#i wasn't expecting that much sadness

[mics59]

Life itself (2018): 9

Beautiful movie, I will never watch it again.

#Life itself #it was pretty cool how half of the movie was in Spanish #honestly I was just watching it because Oscar Isaac and Olivia Wilde are hot #i wasn't expecting that much sadness #but the ending was so good #i am never going to recover emotionally for this #the mood right now is that pic of Oscar Isaac holding a coffee and looking sad #which ironically comes from this same film #i was expecting a romcom and I got emotional hurt #at least the beginning with Samuel L Jackson was funny #although that was basically foreshadowing for- #yeah #good movie #never watching it again #it would probably hurt even more #now that I know what is going to happen

[frozenartscapes]

I have a theory that Yor's poison tolerance is so high not just because of the assassin training, but also from all the trial and error she likely went through while foraging for food as a kid.

(I mean, her cooking is a given as a source of poison training but I personally think that she probably ordered out most of her meals once she started living on her own. But considering a lot of adults sometimes have difficulty determining which berries and mushrooms are safe to eat, I fully expect a child with limited resources wouldn’t know right away. And rather than chance anything with Yuri, she likely was the poison checker herself until she became more familiar with what plants are safe to eat.)

#i am desperate to see more of yor's backstory #what we have learned about it i expect it to be pretty sad #currently it's been seen in cute little flashbacks - from mostly yuri's perspective #and yuri is not exactly the most reliable source of unbiased information - he definitely has rose coloured glasses on #and i fully expect it to just hurt that much more because yor's such a kind person #she likely kept up the warm smiles and soft laughter even on days there wasn't enough food for both of them to eat #or she had gotten hurt doing her real job but needed to look after yuri #spy x family #yor briar #yor forger

[call-me-oracle]

barbara gordon in nightwing #85 pt. 1

bonus:

#wow wow wow i did NOT expect to break the tumblr photo limit but ig this issue has a lot of babs #tom taylor's nightwing run has had its ups and downs but i can't deny it has BEAUTIFUL art #the whole monologue about how much good she's done as oracle THAT'S. WHY. SHE. NEEDS. TO. BE. ORACLE. AGAIN. #the meta tkj reference is so sad and yet so good cause she's fully RIGHT #it wasn't about her it was about the joker #but she made it HER story #and that's why oracle babs will always clear batgirl babs...always. #dc comics #oracle #batgirl #barbara gordon #comic panels #nightwing #dick grayson #dickbabs #written by: tom taylor #art by: robbi rodriguez #cover art by: bruno redondo #variant cover by: jamal campbell #1:25 variant cover by: bruno redondo #colours: adriano lucas #nightwing (2016) #issue 85 #queue #pt. 2 out in a few hours :)

[sysig]

How is skeleton shaped (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Papyrus #Sans #Some redraws! I just don't feel like scanning the originals so they'll stay contextless for now lol #I apparently used to draw Papyrus' scarf/cape with a little squiggly bit down the middle of his chest as well :0 I think it looks silly now #The donk-pecks I was talking about! :D Give your sibling a family kiss ♪ As much as skeletons can anyhow lol #Papyrus was being silly and then leaned down fully expecting it lol - another thing smol and I do a lot haha #Sometimes doing the cat thing of headbutting for attention lol #Sad skele doodles! Oh no! D: Best boy is the saddest around </3 #I used to draw Papyrus' mouth as having teeth behind his teeth so I gave it another go - I think I'm good on it now lol I like his weird jaw #I don't know if I based the original eye-glows off anything specific :0 I wasn't as particular about my notes back then haha #He is still very fun to draw crying tho poor lad :') #Originally the second one of Papyrus with his eyes glowing had Sans comforting him with a forehead donk - even in this redraw! #But I got the angle wrong so I removed him and then had brainworms about it lol #Something something the player (the artist) controlling the appearance/experience and moving the pieces (the characters) around as they like #I already know all that! I've been metaphorically playing with dolls for years years years! It just never stops being weird #It's like being aware of my own breathing and blinking - it's ''natural'' and normal and there's obviously nothing wrong with it lol #There's just a level of awkward....Feeling surrounding awareness lol - intentionality! It's not like I can stop just because I'm aware of it #It's just so whimsical /neutral - if Sans had turned out how I wanted him to he'd be there comforting his brother! But because I... #As stated I have brainworms please excuse me lol #The level of weird feels between the various mediums is really interesting to me tho :) Being a player or reader or watcher or artist! #They all feel different - more or less in control of what happens to them and yet never fully without culpability hehe #Obviously as an artist it feels the most in control - even to my own empathetic detriment! (It's not that serious lol) #The difference between being a player and a reader is a lot closer than being a watcher tho imo it's like a spectrum of responsibility #Though that's kinda also just how I feel about media consumption in general lol - I guess one of those is technically media production #Anyway! Lol #I don't know where I got the idea that his hoodie is two-tone other than the separation of his pockets? #It is a cute design! Dunno if I'll keep it going forward just for convenience but I'm not mad about it lol

[bookishforce]

the only thing I'm grateful to Only Friends about at this stage is introducing me to Force and Book ~~

I will finish it because I want to support them but the glossing over the trauma and not allowing the growth of their characters has actually made me so sad??

Manifesting an excellent series that they're the main couple in next year, they deserve better. I kind of don't rlly understand the hate on them tho? Lots of actors have shitty series & characters (which I don't think is the case with them) and they're still liked? make it make sense plez

#Like some other actor pairs I wasn't impressed with #Even prior to finding ForceBook #but they're loved not hated so #srsly is it because they're older than other actors? #i want to fix the unfairness #it is like watching what happens to talented ppl daily?? #bc they're not talented in the “right” way whatever that is #like talent is subjective anyway? #i often find other characters in ofs to be overreacted #like having set reactions to certain situations #very method acting i guess #but forcebook i don't feel like engage in that as much #not so much method which is not a bad thing at all imo #i haven't been able to take my eyes off of Mew the entire show #because i can see there's a lot more going on #Top too #But the others i kinda got it after a while ik what to expect #they're all v talent #but ik from singing that it's harder to play emotions that aren't sadness & anger #they're sooo much easier to hide behind and tend to look impressive #that's what i feel like is happening here #this feels personal ahhaha

[feveredreamed]

if you told me that i would get the most wholesome and healthy relationship out of a bl that was about an fwb relationship called bed friend i would never have believed you...and yet here we are 🤡

#bed friend the series #bed friend #kinguea #netjames #this is not a complaint it's just a surprise #wasn't expecting to love kinguea as much as i do #but honestly i love them so much #they're such a good and wholesome and healthy couple #even when they weren't a couple yet #i'm gonna be sad next week when it ends #i need love upon a time and middleman's love so i can get more netjames asap pl s

[daz4i]

me last month seeing the elevator falling and the implication dazai might die: lol. lmao even

me this month seeing him drag his bloody broken feet until he can’t move anymore and telling fyodor he’s tired of being in pain and asking for a break from it etc:

#i knew he wasn't going to die. i didn't even expect him to get too badly hurt. #but seeing him like this... i think it's about how he lacks control here at this point. when he always makes sure to have at least some #it's also way more Real like there is actual danger in it #ik i said last week i don't think dazai will die but with the way sigma talked abt him it almost felt like it might happen- #but that'd be too sad. and again i don't think he will. the fact it's chuuya coming to finish the job gives me a lot of hope #it's also just sad to see him suffer so much in a sacrificial way. usually his self inflicted pain is... not helpful to say the least #aurgh. i need to process all this somehow idk how to put it in words sorry #bsd spoilers

[yakny]

Knight Bobo, wearing some of the patterns I drew :D!

#LN #colored doodles #bobo #ft. #agata #louie #(sorry. long tags warning ¯\ (ToT) /¯) #putting the blue patterns to use even if she wasn't the intended wearer for them (hey! big bro louie just has to learn how to share! lol.) #i am actually planning to draw all three of them more along with fafnir and some other nobodies. i cri— #speaking of fafnir!!! FAFNIR???!!! offering alcoholic drinks to nidhogg in the 9th anniversary hell event????!!! #fafnir who's helping agata bobo and louie against tyr?!! who has bobo on speed dial for info as she thwarts tyr's plans??? the guy who‚ on #the night louie leaves and visits him for a drink‚ offers him instead a hot cup of MILK and teasingly calls him a child?! ASADJFJDSK!!! #(there's layers to him offering that that makes it funny‚ i promise. he offers concoctions based on a person's personality? i think??? he #offered debbie a cup of milk that TASTES like books and mela something strong. losing it ✋😭) anyways he runs an INTEL TAVERN. is aware of #most things in the north. fuck. wait! omg??? what if he's the same tavern keeper from louie's dreamweaver??? regardless he is aiding #all three of them... somehow... and he's sharing a drink with nid which is funny cause nid is the same guy who has said before ''alcohol #destroys you mind and stops you from making the right choice 🗿'' and there's fafnir sliding a drink to a sad looking nid. asdjsfkgk #FAFNIR please 😭😭😭!!! (fafnir sliding a drink to nid: make some bad choice tonight boy.) #anyways im just happy there's new fafnir art. i was not expecting it. or him alongside nid. fafnir's name is ALSO named after a dragon in #norse mythology. 🤔 turning into a dragon is a symbol of greed. damn. imagine fafnir is ALSO from frigidfog? but then again... #OKAY I'LL STOP!!! (I WILL NOT!!! I AM LOSING MY MIND! THERE'S JUST SO MUCH I CAN PLAY AROUND WITH HERE!) #wait! okay okay okay. what if for some reason fafnir is ratatoskr 👁 👁? like the role he plays as an intelligence collector adds up #as louie said ''(fafnir) you're not even there yet you already know about it'' it's not far fetched #... i am officially losing it. im adding too much depth to a game that has time and time again made itself shallow 😔

[seonghwasblr-moved]

Sometimes I get sad and annoyed about things that literally don't matter at all lol

#maja talks #(me reading 5 month old tweets saying the copenhagen crowd for ateez was dead) #like no it wasn't and also it's been 5 months why am I sad about those tweets now LMAO #it does make me wonder what the criteria of a “dead” crowd is tho #like someone wrote it was so dead that they could hear the members speaking clearly on their videos #but to me that is just manners? Like it's manners to me that you don't scream when the members are speaking #other people say a crowd is dead when people sit down too much but you can literally be so hyped while sitting down too #other people said the crowd wasn't as loud as other places but i'm pretty sure it one of the smallest crowds of the tour #so what do you expect #people were literally screaming their lungs out when it mattered and sang the songs and stomped(?) on the floor #I guess I just don't understand some people's definitions of a dead crowd #(try going to a concert in Korea then you will meet a dead crowd lol) #again this literally doesn't matter I just got annoyed reading the tweets lmao #again it's been 5 months and the only reason I saw those tweets is because I'm going through a trying to relive the concert phase lol #the members seemed like they had fun (wooyoung even mentioned the concert as one of his faves in an article if I remember correctly) #I had fun with my friends and that's honestly the most important #everybody are inclined to their own opinions #and again this is old news so it really does not matter LMAO #(I still don't think a crowd is dead just cause they let an artist speak and be heard at a concert)

[moonsidesong]

played the fangame danganronpa another with a friend and i didn't really like the ending but i very much enjoyed mekaru bc she's just woman byakuya togami. i'm going to talk a lot in the tags now

#the translation was kinda weird and bad but you get used to it after a while #i do plan on playing the sequel just cause me and my friends enjoy playing murder mysteries #oh uh spoilers beyond this point i'm gonna give some hot takes for. the 3 followers that care about dangit grandpa #anyway uh. ending. yeah i'm definitely biased bc i don't really like sad endings for the most part #but i didn't really. like it. #i'm not really opposed to the idea necessarily of the protagonist NOT being a survivor it's definitely interesting #but given that this game's take on hope vs despair is that 'hope is created not found' #i thought it kinda sucked that they just left maeda/utsuro to die despite obviously being the one suffering the most #also i didnt. like. kisaragi much. him/his alter ego being the epic savior in the end sucked bad not gonna lie #i thought he was really interesting in his initial appearance bc he was someone who Knew what was happening #but was rendered unable to communicate any of it bc of his brain damage #but then he dies (which was expected wasn't really upset about it) and from there you only have flashbacks to go off of #and then he's just kinda boring #it'd be one thing if he was a heroic reliable person we knew from the start but he's just this. guy that shows up in chapter 5 #and we get told he's like the best we should trust him and believe in him but. like. idk this guy! it didn't feel earned #anyway kinjou was. a character. for sure. #i liked his arc and all but when they revealed in the ending that Oh actually his beliefs on crime haven't changed at all lol<3 #he still only thinks in extremes even after all that mess about recognizing the murders were done in gray area circumstances #so like what was that all FOR #also. like. Goddddd. GODDDD. AKANE TAIRA. UGH #when she gets revealed as the mastermind and she's like going crazy off the walls sillygoofy despair lady I thought she was really fun!!! #i enjoyed her quite a lot!!!! #but then utsuro gets involved and she's just immediately extremely pathetic #she just immediately loses all presence bc she just stops taking any authority as the mastermind and is like ouwuoiuuh utsuro samaaaa #i thought her being a maid but actually is a girlboss would be a FUN SUBVERSION but nah we just have peko pekoyama 2: evil this time #like when are we gonna be done with the trope of Woman is cool and powerful until Man shes subservient to is involved and then she's a wuss #it sucks it SUUUUCKS #utsuro himself is. fine. he's basically just bootleg izuru but i didn't really mind that i thought his origins were kinda interesting #anyway i'm out of tags so i guess that's the end of my hot takes #i liked the individual cases! i liked mekaru! ending was kinda bad. goofbye

[weedle-testaburger]

#personal crap #banana fish #i wasn't expecting to say this but i loved this ending tbh #it's heartbreaking but in a really interesting way #bc it's such a weird mix of happy (ash finding out how much eiji loved him and eiji thinking he'll see ash again #and ofc the whole drug cartel/gang warfare thing dying down #) and sad (ash dying and eiji being blissfully unaware of it) #i was expecting it to be some stupid 'AND THEN THE VILLAIN WON ISN'T IT SAD' crap like berserk 97 (sorry chrono but fuck that ending) #but they did something much cleverer and more dramatic instead of just edgy and gross

[just-an-anxious-mess]

#sami talks too much #looks like this is how tonight's ending #bad coping mechanisms #it's the least dangerous coping mechanism i have #alcohol #if i drink enough I'll forget how shit i feel right now #does drinking count as sh? #vibing to sad music as i slowly lose coherency #i'm not doing okay #if it wasn't for my cat I'd probably already be dead #i never expected to live past 12 let alone make it to 25 #it's hard to resist the urge to self destruct #I'm lower now than ive been in years #just an anxious mess rambling #my life is falling apart #i wont end my life because my cat would be sad #living for my cat #isolation makes me crave destruction #there's a sick part of me that wants to get worse #i kind of want to bleed out on the floor #i just want to silence the chaos of thoughts in my head #and death feels like one of the only ways i can get that #drinking till i black out is the only way without spilling my own blood #sorry for being depressing #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh related

[sysig]

Some more Just Desserts pets, and thinking about Candy Mers again (Patreon)

Also ft. the pigeon study I did, what a cute bird!

#Doodles #Just Desserts #Been thinking about the JD pets a lot lately actually I'd really like to make a size chart sometime #But honestly a lot of it was motivated by thinking of a pet to give Cherry Shortcake - a merengue pigeon! #I know I love birds and really enjoy drawing birds but I honestly wasn't expecting to have so much fun and be as pleased as I am haha #What a cute! Love that ♪ #She doesn't have a name or an ADS chart yet but she does have the appearance upgrade so she's won at least a couple battles lol #She's a plain no-bean vanilla merengue but Cherry Shortcake opted to make her matching so she's got a cherry ''filling'' on her chest #To mimic bleeding-heart pigeons! It's very cute and highly symbolic lol #She is cute ♪ #Then a pet idea I had months ago but never got around to because I lost the inspiration source! D: #I swear I saw a YouTube thumbnail at one point of a very chubby rain frog that looked like a mochi lol but I can't find it ;; I've looked! #But it's still an adorable idea so mochi frog hehe #And then the Candy Mer stuff ♪ I legit forgot I'd called them Candy Mers and not just mercandies at one point lol #Both of the links are related because it's more worldbuilding - the second one is kind of more relevant? But it all is so #I mentioned very briefly about mercandy death at one point but never elaborated because it made me sad haha #Still true but I thought about it a bit more! About the ''natural springs'' part - once a body of water is fully saturated with sugar - #The sugar-breakdown of a mercandy's body changes from a complete breakdown to a partial breakdown - little pieces slough off and float up #Once they fill with air they turn into gummy aquatic life or - ''jelly fish'' hehehehe ♪ Which is how natural fish occur! #Depending on how big a mercandy is before she dies her body may turn into a whole school! The shape and texture is random tho haha

[just-some-guy-joust]

im getting sad :( pretty fishies are winning and i get it they are pretty but the weirdos are better!!!this is freaky fish showdown and the critters of deep sea are so fucked up and thats so cool. stop with this beauty standards i want a biblical accurate angel as a winner not the cherubs with LEDs of the ocean :(((

Tbh, yeah..... seeing a bunch of the fucked up guys get knocked out round 1 was brutal man. I don't have very strong opinions on most of the guys that are still in (except for magnapinna and bloody belly comb jelly, who i still haven't voted on because i am in tears), the guys i was really rooting for got DESTROYED. It's not like this is a big crime or against the spirit, the blog name may be freaky fish showdown but it's more like deep sea fish in general. But I'm still so sad about it :( I've got a big hyperfixation on the real fucked up creatures and I forgot other people,,,,,,,,, do not feel the same,,,,,,, I had to stop putting fun facts into the descriptions because 1) I don't have time for that lmao 2) a lot of the creatures that are getting through, don't.... have... more fun facts....? they just look pretty????? Which is so :( to me.

My main goal with this tournament was to get more people some awareness of some fucked up fish so hopefully I've accomplished that at least. Sad I couldn't tell you guys more about the fucked up creatures cause they died so fast. But google is free, if you're curious about any of the creatures here pleease go do some research on them and give them some love

(at least harp sponge has stayed in it this far that creature is SOOO fucked up i was so excited to learn about them <3)

#asks #deep sea fish tourney #my passion for this tourney has definitely kinda puttered out. i wonder if you guys can tell iAUHDLIAUSH #i'm not having a bad time with this don't worry i just also don't feel much about it in general #this wasn't really how i expected this to go! sad. well there's other tourneys #i've been tempted to maybe redo this tourney differently after it finishes but #i do also have a million other tourney ideas so i'm not sure #if people really want me to try this tourney again but explicitly focus on the fucked up fish then #i'll add it to the roster of tourneys i'm gonna have you guys vote on once this is done

[mymarifae]

i understand that the way language arts is taught makes the whole study of literature and narratives and themes and such seem like a boring, pointless endeavor. but it is so important to me and my sanity that you pay attention to the information presented to you in those classes. because it is integral. you will never be able to approach art in any form and come to your own, unadulterated conclusions and interpretations. you will not recognize propaganda when it is being spoonfed to you. and you will not understand that yes, the messages of the media and the art you consume do in fact subtly change your psyche and that’s why you can’t just blindly consume shit

#like you know the whole argument with the blue curtains example. 'the blue curtains symbolize the character's sadness' vs #'the curtains are fucking curtains.' #<- that latter viewpoint upsets me soooo fucking much because like oh my god you are missing the point #perhaps the author or the artist or whatever did not intentionally include blue curtains to symbolize sadness #in fact it's pretty likely that it wasn't intentional at all because that's just how creating art works #the POINT is you can draw out details to support the overall themes and messages and make them stronger and come to your own conclusions #different people will hone in on different details. that's the beauty of art. #you don't need any sort of 'correct' interpretation spoonfed to you and you should not expect it #so like. yeah the curtains might just be fucking curtains but how does approaching them as a Symbol affect our understanding of the story? #does the character open the curtains to let in the sunshine - thus freeing themself from their sadness? #or do they close the curtains and hide in the dark - trapping themself in the same miserable cycles? #sometimes things are just things to populate the empty spaces of a story and you don't necessarily need to think about them #but you Can think about them and that will make your experience all the more richer. #anyway.this whole thing means like a fucking lot to me 😂 #i'm pursuing the career i am without caring about the difficulties and the dangers because i want to do what i can to be like. #a good fucking high school language arts teacher. and to properly impart the value and the IMPORTANCE of these lessons.

[agentravensong]

finished the season! time to go through the tag and giggle while my brother scrolls through instagram fanart on the verge of tears

#good omens spoilers #(because of the following tags) (but it's all vague) #not to say that i didn't find the ending sad but. honestly i was expecting it to be a much harder pill to swallow #and was worried that we wouldn't reach a proper resolution for this season's plotline #but we did basically resolve all that! #and the sad thing wasn't a misunderstanding or some frustrating thing like that #it was characters making fully in-character decisions in a way that hurt just right #if i were to review the season as a whole i think the pacing prob could have been better (the minisodes prob could've been more... mini) #and i'm hoping we'll have more focus on the human side of things again in s3 (though maggie and nina were lovely and carried) #but other than that i really enjoyed it! and i'm glad we didn't binge it all in a day or two #choosing not to comment on my post from this morning. if you know you know. :)