#i wanna lay down here

[eurodynamic]

The Ascent (2021) dev. Neon Giant → The Pinnacle

#the ascent #scifi #cyberpunk #theascentedit #scifiedit #cyberpunkedit #gamingedit #dailygaming #gamingnetwork #gamingscenery #userbamf #userwolfkissed #miyku #userladybeniko #userfaarkas #apocalypsekid #userkeevan #* #i wanna lay down here

[portsandstars]

AAAAA IM SO HAPPY I FINISHED IT TODAY!!

#vere #touchstarved #touchstarved fanart #vere touchstarved #touchstarved game #cosplay #personal #mine #NGL this was my first time 1) cutting hair 2) using hairspray 3) using a curling iron 4) dying anything #... pray for me that the spikes hold up longer than 30 seconds when I walk and that it glues down ok #the wig stand is a bag filled with other bags taped shut #and it's on top of a lamp without a lightbulb lmao #this is a cosplay from vereing but that account doesn't show up in tags anymore so I'm putting it here💔 #my first cosplay ever!! his influence is just that strong lol #be the fancontent u wanna see in the world #need to get that one spike to lay flatter around his ears #the headband messes with it a bit

[seariii]

Wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife babygirl wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife love wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife princess wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife honey wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife wife

#im gonna kiss the mental break down out of her #i love women... #hecho con amor #wife <3 #im not ready to wake up yet tho... nor to face the consequences of that message.... #i wanna hug Kotoko.... gently hold her in my arms while we lay down on our bed. ill run my fingers through her hair and place little kisses #on her head 'its going to be okay. im here with you' i whisper softly 'you arent alone. you did what you could' #i just wanna hug her so gently and give her the soft treatment she deserves... #heh .... im now imagining the full fledged scene... at the very end of it just a soft #'thank you for trusting me. i know it wasn't easy. im proud of you for trying' #because she would be so hesitant to say anything...barely able to show herself like thst in front of anyone..m she truly is making an effort #heh and after s couple seconds of silence after that thank you i can see her hugging slightly tighter #burying her face on my chest/neck area and sighing 'i dont like this' as in being emotionally vulnerable #'thank you for doing it still' i would whisper back to her softly #lets see if i can still sleep for a bit more

[heaven-with-mark]

"𝙙𝙧𝙪𝙣𝙠 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣."

The now empty Truly can slams against the counter, tinny and empty. "Better get drinkin, Eef!" You yell, triumphant and two seltzers ahead of your opponent. Mark looks a tad disappointed, back against the counter and arms crossed. You and Ethan sat at the island on barstools, having a competition to see who could drink more before getting shitfaced.

Ethan was lagging behind. You were feeling tipsy yourself but he was getting a little woozy. The way his body would tip to one side until he noticed and righted himself told you a lot. Mark cleared his throat, and both you and Ethan turned to look at him. Your smile dropped the moment the empty Truly box left the olders' hand and tumbled to the floor. "Automatic win." He says, nodding towards you.

The smile returns as you slide from your seat, a little stumble to your step as you saunter up to the fridge. Out comes an unopened twelve pack of Coors, your least favorite alcohol. "You hate beer." Mark comments, pushing himself off the counter to stand at the island. You slide it to Ethan and stand next to Mark as the drinks are opened. Ethan passes you a Coors and next thing you know, you've had five.

"Uh. Fuck." You giggle, swaying in the middle of the kitchen. Ethan was... laying on the floor next to you. Hands over his eyes, face flushed, stupid drunk smile. Mark now sat at the island, chin in the palm of his hand. He found you and Ethan amusing to watch.

Until now. Your stomach churned, your heart sinking. You were absolutely terrified to puke. It was a childhood fear for no real reason. "Mark," you whispered, hands out to steady your rocking, "Mark I think I'm gonna throw up."

He'd known you long enough to understand why it was a problem. He sighs, "alright. Fun over. You're both cut off." Ethan cries, but you don't catch whatever he said. You're no longer a happy drunk, you're scared to move in fear of emptying your stomach. Mark is gentle in the way he presses a hand to your back, slowly guiding you over to the couch. Some animated movie plays and you're barely aware of it as you're helped into laying down.

"Mark, I need water. I'm gonna go get water." You slur, and immediately sit up. Your head hits the couch pillow a second later, feeling like you'll upchuck if you try to do a single thing. "I'll get you water, just chill for a second." Mark murmurs, smoothing the hair stuck to your forehead. Your heavy eyes shut, and you buzz in and out of consciousness as you vaguely hear Ethan get ushered down the hall to his room.

When Mark returns, it's with water and blankets. He hands you the drink first, keeping a hand on the cup as yours cradles it just to make sure it doesn't spill all over. "Are you okay now?" He asks softly, setting your beverage down on the coffee table. You're only now aware of being in tears, very disorientated and drunk. He's leaning over you, using the back of the couch to brace himself. Unable to think right, your hands come up and do the grabby hand motion.

After some very slurred convincing, the footrest of all three couch cushions are kicked out so Mark can squeeze onto the couch behind you. You're warm, content, and very tired now watching whatever movie played on TV, Mark pressed to your back and holding you close. Still both in jeans and not in comfortable clothes, you're comfy how you are. And scared if you move, it'll break the peaceful atmosphere.

"I hope you know I'm not dealing with your hangover." Mark whispers, patting your hip. You giggle and turn in his arms, face shoved to his chest. Unashamed you take in the scent of his cologne, listening to the rumble of his chuckle. "Alright Tipsy, go to sleep." He says, and your mind shuts off almost immediately. Tomorrow was gonna be one hell of a day full of headache and nausea but Mark was gonna help you, even though he said he wouldn't. He's got a little bit of a soft spot for you.

"At least I beat Ethan. Momma ain't raise no quitter." You slur, having to have the last word.

#markiplier x reader #mark fischbach x reader #mark fischbach fluff #markiplier fluff #this is really bad but im in the mood to write and i don't wanna sit here trying to make it good #this happened except for me getting to cuddle a hot buff youtuber. i went to my sisters and i got wasted and then had to lay down #i really thought i was gonna throw up so i went from chugging beer to laying on the couch crying

[enchanting-grom-fright]

did u know

#i don’t know when i but i’m taller it must be something in the water #i grew up here til it all went up in flames except the notches in the door frame #my recurring dream i’m at the movies i don’t remember what i’m seeing the screen turns into a tidal wave #when the speed kicks in i go to the store for nothing #the house where u lived with snow white i wonder if she ever though the storybook tiles on the roof were too much #the drugstores r open all night the only real reason i moved to the east side #and here everyone knows ur the way to my heart hear so many stories of u at the bar #either i’m careless or i wanna get caught #i can’t open and forget how to talk bcs even if i could wouldn’t know where to start wouldn’t know where to stop #close my eyes fantisize three clicks and i’m home #when i get back i’ll lay around then i’ll get up and lay back down #i know i know i know #like a wave that crashed and melted on the shore not even the burnouts r out here anymore #either way we’re not alone i’ll find a new place to be from a haunted house with a picket fence to float around and ghost my #friends no i’m not afraid to disappear the billboard said the end is here i turned around there was nothing there yea ig the end is here #and now my feet can’t touch the bottom of u #of somebody who loves u more #so i will wait for the next time u want me like a dog with a bird at ur door #and there’s something i’m supposed to say but i can’t remember what it is #and if and if i could give u the moon i would give u the moon #u r sick and ur married and u might be dying #i would do anything for u i would do anything i will do anything #laying down on the lawn i’m tired of trying to get in the house i’m thinking out loud #i’ve been playing dead my whole life #i hate ur mom i hate it when she opens her mouth it’s amazing to me how much u can say when u don’t know what ur talking abt #i feel something when i see u #bcs i don’t know what i want until a fuck it up #i’ll climb through the window again but rn it feels good not to stand #day off in kyoto got bored at the temple looked around at the 711 the band took the speed train to the arcade i wanted to go but i didnt #called me from a pay phone they still got pay phones it cost a dollar a minute

[gideongrovel]

My tummy is feeling icky 😢😢😢😢

#save me i threw up 😢😢😢😢 #emetophobia tw #i can't fall back asleep my stomach is trying to kill me #🚨tmi tmi 🚨 it's killing me from both ends too 😭😭😭😭 #i feel awful in this moment.... just makes me wanna be back home 😭😭😭😭 #like im so sleepy too but laying back down makes it worse but i can fall asleep sitting upright 😢😢😢😢😢 #also everyone else here isnt that helpful in situations...and even if they were they're sleeping so i had to call my sister 😔😔😔

[x-kiwi-03]

Um.. um... umm.. um- UM- UM.. UM!

😳😳😳😳😳😳😳👀👀👀👀👀

#once this game is out... #y'all will either here too much from me or declare me diseased- #loz #totk #botw #ganondorf #zelda #link #ganondorf totk #boobie please?- i mean- let me stuck your- i mean- i wanna just lay down on your soft tits- i mean- #*hear (god i suck at my native language) #*suck (I SWEAR-)

[risingsunresistance]

i have decided i am doing absolutely nothing for the smpe anniversary, sorry. i just know it will not be happening so i wont even pretend it will jhdjh

#all i wanna do is doodle for random aus i have and then not share them 😔 #just dont feel up to it. havent been drawing at all lately #even the au doodles i have in mind are just sitting around lol #might reblog a post or two but im not feeling it rn. maybe closer to the day i will #not feeling much at all tbh there's been a lot going on #i need to go to a doctor so bad My Bones Are Trying To Kill Me. gonna try another otc and see if this one helps ;-; #if it doesnt i might just throw away my last few paychecks on an x-ray to make sure i didnt completely screw something up #it hurts man i can barely even get on my laptop bc sitting hurts #i've either been at work or laying down. sometimes i try to play skyblock but that lasts like an hour max #aaaaaaaugh #anyways i just wanted to rant i havent been talking here a lot :V #on account of the job and The Pain and like. touching grass with friends on my days off #chat

[whimsyprinx]

neurotypical people don’t understand the importance of floor time, like sure i could lay in the empty bed but the floor beckons me and who am i to ignore it’s call?

#whimsy whispers #the floor is comfy okay #I use to sleep in the floor because I wanted to as a child #I had a bed #but sometimes you see a spot on the floor and go ‘is anybody gonna lay there?’ and not wait for an answer #anyways I laid on my roommates mawmaw’s floor today and people very kindly told me I could lay in bed to which I was like ‘nah I’m good down #here’ #I like the floor #I was also very tired and had a headache and wanted to pester try Alexia which I could not do in another room #I fought her over a bottle of sprite #I only ‘won’ because she eventually gave up #I didn’t even wanna drink her sprite I just wanted to pry it from her grip and we were just tangled both trying to yank it out of one #another’s hands #full disclosure: this would’ve gone on forever if she didn’t just give in because like I am not very strong #twas fun #at least once a week I need to physically mutually attack someone or else #the other week kane and I attacked each other in the kitchen I can’t even remember why #oh yeah I put my soapy hand on their arm and then did something back to me and it resulted in me being bear hug attacked from behind while I #tried so very hard to bite them

[xxmisty]

Forget the co-opting of popular memes, guilt-trippy ads and intrusive store alerts at the top of the dash, I think the biggest mistake Tumblr are making with their store is assuming anyone here actually has any money

#Tumblr #tumblr store #seriously I can’t afford my medication week to week I’m not laying out $40 for pants that say tumblr down one leg #I get why they need to make money to survive but what the hell kind of research did they do??? #We can’t support a constantly updating store this was #And if there’s ANYWHERE we wanna support freelance artists IT IS HERE #We just.... can’t

[vzajemnik]

boybossing thru today (figured out a priner + printed out stuff i have to read for tomorrow. am i gonna read it.........that is the question........)

#🗞️ #I AM I AM OKAY. whatever. i just dont wanna truly sth switched in my brain again and i just wanna lay down and decompose slowly whatever. #but im gonna leave the house whatever.................-_- and read..........-_- #tbh i might just go on a long ass multiple tram ride since i have my um. 3 month ticket or whatever #but also i wanna go to my fav place. but also im stalling and i just wanna sit here and boyrot.

[catzgam3rz]

I need my body’s pain receptors to fuck off for like a week. Minimum.

#i can’t go one damn week without something fucking up and it is exhausting #like hey here’s a full week of migraine #and then we’ll stop that but oh no! agony when you walk! #and no one else from my team is here #so I just have to #keep walking and standing on my stupid cut foot #and im just so tired lmao #rambles #personal I suppose #i just wanna lay down for a couple years and come out not sore or hurting or gross feeling is that too much to ask

[reinabeestudio]

everyday is pain and hell and suffering on earth (<- being dramatic)

#this is just me throwin a tantrum dw feel free to ignore ÑSKLFDLS #yomiel speaks #just a bit frustrated i guess. with my current focus. situation?? #bc i do enjoy what ive been makin so far mind you ☝ #. but theres also.... a lot i havent shared (self-insert related) #like the little ive shown here is only the tip of the iceberg. i got more ideas (mostly in text im lazy to illustrate lol) #and i dont share bc im just. #. idk im just so scared #like usually i dont mind it (or i ignore it). im a small account anyway. but in this case its just intimidating #even with the new sideblog its just too scary #got some hcs and concepts that might not be what. most fans agree with. idk and hrmm #like yes its ooc and dumb but im havin fun. and yet #so i keep it to just a few friends. and even then i dont share much bc its not their current focus so i dont wanna bother #and i feel so weird thinkin about sharing with new ppl ive met bc. idk how to feel about self-insert in this case. #(plus a lot happened this month that has made me kinda paranoid as hell and unsure of who to trust) #you have no idea how freaked out i get at the possibility of making others uncomfy with my s/i content (on private) #like i draw a lot of positive emotions from doing self-insert and sharing so. you can kinda imagine how it feels when im limited like this #its scary im scared and i feel kinda lonely lately #so theres a lot im just keepin to myself and idk. guess im just sad i feel like i cant share. scratches head #maybe i should start focusin on other past f/os i can be more vocal about idk. lays down and sighs

[spadilled]

feel sad....... send asks

#ooc. #i am going to lay down here on the floor and not move until i have him #which means u should all send me asks bc i wanna get back into replying to my inbox #i miss it sm #i miss bullying ori in their inbox mostly but #just #gestures vaguely #i miss inbox stuff #ik i have a lot i haven't replied to yet but #im working on it

[wanderinthedeep]

hey there ghouls and goblins, how’s it hanging?

#I’m alive! #I mean I’ve been here #but shit’s been crazy lately #lots of work madness #family member passed away and I had to scramble to get home for the funeral #renewed my lease #Chicago municipal elections #honestly I just wanna lay down for a month #but I’m hanging in there bitch #so send hole and pole to encourage me 😘 #me

[illjustpretend]

man baldurs gate may be my game of the year

That's so hard to admit considering tears of the kingdom also launched this year. And it blew my socks off too. It's a marvel of game design. And I haven't even gotten to play starfield yet...

But baldurs gate is in another ball park for me. Because I've been playing since early access, I've had so much time to form a comfortable nostalgic attachment to many aspects of the game.

Plus because it's more niche in its appeal (than Zelda at least), following the development cycle, watching the player base grow and interacting with the community has really felt like a more connected experience. Certainly more connected than waiting in silence for 6 years for totk (not a dig, honestly it's fine and I get it).

AND it's one of the few games in a long time I've been able to actually play with my IRL friends. It's just basically the perfect recipe.

I can sing Larian's praises all day but I can't say anything that hasn't been said a million times already. If you haven't played this game yet, PLEASE DO IM BEGGING

#personal #just laying here feeling extremely grateful that i exist at the same time as this game #like nothing compares to the feeling of a really successful and coordinated battle sequence... #where all my characters feel optimized #and like they are all working together as unit #they arent strong on their own #but together they are a slow moving stable vector of destruction #no one is ever downed #and we are able to control the pace of the battle easily #FUCK i wanna always be playing #gotta sleep now so i dont talk myself into getting up to play more at 2am lmao #bg3 #baldur's gate 3