#i wanna explode rn

[sourliartdump]

buwomp

#sona #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i wanna explode rn #i wanna be productive or take steps to but my brain is in a weird funk rn #URGHHHH #gonna lay in my bed and maybe nap it away

[just-miru]

steam keeps crashing and i can't download the demo augh

#i wanna explode rn #just let me not romance cute girls!!!

[floorpancakes]

ok but im rly into the idea of till having a new era that brings the light back to his eyes and drives him forward if he gets to escape the arena. idk where he'd go from there but i want to see ivans sacrifice both haunt him and drive him to actually live his damn life after being the captured bird refusing freedom cause of mizi. once he knows she's alive with the resistance he might be able to actually experience other things and widen his world and if that happens and he puts his personal sense of rebellion towards the human cause OR settles into finding some other way to feel fulfilment that isn't a single person that could be deeply fascinating to me i think

#alien stage #ramble #idk #till alien stage #as an xxxholic fan i want to see caged birds fly and all the fear and loss and grit and progress that comes with it #till era would be so fucking fun #especially when characters r built arnd one person or one goal or something you want to see them find new things to suffer or thrive abt (?) #random inconsequential thought imagine till hooking up with hyunas besties and they become a resistance throuple #idk i just want till to experience the wider world as the one that was the most restrained by his heart AND literally #cause even compared to the other anakt kids he suffered so much in those damn buildings and labs #i wanna see him freed and what that means for ivans legacy as the person who was unseen but someone who both contributed to and desperately #tried to stop his pain and confinement no matter what #honestly the thing i wanna see most rn off the top of my head is #till coming to terms with what he knows and sees about ivan now #no matter how he feels about it i think ivan wont be forgotten that easily #i want to know whats going thru tills head rn immediately in this moment #cause this snapped him in some way and he is acutely aware of things he didnt even notice before #while handling the mizi desth thing #that he assumed was happening #if he is assumedly saved i want to see the explosion that is knowung mizi is alive #knowing ivan is dead and how ivan felt #and knowing he has a way out of the cage #because its a triple whammy #i want to see his brain exploding in real time thinking abt all these things #and what sort of person the revelations will make him become #also i want to see mizi and till have like an actual conversation cause itd be a wildcard especially right now

[princessgiggles333]

“Abby and Mike are alternate versions of Michael and Elizabeth Afton who only got happy endings because they’re not actually Aftons.”

The last scene you see of Abby & Mike Schmidt is them eating breakfast together. Happy, together, alive. Mike got closure, Abby’s come out of her shell, and they’re content to be like that.

The last scene you see of Vanessa Afton is her in a coma after her own dad tried to kill her. Mike thanks her for saving them, but she’s unresponsive, he’s really only talking to the tubes that have intubated her and an unconscious body. Vanessa was forced to take on the burden that comes with the name, and she paid the price for it through enough childhood trauma, manipulation, and a last act of final betrayal—all courtesy of her father.

#this implies that CC (or Evan) is meant to die in every universe #i don’t even wanna think abt that rn i’ll explode #abby schmidt #mike schmidt #vanessa afton #vanessa shelly #fnaf #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #fnaf michael schmidt #fnaf mike #fnaf abby #fnaf vanessa #fnaf spoilers

[gummidon]

F-f-fffuturee

#eddsworld #eddsworld fanart #traditional art #Tom eddsworld #eddsworld Tom #tord eddsworld #eddsworld tord #future Tom #I have art I don’t wanna post rn cause I don’t wanna spam #will post tomrorrow #fanart #unless I foegetv #but probably won’t #anyway #screans #screams #explodes

[synthshenanigans]

How dare he release a banger cover of one of my favorite songs ever at 4am where I cant yell, I hate him so much why

#im laughing so insanely rn i love this so much #i am actually losing my mind but like in the best way possible #also he's speaking/singing Japanese again & bros still p good it since haiku #don't have an official translation & im gettin it from discord but its a more worded version of “hurt people. hurt people” basically #i don't wanna fully state it cos i do not know the language & someone who's smarter than me can do that #but still cool to know #anyways I'm exploding now goodbye #hey hey did i ever mention i love saxophones #cos guess what i love saxophones #these songs are gonna have a LOTTA saxophone in it #also the screaming tho?????? fuckin losing my mind rn dude #my Spotify will never recover from this #chonny jash #moss post

[owl-bones]

i want to write so bad but the words......... they will not come

#and also im too excited about val moving in ON THURSDAY im going to EXPLODE #so much going on rn and so little time but I WANNA. CREATE

[bro-strider-tgirl-tits]

Make dirkjake disappear forever from my tumblr area please. this is a beautiful garden and jake english is the pest that keeps infesting it no matter how hard i tend to the garden. Google how do you kill parasites forever

#my post #just feeling extra hater rn my bad #it pissed me off so much when i have as many possible filters for something and block people constantly but stilk SEE THE THING I DONT WANNA #SEE OH MY GOd ok. ugh im exploding golgothasterror with my eyeballs

[muyuudontsleep]

Doodles!

What if we're just a couple of insurance agents and girlfriends and we are enjoying some watermelon with our guy friends... 🥺

#tbh this is not modern au just a slice of life au where they're ordinary people living in the 90s in japan or sth #i wanna draw merilly throughout the seasons but im working on sth else rn rngggghg my brain gonna explode w ideas #btw merilly had a consensual workplace relationship before moving in together #their neighbours are vash and ww who both have a major crush on each other but are oblivious about the other's feeling #vw are roomates and the pining is so unbearable the insurance girlfriends have to step in and help them #giggling kicking my feet at their silly plans #trigun #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #merilly #merylmilly #insurance wives #muyuus_art

[bunny-banana]

the massive problem with social media apps these days is that theyre modeling them to be primarily used for monetisation. like I dont give a shit about making money on these stupid app, I just wanna see my friends' silly posts and make silly posts myself.

#exploding social media influencers and monetanisation trends with my mind rn x #i just wanna hang out with my friends on apps!!! thats all i want!! leave me alone wiht ur fucking cOnTenT

[yellowistheraddest]

as much as i wanna tear my brain out for deciding to ban drawing for me during exam season, it has lead me to watching proper drawing lessons online and studying drawings so maybe i will become as good as the greatest soon

#honestly i dont expect a massive jump in quality but i definitely wanna do more interesting stuff with composition #i also wanna learn how to traditionally ink because of witch hat atelier AND DONT LET ME START ON WHA IM GONNA EXPLODE I LOVE IT SO MUCH #personal #anyways im totally not at level 8000 depression bc its too cloudy to see the auroras ahabhaha what if i died rn... cant have shit here

[anachronistic-falsehood]

putting qcellbit and qbad in a microwave in my brain their dynamic is everything to me i need to squeeze them both until their eyes pop <3

#qsmp #i cant even articulate anything rn i just wanna squish them #the cubitos of all time #grabs them and shakes them #also they habve so many duo names i just realized why do they have.. so many #gossipduo.... hungergamesduo.... mockingjays..... #this is like homed stuck ship names there r so many options....... too many 2 choose from #anyway i am. putting them in my brain microwave and putting it on the popcorn setting and watching them spin around until they explode <3 #someday i will write a full analysis post on their dynamic u mark my fuckin words

[lightbulb-warning]

this is getting ridiculous there's so much stuff i wanna draw i need to clone myself immediately

#what do you mean i can barely stand up??? no that was me an hour ago im completely fine now and also am capable of drawing 70 things rn #<- I WISH #genuinely just talking at myself here #okay!! plan time: homework is 7 pages +dialogue. i sketched the rough layouts out already and i my teacher gave me the okay to do it digita #i don't think she realized she gave me the okay tbh? but i asked her twice and she said yes so no takebacksies!!! #i have a timer that only does 55 minutes. in 55 minutes can i rough out at least 3 better pencils? ill find out! #i should start with the ending because that's 1 birds eye view like three times and a car that explodes and a bunch of close ups so ez pz #i just gotta figure out one car perspective im giving myself 55 minutes for the car #lineart is gonna be a pain but when isnt it :') #hey did you know there's an entire ship month prompt list??? im seething that's such a dumb idea i wanna do it so baaaaad #whatever #ill figure it out #that's part one of getting boring shit i need to do done!! part two should be easier bc its just hospitals and the draft is already p detai #ok ok ok i can do this #the essay is an essay and the essay is getting fucked i will do it at GUNPOINT #aaaaa #shut up maiora #p.s. edit: i did some of it and ended up doing a completely different plan. sigh sigh oh well im doing my best

[gambeque]

i wanna write a fanfic i think

#saying this as if i dont have a patchwork fic in my google notes rn lol #i just think about agent 8 a lot.. #her story is so cool to me #i focking adore stories that explore character development ok #but idk if ppl would care much for it?? its not really shipping just story beats #like lil scenes i have in my head before n after OE #especially with iso padre #and like how she learns to Deal after everything #idk #plus i like thinking about comparing her journey to agent 3 and how they handle shit differently #theyre v alike but agent 3 explodes and agent 8 implodes if that makes any fuckin sense outta context #i also think her relationship with OTH would be so fun to have and play with #anyways #rambles #tbh i would love to make a long comic out of 8's stuff but the way i wanna tell the story would start with Side Order #and unfortunately um i wont have that story until '24 lol

[poisoned-pearls]

thinking about my fankids and realizing that Neo would know Riddle is hilarious to me considering that when you meet riddle story wise it is after Nami overblots. Which Neo helped defeat.

Like his relationship with riddle isn’t that strong, because riddles just like, one of his dad’s friends who visits sometimes. Like sure he knows riddle, but he really know riddle. Hell hes only ever met the twins once and that’s when he was 7.

so the next time he saw a family friend is immediately after his crush overblot and almost killed like, half of the student population. And said family friend knows his crush very well.

And after all of that he just has to be like “hi Mr.riddle,” while said Mr. Riddle is very much ignoring him for his baby (Nami Ashengrotto who is not his child)

#I have wip comic abt riddles relationship with nami #But it’s very sweet #She was his introduction to babies and helped him get over his fear of messing up a kid #Like his mom did to him #So yeah riddle is not focused on Caters kid rn #Bc he was also the FIRST ONE to call her overblot #but no Nami is his baby. He has TWO TWIN BOYS and Nami is his favorite #Because if he didn’t watch/babysit/just hang around her #he wouldn’t have HAD kids #Jamil saw him stressed out abt fucking up his hypothetical kids and he was like “do you wanna just hold a baby? She will not explode I prom #Se” #But yeah Neo is like not having a good time at that moment #Bc his crush is currently in a ball of octopus arms crying and he just had to beat her up #Nami Ashengrotto #Neo shroud #Riddle rosehearts #twst #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland oc

[breezypunk]

what's a good gaming computer, preferably desktop, not laptop... that's $1000 or less? honest answers only lmao. (I'm trying to move away from laptops, but I mean I guess it doesn't matter).. I need something that wont lag, has decent/good graphics. the laptop I apparently ordered last week canceled on me, so we're back to square one.

#I'm not trying to be fancy and get 4k although that'd be lovely #but that'd be over $1k I'm guessing lol #I need good graphics and no lag that's all I want really #I wanna start using reshade and maybe otis one day but I can't do that rn cos my laptop can't handle it lmao #it's gonna explode send help