#i’ve grown to love him now

[dilutedconfusion]

NEWSFLASH- He thinks you’re pretty~

#WAHHHH I made him so much softer then he usually is and IM LOVING IT #I added freckles cause my boy is a big chonky ginger #brb im bout to hold his face and give him forehead kisses like no other #IM TRYING TO HUSBAND THIS MAN UP #oh and he looks completely different then my other two artworks #i realize that and its okay my hands are stupid #i also drew those other illustrations like last year/early this year #SOOOOO its been awhile and I’ve grown and changed and now hes prettier #MIGHT ADD MORE TO THIS PIECE LATER #BUT HERES THE START OF BEAUTY RN #eustasscaptainkid #eustass kid #one piece #digital art #digital illustration #do tags even work?? #IDK but imma use em

[fuck-kirk]

Thinking of post AGIT Dan being all moody and emo and giving Vlad a Villain Monologue™️ à la “I’m inevitable” blah blah blah and Vlad just being like-

“…that’s great son :) here’s your dino nuggets.”

#mott txt #what an absolutely bat shit dynamic they would have in so ready to read more #danny phantom #vlad masters #vlad plasmius #Dan phantom #also I hope Dan has a teenage human body but retains his normal ghost form #let my boy remain an Eldridge horror #it would also make his dynamic with Vlad even funnier #vlad trying to ‘dad’ him and Dan just transforming and being like. ‘I am a full grown man’ #n e ways idk where these tags have went . #I’ve just been thinking abt them #like how unhinged that vlad is essentially ‘raising’ Dan now ??? it’s SO FUNNY #I love it

[fever-project]

Part of a drawing from the prelude for my Links Meet comic, Uncanon Fates that I’m posting tomorrow on @uncanon-fates. Idk, I think this face of First Hero is kinda funny.

#the legend of zelda #legend of zelda fanart #legend of zelda au #uncanon fates #first hero #first link #I’ve gotten all the pages done. now I’m working on the alt text #sadly there’s not many actual drawings of first in the prelude. This one is so very cropped so it looks poor quality #I’ll make it up be drawing a lot of him more because I really grown to love drawing him

[matt-murdick]

I feel like we don’t acknowledge the level of trauma Remus Lupin went through when he was four and a werewolf came through his window whilst he was sleeping and mauled him. like he would have died rather than be turned if his dad hadn’t shown up throwing spells about. that shit is heavy

#remus lupin #I love my angst factories #hp #marauders #I’ve been reading wolf star fics lately can you tell #surprisingly I find there’s more angst about Sirius’ childhood than about the time someone tried to kill 4yr old Remus in his bedroom #most don’t even touch on it #they just have Remus feeling like a monster and then the full moon every now and again + feeling I’ll #*ill #like bro he was ATTACKED. BY A GROWN MAN. WHILE HE WAS SLEEPING. IN HIS OWN BEDROOM. #that 100% should’ve been a safe place for Remus and he probably never felt safe there again #I certainly don’t think he slept in his room for month. he slept in his parents’ bed. #but also his parents were trying to fix him. and he was a baby werewolf with no real understanding of what was happening to him #and they were scared of him #i’m not crying you are #anyway fuck jkr

[gobstoppr]

ive gotta bunch of oc shit in the oven rn . get hyped chat

#art #oc #i may be considering . naming the series . scalloped potatoes #because funny guy is named scallop . and its silly #anyways everyone who i’ve shown jorts to have loved him #immediate fan favorite #he is a lil theif #this project has been a rollercoaster but now ive. got more clarity with what i want it to be #basically i realized that im allowed to write it to be an 11min silly cartoon .and that doesnt make the work any less valuable #for the longest time ive had it in my mind that to make something big . make somethin people care about . theres got to be some depth #to like the story and emotional stakes n shit #i’ve grown up seeing cartoons like steven universe n owl house n how these are THE shows #this much needed push in the art form away from solely episodic . that shows can be more ykno #but like . after spending the past 7 months watching stupid episodic cartoon silly bullshit . #its finally really clicked that THIS is the shit i really love . love to watch . love to make #ofc i love cartoons going for these deeper stories. the newest owl house broke me #but like . ive realized i can still care immensely about chars even in these silly shows . #anyways . #scalloped potatoes

[heartshapedtrap]

just hung out w friends for five hours and feltso full of whimsy I could pass out <333 I miss them so bad already but I get to see them tomorrow tooooo

#like it wasn’t even planned we just talked on the phone then met up at **** house chatted while our other two friends made us friendship #bracelets and watched the cat be silly with a bowl of water that was like two hours of us doing that #then agroup car ride (I love when we do this sm it’s like my favorite part when we hang out) skin to skin in a tiny fucking car laughing #talking listening to music on our way to Taco Bell then rode around taking scenic routes b4 gas station break to like pee n buy snacks :33 #flicked up another scenic route went to the epic park w the cool playground n reminisced about how it felt like being a kid again at 1am #I’m convinced all these fuckers are neurodivergent bc not one of them can go without stemming and ***** fucking climbing on top of the every #single thing LMFAO doing backflips off of swings and stuff too I had like an insane amount of whatever bc I skipped like the entire time #just to idk be silly and **** joined in :))) switches seats in the car and went to another park then rode in the car again to more scenic #routes and all the way back to **** house to get our stuff and each driveour cars back home <3 #we group hugged at the epic park and the moment was so surreal bc we all were close to crying especially ******* like I love my fwends sm i #cannot even properly describe how happy they make me feel like sonearnestly so #I weirdly felt closer to ***** tonight too probably bc we indulged **** antics together and were skin to skin in the backseat of the car #like having to fasten each others seatsbelt his arm awkwardly behind me n out the window that close n how alike we are… #OH WAIT him and **** buzzed their hair like days before n it really hit me that I haven’t seen him w shirt hair since I’ve first known him #when we all were once coworkers together and it’s like a fond memory now and crazy to think about how we’ve all grown together as friends #ok done being sappy now b4 I actually fucking cry like eyes are on the brink as I type :p #* #personal #heartshapedtrap #can y’all tell I left my journal at home… and needed to like remember how happy I’ve felt since seeing friends <3 #omggg i forgot to mention how they all cheered and were like happy for me during the scenic car ride that I’m almost certain im lesbian #still unsure of myself but I think that’s probably the closest label idk I just feel really happy that they support me nomatter what yaknow

[getitoncamera]

there’s 14 days until taemin comes home!!! finally!!!

#i’ve been waiting for him for 1 1/3 years #(literally the whole time i’ve been a shawol) #and he’s finally going to be home #i’m so excited to get to love him in real time #rather than a past version of him that hasn’t yet grown into the person he is now #i’ve been counting down the days since i became a shawol #and finally #finally #he’s actually coming home 🥹 #it doesn’t feel real #but i’m so excited #the one and only <3 #5 ​shining stars 💎

[asexualastarion]

I think there is going to be a Mighty Reckoning at some point where Avvid is going to, like, fully process that if they and Astarion had met before he definitely would have killed them. And about the dubious beginnings of their relationship. I still think they’ll be alright but they are going to have to take a step back and address their own naïveté

#idk if this will be something that actually happens in the game or if I’ll have to write it myself but it definitely needs to happen #like they and Astarion are going to need to have a loooong talk #I like the parallel of Astarion becoming less cynical and Avvid becoming a little more cynical. they meet each other in the middle #if they were a dragon age companion this would be the dialogue where you could either harden them or soften them #I’ve seen a lot of ‘bleeding heart ulimate kindness tav teaches Astarion the power of love’ and while you definitely teach him the power of #love I think it is unrealistic if tav doesn’t let Astarion’s manipulation reconsider some things #not that Avvid is a bleeding heart but they are definitely naive #like the reveal that your partner only slept with you the first time as a ploy to manipulate you definitely recontextualizes everything #no matter how much he has grown as person since and no matter how in love you are now

[asexualjedi]

My friend posted about how he regrets every day not going to the burial of our friend who died by suicide and. It. I also didn’t go and. Made me feel like if I was wrong to do so. Idk I just. I was falling apart and didn’t want to fall apart in front of his family as they were going through so much and I did not know his family well at all and I wonder if that truly was the best move or if I was just centering myself. Idk.

#he was taking about how he thinks that’s why he’s grown apart from some of our friend group and I wonder now if that’s the same for me #idk I just. I miss him so much sorry #I just what a day to not be able to take my antidepressants bc wood #*woof #and I just. i just. after he died for about a year or two #for like 2 solid years I would see him in my dreams and he would be alive and I knew I knew he wasn’t actually alive but it was like in my #dreams I had a chance to talk to him again and try to stop him and figure out if I could help and tell him that I loved him #idk #I just. since I started law school and it’s been about 3 years now #but since I started school I. don’t have those dreams every night anymore and I’ve gotten to the point I haven’t had them in about like 6 or #more months and idk #I feel weird or bad #bc. I miss him so much and I used to at least be able to see him when I went to sleep #and I just I’m afraid I’m gonna forget what he sounds like soon #I think about him almost everyday I just #I hope he’s in a better place and knows we love him I hope he’s not in as much pain and I wish I could give him a huge again #I still #make my usernames Kate bishop references bc he always called me Ms bishop as a joke and I miss him so much #sorry sorry #personal #don’t reblog

[weaksspot]

i also dont actually want sam and dean to commit patricide. that would be so bad for them they would not come back from that

#i used to be such a pure john hater i would go wild for any father killing content but i’ve grown and learned since then #i still hate him a lil bit but in a more nuanced way now lol. like it is true that he was doing what he could with the worst situation ever #and i do believe he loved the boys and they absolutely loved him

[bibleofficial]

my brother is being so weird like leave me out of it !!!! i mean he’s having an emotional breakdown or smthg idk but why’s he bringing it to ME !!!! take it to SOMEONE ELSE mr. MONEYBAGS !!!! what do u want from ME !!!! take ur own advice & ‘get over it’ !!!

#diary #like ‘it’s all in ur head !!!’ like yea buddy now u don’t like that it’s in URS huh #wish i cared ! #go DRINK ALONE like an ADULT #or do other DRUGS #like sorry i’m spending all my money on drugs & i love it #not him going ‘i love u’ ‘i’m happy that we’re siblings’ girl STOPPPP the DRAMAAA #shut the fuck up !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i’m not payed enough for this !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #he’s like ‘wow work is so tough’ bro u play video games for 6 of the 8 hours u are on the clock #what do u WANT FROM ME !!!!!!!! #i’ve been live typing this since he’s come to bother me #‘do u ever overthink’ what are we 12 i swear to god if he doesn’t threaten to kill himself im going to put my head through a wall ur a grown #he keeps talking abt ‘when u used to go to therapy’ like yea when i went to therapy after telling our father that he was the reason i kept #wanting to kill myself #like nearly 10 years ago & haven’t been back since like 2018 😭😭😭 #like if u want to go to therapy do it on ur OWN TIME #bro it’s been like 20 minutes i’m so fucking mad i was going to rest by eyes for 45 minutes before showering but he’s eating up like half of #it & i still have to fucking shower #i’m fumin #the way i’m just laying on the couch silently minding my own business full resting bitch face staring at my phone while he sits on the stool #w his head in his hands like girl get a GRIP #go do this BY URSELF ALONE IN UR ROOM #LIKE EVERYONE FUCKING ELSE IN THIS WORLD #like oh my GOD #if i can do this ??? if i can unhealthily stuff my emotions in myself while relying solely on nicotine caffeine & thc constantly so i can’t #focus on anything in my head :3c #SO CAN U !!!!! #develop REAL addictions douche bag !!!!! #the way he’s saved this shit to pull for MY spring break like ok #so i just can’t fucking enjoy anytbing

[gaylittlewizardcat]

I posted 281 times in 2022

That's 281 more posts than 2021!

236 posts created (84%)

45 posts reblogged (16%)

I tagged 277 of my posts in 2022

Only 1% of my posts had no tags

#cats the musical - 216 posts

#mistoffelees - 108 posts

#gay little ramblings - 83 posts

#incorrect cats - 63 posts

#rum tum tugger - 40 posts

#jellicle queues - 31 posts

#jellicle answers - 30 posts

#victoria the white cat - 29 posts

#monochromatic siblings - 26 posts

#munkustrap - 24 posts

Longest Tag: 132 characters

#focusing on how much i love the wigs instead of how i’m not a huge fan of the makeup or the quaxo design just makes me a bit happier

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

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117 notes - Posted July 18, 2022

#4

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129 notes - Posted August 20, 2022

#3

I jusgt,,, think they should hug

While not directly fanart of Song and Dance by @thunderwhenhepurrs and @katzenprinz I was inspired by s&d!Bustopher calling Misto “my boy” so I’d like to thank you anyway :D

135 notes - Posted May 27, 2022

#2

Remake of my first ever gif featuring Misto’s Full Body Eye Roll except instead of being really bad it’s not

139 notes - Posted August 20, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I will never not think about this

Guy-Paul de St Germain

353 notes - Posted August 14, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#the longest tag is funny now because I’ve grown to love the makeup lol #also?? how did Tugger become my fifth most popular tag it didn’t feel like I posted a lot about him??? #also the guy-paul gif really deserves it’s nr1 spot jdfhdgfhsfj #shoutout to the person who tagged it with ‘smash ur balls Saturday’ #it sure gave me a chuckle #this probably counts as #gay little ramblings #year in review #long post #undescribed

[backhurtyy]

thinking about the inherent steve harrington-ness of home by barns courtney

#‘i’m a man but i’m just grown and i grow up but i’ll take my time so come deliver me back home’ #‘i’m sleepless near enough now every night but i’m holding off for providence to come and put me right’ #‘and i say i’ve got the end within my sights but i have no idea’ #just. any song about home and steve makes me absolutely insane #i’m so ill i’m going to sob i love him so much my sad empty home boy #they do be rambling

[groupwest]

It still feels so strange to be living here again

#it’s just bizarre. I was so depressed I was so young I got so hurt here lol. I guess I have been ignoring those thoughts #I still do think about it fairly often certain things trigger certain memories but it’s still just the same reprocessing as always #but I realise this whole thing me moving back here must be kind of actually triggering to me in a way. but I haven’t been letting myself thi #think that #it’s really so strange #just being here #I’ve almost gotten over it it’s just hard to correlate the distance between who I was and who I am #like nothing has changed but everything’s changed but it feels like it should all be the same still like time never even moved #but my mother is not here not that she’s far but she’s not here which is devistating. #and I’m so old now I’m 21 I’ve grown up im not 11 im not that stupid anymore but right now im equally as alone which is hilarious. in a way #I can’t let anything go it’s so painful #I want to text Zack so bad but I hate him I just want him to take his stupid fucking words back #so scared of the girl I love I still leave everyone every chance I get I can’t stop leaving god it sucks it’s horrible #all I have is the night. it’s literally the only constant I know. I’m crazy #it’s so easy to forget who I am. I’m so bad at spending my time wisely these days. hedonist for numb #anyway sorry I’m not writing in my diary lately so u guys get to read this crap hope u find it interesting #personal

[miserye]

My father and I are fighting as per usual and so I thought he wouldn’t eat the shit I bake but turns out I was wrong

#rye’s q #rye uses this tumblr like fucking twitter #I think this is so shameless of him smh #if you wanna eat the shit I make don’t fight w me #🧍‍♀️ #anyways I CANT even stop him because he doesn’t care about my feelings 😕🤚 #we are also constantly fighting so there’s that #but I refuse to talk to him anymore #also btw this is 100% his fault #ironically I was a daddies girl when I was younger but now I’ve grown wiser and I love my mother much more #in my defense she was mean when I was younger and got nicer as I aged #I’ve never been a child that hesitates to answer the who do you like better question #I would say my father when I was younger but now it’s public knowledge that I hate him so obviously I would choose my mother over him #I love my mom #update we are fighting not rly but we are LOL #over sharing is so much fun here HAHAHAHA

[daydadahlias]

i cant send timestamps from phone but around 8:40 to 9:20 if u want the absolute cuteness of ashton giggly distress over the corgi

Ok. It’s been about 10 hours now and I’ve finally managed to watch the live (tears were involved) and can I just say that Ashton Irwin saying in distress, “he’s shakin his little corgi butt!” has made my 2022.

#why is this grown man so #precious #his laugh #his laugh makes me so 🥺 #I’m so in love with this man #probably need to watch the live a few more times because I’ve watched it twice now and I have genuinely only perceived Ashton #i just can’t take my eyes off him y’know #he’s so #and he’s #i mean he’s #god you know #pigeon #not that he’s GOD I’m saying— I mean god as in an exclamation not— #Ashton Irwin is not a deity but I sure do worship him