#i need therapy lol

[suburbanlegnd]

thank you so much for tagging me sarah @delicatetaylorsversion 🖤

shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 tracks, then list 10 songs you really like, each by a different artist. then tag 10 people to do the same thing

on repeat

Obstacle 1 by Interpol

The Alcott (feat. Taylor Swift) by The National

Electioneering by Radiohead

New Dawn Fades (2007 remaster) by Joy Division

Million Pieces by Bastille

Doom Days by Bastille

If you're too shy (just let me know) by the 1975

There is a light that never goes out by The Smiths

Foolish One (Taylor's Version) by Taylor Swift

Timeless (Taylor's Version) by Taylor

10 songs i really like (by different artists)

Telescope by Starset

Carolina by Taylor Swift

How Soon is Now? by The Smiths

Jigsaw Falling into place by Radiohead

Will you cry? by Gracie Abrams

Pioneer to the falls by Interpol

Interzone by Joy Division

O'Lord! I have my doubts by $uicideboy$

Sorrow by The National

Often by The Weeknd

no pressure tags: @poppy-inmyhair @immercuryinretrograde @honorarycallowaysister @obsessivedaydreamer @octoberconstellation @onlyyseedaylight @foreveryournameonmylipss @lyllith @xokristennichole @glassdandelion @astolenkiss @weeping-in-the-willows @oatmilkbread @slayderman @speaknowtelevision @thatjuly9th @hauntingtaylorsversion @when-emma-falls-in-love13

#wow my music taste is so sophisticated #i need therapy lol #tagged

[aspiring-writer-hidden-voice]

HAVE YOU EVER HAD SUCH A BIG IDEA THAT’S NOT CANON BUT COULD WORK REALLY WELL?!?!

I have an OC for MHA universe and I really want to share it but I’m so scared that it’s going to be stolen or frowned upon/bullied… I have the backstories all arranged, details of costumes, designs and color schemes yet I’m so scared to share!

#mha poll #mha #help! #I want to share so bad but I’m scared #help me! #my hero academia #not canon but it could work so well #I want to share #I need therapy lol #artist paranoia #writer paranoia

[deviled-edds]

Even though it's just a game it warms my heart when characters give you recipes that they've made for you that you (or paimon lmao) liked, and later when/if you make those dishes for other characters and they say how good it is, you know it has its own story. When other characters go "wow! I've never had something from other nations, this is amazing!" you can think back fondly to the friends you made across the vast and beautiful lands that you've traveled with only paimon, you and paimon can look at each other and know who made this dish for you first, which kind hearted soul that you met gifted you this recipe so you wouldn't forget them

#i'm not ok rn #genshin impact #No really #I'm spewing shit #And it's about a fcking video game #i need therapy lol

[friendlyneighborhoodfinch]

its really fun when you search up one symptom of your anxiety because ✨reasons✨ and you find an article titled “6 weird signs youre way too anxious” and 4/6 of the signs are things that happen to you a fair amount of the time

#the bird has spoken #the symptom was when my hands get really cold btw #i need therapy lol

[computer-boy]

a few more days until i can bundle up in bed for two days and not do anything (finally)

#studying? who is she #i will pass my exams with sheer willpower #<- going to fail #i dont even care if i fail at this point. studying will just make me feel worse #if i fail i fail and its going to be my fault so its ok #i really need to sleep... homework not done tho so i guess im staying up late #i. need to get up and do it or get caffeine or something so i can #actually fuck it i have a period before its due and we never do anything in maths anyways #if i get in trouble i get in trouble theres only like. how long until holidays #its my friends bday tmr anyways i cant be tired-looking lol #i'll study when i feel better (never) #there is something seriously wrong with me #i need therapy lol #right. im really fucking tired rn #im gonna go to bed #sorry for ramble lol im just fucked up like that #turns out undiagnosed adhd can actually lead to a lot more problems than just adhd i think #vent #<-kinda?

[songofthelyrebird]

no one wants to be friends with the depressed girl. she’s sad and inconsistent and sleeps through everything. sometimes she doesn’t even have anything to say. and she’s high literally all the time. who wants to be friends with depressed girl? no one.

#personal #depression #summer depression #I miss my life #I miss my light #I need therapy lol #text post

[ankylosaurusthesaurus]

i have realized i have this really bad habit of bottling everything up until it all just explodes in an awkward rambly mess that sometimes involves tears but not always

#someone please help me #i need therapy lol

[madllamamomma]

Ok… little bit of a story time, let’s go:

Something that bothers me when I talk to my family, especially to my sister or mother; I feel like when they aren’t interested in the topic I am, they’ll suddenly completely change the subject and I don’t feel like I get to say what I wanna say. Which really makes me feel kinda bad. It’s like, “Oh… I’m just fucking boring them”, or I just don’t feel heard and it really bothers me. I always feel like I can never 100% be myself around them, or I feel like I can never say what’s on my mind in fear of rejection ever since I was a child.

However, I notice when my mother (not really so much as my sister for some reason) starts talking about a subject/topic I don’t like or just don’t want to talk about—I do the same fucking thing and change the subject!! And in that instance, I feel like I want to dominate the conversation and l enjoy the feeling when I do!

I am currently at the pool, texting my mother, and I realized this just now, and I feel kinda shitty about it. I really don’t like it when people do it to me, and yet, I do the same fucking thing.

But I don’t do it (at least not intentionally) to my friends or my spouse.

Idk what this is thing is called, but I want a definition of what this is if there is one. Idk if it’s a form of gaslighting or what or if this is just a case of just not being receptive.

Anyone else have this problem???

#irl problems #family issues #i need therapy lol #is this gaslighting? #i feel like I can never be myself sometimes #and that really hurts me #like I am #never good enough #like my interests are stupid and I am stupid #please tell me I’m not alone #shower thoughts in the middle of summer

[mcchicken-scratches]

Managed to get a little more writing on one of the fics earlier. Apparently me having a stress episode was the inspiration and motivation I needed.

#is my mental health shit? #Yeah probably #wanted some comfort noms but couldn't find the type of fic I craved #'fine I'll do it myself' #sadly too tired atm to write more #hopefully I'll get enough energy soon #It's been way too long since I've finished something #I need therapy lol

[tea-stained]

this head is too heavy for these shoulders

nothing is calming it down

one of my most comfort songs just caused me to spiral further

is it over

i want silence and peace and quiet and a mind that isn't mine

am i broken or even fractured if this is how i've always been

#weekly mental breakdowns are a thing apparently whoooooah hurray #i need therapy lol #it's so cold #i took the minerals and vitamins and went outside but it's still so bad. why #i don't know who i am #i don't feel like me #i don't know me #i almost know who i was but #i just don't know #this sucks so bad and i want it to be over

[otterandterrier]

"egg bites seem like an easy thing to prep for quick protein!" *remembers that I feel guilty about consuming too many eggs* "oh."

#i need therapy lol #why is capitalism so soul crushing #personal

[evilluzdoppelganger]

I wish humans could vibrate when we're really stressed to relieve pressure. Like, you know when you're feeling really anxious and you really want to scream but you can't because you're in a public place and the inability to express your stress makes or remove yourself from the situation causes more stress? All of this could be solved if we could shake ourselves so hard that we forgot what was making us anxious for a precious thirty seconds.

#random #thought #my thoughts #humans #stress #anxiety #i need therapy lol #mental health

[lemur-era]

Who needs food when you have depression ammiright

#oh fuck my tags #i need therapy lol

[adorkabledemon]

I'm not sure what exactly, as I'm not a dream interpreter, but I swear the reoccurring theme of being aware I have powers that don't reliably work has to mean something. Like, the part where I'm able to force people to leave the room and block the doors, only to have those barricades disappear and let more people in. Does that mean I subconsciously shut people out but really want them to stay around despite it? Or that I might shut people out, but more will always come? Idfk...

#Nobody Cares Stevie #I need therapy lol

[thebookofthefaeries]

Shitpost saturday

Shower thoughts, but if you regularly shit, like everyday, why does anal hurt?

#Its not even saturday #shitpost #i need therapy lol

[oddinry]

i dont know whats going on lol

#reality is not . making sense to me lately #i need therapy lol #ve.txt