#i will post my suggestions as reblogs

[mrshayakawa]

im starting to manifest for when csm part 2 is adapted to the anime that they keep up the op trend of recreating movie frames but its classic high school movies

#i will post my suggestions as reblogs #if im being extra delusional they could do romcom moments for asaden but ik thats asking for too much #chainsaw man #csm #csm manga #chainsaw man manga #csm part 2 #chainsaw man part 2 #asa mitaka #asa mikata #i am once again asking which is her real name #im too lazy to check lol #denji hayakawa #yoshida hirofumi #1k #5k

[morganpdf]

Lost my fucking mind at a red light today

turning off reblogs bc im tired of terfs in my notes. anwyays trans people are sooo much cooler and sexier than cis people but especially terfs. bye

#morgan.pdf #oh i forgot to tag SORRY </3 #suggestive // #i fucking SCRAMBLED for my phone. i read it and went 'that doesnt really say that does it' #havent checked this on desktop where i have shinigami eyes but this is breaching containment #if u reblog this post u acknowledge that trans people are sooooooo swag #yeah ok terfs are touching this post now. die 1000 deaths (shinigami eyes on for free blocklist<3) #5k #10k #20k #banger.pdf #edit: i only respect the person who tagged this with a transformers character. thats so funny holy shit

[astronomical-bagel]

funny little phenomena I've noticed recently

#this was inspired by the chilfuckers post #suggestive #this one goes out to my depraved chilchuck mutuals. you people are dogs I will reblog as usual ect ect #oh btw I repurposed my chilchuck meta for the left side #chilchuck tims #chilchuck #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #astronomically random

[taxinealkaloids]

kill your darling, it's just that easy!

#tlt #my art #i reblogged these outfits the other day that were giving me big ianthe & naberius vibes so i wanted to draw something with them #got really funky w/ this one! i just wanted to play around i havent had the chance to draw in a while #so i just kinda let myself do whatever w/ the colors and art style and everything #idk how i feel about it but it was fun #anyway ive seen some posts suggesting that ianthe somehow cheated the system by sacrificing naberius and like... #no she absolutely did not? she paid that price exactly by the book (making her one of the few to actually do so) #and now she suffers forever for it :) #oh the line on top is a quote from the book and the caption is a lyric from 'kill your darling' by cloudy june #(which aside from that one line is not at all a ianthe&naberius song lmao)

[whimsical-sonic]

figment (animated edition)

#cosmic chatter #shadow the hedgehog #maria #sth #shadow #doodles #my art #psychonauts #THANK YOU HOLLLYYYYYY FOR YOUR SUGGESTION ON HOW TO GET THE FIGMENT EFFECT #i didnt wanna delete the other post since ppl started reblogging it and i didnt expect to do this #BUT yeha

[chalkeater]

Kay tagal ko nang nag-iisa And’yan ka lang pala 🌤️

(For @girlnextdeer the love of my life)

#deltarune #suselle #susie deltarune #deltarune susie #noelle holiday #noelle #fictive #fictives #susart #ben&ben #araw-araw #araw-araw by ben&ben #I ALMOST FORGOT OUR SHIP NAME THATS HOW LONG ITS BEEN. god remember when I suggested Nosie... lmao #I LOVE YOU #the best way I could think of translating the caption is ''For as long as I have been all alone‚ you were just right there‚ all along'' #i love my girlfriend.. i gifted her a lesbian bat plushie in her favorite color and she kept squishing it to her face....... #UM BTW... IM NOT COPYING THE POST I REBLOGGED #I DREW THIS WAY BEFORE THAT BAHAHA #well. way before i saw that post

[hms-incorrect-quotes]

Due to this being the strike week for Palestine, I wont be posting any quotes for the whole week & instead reblogging any helpful posts that support Palestine that I see. [This includes the Headcanons blog as well.]

Please help out in anyway you can!!! Even if you cant donate, spread the word. A free easy thing you can do daily is even to just click a button.

Twitter seemed more active and posted more information & aid last time so please look there as well!

#again twitter is more active so i suggest you go there however please spread & help out as much as you can here as well #one person or post makes all the difference!!! #this account & my main will have the most reblogged things since thats the best way i can spread info #as for the less important things: #Due to tumblr having a shit way to edit posts in the queue some posts will still get through [hell you cant even edit/delete certain posts] #The lyric blog especially won't let me change anything so its just stuck posting daily #again please reblog & do as much as you can this stuff really helps #not a quote but still important

[butchspace]

I guess I kind of just use this account for PSAs now, and this has been on my mind a lot lately.

I figured out that I have OCD a few years ago, and recently I’ve seen a lot of bad advice around dealing with intrusive thoughts and obsessions.

There’s that post that goes around occasionally about “taking pictures of your oven knobs before you leave” or other things I’ve seen that say to “make a weird face when you lock your door.” THESE ARE COMPULSIONS. If you have/suspect you have OCD or you often struggle with things like that, please do not follow this advice. Instead, try to accept your intrusive thoughts and move on, not argue with them. Over time, they will get easier and easier to deal with. Ruminating, stressing, or arguing with them just makes them worse in the long run.

If you think you might have OCD and want to seek a specialist, the IOCDF’s home page has a lot of resources under the “find help” tab, including a locator.

I’m going to put the rest under a read-more because I’m going to talk a bit more in depth about intrusive thoughts and compulsions. This mostly because good OCD info is so sparse on line, and I’ve spent many hours compulsively researching OCD lmao.

Content warning:

discussion of unreality/doubting one’s own perception

discussion of specific compulsions

I’m not going to push this point too hard or shame anyone who doesn’t want to follow it, because OCD doesn’t really just go away. It’s a constant struggle. I give in to compulsions regularly, even though I am medicated and have seen a specialist to learn actual coping skills. It’s hard to resist sometimes and you don’t always have the energy, the awareness, or the power to ignore them. You do what you have to do to get through your day. The main difference is that the right medication and the right therapist make it easier to stay out of the spiral and to leave a spiral when you’re in one. They still happen. You still kind of have to play everything by ear.

Similarly, it is super fucking hard to get help or even get diagnosed. No regular therapist actually knows what the fuck it looks like, and specialists are few and far between and often don’t take insurance. It’s not fair or easy or necessarily productive to try and do exposure response prevention on yourself. Your “good coping skills” can even turn into an obsession or compulsion, where you’re constantly worried about what is an intrusive thought and what is not, or if you’re responding to them properly.

What I want to do is try to give at least some useful advice to people who are struggling with intrusive thoughts.

The best way to respond to them is not at all. This is especially true with OCD, because the response to them is sort of the root of this disorder. Sometimes, it’s recommended that with depression or anxiety you challenge your thoughts. In OCD, it’s the opposite. Challenging them can so easily lead you down a compulsion spiral. (More about that cycle from a professional.)

Compulsions can be entirely mental, but I’ll use a common behavioral one to look at how engaging with compulsions can go:

You start by taking a picture of the your stove knobs to make sure they’re all off. That works for a few hours or days, but then you start wondering if the knob is ever-so-slightly in the “on” position. You wonder if the picture proves they’re off enough. You forget to take the picture at all, and have to go back in to check anyways. You check your phone a few times before leaving to ensure that the picture is still there. You take several pictures because you can’t tell if you actually took any at all. You start to wonder if you can even trust what you see before your very eyes. What if you’re just imagining that the knobs are set to off? What if you’re just imagining the whole picture to begin with? The picture allows you to engage with your checking compulsion throughout the day, strengthening the connection between the intrusive thought and the urgency to do something about it. That means it gets worse. That means you find new ways to doubt your perception or your memory or whatever.

It can eventually get really bad. It’s hard and awful to try and deal with this on your own, but sometimes you have to.

It’s so shit. It’s so fucking shit how long many people suffer with mental illness without even knowing what’s going on. I didn’t know that my constant, overwhelming guilt over almost everything I’d ever thought or said or done or maybe did and couldn’t remember was the result of a disorder. It was so freeing to realize there was actually something that might help me, and I could learn to just live with myself and my weird ass thoughts that don’t necessarily mean anything at all. It’s so shit that OCD-awareness is so low among therapists. I was never going to get diagnosed until I found an OCD SPECIALIST (bold, italicized, all caps. Don’t trust people on psychology today who just put OCD in the list of what they treat.) and went over the Y-BOCS with her. It’s all so shit that several therapists I came to with textbook examples of OCD either ignored me or didn’t have the tools to help. I told one of them I “didn’t feel connected to reality” and he kind just went 🤷.

I just want everyone who is in that/a similar situation to at least have this information available to them.

If you want to learn more, these blogs from Sheppard Pratt were the best discussion of OCD I found online that really described what I was going through. They’re written by licensed therapists, several (all?) of whom live with OCD. They’re very healing to read if this is something you’re struggling with, or something you think you might be struggling with, and great in general if you want to learn more about OCD.

Whatever’s going on, OCD or not, have some grace with yourself. Take a few minutes today and do something kind for yourself, even just think one nice thing about yourself. You’re doing the best you can.

#actually ocd #ocd #ocd awareness #do with this what you will but I stresses me the hell out when I see people #uncritically reblog posts suggesting new compulsions to people #because they worked on me and made my ocd worse #im sure a lot of those suggestions came from others with ocd so I’m not trying to come after anyone about this #I just feel like I don’t see a lot of discussion about this stuff in general and even in the notes on those posts

[chickenoptyrx]

Found out I actually had a time-lapse recorded of this drawing from last month. Not adding sound tho :U

#time-lapse #ok so apparently i just cant add it to a reblog #so guess its gonna be its own post :T #might do more in the future if i remember #black list ' time-lapse ' if your not interested #open to music suggestions too #mine wouldnt fit the tone lol #my bullshit

[eskildit]

a nice thing about the locked tomb series is that there are so many characters and plenty of minor background ones which means you can have a locked tomb glup shitto. mine is kiana, camilla’s older half sister <3

#i do not know if i have the clout to create a reblog game but #reblog with who your locked tomb glup shitto is #which to be clear has to be a favorite MINOR character like minor enough that a casual fan wouldnt know who youre talking about #read a fic today that suggested pyrrha/kiana and i feel like my brain is exploding #the locked tomb #eskildit posts tlt #ok to rb

[mashbrainrot]

one piece of fanon I see thrown about as a casual fact about beej is that he is somehow morally opposed to cheating as a concept, and has judged and would judge people based on them doing that. most of the time I see the evidence for this being his own meltdowns over even the potential of cheating on peg, and his behaviour towards hawkeye in The More I See You.

the latter is particularly confusing to me because he does emphatically state in his conversation with hawkeye in potters office that he actively does not have a moral aversion to cheating - "I couldn't break my word to Peg. And not because God'll send me to hell without an electric fan... or because it's not the right thing to do. I just don't want to."

and one of the reasons i think he says this - and the reason I think people read some sort of judgement from bj in this scene - is that hawkeye is twitchy about it. hawkeye is probing, maybe projecting, is worried about this guy thinking badly of him because he himself doesn't feel too clean about it. he pokes and he prods, slightly skittishly and nervously.

textually bj starts this conversation, and I think hawkeye (and therefore some of the audience) read into that that he is doing so to Make a Point, but what I personally read into it - and I think the intent - is that bj has some genuine concern (and perhaps a healthy dose of interest!) because he has already had a huge dose of the backstory to this whole debacle, and like any sensible person I don't think he sees it ending well for his friend.

but by the end of it hawkeye knows he has neither censure nor celebration from bj, just a steady and even-keeled acceptance of what hawkeye accepts is 'messing up his life'. bj is just acting as a neutral good-natured sounding board, which is very much early BJ's MO. it's a carefully balanced check in from a friend, one that I fanonically read as an echo of what he says he does with Peg, where he sort of pokes until she speaks about what is on her mind. (In this reading I sort of see hawkeye as hanging about wanting to Talk on purpose, especially as objectively you think this would be Private Time for bj and peg. hawkeye, to me, seems to be Loitering.)

but as bj says, a la potter writing to mildred... that's none of his business 😉

#there are more scenes and moments in canon you could twist to make out that HAWKEYE is the weird one about cheating tbh #bj has that standard for himself - he doesnt cheat because HE doesnt want to - but he isnt about to pass judgement on hawkeye for it #but to me in this scene its less about the Morals for hawkeye personally and more just that... he doesnt see a happy ending #he is sort of projecting that onto a suggestion that bj is judging him but bj doesnt really let him #anyway this is in no way a well thought out piece i just found it in my drafts cos ive been thinking about carlye again #i might turn off reblogs idk #helen speaks #my mash #hmmm idk i havent rewatched this scene to post this but eh #mash s4 #mash s04ep23 #50/50 if this will still pop up in the tags tbh. we'll see.

[hopeforbountifulasks]

UMMM umm um ummmm yeah man whatever

#ooc #POSTING THIS HERE BECAUSE I'M EMBARRASSED OK ? #LEA ME ALONE #i still want to inflict this upon my mutuals though so #ya'll better feel privileged #it's completely ok to reblog this i'm just a pussy #cw suggestive

[negans-lucille-tblr]

Update on my Website/Tumblr/Discord etc.

I recently made an announcement on my website at the beginning of the month regarding the future of my writing and I just wanted to share it here too.

Engagement has been really low for a while (maybe a couple of years or more), and while I've done everything I can to try and not let it bother me, or increase it with feedback forms etc, and I've tried to be honest with you all about how it makes me feel, when there's no change there comes a point when you're just too tired to fight anymore. I force myself to write content for you guys, and I have lost my passion for posting my writing which I never wanted.

The only reason my website/Tumblr are still active is because

A) I have prewritten content that's currently posting

and

B) I'm currently out of work and rely on the money my website provides me.

So all that being said, I just wanted to be completely honest with you and let you know that I've made the decision to shut down my website/Tumblr/Discord as soon as I've found work. This could be next month or several months down the line, it's unclear yet.

But I'll be sure to keep you updated and I promise I won't leave any stories incomplete when the time does come for me to shut it all down.

Bee x

#update #bee rambles #negans-lucille-tblr #lack of feedback and interaction is killing creators #if you don't want others to leave like me I suggest reblogging and commenting #there won't be any content left for you if things don't change #we've tried being nice but there comes a point where enough is enough #I wanna be clear that this is solely related to me posting my writing publicly #I'm leaving now while I still want to write at all

[strawberrybabydog]

"not to reality check yall but some of you need it [horrible post]" why on earth do you think you are the authority of whether or not psychotic people get to live in peace. nobody wants to hear your dumbass opinion about a trauma you clearly dont experience. not one single psychotic person has ever been helped by a random loser's "yall need this"-reality checking post but i can definitely name a fuck ton who could be severely hurt or even hospitalized by being exposed to these unecessary garbage posts

if you ever read something that says something along the lines of, "you need to be reality checked, some of yall really need this, its about time someone said this to yall" what the person is actually saying is "i dont think your trauma is real and your life is a joke to me, fuck you, i hope this hurts"

"good intentions" dont count when the result is visible, direct, severe harm. if you actually care about psychotics learn more and do better, because randomly attacking as many psychotic people as you can is barely even performative

#seen too many of these dumbass posts in the alterhuman tags recently #genuinely i want to get into a nonpsychotics mind and learn why they think theyre an authority on this lol #anyways i block any loser who i see doing it i suggest everyone in my audience do the same #alterhumans reblog this because i am talking mostly to you. i see these posts most from alterhuman tags its disappointing #on sanism #on reality checking

[piningprecussionist]

Template by @juni38

Im going to be completely frank with you all... and admit that I read these options and wasn't sure how to take this chart,,, so uh. Under the cut is Another Version. I'd apologize but I've given you the option to keep scrolling ¯\_(･･)_/¯

(If you notice characters missing on Kim's side, I probably figured she doesn't know who they are lol)

For the record,,, if they *wanted* me to pull their hair-- *is shot several times before I can continue*

Uhh Matthew is here because I have been converted fully on he/him or enby lesbian Matthew I think. He lives in my brain rent free now, very gender. I'd pull his hair but also I think he mostly just deserves to have it played with nicely.

And Scott's here because 1) I enjoy trans Scott, 2) Kim Pine Brain Rot possibly, 3) idk he's like,, the exception. God damnit, I've fallen for the inexplicable Scott Pilgrim Effect. What the fuck--

I did think about doing this chart like everyone was actually applicable to my tastes, but even if they were I think the ones I didn't put up would have to fall on the caress side bc I just don't feel that way abt them lol.

Again, not to say that's the case for the gals over on that side,,, I just think I would want to be gentle w them shxkdjsdhbd with the exception for Lynette who probably deserves to have her hair pulled, but again I fear she would Hurt Me,,, but maybe in a fun way,,,

Anyway No One Look At Me....

(,, also,,, Ramona is so far over bc I think she would enjoy it,, otherwise she'd be closer to Kim in that section. Same thing w Roxie)

If anyone actually looks at this version, I'm not opposed to doing a version like this for Kim btw! Just ask for it so I feel like I'm not just Dropping This and scurrying away

#sp comic #meme #kim pine #id tag more people but i Do Not Have The Strength.... #also i like Living and I think the idea of more people seeing the suggestively taken one makes me want to Die a little #(not to say you cant reblog this or whatever im just being dramatic shdjejsdhdhgdd I am generally a fairly Reserved person) #for the kim chart- i based my other scott placement on the interaction theyve had here! i think if they interacted for real or more often + #+ he'd end up definitively in the Pull Roughly suggestion with most people #ooc #he maybe if i finish edits for everyone i could try this w the au stuff. kit's thoughts might be different here... #hey* #also let me know if i forgot anyone??? i thought abt including the robots but. no hair. and gideon the cat has Fur so. on technicality- #but like barring parents and peter i think i got most people #i guess if lainey was here she'd go somewhere in the middle or right? w/out knowing what she'd be like #FUCK I DIDNT MEAN TO POST THIS. I MEAN IT'S HERE NOW SO IM NOT REMOVING IT BUT I AM S C R E A M I N G I WASNT READY #ah i forgot crash and the boys actually. thats why i wasnt supposed to post this yet #uhhhh Pull Roughly for like all of them. except trasha. trasha gets head pats and a juice box #except for on Kim's chart. on Kim's chart she's in the pull roughly section I can't lie to myself. she hates that kid 😭 also on that note + #+ knives should probably be in the middle section. like she wants to pull it for her having copped her style and being stupid abt scott. #but I didn't put her there bc I feel like even if she wants to she wouldn't ya know? knives is a Precious Angel after all

[frootlooptime]

hot faced

#I DONT HAVE A EXPLATION FOR THIS ONE ACTUALLY- #i wasnt planning on posting this one but it looks so pretty i couldnt not #my art #trafficshipping #suggestive #<- IM TAGGING THAT ONE JUST INCASE #biggri #okay to reblog btw