#i'll remember the way we were

[lyralit]

reblog this with your favourite simple lyrics in the tags !!

I'll be using these as prompts lmao

#i'll start #i'll remember the way we were #you were the first full stop love that'll never leave #dfghjkl #lyralit #writing prompts #overpass graffiti #ed sheeran #writerblr #creative writing #writers #writing #writblr #writing ideas #writers block

[foxgirlmoth]

Actually I'm deleting the app. Peace out Tumblr, its been a hell of a decade.

Cohost, Bluesky, twitter, Steam, Twitch, and Discord are all: Windfaemaiden

Might be all lowercase on Discord, and thats the best place to reach me. After that I might be on Cohost, my Twitter is a bit dead, and bluesky is. Eh. Talk to me on steam if you wanna game.

My alt accounts here are Windfaemaiden for my art blog, and my alt blog which is 18+ is mothgirlmilk.

I might check desktop tumblr in a while but this place has become too hostile and its just painful. I met the love of my life here by talking about Metroid. I love this girl so much and the place we met has been so actively hostile I just can't be here any more and it sucks so much. I get sentimental about so many things and I'm crying over losing the place I met my wife. Fuck.

I'm gonna miss a lot of you, if we ever even exchanged a reply or dm or ask or two, I would love to hear from you in the future. If this place gets better I might even be back, who knows. So many of you have become friends and people in my circle who I love to learn about.

💕💕💕💕💕

#runa diary #Maxine if you see this I'm sobbing rn this sucks so much #It feels like I'm leaving a little bit of both of in the past. #Like. Idk. This is where we met. This is where we met ;;^;; #I know I get to see you in person now and we have so many ways to talk now #But I think I'm just remembering our little talks on here and memories that I guess were made here #And its making me sob. Buh. #I love seeing your little thoughts and I love seeing you get excited about things and I love seeing the side of you #That I initially fell in love with #If you ever feel like it I'd love little messages just talking about the kind of stuff you say here. I love small talk with you #Thats what I'm gonna miss the most. #Just. Your presence in a place I can visit from my phone. #ily Maxie I'll talk to you in the morning love <3 #This is a love letter to ourselves from over 2 years ago and how we met and fell in love

[deep-spacediver577]

#DSD577art #There was no Character popsicle day #so I'll settle for today #which is Ice cream day #as a kid I remember those Danny pops were impossible to get! always out of stock... #My sister actually had one ONCE #She don't remember the flavor though #In the world of DP perhaps Jack would be responsible for marketing them #If not him then some tourist attraction definitely would #Here we have Ember being a bug (in a loving way) #one of her love languages towards Skulk #I got dialogue for this #Skulker: Baby when I said I wanted his head on a stick... This is not what I meant. #Ember: Quit pouting! And bite his head off. #it's been awhile since drawing these two... #gotta draw them more often #Hunter's Flame #Danny Phantom

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

#neutral is like. shrug. if you have nothing better to do / would put it on as background noise. or plain dont care either way! #but yeah im... poking streaming with a stick rn #im doing some research... based on the results of this poll ill make another wondering about preferred platforms #cause ive done streaming before. Technically #when i was active on instagram and they rolled out the live option id sometimes do a lil art stream #on my phone and a tripod #But! this time around id actually go get a mic and use a legit platform #probably either twitch or picarto... maybe youtube... but who knows! #who knows if i'll follow through with this at all! id like to! i remember enjoying streams! #it sounds like fun! #and i think it would be cool to show the Process - as slapdash as it is #absolutely unprompted #there are a lot of different things i could do on streams i think #could do streams were i focus on one project. request streams. commish streams. just chill draw session streams #streams where we all try something new Together... working on skills! #something to consider!

[thenwethrowitonthefire]

Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family

#fucking hell #it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister #who was equally dreading the day #my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt #then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present) #multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way. #combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high #weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells. #this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing. #then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on. #my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence #i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum #who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?) #me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting. #Which amuses the bored and the deaf #but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed #they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes #finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism* #still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously #(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something) #me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room #and made things appear that should not be there #I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go #you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room. #i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear #I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that. #the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well #she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer #maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk. #can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important

[bisaster-energy]

im not even done my current kuwameshi fic and im already getting ideas about new ones...

#kuwameshi #give me a sec i'll reblog later with the actual idea but like #WHAT IF UM KUWAMESHI BUT UM. PRINCESS BRIDE AU... #i also have another song fic idea but it's way sillier than the one i have on ao3 #based off you me and steve by garfunkel and oates #i got the idea cos i just remembered when yusuke got back from training with genkai the 1st time and instead of a 1 on 1 date with keiko #kuwabara is also? there? and it's just so funny to me like what. and then they're supposed to all 3 go to the movies together? #AND WHEN THEY GET THERE THE 2 BOYS DITCH KEIKO?? for a mission yeah but she doesn't know that!! #and then yusuke and keiko actually go on a date alone and it gets interrupted cos of younger toguro #and shortly after kuwabara shows up so it looks like he was bound to come across them?? #as far as a i remember the next time yu and keiko get together alone is the day he tells her to just wait and she's like im literally #not gonna wait for you <3 and it was so funny she just walked off lmaoo #anyway im trying to say i wanna make a silly little fic addressing the fact that keiko is like. pursuing her crush on yusuke #but kuwabara is kinda just. always there and it's fun she does like him but it's just awkward #planning on having her ask kuwa to maybe give her and yusuke some time alone like maybe just avoid their next outing #and kuwa is like oh damn :( ok good luck and yusuke shows up to the date and he's like woah wait. where tf is kuwabara? #keiko is like bruh. and she makes up some shit about him mentioning that he felt sick or wtv and yusuke is like ''then y are we here? #i should check on him. i dont think that guy has even been put outta commission by anything but my fist!'' and keiko just follows him #cos what else can she do. and kuwa is fine ofc and yusuke is like bro what gives i thought you were sick and kuwa is dense sometimes but he #catches on from keiko's desperate look and he's like well i got better *flexes his arm* and yu is like i knew you were too dumb to catch #a cold. and he's stupid happy that kuwa is fine and can come with them after all ''hey he's fine ya hear that keiko'' #and then keiko is watching this whole exchange eyes blown wide open and she's like actually i just remembered i have plans #you two should totally go without me tho and yu agrees so easily that it just solidifies that she made the right call #kuwa is looking back at her all confused and she gives HIM the good luck thumbs up. he gets as red as his hair and #yusuke is worried he really is coming down with something

[paperclipninja]

When I tell you that nothing brings me delight in a show quite like a recurring gag, Crowley's duck references are up there as an absolutely fave

And the general duck-related pondering just gets me

It's not only the absolute joy that the randomness of it being ducks brings, it's the way it's part of a delayed thought process

That throughout whatever conversations Crowley's been engaged in, their brain has been mulling and searching for the epiphany that eventually comes and it's completely out of context for whoever Crowley's talking to

And while not strictly Crowley, gotta admit this was a pretty darn delightful touch:

SO. MUCH. DELIGHT

EDIT: I've just seen that there was another duck appreciation post that is put together much more nicely here and is the source of some of the fab duck gifs

#good omens #crowley #neil gaiman #honestly I cannot express my delight and I know I've overused the word but it is THE word for it #the way ducks just pop up #when I tell you I snorted in s2e1 when he started yelling at them not to feed the ducks bread #and then remembering the peas #it's just so wholesome and somehow so darn endearing #and the hearing other ducks comment is a firm fave too #I love that we were just sort of eased in with the obvious first one #ok I'll stop now #this has been a Crowley/duck appreciation post

[elizabethrobertajones]

why is it that on my Dark Urge play I end up with my poor Durge lying dead on the floor outside sorcerous sundries while Minsc and Karlach are in the eeby deeby and Shadowheart with her negative charisma is being arrested for crimes Durge committed and is banned from the wizard shop forever, and all I wanted to do was sell some junk from our inventory

#this is why I never make any meaningful progress on this save #save scumming once I realised there was no way to rescue Minsc and Karlach #who to be clear #I love #but #are not girbossing their way out of a wizard tower's defence system with arcana knowledge and intellect rolls #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #and once Shadowheart scraped up my poor Durge and we learned we were never allowed back in the tower... #anyway moral of the story: bully Rolan in Act 1 #Durge play is for learning all the things not to do #and at least now I know to swap Minsc and Karlach out for Astarion and Gale and come back #since I missed the scroll of Fuck You in the basement #and that's all I was curious about checking to start with #after I realised I didn't remember using that spell on Durge era Gale #I think this may be the 3rd or 4th time I've tried to sell all the loot from Moonrise after realising it was in the camp chest still #and A Series Of Events unfolded and I ragequit shortly after unloading it #in 2-3 weeks I'll notice it in there and think 'I should sell that' #it's totally cursed

[barkingangelbaby]

watching seven hours of lotr today was good for my soul <3

#i reckon I'll watch the last one tomorrow!!!! #lol i did just unearth a memory from many years ago tho #i had a crush on my friend n we would hangout after school sometimes n they put on the hobbit #so i think ive seen that one?? i was giving them head tho so i don't remember anything but gold n green backgrounds hehehe #LMAO WAIT we had a nonvalentines valentines day together too where i watched them play dark souls then they ate me out for an hour #i hope they're doing alright wherever they are now lmao #this was the same time i didn't realize my other friend had a crush on me despite us flirting through tumblr asks & they would bring me #fresh baked goods in the morning. i also hope theyre okay!! that was way before i realized i was gay even tho we literally held hands and #had hugs that lasted longer than ur typical hug. they were shorter than me too and blushed all the time #b & b i hope y'all are happy n healthy !!! thank u for the time we had together #lol way off topic there oops but anyway. i need to go to bed now hahaha #rAMbles

[annalyticall]

To be honest I think I'm starting to become so apathetic to gender that I could possibly be non-binary but at the same time I am also just apathetic enough to not care about changing my pronouns or doing anything differently about how i present to people

#long gender rant incoming but i've never not identified as a woman and I'll probably always be one #but also i don't think i identify so much as a woman that i find it to be so drastically different to being a man? #like i never identified as a man either and never will but also like. idk we're all just people man #it's the roles we impose on ourselves that makes it seem like there's such a chasm there but there's not #like sure i'm sure on some level being a woman predisposes me to behave certain ways #but i was also fortunate enough to be raised in a household where my gender didn't bar me from playing with or liking things deemed for boy #so when i gravitated towards engineering and action movies and video games i mingled a lot more with boys than i did girls #not to be a 'not like other girls' girl but just because i naturally wanted to surround myself with people of common interests #and that just kind of normalized for me sharing space and thoughts with men as an equal #and sure sometimes men in particular piss me off but mostly just the men who subscribe to the bs role they were given as a 'man' #like the ones who don't think they could possibly relate to me because I'm a woman #like fuck that. obviously. but i also find it hard to identify with movies like barbie that draw such a clear divide between genders #like i remember my biggest problem with the movie is that very rarely did it feel like the kens and barbies ever genuinely liked each other #i know that wasn't the point of the movie. it is a critique of gender roles and the patriarchy so relationships were not the focus #but i also couldn't really see myself in the barbies and i found it kinda hard to fully immerse myself in the message of it #idk. all this to say i am a woman but sometimes i wish i didn't have to make a big deal about it #oh yeah okay no wonder i'm bisexual

[keeps-ache]

outside once again for designated outside time

#just me hi #the sun. ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh #it's nice rn :3👍 #//thinking of writing/drawing !! ? #i am PUMPED but it's the kind where it has no rhyme or reason so i just sit here vibrating hfbhs #i have GOT to finish a thang by today or i won't have it ready for tomorrow #so i SHOULD do that.. #gotta redo the sketch tho. cuz the initial idea is Way too much for the time i've got fbhs #not something i usually say but i am Always getting blindsided by the complications that come with animation lolll #i think 'oh i like drawing characters over and over again! this should be fun' but it is NOT the same #//WHERE YA THINK YA GOIN BABY HEEEYY I JUST MET YOU- #//cough anyway yea lol :3 #was also thinking i was gonna come out of my pi.e brain but i really heard One good song and oh there i go again hfbvshvf :D #it's just [strangling gesture (positive)] you know ? #Oh i made a thing for that too but i'll post it in a minute lol :) #//anyway speaking of designated outside time can SOMEBODY take me to a riverfront Please #i miss skating at the riverfront hbsh #cuz it was Always empty (except for the people fishing n they never moved from the railing) and i could go So Fast #i get kinda wobbly now though i gotta work on that lol :> #+ i wanna learn how to do jumps again. those were fun :D #my brother reed could JUMP though dude #the one time we went to open street they had ramps out and he was FLYING hfbsh #/though also speaking of that i think i'm getting better at turns again :D #it's taking a minute to remember how to use my feet but i'm getting there >:3 #//okey i'm gonna go spin now though :>>> #ooo toodles ooooo [ghosts away] !

[windowsandfeelings]

weirdly everyone else being so defeatist about the Nancy Drew finale is making me feel more optimistic about it?

At the end of the day this has been the "the plot sucks but the character work is excellent" show for 2 seasons now so why not go out that way?

#nancy drew #honestly the promo helped a ton #but also I DO get what they were trying to do with this plotline #and if it weren't the penultimate episode I would probably be LOVING IT #so I'm trying to remember that #still think it's dumb that they didn't plan this as a final season #who was looking at the CW last spring and thinking 'sure this seems fine'???? #especially when you're nearly the lowest rated show on the sinking ship! #it's a fucking MIRACLE that we even got a fourth season WHY would you expect a fifth???? #and it's way easier to move forward from a fake series finale than it is to pivot to a real one anyway COME ON #but still I want to have faith #I want to believe they managed it #I'm choosing to believe until proven otherwise #(I also genuinely liked the episode. My issues are just with where it falls in the season.) #anyway bring back the 22 episode season and you won't have these problems #or the 18 episode season I'll accept that too #(but 22 is preferrable)

[jaeyooniverse]

230530 Dawon Message

Let's grow old together

I love you^_^

#dawon #dwn.log #etc #was clearing out screensots and forgot i meant to share this..... #i would gladly grow old with you lee sanghyuk #i already feel some type of way thinking about how i started stanning while we were both in our #'early 20s' and now we're 27/28 like.... #looking back at old vids and like he looks the same but also so baby skgskshk 🥺 #thinking abt how he motivated me to improve in so many ways ... i'm slacking now but i promise I'll get better 😭 #anyway i did NOT mean to get in my feelings abt dawon but i mean. i cant help it. you know me #i know june just started but my mind really is already like omg dawon month coming up 🥰 #he is truly my ult..remember when i would deny he was even a bias...hilarious #okay im done rambling im sorry i just 😭😭 like him a lot 😭😭 #im gonna start writing fc letters to him again tho i really feel like he doesnt check fc as often as he used to #which is fair bc he already posts on sns & messages in fromm but stilllllll #i miss fancafe dawon #okay im done now for real #i meant to go to sleep 2 hrs ago????

[cheekblush]

just woke up from a horrible dream about my chemistry final tomorrow 😭

#it felt so REAL i woke up with my heart racing bc i was so scared 😭 #immediately checked my phone bc i thought the exam is TODAY but no today is sunday the exam is tomorrow i need to calm down 😩 #i took a break from studying yesterday & just relaxed the whole day & clearly my subconciousnes is now making me feel guilty for it 😞 #i hate when my worst fears creep into my dreams like please let me sleep in peace i'm already anxious enough 😭 #i genuinely was so scared the exam was today & i'm completely unprepared bc there's still so much i need to study 😭😭😭 #in the dream i showed up to the exam & there was a delay bc they didn't print out enough copies but some students already got theirs #so i asked someone if i could look through their exam paper & i was absolutely mortified when i didn't know a single answer #so then i started to feel nauseous & talked to my teacher outside the classroom saying i was feeling unwell & he got PISSED #we always have to sign a paper right before the exam if we feel healthy/fit enough to participate #so i guess dream me thought if i told my teacher about it he would be understanding & let me leave but he got so angry 😭 #he said he saw me flipping through the exam paper (which obviously isn't allowed) & that's the only reason i'm feeling unwell now #then i confessed that i didn't have much time to prepare for chemistry bc of all the other exams which made him even angrier #then he basically humiliated me in front of the entire class telling them i'm retracting my exam participation in a joking manner #he kept saying i have to repeat another year & making fun of me... i was crying so much in front of the entire class 😭 #he wouldn't answer my questions anymore & then another teacher came & told me to leave & that's when i woke up in panic 😫 #usually i never remember my dreams & i'd rather it stays that way instead of having such horrible dreams 😭😭😭 #i hope this isn't a bad sign & that i'll manage the exam tomorrow.. i'm honestly so scared i just want to pass 😔 #the dream was honestly so scary.. i could see my teacher's face SO CLEARLY & all the little mannerisms he always does... #like he always has to turn everything into a joke.... ugh this is so unsettling please please please let me pass this exam 😞 #just a few weeks ago he gave us these really difficult questions for exam preparation & even our chemistry aces were struggling with them #when i asked if the exam will also be so difficult he just laughed 😭😭😭 #he later clarified that the exam won't include such difficult questions but like why use them for exam preparation then???? #everyone was so frustrated & discouraged after those questions #all the other teachers just revised all the study material with us & gave us questions that really prepared us for the exams #i'm seriously terrified of tomorrow now... i'm so scared i'll just be staring at the exam paper & not being able to answer anything 😭 #okay let me calm down.... i wrote a whole essay in the tags 😭😭😭 #☁️

[osomatsusanki]

maybe i love ruikasa so much because i know what it's like to be secretly gay in high school. the thrill of making the most of it while minimizing the risk of getting caught, making out in the locker room instead of going to p.e., sharing a single bed on a weekend school trip, endless inside jokes...

#man those were some good times #i have changed a lot since then in terms of wanting a relationship irl (i don't) and yeah homophobia is horrible #but the high of having that secret only the two of you know... i loved that #parents being like 'sure girls have a sleepover :)' and then boom we're doing gay stuff. it was so funny #so yeah maybe this post isn't really about ruikasa actually lmao #more like me projecting my memories onto them #but like im not bitter or anything #everything was fine the way it happened and i'll forever remember her as my super cool gf who made me really happy :) #and i want these gay ass boys to be as happy as we were

[hexellent]

cracks my knuckles. alright winter here we go.

#already-know-this-story - say that you want me every day; that you want me every way {tails & wave} #already-know-this-story - remember when we were young? we were innocent then. {tails & cosmo} #already-know-this-story - love i see you now; you found me here underground {sonic & amy} #already-know-this-story - cross my heart and hope to die; that i'll only stay with you one more night {sonic & scourge} #i assumed the ususal suspects at this point since u didn't specify lol