in the shop 5 days in a row by someone who doesn’t have to stand all day. but it’s hard when i’m on day 5 and my whole body feels like a bruise

#next week i’m only working 2 days because i’m on vacation yayyy!! #but the week after that i’m scheduled in the shop 5 days in a row again #girl my knees….. my back……. i walk to and from work also……… #scheduled in the shop 5 days in a row by someone with a car……. #4 days is standard and i am really really missing my one ticket desk day of the week :/

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Birthdays when I was younger: I'm going to invite all twenty of my best friends, there'll be presents, cake, it'll be the talk of the fourth grade for a week.

Birthdays now: I just want to get coffee and a pastry from the local coffee shop. Then nap on the couch with my puppy. And finally, I'm gonna order Qdoba on Doordash for dinner.

#my birthday is on Thursday! #and thats my actual plan for my birthday #i just want to have a chill day #and splurge on some tasty food #and have a good nap #that's the dream for my adult birthday lol #if i get money from my parents then i might order some furniture on Amazon as a gift #i have my eyes on a desk #i had a desk at my last apartment but had to get rid of it when i moved #i miss that desk. it was a game changer for productivity #anyway gotta go back to work now

[kn11ves]

me after 8 hours of straight drawing: i miss drawing i want to draw

#its so bad cus i dont have a desk so i can either move everything to the kitchen (inconvineint and bad space to work) #or i can just lay on my bed like usual which ends up really hurting after a while cus disabled #but i miss drawing so bad i see someones art and im like damn i miss drawing i want to draw so bad #i want to draw all the time always AHHH!!!!!!!!!!! #i wish i was this motivated about writing i need to jump through hoops to be in a Writing State :'')